Addicted To Destruction

We are stuck in this cycle of punishment and war because some people are addicted to destruction. Some people do not want to be better. This is why I was trying to run away my whole life. I was hoping to find a place where people don’t need to destroy others to feel whole and alive.

My Mom is addicted to destruction. She does not want to be better, she wants to destroy all day everyday. Her brain is dysfunctional and she is unwilling to do the work that is required to heal it. What do we do with people like this? I wish we could just send them all away somewhere the rest of us don’t go. They would all take care of each other. It is a rather humorous solution, but logically it makes so much sense to let them kill off each other.

I don’t know what the solution is. I don’t really believe punishment is a solution. But now I understand punishment is the only thing that could ever motivate these people to change, if it is even possible. This is the part of dealing with mentally ill people that gets really frustrating. They literally will never take me seriously until I start my own Holocaust, because they view kindness as a weakness.

What could someone do to them to make them this way? When did they give up on being a good person? When did they let their addiction to destruction take over their life? How do we give up hope on such a large part of the population? Where do we send these people so they stop hurting others? How do we regulate Munchausen and Munchausen by Proxy?

Once again, I have more questions than answers.

Nicole Graves

P.S. How are things going out there? They are arrogant over here so something happened that they are very proud of.

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