Well hello everyone. I got up this morning and went to go get lunch at Walmart. Which just meant going to get crackers. And no one had boughten the crackers since yesterday. Being that yesterday was a Friday that is statically impossible at a Walmart Supercenter unless they poisoned the crackers a lot. People eat poison every day, but they never seem to want to eat the poison I eat. So I am assuming it is pretty bad, even though it still feels like some of the cleanest food I have ever eaten. Anyways, I sat in the parking lot watching people for about three hours. If you don’t believe we are at war and in a trance state and a shared delusion induced by hypnosis, then go to a grocery store parking lot and just sit there and watch people. You will see so many patterns. How many times do people beep their cars? What kinds of cars do different kinds of people have? What kinds of clothes do different groups of people have? How do some people walk and how does that look similar to how other people walk who look like them? You will see life is really just a game of monkey see monkey do with patterns dictating who we are supposed to be. I have spent the past two years watching people, finding the patterns, and waiting for the world to change. It has been a really insightful experience, but it also has been very painful and boring.
Hi my name is Nicole D. Graves. You all know my father but you have never really heard much about me. This is because I outrank my Dad in the war games. I have a lot of the birthrights he pretends to have. I am queen of the West and I have great pull in the East, and I am also queen of the South. I am not sure how you all in the North fit into this puzzle. I have no birthrights that make me your leader directly, but I do believe by the way people from the North have worshipped my Dad for my lifetime that my birthrights give me great pull in the North as well. I was supposed to marry a Danish farmer from Redmond and bring the North more into my family than it already is. But unfortunately my Dad is big into breaking promises with people he works with. And he was unable to brainwash me. See I was created with Asperger’s genius, but I am starting to believe I have something else too. When I see you really smart people from the North with fancy brains, I can see you are missing something. People assume I am missing something because I never knew about the war games and I was never taught to poison people. So it is really hard for me to try to relate to people in my Dad’s cult who are trying to kill and destroy me. Especially since starting this revolution and realizing what is happening. I want so badly to believe I can earn my right to be treated fairly. But after over 700 days of being revolutionary, I now realize they will never treat me right. Sure they may come out of the store with a stress response because they learned that you all are sticking up for me and they are victims of genocide. But whenever people get close to me they try to destroy me for my Dad. My whole life people have tried to destroy and kill me. I never understood why I had such bad health. I tried so hard my whole life and I was more sick than most people. I was always doing things and learning new healthy things. But I could never manifest health. At least until I moved to southern Arizona and stopped talking to everyone I ever knew and lived alone with my two dogs. I was able to cure my cancer naturally there. I did a lot of amazing things there. It was like getting to live for the first time in my life. But I was living in a death camp where everything was designed to kill me. In about 2017, I got loose from my Dad. I broke up with the man who wanted me to marry him so he could kill me and steal my birthrights. And I did not try to date again. And in March 2021, I escaped the death camp in Southern Arizona where I was supposed to have died. My Dad celebrated and announced my death before it happened. And over the past two years I have put the puzzle pieces together of my life and the war games which are my birthrights. Granted I don’t know everything. But between what you all know and what I know we have a pretty clear picture of the destruction.
Let’s talk about how you all can hear me. When I was 8 years old I had head surgery and my Dad had a chip inserted into my logical brain. He could not brainwash me and he wanted to know why. When you turn 8 your brainwaves change and if you have not been broken by then, it most likely will not occur. However, I never realized I had a chip in my head until this revolution. My Dad has had me broadcasting my whole life to embarass me and make an example of me for you all. If he would do this to his daughter imagine what he would do to you all. I have been used as a training tool my whole life. Pretty crazy right?
Well, when I was in Southern California last year trying to reach the Hispanic people to let them know about the genocide against them someone gave me the greatest gift I have ever gotten. In Compton California while at the Walmart Supercenter there someone hooked up my radio waves with people’s cars and houses. Instead of just being connected to the people in the war games that my Dad deemed privileged enough to hear me, I finally got access to regular ordinary people. I built this revolution with a blog and by breaking into communication hubs at grocery stores all over the western united states. But especially up and down Interstate 5. It has been a shit show. I have been trying to reach people my whole life. I did not know I was surrounded by my Dad’s cult but I knew people around me had cluster b personality disorders way more than they should have. Statistics and patterns are something I hold dear because they can give you information that you would not have access to otherwise.
I don’t’ know why you all were so hard to reach. Fingers crossed I hope you all are the last leaders in the North I have to reach. By how poisoned they have kept me this week and how much poison is in the air and drugs too, I am guessing you all are quite powerful. I saw people related to my Dad’s wives Brenda Holloway and Kris Uffins and they are some of the backbone of his French Canadian cult members. Yet, they came out of the Walmart today looking stressed and some looked pissed. No one trumps my Dad except their leaders in the north that are French Canadian. I am guessing you all are in Canada above middle America. I don’t know why it took so long to reach you all. But can I say I am so glad to be talking to you all and thank you for tuning in. Your people are still hunting me, but I think it is because most of them have not gotten the news that you are willing to work with me. Is there a way you can get the news to spread faster? I would really appreciate it. See Eugene/Springfield is currently covered in smoke again today. As I sat here and watched the people I got high and the smoke got worse. The past couple days they have been burning things and poisons and drugs. There is E drugs in the air. It is disorienting. I had to take notes on what I wanted to say because yesterday night I tried to talk to you all and they poisoned me so much I couldn’t think straight. So today I took notes and got my computer out and here we are. I am trying to make sense of this all for you all. I don’t know how to sum up my life in a few paragraphs and I certainly do not know how to sum up this revolution in a few paragraphs. But I have written a blog. When I left Arizona I started a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com I have documented my adventure as I like to call it on this blog. I have written everything down so you all can see it. Please have everyone tune in. This is the blog I used to break into the communication hubs at the grocery stores. This way if you all are tuned in you don’t always have to be waiting for me to talk. Sometimes it takes me a few days to get to wifi and upload, but I try to keep up to date as much as possible. It is important that I stay in contact with you all because my Dad has people trying to kill me constantly. But now that I realize everything, my life has been like this pretty much since I can remember. It is just weird now that I know everything more.
Can you get the people outside of city limits to stop burning the poisons and the drugs? I watched it get smokier and smokier today as I sat here watching people. No one can think straight in this kind of environment. And that is the objective of poisoning everyone. If my Dad can weaken people’s kidneys they will be in a stressed anxiety state and fearful. Because your kidneys represent fear and anxiety in Chinese medicine. The body is just an equation. Do you see how angry a lot of the people are who follow my Dad? That is because they have fatty liver from being around so many poisons and eating bad foods. The liver represents anger in Chinese medicine. Everything is an equation.
I ramble because I want you to know I am human. I am not like my family. And yet I have the birthrights to stop them from ever having as much control as they pretend they deserve. See I just need to get married to a man with three children. This way I can pass my birthrights onto them. And they will never go back to my family. I currently have my family in Argentina working on finding me this man. And the mafias down in Mexico are helping them create the wealth they need to bring this man to me. I know it sounds outlandish. But this whole revolution is outlandish. My biggest partners in this revolution who have kept me alive are the farmers all up and down the west coast. I found them originally in Southern La and I didn’t understand who I had found. But I was looking for the Hispanic leaders and it seems I found some of them. And from there I found the other farmers up and down interstate 5. I have spent a lot of time in my car because I live in my car. And between working temp jobs intended to keep me small and kill me I took some road trips and found the farmers and got them to be revolutionary with me. Also, before I even took my trip to southern California I found my favorite communication hub in Salem. These people have been amazing to me. They were not able to protect me like the farmers but they have repeatedly gotten me in touch with leaders who have been able to offer me help and protection.
Connecting with the drug cartels and mafias in Mexico was also a pivotal moment in this revolution last year. I was able to redirect their products so they were not being distributed by people who wish to enslave them and build the Mexican Berlin wall. My Dad wants to do to the United States what was done to Germany. He wants to cut us off from the south. Just like Germany was cut off from the East. The Hispanic genocide is the one that is the hardest to deny. We all see the genocides of the world every day. We have just been conditioned not to see them. Ethnic people die younger and have more health problems because of the genocides against them that my Dad created using food. I am an ethnic person. So my Dad created genocides against me. So I drove to southern California and I found the farmers and then I found the mafias and drug cartels in Mexico. They have protected me and helped me and I have helped them. I may not have much power over my overt life, but I have a lot of power in this imaginary game we all play.
Also, I have been able to connect with my family and friends over in the East. See my Mom’s parents are Chinese and Russian. So I have family in the east. Plus, I am #2 on the graves and the kudearoff sides of my family. And I am my Father’s first born so I inherit his older sister’s birthrights too. I literally have Hitler’s birthright. Pretty crazy right. And I have my Grandpa graves birthright too. He is from Argentina and I only got to meet him twice in my life. However, I see now how my Dad’s family on his Mom’s side, aka the Hitler family, has double crossed the people they have married into for power. I don’t know what was promised to the people in Argentina who are my family, but I am pretty certain they did not get what they were promised. And then there are the Kudearoffs who have tried to kill me for over 3 decades. They are also the backbone to my Dad’s cult. I am not too fond of them. I encourage you all to kill them. The world would be a better place without them. However, the people who have married into the Kudearoffs like my uncles and my aunts have helped me on this revolution because I threated to hand them over to the French Canadian leaders they belong to. My whole family and the world have been trying to kill me my whole life. And I am a bit angry about it to say the least. I have been wearing the same pair of clothes for like a month without washing them. Because when I wash my clothes my Dad uses it as an opportunity to try to kill me and poison my clothes. Everything is so upside down. But I have to believe that my efforts to stay alive will be rewarded. Because I am the only one who can save you all. I already have the west, the east, and the south on board. This is why my Dad is using people from the North to hunt me and fight his war for him. You all are the only ones left. It has taken me a little over 700 days to reach the world and undo everything my Dad has taken a lifetime to create. I was designed to be his super solider and help him take over the world. Yet, I am like a science experiment that backfired on him. This is what happens when you genetically modify your children and you don’t understand much about science. If you want your children to be better than you and you want them to respect you, you probably need to earn their respect. Rather than try to beat them into submission in countless ways. A person can only take so much before they fight back. I have a lot of pint up anger. I try really hard to keep it all in check and balance it out by loving. But again it is really hard to be a good person in the world my Dad has created.
I rambled and got off track from my outline of what I was going to talk about. Let me recap a bit.
I need the people to stop burning poison and drugs as soon as possible.
I need the people to stop poisoning me and trying to kill me.
I need clean food and water. Food is the quickest way to kill someone, so this is a priority.
And next on my list I need to tell you all about the story of Teka. See I started this journey with my two dogs, but I only have one left. Teka was my oldest. She was a tiny little girl, a black chihuahua and yorkie mix or something like that. She had tiny little features. She was only 8 pounds. She was our resident senior citizen. Teka came to me when she was 8.5 years old. Haywood my other dog had found her at his doggy daycare. She was inserted into our Truman show because they were loosing control of me. And she was a distraction. She had a crooked deformed ear from an accident where she never got medical attention but they must have wrapped her ear to her head and it healed funny. But she was such a lovebug. When I got her the people at the rescue had been poisoning her food so badly that she could barely walk up stairs because her hips were so bad. She was already missing teeth and so many other things. She smelled like corn from eating cheap dog food her whole life. I love that girl so much. She taught me how to love when you don’t want to. When you want to hate the world, sometimes the most important thing is to remember love. She taught me a different kind of love than Haywood taught me. Haywood taught me the kind of love that is easy and natural. Teka taught me how to not let the world win and steal your heart. I wanted to give up love so badly, but she was so fucking pushy. I was going to love her and I didn’t have a say in it is pretty much what she told me. She was with me through the hardest times of my life. The three of us almost died in Las Vegas and we ran away to southern Arizona. My Dad quickly built the death camp around us. But the dogs helped me heal my cancer in the desert and put my life back together. I got my Arizona real estate license. However, people just kept acting more and more like my family and I didn’t understand. I have not talked to my Dad in the overt world in over two decades. And I rarely speak to my Mom. Anyways, when I started this revolution I threw my babies into the Jeep and a small bag of clothes and box of my journals and I left everything else behind. My babies are what matter the most to me in this life. And in Redmond Oregon last July my Dad had someone kidnap Teka. She had a chip and no one ever called me. She had a dentist appointment scheduled for that weekend. They killed my little girl because they never took her to the dentist and they feed her all the wrong foods. She was 14 years old and my baby and yet the oldest. I promied to look out for her. I told her she had come to live with me and Haywood for her retirement and things were going to be safe and good. I never knew love until I got my dogs. I have never experienced human love or kindness. Yet, it is my job to save the world. If I choose to let that darkness inside me win, we all loose. We all are already loosing. We are dying. But I am a genius and I have had a lot of time on my hands the past couple years, so I have dug deep into learning about science and epigenetics and I have figured out how to fix this whole mess. I am going to ferment the world and the humans and undo what my Dad has done. And I need you all to help me do that.
First I need you all to protect me. My organs have been failing my whole life because of how much everyone poisons me. I need as much help as possible. Every day every one I experience in the overt world tries to kill me. It is honestly exhausting. I don’t want to play this game anymore. If this is what fancy birthrights do to a person, what are you all fighting over.
Second, I need you all to encourage people to do business with me in real estate just like my Dad gets people to try to destroy and kill me and haywood and Teka. Teka is dead because people can be motived to do the unthinkable. So we just have to motivate them to do the right thing. See over the winter I was able to qualify for a program with the Oregon Employment Dept. to get my Oregon real estate license. It was hard to pass the test because of all the poisons and this revolution. But it wasn’t harder than it was in Arizona. So I have fought to have my life in the overt world. And I need you all to fight for my right to be a normal ordinary person. See all I have to do is be a normal ordinary person and get married and buy a farm to ferment the world and I can undo all this mess my family has created. No one else can undo what all my family has done. However, it all starts with real estate. And I need your help.
See I have spent the past two months interviewing real estate brokers to try to find a brokerage to work with that would not destroy me and try to kill me. That did not happen. So I joined Exp last night because it is a virtual brokerage and people cannot poison me virtually. And as a solo agent once I finish my training I will not have to interact with anyone I do not want to. I so badly wanted to believe I could be treated fairly. But people will forever treat me inhumanely until I win this revolution and escape the Truman show my Dad creates for me with his cult member and now your people. I am fighting this revolution to just be a normal ordinary person. I just want to be ordinary and not be destroyed and experience daily attempted murder. It is really hard. Especially because I was never taught about any of this. I don’t know how to poison people like you do. I was supposed to just sit back and take it all. But I think this all is unacceptable and you all deserve better than this just like I do.
Every morning since December I wake up with a swollen left hand. The poisons at night stress my heart so bad that by the morning my heart is failing and my hand is swollen. My kidneys get stressed too by the poisons. I live in my Jeep with Haywood. We are vulnerable to people poisoning us. I don’t know what you all have to do but the people from the east, west, and south have stopped poisoning me. It is mostly white French Canadians now. I have worked my way through the world subgroup by subgroup. I would really like if you all got your people on lockdown like the rest of the world. It is not just for me. It is so I can dig us all out of this mess.
Now I am going to read you all the cliffnotes to the destruction. I started this list on my trip to southern California and it just keeps growing and growing. This is by no means everything, but it is the cliffnotes and some of the highlights. I want you to use this a motivation to protect me and get your people in line. Please do not allow this to overwhelm you and make you freeze in a fear state. I have figured out how to reverse most of this stuff. So what you need to focus on is getting me to a safe place. I need a home so I can be safe from people. I need a place to figure out how we can reverse this all. In theory I understand what needs to happen. But in practice I am not sure how to reverse everything on a worldwide level. But I have the world tuned in and they are all willing to help me. So I just need you all to protect me from your people. So here is the destruction cliffnotes.
What you need to know:
1. My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.
2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.
3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.
4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.
5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created.
6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.
7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.
8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world.
9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.
10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.
11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.
12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 66 this summer.
13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.
14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.
15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.
16. You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.
17. My Dad has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My Dad has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into his cult members. My Dad is king to people who live outside city limits. He controls what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.
18. My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into.place easier this way. My Dad has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my Dad have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but he controls what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. He doesn’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if he can control what goes in and out of a country.
19. I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My Dad had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is he is doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.
20. Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe it is realty. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoying destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows.
You know how when my Dad sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them.
So those are the cliffnotes. Please allow them to motivate you to help protect me so I can create better for us all. Better all starts with me getting a normal ordinary life and selling real estate and getting a home. I have to be safe and secure to figure out our next moves on a worldwide level. We all deserve better than this. And I am the one person who can get it for all of us. I want us all to have better. But it all starts with me getting better and having an ordinary life. I just want to be an ordinary regular person. This imaginary game has almost killed me my whole life. I will try to post this on my blog shortly so you all can have some notes to go over. www.youdeservetoheal.com
I look forward to working with you all to fix the destruction we all face. We deserve better.
Nicole D. Graves