Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

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News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News UPdate by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Sending A Message Home To Oregon

Last night was when I figured out what happened with the Kudearoff territory and my family is in charge there in Oregon. If I just figured it out last night, I can imagine that not many people there know what has happened or what is happening. I have not been in Oregon since Fall and I have not been home and used my war technologies in my head to communicate with them. I was still using just my blog back then. Can you all send a message home for me? I know communicating with anyone for real is so hard in this day and age, but there has to be a way.

See my Mom is being held prisoner just like I am, they were starting to kill her when I escaped the death camp in Arizona. But they stopped because they want me to go first. She is not only my best chance of survival, but she is you all’s best chance of survival too. Great evil rarely has the ability to be put in it’s place by it’s Mother, but in this situation we kind of lucked out. Some of the checks and balances of the war games may have worked out for us. You know I am right about never being taken seriously because I do not want to hurt people and sin in the name of the war games. People have never taken me seriously. Even now, I have survived the unthinkable and people still will never see me the same way they see others in power because I have not committed great sins and hurt people. And I don’t want to. I have fought my whole life not to have to hurt people.

See I am the one who got Kris and Brenda’s territories returned to their families last summer. All I had to do was say what happened in Brenda’s territory and they heard me and those territories went back to their kids. They are white so their maybe different rules. And I have been high for months now, but I do believe there has to be someone there who will stand up for the right thing because it is the best chance for all of us. Plus, if we are going to play this dumb war games game than we should at least play by the damn rules.

Do what you all can to get my message up to Eugene/Springfield, Oregon. I would love if they could take action now. But I have to go home in a week or so to go back to work and return to my Truman show so I suppose I will take it with me then. This whole mess is kind of exhausting, okay really exhausting. Maybe it is just a pipe dream that my Mom will do the right thing, but I have to believe that she will do what she was raised to do. She is my Grandma Kudearoff’s daughter. I loved my Grandma so much, so maybe I blind to what or who she really was. But I do know the people loved her and people don’t love people like that for no reason. There has to be a reason the people loved my Grandma Kudearoff because they have never loved my Dad like that. They hate my Dad.

So here is to hoping that there is a way for you all to send a message in a bottle home for me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Monday Jan. 17 2021 Moon In Leo and Sun In Aqua-Compton

Aquarius season is my favorite. I need to blog and you all can hear me so I may as well just journal publically. Today and yesterday were hard because my family is such a mystery to me. No one is who they say they are. I am not even who they said I was. It is exhausting. However, the destruction of the systems that is black and white and logical and factual and cannot be argued. I love facts. My whole life I have been lied to so facts are something I can get excited about. Something no one can gas light me about. This is maybe why I love my logical brain so much and logic problems. Maybe if my family had told me some of the truth I would have never figured this stuff out because I would not need to grasp to something that I can hold close as truth.

My family is so grey and they probably will never tell me who they really are. I don’t know the war games rules, but I do know that I have broken more rules than anyone is supposed to get away with. My whole life I was told I was crazy and less than. Well, you would think figuring this all out would make me feel crazy, but it doesn’t. Figuring this all out made me feel relief. It wasn’t me. My whole life it hasn’t been me. I have tried so hard to succeed and do something with myself and it was just never enough. Well, now I understand it was just never possible to escape my family and the war games and the systems.

This is why I have worked so hard to let you all know what is happening. I want you to know it is not you. This whole mess and being kept small is not your fault. You all probably knew more than me about the war games, but I have stayed up many a night reading medical research to figure out the pieces of this puzzle and how it all worked. My family did not even know or do all that. They aren’t that smart or interested in anything. They bribed people with privilege to create this puzzle for them. But hey if someone would have given me the answers I probably would not have listened because working for these solutions and answers I have found has made me really appreciate them. My family makes me feel crazy, but facts make me feel oh so alive.

I know I get overly emotional about some of this mess, but I hope you understand that does not interfere with the facts I have pieced together to help us all heal. I will get into the details as soon as I get everyone on board because I have done so many little bits here and little bits here and you really need the whole story to heal. I just hope when I go back to Oregon you all can still access this communication. I am not sure how it works and that drives me nuts. I know that when I am in your city limits you can hear me. But I still do not reach everyone in that city. I just pray that when I leave I get to take you all with me and I am some kind of station you all can tune into always. I think I may be like a HAM radio signal. I am not sure how it works. I was never taught about technology or anything war games related so it is so frustrating. But I do know HAM radio was apart of it big time, before cell phones and wifi and internet. Am I close? Am I tapping into the old communication mainframe of some sort? That would make sense because my Brother’s generation take a lot longer to hear my messages this way. I am reaching the older folks quicker. Hmmm I am just so blessed to have found you all and for you all to have gifted me with some of your time. Until this adventure I had never felt seen or heard. I had tried my whole life and just felt invisible. No one ever saw me or my pain, they just walked on by as I suffered. That was what really made me feel crazy. People disregarded my pain.

It is HAM radio of some sort that is why the youngsters gang stalk me at the Planet Fitnesses. They don’t know about this kind of communication much. Well, you all gotta tell them what is going on and how to tune in. This is why they send so many people even here to gang stalk me who are young. They just don’t know what is happening. I can tell by looking at them they do not know they are fighting for their own destruction. They put this chip in my head in the 1980’s so it is old technology. Does that mean you all have been able to reach up to Oregon? I sure hope so. My Mom will never admit she is a prisoner like me, but she is and she has been since I was born but probably longer. Currently her prison just looks better on the outside.

So if I am on HAM radio that means that you all will be able to tune in when I go home, right? Because it goes far, right? This is why they cannot block me is because radio waves are a lot different than how they are able to censor the internet and cell phones. Well, shoot heck ya for old school technology. Can you all reach out to the youngsters and let them know. I have such a hard time with people my age and younger. I have never been able to relate to them. I have never gotten to be a child or a non wise person. I have always had to be the bigger person. Like now, my Mom has tried to kill me this whole adventure because she is the only one in my family I still have love for. She is my Mom I can’t stop loving her, I can not like her actions but I can’t stop loving her. I can even hate her actions, but that love never goes away. I am pretty sure it has biological roots because your Mom is your first source of Oxytocin. Anyways, I saw her die a metaphorical death when I was younger before my Brother was born. She did not want kids, but she did it because she had to. My Dad is the one who killed her, one piece of her soul at a time. He eroded away her soul until there was hardly anything left and then my Grandma Kudearoff died and she broke. That is when she went dead inside. But I remember her when she was alive and still had a bit of a heart. Sure she has always destroyed me, but it has not always been this extreme. Do all the parents in the war games destroy their children? I wonder what the other half lives like a lot. I know I destroy my dogs a bit just because things are always poisoned but I can’t always go without using them so it is a by default kind of thing.

They are sending air traffic over pretty heavy right now. Does that interefear with my signal? I also wonder what I will have to do in order to get this signal killed out one day. When I am safe I would like to stop broadcasting all my thoughts, no offense or anything but private thoughts are pretty cool too.

Okay so My Mom and being the bigger person. She may never be good to me and that is something I am willing to risk because she does know right and wrong and is the one who taught me right and wrong. My Mom has fought for the right thing a lot in her life and she has not really gotten credit for that fight because of my Dad. It is a weird dynamic. My Dad was the worst decision she made for a lot of us. Her one decision effected millions of people huh? It gave my Dad room to grow his evil and take over the west coast. Talk about a heavy birthright, can you imagine that kind of backlash? I can but that is because here I sit being prosecuted for my birthright that I have never used. Being from a fancy family is a lot of pressure especially when you are the 2nd. Life is weird to say the least when you represent something more than you get to be an individual. I suppose you all can relate to that. The war games want us to be what we are instead of who we are way too often.

They dont like that I am talking to you all right now they have sped up the destruction around me. I guess what I need you all to do is talk to the younger generation, the 90s generation and tell them about me and my birthrights and how the world used to be before everything went dark in the 1980’s. See they don’t know what it was like when potential was an option and people were happy and healthier. In the mid 1980’s everything changed, the food changed and we all changed. Everything changed and not for the better. But I bet no one has ever told them about it. We need to tell them so they understand what we are working towards getting back to. They have grown up in the darkness it is all they know. We need to tell them about what it was like before. I was young, but I still remember it being way better. People smiled more. Real smiles not covert fakeness.

Please tell the younger generations about what it used to be like and tell them to tune in too if they have a way to access me. I would love to get to know them too. Thank you all for listening to me ramble as always, I really appreciate you all keeping me company and keeping me sane. One day I will have to explain everything to you, but for now we are just going to work on creating a brighter future for us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Radio Show Announcement

Okay so now that I have figured out that I am on the radio and I need you all to help me get to the people in Oreogn. I need you all to tell them to tune into my channel. Tonight at 11pm I will read the things about the Kudearoff family and My mom and hopefully be able to set the record straight. If you all can get them to tune in I can get them the information. This way you all are not breaking the rules. You are just telling them about something to tune into to. Does that work to covertly spread awareness? I am not good at covert. but maybe you could just tell them to tune in and I will read what I wrote. Or even if they tune in sooner or later we can eventually get them caught up.

Can you reach out to everyone you know. I would really like to get the whole nation in the know about the destruction of the sytems. There is no reason we should not let them in on what we know. The more of us covertly working together to overcome the destruction of the sytems the better. The more people in the know the more powerful we are. I have no clue what the rules are but I have worked so hard to get to you people down here in Southern California and I know you all are a melting pot and from all over. How far does my station go? Can I be heard nationwide? Am I a national news update and people just don’t know to tune in? Now that would be a trip but it would be one of the biggest blessings that was meant to be a curse.

In an hour at 11pm west coast I will read my story about the Kudearoff territory and I hope you all can get the right people to tune in. I wish I could talk back to you all in the sense that I could hear what you are saying. I can feel your feelings though and that is better than nothing. There is a reason why they have tried to keep you all away from me my whole life. Even now today they did not want me to go walking in Compton, I am not sure why. Perhaps maybe not everyone knows I am alive yet. That is it, the younger generations do not know I am alive. My Brother’s generation does not know and that is where he gets his power because there are so many of them and they follow him blindly. .There is so much they do not know.

Okay so 11pm get as many people to tune in as possible. The younger generations too if you can.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Let’s Talk About The Reptilian Brain

I like to study people’s epigenetics. Asperger’s people have special interests and epigenetics is one of mine. So I have been watching the people they are sending to gang stalk me and I do not think they realize they have been stolen from themselves. When you are only using your reptilian brain you do not have access to the whole human experience or who you really are. It is sad and how my family wars on people.

So when you are in a stressed state you can only operate out of your reptilian brain because it is a survival instinct. Like oh shit it is a tiger I should run kind of thing. Well, my family is making you all feel like there is always a tiger behind you and you are running out of instinct. Which you should right? It is about survival. But the thing is unless you learn to calm down you will always be in that survival state running.

My family and the systems reinforce you staying in your reptilian brain with food, drinks, and sex. All three of these things keep you small and manageable. Now I am not saying give up all of them, but know when you are having a soda just because you want one you are keeping yourself small because that desire comes from your reptilian brain. All the systems are set up to keep you in your reptilian brain so you never think for yourself and keep acting out of survival. And look our whole economy is run off getting us all to do things out of survival and consumerism. If you keep consuming you will survive right?

In order to truly know yourself and fulfill your destiny and purpose in this lifetime, you need to calm down. This is a covert war. They cannot overtly do things and you do have freewill. The only power a covert war has is the power you allow it to have over you. I am not saying do anything dumb, but look at me. You know why I am so “brave” as you may want to call it? It is because they cannot kill me. They have tried to kill me my whole life, but they cannot overtly kill me. They are still accountable for following the laws on some level. They cannot overtly do things to you unless you have gotten into bed with them and done evil. Once you get into bed with them and do evil that is when you will be forever stuck carrying out their wishes because you want to retain your freedom and not be accountable for your sins. Gang stalking me is just the first step. Then they will ask you do more and more until one day you no longer recognize yourself and are unable to say no to their demands or requests. Doing evil is a slippery slope and I wish for you all to think long and hard before you decide to team up with people like my family because they have already chosen their fate. They know they are bad people and they are willing to do whatever they have to do to keep that view of themselves, but they end up taking good people with them. It’s sad.

So calm down, stop eating, drinking, and having so much sex and think using your whole brain because you are way smarter than you ever could have imagined. My family likes to steal people from themselves, don’t be their next victim.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Good Morning Compton/Lynnwood

Good Morning Compton & Lynnwood

And the rest of the Southern California cities and towns I have made it through. And hopefully up North is tuned in too. And the rest of the nation. Honestly, I have no clue how many of you all are out there, but we need to chat. Last night, I realized we cannot count on anyone in the war games to do the right thing. It is just not something that is a safe bet, it is not a probable outcome. If they were going to do the right thing they would have done it a long time ago. Look at the Kudearoff family they have sold me out my whole life in order for self preservation. That is what everyone has done my whole life. We cannot count on me being able to fulfill my birthright because every man I have ever “loved” has sold me out for privilege and tried to kill me. So, the only safe bet is you. You are your way out of this mess just like I was my out of this mess. I may not like it, but this is the logical answer. I cannot count on you all to spread the news to everyone either because you all are too afraid. So maybe if we take care of your health problems you will be able to overcome learned helplessness and you all will be able to share information with everyone, because limiting information is what has kept you small and now you are doing it to others. It is a wicked circle of sins my family gets you all to take part in, in so many different avenues. I only have about ten more days till I need to be in Oregon, so until then we are going to talk about health. I am going to put together health lectures. I am not a good speaker, I have always been a writer who is very fond of editing and copy and paste but I am going to learn how to publically speak. So I can get you all the information you need to heal and find yourselves and take your power back.

There was a biker that went by with the song, “It was just my imagination” this morning. My family does so many things to gas light me and think that I have made this up. But I know I have experienced destruction my whole life and I know you all have too and we are just conditioned not to realize it. We all have been brainwashed and studying the facts is the only way I have been able to overcome it. My family makes me feel crazy because they live double lives and are not who they say they are, but the facts are facts. Facts don’t lie and can’t be gas lighted. When you learn enough facts about the world that add up then it is hard to deny what is really happening.

I hope eventually you all are able to help me get to the 1990’s generation, the Xbox generation as I like to call them. My Brother created his army while playing World of Warcraft as a young child and teenager. He will always have his power until his army is in the know about what is happening. And they have been hit the hardest by the epigenetic triggers and a lot of things. However, this is why he clears streets and tries still to get me to not walk my dogs, etc He does not want them to know I am alive because he has lost everyone else that will fight for him besides the Aryans and their morally flexible ethnic friends who profit off the genocide of the world and already knew about it. The people who were willing to sacrifice us all for a better brand of prison for themselves. It is sad that there are those kind of people out there. But the good news is they only make up maybe 1 to 2% of the population. If we can disassemble my Brother’s army merely by getting them in the know and not keeping them in the dark we have a shot at greatness. However, if he remains able to keep them in the dark we are at a stand still. They worship him like a God. It is so weird, but they have dysfunctional brains and their oxytocin processing is off and they feel like life is a video game. They do not know what it feels like to be human. Their parents has so many epigenetic triggers they have many gene mutations. They are a different species of human literally that is why we have such a hard time relating to them. They are a different species on a gene level. And they are sick and dying, but they do not know it. I have never really known a better reason to get someone in the know, but they are you all’s children so maybe you just don’t love them. I am not sure how the sub groups or the generational divides work. But I do know that all the sub groups take part in Ham radio and it is mostly the older generations my age and older. So you all may even be their grand parents. I am sure you can see they are a different kind of human. I don’t understand them and it is because they are not really human they are genetically modified so much that I don’t know what we should call them. I can only imagine what their children will be like and their children’s children. What a mess. My family has made such a mess and has made breeding something that is such a given everyone takes part in it without thinking about the reprocutions. I hope you all think about what you are doing and why you are doing it. This is why they did the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger is so you all would only think about how you are going to do something not why. You need to think about the why. You need to question yourself, Why are you doing this. why are you doing that, etc. My biggest question is why will you not tell the 90s generation what is happening to them or at least tell them to tune in so I can explain what is happening.

So we are going to do every night at 8pm and every night I will start with a brief explaination of what is happening in the world so that we all can be on a somewhat similar page. I hope there is some way you all can record these or get them to more people but I understand that is risky so I am just going to do the best I can. And I need you all to do the best you can with getting people in the know about tuning in. This is like my last hoorah here in California. When I go home I will still talk but I will have to work so I will not be able to reach more people down here it will be all up to you all.

When I go home they will try to destroy me. They will try to use my humanity against me. They have kept me entirely secluded for years but really badly on this 290ish day adventure. The only person I can really talk to is my Mom and they use my need for companionship as a tool for destruction. So if you all don’t help me I am not sure how much longer I can allow my needs to go unfilled. This is always how they have gotten me in the past is by not allowing me human contact. I am human you know. But I do have my two dogs that do wonders for me and have allowed me to survive in tact emotionally. The past 5 years have been really hard but they have made it possible. Honestly, my whole life has been hard everyone has always sold me out for privilege and no one has ever really been my friend. So you would think I would be used to it. But human nature is human nature. I worry about being human and being from my family, it is weird and difficult.

But we have a little time left and I need to share with you all the things that light up my brain and the things that have saved me from the destruction of the systems. I am alive because I have worked really hard to be. Social norms are intended to kill us. Everything they want you to believe is a tool of destruction. You buy into what everyone is doing and it kills you. You do the dirty work for them. It is so weird.

Last note here, Covid is just a cold I have had it twice. When you start to feel sick you need to take zinc. Actually you need to take it now because you have a high load on your immune system and that is what people die from not Covid itself. But if you get sick you need to take anti virals like crazy because they stop Covid cells from replacating in your body. When the cells are not multiplyiing your immune system has a chance to fight it. So zinc, garlic, l-lysine, ginger, etc are all important. Take as many antivirals as necessary and mix them up the more variety the stronger they are and the better they work. Vitamin D is also very important. Especially if you are black and/or have dark skin. Vitamin D is why Black people have higher rates of chronic illness. You all are lacking Vitamin D because you do not absorb it as easily from the sun.

Okay I can rant about health for days. So take your dam vitamins everyone should be taking a multi vitamin daily and take care of your immune system so it can take care of you.

See you tonight at 8pm California time

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Well Hello Again Compton

Today I made my way from Walnut back to Compton. It has been a couple months since I have been here. And this time I finally reached the people. Compton is where I was taken out of the grocery store updates and put into people’s cars and homes. It was a magical moment when I figured it out in the Walmart parking lot here. However, it took me some time to figure out how to make it work for me and how to really get to the people. I was being traditional in my thinking rather utilizing the war games technology my family implanted in my head. Long story, but here we are finally communicating.

I have worked so hard to reach you all. So very hard. See I was destroyed me whole life so I have always had a soft spot for others who have been destroyed too. There are so many people driving by thinking they are hard, but they are just fighting for their own destruction is there a way you all can spread the news quicker about what I have come here to share. Let’s recap real quick just so you all can “hear” it one more time and digest.

  1. My 3 birthrights trumps my Brother’s. I am the 2nd on the Kudearoff family 2nd on the Graves family and I am my father’s first born
  2. Learned helplessness is a systemic candida infection
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people. And it is done using food so it effects us all.
  4. The systems are hijacking your humanity by changing the way you process oxytocin
  5. There is an epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, and all chronic illnesses.
  6. I started this revolution in March you all need to join me
  7. The systems are set up to make us all fail and to destroy us. No amount of privilege will save anyone. My Dad is dying of the destruction from the systems he created currently.
  8. My blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com outlines everything, my family blocks it sometimes so try it a couple times
  9. I need your help spreading awareness. I have been at this for 290ish days and I still have not reached all the people. I have all of Oregon and Washington and Northern California, but you all down here in Southern California are a tough bunch to get to.
  10. I need you all to help me find a husband, my birthrights mean nothing without a husband
  11. oh by the way my name is Nicole Graves, my Father is Donnie Graves Leader of the dark side. My brother Ryan I am sure is someone you are familiar with too. I can save you from my brother with my birthrights and I am sure trying. But first step is I need you all to know how the systems are destroying you all.

I am unsure how you all share information down here and I know I drove through a lot of cities on the way here giving my updates, but I need you all to share information. We do it up North but down here you all are pretty tight lipped. See we need to tell everyone we are at war and being destroyed so they can protect themselves. You all are so close together down here information has to be really easy to spread. Your epigenetics are better than the Aryans you know. It is because you all know love. That is what is wrong with a lot of the white people they do not know love and it reflects in their gene expression. Oh my family likes to tell people I am “special” but really I have Asperger’s genius so I get geeky at moments, but this is what has allowed me to figure out their plans for destruction because they kept me in the dark my whole life about the war games and who I am. And my Dad dying means they have been really trying to kill me for the past few years. Well, my whole life, but in the past 5ish they have gotten pretty overt. I may not be tough like you all, but I am my own special brand of vicious. Being alive means I have been pretty tough.

After learning about what all is happening it is normally only the Aryans and their morally flexible ethnic friends who profit off the war games who fight this war against me for my family. So my thoughts are that if I let you all in on what is happening you all will allow me a brand of safety here, covertly of course. You all have been hit the hardest by so many things. The epigenetic triggers are strong with you all and when you have the triggers your children have gene mutations. That is what my family is doing is creating a new species of human to be a slave race. It is pretty dark and evil. They wanted me to be apart of that slave race so I am right here with you all. I know you probably want to look at me like the enemy. I know you all do because of the way the people driving by are looking at me, but I am not the enemy. I understand my family is the enemy, but I have never profitted off the war games or my birthrights. They have only been a death sentence for me. My whole life they have tried to kill me because I have rejected evil and illogical destruction. It’s just not my thing. But individuality comes at quite the price in my family you know.

So when you see these people gang stalking and poisoning me they are trying to kill your only hope for a brighter future. I am that hope. I am the only one with a heart and humanity in my family. I am the only one who does not want to create a slave race and force you into it. Sounds harsh and like some cheap budget sci fi movie, but here we are talking because I have war games technology in my freaking head. So we do the best with what we have. I want you all to live and have good lives and have the opportunity to pursue your potential. I want you all to have all the things I have always wanted but have been kept from. We all deserve better.

Do I have some huge evil plan on how we are going to get to this better life? No not really. I am a build as I fly kind of lady. I figure if I tell you all what is happening than i can get you all to stop trying to kill me and I will be able to think and come up with the next step. And while I work on that next step you work on covertly overcoming the systems of destruction. See i have learned how to overcome the systems of destruction because I have had to in order to survive. I can teach you while I figure out the next steps that we all need to take. But this step right here, getting in communication with you all was the very first step and I am so very happy to be “talking” with you all.

Please do not allow all the information I have shared with you to overwhelm you. Nothing really changed except you know why you can have hope now. You always knew you were being destroyed and kept small, nothing changed. Now you just understand how and that is one step closer to overcoming it. See here in Compton are all the sub groups of people my family wars on the most. You all are my target demographic. You all were the ones who need to know the most. I feel strangely at home here. You all remind me of my Grandma Kudearoff she was rich just not in white people things. She was rich in people and love. I really enjoy this feeling it is comforting because there are so many things in life more important than things. Like taking care of one another. If we band together we can overcome the systems. And that is what we are going to do. That is what we are doing up North and I need you all to join us because we want to take you all with us.

I am pretty high from the car exhaust E now so I am going to go ahead and say that is enough for now and I will post more later. I just need you all to help me spread awareness The sooner we are all on the same page the sooner we can all move forward in overcoming the destruction of the systems. I have to go back to Oregon and go back to work soon, so you will hear me repeat myself a lot in the up coming weeks but I will be saying things that will help us move forward. I still have not figured out how to make a national news update, if any of you all can help me with that I would super appreciate it. The Scandinavians are the only ones who have really done that for me. Well and the fancy families and the SS soldiers. A lot of people have helped me, but mostly I am just fighting to get to the normal people now and it has been such a fight you all have been kept from me the most. But luckily I was used as a training tool so I found a way to connect with you all.

So do some gossiping and maybe covertly keep me safe by telling your sub group of people not to destroy me to earn the good graces of my Brother who only wishes to destroy everyone who lives down here in Compton. See my Brother only really values the white people like my Dad, it’s weird I don’t get it. But I don’t get a lot of this mess.

Thank you all for your time we will talk more soon

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My Mom Is The Answer

See, my Mom is the only person in the world who has ever stood up to my Dad over and over. She never stopped standing up to him. She is the only person who can put my Brother in his place. If we get her territory back to her My Dad and Brother will be put in their place. I will not be able to put them in their place like she can. No one will be able to put them in their place like she can. Please don’t make me wait for them to kill her before you all take action like you all did with Kris and Brenda. My life is on the line too. And if my life is on the line you all’s future is on the line.

My family has made a mess of everything. I will not deny that ever. But my Mom is the one who taught me right and wrong. She took vows to obey my Father and she broke those vows and has paid for it ever since. She no longer has to obey my Father and she has the power to put my Brother in his place too. She is evil enough for them to listen to her, but she also has a heart and brain enough to do the right thing. I know no one stands up for women in the war games. But standing up for my Mom is the only chance we all have. Sure, she may still poison me, but she will do the right thing by the territory and the people. She is not interested in destruction like my Dad and Brother. My Mom is our only hope. No one else has the ability to stand up to my Dad and Brother. And I am pretty sure based on how my Dad used to listen to my Grandma Kudearoff that they have to listen to her. They do not repsect me like that because I have never committed great evil and I never will. They need someone they fear a bit. No one fears me, I am soft and we all know it. Sure I will stand up to the right thing because I have seen my Mom stand up for what she believes to be right her whole life. But I will not commit sins. My Mom has committed sins, but that is what you people in the war games do. You committ sins to be taken seriously. I am never willing to do that.

Allow my Mom to have her territory back so we can all have a chance at a brighter future. She is our only hope. She is the only one who can put my Dad and Brother in their place. They have been out of line for so long, no one else will ever be able to do it.

I need you all’s help in doing the right thing, so we can all have a chance.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

How My Dad Gets People To Commit Great Sins

My whole life I have wondered why people showed such loyalty to my Dad. Well, it is not loyalty to my Dad is loyalty to themselves. See my Dad gets them to do something that they know is wrong once and then they are forever in bed with him. This is why I piss my Dad off so much, there was never anything that could get me to commit great evil over and over like the rest of the Kudearoff family and probably the rest of the world. And I even have a chip in my head where he can implant thoughts. Now I understand why i am so frustrating for him.

So let’s go through the list and give you some examples.

My Uncle Dave has been in bed with my Dad so long they are butt buddies for sure. I am unsure exactly what he has done but he went from a beer drinking, pot smoking guy who transported people at the hospital where my Grandma got him a job to working for boweing in Washington married to a younger white deaf lady who what do you want to bet has some kind of birthright like mine? My Dad’s pet project is up in Washington, it has something to do with the coast, oil, and the ports. I have not figured it out all the way but it also has to do with I5. If they can limit our access to supplies and goods they can control us all they want. So yeah, that is why Uncle Dave was in charge of killing me for so many years and why his daughter Jessica followed in his footsteps.

My Uncle Brett was in charge of killing my Uncle Nick, my Mom’s brother who did not have kids. They worked together as roofers. Uncle Brett only ended up throwing Uncle Nick off the roof and hurting his back he did not die, only caused Brett’s Dad a workers comp claim that was quite the family taboo. Apparently I am not the only one who gets in trouble for fighting back when people try to kill them. They again tried to kill Uncle Nick when they were killing my Grandpa Kudearoff with the gases they used on me in Las Vegas. My Grandpa Kudearoff ended up in a mental hospital and everything. In the end, Uncle Nick found my Grandpa Kudearoff when he had shot himself. And then later in life they did kill Uncle Nick. He died of a heart attack in his 40s. I think they made my Uncle Stevie poison his pot at work. That is just my best guess but I am pretty good at guesses because look where my educated guesses have gotten me so far.

My Aunt Lydia had an affair with my Dad. She always just wanted to be special, I am not sure why she did not feel special to begin with. I always ask myself why others cannot see themselves for who they really are. They just see themselves for who they are in the war games. He preyed on this and she felt fancy by association. She did other stuff because she got a job at OML and worked her way up to a fancy lab job that she got on the job training. And her husband my Uncle Brett earned himself a job at the utility company. These are not jobs that your resume gets you, they are jobs of privilege within the war games. You have to sell your soul a bit to get these positions. I think everyone sells their soul a bit nowadays. It is weird I do not understand it.

My Aunt Lana, my Mom’s older sister is the one who sold her out and took her territory. My Dad went to stay with my Aunt Lana and her husband Jeff when my Mom first wanted to divorce her when I was about 8. Well by the time I was 10 Aunt Lana had a baby and a territory and this way when my Mom divorced my Dad she had no say over anything anymore. My Dad and Brother are just men without territories without my Mom and Me.

Uncle Jeff did something to fall out of favor with my Dad, I am not quite sure but he did not do well when all the aunts and uncles killed their parents. It was like he had a conscious. I think most of the people in the war games at least let their Mom’s live to be elderly. My family killed all their parents within 3 or 4 years. I think these were the big sins that got my Dad in good with everyone. Especially Uncle Dave because he went first.

So my Dad had three wives in the first 20ish years of my life. My Mom, Kris, and Brenda. All were for territories. My Mom was for breeding and territory that is why she is alive. Someone had to raise my Brother. My Dad took me in the divorce and locked me away in different houses trying to kill me with the same gases and poisons that got my Grandpa Kudearoff to kill himself. This is why I was kept away from the communists. If I was kept away and killed as soon as possible then no one would know about what he did with the Kudearoff territory and my birthright and he would get away with it.

So my Mom lived because she needed to raise my Brother. Kris and Brenda did not fair so well. They were killed and used as training tools for my Brother to learn how to kill. Anyone who marries my Brother will just end up with the same faith, be warned. Kris and Brenda committed great sins with my Dad too. That is why they never said anything about what he was doing to them. I know Kris was one of the nicest people ever to me, but she did help my Dad hide assets in my name when my Mom and Dad got divorced. I do not recall specifics, but I remember signing all kinds of papers at the time at the bank.

So this is what my Dad does he gets people to commit great evil and sins so they are forever intertwined with him in his evil. Hear no evil see no evil when you have skeletons in your own closet to hide right? It is not rocket science but it sure has worked. His whole life he has used people over and over and made them ashamed to be who they are because they sold out once and then they are forced to do it over and over to save face and avoid accountability.

My Dad kept me away from the Communists/Asians so he would not have to be accountable for what he did to the Kudearoff territory. Because he did it out of self interest. If my Mom divorced him and had power over the territory he would have to respect her. My Aunt Lana is why the people in Springfield have suffered so greatly. Her great sins do not afford her the ability to stand up for the people like she is supposed to. She is the reason they have suffered. Her selfish greed is why the people in Springfield Oregon have suffered. Who would have ever thought that my Mom was the good guy? I know I would never have guessed, but when you put the logic together my Mom has been just as jipped as me. Maybe even worse because she had to have the kids and get married and do all the things and still have everything stolen from her. She has paid her whole life for her birthright and then one man who thinks he is a god and can get everyone to commit great sins and then act out of self preservation comes alone and takes everything from her. Don’t get me wrong my Mom committed great sins with my Dad too, but so did everyone else and no one else lost like she did.

When are the war games going to stick up for the people like me and my mom, and Kris, and Brenda? We all represent what the war games stand for but all that has been done is the territories that my Dad took from Kris and Brenda have been returned to their rightful owners. Will my Mom get her territory back so I can be safe when I go home? So I know that no man will ever be able to do to me what has been done to her? What are you all going to do is my question? I do not know the rules of these games, but there has to be some kind of rules otherwise we are just animals and they are not birthrights it is just a game of favoritism.

Please help me right the wrong in the world at least in the war games. We may not get to be as civil as I would like to be, but can we at least follow the rules to the war we are partaking in?

Nicole Graves

Lunch In Pasadena

Hello this is Nicole Graves again. I stopped in Pasadena for lunch and I posted my blog news update at the Ralphs here. I am not sure what communication hubs I have broken into, but the people who walk out of the store look way more informed than they did walking in.

Let’s recap for those of you just joining

  1. My 3 birthrights trump my Brother’s. 2nd on Graves side 2nd on Kudearoff side and father’s first born
  2. Learned helplessness is a systemic candida infection
  3. there is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Italian, and Black people-Asians/Communists too but they know about it they have tried to kill me my whole life
  4. Your humanity is being hijacked by the way you are conditioned to process oxytocin
  5. There is an epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, and all chronic illnesses
  6. My blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com explains everything-my Brother blocks it occassionally so you will have to try back later if you get an error message-this war has been overt in my life
  7. I started this revolution in March you all need to join me-I have the birthright that can free us all if I find a husband and you all are the last to get on board I have the rest of the west coast with me
  8. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-no amount of privilege will save you-even you people here in Pasadena who think you are free from destruction are being destroyed covertly
  9. I need you all to help me spread awareness I have been unable to reach all the people especially down in Mexico and I need you all to stay tuned because I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems that is why I am still alive
  10. I need your help finding a husband-my birthright means nothing without a husband but a death sentence. My dad is dying so they are in a hurry to kill me. I go back to Oregon soon to go back to work and so I am going to need you all’s help because I live in a Truman show there big time. Plus I don’t know anything really about the war games or birthrights I just figured the war games out in May and it has been a trial and error experience to say the least.

There are two kinds of people here in Pasadena those who are shocked by what I have shared with you all and those that are shocked by what I have overtly said outloud so to speak. Not all of you knew about the destruction of the systems or maybe you just did not know it was destroying you all. It is hard to say. I have not been able to reach the Communists much so I am not sure what they know and what they do not, but I know they have destroyed me my whole life and they are in very poor health they all are missing hair. Have you noticed that? That is one of the first signs an animal is sick they start loosing their fur/hair. Do they not know they are dying? I wonder so much about what other people know.

I have been destroyed my whole life so I have had to figure out this stuff out of survival. It was not a hobby it was life or death. And maybe you all have not realized we are at war and your life is on the line? Did you know that the epigenetic triggers you have turn into gene mutations in your children? Basically the children born today are another species because they are not fully human like we were designed to be. Pretty crazy huh? But you know I have gene mutations too that is why I have figured this shit out. I have Asperger’s genius, my family created me to be a tool of destruction for the war games, but instead of be evil like them I thought I could team up with you all and change the systems so we don’t have to be destroyed? Are you all in? Can you all make sure I am in the grocer store updates again so people know what I am saying down here? I have wormed my way into so many communication hubs and been kicked out its exhausting, but the first step in this revolution is getting everyone on the same page.

So here is the deal. I have a chip in my head that my parents put there when I was 8 from head surgery, they can read my logical thoughts and they lost control over the controls to this chip. So someone revolutionary put me into you all’s homes and cars. It is only a matter of time before I get to everyone. I have been at this since March 2021. So here are the outcomes for those that are still fighting this war for my family. You continue to fight and become ostrasized when the rest of the world finds out what you have been doing or you join my revolution. It is a pretty simple equation and accountability for a covert war seems to be something no one wants to take on. Especially, when you all are kept on a need to know basis and rarely ever know the whole truth. Seems illogical, but my family is not into logic they are into destruction. What about you all?

It is still early today and I have more ground to cover, but I hope you all stay tuned and I will walk you through how to overcome the destruction of the systems when I have time. I have to go back to Oregon soon so I am on a deadline. Whatever you can do to spread awareness I would appreciate. I don’t need you to be overtly revolutionary. Just be covertly revolutionary. And know where your friends and family stand because those fighting this war for my family are the kind of people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. Probably not safe to have your family and children around. It is sad that we have to worry so much about being destroyed by each other, but it is the reality of the world and situation.

One more thing, the Scandinavians have been with me on this revolution from the beginning even before I figured everything out. They have some kind of national news update. I need you all to connect with each other too, because the groups that are left fighting for my family are the ones who will get ostrasized when the rest of the people find out and that will effect you all if it is your group. Can you all have a pow wow and talk to others up and down the west coast and figure out where your group stands as a collective? I have been at this since March 2021 and my family cannot overtly kill me, so yah people may drug me but I am going to keep being revolutionary till I can’t anymore. We all deserve so much better and I am not going to stop demanding more. I deserve better. You deserve better. Everyone deserves better. This is just bullshit and unfair treatment. We deserve to pursue our dreams and our potential. I don’t want to be bossy like my family. I want you all to do what your heart tells you to do. If your heart calls for destruction listen to it. If your heart calls for freedom and love and potential please listen to it. Do what is best for you. You are an individual and that has been stolen from you for long enough, be you.

Okay thank you for your time and please meet up with your regional and national groups of people. You people and your sub groups and imaginary lines are enough to confuse anyone! figuring this shit out has been a headache. Help me out here and ban together and make a collective decision so this is a littler easier on me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Dear Hispanic People Of LA

Dear Hispanic People of LA

You all are the reason I started this adventure you know. I figured out you all were being covertly killed and I had to let you all know. The pieces had started falling into place when I was in Southern Arizona, but they really fell into place last year and I was freaked out. I wanted to shout from the rooftops to let you know and in reality I kind of did. I held signs, handed out flyers, wrote a blog, broke into communication hubs, etc. I did all kinds of things in order to reach you all and today I feel like I have kind of reached a fair amount of you all.

I camped out in my Jeep in Chula Vista and National City trying to figure out how to get across the Mexico border with my news updates, knowing it was not safe for me to cross the border myself, for like 6 weeks. And then I ended up here in LA again because I figured you all were my best hope to get the news across the border if I could not cross the border or get my news updates to go across. It has been a really long 290ish days. But I finally did it. I feel like you all were the ones in the dark the most. I don’t know why my family views you all as less than, you all have always been kind to me and I appreciate that. Not many people have been kind to me. You all have this brand of manners and class that not enough people have, why don’t they see that?

So, I do need you all to help me spread the awareness because I want you all to live and have healthy lives and not experience so much chronic illness, but I think I have another favor to ask from you all. See I have been battling with the idea of getting married because I have never wanted to be owned. Rarely have I felt treated fairly in a relationship or in life period. But marriage is the only way I can really help us all in the long term. Sure, I can share information till I am blue in the face, but that won’t change the systems. My birthrights and a husband are the only things that will really change the systems.

So when I was in Riverside trying to figure out how to get to you all I reached out to some of the people I went to high school with to get the word out. I tried everything I told you all. It was embarrassing and yet worth it because if it worked it worked. One day after holding my sign and making a fool of myself I made one of my you tube videos(everything i tell you) and one of my ex boyfriends commented on it. Never did someone make me feel so seen when I read it. It was just something small that he used to say to me all the time, but it was a really comforting moment that I really needed that day. See he was the one that I would have chosen if I had been allowed to have traditional. He was the one I would have chosen and I never knew that till that moment.

Well, I am not sure if he is married but we grew up near one another and he is a South American who is Hispanic. I would like to see him when I get home to Oregon, if he isn’t married already. And in order to do that I need you all’s help. See I cannot get close to a Hispanic man unless my Brother knows that he cannot get you all to do his dirty work. If he thinks he can, he will get a Hispanic man to murder me. That’s not love and that’s not safe. But if you all can help me, by not allowing yourselves to be used to do the dirty work of my family then I can have the freedom to explore maybe having it all. Now it is a long shot, but I would love the opportunity to try. I have really gone out of my way for you all and I did it because I wanted to I never intended to ask for anything in return. But maybe you can gift me with the opportunity to explore having it all. See to be treated like a lady and yet given independence is a really hard thing to find and I would just adore to explore having it all. After my life I never intended to get to have it all. I always thought that was asking too much. Now I cannot promise anything, but I can promise if you all help me out with this and give me this opportunity you all could be gifted back with leaders of the future who allow you a seat at the table because you are their relatives. I have to repeat I cannot promise anything, but the opportunity to explore having a real life and having normalcy would be the best gift anyone has ever given me. And I hope the gift of information I gave you all was one of the best gifts anyone gave you.

I know you all are worth just as much as anyone else, never let anyone tell you differently. I fought for you and I will continue to fight for you because you deserve to be seen for who you really are.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Dear Communists/Asians

Dear Communists/Asians

You all were the missing piece that I have been looking for. I am sure not all of you all knew I was alive and I bet you all never imagined I would be loyal to my roots. And I was lead to believe you all were the cause to my suffering so that my Dad and his side would not have to take accountability. If they kept us apart than we would never be able to work together and/or share information. Information is power.

Is there a referee of sorts on the Communist side of this war? See after my Grandma Kudearoff died my Dad convinced my Aunt Lana(my Mom’s older sister) to have a baby. Then he proceeded to give the Kudearoff territory to my Aunt. However, they have still made my Mom go report down in Calistoga. Can we reverse this mess? I think my Mom would be a lot happier if she got what she has paid her whole life for, it is her birthright and she earned it.

Also, I am concerned for my Mom’s life. I want her to live. Who gets to decide when she gets to die? I am next in line, but I am not married and I do not have children. Ideally I would like to put off her death for as long as possible. Are there rules on this? I do not see why she cannot take care of the Kudearoff territory for another 5-10 years. She may be evil, but that is just mostly because she has been treated so unfairly her whole life. I think if she experiences a little justice before she dies she will be happier and her soul will be more peaceful in the afterlife. Can my Brother just kill her when he deems necessary? What are the rules on that? It seems like with me being the next and his sister I should get some input, am I wrong to believe this?

And what are the rules about taking the territory from my Mom? My Dad can’t do that right? He told my Aunt Lana that if she had a child and took the territory over for my Mom her son could be in charge instead of me, when if it is not me then it should be my older cousin Jessica right? My Dad has made a mess of the Kudearoff territory and I need you all’s help to get it back to where it belongs. What are the rules on this?

Thank you all for being you and allowing me to find you all and really see you today. It means the world to me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Dinner in Walnut, California

Dear lord whatever town that was that I stopped in to connect with the Communists(west of Walnut) was vicious with the gas and E poisons. I have not been this high in a long time and I have been on E for months now. I had a bit of a break from it when I went home to my Mom’s during the end of summer. My family likes to dish out the cortisol poisons when I am there.

So, hello my name is Nicole Graves, you all know my Father Donnie Graves. I have come a really long way to tell you all some information. It’s pretty important so listen up please.

  1. My brithrights trump my Brother’s I am the 2nd on the graves side of the family and 2nd on the Kudearoff side of the family and my Father’s first born
  2. learned helplessness is a systemic candida infection
  3. there is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, and Italian people. (I think Asians too) They involve food so it involves all of us because we eat it all.
  4. Your humanity is being hijacked by the way you are conditioned to process oxytocin
  5. There is an epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, and all chronic illnesses
  6. I started this revolution in March 2021 and you all need to join me
  7. The systems are all set up to make us All fail. No amount of privilege will save you. My Dad is dying from the destruction currently of colon cancer
  8. My blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com explains everything. My family blocks it sometimes so try it a couple times randomly before giving up
  9. I need you all to help me spread awareness I have not been able to reach all the people. I especially am having a hard time getting over the Mexico border. My Brother has teamed up with the Hispanics there who do not have access to my information updates I spent weeks down there trying to figure it out
  10. And lastly but most importantly I need you all to help me find a husband, my birthrights are nothing but a death sentence for us all if I do not have a husband soon. My Dad is dying and that means that my Brother will take over with no one to censor him at all. Absolute power curupts all you know, right? I need you all to help me so I can help you. I have lived the destruction so I know how to overcome it and if I get married I can help you overcome the destruction because I have had to in order to survive. I have to go back to Oregon to go back to work soon. I have been at this revolution since March 30th 2021. It has been a really long adventure. My blog outlines it all. I did not know about the war games till last year. I just never understood why people were destroying me, but here we are and I figured it out. And now I need to get married and I really hope I can find someone who does not kill me like my Dad killed two of his wives. Long story, but Kris and Brenda’s territories went back to their families this year when I publically called him out on it on my blog. So there is hope and I would rather have a husband that kills me and saves you all a little than be killed by my Brother. Talk about rock and a hard spot of a decision. But I have faith that you all will help me find someone who will want to change the systems with me and not just boss me around like everyone else in my life. I am completely okay with just helping you all heal while he works on the war games. I have no interest in war fare. I enjoy healing and creation.

So they got me high in the last town on the way here west of Walnut, I am not sure what it is called but there were a ton of Asians and Hispanics that they did not want me to connect with. I hope I got to a decent amount of them. I hope I touched their hearts. (This is just me rambling, I will address all the important stuff at a later date.) Eating lunch in Pasadena today was interesting they were a privileged bunch and they were pretty naive to believe their privilege in the war games did not involve the destruction of others, maybe they were just sheltered and all they have known is their good lives. Probably. The look on their faces when they saw me eating raw beef with my hands was pretty priceless. I have stayed alive by eating raw beef on this adventure. The food systems are a nightmare of destruction. It is shocking any of us are alive. I have studied food for almost two decades to finally have figured out everything. It is exhausting to have to do this much research just to survive the world we live in. Perhaps some people live in a different world than me even though we have had similar addresses. This is something I think about often. I have been raised in the same world as you all, but in order to survive the destruction I have had to do so many weird things. I have worked so hard to be alive and healthy in this spot today. Never would I have guess that my family was great evil, I just thought they were normal dysfunctional. Who is so messed up and has so much power? Apparently my family.

So I assume you all are going to gas me hard tonight because I am not driving this high. I am going to stay here. You all always seem to sell me out for privilege. Can I ask you all not to do that tonight? Turn your phones off. Stop answering the phone calls from the dark side, they just want to enslave you for privilege that does not save you from the destruction. It just gets you caught up in their web of evil that is never ending. Once you do one thing for them they have you for life. That is how I have escaped, they could never convince me to do evil. I rejected their ways my whole life even though I had no clue they were trying to turn me.

So yeah I have spent 290 ish days creating a revolution. It has been messy but what other option did I have? I want you all to know what is happening and it is not like they were going to let me announce their destruction to the world. So I have fought tooth and nail to get here. Literally, I have gotten the sub groups of the war games to drop out one by one. Slowly but progress is progress. I am not sure who all is left but we are so close to having everyone being revolutionary besides the people who knew and profited off the genocides of the world. I am pretty sure the people who work at the grocery stores know and they profit I am not sure how it works though because destroying people for a living sounds like hard work that I would not want to do. But you know we all are different.

Not all of you all knew about the genocides of the world or the war games. I can tell by your shock. Not all of you knew I was alive even though I have been at this for 290ish days. It is amazing how my family keeps you all small by limiting information. You want to know how I reach you? It is a trip. So my family put a chip in my head when I was 8. And somewhere along the way they lost control over who has access to it and can read my logical thoughts. So we are communicating right this very moment because you can hear my logical thoughts. Pretty wild huh? When I was in Compton a few months ago and they kicked me out of the grocer story updates someone revolutionary put me into people’s cars and homes. And I have to thank that person or people so much because it has kept me alive. I am alive because you all can read my thoughts. I have tried my whole life to connect with you all and you all were in my head the whole time. Now if that is not a mental hospital story I do not know what is! My life has been anything but normal, but yet I was always told I was normal and ordinary. I never knew anyone in my family was fancy or I was fancy. I never knew my Great grandfather was Hitler until this trip. Crazy my Daddy Bennet was a world leader who killed millions of people. I thought he was just a farmer who raised homing pigeons. He was nice to me and he taught me my love for small dogs. I have my two small dogs with me on this adventure too. They survived the death camp in Arizona where I was supposed to die to. We escaped. My whole life I have had pretty crazy luck, I always thought it was bad, but now knowing what I know it is amazing I am still alive. I have overcome every obstacle that was ever put in front of me just by being me. I just keep going. I cured cancer in the death camp too. Naturally I cured cancer, my childhood taught me that doctors cannot be trusted. They always made me feel worse and my Mom always told me I needed to come to terms with the fact that I would never feel good. My whole life has been torture, but I just thought this is what life was all about. I don’t know any different than people constantly destroying me. But you know what? I am ready to know different. I hope you all are too. That is why I am here. I am ready to make the world the world I want to live in. Before I always just wanted to escape the world, well that has never worked out for me. So looks like we are going to have to change the world to be the place we deserve. We deserve not to be destroyed. We deserve better. Life is supposed to be easy when you try not harder.

So yeah, I will make more sense tomorrow. I just needed to ramble. You all are my only form of human interaction so I just have to indulge just for the sake of indulging sometimes. I turned in the paperwork for the background check for my new job today and fingers crossed my family does not mess it up for me like the last time. I have good credit and no criminal history so ideally it should be fine, but that is what I thought last time too. So fingers crossed. I am just tired of having to be two or three times as good at things and still not get anywhere. My whole life has been training for this trip. Who else would have survived this long? My family even got a chance to overtly destroy me when I went back to Oregon in the summer to get my Oregon insurance license. I thought they would let me work because it is a covert war right. Yeah that did not work out, but here I am going to try it again. We all gotta do what we gotta do. And I am even going to go hang out with my Mom when I go home. I need some normalcy. If she destroys me too much than I won’t go back. If she is kind she will have more of a chance at taking part in my long term destruction. But you know they can’t help but try to overtly destroy me and push me away. That is what has saved me my whole life. They can’t control themselves. This is why I worry for you all. My life right now is just a preview of what your life will be like when my Brother takes over. I know that sounds dark, but it is true. He does not believe himself to be a covert ruler. He believes himself to be an overt God. This is a game to him because he does not have a real life. His life has been stolen from him just like my life. But he thinks he is privileged. He is hurt and lashing out just like the rest of my family. It is sad. I hope you all know I don’t want to boss you. I just want to make you all think and give you tools to have a better quality of life. I believe in people doing what is right for them as long as it does not hurt another. But my family cannot help but hurt others. It is something they just cannot stop doing. They have done it to me my whole life and they do it to each other. It is no way to live.

I appreciate you all taking the time to let me talk and hearing me. I will make more sense tomorrow. Tonight I need you all to get together with the leaders of your subgroups and figure out where your group stands. The Scandinavians did this a long time ago and so did the fancy families and the SS soldiers. So I know you all each have some kind of subgroup leadership thing that allows you all to govern yourselves. Have everyone chime in. I have gotten to so many people those of you I am just reaching now are the last to be in on the information I am sharing. It has been a long journey and I am tired. If you all could help me with some of the leg work that would be amazing. If the Hispanic and Asian people chose me I could maybe even be safer when I go home. I am not sure how all this works but I just know that we need to change things to get better results because this is not working for any of us. And I represent that hope for change and I am willing to put the hard work in. The proof is in the pudding and you all would not be hearing this if I was not into doing the work.

Thank you again and love always and happy full moon

Nicole Graves

Asian Part Of East LA

It is so quiet here at first I thought you all could not hear me, but you can. And you know very well who I am. I was never told who my Grandma Kudearoff really was, but by the way you all looked at me in the grocery store, she must have been someone important. I forget I am a communist like you all. I am one of you. You know this right? I am human and bleed just like you all. Your fear response is through the roof, your cortisol is higher than any other group of people. Even the Aryans. I always thought of you all as the bad guys, because you all have tried to enslave and destroy me over and over just like the Aryans. However, today I saw just how enslaved you all are. You live in fear and you do not even try to pretend that you all have a decent quality of life you just try to have nice things. You believe in potential and hard work getting you places. However, you know that in the systems my father has created this will never happen. Your potential is stolen from you every time you breath or drink water. You realize you have the largest fear response out of anyone because you have the worst Candida infections right? You need to cleanse and you will feel more in control not only over your bodies but over your lives. You all heard my verbal news updates, I can tell because you can hear this. Learned helplessness is caused by a systemic candida infection. You need to cleanse yourself. Asian people are supposed to be healthy and live to be very old. You all look like you could be taken out tomorrow with a harsh wind. You really need to work on your health.

I want to be mad at you all, I do because you have tried to enslave me just like the Aryans, but today I saw how fragile you all are for the first time. My Mom has a fear response like you all and I never put it together till right now. You understand I am not trying to hurt you all right? I just want the best for you all. You all have never wanted the best for me, you all have wanted to enslave me, but I want the best for you all. You deserve more than this. I am not sure who A1 is to you (aka Tae Roh) but I assume he must be someone kind of important? I have no clue who everyone in my life really has been, but I think I have been surrounded by some pretty fancy people in the war games and just never knew it. I just thought they were dysfunctional because they are. The war games make you bad people. And you all know this. This is why you all don’t have hair, living this way stresses you out. This is not how humans were supposed to live. We deserve more than this and you know it. But what are you willing to do to get more? Are you willing to stand up for what is right? I know I have been tortured my whole life, how about you? You all believe so much in being smart and working hard but you know these values are being used against you. Doesn’t that make you sad? Doesn’t that make you want better for yourself? When I first figured out the epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia I went to a Asian market to get Hot Pot meat it was somewhere south of San Fran and this Asian Mom in a mini van was so fucking pissed. She was throwing her groceries into her van and she stormed off. I could tell she was one of those people who actually invested in her children’s potential. She wanted good things for them and told them if they work hard they will get good places. That is what my Grandma Kudearoff used to tell me, do your school work be smart work hard and you will go places. Well, she was right, but then my Dad took over and now those rules do not apply. You can do all the right things in the current systems and never get anywhere. You all know this because you all have been kept small just like me. Don’t you want more for your children? I know I want more for you all and for my children if I end up having them.

See with my birthrights my children will have crippling birthrights just like mine. It will be a dead sentence for their hearts and souls unless something changes. A lot of things need to change. I need you all to help me make those changes because I would like to help you all and get married and have children to ensure you are safe from my family. But I can’t do that without your help. I cannot in good conscious subject my children to the world as it is today. I need you all to help me change things. I need you to know you deserve more and covertly demand it. I don’t need you all to overtly do anything, just do what you do best which is be covert. You all love to give covert messages and never really say what you mean, you are just as bad as the people in the South with you evil grins. You enjoy being covert it lights up your brains, I have seen it over and over. So I need you all to covertly gossip about all the things that I have brought you information about. You know they try to keep me away from you all the most. I don’t know why, but this is why it has taken me so long to figure out that you all are enslaved. After my Grandma Kudearoff died they kept me away from all the Communists/Asians. Why do they keep me away from you all? What do I represent to you all? Something more than my Brother that is for sure. I wish I knew what. I represent hope for you all that is what it is. My Brother will make an order to kill you in a heart beat, where I would never do that. I believe in valuing life. Especially the people I came from. This is why I still have love for my Mom, she doesn’t love me and has destroyed me greatly but I still have a respect for her. It may be a trauma bond too, but still it is the right thing to do. I represent hope for you all. You all have been the underdogs here and you hope to one day be more because you do not want to be so destroyed. Well, here I am in fully glory trying to make you all proud and I just need you all’s covert help. I need you to gossip and know you deserve more. I understand it is scary, but you know what is even scarier? The fact that my Brother is going to take over when my Dad dies if you all do not help me. You know my Dad is dying of colon cancer right? Yep, so your future nightmare is not far in the making. So today you all have a really big important life changing decision to make. You either fall in line and do what is expected of you again and ensure your destruction. Or you be revolutionary and demand more of yourself and covertly help me help you all. I do not hold grudges, if I did I would be like the rest of my family. I do not want to see who can be more evil. In my heart of hearts I kind of know it would be me because I can turn off my humanity and be like them and they have all taken their shots at trying to break me and turn me to the dark side. I don’t want to be like them. I don’t value destruction. I value love and creation. I need you all to help me create a better world today and help me spread the news. You all can gossip like nobody’s business this I know I remember my Grandma and I know my Mom. You all are better than the white people at spreading news. I know A1 and his Mom they love the gossip. It is all you have when you have been kept small. You need to tell people about my 3 birthrights (I am the 2nd on the Kudearoff side of the family, 2nd on the Graves side of the family and I am my father’s first born) I am the way out of all this for you all. I am the answer and if you all don’t help me I won’t be able to accomplish what I am destined to do. I know you all believe in God and being right with the reason we were put here. Well, I survived cancer to be here telling you all this because I knew I had not accomplished my purpose here yet and I knew I would have to come back and do it all over again if I died. That scared me enough to heal. You all know you are stuck on the karmic wheel and will just keep coming back to this hell on earth until you do the right thing. And you know it gets worse every time. We have to make it better in this lifetime. You and me, we can make it better. Because we believe in potential and we want to make it work out for the best.

I promise to forgive you all for forgetting me and trying to enslave me if you all help me do the right thing. We all make mistakes, but we really do not have the option to do the wrong thing in this moment. This is a do or die moment. It is a full moon tonight you know. It is symbolism right? I believe in manifesting on a full moon. Tonight, let’s manifest our power together. Because we are more powerful than the systems you know we just have to come together to unite and create that power. Please keep tuned in and let’s keep sharing information. I am sorry I did not understand your situation more, but you all were kept from me just like I was kept from you all. Don’t allow this to happen any longer. I want us to be friends.

I hope you all choose me because that means choosing yourselves.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

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Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

East LA

LA People

It is not just the Hispanic and Black people I do not have access to, it is also the Communists/Asians. I am over here in East LA and it is the twilight zone. It is just straight creepy, I have not been this ignored in a long time, which is nice but it is so very weird. What is it about the east and west sides of town? I have always lived on the west side of Vegas and I never ventured into the east side much. Is this because the east and west is a divider for the war games? It has to be. Do these people have completely different communication hubs? I was able to reach them when I was here last time with my news updates via my blog but this time it was not possible.

I think I am going to need you all’s help on this one too. I am not sure what is happening it make take me a while to figure it out but it is freaking me out. I did see some Aryans at the grocery store pretty upset to be forced to do their own dirty work though. I am going to try my other update and see if it works. These people make me nervous.

What is happening here? Being destroyed does not make me this nervous!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Friday Jan 14th 2022, Los Angeles

Today, I went from San Diego to Los Angeles. Last night while being poisoned greatly I realized that my chances of survival are up to the odds, the gods, and the people so the more people I have on my side and in the know about what is happening and helping me husband hunt the better my chances of survival. I was never supposed to make contact with this many people. I have tried my whole life to break free of my Truman show and I have never been able to, until now! And it is not because I was able to break free it is because I have a chip in my head that was implanted when I was 8 and my family lost control over who has access to my logical thoughts. Luckily, someone revolutionary helped me when I got kicked out of the grocery store updates in Compton a few months ago. I have no clue who all is out there is hearing this or who is on my side, but I know there are some of you all out there. My Truman show is all I know, but I also know that tonight is quiet weird quiet. I made it back to the west side of I5 and I feel calmer. You all feel in shock maybe? I am not sure what is happening. I am not sure how many people i reached today. I just try my hardest and here I am. My whole life I have just tired to do better and it has worked even though I have been destroyed greatly.

I am not sure what you all want to hear. Where should I start? There is so much for those of you new to my news updates. I am sorry to overwhelm you I know this is a freaking lot. It overwhelms me too. Let me just ramble and see where we go. So I texted my Mom last night to see if I can come home to Oregon a few days early and do laundry and wash dogs and ferment food with her and today she told me yes. She hates me you know, but she has to pretend to kinda like me because she is the only one in my family I will really talk to. I am an oxytocin addict because of the Asperger’s genius(I think just Autism in general) and so my Mom will always have a soft spot in my heart even though she has tried to kill me most of my life. It is a really weird dynamic, it is a trauma bond. But they have stopped me from interacting with anyone so all I have is her. I escaped the death camp they created for me in Southern Arizona by selling real estate, but they got to my boss there and I ended up quitting Jan 2021 and that is how I started to learn about my family cult. Everyone in my life has ended up to be dysfunctional like them and I just never understood it. Why did everyone who surrounded me end up with a cluster b personality disorder? It was so frustrating. I have spent my whole life trying to figure out people. I think I finally figured it all out now, but it does not make me feel much better. It is quite the anti climatic moment.

Why are the people here not destroying me? Sure there are some cars driving by with poison exhaust, but it is relatively calm. I had to find a residental area and they always use the natural gas. But it is eerie quiet here/tonight. I hope it is because you all are in shock and I reached a lot of you all here in Los Angeles today. I stopped in a lot of small towns and cities on the way here before I realized that I can just read my spill while driving. It felt like the Princess Bride moment where the guy goes “my name is something something you killed my father prepare to die” I have to make light of my situation because it is a lot to take in and makes me feel crazy at times. But it is war I have to do whatever I can to help spread awareness. I know what it is like to be destroyed and no one deserves what my family hands out. This I know first hand. It is a lot to take in. I still can’t believe they are anything more than ordinary dysfunctional people. To think they have any kind of power is just nuts. Never would I have thought they were fancy at all. Never would I have thought I was fancy. No one ever treated me kindly or right, so how could I be important or fancy? It is so weird.

I hope you all know I have come down here out of love. You all have been hit by the dysfunctional oxytocin processing thing a lot. It is because there are so many of you in a small area and you torment each other. It makes you not like people and your brain processes them different because of all the trauma you all have caused one another. I get it. People have hurt me too, a lot. People are hard to deal with. It is hard to understand why people make life harder than it has to be. Life is not supposed to be uneasy, it is supposed to put you at ease. It is the war games that complicates everything. No one is supposed to live like this. The systems have destroyed any good life we have. It is all just a charade and we just grasp to the little things we have left. Like tv, it is a great way to zone out and forget all your troubles. Or like food, it is comforting and soothes your soul at the cost of causing disease in your body. Everything is so upside down nowadays. I know I ate potato chips tonight and omg they were like an orgasm in my mouth. I have eaten carnivore and raw meat for most of this adventure. I have been off the chips for about a month and today I relasped because they have deprived me of fat and I was starving. They poison all my meat and butter/coconut oil it just gets hard to eat. But the chips were not clean either. But the fat was amazing. i dream about potatoes because they lower my cortisol(stress hormone) allowing me to feel the oxytocin in my brain(love/bonding hormone). I have been addicted to potatoes most of my life. But the past few years I have done really well at avoiding them at least until this adventure. This past year has been really hard.

I suppose we should talk about all the things that I have figured out that effect your everyday life and enslave you all. Where to start? Well, let’s start with the fact that your insulin is constantly being spiked and that feeds all the parasites, viruses, bacteria, cancer, etc in your body. Every time you see a food pic on tv or on social media or a billboard your blood glucose is spiked feeding all the bad shit in your body. And we inherit parasites, viruses, bacteria, and heavy metals from our mother and grandmother, so everyone born into the war games has started off so in the hole. This is why people die of covid. It is not the cold itself that they die from it is the large load on their immune system that they inherited and is created by the environment in which we live. My family has given me covid twice. It is not hard to overcome. It is a cold and you need to rest and take care of yourself. But the thing is when you take Zinc, covid cannot replicate in your body. This allows your immune system to fight it off. So if you start to feel sick take high doses of zinc and I am talking like one ever 2 to 4 hours. Just go to town and really help your body out. If you get a metalic taste in your mouth you may want to wait a few more hours but dont let up, keep taking it till you feel better. it make take a day or two but it will happen and then go down to 2 or 3 a day. Also vitamin D is huge. I got Covid the last time when I was in National City just in December, it was my families Xmas gift to me. I took zinc and vitamin D and a few other things I had in my Jeep and I got better. Also fasting is a great tool for everything. The most revolutionary thing you can do in this day and age is stop consuming, because everything is poison. You are strong and your immune system will take care of you. You just have to give it what it needs.

Okay what else? Okay let’s talk about how the systems are set up to make you fail, all the systems. Let’s talk tatoos, they look cool right? I have used this example a few times but it really makes sense of everything. So the tatoo industry is run by a whole bunch of people with Munchausen by proxy, they insert poison into your skin that by passes your live and seeps into your bloodstream for a lifetime creating epigenetic triggers and you pay for it. It is an industry of destruction, yet we never think of it as such. Most of the systems are like this.

The medical industry is meant to enslave you. It is not meant to heal you. Rarely do you find a medical professional that is willing to help you go inside and find the source of your disease. Instead they tell you your body is dysfunctional and you need this medication or treatment to maintain. They want you to feel helpless and not in control and be a consumer. The sooner you are reliant on something outside of yourself for peace and comfort the sooner they have control over you. The sooner you will give into learned helplessness. And the sooner you give into learned helplessness the sooner you will look towards all the other systems for answers, which you will never get. But you will spend your life on a hampster wheel paying out to the systems being a good consumer for a lifetime. The systems will never empower you, only take more of your power away. And they will tell you that you are the problem. You are the issue it is not the systems, you are the dysfunctional one. They shame you into submission and tell you who you are. They use NLP on you to brainwash you to believe you are the problem. We are all brainwashed to believe we are the problem. But really it is the systems that are the problem. They are set up to make us all fail and fail miserably and painfully and create disease. You are easier to brainwash when you are diseased.

Okay epigenetic triggers, lets talk about those. So there is a major Dyslexia epigenetic trigger. Genes are what we are born with but epigenetics are how those genes are expressed by the way we live. We have control over who we are on a gene level. The systems steal this from us. An example would be pork and chicken, they have higher rates of Omega 6 thus throwing off the balance of Omega 3 to 6 in our bodies and causing inflammation and creating epigenetic triggers. There are so many little things like this in our world that we do not even think about. With all the poison around us breathing causes epigenetic triggers and so does eating pretty much everything. I have not found a food that is not poisoned, but you all may have access to some clean food. But I still think we all are pretty bad off. We are not supposed to eat fruits and veggies like we do. See the systems have set us all up to have an overload of bad bacteria. They control us with our gut bacteria because our gut bacteria is where our immune system is housed and where our emotions are created. Do you have anxiety or depression? That is your gut bacteria. We start our lives with immunizations and then take antibiotics growing up and those kill off our good gut bacteria. It is a snowball effect. This is why they are doing Covid vacines in like 3 doses, it is an epigenetic trigger and will dumb you down and create chronic illness covertly. Immunizations and vaccines have heavy metals and antibiotics in them. These ruin your gut bacteria and allow for parasites, viruses, bad bacteria, etc to grown in your body. Eventually it will lead to cancer.

All the plastic everywhere in the environment leads to estrogen dominance, which allows for cancer to grow quicker in your body and allows for addictive behaviors to be more reinforced by your brain. It once again is a snowball effect. And I think in the world we live in today we all have estrogen dominance. It was not this bad when I was a kid, but it is getting pretty bad. I over came cancer naturally in the death camp in Arizona. It is possible it just takes a lot of work and dedication. Medical professionals have never been my friend because my family grants them privilege to destroy me. We would not be talking now if medical professionals had the ability to treat me right. So I found a way around them. And you can too. Health is easy once you decide you want to figure it out. Just like anything. Where there is a will there is a way.

Okay I can feel you all warming up to me, am I starting to prove to you all that I know what I am talking about? What else do you need to know? Let me look over my notes. Okay, so I need you all to take a multivitamin. Most of the food is created to cause leaky gut and other problems with your digestion that does not allow for you to absorb nutrition correctly from your food. Not only are we eating food that is low in nutrients we are not absorbing it. When you keep people starving for nutrition they give into suggestion more and are easier to control. Mind control works better on people when they are in a weaker state. This is why all the systems aim to keep you diseased. The more weak you are the more you will hand over your money to the systems seeking answers. You are the answer, all the answers are within you. But if they told you that you would not pay them to send you on a wild goose chase looking for the answers outside yourself. You are the answer.

They created the epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia because I am the epigenetic trigger of Autism trail run that did not work out for them. My generation is the exception to the rule. Everyone born now has gene mutations because their mothers had epigenetic triggers. I have gene mutations too, but more of them and they are not reversable. But we can make them better. So we are all being genetically modified to be weaker than we are supposed to be. The Dyslexia trigger causes people to think of How instead of asking themselves Why. This way you will take orders and instead of question them you will just think about how you are going to carry them out. This is why so many of you do things without knowing why or reaso.n behind what you are doing. But you do not realize that this is a dysfunction because maybe it is the way your brain has always worked? My brain always asks why because I have the Autism/Aspergers dysfunction. We are just opposites. I am just as dysfunctional as you, but together we make the perfect team. Taking vitamins will help with reducing the impact of the epigenetic triggers and probiotics and fermented foods help a lot. If you feed your kids fermented foods regularly they will be smarter. We are more parasite, virus and bacteria cells than we are human cells. Bugs are good for us we just need the right ones. And get your kids a dog it will help cultivate their microbiome and their hearts too.

Let’s talk genocide, covert genocide. So the gmo crops are created to cause leaky gut. Leaky gut is the first step in creating autoimmune disease and chronic illnesses. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease that is curable! The food system is set up to play into the medical system. Corn, wheat, soy, tomatoes, etc are all gmo crops that are designed to kill. Potatoes too. In my opinion all nightshade veggies should be avoided. Even salt and pepper are designed to kill. Salt causes you to have high blood sugar and pepper interfears with absorbing the nutrition from your food. Everything that is a social norm around food is a set up mostly. Raw meat is the only thing I have found that is not poison, but they add poison to it. And that is only raw beef.

There is so much to tell you all. Spices are a huge tool for destruction. so many food things and social norms are just about destruction. And I know I am just some crazy lady running from her crazy family but I have been destroyed my whole life I have had to figure out what they were and are doing to me in order to survive. It was or a life or death thing, I have never been able to escape my family or my birthrights. I wish I could. I don’t know what I said to San Diego, but they seems to be more grateful for the information I shared. What is wrong? I feel people you know. I have an overactive nervous system and so many other weird things as my genetic modifications. Are you all just overwhelmed? Have I not given you hope? Did my family threaten you all more tonight/today? My family is a bunch of bullies I completely understand. They like to get their way. They tried to stop me from connecting with you all in so many ways. But look at it this way. You all are my legacy. If you keep up with my updates and follow what I did you all will get out of this not only alive but healthy and with your wits in tact. You are my legacy. This is why I survived cancer in the desert. I did not know about any of this I just knew I had not done what I was put here to do and this is me doing what I was put here to do. This is me fulfilling part of my destiny. You are my legacy. Each and everyone of you is apart of my legacy. I know in my heart of hearts this is all going to work out, but I don’t know how. You know what else the Dyslexic trigger steals from you all? Your quantum field. Joe Dispenza talks about it, look him up on you tube. It is where endless possiblity exists. I am one of those people lol. I meditate and such. The quantum field is why group meditation changes the world. My family has stolen it from you all because they know how powerful you are. When you are constantly thinking about how you cannot access the quantum field because you do not think how there you only think about what you want to experience and feel it and think about the details of your experience not how you will obtain it. I now it sounds hippie but it has kept me alive. They locked me in a room most of my childhood and look what I found I found my quantum field where anything is possible and I have done the impossible. Just being alive is pretty amazing when you have a family and birthrights like mine. Don’t be sad, I understand they probably threatened you all and said you cannot help me. That is to be expected. But I have to believe this will work out because it keeps me going. And that is all I have done my whole life is just keep going. Please, dont be sad. Be happy that I wanted to share this all with you so you can covertly overcome all the systems. I do believe one of you all will figure out how to help me, but I also believe you all have to help yourselves first and start to feel better. You have a systemic candida infection and that is what causes learned helplessness. You inherited it from your Mom most likely so you have had it your whole life. It messes with your mind. It is not real, I promise you are more powerful than you know.

See when I was in Arizona I really worked on heavy metal cleansing because my whole life I had been extremely poisoned to steal me from myself. I did not know I was a genius till last year I just thought you all werent trying. My mom always told me I was just like everyone else. Anyways, I ended up doing some crazy cleansing for months and staining my sheets purple and I realized I am way smarter than I even knew. This is true for you too, you all have been stolen from yourself. There are heavy metals in the sky, in paint, in immunizations, in proccessed foods, etc. They are all over. you have been stolen from yourself by the systems. You may not know how to help me find a husband tonight, but start cleansing your body and maybe it will come to you. Worst case you find a version of yourself that you never imagined was possible. Please don’t be sad, it is really hard for me to deal with honestly. I have worked so hard to get to you all. This is such a moment of success for me and you all can’t feel this depressed about this moment. It kinda ruins it for me and I know that is being super selfish, but give me this moment please. Just believe that everything will be okay with me tonight and maybe tomorrow too. I only have a couple more weeks till I have to go back to work in Oregon and I want to remember these weeks as a success and something I can be proud of. I want you all to feel blessed that I worked so hard and did not give up till I reached you all. This has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my whole life. But it was worth every minute of it. What was I going to do? Go back to Oregon and give into the destruction and die with all these cards in my hands that I was unable to share? Sharing information is love. When people know better they do better and that is what I want for you all. I want you all to do better. Because you deserve it. So just for this weekend, give me the weekend. I want you to feel love and hopeful because you now have the tools to over come so much that you did not understand before. I am sure you knew things never quite worked out as they should but now you understand how to make the cards fall in your favor more.

I appreciate you all for listening to me on a Friday night. I know it has probably been a long week and you all want to get some rest. Thank you for your time. We will talk more. I also invite those of you who would like to join me in a quick group meditation to do so right now. There is no right or wrong and you can just pop in when you like. Picture the world you dream of living in and feel it. Picture the world we are creating by taking back our power and control of our health. Picture the world where freedom of information is a thing that goes without saying. Picture me being married and helping you all heal. You have to be able to see it before it can happen. Have any of you played sports? It is exactly like that. Life is a visualization exercise. When you see it and feel it, it can happen. This is what the quantum field is all about. Endless possibilities await you there because all you have to do is see it and feel it to activate it. Group meditation changes the world so let’s do that tonight. I need you all to feel hope with me because we deserve a better world and we deserve to have hope.

I love you all and see you in the quantum

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. San Diego are you still listening? I hope you all join in on the mediation too. Oregon and Washington you all too. I want us all to join together and change the world tonight because we deserve more. Love you!

A Letter To The Aryans & Their Morally Flexible Ethnic Friends

Aryans and Morally Flexible Ethnic Friends

You all have the worst epigenetics out of anyone. Destruction destroys your gene expression you know. Do unto others as you want them to do unto you. Well you missed that lesson and it is killing you literally. You all are the last group of people my Dad and Brother are hanging on tight to. But see the rest of the world is on my side, they just don’t all know what is happening yet. But it will happen in time. It is human nature to talk you know. And I know you all know because you all talk all the time without saying anything really, but when there is gossip ewwwwh wwweee you all can spread news like wild fire because you have nothing better to do. You have been kept small and manageable you whole life.

Here is the deal, you have the most epigenetic triggers that are negatively effecting you in this very moment. Sure you may look okay on the outside compared to most but you are dying inside and I know you feel it. This means your children are born with the most gene mutations because triggers in you lead to mutations in your children. Did you know partaking in destruction was killing your children’s chances of ever being fully human? You are literally creating a new species of human and it is not a better species. You are creating a lessor than species that will be easier for my family to control and you are doing it thinking you are having children who are greater than. I want to hate you all so much but you know you have had your ability to think for yourself taken away and you have quite a few gene mutations from your parents as well. You gene pool is lacking to say the least. Down here in Southern California I have seen the weirdest genes I have ever experienced and I have been studying epigenetics my whole life. I just did not know what I was looking at till recently. See I am a genetically modified human too, but they accidently breed me to think for myself too much. So I need you all to hear me out. Don’t just listen to me hear me out and think for yourselves.

Here are the two ways this could play out. One the world will find out what is happening, because you know it will happen it is just a matter of time. And they will know that you were the main players in helping my family keep them small. Then you will be ostracized just like you have ostracized others your whole life. Your children will never have any opportunity because of what you bore them into.

Or option two you can join my revolution and stop fighting this war for my family. I understand you feel great fear sticking up for yourselves and you fear having your privilege taken away. But you and I both know your privilege will not save you from the destruction of the systems. Either you get destroyed for doing the right thing or you get destroy for being selfish and doing the wrong thing. Not being destroyed is not an option unless you help me fulfill my birthright. You all know all the fancy families and war games rules and birthrights bullshit. I need you all to help me find a partner to help eliminate the destruction of the systems and take my family out of power. I understand it is scary. But I represent hope for you too. Your children will have children that are not human. I don’t know a better way to say it so now is your only shot at saving your families and yourselves. I don’t want the world to hate you, but I know from personal experience it is really hard not to hate you all because you all love to do dirty work for my family.

Do the right thing for your family and help me spread awareness and ask the people up north how to improve your children’s epigenetics or just google. You deserve more than this you know, right?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Those of you who work at the grocery stores and who live on the coast are the worst and I would really like to help you all heal. YOu look good on the outside but your insides are a mess. Please stop poisoning my food.

Sat Night In Mission Hills

Okay I just finished driving on the freeways for an hour or two and making my news update. I hope you all heard me. I realized last night that not everyone knew that is why I felt so much anger. You people hate what my Dad has done and that makes you hate me too. But when you realize I came down here with good intentions you all get a bit warmer. So let me recap just in case some of you all did not hear me. My name is Nicole Graves, Donnie Graves is my Father and I have come down here to share information with you all that can save us all

  1. My 3 birthrights outweigh my Brother’s 1-I am 2nd in the Graves family and 2nd in the Kudearoff family and I am my Dad’s first born.
  2. Learned helplessness is a systemic candida infection. you are powerful you just have an infection
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, and Italian people and it is done with food so it effects us all.
  4. There is an epigenetic trigger of all chronic illnesses and Autism and Dyslexia
  5. Your humanity is being hijacked from the way the systems make you process oxytocin
  6. I have been creating this revolution since March 2021 and you need to join
  7. All the systems are set up to make us all fail and there is no amount of privilege that will allow you to escape. My father is dying from the destruction currently
  8. my blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com explains everything
  9. I need you all to stay tuned for more updates because I have a lot to share and I need you all’s help reaching all the Hispanic people. Especially the ones in Chula Vista and Mexico who have teamed up with my Brother but do not understand what they are fighting for.
  10. Most importantly, I need your help finding a husband. My birthrights mean nothing without a husband and my Dad is dying so we need to get on it. I have to go back to oregon soon and get a job so I need you all’s help.

I wish I knew how far this message goes. This whole year figureing out the war games has been trial and error. I have been trying to reach you all my whole life. I really need you all to help me because I am not sure how far I go. I know I made a dent in LA yesterday and I think I reached the people when I was driving today because the cars changed formation when I said somethings. It is just hard for me to tell. I need to reach as many of you all as I possibly can though because my survival is all about the odds, the gods and you all. The more of you all the more chances I will have the ability to find a husband and escape the destruction of my family. And if I escape you all get to escape too. Who would have thought we were so in this mess together? I never imagined in my whole life any of this. What a mind fuck, huh? I never knew about the war games till last May I figured this all out on my own. Now I realize why people have been destroying me my whole life, it is kind of a relief. It’s not me, its them fwwwh.

If only I could tell how far my updates go….. I know magic happens over night. I am not sure if you all have over night news updates or what but the world always changes over night. So I have to ask for you all to gossip like your life depends on it because it does. We are at war and they are killing us all, but there is hope. I suppose I am that hope. I have survived the destruction my whole life and can help you all do the same thing. We can overcome this together. I never knew I was fancy in any kind of way. I just thought I was an ordinary person with real bad luck and health. So I just want to be one of you all. I do not want to boss anyone around or be evil. I have experienced so much evil in my lifetime I have had enough.

I am parked in a residential area somewhere off the 405 north of Burbank and south of Santa Clara and last night I spent in Montebello after saying my spill in downtown LA. I wish I knew how far I went or what the rules were to this awful situation. I am just trying to reach you all. And I can tell I have reached the people I am near, but is that enough is always the question I have to ask myself. I figure word has to spread relatively quickly because you all have been kept small and manageable and been abused. But there are some times my family cult has a way of getting you all to keep information from others. Down here in California it has been the worst and the hardest. Oregon and WAshington were so easy, they still process oxytocin more correctly because we have space up there and do not police each other and torment each other so much. You know my family cult gets you all to turn into the bad guys down here and do their work for them right? You all abuse one another for them down here. It’s sad and I wonder if you all see this? You are supposed to be kind to one another. When I was little people were kind before the world went dark and my Dad took over. When my Grandma Kudearoff died my life changed dramatically, my world went dark. They gave me head surgery you know to implant something in my head to read my logical thoughts, that is why I am able to reach you all now. You can hear me because I have a chip in my head. Talk about crazy right? Omg, my life is so very weird. I have always just wanted to be normal and you all take it so foregranted. Every time you have a thought and it is a private thought you all should cheerish that. I am not allowed to ever have a private thought unless it is a creative thought and on the other side of my brain. However, I am a really sensitive person because of all the destruction I have endured. I have allowed it to make me better. I am asking you all to allow the destruction you have endured to make you better, not bitter. It is hard I am not going to lie, but it is beyond worth it. I could have taken all the destruction my family dished out and trumped them because you know I am a genius too. I have Asperger’s genius but they like to tell people I am “special”. What a shit show huh. This is what happens when you genetically modify your children to be smarter than you and you are into illogical destruction. There are a lot of cars driving by with poison exhausts right now, I wonder why people would fight this war for my family against me still after knowning they are just fighting for their own destruction? I can’t wait to get to ask someone this question! I think it has to do with trauma bonds and wanting to show your worth to the system that broke you, but I am not sure maybe there is another answer that I just do not see. I know no one of you all can save me, but maybe you all can help me just by getting people to stop destroying me for my family. My family cannot overtly kill me, but they do get you all to covertly destroy me every dang day. It is just annoying and I see how it lights up you all’s brains. It is hurtful and rude. I have done the unimaginable this year and you all disrespect my efforts to make your lives better with poisoning me. It hurts. And it hurts my brain because it is illogical. I came down here because there are so many Hispanic people and I want you all to know what you are facing and how to not die. My whole life my family has treated me like a Hispanic person even feeding me Mexican food all the time. I have suffered like you all have and I want to save you from total destruction because I had to heal cancer in a death camp in Arizona to be here today telling you all this. I escaped a death camp and survived cancer to get to this point. And then instead of just take what I know and keep it to myself. I battled to get to tell you all. I had no clue how I was going to get to you all, but I started a blog and here we are. Freedom of information and good health is what I am fighting for and the ability to pursue our potential. We all have had so many things kept from us all. It is not right. I was stolen from myself most of my life with destruction and you all are no different. The systems keep you all small just like my family has kept me small.

Information changes people. When you know better you do better. I cannot force you to do better, but I can sure ask you all to do better. I survived cancer in that death camp in Southern Arizona to fulfill my destiny and my destiny is to free you all. Never in my life would I have guessed I have the power to do that, but by some crazy act of God I do. So I need you all to help me help you all. I need you all to gossip and spread the news. I know you all are amazing at it when you do it because the people in Salem helped me win over the whole west coast all the way to Redding. I just had to do the leg work. I need you all to help me the same way the people in Salem helped me. I have to admit I still do not understand all of the war games, but I do understand we deserve better. We deserve not to be destroyed. And I want to help us all get there. I know I surprised you and came out of nowhere. Some of you all probably thought I was dead like my family told the world. but here I am very much alive. I represent hope, because if I can survive the destruction of my family, you all can too. The fact that I am alive says so much about everything. My being a good person is something you all have watched me be punished for my whole life, so you know I am really who I say I am. I have never been able to be turned to the dark side and that means you all are pretty safe with me if you are invested in having a better quality of life. I need you all to invest in me, I need you all to choose me. No one has ever chosen me, but I have chosen humanity my whole life. I believe people to be good, it is just the systems that make them stray from that good. Let’s eliminate the systems that make us stray from our original nature. We deserve to be who we are meant to be. I deserve to know what it feels like not to be destroyed and so do you all. I don’t think any of us really know what that feels like.

I need you all to spread the news about what is happening and I need you all to choose me and get people to stop destroying me. Destroying me means destroying any hope you all have for a brighter future. No one else in my family has their humanity. They all have watched what has happened to me and turned because they did not want to experience life like I have. I am the last hope for not only you, but your children and your grandchildren. Me little old me, the girl who could never do anything right or get anywhere in life. I have been kept small just like you all and the last thing I want to do is allow my family to keep the world small any longer. But I cannot do it alone. I need you all’s help and I need you all to find me a husband. I am not sure how the war games work or birthrights work completely, but there has to be another family that is influencial like mine somewhat. It would probably be good for me to team up with someone who understand what it is like to have a crippling birthright. I know finding someone from a fancy family who wants to do good may seem impossible, but I have this ability to bring out the good in people. People do good when it is an option on the table that they do not get punished for. I can get most people to see my way as the logical choice. I just need you all to get that one man in front of me and I can convince him to do the right thing. I have done the unthinkable this year, I have moved mountains and I am not going to stop. But I just need a little help. I do not need you all to save me, I just need a little help. Help me so I can help you. Life is all about symbiotic relationships. You know the redwoods in Northern California have a root system that connects them all, they are just one organism. We are like the Redwoods, we are one organism. We are humanity. We are in this together and I have fought to make it this far for so many years, well my whole life. I need you all to fight with me a little. Not overtly, but covertly. I need you all to help me spread awareness and find that man who will be my partner in changing the systems because we sure need him. My birthrights mean nothing but a death sentence without a husband. This covert war is pretty overt in my life. And I need you all to have hope, because we have to envision a better life before we can have it and manifest it. Believe in the power of the people. We are more powerful than the systems when we work together towards a common goal. The people up North working with me is why I am here today and if we can get you all on board we can win. Without them you all would not be hearing this now. Everyone helping me a little bit has made a world of difference. No one has overtly helped me, but a countless number have covertly helped me and that has made all the difference in the world. I don’t need you to do anything outlandish or crazy, just do the little covert things you do everyday. But be revolutionary in the covert things you do.

I appreciate you all and thank you for taking the time to listen and hear me. I understand this is a lot to take in and I caught you all very off guard, but thank you for being open minded enough to hear me. I also understand that my family will threaten you all and try to get you all not to help me and that is why I do not want you to overtly help me. Stay safe and be covertly revolutionary. There is no reason to endanger yourself, but there is also no reason to show loyalty to the old systems that aim to destroy you in every aspect of your life.

Thank you and Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Morning Rambles Saturday Jan 15th 2021

I need to talk this out. I know it is annoying to hear me ramble, but this whole year has been trial and error and imaginary lines and sub groups of people. It is a mess in my mind and makes more sense when I write it down.

So, I found somewhere last night where they do not completely overtly destroy me. I am on the west side of I5 in a residential area. I have not seen any of the people so I am not sure what they are. But my best guess is this has to do with the two wives my Dad killed. They were Aryans, but not the kind of Aryans who are still fighting this war for my family. They were the kind that do not profit greatly off the war games. I think they may even be against the genocides of people. Hard to say I often push my emotional spectrum onto others so I need to be careful there. But I am safe from overt destruction here. My lips are still tingling with poison there was still air traffic overhead all night but very limited, there were sirens and trains, but nothing like normal. No one has put on a Truman show for me really. Where are all the actors? Maybe I do not need you all to help me, maybe I just need you all not to overtly destroy me like this. I have been pretty overtly destroyed my whole life, so this is a nice break. I can survive this. My Dad is dying from colon cancer so I just have to keep surviving for a bit longer. See I never knew about my family having money or me getting an inheritance but apparently both those things are true. I just have to outlive my Dad and I will be able to buy some land and escape all the people who wish to destroy me overtly. Not my dream life, but hey it will work I suppose. That’s not going to help you all much though, because when my Dad officially dies my Brother takes over and then you all become prisoners of an overt war like me. It sucks, but I shared with you all what you need to do in order to survive. Your health is the biggest key to everything. If I have survived my family you all can too.

Last night gave me hope. Some of you all do follow the rules. Some of you all are willing to stop overtly destroying me. Some of you all do see that I have fought tooth and nail to get to this place in life and reach you all. Some of you see me and hear me.

Okay one guy just came out and he is South American and I smell Mexican food cooking somewhere nearby. These people have been destroyed just like me. Hmmm. I am sure he is putting poison in his trash can, but it is what it is. Oh he poisoned me I just got the head change. Makes sense South Americans prove their worth with destruction more than others. I must have just missed the boat on that trait. No, it is in me, I can destroy well because people underestimate me constantly. But I just don’t like to. It feels wrong.

Last night walking the dogs, the people here poisoned me a bit but not too much. It has been a week filled with so much poison and especially on the drive here. I was so light headed and naseaus by the time I got to LA last night. But I like to watch people and I could see people in their houses watching tv, but their children were in their rooms watching tv. Not one family was spending time together. It was weird. Maybe I am not missing out on much from not having family. With my family the best treatment was being left alone. And they covertly locked me away in numerous houses by myself my whole life trying to kill me. That is probably why I am still alive. They left me alone because they did not want to keep up the charade they started. Even now they are having a hard time keeping up the charade they started. I will go home soon and my Mom did say I could come do laundry and ferment food with her for a few days before I start working. My dogs need a bath and so do I. I just need to get situated. They cannot overtly kill me. Sure they can covertly try to kill me, but they have done that my whole life. So it is normal to me. I know it sounds nuts, but I don’t know any different. Family equals destruction in my eyes but now I just finally understand it all. I always wondered why they did not love me, but now I know it has nothing to do with me and everything to do with them. They are not capable of love. I am their science experiment that got away from them. I backfired on them and they are mad at me about it. I was never supposed to think for myself. This is why they did not run with the Autism/Aspergers genetic modifications and instead went with the Dyslexic one. Dyslexia makes you use your creative brain, Asperger’s makes you use your logical brain. I am their worst nightmare and they created me. They were looking to create a super soldier when they created me, but instead I asked them constantly why because they never made logical sense. They are mad at themselves for creating me and they take it out on me. They are even more mad that they have been unable to kill me due to modern technology. If I had been born 50 years sooner they would have been able to kill me and get away with it. My Dad even had life insurance on me till I was about 18 waiting for the moment for me to die. Their arrogance is why I am here and why I am still alive. They have always underestimated me because I am their creation. They will never see me as a human and an individual. I am supposed to be one of them, I am supposed to be theirs. But they tortured and hurt me my whole life. I never want to be owned again in my life, that is why I have not gotten married. I do not want to be owned. That is all Tae Roh wanted to do, he wanted to own me before he killed me and somehow I knew that. I am very lucky to be able to read people’s epigenetics because their words never tell the whole story in this kind of world. I have had to learn to read people in order to survive. My parents never let me have special interests as a child and that is what keeps kids with Asperger’s going. So I took up people as my special interest because my Mom could not stay away from people she feeds off them and she had to take me everywhere with her so no one would know how smart I was. I was kept from people right in front of their eyes. I was there but I wasn’t. So, I stayed quiet and studied the people waiting and planning for the day I would be free. I have spent my whole life waiting to be free and now I realize I will never be free. I have to admit that is a bit sad and makes me tear up. I have quietly waited for so long for something I will never have. Never. I will never get to be just me. I will always be a birthright. I will always be a symbol of the war games even though I have never partook in them. People look at me and see what I represent not who I am. They do not see that I am human, but just a symbol.

I have always just wanted to live on my own and be free from the destruction and dysfunction of others. I have never lived in a house that was not intended to kill me before. I have never had a bed that was not poisoned to spike my cortisol and make me feel crazy. But I did not know any of these things I just thought I was mentally ill and had really bad health. It has been about since Thanksgiving 2017 that I learned I was not crazy. I learned about Narcissism and I stopped taking my anxiety pills and I started writing a blog about cluster b personality disorders. They warred on me so badly after that, but I just thought I was going crazy. I have always blamed myself. When I stopped taking my anxiety pills the messages they implant in my head through the chips that reads my logical thoughts got a lot louder. I knew someone was in my head, but I did not know who. Not until this adventure did I figure it out. I have no privacy, absolutely none. So it is easier to journal like this publically on my blog so I remember there is no privacy. No one really reads my blog, but it helps me to feel more not crazy, aka sane. I have never gotten to be alone. I think this is why I crave to be alone so much. One day I hope you all help me get my brain back, but not until I am safe because this is keeping me alive right now. If I would not have figured out how to use what they have tortured me with to my advantage I would never have surivived not only my life, but this past year.

Soon I am going to have to pee and have to leave this bubble of safety in this residential area that I found quite magical. And I will have to face people destroying me again overtly. I can’t say I don’t hate that this is the way the world has to be for me and for us all, but we have to accept what is and just do the best we can. This is all I have done my whole life is just do my best. Of course there are times I have given up and played dead while I try to figure things out and my next move, but no matter what we just all keep going. That is what life is all about we all just keep going.

This is the most sober I have been in a long time and I really appreciate the moment to just be me. Thank you LA it was nice to be me with you all, but I have to pee and go back to my world again. I wish I could stay here with you all, but at home in Oregon I am pretty sure it will be my same old world of destruction overtly. I pray that it is more like here, but I have to prepare for what most likely the reality of my situation see the past repeats itself until we know better and do better. And I don’t know what I need to say to get the people in Oregon to do better. It scares me. They are like sociopaths like my family because they do not respond to logic. When you operate out of your emotions it is easy to be illogical and make a mess of everything. That is all my family does and they get everyone else to do it too. When you operate out of your emotions you operate out of your reptilian brain and you miss out on the human experience. The systems are meant and designed to keep you small and in your reptilian brain as much as possible. It is not who you are, it is keeping you from who you are.

I do not know what the future holds for me or for all of us, but I do know as Jordan Peterson says uncertainty is the only certainty in life. We all do what we have to in order to find certainty, but there really is none. We just like to disillusion ourselves. So we just need to get comfortable with being uncomfortable and that is one thing my life has taught me over and over. Also, learning how to play dead is a skill that really does not get enough credit. Knowing how to play dead has saved my life over and over. The past like 5 weeks I played dead in National City and look where it got me. I reached more people than I have this whole adventure in the past week. San Diego and LA have more people than all of Oregon and Washington. And you people down here are tough. You have been warred on greatly in every way. I hope you know we all see this and we acknowledge your pain. It’s a hard life down here even though it is so beautiful. I think that is why we end up in Oregon and Washington where there is space and we don’t have to deal with people as much, because we just aren’t as tough as you all. I want to think I could handle it down here, but I just don’t know. However, one day I hope people change and they get kinder and more humane and we don’t have to think about the world in terms of getting away from it all. One day we just need to submerge ourselves in life and living and the world without fear.

I hope for a lot one day because I have seen and experienced it in the quantum field. We can create any kind of world we choose as long as we all work together towards a common goal. Life and the world do not have to be like this. But until we realize we are more powerful than the systems when we come together, it will remain this way. The systems keep us small for a reason.

Okay I need to go see what the rest of the world feels and looks like. This was a nice little escape. I am going to hang out in LA for a bit longer and see what changes but I will be moving on soon. Thank you all for hearing me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

(Please Read To The End)

News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Dear Los Angeles

Dear Los Angeles

Well hello again, can you hear me? This is Nicole Graves from Oregon, Donnie Graves is my Father. I have been trying to reach you all for months now. You are a hard group to get to you know. I just drove here saying my speech over and over hoping you all would hear me and you all did. I just went into a Burger King and it was filled with Black and Mexican people who do not have access to my news updates and they would not help me. They looked at me like I was invisible. I have been invisible my whole life and destroyed.

If you could help me with getting the word out that destroying me is destroying any hope for a brighter future I would sure appreciate it. I am so tired of being on drugs and E. God I miss clean food and water. I have worked so hard this year to overcome the destruction and reach you all. So hard! I eat raw meat now to stay alive. It’s intense I tell you. I have so much information to share with you all.

I have been destroyed my whole life so I understand the destruction of the systems and the destruction of my family cult. We can overcome it, I have. It is not easy but it is possible. The fact that I am even alive is proof. I do not need to be saved, but I do need you all to help me. See I have this huge fancy birthright and it has almost killed me my whole life, but it means absolutely nothing without being married. I need you all to help me find a husband. And I need to get married as quickly as possible. I have avoided going back to Oregon most of the past year, but I have to go back I am running out of money and I accepted a new insurance job there. They will destroy me there though you know. This covert war has been overt in my life for awhile now. My chances of survival are up to the odds, the gods, and you all. And the more of you all I have on my side the better the chances I have. I need you all to gossip and spread the news about what all is happening. We are at war and they are killing us all. It is pretty intense. I understand because I did not know about the war games until last may when I was running from my family and escaped a death camp. I was so confused I had no clue what was happening. But I figured it out and the destruction of the systems. I do not know why people would support my family and fight this war against me for them. It makes no sense, other than they are not in the know. So in order to keep me safe I need you all to share information. I know it is not natural in the world we live in to show love, but I need you to show love and care about the people you share this world with because it is the right thing to do and the more you do it the more likely we all are to have a brighter future. I just learned about my birthrights fully and what they mean this past week in National City. I have been down here for months trying to figure out how to get to you all. I spent thanksgiving in Torrance. I need you all to help me so I can help you all heal. My blog is www.YouDeserveToHeal.com and I have everything written out there about the destruction of the systems and my family, etc. I have a You Tube channel Nicole Graves Kudearoff. I have tried so hard to reach you all. We all deserve so much better than this.

My Brother has ganged up with a group of Hispanic people down in Chula Vista who do not have access to my news updates in any way and I need you all to help me reach them and let them know they are being destroyed and there is a covert genocide. They are destroying themselves by teaming up with my Brother he is using them and keeping them in the dark. It is what my family does. Please help me end the maddness my Great Grandfather Hitler started. The genocide never stopped they just got more covert about it. It is hard to accept I am from my family. I know they told you all I was “special” my whole life, but really I have Asperger’s genius and I have been poking holes in their logic since I was 4 and I have been punished my whole life for it. I have been used as a training tool to keep you all in line. I never knew any of this till last year. I never knew my family was anything other than dysfunctional my whole life. I just need your help to fulfill my destiny. I understand I am asking the world, but I need help. I can survive the destruction for a bit longer because it has been a lifelong theme for me, but when my Dad dies soon and my Brother takes over you all will not be able to escape the destruction. Freewill will be a thing of the past soon. I want us all to have good lives together.

There are so many details, but I am just tired from driving and being poisoned. I need to rest. Please do not get sad about the news I have shared, get mad. Anger drives you forward in life when you allow it to. Be revolutionary with me.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Long News Update by Nicole Graves Kudearoff

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News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com

Hello there! I am Nicole Graves. You all know my Father, Donnie Graves, the leader of the dark side and my Mother, Margie Graves, of the Kudearoff Klan of Oregon. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side(they like to tell people I am “Special”). It is a long complex story that you are more than welcome to read about here on this blog on the internet(www.YouDeserveToHeal.com).

I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:

  1. There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism and Dyslexia to keep us all small and manageable. Read More Below: Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
  2. The Systems Of The World Are Set Up To Make Us All Fail. Read More Below: The Systems Set Us All Up To Fail
  3. There is a covert genocide of Hispanic People happening. Read More Below: Hispanic Genocide (Edit: Also, Italian & Black people)
  4. The systems are set up to make you all loose the ability to feel love and humanity. Read More Below: Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
  5. I have been creating a revolution since March 30, 2021 all up and down the west coast to throw my Dad and Brother out of power. You all are the last to get on board and you all need to join me. My Dad is dying of colon cancer and I want to free the people and help you all heal. But he wants me to die and my Brother to take over. Long Story! But my Dad is still mad that I have rejected illogical evil my whole life and has punished me for a lifetime. Read More Here: New To My Revolution-What You Need To Do

Please subscribe to my information updates and stay tuned.

Nice to meet you & Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it.

My 3 Birthrights

  1. I am my Father’s daughter and first born.
  2. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Kudearoff side of my family.
  3. I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on the Graves side of my family.

My birthrights trump my Brother’s birthrights.

The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All

Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.

  1. Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
  2. Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
  3. Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
  4. Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
  5. Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
  6. Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry-run by Aryans
  7. Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more–run by Aryans
  8. Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy-I have not driven the majority of my life this is also why my epigenetics are better than most
  9. Oil/Gasoline Industry-my Grandpa Graves was big into the oil industry in Argentina it is a South American thing-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
  10. Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
  11. Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
  12. Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
  13. News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
  14. Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
  15. Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when the Certain One was dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
  16. Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
  17. Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(Fragment: you should have seen how sick the people were at the dispensary in Southern Arizona were that I went to. They put so much poison in the weed there! They use it to thin the herd.)
  18. Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-my brother worked at the distributor-these are the people who poison the soda as well
  19. Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-I had a Sugar Daddy who was a tobacco farmer in NC-they bought his tobacco but would not tell him how many cigarettes they made out of it. like this much tobacco equals so many cigarettes-super shady industry
  20. Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow-school teachers are something that some families in my family cult do generation after generation-Amanda Hunt my best friend growing up, her family is a line of school teachers from within the war games
  21. Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet(thanks Mom). When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
  22. Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
  23. Gym Industry-used to poison people(this is where I get concentration camp showers)– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–also my family cult really enjoys giving people heart attacks with intense exercise-SS soldier industry
  24. Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you

We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? It is not just my family cult, it is our family cult. Our family cult is the wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives, aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(Not to mention genetically modify us all). Just let me know when you all are ready to be revolutionary, I will be over here in Santa Barbara eating chips, working on my writing project, and waiting for you all to have had enough.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders

Last night was a huge realization moment. People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.

The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. This is why I am so different than most of you all. My genetic modifications make me a more logical thinker and I have not been involved in the war games so I have not encountered as drastic of an impact on my epigenetics.

When I get excited about something it is hard to slow down and explain things so bare with me. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way they get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something. This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. My favorite question is why and I rarely can do something unless I know the logic behind it. This is why I have such a hard time relating to people is because I am constantly asking myself why you all are doing what you are doing. And now I realize you all do not even know, because you have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things.

This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain because a lack of zinc allows for more absorbtion of heavy metals.

An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.

Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?)

Are we all ready to revolt now, because the system is keeping you small in every way possible? You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my Dad has created.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

P.S. Hispanic Genocide

Southern California

I forgot to mention the kicker of it all. But first you all have to promise if you are 35 and under and of Hispanic decent you will help me get the rest of my revolutionary people to revolt and shoot maybe even riot. See you all were treated just like me, genetically modified and tortured.

My Great Grandfather Hitler hated the Hispanic people and started a covert genocide on you all. My Dad has followed in his foot steps. However, some Hispanic people know about this genocide, but most of the younger generations do not. I am not sure the reason behind who knows and who doesn’t yet. It has been a really long couple years, but the past few weeks I have been on E while putting together these last few pieces of this crazy puzzle.

See Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like Mexican food here. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why you all have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why you all die younger and from what I can tell by the graves in Santa Fe and your epigenetics more painfully.

So yeah, Hispanic genocide is something the Aryans/Hybrids have known about. And they are okay with it, because they knew their priviledge came with this cost. These are mostly the whites, but a few South Americans too, who live west of 101. Some of them have joined the revolution, but the few people left fighting this war are mostly the Aryans/Hybrids. This is the race my Great Grandfather Hitler thought was the ideal, but even in their epigenetics they are missing something.

The pieces it has taken to discover this have been great and choppy, but here we are and one day I will explain all the how I figured it out. But here is the how our family cult is executing the Hispanic people in a covert genocide. If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped my family just got better at covert genocide.

Are you ready to get angry with me and help me get the others to revolt?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness

When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. Here in Santa Barbara I have seen some variations that I have not seen before. Which makes sense because I have not been exposed to Scandinavians since my Dad was married to Kris(aka about 30 years). If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.

This morning I was talking on the Jeep cam about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains have been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.

Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.

You all left fighting this war have accepted learned helplessness and accepted that my death is something you can not do anything about. This is literally effecting your epigenetic expression. This is how my family cult uses me to break people. They use me to get you to accept the unacceptable-which is learned helplessness. The the majority of people involved in this revolution/conflict/war have accepted that they have power over their own lives, no matter how much they have been told they do not.(Fragment: Anger makes you feel empowered.)

Those of you fighting this war(especially those I see today), no matter how much you try to hide it with the exterior, feel powerless and have accepted learned helplessness. You have accepted being kept small, manageable, and diseased as the way it will always be. But why is my question? I think it is merely because no one has ever shown you a different way.

If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this war/revolution is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Predestined Greatness

The other day in one of my videos before I went to the Springfield Police, I was trying to understand why I have a hard time putting myself first and choosing me. Well, I was raised to be the scapegoat of my family cult. All the South Americans view me as the scapegoat and the reason why my Dad hasn’t lead us to greatness. Aka I am his excuse.

Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected someone who is so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? His poor ability to lead us to a good place has nothing to do with me. It has to do with his value system. He does not value greatness, otherwise he would value potential. My Dad has lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to his own ego. How dare you desire to be better than him at any thing!

Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my Mom and Dad like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that they expect you all to adopt, right?

Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

My New Revolutionary Members

I see people taking part in this war for our family cult and they look like they are in pain. One guy was literally biting his nails. I understand it takes awhile for the news to spread, but once you are hip to the news there is another option besides blindly taking orders.

Over here on the revolutionary side we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:

  1. Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
  2. Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail.
  3. Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
  4. While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family(especially on the West Coast)to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.

My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. Somehow my updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.

Love you Always

Nicole Graves

I See Your Humanity

I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside like my family. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as my family is concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before my family will figure out how to take what you value from you.

You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world. Unlike my family who gets even worse behind closed doors.

You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. No one else in my family has humanity and so I understand why you are scared of them. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different way. I am the last chance at a different way of life and I need you to respect and honor what I have fought for my whole life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing. You all need to pick me by choosing your children and joining my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For

Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.

  1. You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
  2. You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
  3. You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand that my family cult has set the systems up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
  4. You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
  5. You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
  6. You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
  7. You believe the Hispanic people should all die in order for you to have a better quality of life. Even though that quality of life will still involve constant pain and suffering.
  8. You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with destiny for your children as well.
  9. You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
  10. You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)

Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?

Do Better!

Love Always

Nicole Graves

Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games

This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about my family, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things my family cult is doing to destroy and disillusion us all.

  1. Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
  2. Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, and Black
  3. Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
  4. All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
  5. Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
  6. Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
  7. Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
  8. Marriage is a lie, because the men in the war games prefer sex with other men(plus they molest children)
  9. We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
  10. Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
  11. Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
  12. Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
  13. Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
  14. Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
  15. Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  16. We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  17. Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  18. Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  19. People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the war games/world and convince the masses and intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
  20. We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
  21. Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
  22. You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
  23. The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination my family cult plays with us all
  24. We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill
  25. Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully and create disease
  26. The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased
  27. Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and that the systems are the ones that can save us
  28. Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
  29. The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
  30. Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  31. Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  32. Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
  33. We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
  34. Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
  35. When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will, yet they expect us to buy into being small because they cannot access their own quantum field-this is why group meditation changes the world
  36. Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
  37. We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
  38. Your gut bacteria and microbiome is used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
  39. Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
  40. The worldwide war games are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
  41. Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer
  42. The war games are a worldwide affair just more covert in some places and more overt in others
  43. Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war for my family cult when called upon
  44. We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
  45. I am the last person in a family in a place of power who has fought to keep my humanity and I am willing to help the world change the systems. Yet not everyone who has been destroyed by the systems values my efforts or me
  46. Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
  47. Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even my father has cancer
  48. Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
  49. Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
  50. Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
  51. Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
  52. We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
  53. We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
  54. We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
  55. Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
  56. Religion is used as a war games weapon. God and love are used against us all.
  57. The war games are a covert war, yet everyone plans and lives their live dictated by them by choice-it is not an overt war
  58. Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
  59. Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the war games to complicate every aspect of our lives
  60. There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other

Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places this war game is overt and here we are letting a covert war game get the best of us. How do you think this makes the people who live with the overt war games feel? We all have been blessed and it is our duty to stand not only for what is right, but for the world. We are all equal and deserving.

Love Always

Nicole Graves