Dear Olympia & Why Mr Utah

Dear Olympia,

People always seem to take me more seriously after they see me eat raw meat with my hands. You all have good beef here, so there must not be too many fancy families here and/or Asperger’s. Well hello Washington, you are the last hidden people my Dad has kept in the dark. Lookie, lookie, I am alive and here you are enslaved. Hmmm, this could work out well for all of us!

I may be naive about people, but I understand processes and systems well. I have been set on Mr. Utah because he is the one my Dad wanted away from me the most. Can you imagine the great granddaughter of Hilter with a black man? Oh my God, it would almost be as bad as being with a white boy with tattoos! Marriage for people like me is something political not personal. However, now I understand I am beyond needing to get married. But I will be looking for someone to have my brother breed with. Look who gets to be the breeder now!!! Mr Utah do you have any female cousins about 10 years younger than us?

Today, has been a really good day. I learned I am whole and complete more than I ever thought I could be. All the women who have tried to make me feel less than for being a woman were just jealous that I do not have to breed in order to come into my place of power.

And can I just say how excited I am to get to deal with my Mom and Brother after my Dad dies! O my God this is like Christmas and no one will make me feel bad about anything I do because they understand my family has been the root to all my suffering. There is literally no where to run for them. The rest of my Mom’s family is in for it too, but I got all the time in the world. You should have seen my Mom’s face when I told her this. Plus, Bill had a funny face when I said I may be in a hurry but I am not in a rush. Micro expressions tell volumes. lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

Washington let’s hang out for a few days and see what kind of trouble we can get into!


Nicole Graves

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