Friday March 31st 2023 Moon in Leo Sun in Aries My Birthday Journal Entry

Today I turned 42. And today I finally realized who the people are who have hunted me for a lifetime. I dont know how many of you all out there have families who have tried to kill you for decades or even most of your life. But I know I am not alone. Which makes it even more weird really. Weird is probably the best word I have to describe the past two years and my life after realizing everything. This is just weird. I dont like fiction books. But this would be a great book and probably even a movie too.

So its the Austrians and East Germans who have been hunting me for a lifetime. But they breed with other races to conquer them so they all look quite different. I was never taught to be racist. So I never really noticed what race people were. But my Dad made sure I was only around white people mostly. I have this hatred for white people that I really don’t know how to explain. After over three decades of daily attempted murder by white people it gets pretty hard to view them in a good light. But at least now I know who they are. It doesn’t really change anything though.

They kept me up all last night with poisons that spiked my cortisol. So I slept in till 11am ish and I just layed there after waking up. Haywood and I just relaxed for a bit. He was such a lovebug this morning. He keeps me alive you know.

I am not addicted to destruction like you all are. I was never taught to poison people. So I’m addicted to oxytocin. You know those people who are addicted to love? It’s really just being addicted to oxytocin. It’s called the love hormone. But really it’s just an intensifier. Oxytocin is used to treat autism. It actually helps heal fatty liver. It improves your epigenetics. Love and bonding with other people makes us more human on a cellular and gene level. This is why I love my dogs so much. They are oxytocin machines. Even with Teka gone, I have her picture on my phone screen saver and every time I see it my brain releases oxytocin and dopamine. And I’m sure many other feel good chemicals. My dogs have kept me alive the past decade or at least since 2014 when I got Haywood. Love changes everything. And bonding with others changes everything. I have never really been able to experience human love or bonding. My Dad wouldn’t allow it. There are some people who broke being around me and I never understood why. I love with all my heart. And I never understood why people would not love back. So I stopped loving humans. And I got Haywood and then Teka. Being able to love freely was hard. I made A1 promise when he got me Haywood that he would never try to take him away. I cried so much when I got him because I was scared. Everything I have ever loved has been taken from me. But I knew love was the biggest thing missing from my life. And it still scares me how much I love Haywood. Loosing Teka last summer was the hardest thing I have ever been through. I ate the most sugar I have ever eaten for months afterwards. I never really ate sugar in my adult life until the past 9 months. Sugar replaces the oxytocin that Teka used to make my brain produce. I stopped eating the excessive sugar in Feb, but I still miss my little oxytocin machine. I hated how much she needed to be held when I first got her. But over the years she wore me down and I got used to it. Not only used to it I started to rely on it. Love and bonding are drugs because of our c diff infections. Or maybe it’s just the human experience and how we are supposed to be. I am not sure. But I know that those of you addicted to destruction dont experience humanity like I do.

The best way I can explain this is with drugs. I loved meth, but I only tried it a couple times. Because it scared me. No one is a recreational crackhead. It is kind of a black or white thing. You either are or you aren’t. Nothing good comes out of doing meth. So I just ruled it out of my life. Granted I did coke here and there, and more often than most cause I was around it a lot. But I never spent money on it and I still really dont like it. And I did a lot of ecstasy. I love E or at least I used to. But there was a time and a place for it. Doing it home alone on a Tuesday afternoon is pretty lame. But saving it for a show up in Portland or a get together with friends was worth waiting for. Delaying gratification is something I enjoy. I’m not always great at it, but I know it normally pays off.

You all were taught to do drugs every time you have the option. You were trained and conditioned to be addicted to destruction. It’s hard for you all to resist destroying people because people are always around. It’s like a crackhead having crack in their pocket and its burning a hole. I think you all are so consumed with lighting up your brain with feel good chemicals from destroying others and poisoning them that you dont get to access the human experience like I do. Granted with lots of work and conditioning you can train your brain to be human again. Or maybe for the first time. But the chances of most people doing this are extremely rare. It’s easier to do drugs than be a good human. This revolution has taught me people will almost always take the easy way out. I have learned a lot of sad truths about the world, my family, and people over the past two years. It hurts my heart if I think about it too much.

So we layed around this morning resting and being lazy. And we went and ate lunch. My eyebrows are starting to fall out again from not getting nutrition and only eating low sodium saltines. So I was brave and got a pound of ground beef. Raw beef gets absorbed in your small intestine mostly so it doesn’t feed c diff. Eating raw beef has kept me alive the past two years. However the meats have been so poisoned I try to eat them as little as possible. I took paper towels and squeezed the meats between them to get the poison out as much as possible. It works somewhat. But I still had to pooh right after eating it so it didn’t work all the way. I ate ice cream most of the winter because it has so many vitamins and minerals that I was able to keep my eyebrows all winter. My eyebrows have been falling out since 2017. It has to do with the poisons, my thyroid, liver, and getting nutrients. My Dad is trying to kill me anyway possible. And it lights up people’s brains like crackheads to get to partake in killing me and my dogs. I can only imagine what the person who kidnapped and killed Teka felt like. Probably the high of a lifetime they will always be chasing. I want to hate you people so badly. But something inside me wont allow me to. I think it’s my humanity and my need for oxytocin. I have always just wanted company in my life. And hopefully one day you all figure out your shit and start being human with me. Maybe we can start with allowing me to have clean food and water so I can have eyebrows and my organs don’t fail. I would greatly appreciate it.

Last night as I was being kept up I was trying to figure out what it looks like to not be alone. And how am I going to deal with having my family from Argentina here. Emotionally I am so fearful and scared of people. I want so badly to be close to people. But my life has conditioned me to know they will destroy me. I have not been close to anyone since my best friend from elementary school. She wasn’t told about the war games or her family either. Her story is just sad sad as mine. She is Austrian or east German too. I wonder how many people out there are like us? Probably more than I ever want to know about.

But the issue I am faced with is learning how to heal. I need to trust people. But I also need to know that I can trust people. And it’s not something I can just jump into, no matter how much I just want this all to be over. My body trys to keep me safe by telling me to stay away from people. Most of my adult life I have just wanted someone to be there. I get a weird sense of comfort when someone is just near. Not necessarily interacting with me, but just there. I didn’t get this feeling when I was around my mom or brother. But I did with my boyfriends. I stopped expecting them to be emotionally available and just wanted someone there. One of my favorite relationships was my friend and roommate in las Vegas. He wanted to win me over and marry him. But I didn’t understand this at the time. I just liked having a friend. We would sit in different rooms and yell and talk. We didn’t do much but if I ever had something to say he would listen. Just having someone there was a treat for me. Occassionally we would go out and do stuff. But I have never really liked going out. I would go to Vegas and spend time in the house watching TV and smoking pot and laying by the pool. That was all I needed besides my blog and work. That is one of my favorite relationships. It wasn’t sexual and he didn’t try to kill me or conquer me as much as most people have. But I still refuse to allow anyone who has been in my life because they wanted the power associated with being close to me. People have tried to kill me my whole life. I deserve so much better because I never asked or expected much out of them.

So how am I going to let people be close to me. Because if I mess up and let the wrong person close we all loose. I cant afford to be killed. And you all cant afford for me to make stupid emotional decisions that cost you everything too. So I suppose it’s just going to have to be a slow process that starts with people just being there for me. I just need the comfort of knowing people are close and when I need them they are there. I’m not much of a physical touch person at first. But once I get comfortable with people I really enjoy and need physical touch. And not sexual just human contact. Human contact is really important to me. Even thinking about all this stuff makes me want to run. People have hurt me so much I am so scared of people. Every human who has told me they loved me tried to kill me to steal my power. It’s really hard to trust people. Even before I knew everything I know now I have been alone for years. I enjoy doing things on my own. I have a really good time learning and doing experiments and writing. I’m a pretty simple person.

So I’m scared shitless to have a family and try to love again. I’m scared people will try to kill me just like they do every day in the overt world. Every day for over 3 decades every human I have ever seen has tried to kill me and attempt my murder by poisoning me in efforts to get my organs to fail. Yet, I still have hope that one day you all will choose to be good people. I have so much hope that I created a revolution not only to save myself but to save you all too. Hope hurts when it’s in vain. So I really hope you all don’t disappoint me. If all this was for nothing I dont know if I will be able to recover from that. So I really hope you all are ready to be good people with me. I need you all to be the people I fought a revolution for. Because I deserve to be surrounded by those people. Because they wont try to kill me. I just need to know you all are there. And in time I will be able to open up and get closer. But I need you all to prove you are good people and you were worth fighting for. Please dont let me down.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Friday March 31st, 2023 Moon in Leo Sun in Aries—My 42nd Birthday

Today is my 42nd birthday. I started this revolution and adventure when I was 39. It was the day before I turned 40. Never in my life did I think this is what my 40s would look like. Nothing could have prepared me for all of this. My Dad thought learning everything I have learned would break me. He thought my life would break me. And even though I sit here with my eyebrows thinning because my food is so poisoned, I am more alive than I ever have been. My whole life my family thought they could make decisions for me. And maybe that was just the tip of the ice berg. Because they still try to make decisions for me every day. They believe it is their right to choose when I die. They believe it is their right to get to decide what nutrition I get from my food. They believe it is their right to limit my contact with people who believe in freedom and democracy. My family has never stopped trying to make decisions for me. And this seems to be the issue everything boils down to.

When I was little my best friend was God. I have talked to God my whole life. I didn’t have anyone else to talk to. So I talked to God. And God and I have gotten into so many different conversations and fights. I used to get mad at God because he was making me live such a hard life. I thought he was wrong for doing what he was doing. But the thing is he wasn’t doing anything. He told me all along that he couldn’t make people do things. God can’t make decisions for us.

So God can’t make decisions for us, but my Dad wants to. And these people from East Germany and Austria today are trying to make decisions for us. They don’t believe we are able to make decisions for ourselves. And they believe they are entitled to make decisions for us. But if God can’t make decisions for us than can anyone really make decisions for us besides ourselves?

Who gets to be the boss of you? Who gets to decide what kind of life you live and lead? And if we are interviewing for this position what are the requirements? Because these people who are fighting this war for my Dad today have been kept small for a lifetime. These are not the people who are equipped to make decisions for anyone. And maybe that is the problem. They are so scared to make decisions for themselves that they want to stop us all from having the freedom of choosing our own lives. Because if they had to choose their own lives then they would have to take responsibility for their lives and the decisions they make. Right now they just are puppets for my Dad. They do what he says and they act helpless. Learned helplessness is what happens when you let someone else dictate YOUR life. If you aren’t in control then you do not have to take responsibility or accountability. This means they do not have to face the consequences of what they have done for a lifetime. They don’t have to face their wasted potential or crimes against humanity. I suppose if I had committed a lot of crimes against humanity I would not want to have to be accountable for those things either. But are you willing to pay the price for these people’s indiscretions. Because that is what we are doing. We are paying for these people not wanting to be in charge of their own lives because then they would have to be accountable not only to themselves but to God.

I don’t enjoy dominating or being the boss of anyone. I enjoy being my own boss. My dog Haywood is as free as I can allow him to be safely. I do not like to put a collar on him. I let him walk off leash as much as possible. I want him to feel in control of his life as much as possible. I want him to experience the world in the way he chooses as much as possible. And I want the same for all of you. I don’t want to be bossed around. I don’t want decisions to be made for me. And I don’t want to make decisions for all of you. I know my birthrights give me the option of bossing you all around. But that is a lot of energy. I want to present the facts to you all and then say these are our options. I want to problem solve with you all. And this is what we have started doing over this revolution. And I want to do it more and openly and freely.

Today, I finally realized this is all about people thinking they have the right to make decisions for us all. This all comes down to communism versus democracy. And my Dad’s version of communism is a mix with socialism and covert narcissism. My Dad and all the people in his cult have cluster b personality disorders. They do not have a full emotional spectrum. This is what makes them so dangerous. They try to do logic equations but they always come up short because they are missing a variable. The people who follow my Dad will always be coming up short because they cannot see the whole picture. Your humanity allows you to see the whole picture. What is right for me isn’t necessarily right for you. My humanity allows me to see this. Plus, isn’t it logical that not everyone is the same. No answer can be the right answer to everyone’s different problems.

And let’s just touch on the fact that everyone who has been following my Dad has been kept small. I don’t want people who have been kept small making decisions for me. They are going to make decisions that keep me small. I am the smartest person I have ever known. Granted I have been surrounded by people who have been kept small. But even knowing I am pretty darn smart, I am never going to be arrogant enough to believe I have the answers for everyone. I know a lot of the facts that we all need to know. But I don’t have the answers to everything. And I am human and so I make mistakes. How in the world can my Dad pretend to be better than God and know what is best for us all? If God can’t make decisions for us, why can my Dad? And why can people who have been kept small by my Dad and the communist systems even try to pretend they know what is best for us? They don’t even know what is best for themselves. It is hard to believe anyone who would know anything about the best would sign up to follow my Dad. The best of anything is not allowed when you follow my Dad. He literally has to turn us all into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level to get us to sign up to follow him. If we were fully human and functioning as we should be we would question him and his wishes. No one really signs up to be a subhuman slave race. Do you think the people fighting this war for my Dad understand they are fighting to be a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level? I know they all don’t because they are constantly blocking the sign on my car that says www.youdeservetoheal.com. My Dad would not have had such an issue with me telling the world the truths about what he is doing to you all if you knew what was happening. People don’t understand what they are signing up for. People don’t understand what they are fighting for. People just don’t understand.

Information changes people. Knowledge is power. When people know better they do better. This is why my Dad has limited our access to potential and information. Because if we had access to what is really happening my Dad would no longer have power.

My birthday wish is for you all to reach out to all the east Germans and the Austrians and tell them what is really happening. Let them know what they are fighting for. Let them know they deserve better. They have been kept small and instead of realizing this is unnecessary they have just been trying to keep us all smaller. So they feel better about who they are and their lives. We all deserve better than this and that includes them too.

To leaders in East Germany and Austria, I know you all are on board with my revolution. Because if you weren’t than people with fancy birthrights would still be hunting me. But today it is just ordinary normal people who have been kept mostly in the dark. I am hoping you all can reach out to your people. They deserve to know what is happening and that this pain and suffering is now optional. This is not the way it has to be any longer. The sooner they understand they have a right to make their own decisions, the sooner we all get to make our own decisions.

My Birthday wish is for us all to be free. I have spent 42 years surviving and fighting to be free. I want us all to be free. And today I realize just how many people have fought for this day. It hasn’t just been me. And it hasn’t just been you. Generations of people have fought for this moment where we finally get to be free. We just have to let people know they are free. Because they believe themselves to still be enslaved and for this to be the only way.

Today we start a new way. Today is a new world. Today you are the boss of your own world. I will be here if you need some facts to guide you along the way or to be reminded that you are not alone. But you are the boss of you. And as long as I am alive I will continue to fight for your right to be in charge of your own life. Because that is all I have ever wanted.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Thursday March 30th 2023 Moon in Leo Sun in Aries A Message To The Mixed Leaders Of The World

Hello everyone, thank you for tuning in. Today is day 731 of my revolution. It is the beginning of the third year today. Exactly two years ago I escaped the death camp in Southern Arizona where I was supposed to have died. My name is Nicole D. Graves and you all know my father, but you have never known me. I am not sure what all you have heard, but my wrists are not so swollen. So some of your people have already been called out of this war against me and have stopped poisoning me. I am assuming most of you all are on board with throwing my Dad and family out of power forever.

See I have been destroyed, kept small, dominated, and nearly killed my whole life. You know why my family did this to me? Because I am smarter than them and I have the birthrights to change everything. I have asperger’s genius and I was never able to be brainwashed and sold on the destruction. You can hear me now because I have a chip in my head that was put there when I was 8 years old because my Dad knew that my brain waves had changed and his window of opportunity to brainwash me had past. He failed at turning me. Can you imagine how he would punish someone else for failing at turning their child? I bet you all thought failure wasn’t an option. Yet, here I am my Dad’s biggest failure and I am causing a scene. I hope you all can appreciate how embarrassing this must be for him. Finally you all can see him as the little man that I have always seen him as. My family is really unimpressive. I am still in shock that the world listens to them. See I was never told about the war games or who my families are. But over the past two years while creating this revolution I figured most of it out. I may not know everything, but I know enough to be talking to you right now. And to have connected to the world. 731 days is a long time. But I suppose I have been preparing for this moment and opportunity for a lifetime. I have been trying to escape my family for a lifetime. But really maybe I just need to push them out of power and take over so I can be free and you all can be free too. Maybe escaping isn’t the answer. Maybe changing everything is the answer.

Now I would like to tell you all about the destruction we all face. I have a list that I have been creating and giving a talk on for over a year now. These are by no means the complete destruction. These are just the cliffnotes. But this should be more than enough to sell you on why you should be revolutionary with me. I want better for everyone. I have no intention of conquering anyone. I just want to be free and enjoy a good life. My birthrights have made me a prisioner to my family even more than they have made you all prisioners. You all have felt the destruction your whole life, you just never were given the words to describe the destruction we all feel. So over the past 731 days I found the words to the destruction. I have had a lot of time on my hands to say the least. So grab a piece of paper and take notes because these things can save your life. Here we go!

What you need to know:

1. My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves from Argentina and his two parents. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine. Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

17. My Dad has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My Dad has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into his cult members. My Dad is king to people who live outside city limits. He controls what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.

18. My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into.place easier this way. My Dad has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my Dad have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but he controls what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. He doesn’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if he can control what goes in and out of a country.

19. I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My Dad had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is he is doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.

20. Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe it is realty. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoy destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows.

You know how when my Dad sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them. 

I understand this is a lot to take in all at once. But you have felt this war your whole life. People have just conditioned you to ignore these feelings. Over the past few days and weeks I have been exposed to mixed people for the first time in my life really. And do you know what I have seen? I have seen people who have genetic diversity which from a science standpoint makes us greater than on a gene level. Yet, the people I have seen are less than because of their gene expression, aka their epigenetics. See I am mixed. I am Chinese, Russian, Western European aka superior white person, and Argentinian. I am just like you all. We are a mix of some of the most fancy and powerful families. And our families are so invested in destruction and so addicted to destruction that they use love as a weapon to conquer other races. I was created to help my Dad conquer the east. My Dad was born to conquer the south. Who were you born to conquer? Because from what I have seen the past couple days goes against the laws of nature. We have genetic diversity and yet we are less than because we come from such power hungry people who are addicted to destruction. I bet most of you all don’t know human love either. I have never known or experienced human love. I have had two dogs in my lifetime and that is the only love I have ever known. I hope you all have had dogs too. Because I think you all are like me more than any of the other groups. I have sold the world on my revolution subgroup by subgroup by subgroup for the past two years. And I think you all know my pain more than most. I never imagined there was a world of people like me out there. But you all are like me. You have felt the war we live in, but your family was so invested in destruction and conquering others that you were taught to ignore your feelings.

I have lots of good news for us though. I come bearing answers just as much as I come bearing the problems. The good news is us mixed people have great influence all over the world. We were born to conquer people so we have influence everywhere. So I am going to ask you all to reach out to everyone you have influence over and get them to be revolutionary because we all deserve better than this. No matter what race we are. We really are a powerful bunch and I want you all to know you do not have to prove your worth with destruction. You are just as worthy as anyone else. Never let anyone make you feel small because your parents used you to conquer another race of people. I refuse to be looked down upon. I am 3/8th superior white people and I never realized till this revolution that I was viewed as less than because I am ethnic. I never knew because I was told that the overt world was the real world. I was raised to believe we all are equal. And from a science standpoint and in the eyes of God we all are equal. You are just as worthy and deserving as anyone else. You are just like me and I am the most powerful person in the war games. That must make you pretty amazing right? You all worship the war games. I hate this imaginary game we all play. But it rules my life and it has cost me everything.

Are you ready for some more good news? While I was figuring out the destruction and the war games I also figured out how to reverse the destruction. I know how to make us back into humans. I can undo the slave race we have been turned into. But I can’t do it alone. I will need your help. Are you all willing to help me save the world? Because I think we deserve better than this and we should all get those better lives we deserve.

Also, I have figured out how to empower the mafia fancy families that my Dad has kept small to ensure his own power. I am sure you all are from some of these fancy families. I am from a lot of fancy families so I assume you all are too. Because we are alike you and me. So one of the first steps in getting the world back in order is creating checks and balances that keep us all safe. My Dad has spent a lifetime eliminating these checks and balances to ensure he never has to play fair. So we need to recreate these checks and balances. This is one of the first steps. But I have this figured out too. I just need you all to work with me.

So I connected with my family in Argentina, I was kept from them. I only met my Grandpa Graves twice in my life. I doubt he was a good guy, but I know that my family in Argentina has been kept small just like me. And I bet if you are from a fancy family you have been kept small too. Well, last year I connected with the drug cartels in Mexico. They are actually the ones who helped me find my family in Argentina. It has been two years there has been a lot that has happened. But long story short, I helped the Mexican mafias and drug cartels build a new sales pipeline for North America because some of their people here in the United States were loyal to my Dad. And they were funding their own demise because people who support the Mexican Berlin wall were profiting off selling their products. So we cut the people out who were supporting my Dad and the Mexican Berlin wall. And we were able to get the Mexican drug cartels better coverage of north America than they had before. I am really good at sales and connecting with people. Honestly, I probably should have tried selling drugs in real life. It seems I have a knack for it. I have been in sales for almost two decades, but still I never would have guessed I could pull off what I have done.

But there is more. See recently I realized that the South has been kept small just like me because we have more power than my Dad and the west. So being that I am kind of queen of the south because of my birthrights. And being that the people from the south have been my biggest supporters and they have literally kept me alive, I have decided that I need to do my part and make them whole again. Again it is a long story. But long story short, my family in Argentina, the Mexican drug cartels and the south American drug cartels are all working with me to restore the south to better than it has ever been. We are building a new south. And this is where you all come in. This is how we are going to get your fancy families back into power. How do you all feel about selling drugs? I know it is not the life of our dreams, but it is a great way to make some fast money and create legal businesses that will put your families back into the places of power they used to be. Legacies can be created using fast money. Drug money is not something that can be counted on forever. However, drug money can be used to establish real businesses in the overt world that will allow your families to be secure for the generations to come. I know my whole life I never really saw a way out. I am offering you all a way out. It may not be shiny and what you had hoped for. But it is a way out. It has been two years and this is still the best way out I have found. And it is just a short term solution. You all have to do the work and create the legal businesses. Drug money is not the answer. It is just what is going to get us all to the answers we have been looking for. I want to empower you all. And we need to do different to get different results. This is not a time to get all strung out and become drug addicts. I just shared with you all the reason and cause of addiction. We have an infection that changes the way our brains work and process dopamine. This is what causes addiction. You all need to be smart and not get addicted to destruction. You need to become addicted to potential and building better for your families. Us mixed people have the biggest holes to dig ourselves out of. You all need to take natural antibiotics and you will stop being addicted to so many things. But I want to tell you a trick. I allowed myself to get addicted to potential. I was able to build this revolution because I am addicted to potential and to the idea that I deserve a good life. You get to choose what you are addicted to so choose wisely.

Here is the deal. You work with the fancy families in your area. I understand we all don’t agree on everything, but we agree that we all need and deserve better. The enemy of my enemy is my ally. We are all allies against my Dad. An ally is better than a friend because they will always defend you because it is in their best interest. The art of war connects us all. So get together with the fancy families in your area and pool resources and get a ship together and make a trip to Buenos Aries. Find my family there in Argentina and they will connect you with what you need to empower your families. You also will have to buy some legal goods to explain your trip and we are working on creating more industry in south america to accommodate all these people who will be making trips to south America. So this is step one of empowering your fancy families. But step 2 is creating legal businesses wherever you are from. This way your families will have security for generations to come. You need to educate your children. Potential is the only way out of this mess. We all have been kept small. This is not how humans are supposed to live. You need to educate your children so they know better than to ever do the things that my Dad and the rest of my family have done. The only reason I know better is because I am genius and I am smart. If your children are educated they will know better. When people know better they do better. I need you all to do better because now you know better and I have offered you all a way out. I expect you all to fall in line with better. We don’t have to destroy each other to get ahead any longer. You do not have to prove your worth with your ability to destroy others. You are not lesser than because you are mixed. You are just as deserving and worthy as someone else. I want you to understand this in your heart of hearts. You are deserving and worthy. You just have to do the things to earn yourself a good life. We all are deserving but we still have to earn a good life. And we don’t earn good things with destruction. We earn good lives with potential. I have offered you another way. This is part of how we heal the subhuman slave race that my Dad has created. We learn to value potential rather than destruction. I can feel you all in shock. I don’t know how many times I will have to keep giving this talk, but I sure pray you all help me get the word out so I never have to give this talk again.

I have a few other things that I just need to tell you all about and I hope some of you all will be able to help me with some of these things.

One of the biggest things I need is clean food and water. My food has been so poisoned my whole life, but I really need clean food so I can figure out what steps we need to take next. And I need for people to stop destroying and poisoning me. Every night lately I am kept up with poisons. And everyday everything glows red because I am kept so high. I just need it to stop. Right now the whole Eugene/Springfield area is covered in a cloud of smoke because people are burning poisoned firewood. This is the chemical that causes us all brain damage and causes us to live in a fear state. I am hoping you all can get your people to stop this. Just get them to stop doing everything for my Dad. My Dad can’t hurt us, it is all the people who sign up to be in his cult that hurt us all. They are making us into a slave race on a gene and cellular level. We deserve so much better than this.

Next is I have been able to get my Oregon real estate license recently. See I was a realtor in Arizona before I ran for my life. And the only way I can protect us all and solve this mess of destruction is by living a normal ordinary life where I have a career, and financial stability. See I have my family in Argentina working on finding me a husband with three grown kids. Because it is not safe for me to have children in this moment, but we all need to know that if something happens to me my birthrights will not go back to the Graves or Kudearoff family. So I am working on finding a husband. And I will probably have babies later in life. But for now we need me to have grown step kids. And I need to have a career so I can take care of not only myself and my dog, but a family. I need to make great money to care for the babies I wish to have. My Dad has tried to kill me for over three decades. He will try to kill my children too. I have to plan ahead for this.

Also, I have recently joined Exp reality here in Eugene Oregon. And I have been paired with a mentor who is Austrian and mixed. I am hoping you all can reach out to this lady named pearl hergert heaton. I need for her to treat me fairly. My Dad has kept me small my whole life and I need for this to not happen anymore. You all need for this to not happen anymore because if anything happens to me no one can save you all. It’s pretty scary to think about what will happen to the world if anything happens to me. Especially because you all know the words to the destruction now. So I am hoping you all will do everything you can to ensure that I am safe and I get everything I need to take care of you all.

Next let’s talk about how we reverse the subhuman slave race we all have become. See I naturally cured my cancer in the death camp. I am big on experiments and reading medical research. I really am just a big geek and I love it. However, I was able to grow the bacteria I needed to heal in Arizona. The subhuman slave race we have become is just a bacterial overgrowth of bad bacteria that effects our epigentics. We all are born with genes like our familes. However, I am so different than my family because of epigenetics. You get to choose who you are down to a gene level. Because you choose which genes you have switched on and off in your body. We share genes with our families but we do not have to be like them. I am proof you don’t have to be like anyone you do not want to be like. You choose who you are down to a gene level. So what I need to do is basically and in an oversimplified explanation is ferment the earth and the humans. I just need to do what I did to myself in Arizona to the dirt and earth and you all. And I have faith in my ability to do this. I have been in contact with the farmers and they are on board with helping me ferment the world and reverse the destruction. So I have this in the works too. I just need my family from Argentina to come up here and we need a family farm. So we can farm bacteria. I can’t do this all alone. I am just one person. But I have a big family down in Argentina and the drug cartels in South America are helping me get them up here. I hope it is really soon because I am really lonely.

So whatever you all can do to ensure my success in the real estate industry here in Eugene I appreciate greatly. I need for people to feel safe enough to do business with me. And that means I need you all to make the fancy families you all come from powerful again. When the fancy families have power again I will be more safe because we all will be more safe. Checks and balances keep us all safe. Absolute power corrupts absolutely.

I am sure there are countless other things that I need help with. I live in my Jeep with my dog haywood. I have not showered in I don’t know how long. I eat raw meat with my hands when it is not too poisoned. I have eaten low sodium crackers all this week because the food is so poisoned. I basically have given up being human in countless ways in order to survive. I need a home and a hot meal and a bath. I need a lot of things. The sooner I am safe the sooner we all know this change I am creating is lasting change. I hope you all do your part to help me create this change. Thank you for tuning in tonight. I appreciate you all.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Thursday March 30th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries Half Breed Leaders Worldwide

My Dad and I have done this dance we are doing for 731 days. We started with the war games and his military cult, then the mafias, then races of people, and some organized cults like the mormons. However, it seems in the last couple weeks we have transitioned to now doing half breeds. So i assume every race has leaders and all the half breeds of those races also have leaders. I know half breed sounds awful. And i do t mean to be racist or rude. But that is what my Mom used to call mixed people. I’m not sure what a better words for them is.

But I need to speak to all the leaders who are in charge of the mixed races of people. Because these are the people my Dad will be going after next. And if we dont get them all tuned in today, then I will spend another year of my life being hu ted and trying to find the leaders of the people who are hunting me.

Yes, I see mixed people from Austria hunting me today. But once they stop my Dad will find some other mixed people who will sign up to hunt me tomorrow. So our best best for survival and better and getting what we deserve is to reach out to all the leaders in charge of these mixed race people. I’m just going to call them mixed race because that is what I am. By design I am mixed because it gives me power throughout the world and in many different systems. I think these mixed people can be our greatest assets because they are diverse within the war games and world. They too were created to expand the power of their families. I believe these people could be the last group we have to convince to be revolutionary because they bypass all divisions. I am powerful because I bypass divisions. Please connect me to the leaders of the people who are like me and mixed. Tonight I will read them the destruction cliffsnotes. And fingers crossed this will be the last time.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Thursday March 30th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries They All Look Alike

The people left fighting this war for my Dad today share Gene’s and epigenetics. They are related. And they are European. So I was hoping you all could help me reach out to all the leaders in Europe and the leaders of the half breeds in Europe. I think these people are held breed Austrians. Hitler was Austrian and I think these people are too. But can we reach out to their leaders. And those leaders can reach out to any other leaders to get the whole story.

Actually tonight one more time. I will read the destruction of the world again. Get everyone everywhere to tune in. But especially the half breed leaders in Europe and Austria. Get them all to call their people out of this war against me and for their own destruction. These people are dying. This week I have realized half breeds have worse epigenetics ecen though they have gene diversity. Its because they try to prove themselves with destruction. It goes against the laws of nature that they would be in worse health. But our social conditioning dams them from their birthrights of health.

Get all the half breed leaders from the world tuned in tonight. I will read the destruction again. Also especially teach out to the leaders in the Philippines as well.

Thank you everyone.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Thursday March 30th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries

Good morning everyone. Today is a day filled with real estate videos for me. I woke up early cause I had to pee. The soda I have been drinking spikes my insulin so much that my cells retain water and that makes me have to pee in the morning. It’s weird because I have spent so much of the past two year dry fasting. But I have to admit I really like drinking liquids.

So how is the day for you? Today is weird for me, but I’m hoping you all can help me get a little more normal soon. See there is a big dark cloud over west eugene rolling in from the coast. I’m pretty sure this isnt natural and is my Dad’s doing. Can we double check on the people who enjoy playing the wizard behind the curtain with our weather. I would enjoy walking Haywood later this even not in the rain.

There still seems to be a group working for my Dad. I dont know if FedEx drivers will ever give up their cult activities. But maybe. It’s funny the people who are signing up always wear cheap sunglasses so I cant read them as well. When I see people’s eyes I can see who they really are and their soul. I think I see people more than they see themselves. Anyways, I am not sure who these people are. I dont really have time to study them today. But from what I saw they do have ties to England.

Also I saw people related to the lady I was matched with to be my mentor at exp Realty LLC. She is from near roseburg but I’m assuming she lives outside city limits. Her name is pearl hergert heaton. She has a long face that is kind of oval and yet kind of square like the people from England. And her cheeks scream infection and war games affiliation. I saw people related to her today. So can we find who is in charge of her people. Both the leaders here and in Europe or wherever they are from.

So weather and more people. That seems to be it for right now.

Oh! Law enforcement. Eugene police I thought we had a deal. You all were going to be revolutionary and I was going to be understanding to the situation my family put you all in. See there have been multiple police officers fighting this war for my Dad recently. I’m hoping you all can get your people under control. And while your at it how about dealing with the ambulances too. I would greatly appreciate the support and you all keeping up your side of our bargain. Thank you.

Okay everyone, talk more later. Have a good day.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Wednesday March 29th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries—Day 730—It’s Been Two Years

It has been two years since I left Sierra Vista Arizona. I had no clue what was happening or what I was doing. But I knew my family had something to do with it because everyone around me kept turning into them. Statistically speaking it was not probable for me to attract cluster b personality disorders into my life so much. I never met anyone without a cluster b personality disorder. I thought this was rather odd. But part of me just wondered if the world was really that fucked up. But again the statistics said that not that many people had cluster b personality disorders. Either way I had to escape Arizona. I had escaped Las Vegas to end up in Arizona. Las Vegas was filled with my Dad’s military cult members. It was a weird town by the time I left. I really liked what it was like when I first started going there in about 2014. I didn’t realize why it turned Democratic and weird while I was there.

So a little over two years ago I identified my family as the enemy in my life. I had not talked to my family in years. I stopped talking to everyone in 2017 and ran away to Arizona in 2018. I have been running my whole life. Yet, I never escaped my family. And here I sit and I still have not escaped my family. My birthrights mean I will never escape.

So I guess today is about finally stopping trying to escape. I have to embrace who I am to you people otherwise I will always be running and trying to escape. I hate who I am to you all. This is my worst nightmare you know. I have always just wanted to be normal and ordinary and plain. I just like to read and write and do my experiments. However, it seems my destiny is tied to be on stage in front of you all. I don’t know if I will ever like this all. But I suppose it is time to come to terms with it all. I don’t really know how to explain the emotional turmoil this all is. I would still give all this up in a heartbeat just to be normal and ordinary. Even after the past two years, I would give this all up. I never wanted any of this. Power and control and destruction do not motivate me. Honestly being me is a lot of responsibility because you all have been conditioned to not only be small but to be awful people. I basically have to be a mother to the world and teach you all how to be good people. Otherwise you all will destroy each other. I never had kids because I don’t like responsibility. I like the freedom to geek out and stay up all night going down a rabbit hole on google or reading a book or working on a project. I just have always wanted freedom. And now I am a mother to the world. But I suppose this two year mark is about me coming to terms with who I am to you all. I still get to be me in my private life. But my family has stolen my private life. I broadcast 24/7 so you all get to see my private life or lack thereof.

So I need to set some goals. In the next two years I am going to get a private life. You all can listen in, but I am going to get the life I have always wanted. And if I have to be your mother than I want to have my own children too. Yes, I want to have grown step children. But I also want to have babies when it is safe and I can provide them the lives they deserve and need. And I want to get another little dog. I still miss Teka so much. But she would not have made it through the winter with us. So I miss her, but I know it is better for her to be dead. That is really hard because I don’t know how to deal with those kind of emotions. I suppose it is just dealing with being selfish. Because her being dead is what is best for her. And I am sad because it is not what is best for me and Haywood. So I am learning to deal with my selfishness. And it is really hard. I have never loved anyone like I love Teka and Haywood. So many people have come in and out of my life and I never really cared too much. But I will always miss Teka. And I worry about Haywood because I will be lost when he leaves me. So I need to create a family and a personal life so I have something besides just Haywood. But I am so very grateful for him. He is the one who taught me love. And I am somewhat grateful for my Dad kidnapping and killing Teka too. Because it made it really easy to see my family for the murderers they are. They killed my baby. I will never forgive them. They all can rot in hell. Funny you would think I would have gotten to that place way before because they have tried to kill me my whole life. But there is something about killing someone’s child that just cements in reality. It is hard to believe my family is a bunch of serial killers. But when I feel the hole in my heart where Teka used to be it is pretty easy to remember my family is a bunch of serial killers. I never gave into love really until Haywood and Teka. My family is why I never gave into love. They have taken everything from me my whole life. So I trained myself not to invest in things that could be taken away. I love to read and write because I don’t need very many tools to do these things. They aren’t really things that can be taken away. My Mom used to take away my books when I was little. Everything that could ever be taken from me has been. And today marks the chapter where I start to get things back. It is my turn. I have spent a lifetime held hostage and not investing in things that could be taken away. It has been a pretty sad life.

The past two years were not the hardest years of my life. I had to learn to eat raw meat with my hands, not shower or care how I looked, and give up on people ever being kind or nice to me. I had to learn that everyone I have ever known has tried to kill me. Yet, the past two years were not the hardest years of my life. I don’t know how to explain my life to you all. I don’t know if I can really explain it all to myself. It has just been a lot and really hard. But my inner world has kept me alive. God has kept me alive, but I didn’t know I was talking to God. The quantum field is just something that has always soothed my nervous system. I spent my whole life just trying to spend more time in the quantum field. I didn’t know what I was doing. But I knew I was sick and I just needed to rest. So I spent most of my life when I wasn’t working in bed in the quantum field spacing off and smoking pot. I really like and miss smoking pot. I have some in the car still from when I ran away from Arizona. It’s not about doing drugs. It is about feeling safe and comfortable. I miss feeling safe and comfortable. But I have never really felt those things that is why I escaped so much to the quantum field.

I feel so much more comfortable in my body than I ever have. It is super weird. Because I definitely do not look as good naked as I once did. But I feel way more confident and comfortable. It is really weird. I don’t understand this either. But I know my body is something I can work on and change. I have learned how to change my skin and heal it. It just takes time and patience. And I would like for this next chapter to be about healing my body more. I want to learn to love my body more and get it what it needs to look and feel as healthy as possible. And I suppose a big part of that is getting clean food and water. Never would I have guessed the food I have been eating my whole life is what has kept me so sick. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think the people who claimed to love me would poison my food and try to kill me. Boy was I wrong.

730 days and you know what I have learned after learning all the words to the destruction that we all feel, I learned I still want all the same things I have always wanted. I want a family, a good life, and a career. Nothing really has changed for me. I mean a lot has changed, but I am still the same person who desires the same things. I am still just me. I suppose it makes me feel sad for you all because so many of you all don’t know who you are. I never gave into being who I was told I was supposed to be. And that has been my saving grace. And it looks like it may have saved you all too. I need you all to learn who you are. Because knowing who you are and what you really want has been what has kept me alive throughout my life. But especially during the past 730 days. I just want to be me. And I want you all to be free to be you too. I just want us all to have good lives. And honestly I don’t understand why it was suck a fight to get everyone on board with this. But here we are and I am so grateful to be in this moment. I have fought for this moment so hard over my lifetime. Even in this moment as they are poisoning me with E poisons and everything is starting to glow even more than it already was I am just fighting for the right to be me. And to have the things that are important to me. Nothing has really changed about who I am or what I want out of life. I am still just me. And I still just want the same things I have always wanted. However, those things do look a lot different now. They look very different now. Who I am to you all has changed the life I am going to be able to have a lot. But it really has been like this for a lifetime I was just in the dark to who I am to you all. Which is still really weird. I mean right now in the real world. I am just a lady who is homeless in dirty clothes that have not been washed in weeks. And I am sitting next to my dog Haywood as he naps and I am writing a blog post in a Lowe’s parking lot because they have good wifi. I am jobless and homeless and without family and missing a dog. My life definitely looks pretty awful from the outside looking in. Yet, today I feel like I won. And I probably will be faced with a new group hunting me tomorrow. I have been hunted for a lifetime. I don’t think it is a safe bet to assume it will ever stop fully. Even after my Dad dies I am sure my brother will try to hunt me. If not him some of my other relatives. People want the power I have so badly. But they don’t want to pay for it the same ways I have. I don’t want this power because I understand what all it has cost me and how it will continue to cost me greatly until I die. Larger than life birthrights are a death sentence. Absolute power corrupts absolutely. I don’t want to be corrupted, but I also do not want to die. So I suppose we all need to work on earning and becoming worthy of the lives we have always wanted. And perhaps I am no different than you in this manner.

To my family in Argentina, I am ready for you all to get here as soon as you are ready to be here. I want you all here so I have someone to talk to about my day. So I have someone to cook Sunday dinners for. I don’t need you all to save me, but I do need some company and some love. You all didn’t need me to save you either. We just are better together. And I am ready for you all to be here with me and go on this journey of earning the lives we deserve that we have dreamed of. They may be incredibly different than what we pictured, but I assume that they will still be basically the same when it all boils down.

To my Mexican friends, I bet you all never imagined that we would be here in this moment. I bet you all never imagined I would get you even deeper into drug trafficking. I don’t know what the definition of kingpin is. But I assume we are getting you all closer to it. However, we all know this was all about survival and taking care of our families. This isn’t about drugs. It is about our power to be who we are freely. I went down to California and the Mexican border to find you all because I wanted to warn the Hispanic people about the genocide against them. I never viewed you all as less than. And I did not understand why my family was warring on you all. And honestly I still don’t understand it all fully. However, I do understand my family tends to declare war and genocides on people who are powerful and give them a run for their money. They declared a war on me and I definitely gave them a run for their money. So I don’t know what is in store for the next two years for us. But I know it will be quite big. And I hope you all are ready because I think you all are kind of stuck with me now. I hope you all are okay with this because we are going to make the world an amazing place. We already have. Thank you for helping me find my family in Argentina. You have given me the world by finding them. Family is something I have always wanted. And now I have so much family I feel so rich. It is pretty weird to feel like this and not really have anything in the overt world. But that is what the next two years are about for me. I am going to earn my place in the overt world. And I look forward to meeting you all there.

To the farmers in Southern LA, I want to celebrate today because I feel like it is a big moment that I have worked so hard to get to. And you all have helped me for over a year. I found you all January 2022 by mistake, but kind of on purpose. It has been a shit show. Yet here I am still alive. And you all are the reason I am still alive. I am never going to be able to pay you all back for what you have given me. But I do hope to be able to provide you all with the freedom that you deserve and have earned. I may not know exactly how I am going to provide this for you all. But I do think by now you all know that when I put my mind to something I make it happen one way or another. So we will get it done. I just want to have a good life and I want you all to have good lives too. I want all the farmers to have good lives. I suppose I want the world to have good lives. But I am always going to go to bat for you all because you all went to bat for me and still do. Not many people understand the kind of feelings that go along with someone saving your life. I suppose I don’t really understand them fully. And the fact that by birthrights I was supposed to be your enemy makes it even better. When I learned about all this mess one of my first instincts was I have to go to California and tell the Hispanic people what is happening. That sounds crazy even to me now. But at the time it felt so logical and like the reasonable thing to do. I honestly love the way my mind works. I believe it keeps me a good person. Emotions don’t affect me like they do everyone else. And I am grateful for that. I look forward to what we will accomplish over my lifetime because you all are stuck me with me too. We are going to ferment the earth and the people and reverse this destruction. But I think things are going to get a bit easier. At least I really hope they do. I can’t handle another two years like the past two years. I need to find my family. And I am so happy to have found you all. I started building my family when I found you all. I just didn’t know what all that meant yet. I suppose maybe I went to California to find my family and I just didn’t realize it. I suppose I am queen of the south. So you all are my family. This all is so weird. It is hard to comprehend. But thank you for taking this ride of a lifetime with me. We are going to continue to change the world. And hopefully make our dreams come true. I love you all, thank you for gambling on me. I will never be able to say thank you enough.

Okay here is to the next 730 days being about rebuilding and conquering our dreams by building them.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Tuesday March 28th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries England, Hepatitis, Can Feel My Legs, Fake Rain, and Deserving versus Worthy

Okay everyone, it was a weird day. But I have a lot to talk about. So let’s just jump right in…

  1. I need to get the leaders in England on board. Tell them to reach out to the Graves family and they will explain what is happening and why they need to be revolutionary. Graves family will you please reach out to the people who are the leaders of the regular ordinary people in England and the ones who are in charge of those people over here in the United States. It seems I have an army of English people gangstalking me. I am pretty sure with my Graves birthright I am like their leader, but somehow they got confused and lost. Just like everyone else has gotten lost.
  2. I sat at Planet Fitness and watched my Truman show for almost an hour while I was charging my laptop. So I am pretty high on E poisons. But I have to tell you all that I enjoy my Truman show so much more now that I understand it is something that I can study to get the answers I am looking for. Every face is an equation and it tells me what group the person belongs to. It is a combination and equation of different angles and ratios. Plato came up with the equation for beauty, but there is an equation to see what group in the war games and the world people belong to. Do you all see this equation when you see people? I never really paid attention to people’s faces much before. It is my kind of Autism thing because I have read that other people like me just don’t pay attention to faces either. But on this revolution I have learned faces and it has been really fun to study and learn about people based on their bone structure. I would really enjoy looking at these people’s skulls to see how they differ. Because even without skin and tissue I am sure there are skeletal differences. I never really got to indulge in science much as a child or as an adult. But it sure fascinates me. I would have made an excellent doctor, but that ship has sailed so I just imagine what people’s skulls look like.
  3. I am going to list off some of the people I saw today in the faces at Planet Fitness just in case there are people who are not influenced by England. I suppose I just hope this may be the last group. I always say that. But on March 30th it will officially be the two year mark. So I have to be close to reaching everyone. So let’s keep going until I reach everyone. And no one does the right thing without being told to do the right thing. So my only hope is to reach the leaders of the people who try to kill me. So here we go:
    1. The women were shaped different today. They did not have estrogen dominance as badly and they were not as infected. And they had better epigenetics and fewer gene mutations. These were not fancy people by any means. Their genes were too healthy to have been involved in the war games or the mafia much at all.
    1. My Mom lives on north 65th place in Springfield Oregon. Across the street from her live Sue and Mike. I think their last name is Robertson. But I saw a lady who is related to Sue when I was walking Haywood. And she talked to me and she was definitely related to Sue. People with similar genes and epigenetics have similar mannerisms and ways of communicating. It is pretty wild. You all want to think we are so different. But so many people are just carbon copies of each other. It is really funny and sad.
    1. I worked a temp job at B and R Autowrecking on highway 99 in Eugene. There were so many people tonight who were related to the people who work there. Let me describe a few. Levi the red haired guy who runs the place his relatives were gangstalking me tonight. Brian Zash the guy related to Jasmin Crump who trained me had relatives that weren’t French Canadian who were gangstalking me tonight. There was a Hispanic guy that was from west Portland who hung out with a lady with four native American kids who killed her 4th child’s father. That guy had relatives gangstalking me tonight. Now in retrospect that Hispanic guy kind of has my Brother’s nose. Super weird. But I heard the Graves family has breed with many different races. So who knows. Because there was a black girl that I worked with at the collections place in Springfield who looked like my brother too. I want to see someone who looks like me. I have never seen anyone who looks like me. And I have never seen anyone who looks like my cousin Jessica either. I see people who look like my cousin Amanda all the time. But me and Jessica must be an overload of recessive genes because I have never seen people who look like us. But I have seen people who look like our brothers. But Jessica is the prototype that I am that my Dad wanted to eliminate. We are too smart.
    1. Gemma girl I used to dance with at the Nile and who became a cook at the nile. I saw people related to her tonight.
    1. Eva a dancer and bartender from Phil’s in springfield. I saw people related to her.
    1. Larry Morris but not the French Canadian side. I saw his family.
    1. Bill Cavinee but not the Danish or French Canadian side. I saw his relatives.
    1. I saw a black boy who looked like my cousin Derek. That was interesting and a good mix.
    1. I saw people who look like Jordan shrinks off you tube and instragram
    1. I went to Thurston high school with a girl named Katie Roberts and I saw her relatives tonight
    1. I saw someone related to Anthony Ryan Payne but not the French Canadian side of his family.
    1. Lisa Casper or Douglas from Sierra Vista when I worked at the group home. I saw her relatives
    1. I worked at atty dan gordon’s office in Eugene with Christine Johnson who has since remarried but I saw her daughter Trinity Southard’s genes tonight
    1. I saw healthier skinner versions of my cousin JoJo Parades, light skinned Hispanic people
    1. I saw a lot of people who are related to my Aunt Jill. My cousin Steven Kudearoff’s mom
    1. I saw a boy that was related to my cousin steven and cousin Derek both the white sides of them mixed together. That was a good mix. A good looking guy.
    1. I saw someone with epigenetics and genes like Blaine Taylor from Creswell. I believe he had a brother named Brent.
    1. A lot of people related to Craig Wilson from the Oregon Employment Department.
    1. And today I saw a lot of Asian people I had never seen before. Especially Korerans and even some who had mannerisms that were freakishly like A1’s aka Tae Roh.

Okay that was all the people from today. It wasn’t people from the North today. It was a different direction. I think they were from the West and I don’t know if they knew what they were taking part in. I want to believe all these people would not support genocide but I have realized people need to be told that genocide is wrong. It is not something we all agree on or know. Which was a pretty weird realization for me today. Or I suppose over the past two years I have been learning this. I never knew being a good person was something that was optional. I thought we all had to be good people. But I am learning we do not all agree on what a good person is. So I suppose I should tell you all that I believe not killing a race of people is a prerequisite for being a good person. When you want to kill a group of people because of the race they are that makes you a bad person. That is a sin you will go to hell for. In the overt world we agree that genocide is wrong. I think this something we need to carry over into the covert world. It just seems like the logical thing. But again we do not all agree on what is right and wrong and that is why we are unhappy and do not have potential.

  • Next I want to talk about fake clouds and rain. Did you all see the fake clouds and rain today in Eugene/Springfield? You all know these are man made right? The weather we have is not natural. What we experienced today is the same thing my Dad does in San Diego and Houston. He blocks the sun and creates humidy and rain. I am not exactly sure why he does this other than to block us from getting vitamin D which will grow more of the infections in our bodies. But I am hoping the leaders of the world will help me find who is playing the wizard behind the curtain with our weather patterns and get them to stop. They do it so much here in Oregon. The weather has changed so much since I was a child. And it really hasn’t changed at all. My Dad just changed the weather we experience. So can we get the person in charge of the fake weather to take a permeant vacation and let us have the Oregon weather we deserve and miss so much. Today was supposed to be a sunny nice spring weather day. Did you see the sky behind that big grey cloud, that was the real weather. Does this happen to the rest of you all in the world? I have only seen it in the United States and it is worse the closer to the ocean is what I have noticed. But I am sure this happens all over the world. We just have to find the wizards behind the curtains and get them to stop putting on a show for my Dad. We should figure out who those people are tonight.
  • Next up is I can feel my legs. I am grouchy today because today for the first time in almost 42 years I can feel my feet and my legs more than I ever have before. I have been doing experiments and all kinds of things for over a decade to try to figure out what this is. I was big into dance and footwork was always so hard for me. I never understood why my brain had such a hard time moving my feet. I had researched a ton. And I thought it was my lack of b12 and how we all have an autoimmune type reaction and do not absorb b12 like we should. It is part of the epigenetic triggers and our gene mutations. However, I have been experimenting because I am always experimenting. Recently I have been eating a lot of lower sodium saltines, which are pretty low fat. And I have not been eating much else because everything is so poisoned. But these feed my gut bacteria a lot and I am starting to feel like myself more and more every day. I seem to have pushed through a bit and gluten isn’t making me bloated and constipated like it used to as much. This could be from the sweet poisons in my soda that make me have the shits too. I never know what poisons will be in my soda. But water is the same risk if not worse. And I have to admit after taking a couple years off of caffeine I really missed it. I love caffeine. It is way better than sugar. I feel like my brain can keep up with itself when I drink caffeine. It is my ADHD. Stimulants make me process things more efficiently. Anyways I felt my legs and feet today when I was walking haywood more than I ever have. And it’s not b12 because I am not eating b12 and our gut bacteria that produce b12 are too low in our intestines for us to absorb it. So it is not b12. So I researched and you know what it is? I have had hepatisis for a lifetime. I was born with Jaundice and I was underweight even though I was two weeks late. I was the smallest baby out of all my cousins I think. And I was the shortest kid for the longest time. At least until my Dad started leaving me alone for weeks at a time when I was 15. I finally grew when I was 16. I was never supposed to be tall. I was supposed to be one of those short white kids that have parents who stunt their growth on purpose. I wonder if they all have hepatitsis? Because that is why I was never able to absorb nutrients from my food. And it was why I was so short. It is probably why I have been taking natural antibiotics and antifungals and antivirals for the past ten years to feel better. I recently have been working on my liver a lot. I did alternate day fasting in Feb because one month is supposed to reverse fatty liver. And in the past two years I have done more fasting than I have in the rest of my life. My 21 day fast last summer was amazing except for them poisoning me so much I had a viral outbreak and got a cold sore for the first time in my life. So we all pretty much have fatty liver. How many people do you think have hepatitis too? Because there are no real symptoms for 20-30 years. And that lines up with when I started taking natural antibiotics. I started to feel real sick in my late 20s. I mean I have been sick my whole life. But I was super skinny and never wanted to eat sick. However, on this revolution I have healed my liver so much that I can eat almost anything and I want to eat everyday. And I absorb nutrients like I have never been able to before. While the world has been trying to kill me everyday on this revolution I have been able to heal my liver because my family and people who told me they loved me tried to kill me way more throughout my life. So I am kind of bitter about everything today. I try real hard not to let things get to me. But I feel better than I ever have today and I have been experiencing daily attempted murder everyday and escaping it on this revolution for almost two years. And this is better treatment than my family or the people who claimed to love me gave me. My body is still explaining the destruction to me. And I really don’t like what it has to say. I don’t want to admit I was so sick my whole life by design. And I am so used to being so sick that I don’t even feel it anymore. Maybe I never really did because I always have been sick. My parents always yelled at me for wanting to rest. They called me lazy when I was just trying not to die. I guess I am just pretty disappointed in people today. But especially my family.
  • Next order of business is I am not a good person like you all like to think I am. Yes, I believe in trying to be a good person because so many people were and are awful to me. But I had to learn to be vicious to survive the past decade. I never knew being a good person was such an option. I thought everyone tried to be a good person. But I knew that people were awful to me and I learned that it was okay to be vicious back and defend myself. I doubt I will ever be mean to someone without a cause. Because my life has created the cause. If I wanted to be like my family I could destroy the world too, but I don’t want that. I want a good life. But you best believe I will be vicious and defend myself and my right to have a good life. I don’t aim to be a good person. I aim to earn a good life. I too am motivated by self interest. I have just been trying to survive my whole life. And being from my family means I have had to learn to defend myself and be vicious and stand up for what I deserve and what I have earned. So I built this revolution to defend myself and get what I deserve and have earned. And my life has taught me that if I don’t get better for you all too, then you all will just try to take and take and take from me. So if I want a good life I have to get a good life for us all. Because you all will never leave me alone and let me just be. So I am going to get us all a better life so you all stop taking and taking and taking from me. I am not as good of a person as you all make me out to be I am just trying to have a good life. I am tired of people taking from me and taking more. A person can only take so much before they just break. I suppose this may be my midlife crisis. On a worldwide level and revolution. I don’t know what this is, but I am glad you all are here with me. And I am glad to get better for us all because I believe my life will be better with you all in it. I want to be surrounded by people who have enough. And I want to have enough too. Then maybe we wont try to take from each other so much. Because I just can’t handle people taking from me anymore. I am going to break if it doesn’t stop soon. I have reached my breaking point.
  • Okay next point last night they kept me up all night with poisons. Some poisons keep me stuck in my reptilian brain and get me all emotional. My Dad was all in my head trying to provoke me and get me into weird thoughts. The chip in my head is a trip. But this is how I have learned about the voice of god and my own voice and the voice implanted by the chip in my head. I have learned a lot of what I know from being destroyed by my family in numerous ways. Anyways last night he wanted me to lash out and be angry and be like them. But I am not like them. I don’t declare war in the same way they do. But I suppose since I have more of the world listening in I should clear the air so to speak. See my family has had a bounty on my head for over three decades. The world has been trying to kill me for over three decades to gain privilege from my Dad. Even my aunts and uncles and cousin and mom and brother have all taken part in this game of trying to kill me for privilege. Everyone has tried to hurt me in any way possible. So I have to invite you all to take part in the same game against them. See they aren’t my family. If I had a real family they would never have made me survive the things I have had to survive over my lifetime, but especially in the past two years. They would not have killed my 14 year old dog and kidnapped her. There are countless things they all have done to me. So you all would be wrong if you thought I did not wish them dead. Of course I do. The world would literally be a better place without them. They have proven over and over they are not good people. They are not loving. They are not kind. They do not want any of us to have potential or good things. They are addicted to destruction and they have proven that over and over. Not only to me but to you all too. Sure there are parts of me that wishes they were good people. There are parts of me that sees the good parts and qualities in them. But I was conditioned to have Stockholm syndrome and think that I love them in order to ensure their survival. Not to ensure my survival, but to ensure their survival. They knew this was an option and something that could happen one day. So they wanted me to believe they love me so they could play both sides. But no one who loves anyone does the things they have done to me. No one would ever do what they have done to me to someone they love. Or even someone they just like. My family has hated me and tried to kill me my whole life. And they got the world to take part in this sick game they played against me. So I would like to invite everyone in the world to take part in this same game against them. All of them. Whoever kills any of my family members will get great privilege in the world we are creating. It is like doing public service to rid the world of people like them. I may not believe in genocide, but I believe in eliminating my Dad’s cult members. And my family are the biggest cult members he has besides the French Canadians. I encourage everyone to drop out of his cult because as soon as I can figure out how to wage a full on war against you all I will. You all have made my life hell and you prevent us all from getting what we deserve. I will commit my whole life to getting even and eliminating you all. I am big on revenge if you have not noticed. So I encourage everyone to grow up and drop out of my Dad’s cult because its not a good idea to be an awful person that keeps us all from getting better. I wouldn’t want to be my enemy. But that is just me being logical. I am sure my Dad will try to tell you all that I am not a threat. And maybe I am not. I guess we will see right?
  • Lastly, I would like to talk about deserving versus being worthy. There is a big difference you know. So today I went to go get my soda at Dairy Mart. And there were the same two half breed people working as yesterday. Only today they looked shamed. They know the rules of humanity apply to them, but yet today they seemed to understand it all more. No matter your race you are human first. And every human deserves better than this. I want you all to know this in your heart of hearts and in the core of your being. You deserve better than this. No one deserves to   be destroyed like this. No matter what you have done you do not deserve to be destroyed and hurt like this. However, that doesn’t mean you get the life of your dreams automatically just by being you. What life have you earned? I see so many people who have earned less than what they have. Sure we don’t deserve to be destroyed like we have been or are being. But how much of your life did you earn by destroying others? That makes you just as wrong as the destruction. Yesterday, I touched on how you all have to earn my help. Yes, you deserve better than this. And I have given you all the tools you need to get better. I have given you all more than was ever given to me. And I did it because I wanted to. I did it because I want the best for us all. However, I don’t have to keep giving to you all unless I want to. And you all have to earn my help. You don’t earn a good life or my help just by not committing crimes against humanity anymore. You actually have to do things that earn you a good life. I don’t know if there are really good humans and bad humans. But there are humans who have earned a good life and there are humans who have not earned a good life. How much of your current life did you earn from taking part in the destruction? I am not saying you are destined to go to hell if you gained a lot from the destruction. But I am saying you have to earn a good life. And it is only you who gets to judge what you need to do to get that good life. No one else is your God. You need to figure out your shit with your God.  However, I am saying that people have to earn a good life. It’s not my rule I think it is a rule of humanity. So yes I need you all to figure out how to build a sales pipeline in Eugene for me to sell houses. But you all also have to figure out how to get right with your god and earn a good life. I want to help you all and be there for you all. But I can’t fix your relationship with god. That is something you all have to do on your own. And the sooner you start working on it the sooner it is good. We all do what we have to do to survive. I completely understand survival. And it isn’t about you did this you did that. It is just about earning a good life and earning the trust and help of those who you want in your life. This isn’t about judgment it is about supporting each other in our goals and in getting the good lives we deserve. No one can get the good life you deserve for you. You have to do it. Just like I have to do the work for me. I do so much to earn the good life I deserve. Yet, I still have to earn it. It kind of sucks, but we can all earn that good life together. I am hoping you all are ready to earn that life we all have been dreaming about together. A life where we don’t take from each other. A life where we give to each other because it is the right thing to do. We are stronger together. And I hope we are all ready to earn that good life we all deserve together. I know this revolution and life has been hard. Believe me I know. But now we have to create and earn the lives we have always wanted and dreamed of. I hope you all are in this with me. Because I don’t want to do this alone. I could give you all a revolution, but I can’t give you all the lives you deserve. You have to earn those.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Monday March 27th 2023 Moon in Gemini Sun in Aries Half Breeds and Symbiotic Relationships

Ever since I reached Southern Europe Walmart has been packed with white people. I didn’t understand what was happening, but today I realized what it is. My Mom used to call people half breeds when they were part of this but not enough to be full something. When I reached the Danish people I found a group of them that were part Danish, but not Danish enough to listen to the Danish leaders. This is what is happening now. Eugene Springfield is covered in a cloud of smoke because my Dad is using half breeds to hold us all hostage. The past two days Asian and Hispanic people have been poisoning me at Walmart and I didn’t understand what was happening. Well I guess they aren’t Asian enough to listen to the Asian leaders. And they aren’t French Canadian or Southern European enough to listen to those leaders. And there are some people who are just part Irish. It is a bunch of different half breeds as my Mom would say. I am hoping you all can help me reach the leaders of these people. Because they are going to be the end of us all. We are covered in a cloud of smoke here in Eugene that is blocking the sun. This isn’t normal fog or spring weather this is poison. My food has been more poisoned because half breeds are poisoning my food because they don’t think they are impacted the same way by the genocides of the world or the destruction. It is really shocking how you all separate yourselves by race. When in actuality we are all human. I know you all want to believe we are all so different, but we are all just human. Poison kills us all the same. We all die by the genocides of the world just the same. It doesn’t matter what race you are, we all die the same. There is no superior race that will save you from the destruction my Dad has created. He is dying from the destruction he created. Why do these people sign up to do his bidding still? I am hoping you all can reach out to these people and their leaders because they are doing my Dad’s bidding and holding us all hostage. The cloud of smoke covering Eugene Springfield is coming from the manufacturing plants. I saw it starting last night after my talk. But I never thought it would get this bad. We need clean air. This cloud of smoke is stressing my heart and kidneys. Do your eyes feel funny today? That is your kidneys. Did you wake up with eye goobers this morning? That is your kidneys.

And I have an interesting train of thought based on what I have seen the past couple days in reference to half breeds. I am Russian, Chinese, western European aka superior white person, and Argentinian. If I was to follow the rules you all have set out about being this much of this kind of person for the rules to apply to you, then I would never have to listen to anyone. That leaves us all in a very vulnerable situation. Especially because we all are human. Just because I am this and that does not make me super human and it does not make me inferior. I still am just human and the laws of humanity still apply to me. Yet, by the rules you all have set out I don’t have to listen to any of the rules of humanity. That leaves us all very vulnerable. And I hope you don’t like this train of thought and logic as much as I do. Because there is something very wrong when the rules to humanity and the laws to humanity can be overlooked so easily.

Next I would like to make a deal with the people in North America from the West, the North, and the East. See you all are practicing self preservation. You want me to die today so that you all can die tomorrow. And I think you all somewhat saw the error of your ways last night when I talked to you all about it. You all don’t want to die tomorrow. You want to live. Yet, I am under no obligation to meet the needs of people who do not meet my needs. Life is about symbiotic relationships. If I wanted to I could stop trying to help you all. I have given you all the answers. I have over and over told you all how to solve your problems. Yet, I know you all won’t do it on your own. You all have a need for me to hold your hand and walk you through the healing process. Which could be human. Honestly I am not sure why you do not want to solve your own problems. I know it has to do with learned helplessness and being addicted to emotions. But I have told you all how to use your logical brain and I have told you all how to overcome addiction and fight your c diff infections. Yet, you don’t do it. Why don’t you do things for yourselves? That is my biggest question. Why not solve your own problems? You are looking towards me to solve your problems.  But you don’t want to help me in the overt world. What would you do if someone needed your help, but they didn’t want to be kind to you or respectful in the real world? Would you help them? My relationship with you all needs to be symbiotic. It needs to be a two way street. Toxic relationships are all about take take take. I need to have healthy relationships in my life. I have been surrounded by toxic people my whole life. And all I have ever wanted is to be independent and self sufficient. However, if you all do not do the right thing I am destined to lifetime of being held hostage by my birthrights. All I have ever wanted is to be independent. Why would I want to help the people who are keeping me from all I have ever wanted. Of course I want a family. But I don’t want to have to rely on them to get all my needs met. I want to have something to bring to the table and add to that family. I don’t want to be dead weight on anyone. My whole life I have had to rely on people taking care of me. I hate it. I just want to be able to take care of myself. I suppose this is why it is so hard for me to understand why you all don’t want to take care of yourselves when you have everything you need to do it.

So let’s make a deal. The west, the north, and the east in north America you all have a lot of things you would like my help with. As it stands I could stop helping you all right here and still be completely right with God. I have taken care of my side of the street. I have informed you of so many things you needed to know. I have armed you all with the information you need to protect yourselves and your families. However, you all want more from me. And I understand because we all want to feel taken care of and cared for. Especially during hard times. It feels good to know other people care for you and want you to do good.

But you know I am going through this tough time too. I would like to know I am taken care of and cared for too. My life has been pretty tough, but especially the past couple years while I have been trying to reach you all it has been really tough. Like kill your 14 year old dog tough. So here is my deal. I want to have something to bring to the table when my family gets here. I want to be able to add value to my family and not just rely on them. Love is about adding not subtracting. I want to add value everywhere I go. So I am going to need you all to add value to my life and I will continue to add value to your lives and make your lives better. I thought about it and last night I was telling myself I could just give up on you all and I could get some people from south America to come up here and watch over you all. And I could go live in south America and just give up on you all. It is really hard to keep trying when I don’t feel like you all keep trying. You act so helpless it makes me not want to help you. What good is it going to do if I help a bunch of helpless people stay alive? You will just continue to take take take from those of us who are not helpless. But I told myself you all are too part of my family and apart of who I am. So I need to do right by you all too. This means I need to be patient and forgiving and give you all the chance to do better.

Saving yourselves in my eyes is all about taking your power back. And that means giving me my power back in the overt world. I want to be independent and you all being helpless is keeping me from being independent. I want to have a successful career in real estate. Sure it doesn’t make me happy like it once did. But I want independence. I need independence. And you all need me. So in order for this to work you all need to give me what I need so I am motivated to fulfill your needs. See this is how grown up human relationships work. We agree to fulfill each other’s needs. This is what a win win relationship is like. This is a symbiotic relationship. If we both win we both get our needs met.

So here is the deal. I am going to keep trying at real estate. I am not going to hyperfocus and try to swim upstream. But I am going to do the thing. And I am going to build my Exp website and do some cold calls. And you all are going to create and organize a sales pipeline for me. You all do this for many people with fancy birthrights. I have seen so many people who suck at what they do be successful because you all make them successful. You all are going to make me successful. You all are going to give me a reason to want to stay here and help walk  you all through the healing process. Even though I have provided you all with all the tools you need. You all still want the human support. I get that and I am willing to be that human support you desire. But you all have to be the humans I desire. So you all need to figure out how you are going to protect yourselves and be the people who sign up to do business with me in real estate. I need to sell at least 20 homes a year. That is not very many people. So this is a really small project for you all. And I know you can do it because I have seen how you all do it for other real estate agents. I am willing to give you everything you need to get your needs fulfilled. I need you all to fulfill my need for independence and a successful career. I need for you all to help me escape my birthrights in the overt world. My birthrights have held me hostage and back from success my whole life. I am not going to free you all from the trauma of your birthrights if you all don’t free me from the trauma of my birthrights.

So I hope we have a deal! Because I suppose I could always just hold you hostage like my Dad has. The people in the south have been held hostage just like me. I am sure they are angry with you all too. And I want to clarify that none of this applies to my family in the east. I am still working on trying to figure out what you all need help with so I can get it to you. But I have to get myself to a safe place first. I believe in family and I know you all are my family and I appreciate everything you all have done to keep me alive even though we are a world apart. I was thinking it would be good for all of us if we started to do more trading between the east and south America. So that is something that I will figure out how to do. But I suppose the east should send fancy families to Argentina and my Mexican friends and the south American drug cartels will be more than willing to work with you all on creating a strong bond and relationship. That will help us all get more power in the overt world. I think it is a  smart move for us all.

Okay so the people in north America you all know what you have to do. I guess now we just sit back and see how motivated you all are to get your needs met. I love you all, but love means being tough sometimes. Just because I love you all does not mean you get a free ride. You have to earn your keep in this revolution just like everyone else.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Wednesday March 29th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries Half Breeds Again

Okay everyone today the group of the day is half breed people with ties to England. Can we reach out to these people. They almost look enslaved and I almost feel sorry for them. But I have noticed that the well off people have said no to my Dad and chosen not to fight this war for him. So these people who are half breeds and feel enslaved are really just enslaved by their beliefs that they have to be opportunists to get ahead. Basically they dont believe in themselves. Which is sad, but I don’t feel sorry for them. I think we should declare a war against them. So let’s reach out to their leaders. Because we dont deserve anyone holding us back.

Also I invite you all to declare war on the people in ny Dad’s cult in anyway you see fit. Complicate their lives and destroy them until they see the error of their ways or die. We need to eliminate my Dad’s cult members because he will always use them as puppets to destroy us all. We deserve good lives. There is no room for destruction in our good lives. Talk more later.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Tuesday March 28th 2023 Moon in Cancer Sun in Aries One last group

Today there is a small group of people with really light skin and dark hair gangstalking me still. They dont know what they are doing because their cortisol levels are too low to know about the destruction. They just feel happy to have been called upon. It’s not a group I have had much interaction with, but they are related to A1’s real estate partner from Realty Edge. His name was/is Michael OMerea … I’m not sure who his people belong to. But I’m hoping this is the last group who will hunt me. If you all could get them to stop I would appreciate it greatly. I have a lot to say but I have to get some shit done today first. They kept me up all night so I got a late start. Talk more later.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Ps they exposed my low salt saltines to moisture so they grew mold. Can you all get them to stop messing with the freaking food. If they used this kind of energy to find their potential the world would be a better place.

Sunday March 26th 2023 Moon in Gemini Sun in Aries Journal Entry

I don’t want to pretend anymore. I have been fighting for my right to succeed and be successful in the real world for decades now. But we all know my Dad will always set me up to fail. Who really will use me as their realtor? People have tried to kill me my whole life for my Dad. No one has ever been kind to me or even tried to do right by me. The only reason I was able to escape my Dad a little is because other people tried to steal me away from him so they could steal my birthrights and power.

I don’t want to pretend anymore. I dont want to hyperfocus and give my all to a system that has set me up to fail. No one has ever stood up for me in the overt world and only recently have people started standing up for me in the covert world. My whole life I understood self interest was really the only thing that motivated people. This revolution has been built on self interest. If something happens to me, you all are screwed. Because you all are up next to live like I have. I don’t want to pretend I’m going to be able to sell real estate to find my way out of this war I call a life. I literally have better chances of selling drugs to find my way out. Which I dont find to be wrong. But you got to admit it’s ironic. The quote unquote right way has set me up to fail. Where as the wrong way is the only way I survive. The wrong way is the only way you all survive. How are you all processing this all?

I have better chances of making friends with drug cartels that we all have been told are awful people and convincing them to help me. Then I do of succeeding in the world my Dad has created. I have everything I need to succeed at real estate. I’m smart. I understand sales more than most realtors. But somehow my birthrights will forever stop me from getting the success I deserve. People will never do business with me because it will leave them vulnerable to my Dad. Even though people know without me they are my Dad’s next target and victim. Funny how self preservation kills people sometimes because it leaves them short sighted. Save yourselves today to die tomorrow. Ironic.

So I suppose I am going to have to turn the world upside down. I am queen of the south. Maybe the south deserves more than I ever imagined. Because I will always stand up more for the people who stand up for me the most. The smallest part of me that makes me fancy and larger than life is my south American heritage and part. Yet the people from the south have helped me the most. Why do you think this is? My Mom always used to tell me the people who have the least will often give the most. I’m sure she wasn’t talking about a revolution or even my family. But she was right in more ways than I ever expected. The east and the south have given me so much. The west has also given me a lot. But I’m just disappointed in a lot of people. Save yourselves today so you can die tomorrow. You all would have let me die today so you all could die tomorrow if I hadn’t found the south and my family in Argentina. How do you suppose that makes me feel? It hurts.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Sunday March 26th 2023 Moon in Gemini Sun in Aries A Message To The South American Drug Cartels and Fancy Families

Hello everyone. Thank you for tuning in. I hope you all were able to tune in last night and hear the details about some of the destruction. My computer is almost dying so we are going to be pretty brief and to the point today. I need to get this message out today because we all need to work together. See my Dad and my families for generations have been keeping the south small. You all are apart of who I am and you all have been kept small just like me. I find this all very unacceptable and I hope you do too. Because we need to change it. We may have been able to be kept small because we were kept from each other. However, together we are strong. If I am able to have you all on my side, I know I can make the world realize how much they have been missing out on by leaving us out of the conversation. We are amazing and we have been kept small because we have something that no one else has. I am not quite sure what this thing is. Maybe it is many things. But we have something that my Dad doesn’t want the world to know we have. Do you all know what it is? I think it is that we have the power to push my Dad out of power. We can take over for him and be a guiding force for the world. I know we can because I have sold the world on being revolutionary. I wouldn’t be talking to you all today if the world didn’t respect my wishes and the direction I see the world going in. I don’t believe we need to conquer anyone to be seen and heard. I believe we need to find our potential and share it with the world. We deserve better than this. And I have a plan to get us all better. I hope you all are ready for this because I was up all night thinking about the details and how we are going to get this all accomplished.

See I don’t know if you all heard, but I was able to create a pretty amazing distribution network in North America for my friends in Mexico. See they have been kept small too. And they have become apart of my family. No one deserves to be kept small. And no one deserves to be forced to fund raise for their own demise. So we created a way for them to feed their families and be free. Or at least more free from the destruction. Everything is a process. I am hoping you all will help me create a distribution network like this in South America. See South America and North America are about a billion people. And I think we should include Central America too after we get things going in south America. That will be about 1.5 billion people. Plus I have made friends with the fancy families internationally and they will be coming to Argentina to partake in some of these products that my Mexican friends produce. We are going to get our freedom by doing things differently. I don’t know about you all but I have been trying to do things the right way my whole life. And it has never really gotten me anywhere. How about you all? Has doing things the traditional way gotten you all far? I say we do differently to get different. So I have created a worldwide sales pipeline for the products that South America is known for. Drugs and cocaine are a big deal to many people. And even though south America has been kept small, drugs have kept you all in the world. Because the same people who wish to keep you all small want to do your products. They have c diff infections that make them addicted to what you produce. I say we turn the tables and start profiting and making a name for ourselves off this. It is only fair to use what you have as an asset. Especially when people are trying to enslave you and take what is yours. I am so tired of people trying to enslave me and take what is mine. How about you all, are you tired of it too? Because my life has not been much different than your lives. Partaking in the adult industry and the sex industry is what kept me alive. I had to do differently in order to survive. It was the only time in my life I was able to escape my Dad’s cult even a little. So we need to do this again. Just on a much bigger scale.

Drug cartels from South America, I want you all to know I do not want to take anything from you. I understand you all have worked really hard to be where you are today. I need you all to know I respect you and I want to thank you for taking care of South America. Without you all the world would have forgotten about South America. You all have created products that have allowed you to stay apart of the world conversation. However, you all are not respected as you should be. People do not view drug dealers or cartel leaders with the respect they deserve. You all have hard jobs. You are businessmen. And I am hoping you all are ready to establish yourselves in the overt world and get the respect you have already earned and deserve. See I have an opportunity for you. I don’t want to take anything from you. I want to give to you all and ask for your help. See I have my friends from fancy families coming to Argentina to buy products to take home with them so we can level the playing field worldwide. Fancy families all over the world need to do differently to get their power back. But this means they need a legal and overt reason to come to south America. They need to find legal products to buy that you all produce in South America. And you all are the ones who know what is happening down there. You all are the ones who deserve to have more control in the overt world. Granted I am going to need you all to be more kind and legal. Businessmen need to follow more social norms in order to be respected. Basically no more killing people or wars over drugs. We all have to work together. And I am not giving you freedom to enslave the people of South America. I am asking you all to create industries in South America so you all have products to legally partake in world trade. South America needs to be known for something other than drugs. Until you all are known for something other than drugs you will be looked down upon and not given the respect you deserve. So I need your help. But it seems you all could use some of my help too. I am big on working together to get a desired result where we all win. The people in south America respect you. You are in a position where you can do better for them. And doing that better for them will result in better for you all. If I am in power you all will also be in power. When people see me, they see the south. You all are the south. We kind of are a great team. Don’t get me wrong, you all kind of scare me. But then I have to think about my Mexican friends who have kept me alive. People told me they were scary my whole life. Yet they have been the kindest people I have ever met. My family is way scarier than my Mexican friends. So I am going to bet you all are a lot like them. I would like to offer you all a place in my family just like I offered my Mexican friends a place in my family. We have been able to change the world over the past year since we started working together. And I know you all will be a great asset.

So here is my offer. I would like to buy your products wholesale for a reasonable price. This will allow you all more time to work on figuring out what industries can be built in South America. We need industries and legal products to sell to my worldwide friends as soon as possible. They will be arriving soon. This will allow you all to keep making money and have less risk and not have to deal with as many people. And you will get to create a place for yourselves in the overt world where you are respected like you deserve. We need to become a part of the conversion in the world when it comes to world trade. And we need legal products to take part in this trade. People will always try to discount or take advantage of the south until we become a world power. My family in China was preyed on just like my family in Argentina after world war two. However, they have been able to protect themselves because they believe in potential and they have created a name for themselves in the overt world. China is a world player. We need south America to be a world player. This means we need to educate our children so they can help us create the industries that will allow us all to make a name for ourselves. You all can make this happen because people respect you and you have the infrastructure. I believe people do the right thing when given the option to do the right thing. This is me asking you all to help me make South America whole again or maybe for the first time ever. I don’t know much about who I am to you all, but I know we are family because I represent the south. And I know families are not supposed to be like the family I come from here in the States. My family here has tried to kill me and take my power from me my whole life. They held me hostage and I was their prisoner. I never want to do that to anyone because I know how much it hurts. And I know you all have been held hostage too. I say we fight back together and ensure this never happens to us ever again. Our children deserve better than this. I never want my children to know the pain I have experienced. I hope you all can relate to that.

So I am going to assume you all are on board because you are my family and I want good for us all. I have never had a real family and over this revolution I have started building the family I have always wanted. You are apart of this family. This means you will have influence over the world. Being my family means you have to be a good person because we have a lot of influence over the world. It is a heavy job, but I know you all are up for it.

So here is what we are going to do. You all are going to find my family in Argentina. And you will treat them very kindly. Please bring them a gift when you see them. They are helping me create wealth so they can come up here and we can have a farm. I have been alone my whole life. I really need you all to help me get my family up here. That is what I ask for in exchange for this opportunity. I am not going to survive up here alone for much longer. And if I die you all loose the chance to be in my family and get a say in what happens in the world. I am not ready to die. I have fought so hard to stay alive and to do the right thing my whole life. My family is really awful, but I am sure you all cannot imagine how awful they have been to me. I suppose that is why I am able to talk to you all today and know you are just human just like me. I was raised to be a serial killer and take over the world. But I just want a family and a good life and to farm bacteria. I may even want to smoke some pot one day soon when I am on my farm. I am not one for drugs much anymore, but I do think about smoking pot sometimes.

Okay they are drugging me so let me get to the point. Find my family in Argentina they will connect you with my Mexican friends. My Mexican friends will be in charge of distribution in south America too. All the fancy families in south America will have an opportunity to partake in the products you all create to get their power back. The fancy families in south America will go through my family in Argentina to get these products they will not have direct access to my Mexican friends. Checks and balances keep us all safe. And the fancy families in south America will also bring gifts for my family being able to facilitate this amazing opportunity.

While all this is happening you all need to create industry and legal products. My Mexican friends will help you all connect with the fancy families from worldwide who come to Argentina. And eventually we can have them go to different ports throughout south America. This way we can encourage industry throughout the content. This is not just about making Argentina great. It is about making everyone’s lives better. We all deserve better. So we are all going to work together to get the better.

Let me recap just to make sure I got this all

The fancy families in south America are going to take care of distribution in south America. This will allow them to regain the power they deserve to create the checks and balances we all need to be safe. They will get access to these products through my family in Argentina.

My Mexican friends will take part in organizing who needs what and distribution of the illegal and legal products once created. Our friends from fancy families world wide need to be prioritized highly because this will allow south America to become a world power. We have something everyone wants, we need to use it.

And the drug cartels will wholesale their illegal products to my Mexican friends so they have enough product to supply the pipeline in south America and our new world wide friends. And you all will create industry and legal products so the world can start investing in the south American economy more and create trade with us. The sooner we are respected in the world, the sooner we get what we need and want. Which is really just to be accounted for and to matter. We matter and we deserve better than this. Our families and children deserve better lives. This is how we get better for everyone.

I think that pretty much explains it all. After we get things going in south America we will do this same thing with central America because they deserve better too. And they are apart of who we are. Together we are stronger.

I know this may sound over simplified. But this has worked in North America. It will work in South America too. And it will work in Central America too. I have never gotten to use my fancy brain for anything really worth while before. And never in my life did I think I would create the largest drug distribution network, but we can’t judge by the standards we have been raised to believe in. Because those standards were meant to keep us all small and enslaved. Thinking differently and outside the box is the only way we all get better.

I appreciate you all tuning in tonight and allowing me your time. Thank you for helping me and my family in the south. You all are just like me and it is time for us to be free.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Sunday March 26th 2023 Moon in Gemini Sun in Aries Sunday Church-Finding God In Your Body

Hello Everyone, Happy Sunday. I used to love Sundays because they were lazy days. Everyone is a bit more relaxed on Sundays no matter what you are doing. It’s a good day. So my life is weird today. I am super high on E poisons again. The cars have so much poisons today. I don’t know if the people who are signing up to destroy and gangstalk me know what they are doing, but they are still signing up to put on my Truman show. I was kept up all night last night so we slept in a bit this afternoon. I went to go get lunch and the food was still poisoned so I just got crackers. I am tired and a bit cranky today. So let’s talk about God and then I am going to address South American fancy families and drug cartels and get them all squared away.

We all learn through repetition. So I am going to go over a few things again. God talks to everyone of us. You know that voice in your head that has told you that you deserve better than this? That is God. He talks to us all. However, he only continues to talk if we listen to him. If we continue to ignore him he will not waste his time and energy. Would you keep talking to someone who ignored you? However, when you listen to what God is saying and acknowledge it, he talks more and you can start a conversation with him. He can be quite chatty when you really tune in and listen. God is the quantum field which is endless possibilities. There are endless things to say about endless possibilities. So there is a lot to talk about. You just have to listen and be willing to hear him, even if it hurts sometimes.

God is understanding we don’t have to be perfect in anyway to talk to him. He knows we are human. And there is no shame in being human. There are endless possibilities in being human. It is a beautiful experience when we embrace it for what it is. God is part of the magic in your life. And God is apart of you. We all are God like, but no human is God. No human will ever be God. But this is amazing because it means we get to be human and make mistakes. It feels good to be able to embrace your humanity and not have to try to be perfect. No human was designed to be perfect. It is just not possible. And the sooner you give up trying to be human, the sooner your life gets more manageable and enjoyable. Being human is relaxing because you can try new things and make mistakes and it is okay no matter what happens. How are you supposed to figure out what you are good at or find your potential if you are not willing and able to make mistakes? God created us all to be human. Humans make mistakes. But we have to learn from those mistakes. We can’t keep making the same mistakes over and over and use our humanity as an excuse. We have logical brains because we are designed to learn from our mistakes. Being human is something you have to be accountable for. But it isn’t an excuse that will get you out of doing the wrong things over and over. You have to learn and grow.

The alkaline poisons steal your soul. Your soul is a mix of your second and third chakras or energy centers. This past week I realized this happens because we have an infection in our core that causes inflammation and it causes our core to go numb. This infection often is rooted in the infection in our mouths. The alkaline poisons do not intend to kill us. They intend to grow the infections in our bodies so that we go numb to our souls and spirit. Your second chakra is right below your belly button. This is the computer of who you are. Your third chakra is right in the middle of your ribs at the bottom where they come together in the middle. This is your energy signature. Just like no two humans have the same finger prints, no two humans have the same energy signature. This energy from your 3rd chakra needs to connect with the computer of who you are in your second chakra to turn on the computer of who you are. These two chakras need to work together in order for you to feel your soul and be in alignment with your spirit. If you can’t feel your soul, you won’t be able to feel God. So really focus on connecting to who you are. Because you have to find yourself before you can find God. Because God is apart of who you are. God doesn’t make junk, only masterpieces. So find yourself and you will find God. Listen because he talks to you.  

I want to really talk about your body and how the infections steal so much from us all. I have been taking natural antibiotics since about 2014. I didn’t understand what I was fighting in my body, but I knew I felt better when I was talking natural antibiotics and antifungals and antivirals. And every time I tried to stop I would feel worse again. A1 used to yell at me for taking them. I didn’t understand he was trying to kill me and I told him they make me feel better. And he just got more angry with me. Never stop doing what makes you feel better. If I would have stopped I would have died. You have to do the things in life that make you feel better. It is your job to make yourself feel good. Even in this messed up world we live in you have to take responsibility for making yourself feel better. It sucks that it has gotten to be this bad. But you can always take steps everyday to make yourself feel better. And often the small little things you do everyday will have the greatest impact on your epigenetics.

Lets talk about toothpaste and mouthwash and dental products real quick. See a lot of these things are designed to kill both your good and bad bacteria in your mouth. But the good bacteria will help you stay alive and fight infection. Mint and Cinnamon will kill your good bacteria. You know how toothpaste has that sweet taste. I am pretty certain that is very similar to the sweet poisons they add to my soda and water. It feeds the infection in our bodies. I stopped using traditional toothpaste in about 2018 when I moved to Arizona and this is another reason I have been able to survive. If your teeth are yellow, or if your lips are getting smaller, or if your cheeks are getting saggy you have an infection in your mouth that is pretty bad. These are the things I noticed happening when my Dad started really trying to kill me in 2017. When your face changes shapes a lot or enough that you notice you look different, that is not old age. That is the infection having reached your heart. When your heart is not functioning  properly your face changes shapes because your body does not regulate the fluid in your body as it should. Do you get swollen fingers, face, eyelids, etc? These are things that are signs you need to fight your infection. And there are countless other signs.

Now let’s talk about how to clean up the infection a bit. Since 2014 I have been fighting the infection in my body without really addressing the infection in my mouth directly. This means the infection has been leaking  into my body for a lifetime and causing  problems. Yesterday, I started oil pulling with coconut oil again. I did it two times yesterday for about 30-50 minutes each time. And today I woke up less bloated and my skin was tighter. I have been trying to figure out why I have been so bloated and why my skin changed so much. And in just one day of fighting the infection in my mouth, I feel and look better. Granted I am going to have to continue to do this probably for the rest of my life. But having found the solution I have been looking for for a lifetime is really amazing. So yes you need to take natural antibiotics. But you really need to work on cultivating the good bacteria in your mouth and killing the bad bacteria. We have an infection so close to our brains. I don’t believe we can be functioning at an optimal level with an infection this close to our brains. I have not found a better way to cultivate the good bacteria and kill the bad bacteria in my mouth other than oil pulling and using diatomaceous earth food grade and water as a mouthwash and using triphala as a mouthwash. Those are the three things. I put turmeric essential oil directly on Haywood’s gums and that helps him. I also used to use Castor oil directly on his gums when we were in Arizona. He is still missing teeth, but his neck is getting a lot smaller. So I know we are making headway on the infection he has. His chest used to be so swollen too for years. I didn’t understand what was happening. But now we all know. My Dad is trying to kill all of us just like he has been trying to kill Haywood and I for many years now. So take your antifungals and clean up your mouth.

But most importantly stop killing your gut bacteria. Your gut bacteria is meant to protect you. I have started eating gluten again in the past 6 weeks and I have been gluten free for most of the past decade. However, my c diff infection is getting so much better from growing my good bacteria. So I encourage you all to start paying attention to what you eat as a way to feed your gut bugs. Food isn’t as much about vitamins as it is about feeding your gut bugs because they will produce a lot of the vitamins we need. Plus they produce a lot of other things we still don’t understand. And maybe these things are more important than vitamins. Butyrate has kept me alive. It is a small chain fatty acid our gut bugs  produce. It literally makes me happy and less inflamed and smarter. So do your research and really thing about what you are eating as a way to heal your body. Stop eating so much fat and salt. And stop eating so many different spices. Spices often kill your gut bacteria. I rarely eat spices because they don’t make me feel good. We have been conditioned to eat spices. I used to love curry. But all those spices are literally designed to create autoimmune disease in our bodies. Sauces are the same way. So pay attention to how things make you feel and eat simple foods. If you want to eat spices and salts and sauces and fatty foods do it in moderation and make up for it with some intermittent fasting afterwards. You can balance things out and still enjoy life. I still eat cookies occasionally. And ice cream that is vanilla is still my favorite. The sugar and fat is awful, but dairy feeds our gut bugs and helps us stay acidic. Every food feeds different bugs in your body. Figure out the bugs you need to grow and eat what they need. They will heal you. You don’t have to eat fermented foods to grow your gut bacteria. Although ferments are a way to put God back in you really quickly. I believe God lives in our gut bacteria. We cannot explain our gut bacteria or our bodies all the way yet. And there is so much there that we don’t understand. Those things are God. They are magical and complex. Yet they just happen naturally. Our gut bacteria would not have been used against us so much if it wasn’t part of the magic of the human experience.

So really think about your gut bacteria, your soul, your spirit, the infection in your body, and how to connect with God. You are a child of God and God is in everyone of us. We all may have different Gods but he appears to us all as we need him. We don’t have to be the same to know we are all human and made from the same things. When you work on becoming a better human you work on connecting with God. And that leads to your gut bacteria changing, which leads to your epigenetics and mitochondria improving. Cancer, autoimmune diseases, and autism are all epigentic diseases, which are diseases caused by dysfunctional mitochondria. So be a better human and connect with God and you will get healthier and feel better. It is really simple and sometimes even easy. Just be a good person and everything tends to work out even when you don’t understand how or why. God works in mysterious ways. Don’t question him. Just go with it. Go with what works and figure it out later.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Saturday March 25th 2023 Moon in Taurus Sun in Aries A Message To The Leaders Of The World And All The Fancy Families

Hello everyone, thank you for tuning in and allowing me some of your time. My name is Nicole D. Graves. I am sure some of you all thought I was dead, but here I am being revolutionary and causing a scene. My Dad announced my death prematurely. I escaped the death camp in Southern Arizona where I was supposed to die. But I was never told about the war games or who my families are or who I am to you all. I did not know I was supposed to die. I didn’t realize that my family and the world had been trying to kill me for over three decades. I just thought I had really bad health and really bad luck. However, my life in Southern Arizona living in the death camp got so weird that even though I didn’t know about anything I still ran for my life and escaped two years ago. In five days it will be exactly two years that I ran for my life and left everything I owned behind. And since then I have learned about who I am to you all, who my family is, and why the world has been so weird and filled with destruction. See I have Asperger’s genius and my family was never able to sell me on destruction. So they never told me about anything and tried to kill me for most of my life. But they didn’t want to go to jail so they couldn’t actually just kill me. So for over thirty years they have been torturing me and making me live in a false reality. Have you seen the movie The Truman Show with Jim Carry? That has pretty much been my life. People smile at me and pretend to be kind as they kill me. I have had some really close calls with death. I basically have lived on death’s door my whole life. I suppose this is part of why I have humanity and I am a good person and I know God. When you come so close to dying on so many occasions God becomes your friend because you see him so often.

I brought you all here today because while I was figuring everything out and building this revolution I figured out the words to the destruction we all face. We all have felt the destruction our whole lives. We just have been conditioned not to see it or to acknowledge the feelings that go along with being destroyed. My family was able to attempt my murder for over three decades because we all are brainwashed and conditioned to not see how we all are being destroyed. My life has been an extreme example, but this is what has allowed me to see through the brainwashing. See my brain works different than most of your brains. This is why my parents and family were never able to sell me on destruction. I am logic based and destruction is not logical. Destruction is emotional. Destruction is how we all loose forever. No one wins when we destroy each other. No one gets potential when we destroy each other. No one wins. Not even the people in my Dad’s cult. Not even my family. My family is the most miserable power hungry group of people I have ever met. I am still in shock that anyone would listen to what they have to say. It is beyond mind blowing. It has been two years of building this revolution and I still do not understand why people would listen to them. But again I am logic based. And traditions were designed to kill me. See if I was to have had a child or if I had gotten married I would have been killed. So I have not had the privilege of creating a comfortable fantasy filled with traditions to help me ignore the destruction we all face. I know that sounds harsh and kind of rude. But let me explain. I have brought you all here today because I need you all to call your people out of this war against me. But also because I have found a way to overcome the destruction and a way to empower the fancy families worldwide that my Dad has stolen power from. My Dad had to disempower the fancy families so that he could create this world of destruction. So I figured out how we are going to reverse the destruction. And then I was late this evening because I finally figured out how we are going to empower the fancy families worldwide so we have checks and balances in the world to keep us all safe again. This revolution has been the biggest puzzle I have ever done. And it is the first time I have gotten to use my brain for something good. In two years I have undone what it has taken my family generations to do. I look forward to what we all will accomplish in the next two years. I envision us all getting better. Because I believe everyone deserves potential in whatever way they choose to obtain it and work towards it. Potential is an inside job and something we all do on our own. However, we can work together and help each other get there quicker. Together we are strong. This is why my Dad has kept us all so divided. This is why my Dad’s cult members get us all to fight and war against each other in countless ways. If we are at war with each other we are distracted and will never even realize we are missing out on what life is really about. Life is about potential. And we get potential by working together.

So grab a pen and paper. I need you all to take notes. I am going to tell you all about the destruction of the world and how we are all being destroyed. I am going to sell you all on why you need to be revolutionary. And then I will explain how we are going to reverse the destruction. And then I will share with you all how we are going to empower the fancy families to create the checks and balances we all need to keep ourselves safe. Buckle up this is going to be quite the ride for those of you who are just tuning in tonight. For everyone else make sure all the fancy families from all over the world are tuned in. Everyone needs to be here to learn what the next step is to get their power back. Okay here we go guys!

What you need to know:

1. My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves from Argentina and his two parents. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it affects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine. Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

17. My Dad has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My Dad has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into his cult members. My Dad is king to people who live outside city limits. He controls what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.

18. My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into place easier this way. My Dad has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my Dad have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but he controls what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. He doesn’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if he can control what goes in and out of a country.

19. I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My Dad had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is he is doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.

20. Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe is realty. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoy destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows.

You know how when my Dad sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them. 

21. Industrialization has caused us to have an over abundance of bad bacteria that causes many hidden infections in our bodies. One of the biggest infections is in our mouths which then spreads to our hearts. This is why heart disease is the number one killer in north America. And from our hearts this infection spreads to our reproductive organs. This is why so many women have pcos. The poisons my Dad’s cult members use are not intended to kill us. It is intended to grown the infections in our bodies so our hearts get infected. Because our heart represents our spirit in Chinese medicine. Have you seen how people who join my Dad’s cult loose their humanity and soul? This is what causes cluster b personality disorders. So doing oil pulling with coconut oil is one of the most revolutionary and important things you can do for your health.

You all have felt the destruction since the 1980s. You all knew my Dad’s cult was up to no good, but you just didn’t know all the details. Most of them didn’t even know the details. My Dad’s cult has stopped following him. However, he is rebuilding every day with people from the North. I have called you all today because I need your help stopping these people. I have been able to get the West, East, and South to control their people with a lot of help from a lot of different people. So today I have called you all here because I need your help. Once we get the people from the North under control. And get them to stop fighting this war for my Dad against me, then I can focus on reversing the destruction.

We all deserve better. But I am the only one who can get us all better. No one else can really stand up to my Dad. It is just a luxury no one else can afford. He will destroy them. But see I don’t really have another option. My Dad was going to kill me. So I don’t really have anything to loose. He has taken everything from me my whole life. I am pretty motivated to take everything from him. Because he has stolen everything from all of us. It hasn’t just been me that has lost so much. It has been the world my Dad has stolen from. You all just never had the words to describe it all. And you definitely didn’t have another option. But here I am causing hell and making a spectical. What was I supposed to do die quietly and just take it? I have just as much of a right to live a good life as any of you. I believe in equality. I don’t need or want to be fancy or larger than life. I just desire to be an ordinary regular person. I have been treated awful my whole life by the world. No one has ever been kind to me and I do not know human love. But I have had two dogs in my life and they have taught me overwhelming love. I am alive because I learned about love. Love is the most powerful thing in the world. It literally heals your epigenetics. So I figure if I love the world and use my brain and birthrights we can all get better together. I may sound like an idealist, but I am a logical genius and you all have been taught to be addicted to your emotions. The dyslexic epigenetic triggers and gene mutations make you all more prone to emotional addiction. My kind of Autism makes me more prone to sugar addiction because I am addicted to oxytocin. But awareness is the first step in overcoming any opstical.

So let me tell you all how we are going to reverse the destruction. See my Dad has never let me live a normal ordinary life because all I have to do is live a normal ordinary life to undo all the destruction he created. My family has been hurting the world for generations. And all I have to do is live a normal ordinary life to undo the destruction. Let me explain a little more. See I just have to marry a man with grown children who can protect themselves and pass my birthrights on to them. This way my birthrights never go back to the Graves or the Kudearoff families. Then me and my husband and children will buy a family farm because to undo the gene mutations and negative epigenetic triggers we need to ferment the earth and ferment the humans. I have been working with the farmers and so I feel confident in my ability to get this accomplished in the next couple years. This is of course if we can get people to stop trying to kill me. I am really tired of experiencing daily attempted murder. It gets old as I am sure you all know.

So I have connected with my family in Argentina. It seems my Dad has held them hostage much like he has held me hostage. Them having power threatened my Dad’s ability to destroy the world. So he kept them small and had people trying to kill them. I am guessing this is what he has done to many fancy families across the world. Sure doesn’t feel very fancy to be from a fancy family nowadays huh? But I have this figured out too. We can overcome this.

See I have my family in Argentina working on finding me a man with a good heart and three grown children to marry. This way I can ensure our safety for generations to come. And I have connected my family in Argentina with my Mexican mafia and drug cartel friends. See the Hispanic farmers and the Mexican drug cartels and mafias are why I am still alive. I drove down to the border to try to reach the Hispanic people in 2021. However, I did not reach them until I was on my way back to Oregon in 2022. It has been a really long story and a lot of driving up and down interstate 5. However, they are the reason I am alive. I was able to create a way for them to distribute their products without fund raising for the Mexican Berlin wall. See my Dad wants to cut the south off just like Germany wanted to cut the east off. I exist because my Dad wanted to conquer the East.

They are poisoning me a lot right now. So I apologize if I am being wordy. This is a really long complicated story. But long story short. I created a really large network of people in North America to distribute my Mexican friends products. Now those people are working on distributing food too. Because the food industry has become a monopoly and a way to destroy us all. So we may as well use this distribution system to distribute food and drugs. This way we can legalize some of it. We all deserve clean food and water. Poisoning our food is the quickest way to erode our epigenetics and create gene mutations. So we need clean food. But this is also allowing us to create power in the overt world. I expect everyone who is distributing these products from Mexico to create businesses that will allow their families to have legacies and security for generations to come. Too many of us have been kept small for too long. This is because my Dad didn’t want any competition. But I am not motivated by power or control or destruction. I believe in checks and balances and democracy. So we need to spread out the power. This means we need to spread out the money and resources. And my Mexican friends are helping us all do this, while we help them feed their families and create a place for themselves in the overt business world. We all have things we can help each other with. We get potential a lot quicker when we work together. I am sure you all would have thought that this was all magical thinking and that I could never pull this off. And you are right I couldn’t pull it off alone, but the world has been helping me. And we all are working together because we all deserve better. And the only way we get better and escape my Dad is by coming together. We don’t have to agree on everything. But we can all agree that my Dad doesn’t have any of our best interests in mind. The enemy of my enemy is my ally. The art of war will bring us all together if you all can think logically and put your emotions aside for the greatest good. Do you want freedom, potential, and security? Or do you want to continue living like you are and being destroyed? I am going to assume you would like your lives to get better. Because everyone deserves better than this.

So my Mexican friends are connecting with my family in Argentina and they are working on creating the same kind of distribution network in the South America as we created in North America. After this weekend it should be finished most of the way. I am going to make a big announcement to south America tomorrow after Sunday church. Church and state is another check and balance I believe in that my Dad took away. I believe in God. And my Dad is not God like he wants people to believe. Anyways after we finish the distribution network in South America we are going to connect the two with another distribution network in Central America. That is a rough estimate of about 1.5 billion people. Can you imagine how much money this is worth? But think about how much freedom this allows for us all? The ones with the gold make the rules. This is why my Dad has kept all the fancy families small. If you all were allowed to have resources he would have to compete with you all to make the rules. So all we have to do is get you all some gold. How do you all feel about distributing my Mexican friends products? See there is a large port in Buenos Aires where my family in Argentina live. I was thinking all the fancy families from other countries could work together and make some trips to Argentina. They are really working on improving their economy and if you all pool your resources together you can invest in some of my Mexican friends products and make some money back home. Of course you will have to purchase some legal goods in Argentina too. But my family there can help with both of those things. I have faith that if you all work together you all can figure out the details. I have come up with a way out for us all. See my family in Argentina is raising money to come up here and buy a farm with me. I too am still being kept small and I am vulnerable alone. It is just me and my dog Haywood living in my Jeep for almost two years now. I started with two dogs but my Dad kidnapped and killed my other dog who was 14 and 8 pounds. She always was too trusting. I love that girl and I refuse to let her death be in vain. She did not spend the last years of her life being revolutionary for it to not add up to something amazing. I have lived through the unthinkable my whole life. You all can hear me right now because I have a chip in my head my Dad put there when I was 8 years old. Pretty crazy right? I have been through a lot. And I refuse to let my pain be in vain. I may not be someone who is physically threatening or scary, but the fact that I have been able to live through everything my family has done to me and still have my heart makes me a very scary person. I will go to great lengths to get what I deserve. And I believe you all deserve just as much as I do. I believe the fancy families were created to keep us all safe. Just like church and state are designed to keep us all safe.

So let me recap. Here is what I need you all to do: 

  1. I need you all to call your people out of this war against me. I can’t help us all get better if I am dead. And this means I need clean food. The people from the north keep poisoning my food and water. Call your people out of this war against me and do not allow them to join my Dad’s cult. They aim to steal better from us all.
  2. Get the fancy families together from your area and pool your resources and figure out how to get to Buenos Aries. Find my family there and invest in some of my Mexican friends products and of course bring home some products from Argentina as well. This will help me finance my family coming to Oregon to be with me. We need me to have family and people around me to keep me safe.
  3. Keep your noses clean. This is not a time to become a drug addict. Our c Diff infections make us prone to addiction. So the people who distribute these products need to take antifungals to fight their c diff infections and make them less prone to addiction. Addiction is just an infection that is resistant to antibiotics. So natural antibiotics and antifungals are the solution.
  4. You need to build businesses where you are from so that you are not reliant on drug money to finance your lifestyles and family legacies. Drug money should eventually be just the icing on the cake. We need businesses so we can wash this money and pay taxes on it. Drug money is fast but it is hard to do things with unless it is washed and clean. So create a legal legacy. Have fun, but create lasting change.

I think that is it for tonight. I am going to work on the south American distribution network more tomorrow and so that should be accomplished by this weekend. And I am hoping to get a small group of my family from Argentina up here to Oregon as soon as possible. I have been fighting so hard to try to do things quote unquote the right way. But tradition is used to destroy us all. Why should I struggle in the world my Dad has created when I can just create my own world. Especially because I know you all are struggling in the world my Dad created too. So let’s turn the tables and make this world a better fit for us all. I hope you all can see I want better for everyone. The world would not have helped me connect with you all tonight unless they knew I wanted better for everyone. Southern Europe would not be on board with me unless they knew I was a good person. I don’t want to take anything from anyone. I want to give you all back what my families have taken from you for generations. I don’t need all this. I just need to be an ordinary regular person who lives on a farm and grows bacteria. I wish you all knew how excited I am to grow bacteria. I am such a big nerd and I have never gotten to do fancy things with my brain before. It is like living in Disneyland to get to live on a bacteria farm. I healed my cancer in Arizona because I learned to grow bacteria. I didn’t understand what I was doing and I didn’t know the words for the destruction. But I was learning how I was going to be revolutionary. Those bacteria are still alive inside me and they are why I have been able to stay alive.

I need to grow these bacteria so I can ferment you all just like I fermented myself. I hope you all are as excited about the future as I am. Because I see a lot of amazing change happening really quickly over the next couple years. I have spent the last two years learning about all the destruction. I am more than ready to fix it now. I hope you all are too.

Thank you again for your time this evening. Talk again soon. Sunday church is tomorrow please get all your people to tune in. We talk about God because we all deserve God is whatever way we need him.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Saturday March 25th 2023 Moon in Taurus Sun in Aries A Message To My Family In Argentina

Hello my loves, I hope you all are having a great weekend. I’m not going to make it up here alone for much longer. So we are going to have to speed things up. I have sent the Mexican mafias to bring you all a big shipment of products and armies to protect that product and you all. I assume they will arrive tomorrow sometime. So please prepare for them. Make sure you all cook them a warm meal and be inviting and kind. These are our family. We need to show kindness and respect to the people who protect us and help us all get better.

I hope you all have been productive this past week and the children in our family are taken care of. They need to go to good schools and they need to learn English. Just as I need to learn better Spanish. The children are our future. Without them we have no legacy. Remember that and treat them well. People always remember how you make them feel. I dont know how you all want to explain our Mexican friends to our children. But I want the children to know our Mexican friends. It will be good for them to be exposed to people who live differently than us. They need to see we can all get along and work together towards a common goal.

While I am working on a big project up here this weekend and connecting with the rest of the world and while our Mexican friends are on their way to visit you all. I have a project for you all. I need you to get everyone in South America tuned in. It would be good for them to hear the talk I am going to give tonight. But I especially need them to be tuned in for the talk I give specifically to south America tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Sunday Church. But after church tomorrow I am going to speak with the people of south America. We are going to build your sales pipeline out to cover all of south America. No longer will you be limited to just Argentina. This should allow for you to move products as quickly as our Mexican friends can bring them down to you. This should also allow for you all to send a small group to be up here with me as soon as possible. I’m too vulnerable up here alone. And I’m lonely and homeless. We need a farm. And I need to be safe so I can create and run a real estate business along with our farm. We have to ferment the earth to fix what my families have done. But we also need to create a place for ourselves in the professional world. So we have a lot of projects to work on. But for tonight I need you all to connect with south America. Get all the fancy families tuned in. I’m going to give you all some help too.

Salem and Berlin I need you all to help my family in Argentina get everyone in south America tuned in. Because tomorrow we are going to create a way for me to no longer be alone. I have been alone and hunted and vulnerable for far too long. Tomorrow we create security for me. I appreciate you both. You all are my favorite communication hubs. I will never take you all forgranted.

Okay my family in Argentina, it’s going to be a busy night and week for you all. I look forward to meeting you all very soon up here in Oregon. Be safe down there and take care of our Mexican friends.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Saturday March 25th 2023 Moon in Taurus Sun in Aries A Message to The Mexican Mafias and Drug Cartels

Hey guys hope you are having a good weekend. I am not going to be able to make it up here alone much longer. So we are going to have to speed things up a bit. Tonight I need you all to load up some armies and some products and make your way to Argentina as soon as possible. Tomorrow I am going to give an announcement to South America. And this announcement will make you a lot of money. It will also allow my family in Argentina to make the money they need to come up to America to be with me. I need at least a couple people in my overt world who are in my corner. If I’m not so stressed about money and survival my chances of building a successful real estate business here in Oregon will greatly increase. So get people and products packed up tonight and get them on their way to Argentina. Tomorrow we build your sales pipeline in south America. It’s a big weekend for us all. I never imagined any of this. But I’m very grateful to have you all on my side. Next year you all will be very powerful in the overt world. Because you will invest this money and make a name for yourselves. Just as I will. Together we are strong. Be safe down there.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Saturday March 25th 2023 Moon in Gemini Sun in Aries A New Day A New Group

The people today gangstalking me have more round features. But they still are from the north. Some leave the grocery store different and some leave the grocery store unphased. Lots of women with estrogen dominance, which this week we learned is partly due to the infection we have in our mouths. So I guess we go back to the drawing board and try to reach the leaders in charge of these people. I’m going to give you all a few examples of these people from the people I have known and met throughout my life. But these are not people I have been around much. So I’m reaching to find examples.

And I would like to talk to the leaders of Ireland tonight. I read Ireland has great influence in the north so I should reach out and introduce myself. As you all work on that please reach out to the leaders of the following groups of people.

Chris Hoff from southern Oregon glide oregon went to u of o… his people

Mac chase an alcoholic who worked at a music place in eugene called  the shed. He lived upstairs from jasmine crump and I.

Matt Kroger lived out in Walterville with his mom who was a grade school teacher who did loads of blow. He worked at a mailbox place. There are a great deal of people i have seen related to him today. They look like Vikings and lots of them have beards. Where do these people come from? Is it Iceland? Can you all get me in touch with the leaders from Iceland tonight too? May as well cover all basis.

Please just get me in touch with all the countries who have people in the north. Who else can help me change the world? Because I cant do this alone. I’m going to need all the help you all can get me. So any country who has people who are apart of the north I need to speak with. It was ethnic day at Walmart today for a lot of the people who got up close to poison me. So maybe we can reach out to them too. Maybe we can just reach out to the world that way we don’t have to keep doing this. And as you reach out tell them to reach out to the world too. We are basically playing a worldwide game of telephone. Get everyone tuned in. I’m not going to be safe until the world knows I am alive and we are being revolutionary. We have to explain the destruction to the world. Otherwise their people will sign up to kill me.

So today is the most important day because I am running out of time and money. I cant do this forever. I will fight for you all, but I need you to help me fight. Get the world tuned in. Southern Europe please help me with this. We got to get everyone on board with this revolution. Otherwise it wont work. Today we change the world forever.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Friday March 24th 2023 Moon in Taurus Sun in Aries What Makes People Follow The Rules?

This whole revolution I have been trying to figure out why people listen to the people in places of power within the war games? What makes them fall in line? By the way people act I can assume it is fear. But do they fear a threat that they have never seen follow through on? When people have not experienced or seen the consequences they are less likely to view it as a real threat or danger to them.

The people left fighting from the north today are just regular ordinary people who have never had a voice or a say before. This is their opportunity to be seen. And the only leader these people know are my Dad. My Dad’s professional cult has made him apart of every family. Yet, the leaders in the war games and mafias have not been apart of every family. The people left fighting today do seem to be a little more fearful than normal. But I’m guessing it’s because they feel my Dad’s anger and desperation. How can people who dont know you fear you?

I’m not sure what the consequences are for not falling in line. But I can assume they are big enough to get most people in line. But what about that small percentage of opportunists who view this as their chance to matter and be seen? Especially when they have never seen what the leaders in the war games do to people who dont fall in line. My Dad is God to these people. My Dad is offering them a change to be seen and to make themselves powerful. These people have seen how my Dad punishes people. But these people have never seen how the war games leaders keep people in line.

I’m not trying to tell anyone how to do their job. But I am saying these people don’t fear the leaders in the war games. If they did they still wouldn’t be trying to kill me today. And still it’s just people from the north. The southern LA and Roseburg farmers are still the only people who were completely able to control their people like night and day. Why is this? Why is there so much push back in trying to get us all better? If we were punishing people and killing more people, the people today would not be signing up to take part.

This isn’t just about my life. My life represents everyone’s chance at getting better and healing. As it stands today we are all dying and our deaths will be long and drawn out and painful. But we have this rare opportunity to get better. But with everyday that these people from the north sign up to fight for my Dad the chances of us all getting better get lower and lower.

Today I woke up to people driving by my jeep and poisoning me. Air traffic was flying overhead constantly and still is. People were walking and biking by. One lady even stopped to take a picture of the sign I have on my jeep that says www.YouDeserveToHeal.com. These people have not stopped. I feel the world holding their breath. But what do we do when a small group of regular ordinary people are holding us all back?

Today the sweet poison is in the air. Everywhere I have gone I taste the sweet poisons as I breathe them and they enter my bloodstream. I’m going to fast today because the thought of eating poison again today makes my stomach turn. So I will just skip it. I only shower when I have to for work. I have been wearing the same outfit besides for when I do work things for about a month maybe 5 weeks. I dont keep track anymore. My eyebrows fall out because I am poisoned so much. It’s 10 days till it is officially the 2 year mark since I escaped the death camp in southern Arizona where I was intended to die. My Dad was so sure I was going to die there he announced my death to the world. My little girl Teka was kidnapped and killed last year. She was 14 years old and 8 pounds. I have never gotten to explore my potential or actually use my brain for anything good until I built this revolution. Let me tell you all where I stand. I feel that I have sacrificed so much to be here today alive and talking to you all. I’m tired of being the sacrificial lamb. I have given up everything to be revolutionary. And I was never allowed to have much to begin with. I escaped a death camp. How many other people have lived in a death camp designed to kill them? And I’m not just talking about the concentration camps our bodies have become.

Personally I believe this is a time to make good on those threats that are supposed to keep people in line. Because I dont have a lot of fight left in me. I told everyone my life had to be better by my birthday. My birthday is March 31st. I left Arizona when I was 39. I have given up everything. And the people who hunt me for my Dad from the north are normal ordinary people who have had everything I have always wanted. Yet, they dont value what they have and are trying to kill me for more. Can you all see how this would be hurtful and frustrating? Today I share with you the emotions I feel because I am human too. And if I allowed myself to be emotional like you all I would want to destroy the world and the people. So I dont know if I’m asking or suggesting.  But I know I need for something to drastically change and get better for me to want to continue on this revolution. I want to be able to eat everyday without it making my organs fail because my food is so poisoned by ordinary regular people. I want to be able to shower regularly without the poisons making all the bad bacteria in my body flourish. I would like to be able to walk Haywood without people poisoning the sideways where I intend to walk. I would like to be treated as a human and someone who not only deserves to live but someone who deserves respect for all the things she has done to help the world. I dont need a trophy, but I do need respect and kindness.

The people left fighting this war from the north are so far from showing me respect and kindness it’s not funny. Because these are the kinds of people I have been fighting to reach and help for a lifetime. Something needs to be done and a few harsh words or orders arent going to do it. It comes down to these people or me and you all’s chance at better. Who are you going to pick? Because I chose you all and I have fought so hard to reach you. But I can only fight so long.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Thursday March 23rd 2023 Moon in Taurus Sun in Aries Just Processing

Today I just spent the day processing everything. I have spent most of my life sick and stuck in bed without much energy to live my life. Today I realized just how by design this all has been. I knew my family wanted to hurt me and kill me. But it’s still hard to really wrap my mind and heart around everything. My life has been like this by design. My parents started destroying me when I was 4 years old and spoke up about the sexual abuse. That was the moment I dammed myself. And before that they still destroyed me. I looked like an Ethiopian child growing up. And then they made me fat when I started school and they were afraid someone would realize how smart I was or I would speak up about the things they did to me. I have spent my life in pain because my family desires to destroy and dominate everyone including me and each other. The scary part is I’m one of the healthier members of my family. Everyone tries to kill me, but yet I’m still alive because I dont destroy myself like they do. I want to feel good and have a good life. But they all have mostly given up on this decades ago. I know you all can probably relate to how I felt today. We all have been dying since the 1980s. It’s pretty depressing and sad. And completely unnecessary. I don’t know how to process this all. But I guess no one probably does.

My food was still incredibly poisoned today. People are still driving by me to poison me as I sit here getting ready to lay down. People were still signing up to gangstalk me and put on my Truman show. And they all were from the north. However they did walk out of the grocery store with a changed attitude. So maybe tomorrow will be better. I always hope tomorrow will be better.

Can you all help me reach out to the native Americans in the north. Get them to connect with the native Americans down here in the states. I dont think we have reached them.

My water had the sweet poisons in it today. And now I realize this is to grow the infections in my body. I knew that before, but now I understand it more and it feels even more evil. I went and got a soda at dairy mart and the soda had the same sweet poisons. I’m just tired of people trying to kill me. Everyone revs their car engines around me. People poison me when I go do business places. Today I went to the eugene realtors association to fill out paperwork and the lady there poisoned me so much with E poisons I wrote down a phone number with only 6 digits. Why do people feel so entitled to try to kill me? Why do they believe they deserve a better life than me? I just want to be ordinary and average because everyone has always tried to kill me. I can’t really even fathom what it would be like to be fancy. I just don’t want to be killed and have my murder attempted everyday everywhere I go. I dont know if you all can imagine what my life has been like. But people still try to make it awful and worse every day. I’m just sad because today I really see their true colors and it hurts. They don’t believe I deserve to be alive. How would you process that? I want better for everyone, but everyone I see tries to kill me. I dont want to play this game anymore. And I dont want to get better for people who dont believe I deserve to be alive. How would you deal with this all? You got to remember I have never poisoned anyone and two years ago I really thought I was an ordinary average person who had bad health and could never fully get it together. I’m glad this life I live isnt my fault, but who do I blame because the world has been pretty awful to me. I try really hard to be a good person and have compassion and empathy. But today I want compassion and empathy from other people. When do I get to see humans instead of these subhuman who still sign up to be in my Dad’s cult. They literally want to stop us all from getting better. How do you process that? Because it’s just selfish and wrong because it means they are fighting for multiple genocides. How do people rationalize killing a whole race of people? The world has hurt me, but I dont want to destroy the world. I dont know what these people have gone through that would make them the way they are. I dont understand all of this. And maybe I never will.

But I know I want better and I know most of the world is with me. So I guess we just keep policing each other and get these people who wish to hold us all hostage back in line so we get what we deserve. I may never understand my Dad’s cult members, but I do understand bacteria. And I know bacteria can save us all. Because bacteria is logical and believes in symbiotic relationships where we all win.

So if you all can get the rest of the people from the north in line and to stop poisoning me, I’m going to go back to real estate videos. Because sometimes you have to focus on the future to get through the present moment.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

P.S. Thank you southern Europe. I’m glad we decided to be family.

Wednesday March 22nd 2023, Moon in Aries Sun in Aries A Message To Southern Europe

Hello everyone, thank you for tuning in. My name is Nicole D. Graves. You all know my Dad, but I am not sure if you knew I existed or if I was alive. 722 days ago I started a revolution here in the United States when I escaped the death camp in southern Arizona where I was supposed to die. My Dad had already announced my death. But I have not talked to my Dad in the overt world for over two decades. I was never told who I am to you people. I was never told who my families are. And I was never told about the war games. However, my life got so weird and extreme that I ran for my life. I didn’t understand what was happening, but I knew everyone around me turned into my family. I had run away to Arizona to get away from people and to heal my cancer. I knew if I went home to Oregon or if I sought medical treatment I would die. So I took my two dogs and packed up my Jeep and ran away to Arizona. And then two years ago I packed up my jeep with a box of journals a small bag of clothes and my two dogs and left everything I have ever owned behind. I was running for my life and I didn’t understand why people were trying to kill me. Now I realize these are your people who have been trying to kill me for three decades now. See I outrank my Dad in the war games. So he has been trying to kill me ever since he realized he was not able to brainwash me and convince me that destruction and evil were right or normal or something I aspire to be. I have Asperger’s genius. My parents created me to be smarter than them. Yet, they want me to be dumb and live for the illogical things they live for. I do not want to conquer anyone. I just want to live a normal ordinary life. And my quest for this normal ordinary life has brought me to creating a revolution and now talking to you all on the 722nd day of this revolution.

I realize now that my Grandpa Graves from Argentina makes me connected to you all. You all conquered all of South America, Central America, and North America. So I am one of you all. I am hoping this makes a difference. I don’t know who you all are on a personal level. But I know you all are probably one of the biggest powers in the world. Somehow I just never thought about it or considered it until today. My Mom’s family is Chinese and Russian. So I also have a big pull in the East and I think your kind of power compares to the power they have over there. I am still trying to figure all this stuff out. I never asked for any of these birthrights and yet people have been trying to kill me for three decades to steal the power I never knew I had.

If you think about it my connection to you all means you all have a say in the east, the west, and the south. My existence means you have gained more territory. I don’t know how much you all connect with the East. But from what I know it seems like they are a rather tight group that doesn’t let just anyone in. And of course you all completely have control over the North without me. That is the one place I don’t have birthrights to. See my great Grandpa was Hitler so I am pretty much queen of the South and West, but my Mom’s family makes me have a great deal of say in the East too. So between the two of us, or you all and me, we rule the world at least in this covert war and imaginary game we all play. When I think about it like that it is pretty wild. I am pretty sure you all are excited that I never want to take anything from you. I have more than enough from my birthrights. However, all I want is to live a normal ordinary life. I will give you more influence in the parts of the world that are mine if you all help me get this normal ordinary life. Power and domination do not make me happy. I don’t want to be the boss of anyone but myself. I guess it seems funny that I have had to connect with the greatest powers in the world just to ask for help having a normal ordinary life. But we all do what we have to do to achieve our dreams. And my dream is to be an ordinary normal person. But now that I have learned about my birthrights I do feel obligated to help everyone get better.

I am sure you all are familiar with my Dad’s cult. Everywhere there is a military base he has cult members. And then those cult members recruit the locals to be apart of their efforts in destruction. So I am sure you all are familiar with my Dad’s cult. They are sure a bunch of people I wish I never knew. They are addicted to destruction and do everything and anything he asks them to do. No matter if it breaks the rules to the war games or to humanity. He killed my 14 year old dog last year. And he has people attempt my murder every day. My food is so poisoned my organs are swollen and failing. I wake up every day with my left hand swollen because I am so poisoned when I sleep that my heart is failing. I understand the destruction more than I understand who I am or who my family is. I may not have been told about the war games, but I understand the destruction better than anyone because I have lived it.

Over the past 722 days I have connected with the world. And I have everyone on board with being revolutionary. However, there are people from the North who are going against their leaders up there and fighting this war for my Dad. I understand the war games enough to know this is against the rules. And these are your people. What do you do to your people who commit treason? Because they have been trying to kill me for over three decades so my Dad can conquer you all and destroy the world. If that is not a crime against humanity I don’t know what is. I need your help with these people. They are out of control. Over the past few weeks and months I have slowly but surely connected with all the leaders in the north, but these people just won’t stop trying to destroy and kill me. I don’t understand what is happening. But I am pretty certain you all know it is in your best interest to keep me alive. I am the only person who can stop my Dad from taking what is yours. I don’t want anything that is not mine. I just want my life. I have never gotten to have a normal ordinary life. And I would like the opportunity to sell you all on the reasons why you all need to help me get this normal ordinary life that I dream of.

I am going to read to you all a list of the destruction. These are just the cliffnotes to this revolution. While I was figuring out who my family is and who I am I figured out the destruction to the world. We all feel this destruction, but we were never told the words to describe it. Because we are conditioned every day to ignore our own destruction. My Dad started world war 3 covertly in 1978 when he married my Mom. I was just a tool for my Dad to conquer the east. And I hope I am now your ally. Please grab a piece of paper and take notes this information can save you and your people.

What you need to know:

1. My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves from Argentina and his two parents. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine. Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

17. My Dad has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My Dad has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into his cult members. My Dad is king to people who live outside city limits. He controls what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.

18. My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into.place easier this way. My Dad has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my Dad have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but he controls what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. He doesn’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if he can control what goes in and out of a country.

19. I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My Dad had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is he is doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.

20. Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe it is realty. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoy destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows.

You know how when my Dad sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them. 

I am sure you all knew my Dad’s cult was up to no good. But now you understand just how serious this all is. This revolution may be me fighting for that normal ordinary life I have always wanted. But it is me fighting for the fate of the world. See all I have to do to conquer my Dad is live an ordinary life. I just need to have a good career, a safe home, and get married so I have children to pass my birthrights onto. My whole life my Dad has kept me from living a normal ordinary life because it is all I have to do to conquer him.

I have connected with my family in Argentina. It seems they have lived lives similar to my own because my Dad has also gotten your people down there to attempt their murder on a daily basis. I have asked my family in Argentina to find me a man with three grown children to marry, so I know my birthrights will never go back to the Graves or Kudearoff families. I turn 42 in 10 days and it is not safe for me to have babies right now. So I need a man with grown children to marry. And I need there to be 3 of them because my Dad will try to kill them. I honestly don’t know who will sign up for this, but I told my family I need children with good hearts who understand that just because we have been enslaved does not mean we have the right to enslave others. Until we give up this paradigm that we all live in of domination and destruction we never get to be free.

I am hoping you all will support my decision to marry an Argentinian man and pass my birthrights on to his children. I need all the support I can get. And now I realize you all are my family. Never in my life did I think my family would connect me to the world in so many different ways. But here we are and I have fought so hard to be speaking to you all in this moment. Please help my family in Argentina gather enough resources to bring me the man I need to marry to keep us all safe. I can literally save the world by marrying a good hearted man. I don’t believe in romantic love and I am not really interested in marriage. But I see the value in doing this for the world. My birthrights means my life is rarely ever about me. Now I understand all of this much more. Before I never understood why my life was so confusing.

I also have figured out how to reverse the destruction my Dad’s cult has created. I don’t know if you all were aware but the French Canadians are the ones who created this destruction for my Dad. My family is not smart enough to do this on their own. However, the solution all comes down to gut bacteria, mitochondria, and epigenetics. Luckily, I healed cancer naturally on my own in the desert where again your people really tried to kill me. So I know how to heal us all and reverse the subhuman slave race my Dad is creating. I just need to ferment the world and the people and we should be significantly better in a few years after I start doing this.

Let me tell you how I intend to get this all accomplished.  See I sold real estate in Arizona before I fled for my life and started this revolution. And I have struggled to get my Oregon real estate license while living in my Jeep and creating this revolution and escaping daily attempted murder. I need to have a successful career in real estate so I can buy a small farm to ferment the earth. I have connected with the farmers and they have been protecting me, especially the farmers in southern LA and Roseburg. The Hispanic farmers have been my greatest ally. They are the reason I am able to be speaking with you all today. I would be dead without them. Please reward them greatly. I understand you may not like them, but your people would have killed me without them. Funny how your own people tried to enslave you all. I am not sure why the world is so upside down, but I would like to turn it right side up again. I enjoy logical order.

So back to my plan. I am going to sell real estate and be successful. I am going to buy a small farm and grow bacteria and ferment the world and the earth and the humans. This should reverse the destruction my Dad has created. And I need my family in Argentina to come up here to Oregon so we can buy a big family farm and ferment the world on a worldwide level. I can’t undo this all on my own. And my Dad has me living in a fake world that is made up of your people from the north that are in his cult. Every day everyone I experience tries to kill me. Every one poisons me and tries to make my organs fail every day. I am lucky to be alive and that luck is the fact that I was able to reach the Hispanic farmers in southern LA and Roseburg. I need my family up here in Oregon to help me ferment the world. I need them to be able to help me buy a large family farm so we can do this. I have connected my family in Argentina with the drug cartels in Mexico so they have products to sell to create wealth to come up here. I need you all to do your part too. You need to help them create wealth so they can come up here and buy a large family farm with me. I am only one person I cannot reverse the destruction on my own.

And then while I wait for my family from Argentina to get here with the man they have chosen for me to marry, I need for you all to guarantee that I have a successful career in real estate here in Eugene, Oregon. I am not sure how you all operate. But I do know that the French Canadians have tried to kill me for over three decades. So I am pretty sure they owe me the opportunity to help them sell and buy real estate. And I am pretty sure you all can get them to do that. I recently joined exp realty llc. And I need for you all to make sure that they treat me fairly there. I interviewed brokerages for over two months trying to find somewhere that would treat me fairly and not try to destroy me for my Dad. I never found that place. So I just joined Exp because it is a virtual brokerage. I need for you all to guarantee my safety and success so I can defend us all from my Dad and the rest of my family. I have never been treated fairly in my life. And without your help I never will be. I have tried and I even created a revolution and even still today I have yet to be treated fairly. I hope you all are the solution I have been looking for. Because I know I am the solution you all have been looking for. I need for you all to guarantee that people will use me to buy and sell real estate. My Dad will try to threaten people so they don’t do business with me. If I cannot take care of myself and create a successful lucrative career I will not be able to buy a farm and reverse the destruction. And I will not be able to protect us all from my family.

So I hope you all can help me. I just need a normal ordinary life to conquer my Dad. And after 722 days of creating a revolution I still have not been able to get traction in the overt world. I deserve better than this. And I need to create better than this to save and protect us all. I need my family from Argentina up here with me because I am not safe up here alone. It is just me and my dog Haywood. We aren’t safe up here alone. My Dad knows I am vulnerable alone that is why he has kept me from people my whole life and from my own family. No one else will brave being apart of my overt life except my family in Argentina. Because they have lived the same kind of life I have lived. My Dad has destroyed them for generations. We belong together. And we understand what it is like to be enslaved. Therefore we will be fair with the power we have. And the power we have is what connects us to you all. You all are powerful in this war against my Dad because you are my family. As long as you have me, I can protect you. But if anything happens to me you all have to fight on your own. No one else will be able to reverse the destruction like I can. So please help me to right the wrongs of my families for generations. I don’t want to steal anything from you. I just need some help doing the right thing.

Thank you for your time. I appreciate you all hearing me out.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Thursday March 23, 2023 Moon in Taurus Sun in Aries How We Loose Our Souls and Lives

The poisons are not intended to kill us.  They are intended to trigger the infections in our bodies that kill us. Heart disease is the number one cause of death because of these infections. I figured out why I have been sick since I was 8 and had head surgery. And I would like to share with you all what I found while researching my life experiences of my body.

We inherit parasite, bacteria, and virus cells from our mother and her mother and her mother and so on and so. If your Mom never did a cleanse before she had you than you have generations of bad bugs. I have liked to refer to this as the source of generational trauma. We are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than we are human cells. So we are bugs. And when our bugs are not in balance we are not in balance.

Have you noticed that some of the poisons give you a fever? This isn’t the poisons directly. The alkaline poisons feed the bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses in your body. This is how my Dad steals people’s souls. In Chinese medicine the heart represents the spirit and joy. When the heart is not in order the human is not in order. I have been looking and researching trying to find the cause of cluster b personality disorders since 2017.  And last night I found it. When the heart is infected a person looses their soul or spirit. This is what the French Canadians are missing. They are born with such great infections that they never know their soul or spirit. See even having a great grandmother who lived in the north would allow for the bacteria, viruses, and parasites in her to exponentially grow due to lack of sunlight and vitamin D. And then these bad bacteria, viruses, and parasites would be passed on to her children and then her grandchildren and so on. The people who live up north and the people who are decendants of people from the north have more infections. This means they don’t get to experience their soul or spirit. This means they are more prone to cluster b personality disorders and committing crimes against humanity.

Ever since my head surgery I have had these bouts of depression and sadness. I never understood them. But if you have read a Sylvia Plath book, then you know she experienced them too. During certain periods of my life I was stuck in the bell jar. However, I started taking natural antifungals, antivirals, and antibiotics in about 2014 and I have never really stopped. They make me feel better. I knew I was cleansing and I knew people born into the war games and my Dad’s cult had something they had to get out of their bodies. But I never would have guessed that my heart was infected. This is why my chest swells. This is why I have problems with my reproductive organs. Your reproductive organs are connected to your heart. If you can’t feel joy or your soul or your spirit, you heart is infected. Because we all are born with multiple infections from the generations before us.

This explains what Covid was intended to do. A couple months ago my family gave me covid again. This was the third time. I didn’t understand why they kept doing this. It is because viruses like Covid will get lodged in your heart and linger there. Have you felt low energy ever since you had covid? You just never were the same. Have you felt different since you had your Covid vaccination? Covid vaccinations have been linked to heart infections. And it is not just Covid.

Any virus can trigger this infection in your heart. We all have EBV which is from Strep throat. Most all of us have some form of herpes virus. These can be triggered at any time and then create an infection in your heart and linger. Have there been periods in your life when you just feel so runned down that you just need to lay down all the time. I layed in bed for years when I was in Vegas. I was so tired. A1 was poisoning me so much that it was triggering all the bacteria, parasites, and viruses in my body and they were attacking my organs. This is pretty much what autoimmune diseases are. Autoimmune diseases have been linked to EBV. And viruses are something we always carry once we have them. And we pass them on to our children. So at any point if we experience something that triggers these viruses it can infect our heart and our other organs.

Plus, we all have fatty liver to some degree. When the liver is fatty it cannot strain the infections and bacteria from the liver. Imagine the core of your body is a kitchen sink. Your liver is the drain to the sink. When your liver can’t strain out the bacteria and infections you ingest then they build up in your core and your organs. So our livers become infected. The liver represents anger in Chinese medicine. Have you ever had problems controlling your temper? This is your liver. Looking back when my liver is infected I have anger outbursts. Which aren’t really like me. I am an angry person sometimes, but I normally can channel that anger into something positive. But when my liver is really infected my anger flows out like lightening. I can’t control it. It has only happened really consistently when I was in Vegas and they were trying to kill me really badly.

And on top of it all. We can share these infections with each other. So being around someone in my Dad’s cult who has fatty liver and liver infections and a heart infection will lead to you getting an infection of your organs. I have never really felt better since I gave up being around people and having a romantic relationship. Since I gave up sex and swapping spit with someone I have felt better. Granted there have been a lot of other factors in my life. But I know not touching other people intimately has improved my health. A1 would visit me in Vegas on the weekends and he has all kinds of health problems. I would work all week to cleanse and take all kinds of antifungals and natural antibiotics and antivirals and then he would come back around and infect me with more bad bacteria. And of course this was on top of poisoning me to trigger the bad bugs I already had.

This explains why I was getting hives last week. It was the poisons triggering an infection I already have in my body. When I got Covid a couple months ago. I told you all I did not understand why it was lingering so long. It has been in my heart and that is why my chest has been swelling and I am gaining weight in my lower stomach. It is why my left hand is swelling so much in response to the poisons like never before.

These infections enter our body in many ways. But through our mouth and gums is a major source. Going to the dentist may not be as good for you as you intended. My parents always sent me to the dentist every 6 months as a child and it wasn’t because it was good for me. See fluoride is a heavy metal. And wherever we have heavy metals in our bodies infections hide. They like to stick to heavy metals. So brushing our teeth with fluoride allows for our mouths to be a welcoming environment for infections. Last year when I was doing my extreme fasting with alternate day eating and only eating raw beef, I healed the infection I had in my jaw from when I got my wisdom teeth out in my early twenties. I knew something was bothering me for years, but I never understood it. Fasting is how I have healed in so many ways. I would have died if I tried to eat like you all. I have tried to eat everyday recently and I got sick by design. When you experience as much poison as I do, you can’t eat often because it will feed all the bad bugs the poisons trigger.

So every time you swap spit with someone you are sharing the infections they have in their body. And those infections go on to attack your organs. Have you noticed how everyone really into the war games and destruction covertly leaves food out on the stove after or before it has been cooked? This is because those bacteria enter your body and attack your organs through your bloodstream. My grandma Kudearoff always used to leave food out on the stove. And my Mom would yell at her for it. However, now my Mom leaves food out all the time. Even sometimes overnight. I knew she was trying to destroy us, but I never would have guessed she was trying to make our organs fail. Heart disease is the number one killer in America. Because our hearts are infected. And our livers are infected and unable to strain the bad bacteria out of our bodies. This is what causes people to get depression and anxiety and loose their souls. This is what causes cluster b personality disorders. There is a parasite that has been linked to many mental health disorders. It is the one we get from cats. And then this parasite triggers an infection in our hearts and other organs. And it steals our souls and spirit. And these infections manifest differently in different people. Sometimes it makes you swollen and overweight and sometimes it makes you unable to gain weight. These infections are the cause of disease in the modern world. Our c Diff infection is just the tip of the iceberg.

I have lymphoma from my breast implants and it gets better and it gets worse. But I never would have guessed that the cause is from my heart being infected. My breast implants don’t necessarily cause the lymphoma. They just make me more prone to getting it. Just like the poisons make us more prone to getting heart infections.

So this is another reason why we need to ferment the earth and the humans as soon as possible. Have you seen someone with acne? Because acne is really just an infection. There are so many things we view as normal and acceptable that are our bodies are trying to tell us we have an infection and we need to do something about it. Everyone with an autoimmune disease or a chronic illness has an infection. And it is not just one infection it is many. We have a c diff infection, but that is just the one infection I have learned the name to. Now I realize we all have an overgrowth of bad bacteria to the point it is killing us all and stealing our souls. This is why so many people lack humanity. This is how my Dad kills people before their time. When you eat a high fat diet you are feeding the infections in your body because it makes your liver unable to filter out the bad bacteria. This is why people have gotten so unhealthy since the 1980s. Our bodies are overloaded with everything that is toxic. And our organs are trying to so hard to keep up, but they are infected. When the infection in my jaw and mouth was bothering me I got botox in my jaw because it helped me stop clentching my jaw. No one could tell me why I had a clentched jaw, but they told me I could get botox in my jaw and it would stop. Also, when my infection got bad in my mouth and jaw my lips started disappearing. Since healing my jaw my lips have gotten bigger than ever before. I never knew I had big lips. Have you noticed as people age their lips disappear? Maybe that isn’t age. And maybe that is the infection growing in their body. Try oil pulling with coconut oil and see if your jaw starts to feel better. See if your lips get bigger. See if your face changes shapes. When your heart is infected your face will change shapes. Anything you can do to reduce the infection in your bloodstream will reduce the infection in your organs. Being around people is good for your microbiome, but kissing people and being up close and personal with their infections is probably not a good idea.

Everything all makes so much sense now. And I don’t know if I explained it all very well. But I am overwhelmed today by just how much our bodies have been turned into concentration camps. But we are never supposed to know. We are supposed to believe this is all normal. But it is everything, but normal. What do we do when the world is set up to kill us in so many ways? I suppose we need to really think about what we value in life and what is worth fighting for. Because this life that we live is not really life at all. It is just a punishment. This is not humanity. This is what it is like to be a slave race.

We deserve better than this. And I would like to ferment the world and get us that better we all deserve.

Love Always

Nicole D. Graves

Wednesday March 22nd 2023 Moon in Aries Sun in Aries Checks and Balances

I need to create checks and balances in case anything happens to me. The world is a mix of 1984, Lord of the Flies, and Animal Farm. I encourage you all to read these books. There are lessons in each one that can directly be applied to where we are today. Your humanity is your greatest strength never forget that. But it’s also something that people will forever try to use against us. When people try to do this do not hesitate to call them the enemy. The art of war is all about identifying who your opponent is. Know they enemy. And if you use your humanity against yourself maybe you are your own enemy. Never forget to look at yourself first. We all can be our own worst enemy.

If anything happens to me the farmers in southern LA and Roseburg are in charge of this revolution. The bikers are in charge of the sales pipeline I created to move products. This creates a check and balance. This means you all both have leverage over the other and gives you a reason to find common ground. My friends in Mexico you need to stay in connection with the farmers. They will help you keep moving your products so you do not go back to raising money for the Mexican Berlin wall again. I am trusting you all to remember that no one gets to be free as long as we try to enslave each other. I trust you 3 groups with this revolution even though I am not related to any of you by birthrights. You all have been enslaved and disempowered just like me. I have to believe that people who have had their power stolen will remember how it felt and do the right thing. I’m human so I understand wanting to kill people believe me. But your soul and your peace and your potential and legacy will always be worth more than killing someone else. The best revenge will always be living well. I’m trusting you all to be level headed. And that doesn’t mean you have to deny your hurt and anger. It means you have to deal with it as positively as possible. Channel your anger into getting what you deserve rather than punishing others. It’s the hardest lesson I have ever had to learn. But punishing people is why we are in this mess. We dont have to prove our dominance to prove we are superior. We just have to live good lives and be right with God. I believe God is always the answer. You dont have to die on a cross, but just try to do the right thing whenever possible. And if you make a mistake forgive yourself. We are all human. We make mistakes. There is always time to do better.

Mexican mafias and drug cartels, I need you all to watch out for my family in Argentina if anything happens to me. They are powerful and I believe they are good people for you to have in your corner. If there wasn’t something special about them my dad wouldn’t have tried to kill them so much. Watch out for them and I believe they will be able to help you all at some point. I’m sure they could create a sales pipeline for you all in south America too. This could make you all very wealthy. But remember you need to start real businesses and pay taxes. Drug money is fast money but you can both build legacies with it if you do things right. Watch out for them and they will watch out for you. The south is strong and you all need to stick together. Division is what makes us weak.

Everyone remember that food and what you drink is the fastest way to erode your epigenetics. So creating a new food distribution system is the biggest priority for everyone. You all need clean food and water. Look at me, this is what can happen to you all. Our humanity can be used against us. But don’t let that make you try to deny it. Your humanity is what makes you amazing and strong. No human is meant to be God or disown their humanity. You are you for a reason. Dont question it just be you. God doesn’t create junk he only makes miracles. You are a miracle every day.

I’m not going to die, but I just needed to have that written out so you all know my wishes should anything happen to me. I dont want this revolution to die if anything happens to me. I fought so hard to reach you all. I need you all to remember how hard I fought for you. You are worth fighting for. If I saw your worth it is there you just need to find it.

I believe in God because he has been my best friend. My mom used to tell me God was my only friend. And until I met you all he was. I know people are good because I met you all. We all have made mistakes and done what we had to in order to survive, but that doesn’t make you any less human or deserving. You are amazing. I really need you all to see just how amazing you all are. No one ever saw how amazing I was till I started this revolution. And I dont think anyone ever told you all how amazing you all are either. So I need you all to know I see how amazing you are. If I see it, you can too if you look hard enough.

Never stop fighting for what you deserve. You know in your heart and in the core of your being you deserve better than this. And you do. Life is not supposed to hurt this badly. Life is not supposed to be like this. And you dont have to accept how it is as how it always will be. But you do have to accept that this is how it is in this moment in order to change it and get better. Be realistic about where the world is and where you are. But don’t ever accept less than you are worth. God doesn’t make junk, you are very valuable and worth a lot.

I need you all to remember all the things I have taught you in Sunday churches. God is there for you and he loves you all, no exceptions. When I was 8 years old after I got the chip in my head I had a fight with God. I didn’t understand why he was making me live in so much pain. I was so mad at him. But God isn’t doing this to us. It’s people like my great Grandpa Hitler and my Dad. This pain is human made. God is doing everything he can. I didn’t understand that until I was dying in the desert from cancer. I know when God told me I wasn’t done yet and I had to live this revolution was what he was talking about. I didn’t know anything about anything. But I know it was my destiny to reach you all. Never forget how hard I fought for you. Never forget God is there for you and he’s trying, but a lot of people on earth just aren’t human. But don’t let that make you give up. Make that make you fight harder. Do your best everyday to be a good human and have a good life. Fighting for what I deserve is never something I will regret. It’s okay to get mad at God and yell at him, but know he loves you and when you are ready to talk again he will always be there. God will always be there for everyone. The quantum field is always inviting us to visit. You just have to go.

Remember to be good humans. Humanity is beautiful. This world can be beautiful. I believe in humanity. Sometimes people loose their way. But think if all the great people who have come before us. Rosa parks, Martin Luther king, abraham Lincoln, Luis pastor, Socrates, Plato, Shakespeare, anne Frank, sylvia plath, etc. There are so many people I look up to every day. Most of them are dead, but its really hard to be great in the world as it is. So.look back in history to see how humanity can be our greatest asset.

My life has been really hard, but I’m never going to let that steal my love for humanity. I spent my life surrounded by my Dad’s cult members, but I read books and I knew you all existed. I just had to find you. You are worth fighting wars over. Your power is what all the fancy families fight over. And you don’t have to give your power away to anyone you dont want to. Remember you are the power. You all are the fancy ones. I fought and I will continue to fight for you all, but I need you all to remember and know you are worth it. If it wasn’t for you all I would have given up.on life many many years ago. You all were worth the search and the pain. And I will continue to fight everyday. But I need you all to know in your heart of hearts that you are worth it. And I need you to know God loves you. He isn’t punishing us. We didn’t do anything to deserve this. He is trying the best he can. He is there for you. It took me almost dying alone in the desert to learn this. And after I did I learned to heal cancer naturally. It’s easy to do amazing things when you know you are loved. So I want you all to know God loves you. This is not punishment for anything you have done. And I want you all to know I love you. I fought for a lifetime to find you all. You all make me rich. I would give up everything I ever had 1000 times over to find you all. You make me rich. I appreciate each and everyone of you all. I may not like the people from the north in this moment and I may still be trying to process all the pain the French Canadians have put me through, but I know in my heart of hearts that there are good people in the north. No matter how much I want to say kill them all and declare a genocide against them, I know that’s wrong. I need you all to see how I do this because it’s the hardest thing I have ever done. It would be emotional and easy to say kill them all. But I would be cheating us all. Because they have some amazing people up there. Because we all are amazing people. God doesn’t make junk. It’s hard to remember this. But it gets easier. Most the time it’s just poison that makes me want to lash out. So beware of making emotional decisions. They could be the end of us all. Look at my Dad, he only makes emotional decisions. It’s not a good look for anyone. But always tell people how they make you feel because people deserve to know that you value them. And its okay to tell people they make you feel bad too. Your feelings are your truth. My feelings lead me to this revolution and you all. I found my riches because I listened to my feelings. You all make me rich.

I’m going to meditate and go to the quantum field. It always makes me feel better. You are more than welcome to visit me there. I’m not giving up but I believe in telling people how they make me feel. You are worth fighting a revolution for. I need you all to know even after a lifetime of material items and people trying to buy me, you all are the most valuable thing I have ever found and had. You all make me rich. You must be pretty fancy. Thank you for giving me some of the best experiences of my life. Knowing there are other humans out there has made all the difference.

There were two roads and I took the one less traveled and found you all and it made all the difference.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Wednesday March 22nd 2023 Moon in Aries Sun in Aries My Heart

My left shoulder and neck have been hurting for a couple days and I couldn’t understand what was happening. This is something that has happened to me on and off throughout my life so I never really thought much of it. And I just thought I need to stretch more. But I did some googling and guess what? They have been poisoning my crackers so much my heart is swollen and it is throwing my shoulder and neck out of place. Honestly, I’m mad because this has happened throughout my whole life. And I’m mad because I deserve so much better than this. My body has always been the biggest weapon used against me. I thought my chest swelling had to do with my kidneys, but nope it’s my heart. My ribs have been uneven since 2017. I knew this was my heart but it has gotten better on this revolution. My organs are so swollen from people poisoning me especially my food that my hips and back and now heart is out of place. This happened when I started eating crackers because they are good for my gut bacteria. And I stopped eating meat every day because they were poisoning it so much. I went a week without meat and I started feeling better. But my heart got worse because the French canadians at Walmart poisoned my crackers so much.

Southern Europe can you kill your people for treason? They are poisoning me in the air right now because getting upset will just make things worse. I’m really tired of this imaginary game we all play that is killing me. I would like off this ride now.

Who does a lady need to connect with to get the right to just exist in her own healthy body? I just want to be human. People try to kill me every day and I just want to be human. I never wanted any of this. Yet, people view it as their birthright to be able to kill me. I really dont want anyone to die, I just want to live my life without people killing me.

I created a freaking revolution just to live a normal ordinary life. Who else do I need to contact because I am pretty sure I reached out to 6 continents. Are there people on Antarctica that I need to ask permission to live from? Because I sure am tired of having to ask for my right to exist. I deserve to be here on earth just as much as anyone else. And I sure as hell am more of an asset to humanity than any of the people who try to kill me. I want better for everyone and people try to kill me everyday for it. Yet if I bought into the destruction and wanted to help my family enslave the world people would gladly let me live.

You all are fucked up and wrong. And one day you all are going to meet God and be punished for what you are doing. I have met God and he has not only told me I need to live, but he helps me every day. You all need to meet God so you can see who you really are and how awful you are acting. This is not who you are supposed to be. But this is exactly who I am supposed to be.

Stop fucking poisoning my food and water and soda and air. I deserve better than this. Southern Europe I hope you can control your hooligans. Because I am pretty sure they are more subhuman than any of us imagined. They make me want to not save humanity. But I know there are a world of people out there who deserve what I am doing for them. And I thank you all very much for giving me hope.

Southern LA farmers will you help me please. They are going to kill me if this keeps going like this. I have fought too hard and too long to die.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Wednesday March 22nd 2023 Moon in Aries Sun in Aries Up The Food Chain

Maybe I have not gone up the food chain far enough. Maybe my equation is off. Berlin I need to speak to the leaders in France, Italy, Spain, and Portugal. Maybe these people have influence over the French Canadians left fighting this war.

Please get me turned into the leaders in southern Europe. I will address them tonight. Thank you everyone I appreciate you all.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Wednesday March 22nd 2023 Moon in Aries Sun in Aries East, West, and South Grocery Store Workers and Food Service Industry

To all the people in the food industry, but especially in the grocery stores from the east, the west, and the south. I need you all to fight for us all everyday. The more clean food we get the more we heal. Can you imagine what the chemical that they have been putting on my food that makes my reproductive organs swell does to a baby while in the uterus? I am pretty sure it will create great impacts for a lifetime and then go on to create gene abnormalities in their children and grandchildren. So when you see a coworker poising food it’s not acceptable. They are interfering with a person’s ability to have a good life and be healthy. If I got pregnant right now with swollen reproductive organs this would create gene mutations in my child. Think about how many women have gotten pregnant after eating poison. Basically all of them right? Because you all see people poison food every day. I’m sure you all poisoned food before. This is your chance to do penance. When you face God it will allow you to say when you knew better you did better and you tried to change others by educating them. You all need to teach your coworkers that it’s not okay to poison food. They learn by the behavioural inheritance systems. So who you are and what you do are the biggest influences on the people around you. I approve any means necessary. This is your chance to build your armies and make a name for yourselves. Even if you arent a #2, you can be a leader. You can choose to get people to do the right thing. I hope you all stick up for us as much as possible. We deserve it you know.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Wednesday March 22nd 2023 Moon in Aries Sun in Aries We Will Always Be Vulnerable Until We Change

So my Dad and the North are not going to give up. They poisoned me all night and I still woke up with my swollen left hand and eyes. I would like to reach out to the east and the west. We need your help getting the north under control. I’m sure these people have been used to destroy you all for decades too. This is your opportunity to get even. We all have rage we need to channel. Help us police the north and convince them it’s not in their best interest to work with my Dad and fight this war for him. You all are some pretty powerful people, it seems pretty ridiculous that these people believe themselves able to hold you all hostage and boss you around. I encourage you all to show them the error of their ways by any means necessary. You deserve better and these people are standing in the way of you getting better. Treat them accordingly.

Next I need to talk to you all about food. Have you noticed that almost all the grocery stores are owned by the same company? There basically is a monopoly on grocery stores. They are all owned by one big parent company.

Have you noticed that my Dads cult is the worst in the food industry? These people are so addicted to destruction they cannot help themselves. What happens when you keep a crackhead around crack all day? They get high. The quickest way to make someone’s epigenetics decline is with food and water. The quickest way to convertly kill someone is with food and water. We all will continue to be vulnerable to having our organs swell and fail like mine have for my whole life until we create some checks and balances in the food system. Especially in the way it is distributed.

When local milk delivery went away, milk was changed to be a weapon. Dairy is something that has the power to help us all heal so it was turned into a weapon. When people stopped making bread at home it was also turned into a weapon. Did you know a lot of store made bread has sawdust in it? Cellulose is sawdust, they just changed the name so you dont understand what you are eating. But you are still eating sawdust. I can imagine sawdust is not that great for your intestines. Plus, wheat was genetically modified to have many times more gluten in it. Because people who eat wheat have better gut bacteria. However, gluten feeds c diff. So when they changed wheat to have more gluten it became a weapon to kill your good gut bacteria and create a decline in your epigenetics. Rather than being something that actually makes you healthier. Meat is the same way. My Dad has turned all the butchers into his cult members. Look.at them when you go to the store. I want you all to start looking at people’s epigenetics. The people like the butchers who are so deep in my Dad’s cult have this greasy look and darkness to them. Sure they may be clean on the outside but they have a tint to their body. I want you all to learn how to see this tint. Look at the butchers. They all have it because they kill us all every day. Beef has the b12 we all need to overcome our MTHFR gene mutation which makes us unable to methylate and remove the toxins from our bodies in an effective manner. So the butchers poison the meat with many different poisons so we dont absorb the b12 we need.

The food system has set us all up to fail. And then on top of it all the people who are involved in the distribution of food want to kill us all because they are crackheads for destruction and in my Dad’s cult. There are no checks and balances left in the food system. The farmers are being held hostage by legislation and rules my Dad had his professional cult create. We basically are just like the Mexican drug cartels fund raising for our own demise.

So what do we do to create the checks and balances we all so dearly need? Well we create a new distribution system. And luckily I have already created a very large one. Bikers I think I found your new above the line industry. How do you all feel about the food industry? Its recession proof and will allow you all to make a good living for your families for generations to come. Toni from new York and Tony from Florida your guys who take part in delivering our Mexican friends products also need to take part.

Farmers we need to create you all a new way. We have been looking for a way to free you all for over a year now. This is the way. You need a new distribution system just like our Mexican friends did. And you all helped build the system. So now let’s utilize it for you all too. There is no reason you all need to remain held hostage. Because it enables us to all be held hostage. Everyday we have this army of sales people who deliver products to people across the nation and even into Canada. We need to utilize these people and expand on what they deliver. Even if we only create small checks and balances it is still checks and balances. Bikers I fully expect you all to enforce the no poisoning food rule, just like you all dont poison the drugs. This is the biggest opportunity you ever dreamed of. Remember I asked you all to start businesses outside city limits. So when you look for warehouses or whatever you need to get this huge mission accomplished look outside city limits. I am sure you will find people there who will be willing to help you. They want opportunities and clean food and a good life too. We need to take care of the people outside city limits just like we need to take care of the farmers. When we take care of each other our lives get better. The world is basically a family. And when we fight we all have bad lives. But when we work together we get better.

I am putting the bikers in charge of the new food distribution system project. They and the farmers will work together to figure out the details. Again the farmers in Roseburg and southern LA will be in charge of all the farmers. They will figure out how we need to go about helping them to create these checks and balances we all so dearly need.

Bikers you will be fair to the farmers. Without them we all starve. No creating wars. We are creating families and legacies. Also please include Tony from Florida’s people and Toni from new York’s people. Anyone who is taking part in moving our Mexican friends products gets to partake. This is how we legalize them and move them above the line. We all need to pay taxes and have legitimate business and income. Drugs are just the icing on the cake.

Farmers this is a huge job. But you have many armies to help you. Basically just tell people what you need and the bikers will figure out how to get it for you. This wont be an overnight solution. But we are creating checks and balances in our lives wherever we can. Finding God and church and state is not an overnight process either. Things worth doing take time.

Okay that was what I was dreaming about. I’m going to try to get a little more sleep before I take my jeep to the dealership Sheppard Motors. I hope you all instilled the fear of God in them. Oh God because I sure want to wage a genocide against them. Hopefully things will go well. I guess I’m lucky my birthrights always leave me with the option of a covert or an overt genocide against people. But I sure hope it never comes down to that because I would so much just rather have potential and happiness. What about you all?

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Tuesday March 21st 2023 Moon in Aries Sun in Aries Destruction Overview

Well hello everyone, seems you all are late to the party. But we sure are glad you are here. The sooner we get the north completely on board the sooner we all get to move forward and get better. My name is Nicole D Graves. I don’t know what you have heard about me, but surprise I’m alive. My Dad announced my death prematurely. See I escaped the death camp where I was supposed to die two years ago in southern Arizona. For over 700 days I have been creating and forming this revolution. I started giving this talk about the destruction over a year ago. Every time I give this talk I hope it’s the last time. But fingers crossed this time really is the last.

My life has been really hard and painful. I have always been aware of the destruction of the world. I may not have known who my family is or about the war games. But I knew about the destruction because I lived it up close and personal. And I now live the destruction more than I ever imagined was possible. You can hear me right now because my Dad put a chip in my head when I had head surgery at 8 years old. Looking back I now see my head injury was planned and just apart of the Truman show I live in. A French Canadian who is from lake havasu Arizona hit me in the head with a water ski when I was 8, so my Dad could implant a chip in my head and try to figure out why he had been unable to break me and brainwash me. See the French canadians have destroyed me my whole life. All my cousins on both sides of my family are French Canadian. I’m the only Argentinian. But recently I learned that not many Argentinians made it to the United states. And I learned my family in Argentina has been held hostage just like me. I always wondered why my grandpa Graves lived in a compound. He was trying to avoid living like me is what I now understand. You French Canadians and people from the north have been really awful to me. I am still trying to forgive you all. I dont know how to process the things you all have done to me. See I stopped talking to my Dad in my early 20s. It’s been you all who have been trying to kill me for my Dad since then. I would have escaped if it wasn’t for you all. I’m hurt still and I don’t know how to process everything you all have put me through. And I especially dont know how to process the things you people have done to me since I started this revolution and figured out who I am. So I suppose I would like to ask you all to police yourselves. See there are countless people who belong to the north who have tried to destroy me and kill me and make me sick so that they could be in my Dad’s favor while he continued to destroy the world more. Your people have cost me everything. But you almost cost the world everything. We deserve an apology, but I especially deserve an apology. I would like you all to take care of the people who have tried to kill me and hurt me while I was freeing the world. And I would like you all to do everything in your power to make my life easy and comfortable so that I can reverse the damage and destruction my families have created for generations. See I’m the only one who can undo what my families have done. I’m the boss of my family. My birthrights make me the boss of everyone. This is why my Dad had you all killing me. He wanted and still wants to kill me because I dont believe in destroying people. I dont believe in genocide or racism. I dont believe in keeping people small. I believe in potential. I believe we all deserve better. I definitely deserve to be treated better by the north. And you all deserve to be treated better too. Even though you all have tried to kill me for a lifetime, I see you all deserve better. Because everyone does. So will you please take care of the people who have hurt me so I dont have to lash out. I’m human too you know. Especially the people in real estate and the insurance industry. These people have hurt me the worst. And they have delayed the world from getting the better we all deserve. I will consider it your penance to deal with your own people so I dont have to declare a genocide against all of you. Because I know some of you are good people. I have just been surrounded by my Dad’s cult members for a lifetime. I would really like to experience the real world. I’m 42 in 10 days. If you all stop putting on my Truman show, I will finally have earned my right to exist in the real world. 42 years old and my whole life has been a lie filled with people killing me. It’s pretty wild.

But here is the deal. Your life is not as different as you wish to believe it is. On this revolution while I was figuring out who I am and who my family is and what the war games are, I also figured out the words to the destruction we all face. I am going to go over the cliffsnotes to this destruction we all feel but have never found the words for. These are just the cliffsnotes. There is so much more. Listen up and get a pen and paper, this information can save your life.

What you need know

1. My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.

2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.

3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.

4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.

5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.

6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.

7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.

8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world.

9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.

10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.

11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.

12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.

13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.

14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.

15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.

16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.

17. My Dad has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My Dad has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into his cult members. My Dad is king to people who live outside city limits. He controls what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.

18. My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into.place easier this way. My Dad has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my Dad have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but he controls what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. He doesn’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if he can control what goes in and out of a country.

19. I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My Dad had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is he is doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.

20. Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe it is realty. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoying destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows.

You know how when my Dad sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them.

This is a lot to learn all at once, but you have felt all these things your whole life. You just didn’t know how to explain them. Feelings rarely lie, but we have been conditioned not to listen to our feelings.

Are you ready for some good news? You all didn’t kill me so I can undo most of what my families have done. The destruction started during industrialization and world war 2. 4 generations ago my families started this mess. Both sides were in on it. I literally come from some of the greatest evils in the history of the world. And I’m a genius who does not buy into destruction. So while I was figuring out all this mess I figured out how to reverse it all. It all comes down to epigenetics, mitochondria, and gut bacteria. I will geek out and explain it all one day soon. But all I need to do is ferment the earth and the humans. And I’m going to need your help creating my life in the overt world so I can make this happen.

See I sold real estate in Arizona before I had to escape and start this revolution. And I have been able to get my Oregon real estate license recently. It has been a shit show. Your people in real estate here in Oregon have tried to destroy me so badly. I looked for a brokerage for two months before joining exp just this week. So let me tell you all the plan so you can help me wherever you can.

I’m actually really good at selling real estate. But I need your help being treated fairly both in real estate and by people. Based on how much you all have tried to kill me, I think you all owe me the opportunity to help you all buy or sell your homes if our paths should cross. So I expect my clients to be French Canadians quite often. Because I need to sell 20-30 homes a year so I can buy a farm and ferment the world and the humans. It’s complex but I’m the only one who can do it because my family would war on anyone else who tried to undo their destruction. No one else will even talk to you all about the destruction. There have been countless really smart people involved in creating this destruction. My family isnt smart enough to do this all on their own. And we all know that many of these smart people were French Canadians. My Dad loves you all because he can control you. I dont want to control you all. I just want to be free myself. Science experiments and projects make me happy. So we all win if I get to farm bacteria and have a family farm.

See I have reached my family in Argentina. And I have provided them with a way to earn the money they need to establish themselves in Argentina and to come to Oregon and farm with me. However I would like to be able to buy a small farm on my own before they get here. I need for people to treat me fairly. You all are really good at following my Dad’s rules. So good you all almost killed me on multiple occasions. I need for you all to treat me fairly from here on out. No more killing me. No more poisoning my food. My food is so poisoned my reproductive organs are swollen so much my hips and back go out of place and I’m constipated. Every morning I wake with with my left hand swollen twice reg size it should be because my heart is failing from the poisons throughout the night. My eyebrows and eyelashes fall out because people poison me so much. I had hives last week because you all were poisoning me so much. I am constantly inflamed and overweight because you all poison me so much my organs are failing. I’m sure not many of you all have had to live like this. But I do promise if you continue to make me have to survive and live like this I will make you find out how much it hurts to live like this. No longer will you allow your people to hurt me in anyway. You all need to protect me just like the rest of the world is. Once I’m gone no one stands in the way of my family destroying you all as much as they want. I’m the only one saving you all. And your people almost killed me. You owe us all an apology, but especially me.

Let me recap on what I need to happen

I need your people to stop trying to kill me. I need you all to stop poisoning me and my food and my water. I expect clean food tomorrow at Walmart on west 11th. My meats wont be wet with poison and make my organs fail. I would like clean meat because it’s easier to stay alive when I eat clean food. And you all should want me alive.

I need for the people at exp Realty to treat me fairly and be overly invested in my success. Also I need the general public to feel obligated to do real estate business with me. You all tried to kill me my whole life. The least you can do is let me help you buy and sell a home.

Tomorrow I have an appointment at Sheppard motors because they put a hole in my radiator when I got my oil changed. David mortlock needs to get his shit together and be human. Bobbi the service manager needs to do the same thing. Not only are they going to fix my car and do a great job. They are going to go above and beyond to make this whole situation up to me. I deserve to be treated fairly. If you people in the north want me to treat you all fairly, then you need to treat me fairly. I shouldn’t have to pay to fix what you all broke on my jeep. And this is not the first time you all broke my car. This is a reoccurring problem and pattern in my life. It needs to stop today. No longer will I be abused when I take my car to get serviced.

Also your people at the Oregon employment department have been trying to destroy me because I qualified for the step program to get help getting my Oregon real estate license. These people have tried to destroy me and get in the way of my progress and success. I would appreciate if you all got them in line and on board. These are some of the people you all need to take care of. They tried to destroy me so my Dad could destroy you all more. How do you hold people accountable for treason in the north? I’m personally very fond of breaking kneecaps but that’s just me.

That is all I can think of just off the top.of my head. I need help with everything you can help me with. I have lived in my car for over 700 days. I need a home. And to get a home I need to sell real estate. So if you all can make real estate easy for me, I can get the rest for myself. And buy a farm and start fermenting the world. My Dad should die soon he has colon cancer and he’s 72 years old. So we just have to wait it out and he will take care of himself. But that doesn’t mean we have to wait on getting better. The sooner I sell houses the sooner I can buy a farm. I have already spoken to the farmers and we have a plan to ferment the earth and the humans. So I just need you all to do your part and everything should fall into place rather quickly. In 10 days it will be two years exactly of this revolution. I am ready to rebuild and get the better we all deserve. How about you?

Love Always

Nicole D Graves

Monday March 20th 2023 Moon in Pisces Sun in Aries A Message to my family In Argentina

Hope you all are having a good night. And I hope today the people down there stopped hunting you all. I may not be in charge of my life much, but I hope I was able to make your lives better. Today, I did lead generation and created a sales pipeline for you all. It’s your job to do the conversion of these leads and create great wealth. But do not do business with anyone who does not treat you well. And first order of business is getting all of the children in our family into good schools. Make sure they have as many books as they can read. Make sure they play sports and take dance classes and ride horses. We need them for our future. They deserve everything. So take care of them first and then we come next.

It wont take you all long to create great wealth. I’m really excited about meeting you all. I never imagined this was all so possible. I dont know if I told you all that having you here with me is my wildest dreams. I have been alone most of my life. I was starting to give up on this revolution. I have fought so hard to stay alive and I didn’t have a why to motivate me to want to keep doing it. You all are my why. Us having a family farm is my why. I never want to be so alone again. I’m sure I will always like spending time alone. But I never want to be this alone again. I promise to always take care of you all if you all promise to take care of me. I’m just a human. And maybe because you all have larger than life birthrights you will understand people like us are just human too.

Today I got my real estate license transfered over to my new brokerage. And I made a little headway on getting my membership to a couple groups I need for work. It was a pretty uneventful day. But today I have hope. You all will be here sooner than I ever imagined. You dont know or understand how relieving this is to me. I need people I can trust and love. My whole life people have been the biggest weapon. Now I know you all understand this too.

We are going to have good lives here in Oregon. You all are going to create great security for our family in Argentina and Argentina is going to grow and get better. Everything is in place to make these changes into realities. Love truly does conquer all.

I just wanted to check in with you all. I get lonely. I will continue to brainstorm to figure out what I can do to make your lives better. Today should have created a path so you all know what to do now. Dont get overwhelmed. Just take the daily steps and everything will work out. That is all I have done my whole life. It works.

I’m very blessed to have you all and I’m very excited for you all to get here and to find our family farm. With everything I was able to set up today. You all should be here in a year or less. I can make it one more year on my own if I know it’s the last year I ever have to be alone. I have Haywood and so I’m not completely alone.

Fingers crossed tomorrow I get clean food and water. I hope you all got clean food and water today. I hope your lives are better. We dont deserve to live like this. And it’s going to get better I promise.

Sweet dreams of realities of the future. Visit the quantum field and I will meet you there.

Love Always

Nicole D Graves