Southern LA and Roseburg farmers
How are you guys doing? I hope you are doing well. Thank you so much for helping to keep me safe even more so lately. I appreciate your help. I can’t be everywhere all at once. And I sure cant see everything. I still dont understand a lot of this war I have lived. It’s always good to have another set of eyes on a situation. Two brains are better than one, and a group of us is even more better.
I have a meeting with Coldwell banker tomorrow. But I don’t think the world is ready to treat me fairly yet. So I’m going to put off making my decision for real estate for a few more weeks at least. There is no rush. I need to do my taxes and finish my fasting protocol for healing fatty liver. I need to prioritize Haywood and I’s health. I have everything ready for real estate, but it makes no sense to try to rush the beginning if the world is not ready yet.
So I’m going to give us a few more weeks to get the world ready. This is the last shot I have left in me. So we need to be careful not to have a false start. I would appreciate if you all still remain in charge of keeping me safe. I give you the keys to the world so to speak. The world knows I’m alive because of you all. If you all believe something will help me survive and overcome I expect the world to listen.
It’s overwhelming to have so many people willing to help me. Its overwhelming in the best way possible. But honestly I’m in charge of so many people I forget who all I am in charge of. It’s hard to remember everyone and remember what their strengths are. I need to make a cheat sheet and write it all down. The #2s of the world are one of my biggest assets and I had not addressed them for a week or two. So I need you all to help me organize my own revolution because it’s getting so big that I am overwhelmed. I’m not utilizing people to my best and their best ability. I was never taught how to do all this. I was never even allowed to play chess much. I have done an amazing job, but part of being a good leader is knowing your strengths and weaknesses. If I continue to try to do this on my own, I will not succeed as well as I could. The world is willing to help me. But I need help organizing the world. So my farmer family I need you all to help me organize this revolution from here on out. You all do the best at keeping me safe. If I am safe in your hands I trust you all with the world. I will still reach out to the world and certain groups when I can and when I know what to do. But I need you all to do the same thing. Because if we work together we will be able to coordinate the efforts of the world in a more effective manner. This revolution is bigger than just me. I never wanted to be fancy. However, I realize that I have to lead this revolution to be ordinary. And the biggest part of leadership is delegation. So lead this revolution with me please as I try to wrap up this chapter of uncertainty before we start a new chapter. I need to win in this new chapter in my overt life. So there is not really any room for error. That freaks me out. But it’s not going to make me quit. Instead i am going to ask for your help because the world is counting on this revolution. It’s not just about me or you all. It’s about the world. We have to do our best because we all deserve this win. Thank you for always being there for me during the hardest time of my life.
Nicole D Graves