I’m going back to Eugene today. Thank you for the reminder of what Vegas weather feels like. I miss home. I appreciate you all and am grateful for you all helping me learn so much about myself and my story.
I’m going to work really hard on my ability to unconditionally love everyone and practice forgiveness because it’s the right thing for me. Anger and resentment just hold ne back. However, I will never for get what you all did to me. I miss my little girl. Please take care of Teka. She deserves all the structure, routine, and love she can get. Give her a hug for me and tell her that her momma loves her very much, more today than ever before and that will never change.
With a heavy heart I have to go get my overt life in order. This will not break me, but it hurts and I will breathe through it.
Nicole D Graves
P.S. One day I would still like to meet the farmer I was supposed to conquer aka marry. I’m sure we have a lot to discuss.