Disclaimer: I am writing a novel and this is a way for me to practice method acting at it’s finest. This is just a covert world that I am partaking in to spark my creative juices. Please do not take anything on this domain/blog personally or seriously. This is just a creative story I am writing based loosely on the events of my life. Thank you for checking out my role playing game/world.

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves Kudearoff. You all know of the covert war games, but I have never gotten to talk to you all about them. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side. It is a long complex story. However, I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad, Brother, and Uncle Norm in Idaho or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.
Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.
There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.
The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.
There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine. Addiction is just an antibiotic resistant infection. Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created and formed. And the negative epigenetic triggers of dyslexia and gene mutations make it hard for you all to access your logical brain. Instead of asking why when given an order, you ask yourself how you will carry out the order and do the thing. My family created the super soldiers they always wanted. This is also why the 90s kids and younger are hard to relate to and seem so odd to those of us who are older. They have more dyslexic gene mutations and epigenetic triggers. Which makes them creative brain based and more predisposed to emotional addiction. The more you partake in the war games the more negative epigenetic triggers you will have. And the more you will be cut off from your logical brain and predisposed to emotional addiction and not knowing who you are. It’s hard to have a sense of self when addicted to your emotions and unable to logically think about why you do the things you do. Focusing on how you do things wont lead you to figuring yourself out. You have to ask yourself why you do things. And why comes from your logical brain. You all have been conditioned and genetically modified to not ask why because it makes you the perfect soldier and easy to control/manipulate.
Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children. Negative epigenetic triggers in you lead to gene mutations in your children. Epigenetics can be changed, gene mutations are forever.
The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.
I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world. The farmers, the world leaders, and the fancy oil families have all helped me stay alive. I would have died a long time ago without great help. They all want to help me create a new royal family to push my family out of power. And they understand I want to free you all and myself. They want to be free too. But I can’t do this without your help.
I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.
Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amyglada which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.
I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.
The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 68 this summer. I’m pretty sure you are not allowed to outlive the people you kill to steal their power. So this would apply to my Dad too. I’m not sure how old my Grandpa Graves was when they killed him, but my Dad is 72 almost 73. Which is way older than my Grandpa Graves ever got to be.
Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.
Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing(the war games is just a series of covert suggestions). And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.
My family covertly started world war 3 in the 1970s. They plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.
You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.
My family has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My family has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into cult members. My family is king to people who live outside city limits. They control what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.
My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into place easier this way. My family has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my family have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but they control what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. They don’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if they can control what goes in and out of a country.
I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My family had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is they are doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.
Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe is reality. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoy destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows. You know how when my family sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them.
There is bad bacteria in gas and diesel. So every time you drive your car, mow your lawn, etc you are spewing bad bacteria into the air and universe so we all breath it in. This goes into our bodies and creates infections. This is why heart disease is a #1 killer. We all have systemic infections that involve all of our organs. Specifically you breath in the bad bacteria and it makes itself at home in your nose and mouth, gut, and then travels to your heart and reproductive organs. This causes heart disease, gingivitis, autoimmune diseases, and infertility among numerous other things. Every time you breath you are breathing in bad bacteria.
Paper products have bad bacteria on them. This is why my family sends people to the store to buy toilet paper and napkins. They have bad bacteria on them that contribute to our infections which erode our epigenetics and make us more of a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. Plus the bad bacteria makes its way to your reproductive organs and heart and gut through toilet paper. Also, when you have sex with people you share infections and bad bacteria. This is why my family sent so many people to buy toilet paper when covid hit.
Lumber and countless other building materials and things have bad bacteria on them. Your house is a weapon of destruction meant to cause disease.
I have been homeless since I escaped the death camp in Southern Arizona in March 2021. I rarely take concentration camp showers at planet fitness because they add poison and bad bacteria to the water even more so. My family won’t let me work. I have my Oregon real estate license and Oregon insurance license( I was a realtor in AZ). I can’t do anything for you all if my fanily continues to make the world treat me like a leper. I only experience people in my overt life who have signed up to poison and kill me. Everyday I sit around like a prisoner of war waiting to be freed or to die. My whole life I have been a prisoner of war. I am 42 years old. All I need is a normal ordinary life to help you all overcome the destruction for generations to come. I just need to work, have a home, and have children to protect your children and grandchildren. If I dont have children my birthrights will go back to my family when I die and you all will be a subhuman slave race till the end of time. I have no interest in being fancy or pretending to be a God like my family. I just want and need to be a normal ordinary person. My family has always kept me from being normal and ordinary my whole life.
My Dad has been hiding war games money in my name at Charles Swabb since I was 10 years old. He is blocking my access to this account. You all need to help me access this money so I can help you become human again on a gene and cellular level. The more secure I am, the more likely I am to be able to stay alive and continue to fight for your freedom. And to have children to continue to protect you all after I’m gone.
Medical professionals put bad bacteria in your body. This happens to everyone. But this is how my family’s cult kills people they want to get rid of. This bacteria spreads to your organs and creates disease/chronic illness and organ failure. The people in my family often work in the medical industry. So everytime you seek medical treatment it is like asking people from my family to help you. They have no interest in healing you only in enslaving and killing you.
The poisons from the cars that leaves behind a purple and sometimes blue tint is manganese. This causes all kinds of health issues including heart disease. It’s constantly in the air. We all need to heavy metal cleanse. Plus there is flouride in water and other heavy metals in food(especially bromide in breads). Everytime you eat in your car or outside you are eating the poisons from cars and heavy metals and bad bacteria. This is why my family gets their cult members to eat in their cars. It creates disease. The more Dysbiosis you have in your gut bacteria the easier you are to brainwash and the more susceptible you are to suggestion because you become malnurished. This covert war is just a series of suggestions.
I believe in democracy and I do not want to be a dictator or leader of a communist regime. I’m hoping you all will help me build a democracy. This way I am free and you all are too.
I need your help reaching all the leaders of the small groups. My family keeps calling on them to kill me. These seem to be normal ordinary people rather than people born into the war games.
Your car license plate connects to the war games group you belong to. So I have been exposing people from my family’s cult. If you enjoy the glass house you have built, it’s best not to associate with my family and risk being exposed. This will continue daily until I have a life that allows me the security I need to reverse the destruction.
You all need to declare war against the groups still fighting this war for my family. If anything happens to me you all are going to continue to be a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level till the end of time. I am the last person who can protect you from my family. They have killed everyone else that can tell them no.
The people who work at grocery stores are killing us and making us subhuman. Because the quickest way to erode someone’s epigenetics, and make them subhuman on a gene and cellular level, is to put poisons and bad bacteria in their food and drinks. My family may be the ones who create this mess, but the people who work at the grocery stores are the ones with our blood on their hands. Food is not produced with this much poison. It arrives to the grocery stores in a cleaner manner.
When the food system was Genetically modified in the 1980s, they used bad bacteria to change the epigenetics of crops and then create gene mutations just like they did with humans. Remember when the food changed in the mid 1980s? Conventionally raised animals eat these genetically modified plants with bad bacteria. So bad bacteria is in plants, meat, and dairy even before the grocery store people poison it. Most of these strains of bad bacteria are aimed at creating insulin resistance directly. However, all bad bacteria causes insulin resistance indirectly because the more infection in your body the harder it is for your body to balance your blood sugar.
There is more protein in foods than the nutrition label states and eating protein is pushed on us not only because it inhibits our bodies from recycling old damaged cells and spikes insulin, but because it prohibits our guts from producing serotonin. And serotonin helps regulate our immune system and eliminate inflammation on top of making us feel good. Humans need serotonin for homeostasis. So this is part of why people are so willing to destroy each other and why we are constantly looking for a head change. Chocolate, sugar, coffee, ice cream, heroin, marijuana, destroying another, shopping etc. If we had the neurotransmitters we need to feel and be human we wouldn’t be looking to get high all the time and/or to destroy each other.
Financial domination is how my family keeps us all under control and in line. We all fear having everything taken away at any moment. Leaving us to never be able to fully enjoy anything because there is always a worry of loss in the background. Compound interest and the stock market are the answer. Short investments with little movements done frequently are the answer to financial security and freedom. This is especially true currently because so many stocks are priced so low. Many experts and the old ways say day traders should seek a 5% return on all trades. But what if you did smaller trades and aimed for about 5% return every week? Well, you would double your money in 20 weeks. And there will be great days or trades mixed in where you do get that 5% a day or trade. With this kind of exponential growth we can all create financial freedom. It’s not about holding onto a stock for a couple years waiting for it to move a few dollars. It’s about holding onto it for a day or two and getting 5 to 30 cents worth of growth and reinvesting with your profits to create compound interest and growth. My family has been rigging the stock market since I was in 6th grade. Don’t listen to everything everyone says. Do the math and logic yourself. Anyone can be a Millionaire in about 2 years using this strategy and starting off with 9k. We all can retire millionaires if we do the daily work. Money is just like epigenetics, it’s about the little things we do daily that add up. This is why my family uses their cult to nickel and dime us to death. The little daily things add up exponentially.

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it. Or if you can get me back into all the grocery store news updates I would appreciate that. Anyway you can help me reach more people I appreciate.

My Birthrights

I am my Father’s daughter and first born. So, I inherit the Graves and Bennet birthrights from his older sister who has never married and doesn’t have children.
I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on my Dad’s side of my family.
I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on my Mom’s side of my family.
Both my parents are #2s.

My birthrights are a trump card. I literally have Hitler’s birthright. He was my Dad’s grandpa. And my Dad’s Dad was Argentinian, Dawsia Amanda Graves. This is why I am Nicole D Graves. I am in charge of the covert war.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry
Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more
Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy
Oil/Gasoline Industry-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when they were dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(They use it to thin the herd.)
Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-these are the people who poison the soda as well it is the distributors not necessarily the manufacturers.
Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-we all know tobacco companies super shady industry based on their advertising practices
Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow
Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet. When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
Gym Industry-used to poison people– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–this is a way to induce people with heart attacks with intense exercise
Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? The systems are set up to make us all fail. The wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives is aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(not to mention genetically modify us all).

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way to get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus, you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something(Dyslexic trigger). People with Asperger’s are logic based and ask “Why?”. Where as people with Dyslexia are creative brain based and ask, “How?” This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. You have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things and carry out orders/social norms rather than question them.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain, because a lack of zinc allows for more absorption of toxic heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?) You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my family has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Genes, Epigenetics, Epigenetic Triggers, Gene Mutations, & A Sub-Human Species

We are all born with genes. However, you get to choose how those genes express themselves. This is called epigenetics. You get to decide who you are down to a gene level with your actions and your state of mind. The little everyday things you do define who you are down to a gene level. So yes, we are born with genes like our family’s. But we get to decide who we are.

Epigenetic triggers are when a gene is switched on or off. Our environment and the systems are filled with negative epigenetic triggers. These are what make you a weaker human and more prone to disease. Then when you reproduce it creates gene mutations in your children. Every generation we are creating a lesser than and weaker species of human.

So with every generations we are creating a more sub-human species which is basically a slave race and no one is immune. The systems want to create a race of people who will take orders and not question them while buying into the systems that destroy them more willingly. If you wanted to take over the world it will be a lot easier if you create a weaker species of human, right?

However, the ball is in your court. Sure, it goes against many social norms and what is socially acceptable to create positive epigenetic triggers. But it is possible. And you can create a greater than species of human when you reproduce if you create enough positive epigenetic triggers in you and your mate. The male’s epigenetics matter just as much as the female’s epigenetics. We can fight back by taking care of ourselves and each other.

Changing your state of mind can create positive epigenetic triggers. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything. But especially for changing your epigenetics and switching on and off your genes.

So take the time to work on your epigenetics. But especially take the time to work on your epigenetic before you have children. Both parents need to be aware of the damage they are passing onto their offspring.

When you know better, you do better.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Examples Of Epigenetic Triggers: Be Aware & Beware

Tap water- has chlorine, heavy metals, etc
Swimming pools-when you take your child to swimming lessons as a youngster that could create epigenetic triggers that last a lifetime if not addressed
Plastic bags, tin foil, wax paper, parchment paper, tupperware
All food-even raw meat has poisons added to it
Bottled water-the water itself is poisoned and the bottle creates estrogen dominance thus cancer and makes your brain reinforce addictive behaviors more
Plastic everything-plastic leads to cancer because it causes estrogen dominance
Housing/Buildings-off gasses for it’s lifetime just to different degrees depending on the age
Air-the air quality has been destroyed-all you have to do is breath to create a negative impact on your epigenetics
Grass-the chemicals on grass damage your microbiome thus creating epigenetic triggers
Immunizations-they contain heavy metals and antibiotics and many other things they do not have to disclose-after getting your child immunizations you need to do a heavy metal cleanse on them
Soap & all body products-they go directly through your skin and into your bloodstream bypassing the liver and are filled with chemicals-Plus antibacterial products damage your microbiome greatly
Laundry products-go straight through the skin into the bloodstream bypassing the liver
Fruit-genetically modified so much it is designed to grow the bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses in your body and create disease plus bad for liver glucose damages it the kind of sugar in fruit causes fatty liver
Coffee-has fiber in it that is designed to grow the bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses in your body and create disease.
GMO plants-genetically modified to create leaky gut to cause disease and malnutrition
Chicken, Pork, & Seed Oils-cause inflammation and disease due to Omega 6 to Omega 3 ratio
Asphalt/Roads- release chemicals into the environment and air
Makeup-poison/chemicals that go straight through skin into bloodstream and bypass the liver
Cleaning products-chemicals that cause cancer, but on a small scale before cancer they cause epigenetic triggers
Cookware-adds more poison into your foods

There are so many epigenetic triggers in our world and throughout the systems. We could go all day listing them. The everyday little decisions you are making are changing you on a gene level. You can allow them to make you better or worse, the decision is up to you.

You just have to be aware and know when to beware.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Genocide is not something that ended with WWII. It continued to take place, but just on a more covert level. Many people are unaware of what is happening. And yet there are many people out there aware of the damage that food does. The best example is American Mexican food.

See Americanized Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune disease/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like American Mexican food. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why Hispanic people have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why they die younger.

If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped it just became more covert.

Are you ready to get angry yet? Anger has the ability to be the driving force behind change.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

GMO veggies/nightshades, Corn, Dairy, Gluten, Soy, and many other things are used to cause leaky gut, estrogen dominance, Diabetes, chronic illness and take us all out of the equation, but not before we contribute greatly to the profits of the systems.

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is many women are unable to nurse their children. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stresses them out and causes anxiety/cortisol. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

The systems are stealing your ability to properly process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions and hormones. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how the systems keep us all in a more manageable state and in our reptilian brains.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, Autism, Dyslexia, etc can all be treated with Oxytocin. Oxytocin, love, bonding actually changes your epigenetics in a positive manner. Love really can move mountains.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was thinking/talking to myself about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains/biology has been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life, because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this covert war is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to be revolutionary and fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

Do you really believe the leaders of the systems are going to lead us to greatness? Do you really believe they have even tried to lead us to greatness?

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected people who are so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? They do not value greatness, otherwise they would value potential. The leaders of the systems have lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to the systems themselves. How dare you desire potential and to explore your own greatness!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my the people in places of power like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that the systems expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

Over here on the revolutionary side of this movement we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail. You are the answer, you do not have to purchase the answer outside of yourself.
Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. My updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as the systems are concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before the systems change and figure out how to take what you value away.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. I understand why you are scared. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different/better way. This is our last chance at a different way of life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing.

Choose your children and join my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand the systems are set up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness and learning disabilities. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
You believe in covert genocide by Americanizing different ethnic foods.
You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with this destiny for your children as well.
You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about the systems, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things the systems are doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, Asian, and Black
Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
Marriage is a lie, because we value destruction rather than love and women are not viewed as equals
We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the systems/world and convince the masses an intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination the systems play with us all
We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill(cluster b personality disorders)
Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully by creating disease
The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased. Plus, addicted.
Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and thinking that the systems are the ones that can save us
Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will-this is why group meditation changes the world
Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
Your gut bacteria and microbiome are used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
The worldwide systems are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer(creative brain based)
The worldwide systems are just more covert in some places and more overt in others
Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war when called upon
We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even the leaders die from terminal illnesses-there is no buying your way out
Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
Religion is used as a weapon. God and love are used against us all.
Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the sysetms to complicate every aspect of our lives
There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places the systems are more overt. Yet, here we are letting a covert war get the best of us.

We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves