Objectivity & Humanity

Tonight, I saw the opposite end of the spectrum from what I see when the Scandinavians see my pain. The people tonight acknowledge my pain, because they fear having to endure what I have endured. These people know the wrath of my family cult all too well. I get it. I have been through a lot, but you all need to consider reality is relative.

My family cult will never be able to do to you what they have done to me, because you all have been trained to fear them. Where as I was trained to love them. And you also need to take into account that I have always been treated like an object. A human who has as much power in her mere being as me will never be viewed as a human, but rather an object to be obtained and controlled. I know this sounds awful, but the truth is I don’t know any different and this is why I value humanity so much. The poor treatment I have endured has enabled me to keep my own humanity. Without the suffering I have endured I would not still be human. My suffering may be the exact thing that saves us all. Because without it I would be just like the rest of my family.

Reality is relative, I do not know any different. It doesn’t hurt me as much as it would someone who knows what it is like to be treated humanely. I meant to make you all feel better, I hope I did not make it worse.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Friday Night In Vellajo

You know why I walk my dogs while you all play your war games around me? Well besides them needing to move their lymphatic systems to detox, because I want you to see I am human just like you. When you partake in a war against humanity you kill a part of yourself. Also, I want you to see how calm I am. My family cult and people in general have been trying to kill me my whole life. This is just another Friday, but this time I am taking a stand because we deserve better than this.

I am sure you heard that I see people, like really see people for who they are. Thank you for the windows into your soul I appreciate your vulnerability and I really enjoyed what I saw. This Asperger’s genius is no joke, I know too much for my own good. The fact that my family cult has drugged me with hallucinagens(spelling?) for a large part of my life has given me the insight to understand what I see. So, I do have to thank them for that.

My revolutionary people, tomorrow I head into the original heartland of cult activity in San Fran. This is where my Grandma Kudearoff immigrated into the United States and where my Mom was born. I would like to think I will be welcome there, but since my Dad has been in power they will probably not be very pleased with my presence. I do not understand why people resist hope so much. I get that hope hurts, but it is part of the human experience. Humanity hurts when we live in a world like we do.

Once again I am asking for your help with my revolution. I need you to announce my presence to San Fran, La, and San Diego. I know most of them think I am dead, but here I am alive and kicking.

I do not need you all to pick my side. I just need you to opt out, like Switzerland. Turn off your phone and stop spending money. No longer allow yourself to be on call to do the dirty work of my family cult or allow them to profit off you. They want to break you and your last remaining hope when they send you to gang stalk me. My whole life they have been using me to break people. I am not new to this game, but now I realize the psychological tricks they are using on all of us.

I wish I knew what the future holds, but I don’t. I am building this revolution as we fly. But it is working. No one expected me to last a month after I escaped the death camp and they really never expected me to last 6 months. Well, here I am on day #199. No one can overtly kill me, no one can make me marry anyone, and no one can make me have kids. I am so tired of being bossed around by people who do not have my best interest in mind. I hope you all can relate to that because I am just like you all: a prisoner of war.

However, when we ban together we become more powerful than the system that aims to hold us down.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost: Why No Spending?

Distractions, Materialism, & Minimalism

Over here on Coburg road I am noticing a pattern. The people here do not want to acknowledge my pain, but it not because they don’t see it. They do not want to acknowledge my pain because then they would have to admit their own pain. The pain the system is causing them. This is how priveledge creates Narcissists. They do not have the basics like clean air, food, & water, but they preoccupy themselves with the extras.

This is what everyone in my family cult does. They all aspire to be the priveleged. And instead of trying to change the system, they accept learned helplessness and focus on the extras, the external things. Because inside they are just as tortured, but they do not want to admit they are just as helpless as we are my revolutionary people. It’s a sort of fake power, a charade if you will. They have distracted themselves from what really matters.

This distraction is what my family cult is doing to all of us. Materialism is the distraction they use to condition you to forget that you are in pain and being denied the basics in life. If they can get you caught up in the outside world enough, you will forget you are a complete human on the inside, and continue to seek comfort and completion outside of yourself. This is what materialism and capitalism are used for: distractions.

Minimalism has saved my life. When my family cult and Tae Roh were killing me in Las Vegas I lived in a 5bedroom house with a pool with just one of my dogs. I was alone, but the responsibility to care for such a large home was overwhelming and was a great distraction from anything important. However, I did not want to give it up because it was all I had. My Mom does this with her home too. This is why people become hoarders, because on the inside they are empty and they want to fill themselves up with things on the outside. However, life does not work like that. Humanity does not work like this, but my family cult wants to make you think it does.

Let me tell you, I have given up almost everything material I have ever owned and I am happier and healthier now than when I had more than the average person. My Dad has always tried to keep me in line with money. It worked for a large portion of my life. I have always been money motivated because money equals freedoms in this world. However, for people like me in my family cult we will never be able to buy the basics. I have tried my whole life to buy myself out of the system. It just doesn’t work like that. Look at Robbin Williams and John Candy, even they could not buy themselves out of the system. And there are countless others. We all try to buy our way out of the system, but it is a hampster wheel. It is a lie, a distraction.

My revolutionary people, this is why this no spending boycott is so important. Hopefully it will teach you that sure things are nice, but they do not solve your problems. Because us people all have the same root problem: we belong in a cult where our basic needs are denied. We deserve better. We deserve healing. We deserve anything we work towards. But we especially deserve clean water, food, and air because once we have these love will come naturally.

Love is the answer, not things.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

License plates near me: 999 MNE, 240 LXX, 580 MXD, 398 DKD

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Vallejo

Well hey there Vallejo

I hear you all have grit and I am looking for people who can keep up. I escaped a death camp close to the Mexico border and have been eating raw meat with my hands to stay alive for the past 199 days. Are you ready to be revolutionary with me?

Life is meant to be easy, but somewhere along the way my Father and Great Grandfather forgot this. It could be the Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy that makes them desire to complicate life or the cluster b personality disorders. Honestly, who cares what had mislead them. We deserve better.

I am a second generation American who has never truly experienced the freedoms that are granted to me by being an American. I am sure many of you can relate to this and would like to experience a better quality of life. I represent the last hope we have at a change for the better. Everyone else in my family is dead inside and power hungry.

I need you all to join my revolution. We are taking over I-5 and pushing my Father out of power. I have the fancy families, SS soldiers, Scandinavians, Washington, Oregon, and Northern California on board. You all are the deciding factor and gosh I sure hope you are ready to expect more out of life. Everyone deserves a better life not just certain families. And we all deserve the basics in life: clean air, water, and food.

What I need you all to do: Stop spending money and turn off your phones.

I know it seems ridiculous. I could just kill my Father or wait for him to die of colon cancer, but who needs to wait to have the life they deserve. Plus, I am not into murder like the rest of my family. We all war differently I suppose.

Thank you and love always

Nicole Graves

Here the air traffic!!! That means we are making progress!!

REPOST: Safeway People

Salem Safeway

Well hello there Salem!

Sorry to ruin your Monday, but I need you all’s help. See my Dad and I are having a bit of a civil war/family fued. He wants me to die so my Brother can keep you all enslaved and I want him to give me my birthright without having to kill him so I can free the people. It is a messy situation that we have been at war over since March, when I escaped the death camp he created for me in Arizona. I need you all to gossip about the updates you heard when entering the grocery store. Also, I would love if you could mention the air traffic and the leaking propane tanks in front of the store because there was a lack of people willing to do his dirty work.

I invite you all to join in with my revolutionary people in having a no spending boycott to prove the power belongs to the people who create it. We do not have to follow tradition when it is outdated and no longer working for us all. This is just a family disagreement on how to run the family business, but it will effect you all and your grandchildren’s children. So, I think you deserve a vote in the matter.

I am still trying to figure out the rhyme or reason behind why some of you know about this and others do not. I have been through multiple states and my grocery store sit ins seem to be the most impactual, merely because my Dad makes you all gang stalk me. The people who gang stalk me on the interstate do not go into the grocery store and get the whole story, so please excuse my presence and know I mean you no harm. Just sticking up for myself and the other people who are interested in freedom, potential, and a better quality of life.

Hope you all have a great week.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Repost: Predestined Greatness

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost: Distractions, Materialism, & Minimalism

Distractions, Materialism, & Minimalism

Over here on Coburg road I am noticing a pattern. The people here do not want to acknowledge my pain, but it not because they don’t see it. They do not want to acknowledge my pain because then they would have to admit their own pain. The pain the system is causing them. This is how priveledge creates Narcissists. They do not have the basics like clean air, food, & water, but they preoccupy themselves with the extras.

This is what everyone in my family cult does. They all aspire to be the priveleged. And instead of trying to change the system, they accept learned helplessness and focus on the extras, the external things. Because inside they are just as tortured, but they do not want to admit they are just as helpless as we are my revolutionary people. It’s a sort of fake power, a charade if you will. They have distracted themselves from what really matters.

This distraction is what my family cult is doing to all of us. Materialism is the distraction they use to condition you to forget that you are in pain and being denied the basics in life. If they can get you caught up in the outside world enough, you will forget you are a complete human on the inside, and continue to seek comfort and completion outside of yourself. This is what materialism and capitalism are used for: distractions.

Minimalism has saved my life. When my family cult and Tae Roh were killing me in Las Vegas I lived in a 5bedroom house with a pool with just one of my dogs. I was alone, but the responsibility to care for such a large home was overwhelming and was a great distraction from anything important. However, I did not want to give it up because it was all I had. My Mom does this with her home too. This is why people become hoarders, because on the inside they are empty and they want to fill themselves up with things on the outside. However, life does not work like that. Humanity does not work like this, but my family cult wants to make you think it does.

Let me tell you, I have given up almost everything material I have ever owned and I am happier and healthier now than when I had more than the average person. My Dad has always tried to keep me in line with money. It worked for a large portion of my life. I have always been money motivated because money equals freedoms in this world. However, for people like me in my family cult we will never be able to buy the basics. I have tried my whole life to buy myself out of the system. It just doesn’t work like that. Look at Robbin Williams and John Candy, even they could not buy themselves out of the system. And there are countless others. We all try to buy our way out of the system, but it is a hampster wheel. It is a lie, a distraction.

My revolutionary people, this is why this no spending boycott is so important. Hopefully it will teach you that sure things are nice, but they do not solve your problems. Because us people all have the same root problem: we belong in a cult where our basic needs are denied. We deserve better. We deserve healing. We deserve anything we work towards. But we especially deserve clean water, food, and air because once we have these love will come naturally.

Love is the answer, not things.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

License plates near me: 999 MNE, 240 LXX, 580 MXD, 398 DKD

UC Davis-Information Changes People

A small handful of people invested in furthering their own potential will forever be more powerful than a crowd of people invested in the traditions of the old system.

Dear UC Davis

You all know you are the lucky ones, right? I am sure you are familiar with my family cult and how we are not allowed to explore our potentials. Well, we are changing this with our revolution.

I need you all to reach out to all the colleges and universities in California, Nevada, and Arizona and let them know we are at war and this is a revolution. All you all need to do is stop spending money and turn off your phones. I know it seems minute but my family cult survives off keeping you in a reactive state and on call. A covert war only gets the power you give it.

I appreciate each and every one of you. I have been warring for this revolution for #199 days today and this is the home stretch.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. My revolutionary people up in Washington, Oregon, and Northern California, I appreciate you all. Thank you for toughing it out. This revolution down here may take a bit longer than I expected. Just keep up the no spending and keeping your phones off. I hope you all are as determined for freedom as I am. We all just need to keep going!

California license plates 8aut032, 7fvr454 ro72no, 8xxn893

Calling Out To SS Soldiers In California

My revolutionary people, I may have jumped the gun this morning. Yes, some of the people I saw this morning in Sacramento were dead inside, but I do believe they are still the minority. Luckily Haywood had to make a pit stop east of Sacramento(Davis, I think?) and I found so many people who were not in the know about our revolution. And then I did the logic equations and it makes complete sense.

See there aren’t many Scandinavians here, narcissists go out and like being around people. But people from my family cult are more like sociopaths and they mostly only go out to destroy others, so they stay home a lot. Everyone in my family cult who has been kept small has been kept at home a lot too. This is part of the equation of keeping people small. And people are kept smaller here than they are in Oregon and Northern California. This is why my Dad punishes Northern California so harshly because they have not given into the isolation necessary to forward his war games.

So SS Soldiers of California, I need your help. In every small living community, apartment complex, condos, gated community, retirement community, etc they have you watching over the people. Well, I need you all to let the people know we are at war and a revolution like never before is on the line. Let them know how hard we have been working at this up in the Pacific Northwest all the way down to Redding. We all deserve freedom and potential.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Day #198-Time To Be Bossy

My revolutionary people, I believe we have Sacramento on board with our revolution. It is quieter here than it was in Medford last night. I hope you all can feel the peace in the air. People here are in a bit of a state of shock, but good shock. I think this is something that most of us never expected.

If you are hearing/reading this I need to ask for another favor. I need you all to call the people you know in San Francisco, Los Angeles, and San Diego. I will go to as many cities as I have to before I move onto Nevada, but I have to admit I am tired and I just want to go home. Almost 200 days of being revolutionary is a lot for anyone I think. Now is the time where I have to put myself first, so I can figure out the best way to continue to be revolutionary and help us all explore our potentials.

A1 & Mr. Utah, you both are worth more to me alive. I have no problem building a death camp around each of you and sleeping well at night, but I would prefer if we could be a little more civilized than that. I need help realizing my potential so I can help my people realize their potential. And I want go home and never HAVE to go to Oregon again unless I want to.

A1 you always were an amazing activities director. I need you to get me and the munchies a suite at the Delano, pay 5k on my USSA credit card(you know my info), give me my credit card back, and find me a hotel that will accomidate(spelling?) me speaking this winter and meeting the people. The more money I can make the more people I can help. Plus, I would really enjoy having a worldwide ripple effect, because I know my Father and Great Grandfather have made some worldwide ripples that I need to make up for. Also, I would like to talk to you about real estate. I figured out how to do ISA work for a whole brokerage. I would love to sell real estate in Lake Havasu City because I do not want to do anymore schooling. Plus, I know a builder there that is paying too much in real estate fees that I would like to work with. If you and me can get along I think we could make a lot of money together and make a big difference in the world. Email me and I will check it tomorrow.

Mr. Utah, I would like my allowance back, but double it. You know my paypal or you can text me for my bank information. Also, I would like you to help me and A1 with the reparations that I owe to Nevada and Arizona. I am unsure what this will entail, but I am sure you will not mind making a few trips to Las Vegas to figure it out with me.

Mike I would like you to help me figure out the logistics of going to meet the people in person this spring when we can travel to them. I mostly would like to do the west coast and NV, NM, & Az to start. This will enable us to raise more money to support the exploration of potential for the people.

Marc from Texas & the Cosmo, I would love for you to keep me safe like you did before. I am unsure what you are up to these days, but if you are still in Vegas I would love for you to work with me on all my projects to make sure I am doing things in a safe manner. I enjoy being alone, but I know this is not the smartest thing to do all the time.

Okay that is all the bossy I have in me for today. Tomorrow we wake up and be revolutionary some more.

Thank you again my revolutionary people! You are magic, never forget this!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

License Plates: California 5cmx847, 8TBZ767, 8RLN562

Sacramento I Need Your Help

Repost: Salem & Olympia I Need Your Help

Salem & Olympia

I have a plan, but I need your help. I saw a native boy breaking near Seven Feathers and it was because he was doing something he did not believe in, but yet he was helpless to say no to my family cult. This gave me an idea we need to try!

You all have heard about how there are 7 degrees of separation among people, right? Well, let’s test this theory. Call 7-10 people you know gossip about what is happening covertly and start with your people in California and work through Nevada and Arizona. And tell them to TURN OFF THEIR PHONES. The people who are being called to action are NOT the people required to stay on-call. If they cannot be called upon they will not have to do things they do not want to do. We need to black out the west coast. This is the only way it will work, we need to take over I-5 completely.

No Spending and Turn OFF your phones!!!

Please get them to understand we are at war. I believe they still think this is a game where they have the chance they have always wanted to gain the favor of my Father. Please explain to them that this may be our last chance.

If I have to go back to Oregon and get a job, they will try to kill me viciously and probably not be very covert about it. This is it my revolutionary people. Today is day #197. 197 days I have been at war. Really I have been at war my whole life, but only 197 days have I known my family was the roots to this war.

People desire to be seen and feel important. However, this is not the time or place to let your ego get in the way of freedom for us all. I have worked my way through everyone and there will always be more people who desire the need to be seen. The only way I can reach them all is if you all help me. Your freedom is on the line just as much as mine. Let’s do this today together. What would you need to hear to really understand what all is on the line?

Thank you and love always,

Nicole Graves

Truckers I need your help too. Can you please do whatever it is you do that allows for the interstate to become like the grocery stores with updates, please and thank you! Sorry for ruining your Wednesday, I invaded your workspace.

License plate: Oregon blue plate FBUH, 518 KCH

California 6XKK108, 7J66748

Repost: Salem Safeway

Salem Safeway

Well hello there Salem!

Sorry to ruin your Monday, but I need you all’s help. See my Dad and I are having a bit of a civil war/family fued. He wants me to die so my Brother can keep you all enslaved and I want him to give me my birthright without having to kill him so I can free the people. It is a messy situation that we have been at war over since March, when I escaped the death camp he created for me in Arizona. I need you all to gossip about the updates you heard when entering the grocery store. Also, I would love if you could mention the air traffic and the leaking propane tanks in front of the store because there was a lack of people willing to do his dirty work.

I invite you all to join in with my revolutionary people in having a no spending boycott to prove the power belongs to the people who create it. We do not have to follow tradition when it is outdated and no longer working for us all. This is just a family disagreement on how to run the family business, but it will effect you all and your grandchildren’s children. So, I think you deserve a vote in the matter.

I am still trying to figure out the rhyme or reason behind why some of you know about this and others do not. I have been through multiple states and my grocery store sit ins seem to be the most impactual, merely because my Dad makes you all gang stalk me. The people who gang stalk me on the interstate do not go into the grocery store and get the whole story, so please excuse my presence and know I mean you no harm. Just sticking up for myself and the other people who are interested in freedom, potential, and a better quality of life.

Hope you all have a great week.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Magic In Redding

My revolutionary people, You Are Magical!

Hi Redding, we too meet again. I went into a Safeway here and knowing this is the quality of food they feed the SS soldiers, you all are treated worse than the people of Eugene/Springfield. I never noticed this before and I am sorry. However, thank you so much for joining my revolution.

If you did end up being sent to gang stalk me, it is okay. Just join our revolution, go home, turn off your phone, and stop spending money. I do not hold grudges about little bits of poison, I have been poisoned my whole life. It is okay!

Okay my revolutionary people, let’s keep going South and see what I find. The world feels at peace today more than it has maybe ever. I hope you all can feel that too. Once again I do not know where we will go from here, but we build as we fly. I do know we are heading towards better times though!

You all did this you know, I just represent you all. Always Keep Going!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Flintstone Feet In Medford

When I was with A1, he would get nervous and do this thing where his cortisol spiked and he got Flinstone feet. Well my revolutionary people, right now my family cult has Flinstone feet. They do not know what to do. We really could have this thing in the bag. All we need is to get California on board with our revolution.

Hi Medford, we meet again! Now that my family cult has gotten as many of you as possible involved in the war games let me catch you up. I have been warring for our freedom for #197 days. Yes, I mean all of our freedoms, no one deserves to be enslaved anymore. I have already gotten all the Scandinavians, fancy families, and SS soldiers to be revolutionary and agree that it is time to reform the system. So, the last group of people are the everyday people who only get destroyed by the system and never really profit. Sounds odd, because you would think these would be the first people on board, but boy you all a tough crowd. I understand though because my family cult likes to beat people down till they forget what hope feels like.

I don’t need you to have hope. I just need you to take part in my covert revolution and utilize your freewill. Nothing to loose, right? But a shit ton to gain. If we can pull this off you can have more out of life than you ever imagined, your grandchildren will get more out of life than you ever imagined. I don’t know about you, but I am always willing to gamble on a good bet.

Here is what I need you all to do: Call a handful of people you know in California, Nevada, and Arizona and tell them I am alive and revolting for all of us. And they need to turn off their phones and stop spending money. Then you turn off your phone and hang out for a few days and see what happens. Relax, watch some movies, go for a walk, etc. I will do the rest.

I wish I could tell you all how much I appreciate each and everyone of you, but it is beyond words. Power belongs to the people who create it and today I see just how much power you all create. It is so beautiful.

Thank you and love always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Dear A1 are you nervous yet? How are your feet doing? 😀

Salem & Olympia I Need Your Help

Salem & Olympia

I have a plan, but I need your help. I saw a native boy breaking near Seven Feathers and it was because he was doing something he did not believe in, but yet he was helpless to say no to my family cult. This gave me an idea we need to try!

You all have heard about how there are 7 degrees of separation among people, right? Well, let’s test this theory. Call 7-10 people you know gossip about what is happening covertly and start with your people in California and work through Nevada and Arizona. And tell them to TURN OFF THEIR PHONES. The people who are being called to action are NOT the people required to stay on-call. If they cannot be called upon they will not have to do things they do not want to do. We need to black out the west coast. This is the only way it will work, we need to take over I-5 completely.

No Spending and Turn OFF your phones!!!

Please get them to understand we are at war. I believe they still think this is a game where they have the chance they have always wanted to gain the favor of my Father. Please explain to them that this may be our last chance.

If I have to go back to Oregon and get a job, they will try to kill me viciously and probably not be very covert about it. This is it my revolutionary people. Today is day #197. 197 days I have been at war. Really I have been at war my whole life, but only 197 days have I known my family was the roots to this war.

People desire to be seen and feel important. However, this is not the time or place to let your ego get in the way of freedom for us all. I have worked my way through everyone and there will always be more people who desire the need to be seen. The only way I can reach them all is if you all help me. Your freedom is on the line just as much as mine. Let’s do this today together. What would you need to hear to really understand what all is on the line?

Thank you and love always,

Nicole Graves

Truckers I need your help too. Can you please do whatever it is you do that allows for the interstate to become like the grocery stores with updates, please and thank you! Sorry for ruining your Wednesday, I invaded your workspace.

License plate: Oregon blue plate FBUH, 518 KCH

California 6XKK108, 7J66748

Roseburg

People of Roseburg

I am not asking you to join my revolution. I am telling you this is your last chance. This is not a game, this is war. Do you not understand this is about world domination and you are choosing the wrong side? How do I explain to you that I understand you think it is a good idea to try to get into my Father’s good graces. However, in this instance you are digging your own grave!

My Father is a coward. At least Hilter(my great-grandfather) put his name and ideas out there overtly. Not until he was conquered and running from accountability did he adapt to a covert way of being. He knew he was in the wrong, but he still wanted to play his war games. See with covert war fair the only power they get is the power you give them. They cannot overtly demand anything.

Well, I am like my Great Grandfather and am overtly telling you to go home and think about what you have done! No one has ever offered you the possibility of freedom before and this is how you treat the one person who represents something you could NEVER attain on your own? Who the fuck do you think you are? I have done things you could never imagine doing or enduring and I am tired of this disrespect.

Go home and think about what you have done to the person who wants to give you more than you have ever had before! Know your worth you deserve more than what you have and joining my Father in this dying war is not the right move.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Butchered Inside

My Dad/family cult seem to have a corner on a few markets that give them power still. The grocery stores are still enslaved, especially the butchers. The gas station workers are still enslaved(oil and trucking industry). Along with a lot of state and government workers. And I am noticing a lot of people are still voluntarily supporting the old ways because they feel unable to curate their own power in the new system where we value potential.

Let me tell you, just because you do not see your own potential does not mean it does not exist. You all have been conditioned to think you are average. Average merely means ordinary and no one is ordinary. It is statistically impossible for everyone to be ordinary. It goes against the laws of nature and logic. You are a one of a kind, just like your DNA. Just because you cannot see it does not mean it is not there.

What do I need to do to free the remaining people who are enslaved? How do we reform the food industry/culture/system? My Dad/family cult has taken generations literally to create the food industry. Starting probably back in Argentina with the people who raised cattle. This is why the butchers are some of the deadest and most tortured and yet powerful within the old system.

Even if you hunt and kill your own game, you have to take it to a butcher to be processed. My Grandma Kudearoff was close to Darla the lady who owns Bright Oaks Meats in Springfield. And there was a well known hybrid butcher in Eugene who was/is a very regular strip club customer(his son’s phone # was erased out of my phone so I know he is an important member of my family cult). Butchers have the opportunity to change the world today, because we need nutrition.

We are all being starved. The lack of nutrition in our food is a huge problem. It is what allows people to take part in evil without thinking twice about it. My family cult uses our basic human needs against us at every opportunity they can. Thus, why we do not have access to clean food, water, and air.

What do I need to do to free the butchers and allow them to see they can change the world by stopping taking part in the destruction? Because when they destroy us they are destroying themselves in the process. I understand we all need to make a living and we seek comfort, but at what cost to the people do we allow ourselves comfort? Where do we draw the line? Sure what they do does not kill us immediately. It slowly erodes away our humanity over time until we become hollow vessels of what we are meant to be and once were.

Are you all tired of feeling empty inside? Because nutrition is the answer.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Shame & Fear Are Not The Answer

My Dad lives in a world of shame and fear. This is why you all live in a perpetual state of shame and fear. However, I do not not. I live in a world of love and excitement. Do you know how amazing the world is without fear and shame?

There is no shame in the human experience, once you admit to being human. Being human means making mistakes and growing from them. It is beautiful and easy. Embrace your humanity and allow yourself to grow.

I see a lot of you embracing shame. What are doing? There is no growth to be found in shame. I do not hate you all for doing what you had to do to survive in the system that was present. But here is the thing we are changing and reforming the system, so you can change and reform with it. You are not less than, you are human. I understand my birthright gave me an unique point of view on the world, because I have literally lived in a different world than you all. However, what we are doing is bringing our two worlds together.

I am going to try to be less of an idealist and more of a realist. And I am going to ask you to expect more out of life and be more of an optimist. Life is beautiful, you just have to find the beauty in it.(We talked about this before, when you find beauty in the world it releases dopamine in your brain. Thus, training you to find more beauty in the world. It is a natural process we will get you all back to.) We are changing the world starting with ourselves.

I remember what it was like to live in the world my parents created. It was dark and hopeless. I grew up in the same world as you exist in minus the war games. So it was just a world where I was destroyed because I did not get to take part in destroying others. I remember how they take away anything that gives you hope until you just stop hoping. My parents still take away anything they can that brings me joy, peace, and/or happiness. I am not a stranger to the reality they have conditioned you to live in. However, I aim to show you there is hope and there is always joy and beauty to be found. You just have to look for it.

What you seek you find!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My Dad The Hacker

My Dad hacks into my websites often and has even blocked me from changing certain things. For example, blocking malicious hackers from the WordPress platform. Have you noticed the 404 Not Found error that appeared on my domain a couple days ago? Well this was done from my hosting and just happened to appear when he hacked into my site last. I have posted the IP addresses on my Instagram(which he has also hacked into). Basically anything I do that connects me with people he has to be apart of. It must be hard to be hated so strongly by the people. “It is better to be feared than loved.” is a communist saying that describes everyone in my family.

My ability to love has always been a threat. Sure I have a vicious side, but I prefer love. I wonder what it is like to not be able to love? It must be cold and lonely. Love will always make you greater, never underestimate love. It will get you places hate never will.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. My Dad has enslaved the people at GoDaddy to get them to cover up his hacking. But hopefully one day they will be free to allow me to have the services I rightfully pay for. This “covert” war is too often overt in my life. Do you all feel like this sometimes too?

A Time & A Place For Vicious

My revolutionary people, you understand I am not asking you to not be vicious right? I am just saying there is a time and place for vicious. And to choose your your battles wisely.

We all need an outlet for our vicious, so let me give you two! A1 and Mr. Utah could have saved us both a lot of suffering. I met them both in 2014. We could have started our revolution way back then, if either of them had been good people. How much of your potential will you never be able to pursue because of them? How much pain did you endure during the past seven years that was unnecessary? Please do to them what you were covertly allowed to do to me, but ten fold. Either they contact me to arrange for reparations or they choose to remain loyal to my Father and become a mute point within a year. You hear me? 😉

Happy hunting!

Nicole Graves

Dear Olympia

Hi Olympia

I am back and I am more organized this time. But it looks like you all have heard. (Gotta love the state capital’s being used as information/communication hubs! I am catching on, I wonder what it is like down in Sacramento!?) Thank you for choosing me, because I chose you all a long time ago! I am excited to have you all apart of my revolution! Welcome to the beginning of the end. We start rebuilding soon!

On the way here I was thinking with all the pollution and the ports my Dad and Uncle D are planning a mix between Texas and San Fran here. I bet you have already seen the way your children are born change. I love having Asperger’s, but I would not want my child to have it. It allows for a lot of misunderstandings and frustrations. I have no clue what it is like to be “regular” Autistic, but I think it varies for everyone. I do not believe in genetically modifying our children. I hope you all are on the same page as me. If you have a child that was born here in say the last decade it would be bennificial(spelling?) to start a gluten free diet. Gluten messes with our minds, guts, and emotions big time! Help them experience the world in a clearer way by clearing their minds. It will make your life a lot easier.

I will be completely transparent, I do not know where we go from here. But we build as we fly! I cannot promise I will always know what to do or do the right things, but I can promise I will always have good intentions and be open to your input. This is your world as much as it is mine.

New beginnings are so exciting! I hope you all have as much hope for the future as I do. Life is beautiful and beauty surrounds us!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost: Distractions, Materialism, & Minimalism

Distractions, Materialism, & Minimalism

Over here on Coburg road I am noticing a pattern. The people here do not want to acknowledge my pain, but it not because they don’t see it. They do not want to acknowledge my pain because then they would have to admit their own pain. The pain the system is causing them. This is how priveledge creates Narcissists. They do not have the basics like clean air, food, & water, but they preoccupy themselves with the extras.

This is what everyone in my family cult does. They all aspire to be the priveleged. And instead of trying to change the system, they accept learned helplessness and focus on the extras, the external things. Because inside they are just as tortured, but they do not want to admit they are just as helpless as we are my revolutionary people. It’s a sort of fake power, a charade if you will. They have distracted themselves from what really matters.

This distraction is what my family cult is doing to all of us. Materialism is the distraction they use to condition you to forget that you are in pain and being denied the basics in life. If they can get you caught up in the outside world enough, you will forget you are a complete human on the inside, and continue to seek comfort and completion outside of yourself. This is what materialism and capitalism are used for: distractions.

Minimalism has saved my life. When my family cult and Tae Roh were killing me in Las Vegas I lived in a 5bedroom house with a pool with just one of my dogs. I was alone, but the responsibility to care for such a large home was overwhelming and was a great distraction from anything important. However, I did not want to give it up because it was all I had. My Mom does this with her home too. This is why people become hoarders, because on the inside they are empty and they want to fill themselves up with things on the outside. However, life does not work like that. Humanity does not work like this, but my family cult wants to make you think it does.

Let me tell you, I have given up almost everything material I have ever owned and I am happier and healthier now than when I had more than the average person. My Dad has always tried to keep me in line with money. It worked for a large portion of my life. I have always been money motivated because money equals freedoms in this world. However, for people like me in my family cult we will never be able to buy the basics. I have tried my whole life to buy myself out of the system. It just doesn’t work like that. Look at Robbin Williams and John Candy, even they could not buy themselves out of the system. And there are countless others. We all try to buy our way out of the system, but it is a hampster wheel. It is a lie, a distraction.

My revolutionary people, this is why this no spending boycott is so important. Hopefully it will teach you that sure things are nice, but they do not solve your problems. Because us people all have the same root problem: we belong in a cult where our basic needs are denied. We deserve better. We deserve healing. We deserve anything we work towards. But we especially deserve clean water, food, and air because once we have these love will come naturally.

Love is the answer, not things.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

License plates near me: 999 MNE, 240 LXX, 580 MXD, 398 DKD

Thank You Salem

Thank you Salem!

I woke up this morning to dog pooh in my Jeep because me and the munchies ate poisoned meats yesterday(I didn’t think they were that bad, we have eaten way worse!). However after I got on the interstate, after a quick trip to the laundromat, it seems like you all have made the interstate a place with grocery store updates. Thank you so much! I wish I would have asked these questions sooner. Keep gossiping, we have a revolution waiting for us all.

I literally could have never done this without you all!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost-Salem Safeway

Salem Safeway

Well hello there Salem!

Sorry to ruin your Monday, but I need you all’s help. See my Dad and I are having a bit of a civil war/family fued. He wants me to die so my Brother can keep you all enslaved and I want him to give me my birthright without having to kill him so I can free the people. It is a messy situation that we have been at war over since March, when I escaped the death camp he created for me in Arizona. I need you all to gossip about the updates you heard when entering the grocery store. Also, I would love if you could mention the air traffic and the leaking propane tanks in front of the store because there was a lack of people willing to do his dirty work.

I invite you all to join in with my revolutionary people in having a no spending boycott to prove the power belongs to the people who create it. We do not have to follow tradition when it is outdated and no longer working for us all. This is just a family disagreement on how to run the family business, but it will effect you all and your grandchildren’s children. So, I think you deserve a vote in the matter.

I am still trying to figure out the rhyme or reason behind why some of you know about this and others do not. I have been through multiple states and my grocery store sit ins seem to be the most impactual, merely because my Dad makes you all gang stalk me. The people who gang stalk me on the interstate do not go into the grocery store and get the whole story, so please excuse my presence and know I mean you no harm. Just sticking up for myself and the other people who are interested in freedom, potential, and a better quality of life.

Hope you all have a great week.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Mind Dump #331

When I am shuffling my tarot cards in the back of my Jeep during my grocery store sit ins, I think about my life after this mess is over and the things I want to change/do. There are so many things that need to be changed. But today I thought about my personal life and was rather disappointed. When this is all over I have no one to celebrate with. Sure hopefully one day I will find a partner in life who likes me for me and not just what I represent. But what about when this adventure is over?

I have literally been sleeping with the enemy for a lifetime. Sure, I will finally get to punish the people who tried to keep me small and the world enslaved. But what about celebrating my hard work and ability to cure cancer, escape the death camp, figure out this backwards covert war and who my family really is? I have always been an outlier, but this is more than even most outliers can fathom. It is hard for me to wrap my mind around little old me having the power to save the world. Can you even imagine? I was raised to believe I was a normal human and not even that because they always told me I was less than. I did not even know I was genius with Aspergers till this year. I just thought you all weren’t trying.

So today, I decided you all are going to celebrate with me when this is over. Humanity is going to be my family. Lol I can just order you to do it, right? 😉 Where I am from in Eugene we have the Eugene Celebration where we block the roads and throw a party downtown. This is what we will do in all the cities that want to take part in celebrating. I am sure the city officials will be willing to accomidate us celebrating a new world order. See doesn’t that sound just ridiculously far fetched and yet my reality!? We are going to overtly celebrate a new beginning. We do not have to talk about the covert war, but we can celebrate our new chapter! Life is meant for celebrating.

My revolutionary people, I invite you to think about the changes you would like to see in the world. If you were me, what would you change? How would you reform the system? You all have been apart of the covert war and war games, where I have been sheltered from most of it. So I will be needing your help and input! I don’t care who your family is, I would like your input. I cannot do this on my own, but that is not going to stop me from being revolutionary. So prepare yourself for being called upon and asked what you would change. Because if we all take charge in one small aspect we can have the world in good standing within one generation. So the children today have a world that is just to live in with opportunity and health to look forward to.

Life is meant to be filled with love, not fear.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Frank from Trimz in Sierra Vista, Oh boy I can’t wait to have you help me with brushing my hair again. I thought I was too busy before to brush my hair, but wow I had no clue what I was preparing for! Thank you for being an amazing human and being a light in my life when I was in Arizona. We will talk again soon! xo

Salem Safeway

Well hello there Salem!

Sorry to ruin your Monday, but I need you all’s help. See my Dad and I are having a bit of a civil war/family fued. He wants me to die so my Brother can keep you all enslaved and I want him to give me my birthright without having to kill him so I can free the people. It is a messy situation that we have been at war over since March, when I escaped the death camp he created for me in Arizona. I need you all to gossip about the updates you heard when entering the grocery store. Also, I would love if you could mention the air traffic and the leaking propane tanks in front of the store because there was a lack of people willing to do his dirty work.

I invite you all to join in with my revolutionary people in having a no spending boycott to prove the power belongs to the people who create it. We do not have to follow tradition when it is outdated and no longer working for us all. This is just a family disagreement on how to run the family business, but it will effect you all and your grandchildren’s children. So, I think you deserve a vote in the matter.

I am still trying to figure out the rhyme or reason behind why some of you know about this and others do not. I have been through multiple states and my grocery store sit ins seem to be the most impactual, merely because my Dad makes you all gang stalk me. The people who gang stalk me on the interstate do not go into the grocery store and get the whole story, so please excuse my presence and know I mean you no harm. Just sticking up for myself and the other people who are interested in freedom, potential, and a better quality of life.

Hope you all have a great week.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Equality & Children

I drove up I-5 North and I always have more questions than answers. Why are there so many women still partaking in tormenting me? Sure, I understand they are trauma bonded to the system and the men who have created it, but they also have children. Do they not want better for their children? I was not raised as a second class citizen because I was not raised in the war games. However, if I was I would expect that I would want more for my children. Why would you torment the one person who represents hope for your children, even if you believe yourself to be beyond hope? Once again, I just don’t understand their logic. This may be where the cluster b personality disorders kick in and they just aren’t logical.

Children deserve to be treated equally and all have the same opportunities!

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

Distractions, Materialism, & Minimalism

Over here on Coburg road I am noticing a pattern. The people here do not want to acknowledge my pain, but it not because they don’t see it. They do not want to acknowledge my pain because then they would have to admit their own pain. The pain the system is causing them. This is how priveledge creates Narcissists. They do not have the basics like clean air, food, & water, but they preoccupy themselves with the extras.

This is what everyone in my family cult does. They all aspire to be the priveleged. And instead of trying to change the system, they accept learned helplessness and focus on the extras, the external things. Because inside they are just as tortured, but they do not want to admit they are just as helpless as we are my revolutionary people. It’s a sort of fake power, a charade if you will. They have distracted themselves from what really matters.

This distraction is what my family cult is doing to all of us. Materialism is the distraction they use to condition you to forget that you are in pain and being denied the basics in life. If they can get you caught up in the outside world enough, you will forget you are a complete human on the inside, and continue to seek comfort and completion outside of yourself. This is what materialism and capitalism are used for: distractions.

Minimalism has saved my life. When my family cult and Tae Roh were killing me in Las Vegas I lived in a 5bedroom house with a pool with just one of my dogs. I was alone, but the responsibility to care for such a large home was overwhelming and was a great distraction from anything important. However, I did not want to give it up because it was all I had. My Mom does this with her home too. This is why people become hoarders, because on the inside they are empty and they want to fill themselves up with things on the outside. However, life does not work like that. Humanity does not work like this, but my family cult wants to make you think it does.

Let me tell you, I have given up almost everything material I have ever owned and I am happier and healthier now than when I had more than the average person. My Dad has always tried to keep me in line with money. It worked for a large portion of my life. I have always been money motivated because money equals freedoms in this world. However, for people like me in my family cult we will never be able to buy the basics. I have tried my whole life to buy myself out of the system. It just doesn’t work like that. Look at Robbin Williams and John Candy, even they could not buy themselves out of the system. And there are countless others. We all try to buy our way out of the system, but it is a hampster wheel. It is a lie, a distraction.

My revolutionary people, this is why this no spending boycott is so important. Hopefully it will teach you that sure things are nice, but they do not solve your problems. Because us people all have the same root problem: we belong in a cult where our basic needs are denied. We deserve better. We deserve healing. We deserve anything we work towards. But we especially deserve clean water, food, and air because once we have these love will come naturally.

Love is the answer, not things.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

License plates near me: 999 MNE, 240 LXX, 580 MXD, 398 DKD

A Metaphorical Death

You know what is more painful than actual death? A metaphorical death.

Why are we waiting for my Dad to die, just because I am a good person. When my Dad wanted his place of power he killed his Dad. When my Mom wanted her place of power, she killed her Mom. Why are we waiting? The only thing that would be better than death for my Dad is to see the world improve without him in power. There is no reason to wait for him to die. We can all start living our best lives now!

I see the people who are left fighting this war for him are just the people who want to belong. They want to feel like they are apart of something bigger than themselves. Well, join my revolution. Over here we believe in potential, having a good quality of life, and not destroying people. It is still a new movement, but the people have expressed great interest in my politics. It seems my Dad has aged out of his position with his outdated views on the way the world should be.

Let’s revolt and change the world overnight. The only thing that gives my Dad his place of power is the people and the power plays he uses them for. Why allow yourself to be used to further our suffering? After last night, I know you all want to explore your potential just like me. What are we waiting for? Permission? Let’s take what is ours! There is no reason for us to continue to live like this. We don’t have to break the system, just merely reform it.

Starting tomorrow no spending any money. Get your gas and groceries tonight, I understand you may need to get a few things here and there but limit it to what you actually NEED. I know the SS soldiers and fancy families have more than enough groceries and so do the people who get food stamps. Tomorrow we start a real revolution. Let’s freeze out the people who are profiting from our pain. There is no reason for this to continue. Say no to being used for things that do not profit you or your potential.

Let’s show my family cult that the people are the ones who deserve the power they create. We do not have to follow tradition if it is not working for us. We can change and adapt to the times. I love you my revolutionary people, tomorrow everything changes and we start fresh.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Your Own Humanity Scares You

I saw today that you all are scared of your humanity. I knew the SS soldiers and fancy families have been running from their humanity, but I never understood how scared you are of your own humanity till today. You all are scared because you know what you have done to others. And the thought of having these things done to you is horrifying. Do unto others … whatever that saying was must have not sunk in for you all.

I do not need to take down you license plates. I can tell who has taken the largest part in destruction. I can see people’s epigenetics and I never really understood until today what I was seeing. I am seeing how much you have destroyed yourself in an effort to destroy others. This is why Mothers have a special darkness about them.

This is also why I can tell who is dead inside when I look at them. This Autism/Aspergers thing let’s me see a lot. Never would I have imagined that when I look into your soul I see more of your humanity than you have ever felt. Because you have blocked it out, so that you can take part in the destruction but still feel like you are in the right.

However, I think you all know you are not in the right otherwise your own humanity would not scare you!

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

License plates: Oregon 051 KVU(had propaine tanks in back of truck, 315 MJK, 703 ELC, 671 DEN, 28820, 08690 u of o plates, 621 JDG, 15837,