Cliff Notes News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Internet Blog Disclaimer: I am writing a novel and this is a way for me to practice method acting at it’s finest. This is just a covert world that I am partaking in to spark my creative juices. Please do not take anything on this domain/blog personally or seriously. This is just a creative story I am writing based loosely on the events of my life. Thank you for checking out my role playing game/world.
Hello there! I am Nicole Graves Kudearoff. You all know of the covert war games, but I have never gotten to talk to you all about them. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side. It is a long complex story. However, I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:
1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. And my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married and I am the oldest in my immediate family so I inherit the Bennet and Graves birthrighs from her. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why she killed him.
2. Learned helplessness is a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you probably inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.
3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.
4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly
5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main two are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction.
6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.
7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer.
8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.
9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.
10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.
11. I am looking for investors in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert alliances
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. With financial backing and support we unstoppable.
12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turns 66 this summer. My generation does not walk into their power till after my Moms generation dies. So they are without power in this moment.
13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems.
14. Please help me connect with the Scandinavian fancy families in Washington & Canada. I would like to get engaged to a Scandinavian to create unity before the election.
P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it. Or if you can get me back into all the grocery store news updates I would appreciate that. Anyway you can help me reach more people I appreciate it.
Love Always
Nicole D. Graves
Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games
This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about the systems, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things the systems are doing to destroy and disillusion us all.
1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, Asian, and Black
3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
8. Marriage is a lie, because we value destruction rather than love and women are not viewed as equals
9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
16.. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the systems/world and convince the masses an intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
23.The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination the systems play with us all
24.We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill(cluster b personality disorders)
25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully by creating disease
26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased. Plus, addicted.
27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and thinking that the systems are the ones that can save us
28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will-this is why group meditation changes the world
36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome are used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
40. The worldwide systems are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer(creative brain based)
42The worldwide systems are just more covert in some places and more overt in others
43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war when called upon
44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
45. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
46. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even the leaders die from terminal illnesses-there is no buying your way out
47. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
48. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
49. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
50 Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
51. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
52. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
53. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
54. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
55.. Religion is used as a weapon. God and love are used against us all.
56. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
57. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the sysetms to complicate every aspect of our lives
58. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other
59. High carb diets are used to spike our insulin and blood glucose levels so we are addicted to our feelings keeping us more manageable. This allows for malnutrition which makes us more susceptible to brain washing and suggestion making us more manageable.
Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it.
Love Always
Nicole Graves
The Fear Anxiety Depression and Your Soul Calling
You know that fear you feel right now especially but almost all the time? That’s not you. That is there by design. See your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems. This means your gut does not produce vitamin K2 as it should. This means calcium is not deposited into your bones and teeth as it should be. Instead it floats around in your bloodstream causing anxiety and damages your brain and amygdala. This is what is causing the fear you feel all the time. It is a subconscious fear, so before your logical mind has a chance to tell you you are safe you feel fear. You feel this fear all the time. It’s a paralyzing fear. This fear motivates you to stay small and not to rock the boat. It’s a tool to control you.
You know the anxiety and depression you feel in waves all the time? It comes and goes through the days and it seems unpredictable, but it always shows back up? Well that is caused by your blood glucose levels and insulin levels. Humans aren’t meant to eat a diet so high in carbs, sugars, and grains. Processed foods are a weapon of destruction in countless ways. But our Standard American Diet conditions us to eat all the wrong things.If you want to eat well it is an uphill battle by design. When you eat well you feel well. People who feel well are harder to control.
See when your insulin levels are all over the place. It makes it ai your cells don’t absorb as much nutrition from your food as they are supposed to. This is why most Americans are experiencing malnutrition but are overweight. And you know what happens when you are experiencing malnutrition? You are more susceptible to brain washing and suggestion because your brain is not working properly. So this sets you up for disease and to stay in line as well.
You know that feeling you have now from your heart and soul that is calling out for freedom. That is you. You probably rarely ever honor that voice, but that is you. In the madness of your body it is hard to know what is you and what is there by design. You are the voice calling out for freedom.
Are you going to honor yourself or are you going to fall in line with the voices there by design to keep you small?
Love Always
Nicole D Graves
What I need your help with:
1. I need to get my overt world together in order to breed so my birthrights dont go back to the Kudearoffs when I die. I’m 41 so if you all want my help you need to help me and we gotta be quick about it. Currently I am working at B & R Auto Wrecking in Eugene. They are setting me up to fail just as they have at all the jobs I’ve had my whole life. Do what you can to help.
2. Spread my news like your life depends on it, because it does. All the fancy families & especially the farmers need to know I’m alive and that the Kudearoffs have falsely extended their power by breaking the rules. Have everyone call their people out of this war against me.
3. Find me a Scandinavian man from a fancy family who represents Washington as much as I represent Texas to get engaged to. The two of us will be able to create unity among the Nazis and white people. We need to do this before the November election.
4. Get me into as many communication hubs as possible. If you are from out of town take me home with you. I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com where I transcribe my important talks. So take me home with you and get everyone to tune in. The world needs to know what’s happening.
5. This is a long shot and my Christmas wish. I would love a home that is not designed to kill me. I’ve never slept in a bed without poison. After I get a job, how do I buy myself a home that isn’t a weapon of destruction?
6. I need your help creating a safe place for me and my dogs in Eugene… I need the people there to know I deserve and have earned my place of safety. Let them know there will be consequences for treason.
7. A note to the farmers, I’m unsure of how you all fit into the power dynamics of the war games. But when I was little my parents brainwashed me to believe I was going to marry a farmer and have 10 kids. You all have some kind of special trump card. Please use it to protect me and allow me to have a good job, maybe even a career. If you all watch out for me, I promise to always watch out for you all.
8. I need a friend in the overt world who doesn’t destroy me and use love as a weapon. I’ve been alone my whole life and I need someone to talk to about my overt world and hopes and dreams.
Thank you, I appreciate any overt or covert help you can give me no matter how big or small.
Love Always
Nicole D Graves ,