Mind Dump #331

When I am shuffling my tarot cards in the back of my Jeep during my grocery store sit ins, I think about my life after this mess is over and the things I want to change/do. There are so many things that need to be changed. But today I thought about my personal life and was rather disappointed. When this is all over I have no one to celebrate with. Sure hopefully one day I will find a partner in life who likes me for me and not just what I represent. But what about when this adventure is over?

I have literally been sleeping with the enemy for a lifetime. Sure, I will finally get to punish the people who tried to keep me small and the world enslaved. But what about celebrating my hard work and ability to cure cancer, escape the death camp, figure out this backwards covert war and who my family really is? I have always been an outlier, but this is more than even most outliers can fathom. It is hard for me to wrap my mind around little old me having the power to save the world. Can you even imagine? I was raised to believe I was a normal human and not even that because they always told me I was less than. I did not even know I was genius with Aspergers till this year. I just thought you all weren’t trying.

So today, I decided you all are going to celebrate with me when this is over. Humanity is going to be my family. Lol I can just order you to do it, right? 😉 Where I am from in Eugene we have the Eugene Celebration where we block the roads and throw a party downtown. This is what we will do in all the cities that want to take part in celebrating. I am sure the city officials will be willing to accomidate us celebrating a new world order. See doesn’t that sound just ridiculously far fetched and yet my reality!? We are going to overtly celebrate a new beginning. We do not have to talk about the covert war, but we can celebrate our new chapter! Life is meant for celebrating.

My revolutionary people, I invite you to think about the changes you would like to see in the world. If you were me, what would you change? How would you reform the system? You all have been apart of the covert war and war games, where I have been sheltered from most of it. So I will be needing your help and input! I don’t care who your family is, I would like your input. I cannot do this on my own, but that is not going to stop me from being revolutionary. So prepare yourself for being called upon and asked what you would change. Because if we all take charge in one small aspect we can have the world in good standing within one generation. So the children today have a world that is just to live in with opportunity and health to look forward to.

Life is meant to be filled with love, not fear.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Frank from Trimz in Sierra Vista, Oh boy I can’t wait to have you help me with brushing my hair again. I thought I was too busy before to brush my hair, but wow I had no clue what I was preparing for! Thank you for being an amazing human and being a light in my life when I was in Arizona. We will talk again soon! xo

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