Thank you joining me. It’s been a rough week for us all. So it’s important we come together and remember we are in this together. We all share this commonality of grieving the lives we thought we had. We need to allow this to bring us together because when we come together we are strong.
I spent the week fasting in the desert and laying in the sun. I love dry heat, it reminds me of Vegas. Vegas will always be my home. Today is day 6 of fasting. I fast to heal my body. With all the destruction of the world and the extra destruction my family brings on me, I have to take care of my body. It’s not easy knowing that if I die I let down a world full of people. I try really hard to remain strong for you all because I know you need it. I’m human though and tonight I had a huge realization about my health that I would like to share with you all.
Since 2017 when my family really started killing me in Vegas, I have had bigger legs than ever before. My legs had always been super tiny before this. Plus my whole life I have had a tummy. Even when I’m 120 pounds I have a chubby tummy I have never been able to get a flat tummy or 6 pack. And I used to work out most days. Tonight after 6 days of fasting I realized what has been happening my whole life but especially since 2017. I have a bad heart. My family creates kidney disease, fatty liver, and heart disease in all of us, but I never realized how bad the heart disease effected me. My ankles swoll up this month or last month, it was within the past 45 days. I have never had swollen ankles before. It was so scary. This is a huge sign of heart disease and heart failure. Fasting was how I got it to go away. When you fast your body heals.
This year I have done more fasting than I ever have in my life. That’s how I’m still alive. My whole life I have tried to eat as little as possible, at least since I was 18. Granted I binge because I’m starving because I’m always being poisoned with stuff that spikes my insulin. But overall I know food will just cause me more problems like when I was young and short, fat, and so sick.
I tell you all this because I am still figuring out the pieces to this puzzle everyday. And its mostly just from realizing my own destruction. I don’t have all the answers, but when I figure something out, the first thing I want to do is share it with you all.
You need to support your kidneys, liver, and heart. In my experience the best way to do this is by fasting. They can’t poison fasting. It’s cheap, its literally free. You dont have to do a 6 day fast. Maybe start with doing a 23 hour fast and only eating one meal a day. Or cut back to two meals a day within a 6 hour eating window. Just do better and for heavens sake try to snack. Snacking is pure destruction to your body. Human beings aren’t meant to snack. Snacking became a thing in the 1989s when my Dad came into power. People in the 1970s didn’t snack.
So there are probably some new people joining us tonight. Thank you for finding me and us. There is so much to explain, so much. But how about I give you all the over simplified cliffsnotes version. This is all super oversimplified so please do not take it lightly at all. Here we go
What you need know
1.My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family. second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and mrs Hitler. Plus my Grandpa D. Amanda Graves and his two parents. That’s 6 from my Dads side. Plus, I inherit my Mom and Dads birthrights. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad and Brother or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.
2. Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you probably inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.
3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.
4. The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly
5. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main two are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine.
6. Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children.
7. The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system and C Diff.
8. I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have presented this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington.
9. I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.
10. Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amygdala which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small.
11. I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world, both overt and covert.
I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest.
12. The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turns 66 this summer. My generation does not walk into their power till after my Moms generation dies. So they are without power in this moment.
13. Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems.
14. Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing. And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.
15. My Dad covertly started world war 3 in about 1978. He and my family plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon.
So in this revolution and in the past 488 days I have won over everyone in the war games. Every group of people within the war games has chosen to be revolutionary with me. Also I have won over my Dads military army. They too were not okay with the destruction. The professional cult my Dad has created is all that is left fight this war for him. Many of them have dropped out, but he keeps recruiting new members. So here we are being revolutionary, all of us together. Even though the war games seek to divide us my revolution is based on us all coming together.
In this moment we are faced with two systems colliding. We need to figure out which way to go. On one hand we have the war games with checks and balances in place. Even if we don’t agree with everything the war games stand for we need to appreciate the checks and balances that keep us all safe in ways we have taken forgranted. Because on the other hand we have my Dad who has used his game in the covert war to create a cult and become a dictator. He has found a way around his birthrights. He was never intended to have this much power. His sister is the one with the fancy birthrights and I’m the one who inherited those birthrights from her. However we are both held hostage and kept small by my Dads professional cult. He lies to people, brainwashes them, and creates disease in their bodies. He is not a leader. He is a cult leader. There is such a big difference. A real leader wants good for the people who trust and follow them. A real leader doesn’t need to brainwash people, they just talk to people and be real. We all have issues we need to overcome. Life is about overcoming hardships. However a cult leader creates hardships.
So where do we go from here? I’m the most powerful lady in the war games and I have had to win you all over group by group, location by location. I did not even fully realize the meaning of my birthrights till a couple months ago. This whole revolution is based on us all deserving better because we do. I don’t care who you are or what group you belong to, you deserve better. I want you to not only know that but I want you to feel that in your heart and soul. You have been short changed and you deserve better.
However the question we are all faced with now is how do we go about getting better for us all? Well, we talked about this last night but let me paraphrase. My asperger’s make me logic based so I’m constantly thinking about why. However the beauty of you alls dyslexic gene mutations and epigenetic triggers is they make you all creative brain based so you all are always thinking about how. My whole life I have made lemonade out of lemons. This is where you all help me make lemonade. You all were literally designed to help me solve this problem. I was designed to find the problem, figure out my birthrights, and find a way to connect with you all. Now it’s your turn to fulfill your destiny. It’s a big destiny but if you break it down into smaller pieces like I did mine, it’s not so overwhelming. Let me tell you all what I think.
First we all need to put our differences aside. We are all the same because we want our children to be able to have human children rather than a subhuman slave race. Also, we all do not agree to all the epigenetic triggers of the world that turn us into things we all did not agree to. We all may live differently, vote differently, and dream differently. But we all share these commonalities. We can be different and still come together and work on a project that will allow us all to be better.I dont kniw about you all, but I like logic and order. The war games provide this way more than a dictator with no checks and balances.
I also know I am the key to this revolution. I’m not being selfish I’m being factual. I need to reproduce and create an heir for my birthrights so they dont fo to my brother when I die. I’m the key to this revolution. If I wasn’t my Dad would not have kept from the world so much. And he certainly would not be doing everything in his power to kill me as he is now. I have survived 488 days of the unthinkable and a life of unthinkable. I’m going to keep going. But honestly I’m tired and I really need some people overtly in my corner. I know the world is rooting for me, but I need some overt help. I dont need saved, I just need some help.
Honestly that’s as far as I have gotten. I’m not built to figure out how. But you all are. I know if I keep talking to you all more people in the professional cult will drop out, but my Dad will always recruit new members. And I think some people have jobs of privilege that they would loose if they chose not to do my Dads bidding. That’s the thing about privilege, it can be taken away in a heartbeat.
So one thing everyone can do is make sure everyone who is not in the professional cult really understands what is happening and what my Dad does to people. He gets the stick in their reptilian brains using success rather than love. He has them focus on survival aka success food drinks and sex because this prohibits them from thinking logically and for themselves. It’s a lot easier to be a cult leader when no one questions you. Always question authority. Even leaders need to be logical and have good reasoning. It’s not disrespectful to want to know the reason behind what you are being asked to do. It’s okay to ask why. It’s okay to need to know the full story. You know who didn’t know the full story? The SS soldiers in world war 2 or the farmers today. The farmers today have been carrying out the covert genocides of my Dad’s bidding because they were forced to by the professional cult, but also I dont believe they fully understood the magnitude of their actions. They aren’t awful people. They are human just like us. We all make mistakes, we are fallible as humans. We just have to learn from our mistakes and do better.
My Grandma Kudearoff was a short short lady. She was less than 5 foot tall, but her presence was huge. She had no problem telling people they were wrong and they made a mistake. But in the same breath she would tell them to do better with love. And you know what people did better and they respected her for calling them out. You can love people and respect them and tell them they need to do better. We all need people like this in our lives. I am far from perfect. I’m human. But I do offer you all my unconditional love. I work really hard on forgiving the people who have done me wrong because everyone in my life has done me wrong. It takes me some time but normally I am able to find forgiveness and work my way back to unconditional love. We all have things we need to work on. We all have room to grow and become better. However in this moment in history we need to unconditionally love one another and come together to create the world we need. Its not just the world we want, it’s the world we need.
I’m unsure of how I have been able to reach all of you not on the west coast. However I know it has to do with my favorite communication hub Salem and other communication hubs and I think Ham radio. I need you all to use these communication tools to figure out how to work together to find a solution and our next steps. And while you all do that I’m going to work on my health some more, find another job, and keep overcoming all the destruction and poisons. I know I’m asking a lot of you all, but I really need some partners in this revolution and I think I have done a lot of the heavy lifting to get us all started. Fir a lady who did not know about the war games 488 days ago I have moved mountains.
By the way if you are new I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com
This is where I transcribe all my important talks and do a lot of rambling too. Please connect yourself so we can communicate. One day I will be able to hear you all talk too, but fir now we do the best we can.
Nicole D Graves