Dear AA & NA People
My family cult preys on you all the worst. I have gone to AA meetings looking for answers and I can understand the vulnerable place you were/are in. You are the people they have picked on the worst. You are just trying to self medicate and cope with this toxic world. I was one of you in that sense, I just could not accept the learned helplessness they shove down your throat. You are in control and you are the master of your own destiny.
Your gut bacteria is way out of whack, you have leaky gut, heavy metal toxicity, candida, parasites, and viruses(and going to those meetings exposes you to more disease than you already have). It makes complete logical sense that you do not feel happy or well and are looking for an answer outside yourself. I have overcome all this and it was not easy, but it is possible. You can too because you deserve a good life.
Throughout the years many of my “friends/aquaintances” who have joined AA in hopes of finding zen and peace, just found their mission to destroy and enslave me. I cannot say that I have forgiven these people all the way, but I am working on it. Now I understand they had no option other than to do what they were told.
Well, I am offering you another way. I have been where you are and I know how to heal what you are experiencing. I cannot heal it for you, but I can show you how to heal yourself. And part of healing is forgiving yourself. Humans make mistakes and that is apart of the human experience. Everyday we learn how to be a better human. Be patient and kind with yourself like you are with others. This is a large part of healing, because healing involves making mistakes and that is not only okay, but human as well.
I see your pain and I do not want to profit off of it. I want to help you heal and see your own greatness.