God is the answer. My Dad is so convinced he is God that he is eliminating church and state. He wants us to believe the IRS is God. This is also why the people I interview with stress benefits so much. Pay me what I’m worth and I can buy my own things, heck with your benefits that are designed to keep me small, manageable, and destroy me. Leaving me a constant rat on a hamster wheel.
This is my Dad’s fascination with Korea. They dont have church and state. They are communist. They tell you they love you and will care for you while destroying you.
Churches are a war games check balance of some sort. It’s where some of the money from the war games is kept. That’s why after my Grandma Kudearoff died and we all got her money we stopped going. This is why Baptist churches are all over in Washington and Texas. They are huge up in Washington. I never imagined. It will be the complete sticks with nothing around and then there will be a huge million dollar church. I felt their hate while I was there. This is all why I am safe at churches. They don’t want to draw attention to themselves. It’s not that they are good people. They have their own selfish reasons. They dont want to be held accountable for their war games crimes. Especially the crimes they have profited off of.
God is a lie to all you people. No wonder I freak you out so badly when I talk about God. I thought everyone talked to God. Aren’t we supposed to? Apparently, I missed the memo.
So my Dad wants to eliminate God and the churches so he doesn’t have competition. And I want to start a church. Funny how things work out, huh?
Farmers, I think we need to start a church. I am not sure how the religions work, but I dont think any of them are not acts of destruction on some level. I’m not sure, but it’s a safer bet for me to assume they are used as weapons. God is not meant to be a weapon. God is love. God is unconditional love. God is not someone you buy. God just is. There is such perfection in his ability to just be with us all through everything. We dont have to pay for his presence. He’s just there because he loves. Did you know people who believe God to be forgiving and loving have better epigenetics than those who believe him to be into punishment? It’s true. Love changes everything and it always will.
So today I found the structure and foundation that we need to build our new system on. Once again I’m unsure of the next steps, but they will come. Once again I have accomplished the unthinkable and Eugene is covered in a thick haze blocking the stars. The stars still exist, even though they have been hidden from us all. Just like God exists.
God is the answer. My Dad and/or the government or the IRS are not God. No matter how much they lie to you and try to tell you they are.
Nicole D Graves