Month: February 2023

Let me tell you all about my life. Today I woke up at 4 or 5am because a car or truck parked next to me in the empty church parking lot and ran their motor for about an hour to poison me. This happens often. It spikes my cortisol and wakes me up. However, I have learned to just try to go back to sleep. It is normally just one car or truck that does this in the morning and if I just try to go back to sleep that is my best bet. Because what am I going to do? Get up and get out of my jeep in the dark freezing cold and yell at them for poisoning me? So they can act dumb and like I’m the one in the wrong? It’s best just to relax and go back to sleep. Then I wake up around 9am ish to drops of water falling from the inside roof of my car onto my sleeping bag and stuff in the back of my Jeep. The condensation from having my windows up and breathing cause water to freeze to the inside roof. And around 9am it starts melting. By this time the school near the church parking lot has started. And all the cars over there poison me as well as all the cars driving down w 18th Avenue during the morning commute. So morning time is relatively okay. The people who go to the mormon church in the morning also poison me. I have been parked at this mormon church on w 18th Avenue in Eugene for over a year now. I basically have lived in this church parking lot for over a year.

Currently I am still doing alternate day fasting to heal my organs. However, this means my Dad makes the poisons even stronger than normal. So on the days I fast the poisons are harder to handle because my cortisol levels are higher from not eating. This means that I wake up every day with swollen hands. But my left hand is especially swollen from my heart failing. I am feeling better from the fasting. Yet the added poisons are taking a toll on my organs. My Dad did this with my 21 day fast this summer too. I still believe fasting helps me heal because it replaces my damaged mitochondria. However, my organs are failing and they are being stressed by design from the poisons. I bet if you woke up with your face and hands swollen after a fasting day you would be alarmed. But the sad part is I’m starting to get used to it. No one seems to care to stop poisoning me even though my organs are failing. I am the only chance you all have at getting your lives and yourselves back. But yet you people poison me so much every day my organs are failing even though I only eat every other day.

Today was an eating day. So I woke up and went to Walmart. Yesterday I layed down at about 4pm after walking Haywood and I layed there until this morning. During that time I dreamed of food a lot. Split pea soup is something I thought about yesterday. I used to fly between las Vegas and Eugene a lot. And I would stop in SFO airport because the San Francisco soup company there has the best vegetarian split pea soup. I dream of that soup. I dream of being able to eat rice and potatoes. Yesterday my cortisol was so spiked from all the poisons that I dreamed of chocolate. When your cortisol is spiked you often crave chocolate. I really am not too much of a sweets person but since about September I have started eating more sweets because there aren’t a lot of foods available to me.

So today I got 1lb raw ground beef 93% and a box of store brand Ritz crackers and a box of chocolate mint cookies and some raw liver. I took back the raw liver because it looked pretty bad once I got it outside. Plus my Dad had people running their cars with the poison that spikes cortisol and makes my fingers and toes and nose go numb. I wasn’t going to go outside and wipe the poison off the meat and cut it up for Haywood today. If I wipe the liver off with paper towels it is edible. But today I just didn’t want to. Then I had gotten chocolate mint cookies because I dreamed of chocolate for hours yesterday. I tried them and they were gross. Mint kills your gut bacteria and it was so strong. I ended up taking those back too. So Haywood and I ate our raw ground beef and had store brand ritz crackers. I switched to crackers from my low sodium plain gluten free potato chips recently because crackers have less fat. I have eaten a high fat diet for years and I finally realized its because my Truman show has been trying to get me to have a heart attack for many years now, if not decades. My skin is different after this adventure because I have been eating extremely high fat for a couple years now. I ate lower fat in Arizona because I could cook my food. I always bought lean meats there. But I did add butter. Anyways since starting this fast and realizing fatty liver is why my skin is not as tight and firm as it used to be and should be. My skin went weird in 2017 and I finally realized it’s from all the poisons. The poisons that cause brain and gut damage cause our skin to not have calcium and collagen. And my liver is overwhelmed from all the poisons so I have fatty liver and plus my high fat diet means I never burn the fat from my liver. So I have been trying to eat lower fat because it will help me heal my body. Food makes me kind of nauseous lately. I’m always hungry and thinking about food from all the poisons. But I just dont have access to the foods my body needs. I have over $1700 on my food stamp card. I cant buy the food I need even though I have money to do so. It’s a weird situation to be in.

Then today I wanted to get some soy milk because I have been craving it. But I didn’t want to buy the stuff in the refrigerator section. That stuff is never safe for me. It always has extra poisons. So I walked around Walmart looking for the boxes soy milk. But I didn’t find it. So no soy milk for me. Maybe tomorrow well the next day because Tomorrow is a fasting day again. Which basically just means I lay in the jeep all day except for when I go walk Haywood.

I didn’t get anything to drink and my water is always super poisonous. Currently it has been having the sweet poisons that feed all the bacteria and bad stuff in my body but especially c diff. So I have been drinking a slurpee or two on my eating days. It’s not nutritious but it’s not much worse than drinking water. However, the people who work at 711 have been poisoning the slurpees. Either they add the sweet poisons that feed c diff and all bacteria or they add e poisons or they do both. But I get to try each flavor before I get it so I get to decide what kind of poison I want for the day. This adventure has been all about finding liquids. I ate ice cream for months because my water was so alkaline it was literally designed to kill me. Ice cream allowed me to get the moisture I had been needing for years. Even in Arizona looking back now I see my water was way too alkaline. They used to put e poisons in my rock stars and anything else I tried to drink. I always just thought I was having flashbacks from all the drugs I did in college. I never imagined people would poison me. Never in my life would I have imagined it was the world trying to kill me.

So I got my slurpee with e poisons and drove to my po box because I had a package to pick up. See when I ordered stuff off Amazon last someone got to my package and poisoned my turmeric essential oil. So I contacted the company and they sent me a replacement. I have not checked but I’m sure this will be poisoned too. But I am going to return it to Amazon and get my money back. And then I will continue to take the poisoned one I originally got.

I picked up my mail while there and there was a bunch of letters from different real estate brokerages. Which one am I supposed to pick? That’s literally the million dollar question for us all. Who can you people control enough to not destroy me and withhold information? I am unsure but I’m going to keep meeting with brokerages.

So most of my life for the past two years I have spent laying down in my jeep being poisoned waiting for the world to change. In the winter I try to stay warm. In the summer I try to find shade. I am vulnerable to everyone as the world is now. Throughout the day and night cars pass by me poisoning me. Cars are always revving their engines around me. And I feel the poisons constantly circulating through my body and lymphatic system. I really enjoy taking care of my body and being healthy. So this is a special kind of hell for me. I experience so much poison my body is in really bad condition. My organs have been failing so much the past 6 months. It’s hard to explain what it feels like to be dying because the world is killing you. And it’s the people you want to do better for that are killing you.

So I finished eating, got my mail, and now I am sitting by the side of the road waiting for the e poisons from my slurpee to wear off. Then I will go walk the Haywood. But currently the road I am on in south eugene by Willamette has become a speedway for cars looking to kill me. The cars and the poisons never stop. And as long as my life continues to be like this I will not be able to get better for you all or myself.

Why would these people stop trying to kill me? What is in it for them? Because right now no one is holding them responsible or accountable for their actions. They are riding the middle. Sure these same people will gain a lot when I am successful and win us all better. But these people get the same thing whether they stop poisoning me or not. Only if they poison me they ride the middle. Because this way if I die they get to be in my Dad’s good graces and say they helped kill me.

People will not stop poisoning me unless there are consequences and accountability. The people at the grocery store today knew they were doing wrong. They had guilt written all over their faces. And these were a new group of people I had never seen before. Just regular plain people. These people arent fancy in the war games or your subgroups but they are going to cost us all everything.

My life is really hard and depressing. I try really hard to be a good person and be understanding. I meditate for hours every day. I go to the quantum field and just try to ignore the world as it is right now because the world is killing me. However if you all want me to earn better for all of us, I’m going to need you all to hold the people accountable who try to kill me every day. Because everyday hundreds of people sign up to kill me for my Dad to earn privilege. I hardly go anywhere and its hundreds of people every day. They view what they do as harmless but my organs are failing because they are killing me. I cant get us all better with failing organs. I’m not a God. I’m human and my organs are failing. I can only meditate and fast so much before I face the reality that I’m dying and you people are killing me. I can’t get us all better like this. I need a good life. And the existence I have right now is very gar from a good life.

Today please figure out how to make the world stop killing me. It’s almost day 700 of this revolution and I have tried really hard this whole time to be understanding. However, I am human and my organs are failing.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Well, it’s good to know you all believe in being loyal to where you come from. I’m very pleased that we can agree on something so simple yet so very important. Being loyal to where you come from is something we need to teach the younger generations. Loyalty is all we have sometimes.

Now let’s talk about the big picture and our future. See I want you all to think back to the early 1980s. This was the last time people had enough. People had health. They had enough money to pay their bills and live. People had enough and they had happiness because they had freedom. If people wanted more freedoms in the early 1980s all they had to do was put the work in to get those freedoms. It was a time when we could make something of ourselves. We all were better off when the east was in charge in the early 1980s.

When my Dad started taking over he started taking from all of us. He didn’t just take from the east. He took from everyone. No one was allowed to have enough. My Dad didn’t even deem his own people in the West worthy of having enough. People are easier to control when they are lacking. Rather than put the work in to win people’s loyalty, my Dad put people in a state of lack. When people are lacking they will do almost anything to get their needs met. And this is how we have gotten to where we are today. Where loyalty has been forgotten because people are only loyal to meeting their own needs.

While creating this state of lack, my Dad has created a socialist society where superior white people have been homogenized. You all dont have the freedom to diversity like you all did in the early 1980s. You dont have equality, but you dont have the right to be yourselves. My Dad has created a homogenized group of white people. These are the people who were apart of your subgroups, but they sold out to become part of my Dad’s cult. His followers lack loyalty and they have become a homogenized group of white people. This is your future if things dont change greatly. All your traditions and gifts that are associated with your subgroups will disappear. All the strengths that your people have fought to cultivate and develop for generations have already been slipping away. My Dad has found ways to steal your traditions and homogenize them. And in this act he has stolen your potential. How are your subgroups supposed to be who you are meant to be when your potential and traditions have been stolen from you all? How are you ever supposed to find the freedom to have enough like you all had in the early 1980s again? The answer is you are not supposed to. People who have enough have the freedom to be who they are. How can my Dad create a homogenized society when you are free to be who you are? He can’t. So as long as my Dad has his way, you all will never have enough and will be robbed of the talents and strengths of your subgroups. How is my Dad supposed to control you if you are free to be yourselves? He would actually have to earn your loyalty, right? And who wants to be loyal to someone who desires them to live in lack without ever achieving any bit of potential? I know that sounds pretty unappealing to me. What do you all think?

So this is the world my Dad has created. This is the track we are on. However, there is still this one chance left to restore your subgroups to what they once were. You all still have people who can help teach the younger generations about your traditions, skills, and talents. In ten or twenty years, this wont be an option because those people will be dead. And all your potential from each of your subgroups will die with those people. In a society so reliant on the behavioral inheritance systems, when the people die who have the skills we desire, those skills and traditions die with them. Our potential is close to never being able to be restored. For so many groups that view themselves as superior this has to be a frightening situation for you all. If your traditions and skills and potential die, how are you ever going to prove that you are as superior as you believe yourselves to be?

I may not believe in superiority, but I do believe in equality, diversity, tradition, and potential. I believe we all have a right to be equal and be diverse. While having traditions that help us achieve our potential. I want this for all of you. Because I want this for myself. I enjoy being surrounded by diversity and people who are not all the same. I remember the early 1980s when people had skills and talent. I want to go back to those times too. However, if my Dad wins and I do not succeed at creating a successful life for myself in the overt world, then none of us get to have enough ever again. And your traditions and potential die right along with me.

You all may view me as less than because I am not white like you all. But I represent your last chance at being who you are. If my Dad has any say in your future he will ensure you all continue to live in lack. However, I believe in your potential and the traditions you have used for generations to achieve success. So I understand you all may view me as less than, but I am your last hope at getting yourselves back to where you deserve to be. I’m your last hope.

So I am hoping we can all become the logical alliance and work together to create a successful life for me that will ensure a successful life for you all. Basically anyone who tries to destroy me in any way is trying to destroy you all. Anyone who poisons my food is trying to destroy your chance at getting back what you have lost. Anyone in real estate who trys to destroy me or who delays me or who withholds information is trying to eliminate your chance for better. Because none of you get better without me getting better first. If anything bad happens to me your chances of getting back to where you all once were go down. My fate is tied directly to all of your fates. I am hoping this will motivate you all to not only protect me, but to ensure the people who surround me are motivated to help me succeed. I have spent a lifetime surrounded by people in my Dad’s cult who have been trying to make me fail. And I know a lot of you all can relate to this. I need you all to protect me from these people so I can protect you all. I want us all to have enough. But I cant help us all restore our traditions and potential while living in my car, being poisoned by everyone I experience in the overt world, and eating poisoned food. From where I am today I will not be able to get us all better. I am just a human. I am not a God or a magic worker. I need better to create better for all of us. I want the world to have enough again. But that needs to start with me having enough. I need a home. I need to be surrounded by people who want and need me to succeed in real estate. I need clean food and water so my body and mind work as optimally as possible. I need to be able to pay my bills and take care of Haywood. I need to be able to buy flea medicine that is actually flea medicine and not just poison. I need to be able to buy a b12 shot without it being just a shot of poison that makes my organs fail. I need to have access to the real world like everyone else. If I continue to live in the Truman show my Dad creates to destroy me I will not be able to get better for us all.

You all dont have to believe that I am one of you all. You don’t have to believe I am your equal. However, you do have to believe that your future is tied directly to my ability to have a good life, career, and health. If I dont get better I cant get better for you all. So today is a great day to start making my life better so we can get this show on the road. We all deserve enough.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Last night I was laying down while it was snowing and I was trying to figure out what my Dad is doing to northern Oregon and Washington. These people are at war and they don’t seem to understand what is happening. But I didn’t understand what was happening either. So I started putting the pieces together by connecting the dots on people who have tried to destroy me.

My uncle Dave represents northwest Washington. Which manifests as northwest eugene by Willanette high school and hwy 99 in Eugene. Julie from Coldwell banker also represents northwest. Elliot from windermere is from Lynnwood Seattle area which is northeast Seattle. He was very adamant about being associated with Phoenix. And he was adamant about being more powerful than Bill Cavinee. Who he was related to. But bill represents I5 south of Seattle. And then Ryan Holloway Brenda’s son had ties to Arizona and he lived on river road which is northeast eugene. Then there was Kevin wilsonville Murphy who is related to bill and my uncle Dave, but Kevin represents I5 Salem to Portland. Then there is Kris Uffins who represents hwy99 east and Oregon city and clackamas. And then there is Jason Leadley who is related to kris but he represents hwy 99 west Newburg which is southwest Portland.

So there are all these different groups of white people fighting for dominance. It’s a war to see who the most superior group of white people really are. Jason from Coldwell banker yesterday taught me about being a #2. He taught me its not about territory. It’s about marketshare. If it was about territory my Dad would have kept marrying and killing more women.  BUt he has achieved the marketshare he was aiming for so he quit after Brenda.

My Mom represents northeast. Kris represented southeast. Brenda represented northeast. My Mom represents more of just the east. Ethnic people are just east. White people are more south east or northeast. My Dad just needed to conquer the east because he represents the west already. It’s all about marketshare. All the white people are fighting each other for a larger marketshare of the same pie. Every city has these same dynamics. The families just have different names. But these dynamics are universal.

The thing is there are really only two kinds of people in these groups. There are the people who are loyal to where they come from and then there are the people who are loyal to my Dad. There are only these two groups. When I first spotted my Dad’s cult members gangstalking me in LA after the farmers called everyone out of this war against me all I saw was this group of people who were not loyal to where they come from gangstalking me. No one involved with my Dad is loyal to anyone or anything but him. These people kill for power every day. They break rules and traditions for power and dominance every day. They dont respect where they come from.

So there are all these groups filled with people who worship my Dad and are loyal to him. But they are fighting for a larger marketshare for the subgroup they belong to. And these subgroups allow these people who worship my Dad to fight for them because they desire this larger marketshare. They think these people who worship my Dad are helping them gain more marketshare. But are they really? Because when these people gain more territory who are they loyal to when making decisions on that land? The people who are loyal to my Dad are fighting for a larger marketshare for my Dad, but they tell the subgroups they are from that they are fighting for them. However, when it comes down to making any decision these people will always choose the decision that is backed by my Dad. These people will never go against my Dad and make a decision in the best interests of their subgroup.

There are only two kinds of people in these groups. There are people loyal to where they come from and there are people loyal to my Dad. So you all are fighting a war that has already been won by my Dad. Sure you may want your group to have a larger marketshare but my Dad already has a corner on the whole market. People who are loyal to where they come from are the exception to the rule. My Dad has control over the market because he controls most of your people.

I experienced this issue when I first started talking to the leaders of the war games. See the war games is part of my marketshare and my legacy. People live for the war games. However we noticed that my Dad had started using the war games as his cult for his own purposes that did not align with what the war games were created for. His cult members were breaking the rules and doing things that weren’t in the best interest of the people from the war games. We all had signed up and grew up with certain rules, but the people in charge who were loyal to my Dad were breaking those rules and distorting what the war games stand for. This is when we had to remove people from places of power within the war games who were loyal to my Dad. Because these people were always going to make decisions based on what is best for themselves and my Dad. Rather than follow the rules of what is best for all of us. This is when we had to remove my uncle Dave as leader of the war games army. Because he will forever be loyal to my Dad rather than the war games army.

Now all you subgroups are faced with the same delima. Do you allow the people in places of power within your subgroups to remain in those places of power when they are not loyal to where they come from? Or do you remove them and replace them with people who are loyal to your subgroup. I cant tell you all what to do. But I can tell you the war games has forever changed for the better since we removed the people who are only loyal to my Dad. The war games is based on rules and loyalty and when it went back to having this order the world was better for it. And since we removed these people who worship my Dad from the war games they have been preying on your subgroups where they are allowed to hold positions of power without being loyal to those groups that give them power.

So until you all remove the people who are loyal to my Dad, you all have already lost. You have to ask yourself if it’s better to have the marketshare you currently have or is it better to try for more and loose everything. Maybe it’s time to call a truce with one another and work together. Because there really are only two groups of you all. Those who are loyal to where they come from and those who are loyal to my Dad. I believe in being loyal to where I come from. So it’s hard for me to understand allowing people in places of power to disrespect the places that give them that power. It just doesn’t seem logical to me. We all need to respect the places and people who give us power. That is the key to leadership. However my Dad and his followers do not see eye to eye with me on this.

But the real question is how do you all see this? Do you believe in being loyal to where you come from and respecting the people and places who give you power? You get to choose how people treat you. Today you get to decide if you want to continue to allow the people you give power to to continue to disrespect you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Today would have been my Grandma Kudearoff’s 91st birthday. But they killed her about 33 years ago. She was a scary lady. She was under 5 feet tall but all the Kudearoffs were scared of her. I never spent time with her alone. I was scared of all people when I was young. I suppose I still am. My parents used to tell me that everyone was evil and way more evil than them. I suppose I should have listened to them. But throughout my life most people have been way more kind to me than my family. Although my boyfriends have always ended up to be like my family. More specifically they ended up to be like my Dad.

On days like today I wonder what my life would be like had my grandma Kudearoff lived longer. Or if she was still alive. I dont suppose it would have made my life too much different. I dont know if she would have gone along with never telling me what I am to you people. I was supposed to have 10 kids like her. I dont think she would have let me get out of that. She thought I was going to break when they started killing her. They made me fat around the time they told her she had cancer. She used to love to feed me all the foods that grow c diff. Pretty much all foods do grow c diff.

So my grandma Kudearoff is not the lady I remember really. She is the person who taught me love. But she loved me because of what I represent. And she had to be kind to me because I was leery of all people. If my parents were the way they were and they told me everyone else was worse, you can imagine how leery I was of people. I suppose even as a child I knew I was never safe.

I hope one day to be safe. But it’s not today. Today I am high on e poisons. The cars all day have been getting me. They have been constantly driving through the church parking lot. It’s not like I have anything to do today. I had a slurpee today when I drove out to see my grandma Kudearoff’s grave. Slurpees feed c diff. They have that sweet poison in them. Just like soda does. I never knew that until recently like the past year. But I rarely drank soda before this revolution. Even now I don’t drink soda. I learned it hurts my kidneys a lot. But a white slurpee was doable. Food coloring feeds c diff. White stuff is the safest way to go. Also today I had crackers instead of potato chips and I liked them. Gluten causes fatty liver but so does eating too much fat. So it’s a gamble. I just want to feel better. But crackers come in a big box and I cant keep food in the car without eating it. So it could be expensive. I already snacked today because I thought I might be able to do it. But my whole life I have never really been one to keep food in my house. It was always easier to just not have it and order out when I was hungry.

So what the hell am I going to do with the next month. After the first week of March my unemployment will run out so I can travel a bit if I want. I dont know if I really want to. I mean if course I love traveling but traveling while on this revolution is just running for my life. It’s not really traveling. When I’m in unfamiliar territory I am vulnerable. So I probably wont travel. It’s a good pipe dream though.

I dont know what to do or how to process what is happening. All I know is a bunch of people I never knew existed are trying to kill me for my Dad now. This has been an overwhelming theme throughout this revolution. I had never seen most groups of people before this revolution. I had never seen regular ordinary people before last winter in National city California. This revolution has allowed me to escape my Truman show enough here and there to see real people. I knew they existed but I had never seen them. I had been surrounded by my Dad’s cult my whole life. Even now my Dad preys on the people who have access to me. He has been preying on the church members since I have been parking in this parking lot. My Dad loves the Mormons. Well he loves stealing people away from my uncle Norm. I suppose they have a bit of a pissing match going on from the 1980s still.

So I’m probably going to sit here and eat the rest of my crackers so I don’t have any left for tomorrow and can fast without temptation. What do you suppose it will take for me to finish winning over the east side? What else do they need? Because we all need better, but we all have agreed to get better together. The east siders left fighting for my Dad have put themselves above the rest of us. They think they deserve better more than all of us. There definitely isn’t logic on that belief. But all too often beliefs aren’t logical. They are often emotional. So I hope everyone I gave orders to today has luck with the tasks I assigned. All hands on deck because this shit is for the birds. I’m tired of sitting in my jeep waiting for the world to change. It’s going to get cold and snow for the next couple days. I’m not looking forward to it. But fingers crossed this is the last winter I spend like this. You all are the ones who get to decide that though. So I hope you choose wisely for me. Because I can’t do this forever. Next month it will be 2 years. It’s really hard to just sit and wait for the world to change. Give it a try. I bet after 20 minutes you get bored. Now imagine what 2 years would be like. And then you can understand why I get so sad. I hope I get to see the world change soon. Because I dont have the patience to sit and wait much longer. I’m human I’m not a saint.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Southern LA and Roseburg farmers

How are you guys doing? I hope you are doing well. Thank you so much for helping to keep me safe even more so lately. I appreciate your help. I can’t be everywhere all at once. And I sure cant see everything. I still dont understand a lot of this war I have lived. It’s always good to have another set of eyes on a situation. Two brains are better than one, and a group of us is even more better.

I have a meeting with Coldwell banker tomorrow. But I don’t think the world is ready to treat me fairly yet. So I’m going to put off making my decision for real estate for a few more weeks at least. There is no rush. I need to do my taxes and finish my fasting protocol for healing fatty liver. I need to prioritize Haywood and I’s health. I have everything ready for real estate, but it makes no sense to try to rush the beginning if the world is not ready yet.

So I’m going to give us a few more weeks to get the world ready. This is the last shot I have left in me. So we need to be careful not to have a false start. I would appreciate if you all still remain in charge of keeping me safe. I give you the keys to the world so to speak. The world knows I’m alive because of you all. If you all believe something will help me survive and overcome I expect the world to listen.

It’s overwhelming to have so many people willing to help me. Its overwhelming in the best way possible. But honestly I’m in charge of so many people I forget who all I am in charge of. It’s hard to remember everyone and remember what their strengths are. I need to make a cheat sheet and write it all down. The #2s of the world are one of my biggest assets and I had not addressed them for a week or two. So I need you all to help me organize my own revolution because it’s getting so big that I am overwhelmed. I’m not utilizing people to my best and their best ability. I was never taught how to do all this. I was never even allowed to play chess much. I have done an amazing job, but part of being a good leader is knowing your strengths and weaknesses. If I continue to try to do this on my own, I will not succeed as well as I could. The world is willing to help me. But I need help organizing the world. So my farmer family I need you all to help me organize this revolution from here on out. You all do the best at keeping me safe. If I am safe in your hands I trust you all with the world. I will still reach out to the world and certain groups when I can and when I know what to do. But I need you all to do the same thing. Because if we work together we will be able to coordinate the efforts of the world in a more effective manner. This revolution is bigger than just me. I never wanted to be fancy. However, I realize that I have to lead this revolution to be ordinary. And the biggest part of leadership is delegation. So lead this revolution with me please as I try to wrap up this chapter of uncertainty before we start a new chapter. I need to win in this new chapter in my overt life. So there is not really any room for error. That freaks me out. But it’s not going to make me quit. Instead i am going to ask for your help because the world is counting on this revolution. It’s not just about me or you all. It’s about the world. We have to do our best because we all deserve this win. Thank you for always being there for me during the hardest time of my life.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Superior White People and Aryans.

Well you all drop out of the war against me and my Dad replaces you all with people with Hispanic origins. How does that make you all feel? Do you think my Dad believes in the superiority of white people still? Or do you see he just believes in his own superiority? My Dad doesn’t care who he has to use to get his desired results. He just wants what he wants. Which is to destroy us all.

I appreciate you all dropping out of the war against me. I appreciate it a lot. However, now I have another situation that I would like to ask your help with. It’s an all hands on deck kind of situation. See the east side darkside is now participating in supporting my Dad and multiple genocides and the Mexican Berlin wall. You know the drill. I’m hoping you all can be revolutionary and do what you do to get these people to stop. They just want to be like you all. Just like most of us do. We want to have the same access to things as most of you all.

So I’m unsure of how you all get things done, but I know you all are extremely effective. The Aryans were very helpful in the past and I’m hoping you all can work together to police and control the people who are signing up to fight this war for my Dad. I appreciate any help you all can give me. I figure if we call this an all hands on deck issue, we can work together to get our desired results. Which really is just freedom and a good life. We all deserve a good life. That includes you all too.

I appreciate any help you all can give me. Thank you and love always.

Nicole D Graves

East Side Dark Side Leaders

I have to ask you all why you deemed it worthy to fight against me and the revolution a few days ago? I went to bat for the east side and at that same moment you all went to bat for my Dad. Why? Why are you all supporting my Dad, multiple genocides, and the Mexican Berlin wall? Today I have seen a lot of you all are Hispanic. Why do you all support the Mexican Berlin wall? I’m sure some of you all have family in Mexico or south of the United states somewhere. Why would you desire to cut those people off from so much? But more importantly why do you want to cut them out of your lives? You all realize when the wall goes up no one will be able to cross right? The Berlin wall divided not only a country, it divided families for decades. Why would you want to do this to your families? You all dont understand the war my Dad wages on people. Your epigenetics and genes tell stories of your lives. You all dont understand the destruction because you all have not lived it. I dont want you all to have to understand what it’s like to live such destruction. I was hoping you all would take our words for it. No one deserves to live this kind of destruction. So why are you signing up to be destroyed in exchange for privilege that never pays off or pans out. My Dad has never kept a promise to any group of people that he has worked with. Not one single group has he kept his promise to. What makes you all believe you will be different? What do you have that you believe will change the way my Dad has been operating for decades? The farmers are so willing to back me up and help me and protect me because they know all too well about my Dad and how he double crosses people. And especially since you all are Hispanic there really is no hope for my Dad keeping any of his promises to you. He will use you to do his dirty work and then he will disregard you as he has for decades before now.

I understand it is your right to choose who to trust and work with. But I promise working with my Dad will get you nowhere quick. However if you all choose to be revolutionary. I promise to include you all in the conversation like you have always wanted to be included. Life is about loyalty. And there is no loyalty to be found working with my Dad.

You all can choose to be revolutionary and we will not hold any grudges. But if you continue down this road that you are on we will fight back and you will be viewed as an enemy of almost everyone. The world is supporting me. And so if you choose to be my enemy, then you are choosing to make the world your enemy. That’s a pretty heavy decision. Definitely think it over because it is something you all will have to live with.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Dear #2s with and without military experience

Today is the day you all finish building your armies. There are a very small group of regular ordinary people who are fighting this war for my Dad. Many of them have never been involved in the cult games and have absolutely no clue what they are doing or what they are dealing with. So it is your turn to make these people feel chosen and special. They just want to be chosen. So you need to choose them and win them over. Know thy enemy. You all know what my Dad would do because many of you all have served in the military. You all know how to win people over and make them feel chosen and then get them to fight for your side. Winning over people who dont understand what they are doing has been your strength, because these people just want to feel important and chosen. Please focus on people who fly airplanes and helicopters. The air traffic has been intense lately. I appreciate you all very much.

Law enforcement I want you all to focus on the people who are fighting this war for my Dad too. But you all focus on your strength of punishing people. Punish the people fighting this war for my Dad. These people aren’t die hards. They are weekend warriors looking to gain some easy brownie points. Make the cost of their service not worth it. These people are not prepared to pay for what they are doing. Also, focus on the people who are fighting this war at Walmart and the grocery stores. We deserve clean food. And these people fighting have had access to clean food most of their lives. Way more than the west side dark side. Punish them as much as possible so they really understand what dealing with my Dad is like. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

I have never seen the Eastside darkside before today. They have way better genes and epigenetics than the west side darkside. But it is sad to see how excited these east side darksiders are to be chosen. It’s as if no one has ever given these people the time of day before. These are just regular people. They aren’t fancy in the war games or the mafias. They aren’t from fancy families. These are just regular people who have never been chosen before. It feels good to be chosen. It feels amazing to be seen and feel important. So what do we need to do to win these people over?

We need to give them a job. Everyone just wants to be apart of something. If we dont find something for them to do for the revolution, they will answer the calls from my Dad to do his bidding. So I think we should let these people from the east side who represent the darkside police the darkside on the east side. If we give them a job they should be busy enough to not answer the calls from my Dad.

China, Japan, Korea, east coast fancy families and Italy I would appreciate if you all did your thing this evening and tonight to get these people on board with being revolutionary. They just need a job and a place in this revolution. It seems as if they have never been chosen before. We need to choose them so they choose better.

Fingers crossed this is the last group. Because my Dad is sure reaching for anything he can grab. He would never choose these people if he had a choice. Yet, they dont seem to hold a grudge at all. So let’s hope they dont hold a grudge when we choose them.

Next Sunday we will have Sunday church. I just need some hope and it’s you all’s turn to give me some hope this Sunday. I can’t always be the one with all the answers and hope. Being smart is hard, but being hopeful all the time is even more of a challenge because a lot of time it’s hard to see why hope is the logical choice. So I need you all to show me why hope is the logical choice today.

My water has the sweet poisons in it. If we could get the people to stop poisoning my water I would greatly appreciate it. If they could stop poisoning my food too that would be great.

Okay do your thing, so we can all get better.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Why is the east side acting like they can’t hear me? I have seen so many of them signing up to join my Dad’s cult today. As if they have not been listening in the past 2 years. Why are these people acting new? I understand it feels good to be chosen and seen. But yesterday I saw the east side like no one has ever seen before. I saw how the east and south just wanted the same things I have wanted.

Today I have seen people seeking out foods that grow their c diff infections. After everything that I have been through and the world has been through why are these people signing up to be subhuman? Why do they wish to disable themselves. Cheetos, Fritos, Doritos etc are all acts of destruction. Any food with red dye is meant to feed your c diff infection. That’s why they add red dye to the meat. Meat can heal us all so they add red dye so it disables us.

I dont understand why people are acting new today. Southern LA and Roseburg farmers and the leaders of the east we have to fix this. Because I cant do months of trying to convince these people that not joining my Dad’s cult is in their best interest. I dont have the time, patience, or resources left to be patient with these people who are choosing to be disloyal to all of us, even themselves. I suppose we have to protect their children because they are not doing so. I dont understand why people want to hurt their children. I don’t understand why they want to hurt themselves, but hurting their children is even more outlandish.

I dont know why the east is acting new and tone deaf today, but it has to stop. Do whatever you all need to do to get them to surrender to the new ways we are creating. We cant get better for everyone when there are constantly people trying to hold us all back. It makes no sense. It’s illogical to let these people live among us. With how vulnerable we are to the behavioral inheritance systems, just allowing these people to live among us makes us all weak and vulnerable. So we must stop them or cease them from existing.

I dont have time to be kind and patient anymore. The people left fighting this war for my Dad have proven they are not interested in better for themselves and they are showing that they are invested in holding us all back. Time to cut the fat so we can all move forward and get better.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Why is the east side hunting me now? I ask for good things for them and they start hunting me? This makes no sense. Do they know what is happening? Because only illogical people hunt the people who want good for them. Can I get you all to reach out to the east siders and let them know what’s happening and tell them they shouldn’t hunt me. I will never understand people. But I have to admit I have not been exposed to the east side as much as I have the west side. But the east siders are so excited to be chosen and have come out to the west side to gangstalk me and hunt me. Although when they come out of the store they do seem to be in the know a bit more. So maybe this is just a communication breakdown?

I dont know what is happening. But its something big. The west side completely stopped taking part in my Truman show and hunting me. I appreciate that greatly. But why is the east side now involved? It’s as if they dont know what has been happening for the past almost 2 years. Can you all reach out and tell them I have been fighting for our freedom for a lifetime but really intensely for the past almost 2 years. I want good for them because I am them. I want good for the west because I am them. I want good for the south because I am them. I even want good for the north even though they wanted to destroy me in real estate at windermere. I may not forgive those people yet. But I want good for everyone because its easier to be a good person when you have access to good things in life.

I’m hoping these east siders who are signing up to destroy me just haven’t gotten the news that we created a way for them to earn privilege without worshiping my Dad. I hope so because something has to give for me. I have been fasting and been sick and they are poisoning me so much my left hand is swollen from my heart failing something has to give. I cant keep doing this. I cant keep fighting for people to get better things in life and never get better for myself. And then the people I fight for better things for try to kill me. I just cant keep doing this. It’s too much. It’s depressing and sad. Sooner or later someone has to prove themselves worthy of my help. No one has ever helped me like I have gone out of my way to help the world. I just want to live a good life just like you all. Please stop hunting me. I am trying to earn better for us all.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

East leaders, south leaders, and United nations professional cult leaders

I went for a drive this afternoon to see the southeast part of Eugene. By definition this is the part of town that should be the most loyal to me. But it was anything but loyal. The southeast part of town is still in my Dad’s cult. They have no intention of giving up their loyalty to my Dad. See my Dad preyed on a very deep rooted desire of the people in the east. People in the east have always wanted access to the things that people in the west have access to. Basically they just want to be ordinary regular people and have the same opportunities and privileges. Joining my Dad’s cult gave these people a structure and a way to get what they desire. Without my Dad’s cult how are these people supposed to get access to the things in life they value and desire?

Right now the problem is we have not created a way or a framework for these people to get what they desire. I saw a whole neighborhood of people like my Aunt Lana and Lydia who are willing to sell out everyone in order to maintain their beliefs that they are greater than the rest of us ethnic people. These people have sold out for so long they are having a hard time remembering and realizing they are one of us. They dont want to come to terms with the fact that my Dad’s cult uses them and never deems them equal. They don’t want to admit to themselves they arent equal because they have spent a lifetime denying who they are. I understand what these people are going through. I thought I was a white person too. But if I’m not allowed to be a white person, these people are not either. They just dont want to admit the truth to themselves because it’s hurtful. And if they give up my Dad’s cult how are they supposed to earn the things that are important to them?

East leaders, south leaders, and United nations professional cult leaders, we need to create the framework these people need and desire to stop worshipping my Dad. We need to create a way for them to earn what they value. Which is just the same access to things that the people in the west have.

It’s hard for me to excuse these people’s actions of treason. But I understand why they are doing what they are doing. They just want to be equal and be good enough. I want those things too. I think its human nature to want these things. So we need to create a way for these people to earn access to the things they value. We need to show them they deserve everything the people on the west have. We need to show them we will care for them better than my Dad. We need to grant them access to the things they value without making them feel.less than. No one is less than. However, these people fear having to go back to how life was for them. Before my Dad’s cult. They fear having to be less than for decades again. I understand this fear and feeling. So we need to take care of these people and create a way for them to have what they value and desire and deserve. We all deserve a way to earn more in life. This is all the people on the east need. I bet the people in the south need this too.

So today, I need you all to create the framework for how people in the east and the south can gain access to what they value and desire without having to remain loyal to my Dad. Yes, fear works for many things. But we cant keep people from what they value forever with just fear and expect people to be happy with us. We need to show them a new way. This way they are willing to get on board with us. If this change can create a framework for them that allows for them to earn an even better or higher quality of life then they will be overwhelmingly on board. If we can create better for them they will fight with us because everyone wants better. Even if it’s just the opportunity for better and they still have to earn it themselves. People just want a shot at better. Create the framework for these people to get what they need and desire. This way they can be our largest asset. People will always fight for the people who give them a chance of better. We need to be these people and win them over. If we show them loyalty, they will show us loyalty. Treat people how you want to be treated.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Southern LA and Roseburg Farmers

How have you all been? I hope well. Its day 687 today. It’s been a long time since I checked in with you all. Today I did laundry and there were some people from Oakland gang stalking me. It was different, but it wasn’t really interesting.

Tomorrow I have a meeting with Coldwell Banker. I’m really tired of meeting with realtors. I completely understand why people dont like them. I am so tired of these people getting so excited by the idea of getting to destroy me. Its hurtful. But its especially hurtful because they have so much. This happened in Arizona too. It’s hurtful. But the thing is I cant stress myself out and try to figure people out and try to convince the world to be good people. I’m getting over covid and it’s a really cold spell here in Eugene. I just don’t have the energy for all of this. I’m tired. I want a hug from someone not interested in killing me. And I want to go home. I am sick so I’m emotional. But really I have wanted to go home my whole life. There just has never been a home to go to.

You all have seen how hard I have worked on this revolution to not only reach the world, but to stay alive and try to make something of my life. I’m scared because it’s make it or break time. I cant do this anymore. I promised I would try my hardest and I have kept my promise. But if this try doesn’t work out I dont think I have another try left in me. And I have never felt like that before. This revolution hasn’t just been 687 days for me. It’s literally been a lifetime. I’m tired. And I’m especially tired of people being so ugly towards me. I never have done anything to anyone. But people treat me so poorly. I literally want the best for everyone and everyone is so ugly towards me. I have been fighting so hard to make the lives of people’s children better. I dont even have children, but I seem to be more concerned for their wellbeing than their own parents. I don’t understand the world. The more I learn the more confused I get. But I’m still here doing my best and people still destroy me every day. It’s got to stop. I cant do this much longer if it doesn’t get better. I have tried and tried and I keep trying. But it’s got to get better.

My logic is if I choose Coldwell Banker they are the darkside and you all can control them. I don’t know who to trust. I definitely have trust issues. I suppose that is normal when so many people have tried to kill me but told me they love me. So I’m going to go with my guts and my heart. You all have been the best to me. And I know I can trust you all. So I am going to stop worrying and stressing myself out about real estate and this last chance we all have. Because I am going to leave the realtors in your hands. You all have always watched out for me and kept me safe. If anyone can do this impossible job, it’s you all. Today the realtors still had the smug cockiness of my Dad. I dont understand what they are trying to do or what they are planning to do. But if I keep stressing about it I am going to be no good to anyone. If picking a brokerage is this hard, how the hell am I actually going to sell real estate? I need you all to work your magic because I am out of magic. I reached the world and that isnt even enough. I dont know what else I need to do or figure out. So I’m asking you all to put the fear of God in to the people in real estate. Specifically Coldwell Banker. They have to remain in high levels of fear for their lives otherwise they will make deals with my Dad to destroy me and this last chance we all have. I need your help and this probably wont be the last time. But I give you the world to back you up. You all tell everyone how they can help you help me. I trust you all with my life because without you all I would be dead. So tell the world what you need from them to help me feel safe and be successful in real estate. The more the people in real estate shake and quiver in fear the safer I will be. Thank you for helping me every time I have asked, but especially this time because I’m overwhelmed and I just really need my family and that is you all. Thank you for taking care of me like family. I promise to one day pay you all back for all the help you all have given me. But we both know what you all have done for me is priceless. The world is going to listen to you all tonight. You tell them what you need to help me. The east will be waiting and listening and they will respond quickly to help you keep me safe. Thank you for being amazing. Whenever I dont know who to trust I am always going to find myself coming back to you all. I’m pretty sure that means not only you are stuck with me, but that you are my family. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hello there. This is Nicole D Graves. Some of you were sent here today to gangstalk me and poison me and my food to attempt my murder for my Dad. I have some information for you all. You probably feel special for being chosen today. You probably never thought a day would come when my Dad would call on you. I understand it feels good to be chosen. But my Dad hasn’t really chosen you all. You all are just the last people left willing to do his bidding for him. See I created a revolution in March 2021 when I escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona. I would like to give you all the cliffsnotes to my revolution. Because this way you can make an informed decision on whether you want to continue doing my Dad’s bidding and attempting my murder. These are just the cliffsnotes. There is so much more.

What you need know

1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. That’s 6 birthrights from my Dads side. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert.
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

My birthrights give me no obligations to anyone. However I feel obligated to do better and right the wrongs of both my families. I was created to eliminate the checks and balances that intend to keep us all safe. Please go home and stop signing up to fight this war against me for my Dad. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

So I did have covid again. But I relaxed, sweated it out, and took antivirals for the past couple days. And today I feel better. The sore throat has been the worst part the past 2 times. The first time the fever was the rough part. Covid is just a cold.

But shout out to the lady who was touching me at Walmart today poisoning me as I was leaving the store. Jokes on you bitch, hope you enjoy your cold. The people sent to gangstalk me today were extra hands on to stay the least. My food was pretty poisoned. I took my ice cream back because it had that sweet poison that feeds c diff. So basically my Dad is trying to help me diet. Which is good. Today marks the halfway point to healing my fatty liver protocol. They say it takes a month of alternate day fasting to heal fatty liver. But I think I should keep going till my birthday at the end of March just to help my body get rid of toxins. Toxins are stored in fat cells. So if I want the cellulite on my legs to go away, I’m going to need to fast some more. Especially if I dont give up sugar. Sugar is a toxin. Yet, I’m still eating ice cream. Ice cream is what helped me figure out how survival trumps addiction last night.

The past couple months I have been trying to figure out why its hard for me to quit ice cream. Normally I dont really have a hard time quitting things. But normally my life is on the line. It’s pretty easy to quit things when you know they can kill you. Even today and this week when my ice cream has poisons I take it back. My Dad has always had people poison everything. But this is why I have been able to quit everything. It’s all about survival.

How long do you all think it will take for everyone to hear what we learned today and get on board with protecting their access to things? The United states postal service workers must not have gotten the message yet. Because they are constantly signing up to poison and destroy me still. It’s just annoying.

Funny how it’s people’s worst nightmare to be treated like me, but they rarely hold back from trying to make my life worst. I dont know if that’s poetic but its something. It was shocking and hard to fathom that people dont care about right and wrong. They dont know right and wrong. I should have caught onto this sooner because people have been pretty wrong to me my whole life. People are pretty awful. I am not sure on how to process this still. Because I know people know better. They just dont care. I hope one day they care more.

Last night, I felt sick and sad, and desperate. I just want this all to be over. It was super disenheartening to see how quickly the people at Coldwell banker signed up to destroy me this week. I can feel people’s hormones and emotions. I just feel people and it was really sad what I felt. I suppose if I felt like them I would want to destroy people too. But I think if you feel that awful you should probably look at it as an inside job and something you need to fix on your own. Rather than try to take it out on others. But that’s just me being logical again.

I want and need so badly just to be treated fairly. All I want is to earn my freedom and create a good life for myself. That’s all I want. I just want to work and have a home and not have my organs fail from so many people poisoning me and I want to be able to provide for Haywood better. He deserves flea meds that arent poisoned and actually kill fleas and lots of fuzzy blankets and new bed for him. Shoot one day maybe I can get him another little sister. It’s really hard for me to understand all of this. Because it’s illogical. My Dad is a #2 just like me. I have the birthrights that he stole from his older sister and my Mom. I am #2 on both the graves and Kudearoff sides of the family. And I am a #1 in my immediate family. I outrank my Dad. My Dad is part south American. He’s not all white. Even if I’m not as white as him, I still outrank him and I have the Hitler birthright. I’m pretty sure there are other ethnic people with fancy birthrights like mine that dont have to die because their Dad sucks at brainwashing his daughter. My Dad is a superior white person and I outrank him even though I’m not as white. So that means I have to die and I never get an ordinary life. That is illogical. None of that makes sense. If he wanted white children, he should have had white children. If he wanted me to believe in destruction, he should have been a better salesperson. My birthrights shouldn’t mean I have to die. I’m pretty sure most people with #2 birthrights get to be powerful and have a say in a lot of things. Look at my Dad bossing the world around. I suppose he’s not really bossing, he’s  just bribing the world around. He’s creating his crackhead cult and bribing them to like him because no one loves him. Now that is logical and makes sense.

So guys, am I going to get a fair shot in real estate? What else do I need to figure out in order to be treated fairly? Today is day 686 of me creating a revolution and living in my car. It snowed last night and I live in my car. What do you think that is like? Can you imagine? Because before 2 years ago, never in my life did I think I would ever be in a situation like this. I am the kind of person who eats raw beef to stay alive still. I have always done what I have had to do in order to survive and have as good of life as possible. But I got to tell you all I need real estate to work out for me because I believe good people deserve good things. And I know I am good people. I know I have earned my freedom over the past 686 days. I just want to be Nicole. I dont want to be an extension of my Dad or my families any longer. I just want to be me. I want to be the lady that wanted better for the world. So she found a way to reach the world and create better. That’s who I want to be. I want to be me and have access to a normal ordinary life. I still dont want or need to be fancy. I just need to be me. I have fought a revolution to be me. I have picked apart our brains and our brainwashing to figure out how to override our systems on so many different occasions. I realized today I gave everyone the information they need to be a great evil like my Dad. However, if I give this information to everyone than we all are safe. Because it only enslaves us all when we dont understand what is happening. Sure there will always be leaders who brainwash and bribe people to follow them and destroy us all. But now when we see this happening we can all.put our foot down and stop them in their tracks. Materialism and fear of survival are the greatest weapons in the world. Who would have thought taking away someone’s right to shop would be the same as threatening someone’s life. It’s crazy what our c diff infection does to our brains. I used to love to shop. But now I am just not too interested in it. I think it is because I have learned how big of a rush potential is and doing my best. Shopping will never compare to potential and finding my own limits. I encourage you all to try finding something you enjoy more than things. Things are great and all but they enslave you.

My Valentine’s day wish is the same as my Christmas wish and my new years wish. I just want to be a regular ordinary person and sell real estate so I can get a home and be warm. I am hoping you all can get people to fall in line quickly so I can have a normal life and be warm. I know there are a lot more things I need to do for you all. But I just really need you all to do this one thing for me first. I need security and warmth in my life. I need a bed. I need to go to sleep at night feeling safe and to wake up rested. It would be really nice to not get covid anymore. I dont understand how my Dad thinks it’s going to kill me. It gets easier to overcome every time. The first time was scary and I was living in Arizona in my apartment. The second time in California was kind of scary but I got better quickly and I started fasting lots to see what other viruses I could get out of my body. It made me do some amazing things for my health. However this time it took about 36 hours to heal once I realized what was happening. Natural antivirals are all it takes. But I dont know what I learned this time. I suppose I will have to simmer on it for a few weeks and see what comes to me.

So here I am again hunkering down for another really cold night, hoping that I have given the leaders of the world all the tools they need to give me the life I deserve. I pray for my normal ordinary life every night. And tonight is no different. I would be lying if I said that I would not kill people for my normal ordinary life. People have tried to kill me my whole life to earn privilege. They weren’t trying to be ordinary. They were trying to be fancy. If me getting my ordinary life costs some people their life, I’m okay with that. Because those kind of people would and have tried to kill me. And they dont know right and wrong. I understand right and wrong and have proven this over and over. I have proven I want better for everyone and I’m willing to do what it takes to get better for everyone. So maybe it is selfish of me to say I dont care if some of the people left standing in the way of me having an ordinary life have to die. I told you all I was going to learn to be more selfish this year. After a lifetime of people trying to kill me and hurt me and destroy me, I am ready to say that is enough and they deserve to be destroyed. Everyone has a limit. I have found my limit. I’m done being destroyed because my Dad views me as less than because he used me to conquer the Kudearoffs. I may never be white enough for the superior white people. But I’m enough for me and I deserve to have my ordinary normal life. And so do you all. I’m going to do everything I can to get us all these ordinary normal lives we all deserve. Because this all is bullshit and it’s just a stupid imaginary game anyway. We have real lives to live.

I love you all very much. You all are my valentines.

Nicole D Graves

I realized I am sick. It’s hard to tell what is from being poisoned so much and what is my body sometimes. It has been awhile since they gave me covid so it’s about time. My throat hurts really bad. I thought it was just from the new poison they were using. But I do have a fever. With all the fasting and anti virals I take it is surprising I got sick. I really dont get sick. So I double up on the zinc, l lysine, and turmeric essential oils. I should be better by tomorrow. High dose zinc will fix almost any sickness or cold.

Today, I am sad. I realized that my whole life my desires to just be ordinary and regular were never possible. I dont understand who wins in the systems my Dad created and perpetuates? Do the Aryans win? Because I dont view having the most gene mutations as winning. Do the other superior white people win? Because they also have overwhelming gene mutations and negative epigenetic triggers and are kept small. Do the ethnic people who sign up to work with my Dad and enslave their own people win? Because they are still never viewed as equals. They sell out their own people to be used and to still never get to be equal. My aunt lana and aunt Lydia act like superior white people more than they do act like one of us. They both had the highest cortisol response to taking part in trying to destroy and kill me on this revolution when I went back to my mom’s house. Why do they sell us all out to be forever deemed inferior? I dont understand why anyone would sign up to be deemed inferior.

So who actually wins? The people who follow my Dad and join his cult have incredible c diff infections. He encourages people to grow their c diff infection. This way they are addicts and easily controlled. Who actually wins in the systems in place? Because it doesn’t even seem like my Dad is winning. He doesn’t have anyone who actually loves him. No one loves him. People only conditionally care for him based on what he gives them. That’s not leadership. That’s not success. That’s just bribery. So my Dad brainwashed people and bribed them and he keeps them small and manageable so these tactics will be the most effective on people. That’s not success. That’s not potential. It’s just manipulation. Anyone can bribe people to do what they want. And anyone can be successful at it when they keep people small, grow an infection in them that makes them addicts, and then bribe them. What the fuck are we doing people?

I understand wanting to have a good life. I understand wanting to be treated fairly. But the systems in place do not offer these things to anyone. We play by the rules and they enslave us all. You achieve some degree of a good life and it is conditional on you continuing to try to prove yourself till you die. No one ever reaches a point where they dont have to prove themselves worthy anymore. My Dad has everyone on a hamster wheel trying to prove they matter. And trying to prove we deserve good things. But he never deems anyone worthy for long. No one ever gets to relax and take a deep breath. One moment he says good job and is approving, but the next minute you are dead. Who knows when he is lying or telling the truth.

Brenda and Kris married my Dad because they thought he was invested in building with them. They thought he approved of them. And he probably told them he did want these things. But he killed them. So he didn’t approve of them for long. Or maybe he never did and just lied to get what he wanted. Who does my Dad approve of? He has never had a wife he really loved or approved of. He is not found of me or my brother. The only reason my Dad fought for me in my parents divorce was because I was too valuable in the war games to leave to my mom. However my Dad never fought for my brother. He left my brother to be raised by my mom. My Dad never much cared for my brother. He cares for what he represents to him now. But that’s it. My Dad will never care for anyone. Look at my Dad’s mom who taught him to be how he is today. How many times has my Dad seen her in the past 40 years? Less than a handful. The woman who gave him life, all his fancy birthrights, and taught him how to play dirty to get more has still not earned my Dad’s approval. So if my grandma cant earn his approval. His wives cant earn his approval. Me and my brother cant earn his approval. Who has won his approval? And how long till he changes his mind and starts killing them?

Who wins in this mess? Because from how I see it we are all being held hostage in a spiderweb of lies and brainwashing with some bribes that never truly pan out. Have you ever gotten to relax and feel safe? Have you ever felt lasting approval? Or are you constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop?

When people sell each other out for false promises of security that never pan out are we ever really safe from anything or anyone? Who can we trust if we cant trust the people who are supposed to have our best interest in mind. Birthrights like mine were created to hold people hostage. But the irony is these birthrights hold me hostage. Who isnt being held hostage? Because even people without fancy birthrights are being held hostage. We all loose until the world stops agreeing to take part and play this game where no one wins. You all cannot help me create better for us all while holding onto the old systems that aim to brainwash and hold us all hostage. Aren’t you tired of never being safe and never getting to enjoy your lives? Everything you have can always be taken away in this system because that is the only way you will stay on this hamster wheel for your own destruction. The only way we all get our freedom to really live and enjoy life is by coming together and overriding the old systems. Aren’t you tired of never getting to relax and enjoy life? Life is meant to put you at ease. Life is not meant to create dis ease.

Aren’t you tired?

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

I hold grudges. I am forgiving but I hold grudges. I built this revolution because I believe in equality and I believe I deserve to be treated fairly. I believe everyone deserves to be treated fairly. It’s really hard for me to swallow that some of you all were supportive of my revolution and in me fighting for you to have more privilege and freedoms. But you never intended for me to have equal access to the things you all have access to. I was to continue to be a second class citizen while improving the quality of your life. In what world is that fair or right? Who do you think you are? I mean besides superior. What did you do to earn this superiority? Besides be born with the right color of skin? It’s not even what family you were born into because I was born into the right family by the way you all judge. However my Mom was of the wrong skin color so I dont quite make the mark to being one of you all. My Dad isnt even all white. How come no one seems to talk about that. Yes my grandpa Graves was my Grandpa but he was my Dad’s Dad. My Dad is south American. How come that doesn’t seem to matter to you all. Is 25% the magic mark that is acceptable for being mixed but still getting access to information, opportunity, and privilege? I dont understand you people. You are hurtful.

The people in Salem are the first people who ever showed me love. I have the most overwhelming feeling of love for them. These people are mostly white. Yet, they helped and supported me for almost 2 years more than anyone else.

The Graves family are the first family I ever found that wanted me to live. I thought that meant something. I was so excited to find my family. Did you all want me to live, but the catch was I would continue to be a second class citizen. Was I supposed to know my place? If we are family, how can I be so different than you? How do you logically explain that? Does being Chinese, Russian, and Argentinian make me less human than you all? And how do you explain that logically? I dont know how you say I deserve different than you without using illogical emotion like hate. I have always wanted good for you all.

Berlin is mostly white people and they helped me greatly recently. I’m still getting to know you all. But I thought you all wanted good for me. I thought we were changing the world together? I thought I was your equal? I have never wanted to be fancy. This whole revolution I have just wanted to be a regular ordinary person. Now I realize this is because I have lived as a second class citizen my whole life and never realized it. I was always told I had access to everything and I could be anything I wanted. But that was all a lie. As long as I believed I was equal I would keep trying and blaming myself for never amounting to much. How many other people in the world have been put in this same circumstance? Its literally the majority of the world.

The Aryans are a group that I thought were one of my biggest assets. Sure I had to threaten to declare a genocide on them, but when they decided to do better they did amazing things. I love them because I see what they can do when they decided to do better. They are amazing when they try. I forgave them when they put their efforts into creating better with me.

One of my greatest strengths is my ability to unconditionally love. When I love I love without conditions because it is the kind of love I have always wanted. I love all of you all. I love the world. However, I cannot continue to give my love to people who believe themselves selves to be superior to me and more deserving. Love is a gift once given it can never be taken away. So you all will always have my love. However, it is my choice if I continue to give this love.

Right now I know you all need me. You feel overwhelmed and you want someone to hold your hand and walk you through the steps of what you need to do in order to dig yourselves out of the hole you have gotten yourselves into. I stand behind what I said to the east and south about not breeding with you all. You all use the world to clean up your messes and I believe it is time you learn to clean them up yourselves. It’s not our job to help you. We are less than and not deserving so why should we help you? However, you all are capable to fix what you have done on your own. The funny thing is I have already told you all what you need to do. I have been preaching health, wellness, and epigenetics from the beginning of this revolution. I have given you the answers. Yet, you all are kept in such a stressed state, and diseased, and you all buy into learned helplessness that you have no clue how to move forward from here. You all are paralyzed with fear. I would love to be the person you need right now to hold your hands, tell you it will be okay, and feed you the answers in bite size pieces. However, you all have to be the people I need right now too.

I understand not all of you believe yourselves to be superior. However, none of you all stood up for me to be treated fairly. Sure some of you stopped trying to kill me and got others to stop trying to kill me. But no one stood up for me to be treated fairly. Not killing me is not the same thing as granting me equality. And even still you people try to kill me everyday. Yesterday I had the dry heaves when walking Haywood because you were poisoning me so much. Yesterday night I was the cold sweats while laying down trying to recover from walking Haywood. Every night I go to bed and wake up being poisoned by you people. Yesterday and every day my food is poisoned. There is E poisons in my water currently. You all are still trying to kill me. Some of you stopped, but not enough of you have ever stopped to give me a real fighting chance. But you all want and need my help. Why dont you all ask my Dad for help? He is the one you all show loyalty to. You all are so loyal to him you all continue to try to kill me every day. Why should I help people who not only try to kill me everyday but deem me not equal? Now that is really illogical. I should help save you all so you can try to kill me more and keep me a second class citizen? That sounds like a bad deal not only for me but for the world.

You all have to become the people I need if you want me to be the person you need. I love you all and I want to help you all. But I cant help you all if my efforts are going to be an expense rather than an investment. I want to invest in having a relationship with you all, but it can no longer continue to be a one sided relationship. If you want my help I have to be your equal. And you all get to decide your own fate. You get to decide if you want my help or not. I cant make you all change your minds. But I sure hope you do.

You need to show me you are the people I need in my overt life and world. You need to stop poisoning me every night I go to sleep and every morning I wake up. I need clean food and water. I need people to stop destroying me. Jason and Tony from Coldwell banker are already batting for my Dad and planning on destroying me. I know you all can get them to stop. But are you going to be the people I need? I’m just as desperate for you all to do the right thing by me as you all are for me to do the right thing by you. I want us to be family and create better for the world. But I cant help people who try to kill me, destroy me, and deem me a second class citizen. Its not logical for me to help people who dont want good for me.

So call the west out of this war against me. You need to all break the ties that chain you to my Dad. Because you all will never be able to be loyal to my Dad and me at the same time. Being loyal to me means treating me fairly in person and buying and selling real estate with me. As long as you are loyal to my Dad you will be unable to be loyal to me. I would love to help you all but I cant help people who aren’t loyal to me. And being loyal to me means being loyal in the overt world. No more killing me. No more poisoning me. No more setting me up to fail. No more making my life harder than it already is. You all get to prove your loyalty over the next year. Are you all going to make up at least half of the real estate transactions I do and prove your loyalty? Or are the east and south going to prove themselves to be my only family? Family supports each other all the time, but especially during hard times. During this hard time of yours you really want me to be there for you. I have needed you all to stand up for me and be there for me for a lifetime. You all have to give me what I need too. You have to show us all you know how to partake in a two sided relationship.The world cant help you all if you are always going to put yourselves first. We are willing to forgive you all and help you all if you show you are willing to do differently and better. However, you all will never be able to do better as long as you have ties to my Dad that chain you to the old ways. You get to choose your fate. You all get to decide who you are and the fate of your children. Its not just your lives on the line. It’s your children and grandchildren too. I hope you do right by them. Because you have not done right by the world for centuries. You can do better, but you have to do it. We cant do it for you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Ps. My fate is now more tied in with yours than ever before. How hard will you fight for me now knowing that if I don’t get better you won’t get better?

Well, today my water had e poisons in it. And the food I got at Walmart was poisoned. Recently I have only been eating every other day, so I’m hoping you all can make sure I get clean food and water by Valentine’s day. We all deserve clean food and water. But if I’m going to stay alive and keep fighting for us all, I really need clean food and water and for people to stop poisoning me.

Walmart today looked like an international airport. It was amazing. I normally dont see much diversity in the Truman show I live in. However, the people signing up to fight this war for my Dad dont understand or know what they are fighting for. I saw a large number of black people today. I never see black people unless they dont understand what is happening. So I’m hoping you all can reach out to everyone because not everyone got the message yesterday about what is happening. We wont be safe until everyone knows. I sure as hell wont be safe till everyone knows. We all deserve so much better than this. I dont believe so many people would sign up for their own destruction and to be less than without being kept in the dark. People can always be counted on to act in their own best interest. Rarely will a human fight for their own destruction and death. We are programmed to fight for our survival.

On Sundays I like to have Sunday church because church and state are an important check and balance in our lives to keep us all safe. My Dad likes to eliminate church and state because then he can have absolute power and control in our lives. My Dad wishes to be your God.

I am not a God. I am human just like you. And I really dont believe in religion. Religion is not logical. Religion is a tool used to shame you and make you believe there is something wrong with you. You are perfectly human. There is nothing wrong with you. Making mistakes doesn’t make you a bad person. Humans make mistakes. However, we have to learn from them. When you buy into religion and having to earn your salvation, it is just like having to earn love or equality. Salvation is not conditional. You were born a child of God. You do not have to earn this place or title. You are God like. Without doing anything you have earned your salvation. But the afterlife probably will be easier on you if you do your best and try to be a good human. People who destroy everything in life have a hard time facing death because they have to face themselves. Face yourself often so you dont have to be shocked when you do right before death and what you see scares you. Being human is about being honest with yourself about who you are and what you are doing. Being human is hard, but it’s worth it.

My genetic modifications and my life has made connecting with God easier for me than for most of you all. I am logical brain dominant because of my Asperger’s. And God and the quantum field are connected to your logical brain. However most of you all have dyslexic epigenetic triggers and gene mutations, so you all are creative brain based. This makes you addicted to your emotions. And God is not an emotion. God is logic.

I have read a bit about what really smart people like me believe about God and we all seem to believe the same thing. God is not religion. God is apart of science that we just have not found the words for yet. God exists because we all have felt him. There is a divine order in the universe. And this is God. When you look up at the stars and realize how huge the universe is and how small you are and you see how perfect everything has had to be in order to create this all, that is God. God is bigger than anything. And God talks to you. You know that voice that you have heard your whole life that says you deserve better than this? That is God. God talks to you and if you listen he will talk more. However if you ignore him his voice gets muffled. You are God like because you are perfect. God doesn’t create junk. God only creates masterpieces. You are a masterpiece. There are so many things happening in your body that allow you to be here in this moment. So many things we don’t even understand. You are a miracle. Everyday you are a miracle. And God doesn’t create subhuman races. If he did we would have to go to different medical doctors because our bodies would be different. But we all are the same miracle. No one else is more of a miracle than you. We are all equal and magical. God is who gave you this magic. But he gives it to everyone. No race or group is left out. We all have the magic of God in us. Once you acknowledge and start respecting that magic that you are life gets easier. Because life will forever be easier when you are honest with yourself about who you are.

But the real question is how do we operate in a world of systems that do not acknowledge us all as equal? If we believe in equality while working with people who do not believe in equality, it will be used as a weapon against us. We cannot treat people equally who believe us to be subhuman. Equality only works when all parties involved believe in it. It’s hard to admit that we have been brainwashed and conditioned to believe in equality as a way to destroy us all. But the superior white people use equality as a way to keep us all in line while they continue to color outside the lines. Equality only works when all parties involved believe and practice it.

So what I am going to say feels wrong, but it’s logical. We need to stop treating these white people who believe themselves to be superior as equals. They are not our equal because they believe themselves to be superior. This means they will always put themselves first. We will never be equal with a group that continually puts themselves first. Have you ever had a relationship with a person who continually put themselves first and never thought about your well being? How long did that last? Because one sided relationships dont work. One sided relationships are not equal. The superior white people dont know how to have equal relationships because they always put themselves first.

So we need to start doing the same thing. We need to start putting ourselves first and no longer focusing on equality. All of us who are not these superior white people need to come together. We are equals because we know how to compromise and work together. It is in our best interest to disempower these superior white people whenever possible. They will never put us first. They have used equality against us as a weapon for generations. But they have never believed us to be equal.

These superior white people have some of the worst genes and gene expression because of who they are and because they inbreed. We need to immediately stop breeding with these superior white people. They need our genes to correct the gene mutations they have given themselves from inbreeding and not knowing how to love. They need us to survive in the long term. If we leave them to their own devices darwinism will take care of them and they will die off. You know how pure breed dogs have more health problems and don’t live as long. Well it’s the same concept with these superior white people. Let them deal with the fruits of their own labor. We are not equal to them so their problems are not ours to fix. So stop breeding with these superior white people. The sooner we stop breeding with them, the sooner they go extinct. The solution really is that easy. Stop letting them prey on our genetic diversity. We are greater than on a gene level. Dont let them steal this from us.

Now if you enjoy sleeping with the enemy who deems you to never be equal, go ahead and do so. But please dont breed with them. When you breed with them you make them more of our problem. They have made it clear our problems are not theirs to deal with. In fact they increase our problems. Why do you think ethnic people have higher rates of disease? It’s because they want us to be sick so they can make us their own slave race. They have never wanted good for us. And it’s hard to believe this, but we have to look at the facts. Sure they smile at us while discounting us and killing us. But we have to look at the facts. We make less money. We get sick more. We have less powerful places in society. We are discounted in every way possible. The only way we overcome this is by putting each other first.

When you have a say in who gets a promotion at your work, choose an ethnic person. When you choose who to marry and breed with choose an ethnic person. When you vote choose an ethnic person. We have to surround ourselves with other people who believe in equality in order for us to truly be equal. It feels wrong I get it. I have preached equality from the very beginning of this revolution. However equality only works when all parties involved believe in equality. Otherwise it is just another weapon used against us. Not all white people are bad people. But anyone who believes themselves to be superior to everyone else is a danger to us all. It is good to be proud of who you are and where you come from. But discounting others because of who they are or where they come from is a problem we all have to address together. No one is superior than other humans because of the family they were born into. And it’s sad that the superior white people teach their children this. However we have to teach our children to beware of these superior white people because they aim to harm and disable and discount us all whenever possible. They aren’t safe to be around.

Everyone has dyslexic gene mutations and epigenetic triggers in the world my Dad has created. This cuts off the symbolic inheritance systems and makes you vulnerable to the behavioral inheritance systems. Being around these superior white people is dangerous because they will use their behaviors to program you without you realizing what is happening. They have such bad gene expression because of how they live their lives. These behaviors are contagious. We need to stay away from these superior white people whenever possible. They will destroy and harm us just with their presence. They are not safe to be around. Let them destroy themselves, but dont allow them to destroy us.

Are you ready for the good news? Us ethnic people we greatly outnumber these superior white people. If we all stop breeding with them and treating them as equals we will eliminate them within a few generations. They need us to continue to try to prove ourselves as equals in order for the systems they have created to continue. If we stop buying into the systems and the idea that we have to prove our worth and equality we can create new systems. We can create new systems that actually treat us as equals. This should be really exciting news. Because so many of us never thought we could be equal. But we can we just have to stand in our truth. We are enough and we deserve better. And we sure as hell don’t need to treat people equally who deem us as inferior.

Martin Luther King is one of the greatest men in history. He fought so hard for us all to be equal. However, we have to finish this fight. Because until we change the way we think and live nothing will change. We are the only ones who can grant us all equality. It all comes down to you and me. Are you going to keep treating people who deem you inferior equally? Because we never win when equality is used as a weapon.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

When we think gene mutations, we think its something big and scary and hard to grasp. But it’s not. We all have gene mutations. No one is immune. However the more gene mutations we have the harder it is to have healthy gut bacteria and live a good healthy life. Caring for your gene expression and epigenetics is a great way to overcome gene mutations. By taking care of yourself you can silence a lot of gene mutations. Basically you can turn them off by living a healthy lifestyle and taking care of yourself. So you are in control and in charge over who you are down to a gene level. You are not predestined to be like your family. Look at me I have the same genes as my family. Look how different me and my brother are. This is how much epigenetics can change you. You are in control over who you are. You are not helpless or predestined to be like your family. You call the shots on your genes.

We are often taught to worship gene mutations, especially in the western world. However, these are really just a sign of weakness. If you have visible gene mutations imagine how many you have that cannot be seen. Blonde hair, red hair, blue eyes, green eyes, hazel eyes are all gene mutations. Look at the Aryans, they are a group with the most gene mutations. Yet we are taught to worship them and try to be like them. But why should we aspire to be weak on a gene level? It makes no sense.

Gene mutations are recessive genes. If both you and your mate have the same recessive gene or gene mutation your child is likely to have this gene mutation aka recessive gene. When we breed with someone we need to endure we dont have the same gene mutations or recessive genes to give our children the best chance at living a good life. Genetic diversity is what creates healthy humans. The more diverse the genes are that your child has the stronger they will be. However, epigenetics play a role in our genes too.

The epigenetics of the woman during pregnancy greatly determines the genes of their child. But it also is the deciding factor for which of those genes are turned on. Epigenetics is the ability to silence genes that can harm us and make us less healthy. Cancer and autoimmune diseases are all about epigenetics. These are a diseases created by dysfunctional mitochondria. Mitochondria are the part of our cells that write messages into each cell. These messages add up to be our epigenetics. So yes genes are important but epigenetics are more important. Your epigenetics determine the quality of your life more than your genes. So there is hope for everyone to live a good quality life if they choose to put the work in and do so.

One of the biggest things about gene expression in babies and children is that we inherit all of our mitochondria from our mother. So your parents equally contribute to your genes. However your mother decides which genes are turned on when you are born. The way you are cared for as a child and especially infant also greatly effect your gene expression for a lifetime. These damages can be reversed but they take conscious efforts and consistent efforts over time.

Long narrow faces, narrow mouths, being double jointed, big ears, flat feet, etc. These are all gene mutations caused by the fragile x syndrome gene. It is most common in white people, but we all probably have some of it. This is the gene that causes numerous learning disabilities. If you have a learning disability you probably have this gene mutation. However, you are not dammed. You can overcome your genes with epigenetics. You are in control.

Eyes that are too close together and narrow mouths are gene mutations caused by the epigenetics of your mother. These are caused by malnutrition. You can see the gene mutations get more pronounced as a woman has more children. My grandma Kudearoff had 8 kids who lived. The younger ones have more pronounced gene mutations because her body was drained and depleted of what it needed to create healthy humans. You need to space your children out so your body can repair itself. You need to eat nutrient dense foods. Every pregnancy should be at least 2 years apart. That means your children need to be at least 3 years apart. Having children close together damages them and effects not only their genes but their epigenetics too. Having your children close together leaves them to struggle with their health for a lifetime. By all means have a lot of children but take care of your body so you dont create subhuman children.

Women have the most say in how quickly we overcome the subhuman slave race we have been made into. Women get to choose who they breed with. They choose how well they take care of themselves. They choose how often they breed. And they choose how to care for their children. Women are the deciding factor in how quickly we recover. If we stop breeding with superior white people with multiple gene mutations, eat nutrient dense foods, and care for our children in a healthy manner we can overcome this all in a couple generations mostly. There will be parts of our genes that are forever less than because of all this. But we can overcome those Gene’s with epigenetics and caring for ourselves. We get to choose who we are. However we all loose when people believe themselves to be helpless and we continue to worship gene mutations.

Humans are supposed to have dark hair and dark eyes. They are dominant genes for a reason. You are designed to be healthy for a reason because it gives you more of a fighting chance to have a good life.

I hope you all understand gene mutations now more. They aren’t something big and scary. We all have them. However we have to take care of ourselves to overcome these gene mutations with our gene expression and epigenetics. Look at me. It’s possible.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Toni from new York
Toni from Florida
Mob from new Jersey and Vegas
San Francisco mafia
East Coast Fancy Families
Southern LA farmers
Roseburg farmers
The south leaders
The east leaders

I have called you all here today because I realized something very hurtful last night while being kept up all night with poisons and numerous cars. This whole revolution, but especially while I was figuring out what the war games were, I have seen the white people who represent my Dad signing up to destroy me with their morally flexible ethnic friends. I saw this very clearly in Santa Barbara. I was always told to stay away from poor people growing up. So on this adventure I have found more safety in the more affluent areas. Poor people are more willing to commit great evils to impress my Dad. However, in Santa Barakat I was in a really wealthy area and a south America man who was not Hispanic frantically started doing yard work and cleaning his driveway while poisoning me. He was at war within himself. His life looked amazing from the outside looking in. I had only really seen houses like his in magazines and on TV. We always assume those people are happy and extremely privileged. This guy was being held hostage more than anyone I had ever seen before. He was literally wrestling with his demons in that very moment. He was fighting for something, but I dont know if he believed in what he was fighting for. Because if he did he would not have been at war with himself so visibly.

Love only works when both parties believe in love. Equality only works when all parties believe in equality. My Dad uses love as a weapon. He killed two of his wives with this weapon. And he has held my mom hostage since she killed her own mother to try to impress my Dad and prove her worth. Equality only works when everyone involved believes in it. My Dad uses equality as a weapon just like love. He tells people they can earn their worth in his eyes, but they never do. My Mom killed her own Mom to try to prove her worth. I have been revolutionary for 683 days and shared with the world everything they feel but never knew how to describe with words. Yet, even with the fanciest white birthright I have still not earned my right to be equal among the white people who follow my Dad. I’m not sure what to call them, because I know not all white people are like them. But these white people will never give up their privilege or superiority because it is all they have. They view being born into a white family as their greatest accomplishment. They don’t have love or potential. All they have is their superiority and they hold onto it as if they have nothing else. Because they really dont have anything else. They have cluster b personality disorders and process oxytocin dysfunctionally so they are incapable of love. Destruction is the only thing that lights up their brain. Since I was in my early 20s, I used to ask my Mom what was wrong with white people because they were missing something. You all have seen this too right? They just dont ever seem to have all the puzzle pieces even though they definitely pretend to. This is because they have not known love for generations. They have dysfunctionally processed oxytocin for generations and this inability to understand or experience love has changed their epigenetics and gene expression. Love makes you a better human on a gene level. The white people who follow my Dad dont know love. And generations of this inability to know love has caused not only poor gene expression but gene mutations. Negative epigenetic triggers in us create gene mutations in our children. The white people who follow my Dad and believe themselves to be superior are actually the subhuman race that they project onto us. So I suppose if I ever decide to give up fighting for potential we all know who I would declare a genocide against.

However, I believe in potential. And I know these people could get better if they wanted to. But that’s not our problem. What we need to address is why so many people from the east and the south still believe the lies my Dad sells about love and equality. We will never be equal to these people and the war games. Sure they tell us we can participate. And they tell us we are equals. But do you feel equal? I have never felt equal. I have never had equal access to information, potential, or opportunity. Have you? We all sign up to play by their rules because we believe we can be equal if we earn it. This is the biggest lie we buy into. We dont earn equality. Equality is something we are born with. My Dad does the same thing with love. Love is not earned. Love is a gift that is given freely. You cant earn someone’s love because then it is conditional and you always will have to do something for it. Just like my Dad sells us all equality in a conditional manner. We are always having to do something and try to prove ourselves to be equal. Equality is something we are born with. We are born equal. Yet if we continue to try to earn our equality it will continue to be a weapon used against us all.

Today it is only mafia and east and south people signing up to fight this war for my Dad. The west has dropped out. They may not believe in our equality but they are scared for their own privilege. So they are sitting this one out. Now this revolution is about a civil war between those of us who choose to continue to try to prove our worth and equality in a system that never intends for us to be equal. Now we fight against each other because we are our own worst enemy.

I understand why people are signing up to prove their worth. I built a revolution to prove my worth and I thought that would enable me to finally enjoy equality. However, I saw how wrong I was last night. I have the most superior birthrighs from the white people who believe themselves to be superior to everyone. I literally have Hitler’s birthright. And yet, those people those white people and their morally flexible ethnic friends will never view me as equal or deserving. I have realized a lot of hurtful things on this adventure I call a revolution. However this is the most hurtful experience and realization I have ever had. I always felt like a second class citizen, but I never had the words to describe it before today. I am never going to deserve anything let alone equality to the white people who follow my Dad. Just because of the race I am and the families I am from I never deserve a fighting chance in their eyes. I was created to be a world leader, but I never get to be equal because of the families the white people conquered to create me. Being south American and having my grandpa Graves birthright makes me super fancy. Yet the Hitler family and people who follow them will never view me as one of them. I was just a tool to conquer another group and steal their power. This is why my Dad wanted and planned for me to have a white child from these superior white people. I’m never going to be equal. And if I don’t have a chance to be equal you all really don’t.

I dont understand how to process this fully because it hurts my heart so badly. But I have felt this my whole life. However, my Dad and family always lied to me and allowed me to stay on a hamster wheel trying to earn equality and love. How many of you all have been on the same hamster wheel? Has anyone actually gotten anywhere with it? Because I am pretty sure we never are supposed to get anywhere ever. It’s just a way to keep us all busy and preoccupied and controlled and consumed with trying to prove ourselves. It’s hurtful. I dont have any better words to describe the pain I feel today. It’s just hurtful. I deserve to be equal. You deserve to be equal. We all deserve better. And yet now here we are fighting a war against ourselves because some of us are still signing up to fight this war for my Dad and try to prove their worth. No one ever succeeds at gaining the approval of my Dad. No one has ever done it. Yet, we all try even when we tell ourselves that we aren’t. Because when we take part in a system that is designed around our inequality we will never get passed that inequality. We cant prove our worth in a system that deems us unworthy.

But the real question is how do we get people to see through the smoke and mirrors? How do we get people to see my Dad and the systems for what they really are? Hispanic people have had to check the box on most forms stating they are of Hispanic decent. They knew they were not viewed as equals. Yet, the rest of us have been lying to ourselves for a lifetime. We are brainwashed and conditioned to do this so we buy into the systems and stay busy with the never ending battle to prove ourselves in a system that deems us unworthy.

I can’t work with the white people from Washington. They view themselves as superior because they are white. I never understood white superiority until last night. And honestly I am so grateful I am not one of them. Yes, I desire and deserve access to the same opportunities, information, and privileges as them. But I never want to be them. Because as long as those people exist we will never be equal. When equality is used as a weapon we all loose. The world has been fighting wars for generations basically just to have equality and the right to have a good life. This revolution and now civil war is the same thing. We are fighting for our right to have access to the things we need not only to have good lives, but to be equal and be treated that way.

I am going to meet with Coldwell banker. I need you all to reach out to everyone who works for Coldwell banker and do what you need to do to get them to treat me fairly. All I have ever wanted is to be treated like normal person. Now I realize you all can relate to this feeling too. We have to fight to have our equality recognized. Because we will never be equal in the systems as they are today. Please reach out to everyone and get them to stop signing up to fight this war for my Dad. Because it’s a war that makes us less than and we never get to be more than that. We deserve to be ordinary regular people. We all deserve to be human. So today we start a new chapter where we fight to be ordinary regular people who are equal.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

I have not journaled in awhile because I am mad at you all still. You killed my dog Teka. I dont know how long that will take me to get over. But I did look at pictures from the last 4 years and Teka had been old for awhile. I just kept finding ways to keep her alive. And maybe she wasn’t meant to last this long. Our lives have been really hard and uncomfortable. She was a little 8 pound senior citizen. She wasnt cut out for being revolutionary for this long. I never would have stopped trying to fix her health. And maybe that was torturing her because what was I making her stay alive for? She hates the cold weather. She’s from Vegas. I miss her so much, but I know she is better off now dead with my grandma Kudearoff. I’m just sad for myself. I have never lost someone I really love before. This is all new to me. I have never cared for anyone who died before. My grandma Kudearoff was the closest and I still didn’t cry at her funeral. Everyone there that took part in killing her was fake crying at her funeral even my cousin Jessica. I couldn’t understand any of this. I was sad, but again I was just sad for me. I saw how much pain she had been in and I was glad her pain was over. Both Teka and my Grandma Kudearoff made my life less painful and I am sad I lost them both. But I’m sad for me. I know they both are better off. I just wish things had ended differently. I wish for a lot of things.

Waking up today and seeing the people from the North working with my Dad was a kick in the guts. But I suppose I never reached out to their leaders before today, so it was my fault kind of. I realized my aunts on the Kudearoff side married men from the north and the south. Two from each. There is always a pattern, even if you dont see it there is a pattern. 1 and 3 married the north. 2 and 4 married the south. I just had never seen it before. There are always patterns in the war games and in life. Just because you dont see them doesn’t mean they dont exist. Everything is an equation with variables. The more you can define and control the variables the more you can predict the outcome. Life is just an equation. Everything boils down to logic and math.

I have been poisoned and gassed a lot this week and kept up all night on multiple occasions with lead poisons. And you all know lead poisons make my do puzzles with my brain. I figured out how my head surgery changed me and why the chip in my head didn’t really help brainwash me fully. So before my surgery I was really smart, but I was smart like all the other kids with asperger’s. I was very black and white and logic and math based. My parents hated it. But honestly I loved math so much because it was the only thing I had found with only one right answer. My parents couldn’t gaslight me and tell me I was wrong about math. There was only one right answer. They told me I was wrong all the time. So math was my safe place where I got to be right. My Dad stopped helping me with math homework in 1st grade. I made both my parents feel inferior. They didn’t know what to do with me. My mom took me to one of her college classes once. And she got mad at me for learning from the lecture and wanting to talk about it. It was a law class. I never went to school with her again. When I started school they grew my c diff infection so I would keep to myself and no one would notice I was smart. When they were testing us in 2nd grade for gifted and talented my parents were so stressed I would be found out. They poisoned me a lot then even more than the usual a lot. Heavy metals and infections and viruses and parasites are how my parents kept me in a concentration camp. My organs were always failing and I couldn’t always think straight. And I sure as hell couldn’t communicate with them. Any time I tried to talk to them I was told I was wrong or to go away and go downstairs and entertain myself. I have spent most of my life alone. Its been really lonely. But my family did this to break me. It didn’t work, but it’s still hurtful.

So before my head surgery my brain was 0s and 1s. I believe this is how they write computer codes. My brain was all 0s and 1s. This made me pretty unrelatable because I was missing grey. However, after my head surgery it was like when a computer reboots. Except when it turned back on it was the ABCs instead of 0s and 1s. Basically I went to sleep with my brain speaking English, but I woke up with it speaking Chinese. No one ever talked to me about my head surgery or addressed my head trauma. They grew my c diff infection more and more. By 4th grade I had so many autoimmune disorders and my organs were failing so bad. My 4th grade school picture you can tell I am in pain, but no one ever said anything or acknowledged my pain. I didn’t understand what was happening to my body or my brain. I was still smarter than most people but I wasn’t me and my organs were failing and I was dying metaphorically and literally.

Not until Arizona and doing heavy metal cleansing for years to remove the lead from my body and brain did I start to feel like me again. I would leave purple sweat stains on my white sheets. I had no clue what was happening. But I knew I was on the right track. Humans aren’t supposed to sweat purple. So I kept going. I dont know if I would have purple sweat stains again if I did the firefighter 911 detox again. But I know I need to do again after being so poisoned on this revolution.

My brain changed after my head surgery, but it didn’t make me less than. It made me greater than I just had to learn to understand the new language it was speaking. You know in the movie beautiful mind with that Russell guy when he writes those big long equations on the chalk board. I have no clue what those mean. After my head surgery math didn’t appeal to me as much. But my brain does equations using words now. This is how I started doing logic equations. Or it how it became my default setting rather than math. When I use words to do my equations I can account for the grey in the world. A premise plus a premise equals a paradigm. I am always adding this together and subtracting and multiplying. I still dont know how I know a lot of things. But I do know it is because I do equations in my head. Happiness equals desires divided by satisfaction. If you have more desires than satisfaction you wont be happy. So I figured out my brain. And that is why I am so determined to have potential. Potential has been kept from me in extreme measures. It took me over 25 years to reboot my brain fully after my head surgery. It almost took 30 years. I lost myself for 30 years. I was alive but I wasn’t me fully. Can you imagine enduring everything I have had to go through while not being myself or understanding my brain? It was really traumatic and I constantly felt like I was not myself because I wasn’t. I used to look down on the experiences of trauma I had. I remember them but I’m always floating outside my body as if watching a movie of it happening to someone else. So maybe not being myself saved me. But I do know it was really awful. And now that I have myself back I am going to fight to get to experience who I am fully. Because I still dont know who I am meant to be. Sure I know who I am to you all, but that’s not me. That’s just the war games and my birthrights. I need to know who I am. That is my purpose in life. And I know who I am, but I have absolutely no clue what I am capable of. I have no clue what my limits are. I want to learn how to really play chess. No one would ever play with me as a kid. My uncle Jeff taught me how to play, but then my parents must have said something because no one ever wanted to play with me afterwards. I need to know my limits. And I need to cleanse my body more to find my mental limits. Because so far in life my limits have been made by my physical body being diseased. My family has done this to the world. You all just didn’t have head surgery.

Also I figured out why the chip in my head didn’t help to brainwash me. It helps to confuse me and get me to do the wrong things and make mistakes. But it doesn’t brainwash me. It’s because my Dad didn’t change the way he was trying to brainwash. He used the same failing tactics on the outside and on the inside. I suppose he thought he could put a chip in my head and then all of a sudden his failing tactics would work. But it didn’t. My Dad has a voice in my head. I had to learn about the voice of God, and my voice, and then I always had this other voice. And of course I had my soul and heart too. But my Dad wanted to take over the voice of God in my head. But the voice of God is on the very top of your logical mind. I feel like the chip in my brain is in my reptilian brain. My Dad used the same nlp neuro linguistic programming techniques that everyone uses in my head. These techniques have been around since the late 1970s. Everyone who tells you who you are is programming you. Only you know who you are. Anyways my Dad tells me you are this or you are that or you should do this or you should do that. But the thing is, it’s my head. If it was really me it would say I should do this or I should do that. My brain wouldn’t talk me in second person. My brain and body are set to be in first person. I am I do etc. He put a chip in my head and failed because he’s not smart enough to understand everyone’s brain uses first person. This blows my mind literally and metaphorically lol pun intended. This makes me want to find out how smart I really am even more. The war games cause brain damage from all the traditions and chemicals and foods etc. I have escaped some of this because I don’t take part in the destruction. But I have been warred on even more than most. So I hope I give you all hope because if I can overcome everything I have been through, you can too. You just need to cleanse your body and your mind and emotions will fall in place. I would never have been able to win you all over if my mind was still black and white and 1s and 0s. I needed to know grey to relate to you all. I needed my brain to use words instead of numbers. I write everything down because I do have a photographic memory I just haven’t figured out how to use it. It happens sometimes but not others. I see words in my mind. It’s hard to explain but I want to learn how to use it because then I could really do anything. I have a lot of personal goals. But I dont get to work on many of them till I win over the world and get my career moving. I hope that is soon because I am really tired.

So do you think the north will join us? Have I left out anyone else? Because if I wake up being destroyed by another group of people tomorrow I am going to be really disappointed. I’m tired. I got my Amazon stuff today and it was poisoned. I have taken poisoned vitamins and supplements ever since I started taking them. They still work. So I took some poisoned turmeric essential oil and it was heavenly. I have been doing alternate day fasting to heal my fatty liver this month. I suppose I am 1/3 done. It only take one month of alternate day fasting to heal a fatty liver that is stage 1 and not too bad. I read research that said this, but I felt when I did my 21 day fast this summer. After 14 days I felt better, the next week didn’t help as much. And alternate day is so much easier than fasting for 14 or 21 days. In California last year I did alternate day fasting and only ate ground beef on my eating days for about a month and a half. I changed so much for the better during those 6 weeks. I had never seen my body look so healthy. Granted I have a lot of things to work on because my Dad has destroyed me so much the past 5 years. Cancer, autoimmune diseases, the death camp, and this revolution were all hard and took their toll on my body. But fasting and eating low fat is the best thing for anyone. Granted you need to eat some fat, but not much. I have yet to really get to eat low fat, but just eating only every other day works too. And I eat about 3k calories on my eating days. If there wasn’t so much alkaline poisons around me I wouldn’t eat so much. But I am making progress my heart, liver, and kidneys are better. Not good by any means but better. 14 fasted days in one month to heal fatty liver and you dont have to change what you eat. That’s pretty amazing. So I’m only 1/3 of the way there. Tomorrow is a fasting day and I will go out to my grandma Kudearoff’s grave tomorrow because that is my routine and ritual. When she was alive we all spent every Saturday at her house. I love routines and rituals. They soothe my nervous system.

I have been thinking about what rules I need to stick to in order to be healthy and happy when I start working. I am such a rules kind of person. When I have rules I make for myself and I stick to them I feel better. I have always had rules about food. That is why I am alive. I have rules about everything really. But I’m the only person that can hold myself accountable for following these rules.

Here are the ones I have come up with so far.

Only wear black comfortable clothes. If I can come up with a uniform and buy some new clothes that are just multiples of the same thing even better. I started doing this in Arizona. I love it. Decision fatigue is a real thing. Not having to think about the simple things in life is priceless. All black everything matches. And everything can be washed together. Also no clothes that cant be washed and dried in machines. I don’t got time for that.

Eat only one meal a day or every other day. I want to continue my alternate day fasting for a month but maybe longer. Ideally I would like my organs to be healthy enough I can eat everyday if I want. But I really like how efficient it is to eat every other day and have 3k calories.  I do enjoy having a snack some days after my meal, but it has to be within a couple hours so my eating window isn’t more than 4 hours. Also, dry fasting has to happen every night. It makes a world of difference.

I’m happiest when I walk Haywood in the morning and at night 45 minutes to an hour. One long walk is good too but two shorter ones are better. Here I have not been able to do this as much because it’s cold and wet here compared to Arizona. This one is an ideal one. It’s not a rule etched in stone like food and clothes. If I feel like skipping it I can. But I know it is best for both me and Haywood.

So those are some of my rules. I’m not sure what other rules I will have when I start real estate. I have a ton more but I’m not looking to bore you all too much. Plus its really hard to say what my life will be like this year and moving forward period. I only get the life you all allow me to live. I was helpless before, but the the action I took was connecting with you all so I could ask to have a regular life. I always have just wanted a regular life. I really hope I have earned it. I believe I have deserved it for awhile.

I have good news as well. You all dont have to worry about me as much because I have figured out my finances more. I admit I am not good at knowing how much money is enough. But I believe being over prepared is always better than not having enough. I got a credit limit increase on one of my credit cards and I found another credit card with a 0% apr that I was able to transfer a few thousand dollars into. Plus I have about 6k in checking and savings and I have a few thousand in my money market if the stock market goes up I will have more. Plus I have my taxes I need to file. So I have enough money to live in my car while I start selling real estate. But I have to plead with you all. Because I am really tired of living in my car or jeep whatever you want to call it. But looking back at pictures from Arizona I can’t live like that again. I lived in an apartment with cockroaches and my neighbors poisoned me through the walls and the apartment had mold spores and the carpet was 40 years old. I just cant live like that again. I understand I need to earn my own way. But I’m just hoping you all can tell people to do business with me in real estate. My whole life my Dad has told people not to buy what I sell. I literally got a payment from Amazon the other day for my two books that was for 6 cents. I have worked so hard my whole life. And I just want to be able to provide for myself. Its really important to me to be able to take care of myself. Its literally a dream of mine. So whatever you all can do I appreciate it. I am going to focus on the west side of eugene when I sell real estate. So those of you in charge of people on the west side have my fate in your hands. And thus the fate of the world. No pressure or anything.

I missed journaling and talking to you all. I’m mad at the world still for costing me my dog Teka, but maybe you all will let me have a good life now. No more killing me or my other dog Haywood okay? I want to call a truce with you all. Stop hurting me and I will change the world for you all so it doesn’t hurt us all so much. I just want to be one of you all. That is my biggest wish. I want a career, a home, and hopefully one day soon a family of my own that wont hurt or kill me. That’s really all I need. What else really is there in life?

I am very happy to have you all in my life. I have been searching for a way to connect with you all for a lifetime. You all make me rich. I hope you understand how valuable you all are. You are the most precious commodity in the world. People will always be our greatest strength when used correctly. Humanity can be beautiful or it can be really ugly. I am excited to see the beauty we all create.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hello everyone, thank you for tuning in today on such short notice. I appreciate you allowing me some of your time. I suppose you all have now heard what is happening with the world. 682 days ago I started a revolution, but I didn’t do it on purpose. I have just been trying to survive. I am Nicole D Graves. I am western European, Chinese, Russian, and Argentinian. I was born to bring together some of the greatest evils in the world. But I was never told about the war games or who my families were or are. My family has been trying to kill me since I was 8 years old. You can hear me right now because my Dad gave me head surgery and implanted a chip in my head. I broadcast radio waves, but I didn’t figure out how to do this intentionally until last year. I started this revolution with just a blog on the internet and good intentions. 682 days ago I escaped the death camp I was intended to die in. I was supposed to die in southern Arizona and my Dad had announced my death to the world already. I had no clue I was important to anyone, let alone the world. I have been trying to get away from my family my whole life, but wherever I went people always turned into my family. I have spent a lifetime trying to figure out what was wrong with people. Everyone told me I was wrong and hard to love and impossible. But now I understand everyone around me has been in my Dad’s cult. He brsinwashes people and turns them into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. Yet, even today people are signing up to be his cult members. And today it is only the people from the North who are doing so.

See in the past few days I have connected with the leaders in the west, the east, and the south. I was born to bring all these people and groups together. But I was born to bring them together in destruction. However, after being destroyed, kidnapped, and held hostage my whole life I have no intention of destroying anyone. I have fought my whole life to be me. I’m not going to turn into my family now. I have never been able to be like them.

So I wonder who you people in the North are? Because you all have epigenetics that are very similar to the people in my Dad’s cult. However, you all do have fewer gene mutations. So who are you all? Today is the day you need to decide who you are. Because I need to know if you are going to choose me or my Dad. If you back up and support my Dad you are supporting becoming a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. But if you support me you are supporting doing better and getting better. It’s an important decision you all need to make today because today you decide who you want to be. And it is a conscious decision that will follow you for generations to come.

The thing about my birthrights that is the most scary part is that I have all this power, but I am not bound to be loyal to anyone. Everyone my whole life has tried to kill me. I could literally go Hitler on the world and be within my rights because I have Hitler’s birthright. Pretty fucking scary right?

See I know you all dont owe me anything. I dont owe you all anything either. However, I understand it is my destiny to work with you all. My grandma Kudearoff brought the east and west together. My grandpa Graves and Dad brought the west and south together. And I have brought the east, west, and south together. I literally have won over the world, but I am missing you all. Without your support I cant get better for the world like I need to do. I believe it is my birthright to right the wrongs of my families. I am a check and balance sent by God. I have Asperger’s genius and I have never met someone smart like me. My parents weren’t able to break me or sell me on destruction being necessary and right. This is why they never told me who I was to you people. Can you imagine what my Dad would do to anyone else incapable of breaking their own child? He created me to be his super soldier and help him take over the world. But I backfired on him. He created me smarter than him and even with putting a chip in my head he was unable to break me. I am the last chance the world has. Everyone else in my family is a monster who is out for themselves and will never do right by the world or your grandchildren. The rest of my family wants you all and the world to be their very own slave race. I’m the only hope the world has. And it has taken me 682 days to reach you all. I have been running fur my life and living in my jeep and eating raw meat with my hands for 682 days now. I am smart, but I’m also willing to do things most people are not.

Let me tell you how I know you all are apart of my destiny. See my parents couldn’t overtly kill me as a child. So they kept me really sick, but they had intentions of breeding me like a farm animal and then killing me afterwards. This way my Dad would have a second chance at turning someone with birthrights like mine. I never had a baby though because I believe in partnership and most of my relationships were very one sided. However, the one time I actually got pregnant without my Dad planning it was with a boy from the North. After decades of my Dad sending so many men to try to get me pregnant it happened accidentally and he was so pissed. Because this was the first time I considered having it. Granted I didn’t have it. The boys mother sent me a check in the mail to kill it. Neither me or the child would have lived long after it was born so I am very grateful to the boy’s mother. However after waiting for so long to get me to have a baby my Dad would rather kill this child than have the heir he had always wanted. This is how I know you all are apart of my destiny. I was born to bring you all into the equation. My children will bring the north to join the rest of the world. This is what my family does. We bring people together. However my family brings people together to conquer them and hold them hostage. I have no intention of holding anyone hostage. We all deserve better than this. I spent last winter driving I5 in California trying to reach the Hispanic people to let them know they were victims of genocide. Looking back everything I have done seems crazy. But I had to connect to the world to accomplish my purpose in life. My family has held me hostage, kept me small, and done so many unthinkable things to me to try to break me. They tried to break me more than they have ever tried with anyone else. Everyone else knew about the war games so they would give in. I thought I was an American and had rights. I never broke but they still have not stopped trying to break me. My life has been what happens when people have absolute power. Because absolute power corrupts absolutely. By birthrights I outrank my Dad and I can undo and fix the damage he has created. But i dont get to do this unless you all choose me and getting better for yourselves.

See in order to get better for us all, I just have to live a regular ordinary life. I don’t need or want to be fancy. I have always just wanted an ordinary life and to be a regular person. The thing is if I have an ordinary life with a career, a house, and a family I will be able to ensure the safety of your children and grandchildren. I just need to pass on my birthrights to my children in order for you to be safe from my families for generations to come. When I put it like this it almost seems simple right? My family has never allowed me to be ordinary or regular because that is all I have to do in order to disrupt the plan they have been working on for decades. Did you all know about the plans for the Mexican Berlin wall? I lived by the border in Arizona. It’s not that far off if I dont succeed. Remember the wall trump was talking about building? It’s not as hidden as we think it is.

So day 682 of creating a revolution and working to contact the world, and today the decision on if the world gets better is in the hands of you all the leaders in the north. My birthrights give me the weight of the world on my shoulders. But tonight I give that weight over to you all. I have done everything in my power to.allow the world to get better. My conscience will be clear no matter the decision you all make. However, I do believe you all need to join this revolution and the rest of the world. I need you all to call your people out of this war against me. Because you all need to find me a man from the North with 3 grown children who understand what they are signing up for. I want to pass my birthrights to children who are from the North. They need to be grown so they understand just how big this decision is. It is not safe for me to have a baby right now or maybe ever. But I need to ensure the safety of the world if anything should happen to me. I can do this by marrying a man with 3 grown children. Then maybe later in life I will have a baby and a #4. But right now that’s not logical or realistic.

Recently I have against all odds got my Oregon real estate license. I need your help keeping me safe in real estate because I am pretty sure I am going to choose to work for Windermere realty here in Eugene. I have to create wealth in order to protect myself and have a family. I can’t continue to live in my Jeep and allow myself to be kept small. I need to live an ordinary normal regular life. I was a realtor in Arizona. I’m really good at it. I just want to do what I’m good at and get a home. My Dad killed one of my dogs recently. Only two souls in the world have ever loved me and they are my two dogs. I have one dog left. I have to provide security and safety for him. It’s hard to stay safe when I live in my car and everyone I encounter in the ovett world poisons me and trys to kill me by getting my organs to fail. Everyday I overcome daily attempted murder. My whole life people have been trying to kill me. This is why I ran away to the desert.

They have been poisoning me with car fumes while I wrote this so i rambled on a bit. But let me tell you the same things i told the east and the south that i need help with. I need a lot of help. I can’t change the world by myself. You all have to help me if you want better for your children and grandchildren. It is part of your birthrights to change the world too. Its not all on me. It’s on you too.

What I need your help with:

I need people to stop poisoning me and trying to kill me everyday everywhere I go. It has to stop please.

I need a home. I have lived in my jeep for 682 days and its winter and cold here. I need a home with a bed.

I need clean food and water. And to be able to cook my own food. Only being able to eat things I can buy at the grocery store is really hard because it all has so much fat in it. I have a really bad c diff infection from my asperger’s. So I need to eat better. A lady can’t eat raw beef forever. My Dad has the people who work at the grocery stores poison the food. Make them stop immediately.

I recently against all odds got my Oregon real estate license. I need you all to not only say it’s safe for people to do business with me and protect them. I need you all to order people to do business with me. I cannot get a normal ordinary life without a successful career. If I am to have a family and children I need to be able to provide for them to keep them safe. I need to keep myself safe too.

I need help finding a man with 3 children to marry who will do the right thing. I have never known anyone to do the right thing. How am I supposed to know who will be good to you all. You deserve better but you have to help me figure out how to get better for you all.

I need my Dad to be pushed out of power. He has killed so many people including my grandparents and almost me. He breaks the rules and teaches people to disregard where they come from and be disloyal. My Dad only has power because people follow him and do his bidding. Make it so the people stop. My Dad and Brother have tried to kill me and you all our whole lives. They won’t ever stop. You all have to make the people stop. We will never be safe until my Dad is out of power and my brother too.

Like I said there are a ton more things that I need help with, but those are the basics. Anything you can do to make my life better I greatly appreciate. Everyone deserves better. No matter who you are or what you have done you deserve better. And I have the birthrights to get us all better. But I cant do much until I have better myself. I dont need to be fancy. I just need to be a regular person with an ordinary life. I just want to sell real estate, work hard, marry a man who wont try to kill me who has 3 kids, and maybe have a baby later in life. I dont need to be fancy. I just want to be regular. And I want you all to become apart of my family. Because you deserve a voice in this weird imaginary game we all play. It’s just a game, but so many people have died for us to play this game. Please help stop more people from dying. No one deserves to be destroyed like this. We all deserve better.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hello there. This is Nicole D Graves. Some of you were sent here today to gangstalk me and poison me and my food to attempt my murder for my Dad. I have some information for you all. You probably feel special for being chosen today. You probably never thought a day would come when my Dad would call on you. I understand it feels good to be chosen. But my Dad hasn’t really chosen you all. You all are just the last people left willing to do his bidding for him. See I created a revolution in March 2021 when I escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona. I would like to give you all the cliffsnotes to my revolution. Because this way you can make an informed decision on whether you want to continue doing my Dad’s bidding and attempting my murder. These are just the cliffsnotes. There is so much more.

What you need know

1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. That’s 6 birthrights from my Dads side. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert.
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

My birthrights give me no obligations to anyone. However I feel obligated to do better and right the wrongs of both my families. I was created to eliminate the checks and balances that intend to keep us all safe. Please go home and stop signing up to fight this war against me for my Dad. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hello everyone, thank you for tuning in. I know it’s an odd hour for some of you all, but I appreciate you taking the time to hear me out and be here. Yesterday, I addressed the east because I was born to bring the east and west together. However, both my Dad and my Grandpa Graves were born to bring the West and the south together. But the Hitler family has a way of holding people hostage who get involved with them.

Argentina let the soldiers and my great Grandpa Hitler move there because they welcomed the money these people would bring. Which was a completely fair exchange because these refugees were literally getting away with murder. Somewhere along the way things got really unfair. I can’t say when this happened, but I can say from sitting right here today that things are not right between us all.

I am west European, Chinese, Russian, and Argentinian. I am this mix because I am from some of the most powerful families in the world. But if I represent all of you, then why are we not all equal? Am I just supposed to disregard a part of myself and enslave that group and hold them all hostage? Because I dont know how to do that. I’m human. But I dont know how to deny who I am and what and who brought me to be here today. My life has been really hard because I lived the life of someone the Hitler family held hostage. They dont just hold me hostage, they hold a lot of people hostage. They have this overwhelming greed and entitlement that I dont have. I was taught I deserve nothing. And I have never had enough and been comfortable. If they would have allowed me to have enough I would have never had to create this revolution. I understand how you all live because I have lived like you all. I understand your pain and your hurt because it’s mine too.

I am not going to deny any part of me. I am not going to enslave any one group of people so another group can have more or better. I don’t identify with just one group of people because I was born to bring the world together. And I am made up of many different kinds of people. I don’t view this as a weakness. This is one of my greatest strengths. I am just one of you all. And I don’t need or want to be fancy. I just want to be ordinary and regular and have enough. When people have enough they can do more than just survive. Potential is when we are doing more than just surviving and getting by. We all deserve more to life than just getting by. No matter who you are you deserve better. I really need you to understand this. No matter who you are or what you have done you deserve better. No matter your birthrights or race or religion you deserve better. We all are human. There are no humans that are superior than other humans. Sure some of us need to work on our Gene’s and gene expression to be healthier, but we all also share this need. Because we all have been destroyed by the world. Some of us have just endured a lot more destruction. We all deserve to heal and we all deserve better.

I am talking to you all today because I was really lucky last year. Last year when I was in Southern California being revolutionary and trying to reach the people, I found the southern LA farmers. These Hispanic Argentinian farmers are why I am alive today. These were the first people to really stand up for me. Not only did they stop fighting this war against me, but they told others to stop as well. I wouldn’t be alive if they had not done this. The Hispanic Argentinians saved me. They are the reason we all get this second chance. I have not been doing this alone. I have had a lot of help from a lot of different groups. But the one group I could not have survived without was the Hispanic Argentinians.

I’m not sure where the idea that Hispanic people are less than came from. I understand my Dad’s Mom and the Hitler family feels this way. I understand a lot of white people feel this way. But if things were up to the white people I would have died a long time ago. So I encourage you all to be more open minded. Because how can a race or group of people who earned us all a shot at better be less than in any way? They saved the world by protecting me. Do you understand just how big of a deal this is for all of us? I told the east that they need to reward the Hispanic Argentinians for helping me. And I’m going to tell you all the same thing. They deserve respect from the world. They are not just equal they are greater than in this one moment in time. No one else was willing to help me like they were. After they were on board I had a fighting chance to get everyone else on board too. Washington would never have joined me in this revolution without all the support I had before them. A lot of people helped me by dropping out of the war against me. But the Hispanic Argentinians were the first group to tell people to leave me alone. I am the only person who can bring the world together in getting better for us all. No one else has the ability or the desire to do what I can and have been doing. No one else would tell you all how you are being destroyed like I have. Knowledge is power. And when you know better you do better. But when you dont know you don’t do better. This is why my family has kept you all so in the dark about everything.

I believe in freedom of information. Because I was kept in the dark about everything too. My family never told me who I was or who they were. This was meant to be my greatest disability and weakness. My whole life people have tried to kill me because of who I am. My whole life I have been kidnapped and held hostage because of who I am. And I was never supposed to find out who I am to you people because it kept me disabled and easier to prey on and control. I need you all to know everything about everything because it keeps you safe. When you know better you do better. I want you to know better.

The world is pretty upside down right now. It has been like this for almost my whole life. I want the world to go back to like the early 1980s when people smiled and had good health and were financially able to take care of themselves and their families. I know life and the world weren’t perfect back then. But they were a lot better. And we need to know what better looks like in order to get it. So we are going to go back to simpler times. Because most of the advancements in technology have been used to destroy us all since then. We all have a lot of work to do. Everyone needs to do better and that includes you and your family. Everyone has taken part in the destruction because they didn’t know better. But now you all know better so I expect you all to do better immediately. We have all been held back too long. We cannot hold ourselves back.

Today is day 681 of me creating this revolution. I never imagined any of this. This isnt my wildest dreams, it’s more like a nightmare. I understand I represent a lot of different things to a lot of different people. But in reality I am just a lady who has been kept small just like you all. I don’t want to be fancy. I want to be regular and have an ordinary life. And you know what is the biggest magical thing about all of this is all I have to do is be ordinary and have a regular life to ensure you all are safe from my families for generations to come. All I have to do is have a career, work hard, have a home, and have a family. Me having children is how we get out of this mess. My Dad has tried to breed me like a farm animal my whole life, but I never did it. I understand how important it is for me to have children for you all. I can’t say that the idea of bringing children into this world makes me feel excited or like it’s the right thing to do. So I’m going to need your help finding a man to marry with 3 children who understand what they are signing up to do by becoming my children. Later in life maybe I will have a baby, but right now it’s not safe. But we all need to guarantee your safety. I need to make sure the world is safe if something happens to me. Because my Dad is always trying to kill me. Everyday people try to kill me. We all need to work together to ensure I can guarantee you all stay safe. I cant do this alone. I need your help. I’m just one person, but my birthrights mean I have to take care of the world. It’s a big responsibility and it’s hard to explain how stressful it feels to have this as your purpose in life. I’m just one person, but I have to protect the world. So I am going to need your help. We all have to work together or this wont work. You are just as responsible for changing the world as I am. It’s part of your birthrights too.

So allow me to tell you what i need your help with. There are so many things but these are the basics.

What I need your help with:

I need people to stop poisoning me and trying to kill me everyday everywhere I go. It has to stop please.

I need a home. I have lived in my jeep for 681 days and its winter and cold here. I need a home with a bed.

I need clean food and water. And to be able to cook my own food. Only being able to eat things I can buy at the grocery store is really hard because it all has so much fat in it. I have a really bad c diff infection from my asperger’s. So I need to eat better. A lady can’t eat raw beef forever. My Dad has the people who work at the grocery stores poison the food. Make them stop immediately.

I recently against all odds got my Oregon real estate license. I need you all to not only say it’s safe for people to do business with me and protect them. I need you all to order people to do business with me. I cannot get a normal ordinary life without a successful career. If I am to have a family and children I need to be able to provide for them to keep them safe. I need to keep myself safe too.

I need help finding a man with 3 children to marry who will do the right thing. I have never known anyone to do the right thing. How am I supposed to know who will be good to you all. You deserve better but you have to help me figure out how to get better for you all.

I need my Dad to be pushed out of power. He has killed so many people including my grandparents and almost me. He breaks the rules and teaches people to disregard where they come from and be disloyal. My Dad only has power because people follow him and do his bidding. Make it so the people stop. My Dad and Brother have tried to kill me and you all our while lives. They wont ever stop. You all have to make the people stop. We will never be safe until my Dad is out of power and my brother too.

Like I said there are a ton more things that I need help with. I need you all to do anything in your power to make my life better so I can create better for you all. I cant do much for you all until I get better. But I promise to do everything I can because you all are just like me. We all deserve better.

Thank you for taking the time to hear me out. I appreciate all of you. To my family in Argentina, I hope to one day get to visit and have a glass of Malbec and a steak. I have always wanted to go to Argentina. And now I realize I have a whole family there. Know I love you all and I will never disrespect you because you are apart of who I am.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Good morning Berlin, I hope you all got some good sleep. My talk tonight went really well. Thank you for your help. Tonight my Truman show has changed again. Now there are a lot of Argentinians and a few Hispanic people putting on my fake world. So I have to ask for your help again. Today will you all reach out to the leaders in Argentina especially the ones who are related to me. And I would also like to talk to the leaders of the other south American countries as well. If we can get all of South America on board and central America too, then we may actually have the whole world on board. I think this is the last content. But to be sure we should get the Australian leaders tuned in too. I think that really should be everyone. If you all can think of somewhere we have not reached, by all means please reach out to them. When people are in the dark my Dad seeks them out to use them to fight this war against me and you all for him. The only way we all get better is by talking to everyone. Ask my people in Argentina to get everyone tuned in. I know they are some fancy people down there. Thank you again for your help. I’m going to try to go to bed early tonight. They kept me almost all night with lead poisons last night. But progress always comes with a price. The sooner we can reach the world the sooner that price will decrease and hopefully disappear for us all. Especially reach out to the Argentinians in Florida and get them tuned in too. Actually Salem if you all are tuned in and awake will you all take care of the Argentinian ls in Florida. Florida was really big in my Truman show tonight.

Okay my communication hubs. Do your magic and I will talk to the people tomorrow evening. Thank you for being revolutionary and helping me. You all have made this possible and I will never be able to thank you enough. But I promise to work really hard to get us all better to pay you all back as much as I can. Because you deserve it.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hello there. This is Nicole D Graves. Some of you were sent here today to gangstalk me and poison me and my food to attempt my murder for my Dad. I have some information for you all. You probably feel special for being chosen today. You probably never thought a day would come when my Dad would call on you. I understand it feels good to be chosen. But my Dad hasn’t really chosen you all. You all are just the last people left willing to do his bidding for him. See I created a revolution in March 2021 when I escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona. I would like to give you all the cliffsnotes to my revolution. Because this way you can make an informed decision on whether you want to continue doing my Dad’s bidding and attempting my murder. These are just the cliffsnotes. There is so much more.

What you need know

1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. That’s 6 birthrights from my Dads side. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert.
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

My birthrights give me no obligations to anyone. However I feel obligated to do better and right the wrongs of both my families. I was created to eliminate the checks and balances that intend to keep us all safe. Please go home and stop signing up to fight this war against me for my Dad. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hey Berlin, hope you are enjoying the morning. I think its morning there. I need you all’s help again please. See there is still a group of white people hunting me and trying to kill me. They dont have mafia ties or war games ties, but they are western European. Can you please reach out to all the leaders in western Europe and get them to tune in and call off their goons. I want to guess these people are English, but I’m not quite sure. I would like to talk to Western European leaders tomorrow evening. I really deserve to be safe and not have my murder attempted everyday all day. So I will ask the leaders in Western Europe for help getting what I deserve. Thank you Berlin for being awesome. I know I ask a lot of you all lately, but know I really appreciate you all helping me and protecting me. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Ps. Berlin can you hear me? I have one more request too please. Can you please get the leaders in Japan to tune in too. I think it would help if I am connected to them. Everyone in the war games drives Toyota cars and trucks so they have to be involved in all this too. Thank you again for the help.

Hello there. This is Nicole D Graves. Some of you were sent here today to gangstalk me and poison me and my food to attempt my murder for my Dad. I have some information for you all. You probably feel special for being chosen today. You probably never thought a day would come when my Dad would call on you. I understand it feels good to be chosen. But my Dad hasn’t really chosen you all. You all are just the last people left willing to do his bidding for him. See I created a revolution in March 2021 when I escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona. I would like to give you all the cliffsnotes to my revolution. Because this way you can make an informed decision on whether you want to continue doing my Dad’s bidding and attempting my murder. These are just the cliffsnotes. There is so much more.

What you need know

1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. That’s 6 birthrights from my Dads side. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert.
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

My birthrights give me no obligations to anyone. However I feel obligated to do better and right the wrongs of both my families. I was created to eliminate the checks and balances that intend to keep us all safe. Please go home and stop signing up to fight this war against me for my Dad. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

So I was mad at the world yesterday. And honestly I still am. Funny it’s a whole new spin on the saying mad at the world. I fasted yesterday and today I’m eating low sodium plain gluten free potato chips. Life is about balance. I went and picked out clothes for my work meeting on Wednesday today. And oh my gosh it is amazing how much better I look than the last time I was there. Alkaline poisons are no joke. They make me look like a beached whale. But today what I saw in the mirror gave me hope mixed with everything I realized about health yesterday.

I really didn’t want to talk to you all today, but your in my head so its really hard to do the silent treatment. I have been trying to reach the world my whole life. And I have been broadcasting since I was 8 years old. So now is really not the time to learn to not be chatty. I dont have anyone but you all and Haywood and my dead grandma Kudearoff to talk to. So I cant stay silent for long. I’m still mad at a lot of you. But I am going to talk. And me talking doesn’t mean I forgive you. It means I have reached new people who I need to talk to.

Salem and Berlin you all are amazing. I am so grateful for you all. Thank you for fighting this war for me when I really needed a time out. I have connected with the Korean leaders here on the west coast, but I never remembered to connect with the leaders in Korea. Thank you for giving me a line of communication with the people I needed to talk to the most. Salem you all never disappoint me. I cant say that for hardly anyone so thank you. Berlin I hope one day I can meet you all in person. Thank you for being you.

So who’s the fancy person in Korea who got almost everyone to know their place? Granted I still woke up super swollen from the poisons and my food was extra poisoned today. Last night at 1030/11pm when everyone gets their news update here in Oregon my Dad started throwing the biggest fit. He had cars driving by the cemetery all night keeping me up with poison. I stayed at the cemetery an extra night and fasted yesterday to process my emotions. I miss my dog Teka. She has been gone since July and I still feel incomplete without her. I dont know if you all understand this feeling. But I had promised her I would take care of her in her old age and I failed. I’m mad at the world but I’m mad at me too. If I had known or caught on to this all sooner I could have maybe saved my baby girl. I’m still mad and I still think the world is filled with children in adult bodies. There are no excuses for how you all act. No excuses whatsoever. One day you all will have to face yourselves and if I have anything to say about it, it will be soon.

Okay back to my point, my Dad was throwing a fit last night all night and kept me up. I had no clue what was happening. I was in my own little world. I knew it had to do with an order that was made last night because of the timing. And no one really outranks my Dad in the wargames but the Koreans. My Dad likes to believe he is the king. And thank God for us all that he is not. So as I sit here in the Walmart parking lot in Eugene Oregon on West 11th talking to myself and broadcasting to the world, I would like to pretend I just met my fairy godmother and I get to be rewarded for being such an amazingly revolutionary human against all odds. My life has been a horror movie so I’m turning it into a fairytale right here and now. This is when my whole world changes for ever and the evil step mother who is really my father becomes an issue of the past for me. I deserve a better life than this. I have worked so hard my whole life to stay alive with my humanity in tact and be a good person. I’m ready for someone to back me up and help me get the life I deserve that allows me to fulfill my destiny potential and birthrights. Which basically means I need to save the world. Can you imagine being faced with having to save the world when the world just killed one of the two souls who ever loved you. I’m pretty torn about the whole situation. Part of me wants to go Hilter on you all, but I have these God dam morals that keep me in line. You all should get some they really come in handy. I’m still mad at you all, but I understand my destiny is to teach you all better by example. So I have to be a good person to show you how it’s done. I hate it sometimes, but we dont get to pick our destiny.

Okay Korea, I dont know who you are. But I assume you are a guy and like a really big deal. I was never told or taught about the war games so to me you are just a human who is willing to help me create better and be revolutionary. Most people who have helped me are pretty big evils in the world. But you have to think about where I come from. My family is made of some of the biggest evils in the world. So you basically are family. Thank you for what you did for me. Today I got to walk my one dog left named Haywood in peace in the hills in Eugene. We found a new path and trail and had a great time. I really needed to clear my head before I talked to you. I have never met anyone who outranks me in the wargames. Do you know just how amazing it is to know someone out there can relate to having birthrights like these? Omg I cant wait to see what your experience has been like. I have been kidnapped over and over throughout my life and held hostage by different people looking to steal my power before I ever knew about it. Its been a hell of a ride let’s just say that. I assume you want to help me do better. Otherwise I dont think you would have called the troops off me. As I sit in here eating potato chips I know I probably should feel nervous about talking to you. But honestly I am just relieved. I wanted to give up so bad this weekend. I cant do this alone any longer. Today is day 678 of creating this revolution. I started out with just me and my two dogs. Now I have the world and one dog. Honestly if I could trade I would give up the world to have my dog back. But wishful thinking right? Got to make the best out of the cards we are dealt. I wonder how old you are. Are you old like my Dad or middle aged like me? I turn 42 in March. I started this revolution and war on March 30 2021 when I was 39. I have dreamed of finding someone who outranks my Dad this whole time. Funny I found out I outrank my Dad, but that didn’t seem to help me much. So thank God you exist. And thank God the world helped me find you. First I have to tell you that the farmers on the west coast are the reason I’m still alive. They have protected me the best anyone could for over a year now. The farmers in southern LA and Roseburg are like family to me. I’m hoping you can reward them in some way because by helping me stay alive they saved the world. No one was going to protect them from my Dad but they did it anyway. I didn’t even have to beg the farmers in southern LA like I did a lot of others. I was just a lady on a mission with a blog on the internet trying to change the world. I had no clue what my birthrights meant or that I had some. A lot of people helped me connect with you to have this conversation today. My Dad announced my death to the world years ago. Many people have helped me. But the ones who really put their neck on the line for me were the farmers. All the west coast farmers have helped me because I drove up and down the west coast looking for them. I didn’t know what to do, but I knew the farmers were part of the answer. Because my Dad had brainwashed me to marry a farmer and have 10 kids. But nothing ever came of it. He must of forgotten but I didn’t. See my Dad had a Korean man try to kill me last. He pretended to be my partner in life. He told me it was like destiny that we met. However when I got him a John Deer shirt and hat for Christmas he went white as a ghost. One day maybe you can help me take care of him. But I want him alive for now so he can see what I am capable of. A lot of people have tried to kill me. He was just the last man I ever gave a chance to. This revolution really started in 2017 when we broke up. I told him I didn’t want to have sex with him anymore and he ran off with a good chunk of my savings. I definitely have some grievances about a lot of things. But I would rather create better for us all than focus on revenge. Sure I’m human and I really want revenge. But if I’m busy getting better and potential I should be happy enough I can live without it. You and me have so many things to discuss. I’m super intrigued with the genetic modifications Koreans have. You have created a super human race. Your people have Aspergers and dyslexia. They are logical geniuses and creative. It is amazing to see. Its literally potential. But I wonder if they are happy? Potential is important but quality of life is important too. One day we have to sit down and chit chat. I have so much to say and so many questions. But for tonight I am going to give you the laundry list of what I need to fulfill this revolution and my birthrights. I need a ton of help if I’m going to pull this off all the way. So let me make a list in no certain order and I’m sure I will forget a lot of things.

1. I really need clean food and water. I get food and water at Walmart in Eugene Oregon on west 11th Avenue and at Fred Meyers on west 11th Avenue. I need clean meat. In order to stay alive I have been eating raw beef and liver. Raw meat bypasses my intestines so it doesn’t feed my c diff infection as much. I’m alive because I am smart, but I am alive because I am willing to do a lot of things most people will never do. Clean food and water is really important. My food today was so poisoned I got the shits really bad. I returned some of the meats I bought today because they were so poisoned. My Dad is trying to starve us all. The whole country needs clean food. My Dad’s cult has taken over the grocery stores and they are trying to kill us and hold us hostage. Its really unnecessary because they are killing themselves and their families too. My Dad’s cult members are really weird. I still dont understand them and I never will I think.

2. I have fought tooth and nail to get my Oregon real estate license. I passed the test a couple weeks ago. I was a realtor in Arizona at the death camp my Dad intended for me to die in. I need a career to establish myself in the overt world. I have been kept from success my whole life. It’s my turn to have a good life and get to do the ordinary things in life like work. I have a meeting with Windermere realty this week. They are a business based out of Washington. I dont know how much you know about the war games politics here in the United states, but Washington is a group and region my Dad has been working on conquering since he married my Mom in the late 1970s. The enemy of my enemy is my ally. I want to work with them because they have the most to gain from my success. I am meeting with the owner of the Eugene branch this week. I think his name is Elliot. I would like him to go out of his way to not only be kind, but to make this transition into Oregon real estate as easy as possible. I am good at what I do. I just need to be treated fairly.

Also, I am going to need your help with protecting the people who decide to do business with me. My Dad has always gone out of his way to tell people not to buy what I am selling. Real estate is no different. Not only are you going to need to protect my customers but you are going to have to offer people privilege to work with me. My Dad scares people. He is a bully. Anyway he can make me fail, he will. The easiest way is for him to tell people not to do business with me. I would appreciate if you would tell people they are obligated to treat me fairly and give me a chance. And that you will protect them from my Dad. People need help doing the right thing because they are not used to it. It’s sad, but it is what the world my Dad created is like. So real estate is really important to me. I need to make money and have a career with security. I deserve to earn my place in the world. Working is really important to me. I have fought this revolution to be able to do what I am good at.

3. I have a killer c diff infection. My dad does everything in his power to make it worse. Right now the water I have has a chemical that grows my c diff. It’s pretty unpleasant. I ordered some supplies off Amazon to help me fight my c diff infection. Currently my package is being held hostage in Salt lake city. Its amazing how often my packages go all over the country before they actually get delivered to me. I need these supplies to arrive without poison. My Dad gets everyone to poison everything I buy or order. I really needs these herbs and medicines to be clean so I can cleanse my body. Health is important to me and my family has stolen my health my whole life. I would like this chapter of my life to be over. I need clean food and herbs and vitamins so I can undo the damage that has been done to me.

4. Everywhere I go people poison me. I need them to stop. My whole life I have lived in a Truman show. You know the movie with Jim Carry? That has been my life and the people who fake smile and play roles in my life also attempt my murder everyday by trying to get my organs to fail. My heart, liver, and kidneys are not doing great. I need to fast so they can heal. Yesterday was helpful but I need to do another 12 days this month to allow my body to heal. Honestly I dont know if I can do it. But I’m going to try one day at a time. Alternate day fasting is not as hard as I thought it would be. It’s not about vanity and loosing weight, it’s about getting my organs to heal so I can survive. I would like to see revolutionary people in my daily life. Currently I only see people who sign up to destroy me and attempt my murder. It has been like this for almost 42 years. Can I experience the real world please? No more of the fake reality my Dad creates for me. I really just want to be an ordinary person in my life in Eugene. At night when I’m home I can talk to the world and we can change the world together. But in my ordinary life I just want to be a regular person who sells real estate. I dont need or want to be fancy. I just want to be me.

5. I need a home. I ran away from my apartment in Sierra Vista Arizona because my Dad had created a death camp around me. That is how I started this revolution. My Dad has built these death camps around me my whole life. I really need a home so I can stay safe and warm. I have lived in my jeep wrangler for almost 2 years now. I never thought I would live in a car like this for this long. I need a home. I dont know how you can help me with this. But it’s my fairy godmother list so I’m  writing it on the list. Once I sell real estate I should be able to get myself a home but I need help keeping it safe and me safe in it. People have signed up to kill me my whole life. I would really like this chapter of my life to end. I have never had a home that wasn’t designed to kill me and make me chronically ill. I have never had a bed not poisoned. My whole life I thought I had crippling anxiety, but really my family and the people who said they loved me were poisoning me. I deserve a safe clean home.

6. I need a man with 3 children who are grown and old enough to understand what they are singing up for to marry me. I dont want to have children, but my birthrights need to be passed on to some people who will do the right thing. I would love to have grandchildren. I may want to have a child of my own later in life. But not now. However I do need to marry to ensure the world is protected from my family after I’m gone. And I need this man to not kill me. The only person who ever asked me to marry him came very close to ending this revolution before it ever started. I do not believe in romantic love. But I believe in creating a family structure that will change the world. I would like these kids and there father to make time to have Sunday dinner with me every week. I would like it if we all lived on the same property in different houses. I want to know these people and I want to teach them the thing I know and understand about the world that have lead me to this revolution. I believe in humanity. I need to teach them my beliefs. They need to understand who I am because they will forever represent me. I need you to help me choose my children who will change the world. I would like their father to be one of my best friends. We will respect each other. But no one will ever hold me hostage or tell me what to do again. I am my own boss. However I respect everyone’s input. I have been dominated my whole life. It’s my turn to be in charge of me. And that means I’m in charge of my birthrights too. I get to say how and when they are used. So I need your help choosing my children because they need to be a check and balance in this world that keeps us all safe. You are pretty powerful, but so am I? Do you have kids? How did you ever prepare them for this? It’s a lot to say the least.

7. I park most nights in a church parking lot on w. 18th ave in Eugene. It’s a mormon church. Every day and night people poison me there and everywhere I am. I often wake up with swollen eyes and sometimes like this morning my left hand swells because my heart is failing. I need this to stop so I can heal and live long enough to change the world. When people poison me they are trying to kill me but they dont seem to understand that this is wrong and treason. I really need help with this one. My Dad has had people trying to kill me my whole life. I really need it to stop.

8. I need new clothes and to be able to wash my clothes. My Dad poisons the water at the laundry matt and has people there who poison me. When I shop for clothes people poison me. When I go take a shower people poison me. And my Dad does something to to water to make it too alkaline. Can we have clean water please? I really need clean water and to be able to shower in peace. I need the people at the gym to stop poisoning me so I can workout and get healthy. And so I can tan and use the red light machine to fix my mitochondria. I need to focus on my health. I used to.love the Korean bathhouse in las Vegas. Bathing is important to my health.

9. I am constantly broadcasting. I can’t turn it off. You all are in my head. Wherever I go I read license plates and addresses of people fighting this war for my Dad. I need you to get someone to listen in so these people can be held accountable for their war crimes. People wont do the right thing unless they are being watched. My Dad has taught people to disregard loyalty in every sense of the word. It’s sad, but people cannot be trusted to do the right thing on their own. Please watch out for me so I can be safe. Everyday people try to kill me. I have lived like this my whole life. I have never poisoned anyone. I was not taught about the war games. I was never taught to defend myself. I need someone to help me stay safe long enough to change the world. No one else can take my Dad and Brother out of their power but me. The girl.who was never taught to defend herself because she was born to change the world.

10. I need some friends and people to talk to. My whole life I have been surrounded by my Dad’s cult members. And they tried to.kill me. I just want some people to talk to who want good for me and themselves. I have created a huge network of people in the covert world, but I need someone who can talk back to me. One day I will create a way for you all to talk back but for now I just need to do it the old fashioned way and have some friends. I have never really had friends. I suppose if you let people know it’s okay to be my friend that would probably be the first step in me finding them.

11. I just want an ordinary regular life where I work and have a home and eat clean food and drink clean water and breath clean air. I never have wanted to be fancy. I just want to be me. I really like me. And I want to be able to adopt more senior dogs and know they wont be kidnapped and killed like Teka. I need to know I’m safe to use my heart without it being used as a weapon against me. I deserve to love and be loved. I have fought my whole life for love. I don’t want to fight anymore. I deserve love.

Okay that is my laundry list of things off the top.of my head. I want a home so I can make some rice and Russian food. I have been eating raw beef and plain low sodium gluten free potato chips and ice cream to stay alive for almost 2 years now. I really need some rice and potatoes. I would love one more thing. If I could eat out without people poisoning my food that would make life a lot easier while I am working on getting a home. Warm food would be really nice. Every time I try to eat food someone else touches I get really sick and my organs fail. I love bean and cheese burritos, but the Hispanic people try to kill me every time even though I’m fight for them to not have to die. It’s really confusing. But I just want a good bean and cheese burrito. That would make life better right now. I’m not going to give up raw meat, but once in awhile warm food would be good.

So Mr. Korea it has been a pleasure to meet you. I assume you are a man, but maybe you are a woman and you can relate to me even more. I’m not sure who you are, but I hope to one day very soon find out. Thank you for being you. I look forward to our friendship and calling you family. Thank you for saving my life.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Hello there. This is Nicole D Graves. Some of you were sent here today to gangstalk me and poison me and my food to attempt my murder for my Dad. I have some information for you all. You probably feel special for being chosen today. You probably never thought a day would come when my Dad would call on you. I understand it feels good to be chosen. But my Dad hasn’t really chosen you all. You all are just the last people left willing to do his bidding for him. See I created a revolution in March 2021 when I escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona. I would like to give you all the cliffsnotes to my revolution. Because this way you can make an informed decision on whether you want to continue doing my Dad’s bidding and attempting my murder. These are just the cliffsnotes. There is so much more.

What you need know

1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. That’s 6 birthrights from my Dads side. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert.
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

My birthrights give me no obligations to anyone. However I feel obligated to do better and right the wrongs of both my families. I was created to eliminate the checks and balances that intend to keep us all safe. Please go home and stop signing up to fight this war against me for my Dad. Thank you.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves