Chula Vista The Finish Line

Today, I reached Chula Vista. This is my finish line and moment of completion. I have succeeded at what I intended and set out to do. I started this adventure fleeing for my safety, but over the months and many realizations I came to understand just how big this all was. My coming into the understanding of who I am involved us all. This is why my family never wanted me to know who I really was. In finding myself, I freed us all.

Now, you all understand what is happening and can defend yourselves from the covert war tactics my family cult wages. No one deserves to be destroyed, we all deserve so much better than this. I cannot control what you all do with the information that I have gifted you with. But now I do know that I will be remembered for bringing you this information and this will be my legacy. Information is power and it changes people. And then it changes the world.

Now is your turn to decide how this is going to change the world. What are you all going to do with the information I gifted you with? It was worth risking my life to bring it to you all, but let’s get real my life has been under attack since my Brother was born. So it wasn’t as brave as some people want to make it out to be. It was just the logical solution to the difficult situation my birthright created. Logic is a beautiful thing, it calms my soul because it is not emotional. However, it is moral and does take right and wrong into account.

How are you all going to do right by yourselves? How are you going to do right by society? How are you going to do better?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Hispanic South Americans Part 3

Looking back things make so much sense now about everything. I never was exposed to many Black, South American, or Hispanic people growing up. I was raised with Communists, Aryans, and Scandinavians. However, after experiencing Southern California and knowing all I know about the world and the war games, I see things so much differently.

Hispanic South Americans, you all believe in tradition and potential. You all are Republican. However, these things are used against you. Remember the early 1980’s when people were happy and had enough, this is what you all have been striving to get back to ever since my Dad took over. See my Brother and his generation do not remember or know what it was like before the world went dark and became Democratic. If he takes over, Republican ways will be a thing of the past for the rest of time. That scares me and I have never been allowed any kind of potential, so I can only imagine how much that would scare some of you all who have experienced potential.

I dated one Hispanic South American while I was in Oregon. Marty was a really good guy and treated me well. He sought me out because of what I represent, but he did get to know who I am and let me be me. If I had been able to have traditional and it would not have destroyed me, I would have chosen him. But see my family was just waiting for me to breed so they could kill me, so traditional would have been the end of me. I never knew this overtly, but somehow I knew traditional would be the end of me.

This is what my family cult does to you all too. They get you to eat traditional foods and those destroy your health. They get you to seek out traditional relationships and the systems involved in the traditions destroy you. They get you to seek out potential, but it is a hampster wheel where you all are always left seeking and never feel safe in a position of power over your own potential. My family cult takes your desires and uses them against you because it is a way to keep you small and manageable.

Traditions and desires are not something you should have to fight for or be destroy by. They are something you should be able to enjoy. With my Dad and Brothers systems you all are never going to be able to obtain what you value.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Marty, I am ready for tradition now if there is a way we can make that happen. Everything is a long shot, but just know I appreciate and love you. Thank you for being you and being good to me.

Hispanic South Americans Part 2

I just realized you all are the ones who control Mexico. This is why so many of the people there in the cities have lighter skin and are healthier. They know about the Hispanic genocide so they avoid eating as much of the Americanized Mexican foods. How does it make you all feel that your people are being singled out the most for covert genocide? I know it has made me extremely angry because I grew up eating a ton of Mexican food. Shoot, it has driven me to keep going with this revolution. When I was in Santa Fe I figured out the covert genocide part and I realized that not all the Hispanic people knew. But you all have known, huh? Is that hard to know about something that you feel powerless to stop? It has to be the roots to your learned helplessness, because it would make anyone feel helpless.

Who is in charge in Mexico? You know I would love to team up with you all and help change things. With a birthright like mine, I am worth a gamble on. We do not have to destroy everyone in attempt to get even for how we have been destroyed. We can just stop the destruction and move forward to a better life, not only for us but for the future generations.

Judging by the graves I saw in Santa Fe over the summer and the health statistics, you all live short lives and have painful deaths. We should do something about this. I understand what it is like to never feel good physically because that was how I was raised by design. But since healing my autoimmune disease and cancer I have learned so much about how life is not supposed to hurt. We could change the world you know. Do the people in charge of Mexico know I am alive and being revolutionary? Maybe you could put in a good word for me down there because we all deserve better.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Hispanic South Americans

One of my best friends from middle school was Hispanic South American. She was implanted into mine and my other best friend’s lives to torture us because we were kept in the dark about the war games. You all have to prove you are not worthless like the other Hispanic people, so you destroy people the hardest. I get it logically, you want to live up to your South American roots and be a good Nazi. But has it gotten you anywhere? Is being good at destruction rewarding? Are the little bits of privilege my family cult hands out to you all sparingly worth it? You know even if you are better at destruction than the Aryans you will never be able to earn their kind of privilege.

The plain South Americans have joined my revolution because they understand that we deserve more than little bits of privilege handed out here and there to keep us manageable. You all will never be able to earn what so many people were born into. Doesn’t that make you angry? Isn’t that why you try to prove your worth with destruction? Don’t you want an even playing field too? Doesn’t being born less than motivate you to want more for your children? Because you know the war games will make you breed and your children will be treated as less than just like you have been just merely based on their Hispanic roots. That has to be a rock and a hard spot that you want to get out from, right?

You understand you are not less than just because you are Hispanic, right? Have you started believing what my family cult tries to sell you? Have you bought into being a second class citizen because of your heritage? See I am not even what my Dad considers to be the ideal race. He could have chosen to have children with an Aryan lady, but he doesn’t even follow his own rules. So here you all and me stand forever being looked down upon because of our heritage if the old system continues.

Dare to dream with me and have hope for a better life, because you know we all deserve it. No one deserves to be a second class citizen just because of who they were born to. No one deserves to have to prove their worth and value with acts of destruction. It is time for this cycle of inequality to end. Let’s be revolutionary and demand what we deserve, which is just even playing ground.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost: Your Gut Bacteria Is The How

Your Gut Bacteria Is The How

Your gut bacteria is how my family cult keeps you small, diseased, and manageable. Your gut bacteria is what dictates much of your epigenetics. Your gut bacteria is how my family cult enslaves you to the systems that create power for them. Example: They get you addicted to carb filled foods. You buy into the food system and create profits and power for them to control the food system more. The food makes you sick. Then you buy into the medical system which makes you sicker and they have more power over you. They never intend to give you the answers, only keep you sick and create more problems so that you empower them more and disempower yourself. The system are broke for us the people, but for my family cult they are working just fine.

I just almost bought a roasted chicken from the store. I know the Omega 6 will effect my epigenetics, but I gotta eat. However, I read the ingredients and the chicken had sugar on it. Needless to say I put it back and told the other lady looking at them that they have sugar on them. You need to read the ingredients on everything. Gluten is also something my family cult puts in a lot of food because it messes with your mind. Especially if you are on the Autism spectrum. If you are feeding your children gluten you are limiting their potential. And I understand with the food system the way it is, it is really hard and expensive to avoid it. But awareness is the first step. You are in control just start limiting it and work with what you got. Awareness is the first step. Anger is the next step and you just keep going and going and work with what you have.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost: Ideas Of How To Improve Your Epigenetics

Ideas Of How To Improve Your Epigenetics

Epigentics are about the things you do everyday and the things you do not do. It is about how you chose to cultivate your environment for health, the small things. With the way the world and the systems are we have been brainwashed to forget what is natural. Here ares some ideas of how to live more naturally in this unnatural environment. These kind of things are how you will be able to overcome the genetic modifications my family cult have set you up to experience with the systems in place.

How to improve your epigenetics:

  1. Walk more
  2. Use unscented laundry soap and add baking soda to your wash(skip fabric softner)
  3. Air dry your laundry
  4. Air dry your hair
  5. Eat liver
  6. Grow your own food
  7. Grow herbs in your kitchen window
  8. Get more house plants, especially in your bedroom
  9. Make your own cleaning products whenever possible-vinegar and orange/lemon essential oil are pretty amazing
  10. Move more
  11. Daydream more
  12. Make your own body oil/lotion/body scrub
  13. Stop using antibacterial soap and hand sanitizer
  14. Only use soap on your smelly and dirty bits in the shower
  15. Coconut oil is antibacterial and does not kill your microbiome so use this before or after showering
  16. Dry brush your skin
  17. Use a sauna
  18. Red light therapy
  19. Derma roll your skin
  20. Exfoliate your skin
  21. Add essential oils to your shampoo and conditioner
  22. Walk by the beach-iodine is in the air
  23. Get out in the sunshine more
  24. Take vitamins and minerals
  25. Heavy metal cleanse
  26. Parasite cleanse
  27. Virus cleanse
  28. Candida cleanse
  29. Stop eating fruit
  30. Avoid sugar
  31. Avoid carbs
  32. Avoid fiber
  33. Avoid coffee
  34. Avoid dairy
  35. Avoid gluten
  36. Avoid corn
  37. Avoid nightshades
  38. Avoid soy
  39. Avoid grains in general
  40. Avoid vegetable oils
  41. Eat more healthy fats
  42. Eat more meat and eggs
  43. Raise your own chickens
  44. Dry fast at night
  45. Intermittent fasting/have an eating window
  46. Avoid screen time at night and/or get those orange glasses
  47. Get a rescue dog-they help cultivate your microbiome and soul
  48. Take detox baths
  49. Learn to relax as much as possible
  50. Sleep more
  51. Stretch more
  52. Eat less
  53. Talk about your feelings rather than bottling them up
  54. Be grateful
  55. Envision the future of your dreams and how you would like things to work out
  56. Be a positive person
  57. Ditch learned helplessness
  58. Put yourself first
  59. Be more childlike
  60. Play more
  61. Read more
  62. Learn more and cultivate your brain
  63. Do things that make you get in touch with your spirituality(whatever that means to you)
  64. Get out in nature and unplug
  65. Turn your phone off
  66. Meditation and deep breathing
  67. Avoid sunscreen whenever possible
  68. Find the beauty in everyday life
  69. Avoid being stuck in your feelings, use your logic to find a way out(emotional addiction is a big tool my family cult likes to use)
  70. Keep a journal
  71. Create rituals that bring you joy in your daily life(ex. coffee in the morning, dog walks, just simple small things you look forward to every day)
  72. Value what you do have
  73. Cook your own food-avoid eating out whenever possible
  74. Eat more fresh herbs
  75. Listen to MHZ music(mediation music)
  76. Use self check-out at the grocery stores
  77. Use fewer bath/beauty products
  78. Apply “less is more” in as many aspects of your life as possible

It only takes 6 months of committing to a healthier life to change your gene expression. Pick a few things that you will be able to stick with. Then add in something more here and there when you can. Life is easy and so is health. Don’t let it stress you out, let it be something you enjoy. Be revolutionary in your daily life and watch magic take place

You are in control of who you are, always and forever.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Dear San Diego

Dear San Diego

Well hey there! Looks like I came back from the dead today, again. I doubt it will be the last time, but it sure does not get any less shocking when it happens. I was really hoping I would not have to make the trip all the way down here, but here I am. This year I escaped a death camp in Arizona and figured out the evil of my family and the world. What a crazy year! I can’t even put it all into words and I have been a writer for many years. The state of shock you are experiencing today is kind of how I have felt all year. Just plain shocked, disappointed, and pretty angry.

It looks like my family cult has quite the corner on the market down here. There are hardly any Starbucks, so you all have not had many Scandinavians to shield you from my family cult. Up North life is a little easier and the epigenetic triggers have not been as impactual as they have been down here. I hope it makes you feel better that you have all been set up to fail. No one is able to escape the destruction of society and/or the systems. There is nothing wrong with you, you are just human and my family cult wars on humans. This has been my biggest sin and what they have punished me for my whole life. I have retained my humanity throughout my life and all their war tactics that aim to destroy it.

I need you all to join my revolution. The fancy families, the SS soldiers, and my Dad’s actual military army have all joined my revolution. We are all taking a stand because we know we all deserve more than the destruction we are being offered. I will be completely honest, I have no clue how it is going to work out. But today is day 244 since I escaped the death camp and in this time I have figured out more than I ever could have guessed was necessary or possible. I did not even know what epigenetics were until this trip. Shoot, I did not even know I had Asperger’s genius until this year. I just thought you all weren’t trying. The past few years when my family had promised to kill me have been a struggle, but I just keep going. My whole life, I just keep going and it has worked out better than I could have ever imagined. However, I had no clue what I was up against, but now I do. When you know yourself and you know your enemy things will always work out.

You all have nothing to loose and everything to gain. Worst case scenerio, I die being revolutionary and you all go back to acting helpless and living in fear. Plus, now you have the information to know how my family cult is destroying you covertly and overtly. When you know better you can do better. Epigenetics are all about what you do on a daily basis, so you are in control of how much you allow the systems to destroy you. Not saying it will be easy, but I am saying you now have the tools to thrive like never before.

Please join me in being revolutionary and standing up for what you deserve.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Repost: Dear Communists

A Letter To The Communists

Dear Communists

I have to admit I do not know you all very well. When my Grandma Kudearoff died I stopped being exposed to Communists. At least, until A1 found me. But A1 has been influenced greatly my family cult, so he is not a good representation of you all.

I have to believe that you all are like my Grandma Kudearoff. She was an amazing lady and the people loved her, because she loved the people. She wanted good for everyone and took part in the unions. She believed in equality. Not necessarily keeping people small, but allowing them equal opportunity to be seen and heard. This is what you all want, right? You want an even playing field for all, so the power in the world is not so unequally distributed, right?

When people are kept small and without power, it is often the ethnic people who loose power first. I think this is why the Black people are so quick down here in Southern California to get in bed with my family cult. They are scared they will never be equal, so they are okay with accepting and fighting for what they have now. Which I get, being conservative and accepting is normally a pretty honorable thing. But the thing is I was raised to not see color of skin as something that we base decisions on. It is just something that is, not a judging factor.

My Grandma Kudearoff loved all people, not just one race. She made everyone laugh and feel important because they were human just like her. And I hope you all see that I am like her in that way. I believe in equality and I believe equality has nothing to do with our color of skin or race. We are all human and deserving and worthy. No one is less than based on how they were born. What makes people less than is how they act and the decisions they make based on their values. When people choose to be heartless or cruel that is what makes them less than. We all deserve to be around other good humans. Because human kind deserves to be treated well and equally.

I do not want to take anything away from anyone. I just want to level the playing field for us all. We should not have to fight so hard to be seen as equal because that is not equality if we have to fight for it. We need to be treated equally for merely being human and being apart of the conversation. Please join me in standing up for equality and join my revolution. Equality is not something we should have to fight for any longer. It is something we have already earned with our mere being. At least that is what my Grandma Kudearoff taught me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Dear 90’s Children-Repost

A Letter To My Brother’s Generation/Army

Dear 90’s children,

You all are the group I have the hardest time connecting with. I was laying down last night trying to figure out why and how to fix it. Well, our brains are complete opposites. I am left brain oriented and logic based, while you all are right brain oriented and creative based. No wonder we have such a hard time seeing each other’s point of view. Both my generation and your generation were genetically modified by epigenetic triggers to be how we are. So it is unfair when I look at you all as having dyfunctional brains, because my brain is dysfunctional too. However, this dyfunction has brought me my greatest strengths. And your dysfunction brought you creativity and problem solving, which are also great strengths.

We are meant to work together to create a world of systems that work for people like you all. Because you all represent the future. Everyone since the 1990’s has been born with brains like you all. And it will take us generations to correct the epigenetic triggers and we may never be able to fully recover from them due to the gene mutations that have taken place. You all represent the future, where as I represent the past and just a bubble in time of experimentation.

I was brainwashed and lead to believe I was creative in efforts to keep me small. So, I understand what it is like to exist in a world that does not value what you bring to the table. The current systems do not reward you for your gifts. They only tell you what you are missing and how you are inferior. We need to change this. You all need to be the ones who create the systems for the future because you all understand more than I ever will.

This revolution is about creating systems that work for the people and allow them to experience and feel success. Life is supposed to be easy and put us all at ease. The current systems only work for those with dysfunctional emotional spectrums who seek destruction. You all were designed to be creators.

Please join me in this revolution to create the systems you want to be apart of, that allow for the growth and recognition you all have always desired and deserved. This is your time to be and feel seen, heard, and apart of the conversation like never before. This is your revolution to create the world you want to be apart of.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Please stop signing up to gang stalk me at Planet Fitness.

Reasons To Retain Hope

  1. The fancy families are apart of this revolution.
  2. The SS soldiers are apart of this revolution.
  3. The military is apart of this revolution.(no one would have Ever thought my Dad’s military would stop fighting this war for him, but they stopped around epigenetic trigger and Hispanic genocide).
  4. We are the best and the brightest because we believe in and pursue our potential.
  5. We are the largest army of any of the armies that my family has created.

I am sure there are way more reasons to retain hope, but I just ate dinner and they poison my food with E on top of the stuff they put in the air. But the bright side is they have done this to me for years and so I have quite the tolerance. Please gossip and talk amongst yourselves tonight, I need you all to help me solve this puzzle. I am in Oceanside tonight. I did not have to zig zag too much today because I-5 is pretty close to the coast down here.

And I love San Clemente, I think this is the beach I saw in my vision with me and the dogs.

Over and out, love always

Nicole Graves

An International Affair

Well, today I realized this is an international affair. I always knew this, but I just did not think about the ramifications before today. The closer I get to the Mexico border the more money I realize there is in destruction. The Aryans and their morally flexible ethnic friends down here are completely okay with covert genocide and considering themselves good people. I even saw a lady in her mid-20s who was really healthy, but her epigenetics were just crazy off. The gene mutations and epigenetic triggers in these people make them a completely different breed literally. It is intense and interesting all at the same time. Money and destruction are quite the tools to hide who you really are from yourself.

So there are other descendants of Nazi’s around the the world. I knew this too, but never thought about them being in positions of power. I want to know who is in charge of Mexico? My Mom mentioned something about the babies/children that were/are being separated from their parents when crossing the Mexican border when I was up in Oregon. She wanted to see my reaction, but honestly I still don’t know much about it(I don’t watch the news). However, this let’s me know that my family is involved in this. I love going to Mexico and I enjoy the people’s epigenetics, they are better than ours here in the big cities. In the tourist parts and near the border where they eat more Americanized foods their epigenetics are a lot like the American Mexicans here. But in the big cities their are healthy people who live more traditionally, maybe?

I know this realization about this being an international affair should freak me, but it gives me hope. I have exhausted the people here in the states who I know have power and none of them are willing or able to help me. They were interested in holding me hostage for their own benefit, but now that I am in the know they are not interested in helping me stand up for myself and the people. All of a sudden I am not worth the risk. However, there are other descendants of Nazis who have control over their own countries and here I am an unmarried lady with a birthright that could change everything for everyone.

My revolutionary people, I know those of you down here in the Southern most part of California have access to the other fancy people in this war who live in other countries. It is time for me to go international. There has to be someone else who is interested in curing the destruction of the world. The countries in Europe are way healthier than we are, especially Scandinavia. Find me someone who wants to change the world or a group of people. I represent the last hope for a lot of people worldwide and I know you all are good at gossiping. I understand once again it is a long shot, but I have to try because we have to keep this revolution going and the people down here are a different breed of human by genetic design.

If this is the cream of the crop we are all in for a world of hurt when this becomes the norm, because up North it is not like this yet even though we are already experiencing great epigenetic triggers. Getting close to the border is an eye opening experience. It feels so dark. I remember this feeling from Arizona. We have to do something because this is not right, you can feel the destruction in the air because it never stops down here. It is a way of life for everyone here.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

A Letter To The Communists

Dear Communists

I have to admit I do not know you all very well. When my Grandma Kudearoff died I stopped being exposed to Communists. At least, until A1 found me. But A1 has been influenced greatly my family cult, so he is not a good representation of you all.

I have to believe that you all are like my Grandma Kudearoff. She was an amazing lady and the people loved her, because she loved the people. She wanted good for everyone and took part in the unions. She believed in equality. Not necessarily keeping people small, but allowing them equal opportunity to be seen and heard. This is what you all want, right? You want an even playing field for all, so the power in the world is not so unequally distributed, right?

When people are kept small and without power, it is often the ethnic people who loose power first. I think this is why the Black people are so quick down here in Southern California to get in bed with my family cult. They are scared they will never be equal, so they are okay with accepting and fighting for what they have now. Which I get, being conservative and accepting is normally a pretty honorable thing. But the thing is I was raised to not see color of skin as something that we base decisions on. It is just something that is, not a judging factor.

My Grandma Kudearoff loved all people, not just one race. She made everyone laugh and feel important because they were human just like her. And I hope you all see that I am like her in that way. I believe in equality and I believe equality has nothing to do with our color of skin or race. We are all human and deserving and worthy. No one is less than based on how they were born. What makes people less than is how they act and the decisions they make based on their values. When people choose to be heartless or cruel that is what makes them less than. We all deserve to be around other good humans. Because human kind deserves to be treated well and equally.

I do not want to take anything away from anyone. I just want to level the playing field for us all. We should not have to fight so hard to be seen as equal because that is not equality if we have to fight for it. We need to be treated equally for merely being human and being apart of the conversation. Please join me in standing up for equality and join my revolution. Equality is not something we should have to fight for any longer. It is something we have already earned with our mere being. At least that is what my Grandma Kudearoff taught me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

I Did This All By Accident

I never had the conscious thought to create a revolution. It just kinda happened. I have just been following my guts and my heart and here we are. San Diego is only a couple hours away if I drive straight through. So I should be there within a few days if I drive through the city streets and zig zag through the cities between I5 and the coast. Chula Vista will be my finish line to a revolution I never planned.

I was just laying down in the Jeep and thinking about how the hell I made it here. On March 30, 2021, I escaped the death camp my family had created for me in Sierra Vista, Arizona where I naturally cured my cancer. I knew nothing of my family when I left Arizona, all I knew is everyone around me always turned dysfunctional like them with time. The people in Sierra Vista were the worst yet and looking back I should have noticed the people in Las Vegas were pretty bad too. Moving away from Oregon allowed my family to up the anty when it came to gang stalking me. However, I was so sick and just in my own little world just trying to survive I didn’t notice besides for my disinterest in people. People were merely a chore that I made myself because people are supposed to enjoy being around people, right?

I have put this whole puzzle together this year. Not only how crazy and twisted the world and my family is, but also my birthright and how it has granted me an inhumane amount of power. This power is what has allowed for people to torture and attempt my murder covertly my whole life. I just thought I had bad decision making skills and bad health. Until this year I did not even know I was a genius and had Asperger’s. I just thought you all weren’t trying because I was always told I was just like you all, but no one ever treated me that way.

I have tried this whole year just to get my life back. Even going back to Oregon and parking at my Mom’s house and setting up a tent in her backyard while studying and getting my Oregon insurance license. Quitting my real estate job in Arizona was what made this adventure start in January, but I didn’t realize it at the time. Once again I just could not understand why people were making life so complicated. And I really did not understand why the real estate industry was full of so many people who were dumber than a box of rocks when it comes to sales. Life has always been so confusing, but now things make so much sense.

If my family cult would have just let me have some of my life back I would have never been this revolutionary. They even took away coffee and my spirulina/chorella tabs because they know these are things I enjoy. However, them taking these away has allowed me to heal my gut bacteria more than I ever would have with them. My family destroying me is what has created this revolution.

I am going to write this all out in the next couple days. What a year this has been! I have spent the whole year alone, literally. But I have accomplished more this year than I ever have in my life. I fulfilled my purpose this year. This is why I had to survive cancer. Only a couple times in my life have I heard God talk to me. The first time was when I was pregnant the first time and I heard “If you have this baby you will never get to be the you you were meant to be.” And when I was sick with cancer and autoimmune disease in Vegas I heard, “You haven’t done what you were put here to do yet.”

Everything in my life has been leading up to this year and this adventure. I have changed millions of people’s lives for the better. It is still super weird to think because it is a covert war and I haven’t overtly done much except write out my thoughts and realizations. This revolution has just been a huge writing project that involved learning a lot about the world and myself.

Knowledge changes people. And then it changes the world!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

7th String Evil Costa Mesa

Well my revolutionary people, yesterday was an awful day. I was in a guilt shame spiral that I did not think I was going to be able to escape. But today I took charge of my life. If I only have a few more days to be revolutionary then I need to make the most of them.

Venting today on/to the Jeep cam did wonders for me. People think my quest for love is childish and soft, but when I really get into how strong I have had to be in order to retain my humanity and still desire these things people see my strength. Being so alone as punishment for being a good person has been really hard. But what good are people without love?

I drove through city streets all day today posting my news update. The more people I can get in the know the more revolutionary people I will have. I want everyone to know what we are up against so they can make the conscious choice as to whether or not to buy into the systems. Knowledge is power and when you know better you do better. I have no clue how many cities I went through today, but I am near Irvine.

You know what I wish? I wish that at least one person I know and love is human enough to be my partner in life. I have tried to make it work with so many different men and I love each one of them very differently. I just need one to be human enough to be that familiar person for me to call home. I doubt I will ever be able to share a bed with someone or a room, but I would like to maybe try sharing a house with someone one day. This would be revolutionary for me because most of the time A1 and I were together we lived in different states. I enjoy my space and I enjoy not being poisoned constantly. So, hopefully one day I will get both.

I have always just wanted a person to call home. Someone to feel familiar and to talk to about my thoughts. (Fragment: Don’t worry I won’t every stop talking to you all, again :)) I want someone who does not make me compromise who I am in order to be loved. My whole life I have had to compromise myself or face the consequences of loneliness and isolation. I am done compromising, but I am also done with isolation. Something has to give and soon. This cannot last forever, because it is inhumane and wrong. Plus, these Truman show people are poisoning themselves more than they are poisoning me. They keep choking and coughing. It is pretty humorous because I never even knew that the poison was something they put in their mouths till like a month ago. I do miss the SS soldiers because they have at least been familiarized with how to conduct themselves while creating my Truman Show. Plus, I have made a lot of them my friends over the years.

These people are so stoked when I talk to them. I told one guy, “It must be rough being 7th string evil.” He just laughed, but I think I may have hurt his feelings by stating the actual truth of the situation. These people are just glad to be called upon, they do not believe in what they are doing or have loyalty to a system that has kept them down. One lady in a BMW was enslaved by her privilege still and would not even look my direction while driving. This is her inability to look at her own humanity, it has nothing to do with me.

Today, I practiced acceptance and you all saw me come to terms with my life once again. It is a process that is never ending. Worrying about what will happen or what could happen steals away from what you can be doing in the present moment. Living for the moment again gave me back my hope that everything is going to work out because it has to one way or another. And I deserve a good life and have earned it ten fold. Good things happen to good people, even when they have human moments and make mistakes. God judges based on a lifetime, not just one moment in time.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Doing What We Have To To Survive-Maybe Im A Communist

Can you imagine how much I dislike the world after not only my life, but realizing everything I have realized this year? It is a bit overwhelming and I really try not to partake in negative emotions because they are not very productive. I saw how dark the world was once again today when I saw the Black people trying to keep the other Black people small. No one else has learned from suffering like I have, huh? It seems like everyone that has suffered just wants to make others suffer even more. It is a never ending cycle, that just keeps getting worse and worse.

I asked A1 if I can be on his side. I am half Communist so I can fit in. Especially now that I understand what is happening. I have love for everyone who has been in my life, that’s the Stockholm’s syndrome, or my heart, or maybe a little of both. Honestly, I just want to live a good life, work, and I want to take my kids to the doggie dentist. I know everyone is a long shot, but A1 stole me away from my family before so maybe he will be brave enough to do it again. I would love to think that people actually have been able to see me for me after being on this adventure. But I do not think anyone will ever be able to see me for me. I think people will always be blinded by my birthright and the picture of me my family paints. I am so much more than these things though.

I embrace being ordinary in the best ways possible. Who we are behind closed doors is who we really are. The world expects us to put on a show in so many ways and we all do what we have to do. I love staying home and just being me and not wearing makeup or doing my hair. I love being ordinary and normal. I love waking up and grabbing my computer and doing some work right off the bat even before I get dressed. I miss the ordinary things. I don’t even need coffee in the mornings to be happy anymore.

The world is so dark. Now I understand why people were so shocked that I was never happy with what I had. I always thought there was room for improvement. I was wrong, there was only room for the truth. If someone would have told me what was really happening I do not know if I would have listened, but at least I would have had a chance to try. I put up with all the abuse my whole life. Someone could have at least told me the truth about why it was all happening. I have been alone my whole life and even though A1 reminds me of my Mom a ton. I have a lot of good memories with him, when I do not add in the fact that he was making me feel bad physically and emotionally. Everyone has always abused me, but he gave me a lot of space and I really enjoy my space.

Why can no one see how much I have to offer? Why do I feel so invisible still even after all I have done? Is anyone ever going to be able to see me? My whole life has felt like drowning in plain sight and no one will help me. This is a feeling I do not wish upon anyone. But looking back I can see how I saw people who were drowning in plain sight that I had no clue what they were battling.

I just want to be seen and acknowledged. I just want for this to be over. I am tired the kind of tired that sleep does not really help with. I just need to work and take like 6 months to breath and forget this adventure ever happened. I will remember what I learned but I just don’t want to do this anymore. The longer it takes for someone in a place of power in the war games to help me the longer I will have to tell the people what is happening. You would think that they would want to help me to help themselves. Plus, I am sure they want to take a crack at covertly killing me themselves, right? I just want to live and not be killed on a daily basis, I never would have thought that was being revolutionary. I just thought it meant I was human.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. The police and ambulance sirens stopped today. And the air traffic has not been busy. What is happening out there in the real world? What will happen when everyone finds out about all the covert genocides?

P.S.S. Elizabeth from Phil’s I am so sorry. I am not sure how you exactly fit into the war games, but I see your pain now. And I am sorry I did not help you. Lady Paige I see your pain now too. Sammy you too. I am starting to think all the girls I stripped with at Phil’s were all kinda like me and punished by their birthrighs too. It is a weird world and now I finally see and apologize to everyone for not knowing what was happening. I was a judgmental asshole. We all were just doing what we had to do to survive.

Being Human Vent Journal

I want to go home. I am lonely. I need to vent and be human so bare with me.

I had a human moment today and made a huge mistake. And I tried to make it right, but I was too late. Also, I realized that when I do something wrong it is my family implanting thoughts in my head via the chip they put in there when I was 8 and had head surgery. Sounds crazy, I know, but finally it all makes sense and pisses me off and overwhelms me. This is why I felt so crazy for most of my life is because someone was always sensationalizing my mistakes to make me feel worse about them.

I have been trying super hard to just be positive and think that everything will work out because I have seen that things work out and I have seen that my family does not get to keep me small for the rest of my life. But there are some days I just want to give in and go home and be small so I can at least have someone in my life. This is how they have always gotten me is by making me lonely. And it always works. The past few years is the longest I have gone without giving into my lonely to allow them to destroy me. And I still have given in and let some people closer than I knew I should. I would love to have the option of letting someone healthy close, but my family will never let someone healthy in my Truman show. And when someone healthy does get in by mistake they destroy them and/or get them interested in the dark side privilege.

I just want to go home. I just want to be safe. I just want to be away from cars. I just want to give someone a hug. I just do not understand the destruction of the world. I realized today that the Black people that I have been surrounded with are the ones that know of the destruction of Black people. Just like my family knows about the destruction of the white people and the Communists. There are just groups of privileged people in each race who know about the destruction of people. And these people do not want everyone to know about the destruction because that would mean that they would no longer be privilege. I am not sure if the Black people are Communists or Nazis, but they are into destruction just like them. There were Black people blocking the wifi at Starbucks who gave me the answers today. They weren’t wearing sunglasses and hats like the white people who gang stalk me, they must of not gotten the memo. One lady outside even made eye contact with me and knew that I knew she was blocking my computer from connecting to the wifi. So, I went in the bathroom and used the wifi.

I want to go home, but there is no home. I gave in though and asked a girlfriend that has let me stay with her before in Oregon if I can come stay with her. If things work out in the next few weeks then I can go home. Maybe I should just give up like you all have given up and into being powerless. I have made more progress than anyone ever thought I could. And you all have all the tools you need to overcome this covert war in your personal lives. I however will never be able to escape this overt war that I have had to live in my whole life unless I have help. And no one has ever wanted to help me. But I have done more for you all than I ever could have imagined I could. So my side of the street is clean and still traumatized from my human moment today. Being human is hard and it is supposed to be because it keeps us from making the same mistakes over and over. When we cannot feel the pain we cause others, there is nothing keeping us from hurting others all the time. Look at my family that is what happens when you are lacking a conscious. So I am grateful for my guilt over being human. It motivates me to be better, just like it should you.

We are not bad people, we are just human, and make mistakes.

Shit happens!

Love Always and thank you for letting me be human and vent,

Nicole Graves

Last Hopes Of Humanity

When you sign up to gang stalk and destroy me knowing everything, my family cult is using me to break you. You are not destroying me, you are destroying your last hope for a better life. This is how my family has used me to break people my whole life. It is not about me, it is about you and killing your last hopes of humanity.

The world has gotten really quiet and I am going to take this as a good sign. You all were literally designed and your epigenetics have been triggered to figure out the how, where as I am am designed to figure out the why. Well, I have done my part. Now I am just waiting for you all to do your part and what you were designed to do.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Thanksgiving Meditation Review

Last night was magical, thank you to everyone who showed up and popped in. My family cult dropped some lead based poison in the trash can next to me right before 8pm, so I had a bit of a hard time focusing at first. But last night I reached a level of meditation I have never experienced before. Around 30-45mins I found a level of God and unity and possibility I had never felt before, it was magical. I have been working on meditation for years. Although I find moving meditations to be way easier than sitting still. Free form dancing is my favorite kind of mediation.

I thought it might be easier if I told you all what I think about when I meditate to reprogram my brain and body. I pictured oven knobs last night with body functions on them. Like the inflammation knob, I turned from medium down to low low. And then the collagen knob, I turned to high. Then the cortisol knob, I turned down to low low. You get the idea. Just keep turning knobs to change how you want your body to be.

Also, I felt into my crown chakra and felt you all partaking. Above my crown chakra is where I connect with the collective consciousness and then I bring the God like energy that I feel/find there all the way down through my body to my root chakra. If you have any body areas that need healing use this energy to heal/improve that aliment. I like to picture it as a white light, but use whatever color you are drawn to.

Another thing to think about/look into would be your pineal gland. I have been working on my pineal gland since about 2017 actively and it has changed everything. This is what I believe is inhibited by flouride and other toxins. I can see so many things much more clearly since I have detoxed heavy metals. If you are just tuning in I did the niacin fire fighter detox for about 2years and at certain points when I was detoxing heavily I was sweating out purple stuff and staining my white sheets at night. It was scary, but has allowed for me to survive cancer, years of daily attempted murder, and living in a death camp. I suggest everyone do some detoxing because the systems are toxic and so is the world.

Have a great weekend.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

We woke up in a cuddle puddle and even the munchies were feeling Zen.

Repost: Ideas On How To Improve Your Epigenetics

Ideas Of How To Improve Your Epigenetics

Epigentics are about the things you do everyday and the things you do not do. It is about how you chose to cultivate your environment for health, the small things. With the way the world and the systems are we have been brainwashed to forget what is natural. Here ares some ideas of how to live more naturally in this unnatural environment. These kind of things are how you will be able to overcome the genetic modifications my family cult have set you up to experience with the systems in place.

How to improve your epigenetics:

  1. Walk more
  2. Use unscented laundry soap and add baking soda to your wash(skip fabric softner)
  3. Air dry your laundry
  4. Air dry your hair
  5. Eat liver
  6. Grow your own food
  7. Grow herbs in your kitchen window
  8. Get more house plants, especially in your bedroom
  9. Make your own cleaning products whenever possible-vinegar and orange/lemon essential oil are pretty amazing
  10. Move more
  11. Daydream more
  12. Make your own body oil/lotion/body scrub
  13. Stop using antibacterial soap and hand sanitizer
  14. Only use soap on your smelly and dirty bits in the shower
  15. Coconut oil is antibacterial and does not kill your microbiome so use this before or after showering
  16. Dry brush your skin
  17. Use a sauna
  18. Red light therapy
  19. Derma roll your skin
  20. Exfoliate your skin
  21. Add essential oils to your shampoo and conditioner
  22. Walk by the beach-iodine is in the air
  23. Get out in the sunshine more
  24. Take vitamins and minerals
  25. Heavy metal cleanse
  26. Parasite cleanse
  27. Virus cleanse
  28. Candida cleanse
  29. Stop eating fruit
  30. Avoid sugar
  31. Avoid carbs
  32. Avoid fiber
  33. Avoid coffee
  34. Avoid dairy
  35. Avoid gluten
  36. Avoid corn
  37. Avoid nightshades
  38. Avoid soy
  39. Avoid grains in general
  40. Avoid vegetable oils
  41. Eat more healthy fats
  42. Eat more meat and eggs
  43. Raise your own chickens
  44. Dry fast at night
  45. Intermittent fasting/have an eating window
  46. Avoid screen time at night and/or get those orange glasses
  47. Get a rescue dog-they help cultivate your microbiome and soul
  48. Take detox baths
  49. Learn to relax as much as possible
  50. Sleep more
  51. Stretch more
  52. Eat less
  53. Talk about your feelings rather than bottling them up
  54. Be grateful
  55. Envision the future of your dreams and how you would like things to work out
  56. Be a positive person
  57. Ditch learned helplessness
  58. Put yourself first
  59. Be more childlike
  60. Play more
  61. Read more
  62. Learn more and cultivate your brain
  63. Do things that make you get in touch with your spirituality(whatever that means to you)
  64. Get out in nature and unplug
  65. Turn your phone off
  66. Meditation and deep breathing
  67. Avoid sunscreen whenever possible
  68. Find the beauty in everyday life
  69. Avoid being stuck in your feelings, use your logic to find a way out(emotional addiction is a big tool my family cult likes to use)
  70. Keep a journal
  71. Create rituals that bring you joy in your daily life(ex. coffee in the morning, dog walks, just simple small things you look forward to every day)
  72. Value what you do have
  73. Cook your own food-avoid eating out whenever possible
  74. Eat more fresh herbs
  75. Listen to MHZ music(mediation music)
  76. Use self check-out at the grocery stores
  77. Use fewer bath/beauty products
  78. Apply “less is more” in as many aspects of your life as possible

It only takes 6 months of committing to a healthier life to change your gene expression. Pick a few things that you will be able to stick with. Then add in something more here and there when you can. Life is easy and so is health. Don’t let it stress you out, let it be something you enjoy. Be revolutionary in your daily life and watch magic take place

You are in control of who you are, always and forever.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Thanksgiving Meditation Tonight at 8pm

Tonight, I invite you to take a moment to breath with me at 8pm West Coast time. When we mediate together it is more powerful than when we do it alone, much like being revolutionary. When we come together and allow our energy to focus on healing, love, and potential together we create a ripple effect in the collective consciousness.

I will go for 30 to 45 minutes, but feel free to pop in when you can and for how long you can. The first fifteen minutes will be focused on the heart and creating the inner power we desire. This will help us all feel powerful and realize we are never powerless. The remainder of the time we will be focusing on feeling the future we wish to come out of this revolution. What will your life be like? What will the world be like? How will it make you feel?

I know this all seems woo woo and like it is fruitless, but there is great power in feeling good. This is how I healed cancer. So I understand it feels weird, but just try it because we have nothing to loose from making ourselves feel better. I hope you all had a great holiday.

See you soon, love always

Nicole Graves

Thanksgiving 2021-Dreams, Distractions, & Reality

Even though this is a race war, no one race was fully in the know. There were select few in each race who knew what was happening. And even then not everyone knew everything. Information has and always will be used as a weapon in the war games. Knowledge is power and my family cult does not want anyone to be powerful, but them. This is why everyone is kept on a need to know basis. And why they have created a Dyslexic epigenetic trigger because they do not want people asking why. “When I say jump. You ask how high.”

The Aryans today looked like they were in shock. Some of them did not know their privilege came at the cost of others suffering. However, the black people and the communists knew very well what their privilege came at the cost of. I still have not figured out the black people who are left in the war games. These are Mr. Utah’s people, he acts like an Aryan. A1 was jealous of Mr. Utah because his life is more fancy for lack of a better word. See the Communists are sociopaths for the most part and the black people lean more towards Narcissism. Narcissism allows for some potential because they want to look good to the outside world. Sociopaths do not value much, but destruction. A1 still had a college degree, but it was not an ivy league education like Mr. Utah’s. Mr. Utah acts a lot like a Scandinavian, he still has a heart even though he trys to hide it. Everyone around me has to hide their heart and feelings in fear of being destroyed for showing me people have humanity.

A1 hid his humanity because it is almost non existant, but he allowed me the privilege that he got in exchange for sacrificing his humanity. However when he watched college football, I saw his humanity. He was still a child inside who just wanted to have fun, while experiencing excitement and love. People who grow up Communist know better than to retain their humanity. Because they remember the war that took place behind closed doors that destroyed them until they relinquished it in exchange for privilege. I never got this privilege, but I watched as my cousins around me did.

The Asian people I saw in Northern LA area yesterday, were just as in the dark as the Aryans who thought they received their privilege for just being themselves. Except Asian people pride themselves on being intelligent and this is something my family cult wars on. The epigenetic triggers apply across the board, but not everyone values intelligence and the ability to think logically. How many artists do you know who are Asian? Creativity is not something they like to reward and/or allow. Creativity is not something that is going to allow you to take care of them in their old age. This is the Asian dream. They aim to create super successful children who will take care of them as they age.

Some people’s dreams and way of life were crushed more than others by the news I shared. We all dream differently, but when we have all the facts it is easier to be realistic about what is actually attainable and what is not. Dreams do not have to be distractions, they can be real when we are armed with all the facts. The systems have set us all up to fail, even if that means dreaming unrealistic dreams that will never be attainable.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Remember to be grateful for what you do have. Life is about building on what you do have, not counting what you do not have. Remember we are blessed, just in different ways.

Absolute Power Corrupts All-Culver City

I am putting together the pieces of my heritage and my life and this battle with my INFJ puzzle piece lead poisoned mind. So let me write this out.

My Mom married my Dad thinking that she would be joining forces with the winning Nazi. But in reality my Mom was just conquered and taken out of any power she was ever destined for. This makes me so very grateful that I never married because I would have just been killed, which honestly is probably a better option than what my Mom has had to endure. See, my Grandma was a fancy Communist. I was always told her father was someone in the military, but no one ever explained the whole story to me. When I was little I knew people looked at my Grandma as a celebrity and she made everyone feel special, but I just thought she was amazing not dark side royalty. I never knew anyone in my family was more than just dysfunctional.

So my Mom’s family is Communist from Russia. And I have met others like them, but they are mostly Asian. My Dad’s family is Nazi, like The Nazi family. My Great Grandpa was Hitler and my Dad’s Dad was from South America, he still lived there when I was younger. When my Grandma Kudearoff and Grandpa Graves died when I was 8 everything changed. Life got dark, but not just for me for the world. The food changed and people stopped smiling and having enough money. It was a weird time. I had head surgery so it is blurry but I do remember how dark everything was compared to when I was younger.

After my Grandma Kudearoff died, or after her children killed her, is when my Dad took over everything. Not only his family’s side of his birthright, but my Mom’s birthright too. This is why and how the world got dark, but I did not know this as a kid. All I knew is that life just got a lot harder and I had way too many feelings for a human in my family. Other people got to have feelings, but I was shamed greatly for having feelings. They still shame me for having feelings. People in my family are not supposed to retain their humanity, but I could never let go of mine. This is a sin that is punishable by covert death and oh boy have they tried to kill me. After my Brother was born that is when they tried over and over to kill me. They would leave me alone for weeks in different houses. My Dad would appear here and there to take me grocery shopping and leave me some money. But at age 10, I had to take care of myself. They used houses to try to kill me, I understand this now.

My family has lied to me my whole life because they did not want me to know how much power I have till I was broken like them. However, I never broke all the way. Even now I still retain my humanity no matter how much it disgusts them. I do not know how I have done it, other than by going within to my own world I have created. I did not know that I was a genius until this year and I turned 40 this year. I just thought other people were not trying. My whole life I was told I was just like everyone else. No one could ever tell me the truth, I had to find out on my own. Now that I have figured out who my family is and what they have lied to me about their armies are trying to kill me. It started out with everyone in the war games trying to kill me, but now it is just the Communists and the Aryans. So I have made some pretty amazing progress that no one ever expected. I never knew I would build an army, but here I am with a revolutionary army consisting of the best and the brightest. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I am so very grateful for each and everyone of you all.

Today in Culver City, the Aryans were shocked when I took them my news updates. They all have known I was extremely tortured my whole life because I have been used as a training tool publically. But never would they have guess they were suffering from many covert war tactics themselves. When they felt my pain as their own, everything changed. They no longer have to look in pain at me, they can feel their own pain. Because my pain has become their pain. I am merely a glimpse into their futures if they choose not to join my revolution.

Absolute power corrupts all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

A Letter To My Brother’s Generation/Army

Dear 90’s children,

You all are the group I have the hardest time connecting with. I was laying down last night trying to figure out why and how to fix it. Well, our brains are complete opposites. I am left brain oriented and logic based, while you all are right brain oriented and creative based. No wonder we have such a hard time seeing each other’s point of view. Both my generation and your generation were genetically modified by epigenetic triggers to be how we are. So it is unfair when I look at you all as having dyfunctional brains, because my brain is dysfunctional too. However, this dyfunction has brought me my greatest strengths. And your dysfunction brought you creativity and problem solving, which are also great strengths.

We are meant to work together to create a world of systems that work for people like you all. Because you all represent the future. Everyone since the 1990’s has been born with brains like you all. And it will take us generations to correct the epigenetic triggers and we may never be able to fully recover from them due to the gene mutations that have taken place. You all represent the future, where as I represent the past and just a bubble in time of experimentation.

I was brainwashed and lead to believe I was creative in efforts to keep me small. So, I understand what it is like to exist in a world that does not value what you bring to the table. The current systems do not reward you for your gifts. They only tell you what you are missing and how you are inferior. We need to change this. You all need to be the ones who create the systems for the future because you all understand more than I ever will.

This revolution is about creating systems that work for the people and allow them to experience and feel success. Life is supposed to be easy and put us all at ease. The current systems only work for those with dysfunctional emotional spectrums who seek destruction. You all were designed to be creators.

Please join me in this revolution to create the systems you want to be apart of, that allow for the growth and recognition you all have always desired and deserved. This is your time to be and feel seen, heard, and apart of the conversation like never before. This is your revolution to create the world you want to be apart of.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Please stop signing up to gang stalk me at Planet Fitness.

The Lady Who Brings Together Communists and Nazis

I am so fancy not only because I am the great Granddaughter of Hitler, but because I am my Grandma Kudearoff’s granddaughter and her father was someone fancy in the Communist movement, huh? It has been the Communists and the Nazis at war over the destruction and covert ownership of the United States for 100 years, huh? This is why we stopped hanging out with Asian people when my Grandma Kudearoff died. My Mom lost everything in her attempts to out do her own Mother and team up with a Nazi. And not just A Nazi, but my Dad the Nazi that really counts.

My family was never able to tell me the truth about everything because I have too much power in my mere being. I told you all I have an inhumane amount of power in my being. Even my family thought so because it made them fear for me ever finding out the truth. This is why when they were unable to covertly kill me my whole life, they have created my Truman show year after year after year.

I was born to bring together the Communists and the Nazis. Well, I do not understand why I cannot still do this. Why can we not come together to create the greatest empire ever? We do not have to aim to be great at destruction. We can be great at creation and still be great.

I may never fully grasp the importance of my birthright. But the more I think about it the more I realize I come from generations of people with dysfunctional brains on both sides of my family. It is time to overcome the dysfunction of the past generations and recreate what we believe success to be. Just because things have always been done a certain way does not mean we have to continue to do things this way. It is time for change and growth and redefining what we deem to be success. Because has what we have been doing really been working for anyone?

Greatness will always be better than destruction.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Something Happened in LA Today-Alahambra Tonight

Well my revolutionary people, I left Torrance today and as I was leaving I stopped at Ralph’s to see if I could score some water without E in it. I was unsuccessful, but I decided to try my grocery store updates while I was there. In the past few days I have noticed that I had gotten my blog back somehow. My family was getting really mad when I would post blog posts again. And they were going to extremes to limit my wifi when I would try to do so. Also, they had been sending me messages to relax and rest.

However, they can never let me do what they want me to do. Talk about mixed signals. They want me to rest and yet they use police and ambulance sirens mixed in with air traffic to wake me up all the time and make me feel dis-ease. Well, it is confusing even for me to tell what they want me to do, not that I would really listen anyway.

So today I drove around LA stopping at starbucks and reposting my news updates. Maybe I was wrong and not everyone knows because when I explained the situation in Torrance the people who had been destroyed by the systems stopped playing the war games and I was left with the Aryans and their morally flexible ethnic friends. Most people know, but there are still the people who have been destroyed by the systems for a lifetime that do not know. All the Hispanic people know and have exited the war games mostly. But there are still Black and Asian people partaking.

Sidenote: Asian people you are being destroyed with a covert genocide too. Soy is genetically modified greatly and you all put soy sauce on everything. Plus, why else do you think there is Arsenic found in white rice grown in the US? There is a genocide against you all too, but you just don’t make the top of the list because you are often partners in crime with the Aryans. The genocide is against all ethnic people. You all are not exempt no matter how much you want to believe yourself to be.

So my revolutionary people either today I wasted the day or I let some of the people who are left in the dark know what is happening. I will have to see what I can tune into tomorrow. I wish I knew how far my radius is with my blog news updates. I wish I understood how it works because I am just shooting in the dark here. But hey someone had to stick up for me or something because my family would not have given me my blog back without being forced to do so to save face. Thank you to whoever did/said something.

Well, I am super high on E once again or still I am not sure. So I got to wait this out and get some rest.

Love you all

Nicole Graves

Long Version News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Here: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Here: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Here: Hispanic Genocide (It’s all ethnic people but especially Hispanic, Black, and Italian people.)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution for over 225 days now all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

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Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me get back into the Walmart communication hub so I can reach the people I would super appreciate it.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long Version News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Here: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Here: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Here: Hispanic Genocide (It’s all ethnic people but especially Hispanic, Black, and Italian people.)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution for over 225 days now all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me get back into the Walmart communication hub so I can reach the people I would super appreciate it.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole GravesEdit

News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff of Oregon

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Here: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Here: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Here: Hispanic Genocide(Also, Black & Italian people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution for over 225 days now all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me get back into the Walmart communication hub so I can reach the people I would super appreciate it.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole GravesEdit

Repost: News Update

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Here: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Here: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Here: Hispanic Genocide
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution for over 225 days now all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me get back into the Walmart communication hub so I can reach the people I would super appreciate it.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole GravesEdit

Dear Non White People

Dear Non-White People

Does it make you mad that the white people have been profiting off of your pain and disease? I am part white and it makes me angry that the white people are profiting off torturing people including myself. And especially how they are low on troops so they have recruited you all to partake in the war games without telling you the whole truths. They sure love withholding information. It makes me wonder what else they are hiding. We can only imagine, right?

I hope you tell all your relatives and neighbors about what is happening because we all deserve better. I represent hope for better. I have spent most of this year creating a revolution and bringing hope and information to people. Almost 250 days ago I escaped a death camp and here we are being revolutionary. You do not have to accept the unacceptable, you can choose to empower yourself. Life is meant to empower you, not take away your power. Once you know better you can do better. So, start doing better. Stop eating so many veggie and completely quit fruit. Talk to the people up north who have been tuned into my information updates since the beginning and get some tips from them on how to live a better life and overcome the epigenetic triggers of the systems.

Thank you for allowing me some of your time today.

Love Always

Nicole Graves