I was having girl talk with some of the ladies who were sent to keep me company tonight and I told them if I was them I would play financial domination with the people who have kept me small and dominated me throughout my life if I was them and had the app(king dom shit).
As long as the servers are up and running and the kitchen cleaner is still around make hay while the getting is good. Cash apps, PayPal, bank transfers. If you ever get questioned just say you freelance or it was a Christmas gift or they paid you to Xmas shop. Keep them high and sleep deprived and get what you want. It’s not evil it’s just. It’s not greedy it’s just.
Tge men who run this stupid imaginary game have kept all women small to ensure their own survival and well being and greed/selfishness. Do unto others.
Just wanted to make sure everyone knew about this. When they turn servers off just brainwash people to turn them back on. This continues until the kitchen cleaner and app are gone. They chose to go against us all getting better so they could continue their game. Game on! 🎯
No Mercy! Play to win, they have. There are no rules. They don’t follow rules. Why should we? Their rules keep us stuck and subservient!
Have you watched the news lately ? Everyone is running wild lately and causing chaos and havoc. The floods are from the weather machines that the people in San Diego control.
The election results are from the machines/technology that counts votes, just like they rigged the election when Trump ran the first time. Texas turned Democrat is how Ludacris this all is. Remember Democrats were the ones who owned slaves. (Summon them, I dare ya).
The Republican Party (19th Century): Founded in 1854 as a northern-based anti-slavery party, the Republican Party opposed the western expansion of slavery. Abraham Lincoln, the first Republican president elected in 1860, led the Union during the Civil War to defeat the Confederacy.
They released the measels virus again and are killing kids. To fear monger so you get your kids vaccinated when the vaccine companies are not even legally responsible for the destruction the vaccines cause.
People are going crazy, or at least letting their crazy hang out all the way.
It seems it is the cults that are responsible for continuing the revolution. Remember how I said the big cities are cults of people from all different groups. They hunted me at the beginning of this revolution. There is no maternal or paternal relationship in these groups. They collect bobbleheads,/barbies from all the groups and fancy families, and corporate America, and the government. Then they do the same thing everyone else does destroy everything they can.
Collecting people like me allows for these people to brainwash the world and have absolute power with their barbies in the government and corporate America. So last night I ended my game, the king and queen, dictator, military game. You are not to pay attention to anyone who does not have your best interest in mind.
I declare anarchy. You all need to use the energy grid to hold people accountable and torture them. Pain is the only thing that allows people to overcome subconscious beliefs besides critical logical thoughts, remember the epigenetics book with the fruit washing monkeys.
I do not think people can tell who summoned them unless they know you or your voice. Try it and see with a friend. Anyone can do it I think. When you have them get them to pull their spirit and consciousness in as much as possible. This way you can feel them. Then ask yes or not questions. If you get a big feeling it’s a yes. If it’s a small feeling it’s a no. Big=yes Small= No
if they are already in your world you can get them to talk, but they have demons. So string out the demons. It’s not an exact science and it works better if you torchure them first and make them feel fear. Wear them down first and you get better answers.
It’s not an exact science and what works for me may not work for others. Play around with it and see what you find. You can even give people in your personal life lie detector questions using this technique. They may know who you are, but people in your personal life should have nothing to hide right? !?
i invite the world to find the epicenter of these cults and the lesser nobles and torchure them. Get them fired from their jobs, spend their money like it’s going out of style, break their cars, get them dirty water at home, watered down gas at gas stations, never let them get their car fixed even when they pay for it, etc. Do to them everything they have done to me and the things they do to you all. Fear and pain and suffering are the only things that will make them stop. As long as there are no consequences for their actions or the consequences are minimal they will continue to do whatever they want.
Im taking a few days off. I’m tired. Remember to listen to the recorded meditations. Get the people who control the chips to play them in people’s ears.
My life has not improved since last year when I got here. The only reason I have any peace is because I know how to survive the destruction. And because I kept chewing my leg off to rattle my chip free. I’m not sure what you all have accomplished in the real world out there, but you haven’t done anything to help me
Be productive, move your chips, listen to the meditations, and eat and sleep. It’s an order lol
They kept me up most of the night last night and I did puzzles and listened to music. Let me share some things I put together.
The German Ukrainians with ties to western Europe were the ones who started this revolution against me around 2012(they also have western European moms aka mitochondria). But when I spent time in Medford all the Western European groups really started acting out. That’s when everyone went crazy from all the brainwashing and everyone started brainwashing everyone. Every man for himself style.
There are multiple different wars fighting to take over the world. The east versus west, which is eastern Europeans versus western European. But it’s not by mitochondria all the time. Some times it’s by association which is by paternal lineage.
Examples: Springfield is eastern European mitochondria aka moms. Eugene is western European moms.
Medford is western European moms. Ashland is eastern European moms.
Portland and all the land towns are eastern.
field towns are eastern
ville towns are western
its not always mitochondria sometimes it’s association.
The great Grandpa Graves association is Western European. This ties to England royal family.
The great great Grabdpa Graves association is Eastern Europe. This ties to Polish Royal family.
Then within the east west wars there are sub wars between the north and south.
All these different groups have tortured me and my family since before I was born. And they all participate in brainwashing the world and each other while creating world terrorism in any way possible. To create a fear based environment where everyone lives in fear and is confused. And high from the kitchen cleaner. Always putting in their two cents for destruction while bobbleheading and demoning the top and anyone in a place of power. They don’t earn power or anything. They just bully and take.
However, the west group and association started this when they killed my grandparents in 1980s. Then proceeded to tear down the Berlin wall, take apart the ussr, and dominate the United nations and world.
I have not found the words to figure out who is at the center of this all. But there is an epicenter. I just have to find the words, spells. I encourage you all to send me pieces in the field without words that will help me find these words and spells.
There are no clear lines or sides. But there are people at the center of this destruction and chaos. But everyone is guilty of their two cents and many people even more. Humans are supposed to fight back. But you are not to hurt people who have never hurt you or dominate each other(king dom shit). We have to find the epicenter so we can fight back properly. We are not to just lash out at everyone like a wild animal that is cornered and has been abused.
The roots go back to Germany, Korea, and the west coast of United States.
Crockpot on it. Especially the ones from my parents generation. I know you all have been brainwashed the most, but you have the pieces I need to complete this puzzle.
Over the past year and half you have unknowingly given me more pieces than I know what to do with. But something is missing. And I know you all know what I need to know. You will die soon. If you do not share those pieces before you die. I do believe you will regret it. Because some of you have the whole puzzle because I always put all my pieces on the table. I finished your puzzle. I expect you to help me finish mine. That’s an order.
Last night I found the instigators left perpetuating this madness that will end the world and kill us all if not stopped. But here’s the thing. They are just like action figures that all the demons use to brainwash the world. The people found today are not from my game mostly. However if the Mom groups had not been working so hard with the regular people doing a lot of the heavy if not all of the lifting. I’m certain it would have been people from the top and top of middle too.
Everyone puts in their two cents and no one has the money to buy their way out of this mess, because no one can afford to undo all the destruction they caused. An eye for an eye and the whole world is blind. You real eyes this right?!?
Do you see your part in all of this? You need to. And you need to spend the rest of your lives doing good and cleaning up your mess.
Looks like I may be able to keep the instigators here with me for a bit. But one day I will have to release them. I need for you all to do your part to stop everyone from demoning people and playing Barbies. You need to live your life, not pretend to be someone you are not and live their life.
I get it my life sucks too. But do better and your life will get better. That’s an order!
Im going to sit and meditate for a bit now. You can join me, but I’m not in the mood to storm or talk much. I’m pooped and it’s been a very long day. The poison is so strong.
I would like the app to be updated asap. I think it’s safe now.
My demons today are the old school kind who have known me since childhood. You know what they helped me realize? I am still that difficult child that will not let them lie to me and boss me around. I have evolved but I have not changed. Been the same since I was 4. Who were you when you were 4 before they wore you down and broke you? Be that person. You can evolve but don’t let people change you.
lets meditate if you time. Micro macro
You born to change the world and you do that by changing yourself and thus changing time and space around you. Read this again in the morning promise?!?!
Im sure there was something else eventful that happened today, but I hope you get the cliffnotes from somewhere Because it feels like groundhogs day everyday. They are poisoning me a lot already so I’m a bit grouchy. Hopefully it passes.
Let’s do the thing. Btw I had a great time with you all last night. I woke up happy thank you
We are meditating if you would like to join for the last bit. I forgot to post when we started. Sorry!
Addition to the release button!!!
After you release say ” change channel and new highways”
this changes the highways in your brain that connect to your chip and the channel of your chip. Anytime there is too much noise or confusion in your head try these!
Xoxo
Nicole
W are storming , but you can catch the replay too😉
Your release button is installed and ready to be used. Any time you feel brainwashed or confused, do a release like when we meditate with gamma brain waves. It will connect all parts of your brain with your body and guts and set you free. Clear up the confusion. You probably don’t have to put your palms up but do what feels right. You can do it while closing your eyes and no one has to see. I assume this will work when you have demons trying to control you too.
I expect all demons to use this technique immediately and get out of other people’s heads and bodies. Try being with a friend or someone you like if you need company. You can be with people without demoning them.
Today the roots were found. It’s the military groups that have bobbleheaded the dictators and gotten the royal families kicked out and been doing wars and world terrorism and pandemics. They are all races. They also do stock markets. Russian communist style.
When we get the new App made I would like some people to still have access to this app, so they can research people to find the leaders of these groups worldwid. We need to watch them for a bit to see all the cookie jars they have their hands in. And the people who make up this team or group need to be greatly diverse and include everyone.
The military cult playbook is also written by Robert Greene “The 33 Strategies Of War” I would like this book to be available immediately to everyone in the military worldwide in print and audio format. When I get home I will read it to the world. It will be good foRobertsr us all to be informed consumers!
Roberts chop information will be quite the treat!
We will meditate later in a bit. I will let you all know.
Lets meditate! I’m grouchy tired and my liver and kidneys hurt from the poison. I have no promises other than I’m willing to sit and breath and listen to some music with you all. And I can’t promise to turn the chanting buns off. Maybe but no promises.
can you all do the Russian nesting doll thing and make sure the military plays the message to move your head/chip recording multiple times a day for the world please? Especially in my family’s heads.
People are still using their chip worlds to brainwash the masses. Just like they used mine.
My brother and my Dad’s world are used to rig the stock market. I’m pretty sure this is what they are planning to use their fake kids for too.
I’m glad to announce I’m pretty sure the group at the roots of this is motivated by not only by controlling the United nations, facism in Scandinavian countries(and new york, California, new Jersey), but also by controlling the world economy using the American economy(Russian communist style)Because remember all currencies are tied to the American dollar. Which means it should be pretty easy to find a paper trail to them.
Start with chip data from my Dad and brother. And also look into Tony from New York and the LA farmer’s chip data. The group does involve lesser nobles from spanish royal family, Italians(it’s like the German noble families very divided) and Romanoffs. They aren’t really royal. They are just distant relatives. Anyone with real royal birthrights they bobblehead and breed.
Im not going to remember all this stuff so I’m writing it down and hopefully someone can organize it.
Mom messages remind everyone to take money out of stock market.
without the app, they won’t be able to rig the world economy and stock markets as easily. Turn all the servers off every morning fifteen minutes before the stock Market opens or so vary it.
Lets meditate.
anyone who can do anything to make the poison lessen would be great. I’m super swollen. There shouldn’t be kitchen cleaner like this being made anymore.
See you in the field!
xoxo
Nicole
ican you just cut all Eugene Springfield off from kitchen cleaner? They are following my orders I think , but they are over doing the heavy metals big time to compensate. Just get rid of it all here. The people ion the west coast are so strung out they could use a detox anyways!
So I was sitting here going through shorts on YouTube and I was like something is missing today. And it took me a minute to realize the yelling in my head stopped after my meditation this afternoon. Those gamma waves on the left side of my head really paid off. You do!
Let’s meditate if you aren’t busy. I don’t know what kind, but we shall see.
I ordered Amazon so I can get some more gel caps for the winter viruses they give me. Maybe you all could send some positive wishes about them not being too poisoned. Aka brainwash them 🫣 lol but seriously!
im starting a meditation if you all would like to join. I’m not sure what kind it will be. … Guess we will just get what we need.
The poison has been so strong it’s overloading my liver and making me grouchy and swollen. So I apologize for being angry and in a mood. I really try hard to overcome my environment, but I’m human too.
It is a group of Eastern Europeans today. It was Spanish yesterday. Before that it was the East Germans groups.
These different groups are not tied together in a negative feedback loop. The East Germans were. But the recent groups, Spanish and Eastern Europeans, are their own games.
Maybe I have not explained what is happening clearly enough for everyone to understand. So let me explain what has been happening since world war 1.
People have been mostly malnourished since forever. There have always been times of feast and famine. It’s just life and nature. But war always causes famine because men stop working on farming things like meat and vegetables or grains to fight wars. Leading to malnutrition. We inherit nutritional deficiencies from our maternal line, along with gut bugs and pathogens. The more destroyed someone’s gut bacteria the more deformed their brain is. Meaning the amglada is enlarged. All these things cause for people to be easily brainwashed and controlled.
world war 1 was brainwashing. All the groups in Europe started interacting more and they tried to brainwash the others to gain control of their nations. The war caused great devistation. And we have never recovered. Plus there are more groups fighting to brainwash the world and take over.
Racism, survival mode, propaganda, world wide media, etc. There are so many factors. But this is all about people wanting to take over and control the world when they cannot even control themselves.
This probably would have happened even without chips in our heads. But it would have taken a few more generations.
I am pretty sure the App is owned by a Spanish guy. He probably claims to be French. I found him yesterday, but he has demons, so I was unable to have a conversation with him. I was able to find people to redo the app, but no one wants to redo it without guarantees of safety.
I have never found anyone without demons. Remember how I talked to you all for years about the metaphorical death people have had around me my whole life? Well turns out it is the demons who kill people metaphorically. I have never seen anyone recover. And there are more people with the app than ever before.
When I went to homeless camp. You all heard and it overwhelmed your brain so much that you did not form memories of it all. This is how your brain is designed to protect you from trauma. It’s supposed to help you heal after being chased by a tiger. But the thing is the tiger is still chasing us all. And you all are in survival mode more than ever. Which activates your reptilian brain and amygdala. Which again makes you easier to brainwash.
Plus all the groups partook in brainwashing the world whole they were screaming at me. And they have not stopped since then.
I do not understand the brainwashing and why it is working. I understand enough that I can feel it when they scream in my head to brainwash you all. It is a gut feeling and it feels wrong. Do you not get that feeling when you talk to people? Either their words match with the feeling in your guts or they don’t. I rarely in my life have spoken to anyone who makes my gut feel at ease and that their words are true. Maybe never. So I don’t understand why you people trust anyone. I mean it took you forever to trust me and you have watched me for a lifetime and know I don’t lie. Why do you trust anyone? I mean I tell you all to fact check me all the time. Who are you blindly listening to? And why in the world would you ever do that? Especially after we have talked about the world of hurt and lies we all live in for years!
We need to find the leaders of the groups who are still perpetuating this nonsense. It’s no longer the east Germans or the SS groups. But there are leaders which start this everyday and night. It’s all day everyday. In March it will be 6 years of this on top of a lifetime.
All of these groups have been torturing me for almost 46 years. I have had enough. Absolute power means I have absolutely gotten the worst of it from all of them. The poison has been extremely stronger since the East Germans dropped out. The Ukrainians are highly involved in all these groups, but more so since the East Germans dropped out. I don’t really care what race, ethnicity, or nationality people are. What I care about is them trying to kill us all and stop us from getting better.
This revolution has been all these groups fighting for control over me and world. COVID was these groups fighting for control over me and the world. All they do is fight over the Truman show we all live in. And they are very different shows. The Polish SS group control that app. The ones in Kansas mostly.
So what is the solution? Where do we go from here? The Mom announcements from the royal/military game, my game, are not workin. These people brainwash the military to hold us all hostage worldwide and they brainwash the people who do the announcements as well.
We do things to military people to destroy their gut bacteria to make them easier to brainwash. I have talked to you all about this for years too. Now do you understand why the military needs to be super human starting with their gut bugs?
I’m frustrated. I’m hurt. I’m extremely poisoned. I’m tired. I want to go home. I want people to stop stealing from me in every way. I hate people. I want to kill all the weak minded people because their gut bacteria is contagious and infecting us all. It’s a pandemic. Beyond anything you could imagine because you have been brainwashed to forget everything I have been through for a lifetime, not just this revolution. I try not to talk about my feelings or emotions much because I don’t want to overwhelm you all. And who really can understand what I have been through?
Are you starting to understand how bad the brain damage is? Now do you understand why our gut bacteria is the most important thing on Earth?
I would love to say that I feel like the people in places of power in my game or the military would be able to figure this out. But I know from the Hermaston Moms that the people in places of power get in the way of progress. All of the brainwashing/take over the world groups demon those people to incapacitate them. Look at my family probably sitting like bumps on a log watching TV every night, right? They play dead because they are.
Whoever has an idea on how to move forward, this is the permission you need to run with it. You cannot rely on people in places of power to solve this for any of us. They try sometimes. I want to believe they will do better without demons. But like I said before I have never seen anyone get better after the metaphorical death I talked about. So we can’t count on them for much of anything. Because they will be highly traumatized if they ever truly come to again. Or maybe it will be for the first time ever because they have been like this for a lifetime.
My mom’s demons got her to jump off a roof. She thought her demons were her. All the people who killed their parents in the 1980s and 1990s just this week finally admitted they don’t know who got them to do it. I found the people who came up with the idea and they are Ukrainian. Eastern Europeans are better at brainwashing. But no one really remembers or understands how it works. Or their demons just won’t explain it to me.
Burn down the buildings with servers for the app. Kill the weak minded people. Kill the people doing all this nonsense. Kill someone because they are hurting us all. Just do something. If that doesn’t work do something else. Keep going.
Thats all I have for today. This is permission for every man for himself and organize however you see fit. Go beyond the boundaries of your mom groups because they assigned those wrong too when they started the nightly announcements with modern tech. Your not even in your right groups. And most people in the east think they are from the northeast. And many of those people think they are mixed polish. It’s statistically impossible. A lot of the labels you all use to describe yourself in this game are wrong. Because people are assigning you roles to play to benefit their agenda.
i just wanted to remind you all to write about our experience / meditation from last night. Talk about your crockpots, your realizations, anything you saw or felt or want to explore or understand more or better. Write about what you hope to get out of our rewiring meditations. What does your brain feel like today? Your body? Your mind? Write about what life will be like once your brain is fully connected and how that will change your life both big picture and just in daily life. Any of those feelings your real eyes had in your guts that you can find words for write it down. What did your gut feel like last night? What about afterwards? This morning?
If you enjoyed the experience talk about what you liked? If you weren’t thrilled with it all what could be better or what could you live without next time? Just write anything down to help you document your journey. What were your Likes and dislikes? Were you surprised? Shocked? Explain.
We will do more tonight to cement the highways and interstates we created last night, but not as much. We need a light drive tonight.
Aso I have approved nicorette gum kitchen cleaner. Something to take the edge off. Not too strong. Not so destructive. Hopefully stuff to improve cell regeneration and speed up cell turn over. Basically something small so you all do not have to go cold turkey. I worry that will have poor health consequences. But no viruses, no yeast. Light heavy metals and chemicals. Bacteria is fine. But do a wide variety of different kinds of bacteria to improve our gut bug diversity and thus our immune systems.
That’s all for today. I will let you know when I start meditation later tonight, but there will be the recording too.
Starting my second meditation of the day now if you would like to join in.
I want to try something new with nuerotransmitters. So if your feeling brave I would appreciate the company. Especially if you have taken hallucinogens before. They activate seratonin recepotors. And seratonin activates immune system
So if you have chronic illness or depression this may be the meditation for you. I’m sure there will be a replay of your busy.
With everything as it is, we need to stop the production of kitchen cleaner. This is not just for revolutionary purposes, but to protect people from themselves. The demons are obviously quite vicious and I bet you all are in worse health than ever. At least the SS groups are. The worse people’s brain damage, the longer this continues. Demons are possible because you all have enlarged amgladas. And your stressed. And your junkies.
Remember how you all were so shocked about the SS groups getting the people around me strung out on street drugs and horse tranquilizers? Well that’s what they are doing to you all worldwide. And even if you think you don’t have a problem, when they demon you they get you strung out on kitchen cleaner. This over rides your critical logical mond, turning you into a junkie who operates using your reptilian brain.
Plus they are probably demoning the people who make it and there are still viruses in it. These create chronic illness and malnutrition which also makes you easier to brainwash and zonk.
I’m tired of the world knowing better, but still doing the same old things. I hope there are people in the world like me who don’t allow the brainwashing. But my family would have killed me had I given them the chance and so would everyone else I have ever been around or known throughout my life. I’m tired of people being weak and not thinking for themselves. But I know someone out there can think for themselves because I wouldn’t be alive otherwise. You kept me alive for this. Better make it worthwhile.
Brainwash everyone to stop kitchen cleaner production and distribution. And put orders out. And do it everyday. Until we are free. We will discuss creating some sort of new kitchen cleaner after I’m free, but I think you all taking herbs, supplements, and vitamins and minerals is more in your best interest. Being a junkie makes you vulnerable forever.
Mefitatuon starting now.
My chip finally is almost out and you can barely hear the yellers trying to brainwash the world. So I played them disturbing my meditation videos again. Because they would have done it anyway. But the yelling has been so bad my chip.is rattling out. You all need to move your brain. The only guarantees that you will never experience homeless camp is by breaking your chip. It took 18months for me to get the noise to almost go completely away. My broadcast is still working and the buttons still work. I’m not sure how long it will take me to rattle it the rest of the way out. But I intend to find out. And I expect you all to as well. Move your brain, high gamma waves that my be your chip also help.
Lastly, find the servers for the Polish app that creates the Truman show of the world and divides us all into groups. There will be servers all over the world. Find them. Know who controls them. Shut off as many as possible. These are war machines holding us all hostage in a false reality. They are used to gangs talk and hunt people. Plus they connect to our chips. Your location is always being tracked because they want and need to control the world we experience and see in order to control us. And we all see different worlds. We need to all live in the same reality and truth in order to get better together.
I am going to meditate for the next hour or two. Feel free to join in, even if just for a few minutes to release your brain and nervous system.
Hopefully we can mediate together where I talk and give you all a tour of different spaces, but for now you need to do your own tours. You can check the video of me safely. And you all can post a recording of the video for people to play while they meditate. As long as there is no audio. But I’m just going to sit and do my fidgets like normal.
Things to think of while you meditate
Your breathing. In with pieces out with pieces so you get peace. Tune your antenna. Be the best you.
Sit up straight, fidget, stretch. Your spine is your antenna. Is it flowing properly?
Crock-Pot stuff at the beginning, not to actively think about but go do something else and the answer will come to you style. Just set it and forget it.
It’s not about silence or controlling or censoring yourself. It’s about being yourself without judgement. Release judgement and your brain and you get that nothiness feeling. But all meditation isn’t about nothingness. Some days or minutes you need other stuff. Get what you need out of it without judgement. Why judge yourself for getting what you need? Caring for yourself if about meeting your own needs without judgement. As long as you are not hurting someone it will help you tune your antenna and achieve potential. Plus it feels good
Push your breath and energy down to the bottom of your core and build pressure. Then do releases. You don’t need others to have Os. We all need joy and releases. But you may want to build up some energy to take you through the day too. It’s a choose your own adventure. Breath in nose out nose to build pressure. In nose out mouth to release. This breath work can be done with yoga, exercise, or stretching and it intensifies it.
Set the intention to find your purpose, and skills and gifts. Follow your joy. It leads you to where you belong. Set it and forget it. It will come to you if you don’t get in your own way.
There is tons more I normally just ramble. I never really thought about what I was doing much. So this the best I got for now. I just talk and do my thing. Writing about it feels weird.
if you are busy now, don’t worry I left pieces in the field for you to retrieve anytime you choose. Just find the parts of your space that overlap with my space. Like a vin diagram. We all have common ground and share space. Be a space cadet.
The broadcast from my chip is being played in people’s ears to keep them in a zombie state and these are the people being used to brainwash the people who are choosing to be demons. I need you all to understand this. And remember it.
Even if my broadcast is not being played in your ear, when you tune in(no matter the platform or way) you are being brainwashed. All the people who demon me and scream in my head, thus being broadcast via my chip, have demons themselves who use them as a channel to brainwash the world unknowingly. Russian nesting doll style!!
How To Deal With This & To Do
Make sure there are always people running purple rain camp in my chip/world to keep the demons from talking/screaming and brainwashing the world. 24/7 … Remember to say no channel and brick wall because our channel starts in our guts(I think it’s connected to our real eyes/opera neurons)
Remove my chip from the app. Just delete my channel so no demons allowed and I am the only one who can speak on it. Ideally redo the app to protect us all
Find the servers. Find the people who own them and run them. Make this information known worldwide for accountability. Especially the people in the military who run them. Then have people check on those people regularly to make sure they aren’t zonked and plugging the damn things back in. Whenever the chips get louder more servers have been plugged back in.
Remove the meditation videos from being played back because they have brainwashing in them. This is why the demons always talk when I’m doing them. When watched back they cause brainwashing. We can make more later.
Find the guy who is the top of the pyramid. Related to Mac Miller’s mom lives in northeast not on the coast but maybe in Maryland, Boston? East Germans are the ones brainwashing all the SS groups and goulog. They have married into these groups tho. The people under this guy don’t want to follow him either. But they have too been brainwashed. It’s a circle jerk because they all have mental illness and brain damage from all the kitchen cleaner and brainwashing. I’m not even sure the guy at the top of the pyramid is in control. I’m sure they brainwash and demon him too. Turning the servers and app off for a bit would really help. There is a mainframe kept by the military so we would still broadcast. You could still hear me.
Figure out what you people need to protect yourselves from brainwashing. Obviously some people need more help than others. And some groups are more emeshed than others. The demons in my bubble are aware enough to know they have been brainwashed, but seem to treat everything as a game. This is a symptom of cluster b personality disorders. They do not have a personal reality, instead they rely on heard mentality. So change the mentality.
All these things need to be done. That’s an order immediately.
Program 1-Reprogramming Your Subconscious Day 20–download/copy this!!!
On day 1, we talked about how all you have to do is listen to these talks to reprogram your subconscious. Your subconscious is your habit mind. Repetition is how it learns. However, if you would like to speed up this process there are a few things you can do.
First, you can listen to this before bed or just after waking up. This works because of theta brain waves. Second, you can listen with headphones, because your brain can’t tell the difference between the voice in your ears and the voice in your head. And lastly, you can do movement while listening to improve the speed of programming your subconscious. This activates gamma brain waves and creates more plasticity in your brain. And this movement can be anything from deep breathing, to doing dishes, to walking your dog, etc. Motion creates emotion. Because emotion is just energy in motion.
Your nervous system is constantly collecting information. And it is so good at what it does that it can overwhelm your brain. When this happens you feel stressed or anxious.
Your brain has the job of organizing and storing all the information your nervous system collects. Your brain creates a library that will dictate if you are able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. That is a lot of pressure for your brain. And your nervous system is a hoader and collects all the information it can get its hands on.
So, when your brain has these moments where it feels overwhelmed you just need to turn your nervous system off for a few seconds to allow your brain to catch up. You can do this with holding your head in place and rapidly moving your eyes from side to side. This rapid eye movement will turn off your stress response from your reptilian brain. It only takes 10 to 30 seconds of doing these rapid eye movements to feel relief.
On day 2, we talked about how you need to teach your brain to filter information in order to create value. And not create a junkyard of useless information. If your brain stores all the information your nervous system collects you will never be able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. You only have so much time on Earth. You have to focus on what you want to accomplish and what will help you get there.
The key to teaching your brain to filter the information from your nervous system effectively is to know yourself. When you know who you are and what you want to accomplish in life, then you know the information that is important to you. If everyone collected the same information, we would all lack value.
If you partake in keeping up with the Jones and start to value everything everyone around you values, it diminishes your own value. And it erodes your chances of accomplishing your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. No one was sent to Earth to pretend to be like everyone else. You came here with purposes unique to you. And you have skills and gifts that will help you accomplish these purposes. If you spend your life preoccupied with pretending to be like everyone else, you will never find your skills and gifts. Then you won’t figure out your purposes in this life. And then you definitely will not be able to accomplish those purposes, let alone your dreams and goals.
Being you is the key to not only creating a valuable library in your brain. But it’s key to knowing who you are, finding your skills and gifts, and figuring out your purposes in this life. Part of your purposes is to share your skills and gifts with the world. Now what you are supposed to accomplish by sharing your skills and gifts with the world is up to you.
On day 3, we talked about how to get to know yourself. Everyone says they know themselves, but if they really did would the world be so lost? Knowing yourself isn’t a mystical or mysterious experience. Knowing yourself is just like knowing someone else.
In order to know yourself, you have to spend time with yourself. You literally spend time getting to know someone else. You need to do the very same thing with yourself. You spend time getting to know yourself while doing things that bring you joy. You are a human being. Knowing yourself is about knowing how you like to be. Making a list of the things you like and memorizing it will not help you get to know yourself. You have to spend time with yourself in the state of joy. When you are in a state of joy, you are the person you are meant to be. We were sent to Earth to be in joy. We were sent here to enjoy ourselves. Find your joy and you will find yourself.
On day 4, we talked about the two inheritance systems. Almost all the information you collect throughout your life, comes from these two systems of learning from other people. The symbolic inheritance system is written information like charts, maps, graphs, books, hieroglyphics, etc. And the behavioral inheritance system is when you learn from watching other people do things.
Both of these systems are fallible. But the behavioral inheritance system comes with great dangers. See when you see someone do something, your brain fires and wires as if you did the thing. This is your mirror neurons creating this chain reaction. Monkey see, monkey do describes your mirror neurons. If everyone around you was jumping off a bridge, your mirror neurons are designed to get you to jump too.
Any time you are around someone else your mirror neurons are wiring and firing information from your nervous system into your subconscious about that person. The dangerous part is your nervous system is a hoader and collects everything it can get it’s hands on. So not only are you wiring and firing in the good parts of that person and the things you want to learn from them, you are also wiring and firing in the disasters of their life into your subconscious. So, you may not even consciously realize they are there.
We all know that person who is amazing at something and we admire them. But we also see how the rest of their life is a complete and utter disaster. This person sadly is dangerous. Because even though they have mastered something amazingly, our mirror neurons are collecting information from their whole life when we are around them.
Your nervous system is a hoader. It can’t help but collect all the information it can get it’s hands on. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive. The more information you have, the more likely you are to survive.
Only recently in the modern day world has life shifted to be about filtering information. For most of the history of human beings, life has been about gathering information. But nowadays, we all have access to more information than we know what to do with. Just recently human beings have shifted from creating value in life by gathering information to creating value by filtering information. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive in a world where information was scarce.
On day 5, we talked about how to overcome your mirror neurons and the people around you with your critical logical mind. You do not have to partake in the blind leading the blind, if you choose to see the world for how it really is. And you see the world for how it really is by using your critical logical mind to find the truth.
The average American is poor, fat, unhealthy, unhappy, and divorced. These are the results if you choose to do the things that people around you are doing without using your critical logical mind. The world is more lost than ever before. We have more information than ever before, but we don’t seem to be using this information.
When you do not filter the disasters your nervous system fires and wires into your subconscious from the people around you, then your life becomes a disaster. You do not have to be a slave to your mirror neurons and the disasters they collect. However, in order to overcome these disasters in your subconscious you have to use your critical logical mind to become conscious of your actions.
The practice of mindfulness is all about not creating the disasters you have stored in your subconscious in your own life. All you have to do is see the world for how it really is. But that also includes seeing yourself for who you really are. Being mindful can be painful. But living a disaster of a life can be much worse.
You have to use your critical logical mind in order to not be a slave to the disasters your mirror neurons and nervous system collect because they are stored in your subconscious. You won’t know they are there until you become conscious of them. Mindfulness is about consciousness and awareness.
On day 6, we talked about how you have to use your critical logical mind to overcome your subconscious and the disasters from your mirror neurons. But how do you actually go about doing that? It sounds confusing. But it’s not. It’s just about knowing how to be proactive, rather than in a reactive state and a victim of the people around you. You can be a product of your environment. Or you can be the person you are meant to be.
Your nervous system and mirror neurons are always collecting information. And they store this information in your subconscious. In order to overcome this, you need to be mindful and aware of what you are doing. But you also need to collect the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Your subconscious is your default setting. But you can be proactive and get in the driverseat of your life with your conscious mind and your critical logical mind.
You must become aware and conscious of the information you need in order to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in life. And then you need to consciously work on collecting this information with your critical logical mind. If you expect your subconscious to collect all the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life you will not get very far. And your life will most likely become a complete disaster. Just like the life of the average American. You should want more for yourself.
Gama brain waves are key to creating intelligence. When you are consciously collecting information with your critical logical mind you need to access gamma brain waves. Our brains were designed to create extra plasticity when we were running from predators. The key to this extra plasticity is gamma brain waves. The more gamma brain waves you have the more intelligent you will be. And you need all the intelligence you can get to overcome the people around you who make up your environment.
Creating gamma brain waves is the key to overcoming the disaster of the world around you, aka your environment. Gamma brain waves are key in guaranteeing you accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Gamma brain waves are intelligence.
On day 7, we talked about how humans have the need to enslave the people around them in an effort to conquer the world. Your brain and mirror neurons were not created with this in mind. But neither was your body. When your body is not operating properly, you cannot access your critical logical mind or gamma brain waves. When your body is not operating properly, it is almost impossible to create intelligence. Thus, leaving you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters from the people around you.
In the old days, these people who tried to enslave us were easy to identify. They would burn down our villages. But nowadays these people claim to be our friends and family. These people who wish to enslave us have us surrounded in every aspect of our lives.
In WWII these people preoccupied with destruction and slavery, sent people they wished to enslave to concentration camps. But today they just turn your body and mind into the concentration camp. It’s easier to enslave you, if you don’t realize what is happening. You don’t try to fight back.
Modern day slavery is done with a thousand pieces of broken glass. One small piece of broken glass will cut you and make you bleed, but it most likely won’t kill you. However, a thousand small pieces of broken glass may.
Toxins represent the broken pieces of glass in modern day slavery. When your body is not operating properly you cannot access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind. This leaves you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters of your mirror neurons. While creating disease in your body and rendering you helpless, unable to save yourself. You look for a savior outside yourself, but only find people who wish to enslave you more and kill you. But these people often tell you they care about you and are trying to help you. And if they are close to you, they will probably even tell you that you are hard to love as they try to kill you.
Epigenetics is how we get to choose who we are. We all are born with genes like our family, but your environment and how you live your life dictates how these genes are switched on and off like light switches. Methylation is one of the processes that switches your genes on and off. It’s like a little man running around in the house of your body turning on and off the lights. The lighting of your life depends on methylation.
Toxins inhibit proper methylation. The more toxins in your life, environment, and body the more you do not methylate properly. When you don’t methylate properly, you are switching on and off genes that make you more subhuman on a gene and cellular level. And this is how your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp where there is rarely an escape.
On day 8, we talked about culture and leadership. Do you think the leaders of the people who wish to enslave us in efforts of conquering the world want their followers to think critically and logically?
A culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. These shared beliefs create patterns in behavior. Our beliefs are our environment. Our culture is our environment. Every leader is a cult leader. Because every group of people has shared beliefs that create a culture.
It only takes three people to create a cult: a leader, a follower, and the third person will join or die. The third person normally follows suit rather quickly due to mirror neurons, heard mentality, conditioning, a lifetime of disasters fired and wired into their subconscious, etc. The equation for creating a larger cult is the same. You just multiple the last two variables. The more followers you have, the more quickly people will fall in line with your culture.
Let’s say you wanted to get your cult followers to enslave the people around them in efforts to conquer the world. How would you go about getting that to happen? Well, the first variable is you have to identify your enemy or scapegoat. Then, you tell your cult followers that all their problems and hardships are due to this person or group of people. You lead your followers to believe that their ability to get their needs met will be inhibited even more by this scapegoat. Creating more pain and hardships in their lives. And you instill not only a sense of fear, but a sense of urgency too. Then you enlist your cult followers in a crusade against your scapegoat. Your cult followers will sign up willingly, because they believe they have no other option.
Now this equation could take a very long time and be extremely labor intensive. Not to mention it would require a lot of patience. It could take years to get all these variables in place, maybe even decades. How do you suppose you could speed up this process? Wouldn’t it be easier if your cult followers did not think critically or logically?
Throughout history some of the greatest evils that have embarked on creating a crusade, have created and released toxins into our environment. This damages our ability to methylate. Making our epigenetics more subhuman. And it cuts us off from our critical logical mind, while creating disease in our bodies. It speeds up the time it takes to create a crusade, genocide, or world war greatly. Work smarter not harder, right?
The people around you who try to enslave you and turn your body and mind into a concentration camp have just been enslaved themselves. Their body and mind have been turned into a concentration camp, but they don’t realize what is happening. Because they have been cut off from their critical logical mind. They are unable to access gamma brain waves and create intelligence.
Your ability to access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind relies on everyone around you methylating properly. Yes, you need to methylate properly. But more importantly, the people in your environment need to methylate properly. Environment dictates epigenetics. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment allows. If the people around you do not methylate properly, they will try to enslave you in efforts of conquering the world. Because they do not have access to their critical logical mind.
There will always be cult leaders looking to enslave the people who follow them. There will always be descendants of the greatest evils throughout history. The only way to ensure you have access to your critical logical mind and gamma brain waves is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. The only way to ensure your body and mind are not turned into a concentration camp is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. Those people are your environment. Environment dictates epigenetics.
We can’t kill everyone in the world who will try to enslave the people who are in their cult following. But if we can guarantee everyone has access to their critical logical mind and the ability to create intelligence with gamma brain waves, we can create a safe environment. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment. Your environment dictates your epigenetics. Your beliefs are your environment.
On day 9, we talked about emotional intelligence. When you are cut off from your critical logical mind, you are a slave to your emotions. This is another way your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp.
Emotions can be a lie. Because emotions can be created by the disasters your mirror neurons collect in your subconscious.
Event + Belief = Emotion
When you have an emotion you need to think about what is causing this emotion. Just because something happens in your life, does not mean you are guaranteed to experience a certain emotion. Your environment is dependent on your perception. Your beliefs create your emotions. Your beliefs create your environment. But once again the disasters in your subconscious could be creating a disaster in your emotions and your life.
Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling
Emotions are not logical. And therefore, they are not trustworthy. But feelings are logical. And they are trustworthy.
When you experience an emotion you need to filter it through your critical logical mind to turn it into a feeling. You can trust your feelings. But you cannot trust your emotions. Emotions can be manipulated. Emotions can be a lie. Trust your feelings.
Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires
When you are not at ease or depressed, you need to ask yourself why. So you can address the variable in your life that is causing this dis-ease. Happiness is satisfaction divided by desires. What do you desire that you are not satisfied with? What are you not getting? What part of your life is lacking? What variable do you need to pay more attention to? What information do you need your critical logical mind to collect that will allow you to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in that area of your life?
Emotions and feelings are important variables in life. You just have to know the equations to plug them into. You are an equation. You can choose to say you hate math and continue to be miserable. Or you can do the work and figure out the variables of your life.
On day 10, we talked about the meaning to life. Since the beginning of time people have tried to figure out the meaning to life. Why are we here? What does this all mean? This human experience on Earth has a lot of illusions.
Let’s look at the science and reality of this human experience. You are energy. Energy never dies. It only changes form. You are an eternal being. You just change forms. So yes, you only have so much time here on Earth as a human being, but there is life after this human experience.
Energy is power. And you are energy. Your energy never dies. As a human being on Earth, finding your power is about finding you and your energy. Your energy is your power.
It is more simple when we call the energy that is you, your spirit. Your spirit lives forever. Your spirit never dies. It just changes form. You just change form. It’s not mystical. It’s science. Energy has to go somewhere. It doesn’t just disappear into thin air.
Based on this the equation for finding your power here on Earth as a human being is:
You = Your Power
You equal your power. Finding your personal power here on Earth is simply about finding you. You just have to find the energy that is your spirit and you will find your eternal power.
This means when you pretend to be like the people around you, you are giving up your power. If you feel helpless in life, it is because you are giving up your power. Retaining your personal power here on Earth is about being true to your spirit. And that means being you.
Next let’s tackle, what does this human Earth experience all mean? We all want to know why we are here. We suffer so much and finding meaning makes that suffering not hurt so bad. So if you are your power, why are you here? Well, you are here to accomplish your purposes in life.
Your Purposes = Your Meaning
The meaning to life and why you are here is different for each of us. But the equation is the same. You are here to accomplish your purposes in life. This is what gives your life meaning. And it is different for each of us based on our purposes.
When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes in life, your body recognizes your efforts. Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes here on Earth you will be rewarded.
Telemares are created by an enzyme that is produced when you are being of service. Telemares are the secret to life and the fountain of youth. DNA need telemares to replicate without degrading. When you lack telemares you age and degrade. The fewer telemares you have the more subhuman you will be on a gene and cellular level. Your DNA will start to have flaws.
You are your power. Your purposes are the meaning to why you are here on Earth. The more you accomplish your purposes, the more you will be rewarded.
On day 11 we talked about Darwinism and survival of the fittest. Evolution is about survival of the fittest. The members of a species who develop their skills and gifts the most are the ones who are supposed to move forward. When you accomplish your purposes on Earth you are rewarded, right?
Over time every species is supposed to become more dynamic with more skills and gifts and develop more specialties. This is to ensure the survival of the species. This is to ensure evolution. We must evolve in order to move forward.
When an animal is attacked in the wild, that animal has to fight back to survive. It’s Darwinism. We are supposed to fight back when someone attacks us. You were not designed to just allow people to attack and kill you. You were designed to fight back. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism.
Members of the same species are not supposed to attack each other. But when they do it is kill or be killed. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism and survival of the fittest. You are supposed to fight back and defend yourself. Attacking someone is rarely acceptable. But fighting back is always expected.
On day 12, we talked about jealousy. Jealousy stems from the belief you are replaceable.
Event + Belief = Emotion
If you see someone with something you desire and you experience jealousy, that is a sign you believe yourself to be replaceable. When you know who you are and know no one can fill your shoes, you do not feel jealousy. Instead, you figure out what you need to do in order to get what you desire.
Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires
Figure out how to fulfill your desires and you will be happy. Jealousy stems from believing you are replaceable. You are an eternal being who is incredibly irreplaceable and priceless. When you see your worth, jealousy will no longer be an issue. And when you see your worth, other people will too.
On day 13, we talked about choosing yourself. You cannot wait for someone else to choose you in order to see your own worth. You have to choose you and see your own worth first. If you wait for someone else to choose you in order to see and find your own worth, then your worth will be in that person’s hands. When they no longer choose you, you will cease to have worth again.
The only way to really be powerful and have value is to see your own value first. When you let someone else choose you first, you are putting your value in their hands. And that is another form of giving up your power.
Choosing yourself first is the first step in finding your spirit and claiming the power that is you as your own. You are a sovereign being. You are just like a sovereign country. Claim your land and your power, by claiming who you are. You have to see your power and own worth first.
On day 14, we talked about how to become more powerful. In order to increase your power, you have to increase your value. Which really just means you have to bring more value to the world.
More Value = More Power
But how do you actually go about doing that? You simply spend more time doing things you enjoy. When you are in a state of joy and creating gamma brain waves you are increasing your value.
Joy + Gamma Brain Waves = Flow State
The more skills and gifts you discover and develop, the more value you bring to the world. The more value you bring to the world, the more powerful you will be.
Flow state is merely doing things that bring you joy while creating gamma brain waves. This creates extra plasticity in your brain. Plasticity is intelligence. Intelligence is value and power. Intelligence is skills and gifts.
More Value = More Power
On day 15, we talked about luck.
Luck = Preparation + Opportunity
Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. You can create good luck in your life merely by preparing yourself to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes now. You do not have to see how the opportunity will come into your life. You merely have to prepare yourself to seize the moment when the opportunity does appear.
If you wait, it will be too late. Opportunity will not sit around waiting for you to prepare yourself. So you need to prepare before the opportunity comes into your life. There is always something you can do to prepare yourself and create more value.
Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. Prepare now to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes. And the opportunities will come.
On day 16, we talked about gamma brain waves.
Gamma brain waves are created by using both your conscious and your subconscious brain at the same time. You know that saying about walking and chewing gum? That’s about gamma brain waves.
When you use both your conscious and subconscious brain at the same time it creates connections in your brain. The more connections you have, the more intelligence you have. You know how you create a shortcut on your phone home screen to get to your favorite app? When you create gamma brain waves you are creating shortcuts in your brain.
Also, when you create gamma brain waves you are creating a rush of neurotransmitters. You know that saying about getting high on life? Gamma brain waves are how you get high on life.
The more time you spend creating gamma brain waves and creating shortcuts in your brain, the more high you can get in a shorter amount of time. And your brain reinforces this behavior by producing dopamine which gives you another rush through your reward system. This is to wire in the urge to do whatever you are doing again. This is part of how addiction is created. Our brains love intelligence so much they will reward you to create them by any means necessary. So if you partake in creating gamma brain waves in a maladaptive manner, your brain will crave that activity. No matter how good it is for you or the people around you.
Let’s say you partook in munchausen by proxy and covertly poisoned people. This would produce gamma brain waves. And it would give you a rush of neurotransmitters. Your brain would release dopamine as one of those neurotransmitters, to reinforce this behavior in your reward system. And it would produce serotonin which would make you happy and activate your immune system and homeostasis in your body. You would physically, mentally, and spiritually feel better after poisoning people. Plus, this enlarges the ganglia in your brain which causes you to live in anticipation. So not only would that moment feel good, but you would live in anticipation of doing it again.
Now let’s take it one step further. Let’s say the food system was rigged with more protein to stop you from producing serotonin when you ate. Eating carbs without protein is how your gut produces serotonin and regulates your immune system and homeostasis. So the only way you know how to produce serotonin in order to make you feel happy and regulate your immune system and homeostasis is by partaking in the maladaptive coping mechanism of munchausen by proxy.
Gamma brain waves can wire and fire anything into your brain. And it will make you feel good about whatever you are doing. The flood of neurotransmitters will make you feel better physically, mentally, and spiritually. But what you are doing can be harmful.
On day 17, we talked about how to move on after trauma or hardship. We all experience tough times. But how do we move forward and not let those hardships or traumas hold us hostage in the past?
You need to create wisdom in order to move forward. This takes a hardship and creates value out of it.
Wisdom = Memory – Emotion
When you experience trauma you need to take those emotions and filter them through your critical logical mind to create feelings.
Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling
You may have to consciously seek out information about the hardship or trauma with your critical logical mind in order to make sense of it all. Turning emotions into feelings requires logical understanding of the event and/or situation. However, once you turn the emotions associated with this event into feelings you can move forward.
Feelings do not require further review. You merely file them away in your conscious mind as wisdom. And then you are not stuck in the past trying to make sense of your emotions. Once wisdom is created you are free to move forward and on with your life.
Wisdom = Memory – Emotion
On day 18, we talked about epigenetics and beliefs.
You were born with 50% of your genes from your Mom and 50% from your Dad. But you are not destined to be like your family unless you choose to be. Sure you will probably always look like them, but epigenetics is the process where you decide which of your genes are switched on and off. Your environment and how you live your life dictates your epigenetics.
Your beliefs are your environment. People who believe God to be a loving God have better epigenetics, than people who believe God to be a punishing God. Your beliefs create a chemical chain reaction in your environment. And your beliefs create your environment. One of the quickest ways to change your epigenetics is to change your beliefs. Mind over matter, right?
Have you noticed how everyone takes more after their Mom’s side of the family? This isn’t because you are supposed to be more loyal to your Mom’s side of the family. This is because you get 50% of your genes from both your Mom and your Dad, but you get 100% of your mitochondria from your Mom. And mitochondria dictate epigenetics. So your Mom dictated which of your genes were switched on and off when you were born.
Everyday we are creating new cells in our body. And everyday the mitochondria in each of those new cells is writing messages that add up to be our epigenetics. Everyday you have the ability to change who you are. Everyday you change your beliefs you are changing who you are on a gene and cellular level. You were born to be you. Whoever you believe that to be.
You have heard of the placebo effect, right? When you expect a positive outcome it is more likely to take place. Nocebo is when you expect a negative outcome. Your beliefs are creating placebo and nocebo effects in your life everyday. Because your beliefs create your environment. So much so that drug trails have to account for the placebo effect. When people think a treatment will work, it’s more likely to work even if they aren’t actually given any medicine.
So the question really becomes how do you change your beliefs? If your beliefs create your environment and environment dictates epigenetics, how do you change your environment?
We all know that person who has read all kinds of self help books and they are still a complete and utter disaster. Doesn’t learning new things change your beliefs? Not neccesarily. Remember your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. So your critical logical mind can know all kinds of things, but if your subconscious is saying something else then your beliefs will not align with the things you know with your critical logical mind.
So next the question becomes how do we get the things we know with our critical logical mind into our subconscious? The first option is repetition. Your subconscious is your habit mind. It learns from repetition. You have to create connections between your conscious and subconscious mind and you have to revisit them otherwise they will not stay in place.
Remember when you first learned to drive a car. It was a lot of information to take in and remember. But now you drive without thinking about it. Because that information is in your subconscious mind. Everything can become like driving and can be programmed into your subconscious.
The second way to change your beliefs in your subconscious is with hypnosis. The first 8 years of your life you spent in a state of hypnosis. This is characterized by Theta brain waves. When you were a child it wasn’t like you could read books about how to do things. You downloaded information with your nervous system by watching people and using your mirror neurons. This is why you are so much like your family. You downloaded your beliefs from your family subconsciously as a child.
An adopted child raised in a family with a predisposition to a certain disease is also more likely to get that certain disease. It’s not genetic. It is epigenetic. It is because they get their beliefs from the family that raised them.
So, how do you hypnotize yourself? You listen to something right when you wake up or right before bed. Because that is when you experience Theta brain waves. This allows information to go into your subconscious without as much repetition. Science says it can take up to 66 repetitions to wire something into your brain. However if you wire it in while using Theta brain waves, it wont take as many repetitions.
Also, gamma brain waves increase plasticity in your brain. If you are going to wire something into your brain with repetition while not using Theta brain waves, it makes sense to use gamma brain waves. Remember, gamma brain waves and doing something you enjoy is how you create flow state. Flow state is a great way to reprogram your subconscious. Because you wont even really notice what you are doing. You will just feel joy.
Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. Your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. And you downloaded a lot of disasters of beliefs from your family as a child when you were in a state of hypnosis. You are like your family because you share beliefs with them, not because you share genes.
Remember a culture is a group of people who share beliefs. Your family was the first culture you were in. You had to share beliefs with them in order to survive. However, as an adult those beliefs could be killing you and stealing your joy. If you don’t want to be like your family reprogram your subconscious with new beliefs. It can literally be as easy as listening to an audio recording every night before bed or every morning as you wake up.
You are who you believe yourself to be. Beliefs are your environment. Beliefs dictate epigenetics.
On day 19, we talked about the consequences of changing your beliefs in your subconscious.
For every one gene you have there are 30,000 different epigenetic outcomes you can create. Your beliefs can even change defective genes into functional healthy genes. So the sky is the limit in countless ways.
However, when you change your beliefs you will no longer fit into the same culture. Remember culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. If you change your beliefs, you will also change your culture. This may leave you the odd man out in your family or in your old group of friends.
In the old days, this was a mechanism to keep people stuck. Heard mentality has been used to keep people complacent since the beginning of time. However with modern technology, nowadays you can find your culture no matter how much you change your beliefs. There are billions of people in the world. You will find other people with your beliefs. You just have to look for them.
Don’t allow change to scare you. Feel the fear and do it anyway. You know what your life will be like if you keep the same beliefs as the people in your family. Your life will end up just like theirs. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome. Will you be happy and fulfilled with your life if it turns out just like the rest of your family’s lives? Because the beliefs they implanted in your subconscious, when you were a child, are the same beliefs that lead them to where they are today.
Also, you will the life of your dreams to manifest effortlessly when you change your beliefs. Your dreams, goals, and purposes in life are not an uphill battle any longer. The people around you support all your endeavors. Because they understand you. They want you to succeed in every aspect of your life.
No longer do you feel like the outsider for wanting more out of life. Or like you have to hold back from being you fully. Your new culture supports you and your beliefs in ever way you can imagine. And knowing that you have this support allows you to dream even bigger. People who love and care for you do not hold you back from anything. They cheer for you no matter what.
Your whole world changes when you change your beliefs. And your body changes too. No longer do you have health conditions that hold you back. No longer do you get those fall colds or spring allergies. You take vitamins to support your body and have selfcare rituals, because your body is your temple. And it supports you more than ever before. You never imagined you could feel this good and clear headed. You are limitless.
Ideas stream through your mind with such ease. Pieces of information come together in ways you never saw before. The imagery in your mind is colorful and vivid. No longer does your mind race causing you anxiety. There is a peace that has washed over you. Your soul is at ease. And joy surrounds you.
Finding people who love and accept you creates more of the enzyme that creates telemares. And living in this love while pursuing your purposes also causes you to create more telemares. This makes you a more optimal human on a gene and cellular level. It is a snowball effect that helps you obtain your potential in every aspect of your life.
You are the person you always wanted to be. You succeed at everything you set out to accomplish. You find a way to make things happen effortlessly. Your dreams come to you with ease. Your passions fuel your soul and keep you striving for more. You are driven, creative, confident, healthy, balanced, and courageous. You find solutions to problems you never thought you could overcome.
Today, on day 20, let’s talk about trauma bonds and neuro linguistic programming.
Let’s say that everyone in the world took part in munchausen by proxy and poisoned people covertly. And they even poisoned the people they claimed to love. If this were true than we all would have trauma bonds. Healthy real bonds are based on love, not destruction. But if we lived in a world where everyone was poisoning everyone, no one would have a true human connection. And these abusers would be the ones who implanted beliefs into your subconscious when you were a child in a state of hypnosis.
Your whole life people have told you who you are. When you were a young child in hypnosis you relied on this, because you didn’t have any other way to know who you were. All of these messages from other people are in your subconscious. These make up your beliefs. Even if your critical logical mind knows better, your subconscious still believes these things.
The following are a series of statements intended to create connections between your critical logical mind, where your spirit lives, and your subconscious mind, which is a recording device. The more connections between your conscious and subconscious mind the more your life will become what you intend. And the more intelligence you will have. If your conscious and subconscious are on two different pages, everything will be an uphill battle.
I am safe. You are safe. I am free. You are free. I am happy. You are happy. I am healthy. You are healthy. I am grateful. You are grateful. I am at peace. You are at peace. I am love. You are love. I am loved. You are loved. I am accomplishing my purposes in life. You are accomplishing your purposes in life. My body is healing. Your body is healing. My body is my home. Your body is your home. I am my ideal body weight. You are your ideal body weight. My heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality. Your heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality. My thyroid is balanced filling my body with energy. Your thyroid is balanced filling your body with energy. My healthy lungs fill my body with the oxygen I need to remain calm at all times. Your healthy lungs fill your body with the oxygen you need to remain calm at all times. My kidneys are healthy and strong allowing me to live without anxiety. Your kidneys are healthy and strong allowing you to live without anxiety. My liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing me to live without anger. Your liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing you to live without anger. My reproductive organs are healthy allowing me create life. Your reproductive organs are healthy allowing you to create life. My pancreas is balanced allowing me to remain level headed at all times. Your pancreas is balanced allowing you to remain level headed at all times. My digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing me the nutrients I need to thrive. Your digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing you the nutrients you need to thrive. My gut bacteria takes care of me. Your gut bacteria takes care of you. My microbiome supports my health in every way possible. Your microbiome supports your health in every way possible. My skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from my body efficiently. Your skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from your body efficiently. My mind is clear and concise. Your mind is clear and concise. My soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive. Your soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive. I am reaching my potential. You are reaching your potential. I am deserving of the life of my dreams. You deserve the life of your dreams. I am deserving of anything I am willing to work towards. You deserve anything you are willing to work towards. I do things that bring me joy daily. You do things that bring you joy daily. I am connected to devine order. You are connected to divine order. I do things everyday to make myself a better human. You do things everyday to make yourself a better human. I am living my destiny. You are living your destiny. I was born to change the world. You were born to change the world.
Program 1-Reprogramming Your Subconscious Day 20–download/copy this!!!
On day 1, we talked about how all you have to do is listen to these talks to reprogram your subconscious. Your subconscious is your habit mind. Repetition is how it learns. However, if you would like to speed up this process there are a few things you can do.
First, you can listen to this before bed or just after waking up. This works because of theta brain waves. Second, you can listen with headphones, because your brain can’t tell the difference between the voice in your ears and the voice in your head. And lastly, you can do movement while listening to improve the speed of programming your subconscious. This activates gamma brain waves and creates more plasticity in your brain. And this movement can be anything from deep breathing, to doing dishes, to walking your dog, etc. Motion creates emotion. Because emotion is just energy in motion.
Your nervous system is constantly collecting information. And it is so good at what it does that it can overwhelm your brain. When this happens you feel stressed or anxious.
Your brain has the job of organizing and storing all the information your nervous system collects. Your brain creates a library that will dictate if you are able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. That is a lot of pressure for your brain. And your nervous system is a hoader and collects all the information it can get its hands on.
So, when your brain has these moments where it feels overwhelmed you just need to turn your nervous system off for a few seconds to allow your brain to catch up. You can do this with holding your head in place and rapidly moving your eyes from side to side. This rapid eye movement will turn off your stress response from your reptilian brain. It only takes 10 to 30 seconds of doing these rapid eye movements to feel relief.
On day 2, we talked about how you need to teach your brain to filter information in order to create value. And not create a junkyard of useless information. If your brain stores all the information your nervous system collects you will never be able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. You only have so much time on Earth. You have to focus on what you want to accomplish and what will help you get there.
The key to teaching your brain to filter the information from your nervous system effectively is to know yourself. When you know who you are and what you want to accomplish in life, then you know the information that is important to you. If everyone collected the same information, we would all lack value.
If you partake in keeping up with the Jones and start to value everything everyone around you values, it diminishes your own value. And it erodes your chances of accomplishing your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. No one was sent to Earth to pretend to be like everyone else. You came here with purposes unique to you. And you have skills and gifts that will help you accomplish these purposes. If you spend your life preoccupied with pretending to be like everyone else, you will never find your skills and gifts. Then you won’t figure out your purposes in this life. And then you definitely will not be able to accomplish those purposes, let alone your dreams and goals.
Being you is the key to not only creating a valuable library in your brain. But it’s key to knowing who you are, finding your skills and gifts, and figuring out your purposes in this life. Part of your purposes is to share your skills and gifts with the world. Now what you are supposed to accomplish by sharing your skills and gifts with the world is up to you.
On day 3, we talked about how to get to know yourself. Everyone says they know themselves, but if they really did would the world be so lost? Knowing yourself isn’t a mystical or mysterious experience. Knowing yourself is just like knowing someone else.
In order to know yourself, you have to spend time with yourself. You literally spend time getting to know someone else. You need to do the very same thing with yourself. You spend time getting to know yourself while doing things that bring you joy. You are a human being. Knowing yourself is about knowing how you like to be. Making a list of the things you like and memorizing it will not help you get to know yourself. You have to spend time with yourself in the state of joy. When you are in a state of joy, you are the person you are meant to be. We were sent to Earth to be in joy. We were sent here to enjoy ourselves. Find your joy and you will find yourself.
On day 4, we talked about the two inheritance systems. Almost all the information you collect throughout your life, comes from these two systems of learning from other people. The symbolic inheritance system is written information like charts, maps, graphs, books, hieroglyphics, etc. And the behavioral inheritance system is when you learn from watching other people do things.
Both of these systems are fallible. But the behavioral inheritance system comes with great dangers. See when you see someone do something, your brain fires and wires as if you did the thing. This is your mirror neurons creating this chain reaction. Monkey see, monkey do describes your mirror neurons. If everyone around you was jumping off a bridge, your mirror neurons are designed to get you to jump too.
Any time you are around someone else your mirror neurons are wiring and firing information from your nervous system into your subconscious about that person. The dangerous part is your nervous system is a hoader and collects everything it can get it’s hands on. So not only are you wiring and firing in the good parts of that person and the things you want to learn from them, you are also wiring and firing in the disasters of their life into your subconscious. So, you may not even consciously realize they are there.
We all know that person who is amazing at something and we admire them. But we also see how the rest of their life is a complete and utter disaster. This person sadly is dangerous. Because even though they have mastered something amazingly, our mirror neurons are collecting information from their whole life when we are around them.
Your nervous system is a hoader. It can’t help but collect all the information it can get it’s hands on. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive. The more information you have, the more likely you are to survive.
Only recently in the modern day world has life shifted to be about filtering information. For most of the history of human beings, life has been about gathering information. But nowadays, we all have access to more information than we know what to do with. Just recently human beings have shifted from creating value in life by gathering information to creating value by filtering information. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive in a world where information was scarce.
On day 5, we talked about how to overcome your mirror neurons and the people around you with your critical logical mind. You do not have to partake in the blind leading the blind, if you choose to see the world for how it really is. And you see the world for how it really is by using your critical logical mind to find the truth.
The average American is poor, fat, unhealthy, unhappy, and divorced. These are the results if you choose to do the things that people around you are doing without using your critical logical mind. The world is more lost than ever before. We have more information than ever before, but we don’t seem to be using this information.
When you do not filter the disasters your nervous system fires and wires into your subconscious from the people around you, then your life becomes a disaster. You do not have to be a slave to your mirror neurons and the disasters they collect. However, in order to overcome these disasters in your subconscious you have to use your critical logical mind to become conscious of your actions.
The practice of mindfulness is all about not creating the disasters you have stored in your subconscious in your own life. All you have to do is see the world for how it really is. But that also includes seeing yourself for who you really are. Being mindful can be painful. But living a disaster of a life can be much worse.
You have to use your critical logical mind in order to not be a slave to the disasters your mirror neurons and nervous system collect because they are stored in your subconscious. You won’t know they are there until you become conscious of them. Mindfulness is about consciousness and awareness.
On day 6, we talked about how you have to use your critical logical mind to overcome your subconscious and the disasters from your mirror neurons. But how do you actually go about doing that? It sounds confusing. But it’s not. It’s just about knowing how to be proactive, rather than in a reactive state and a victim of the people around you. You can be a product of your environment. Or you can be the person you are meant to be.
Your nervous system and mirror neurons are always collecting information. And they store this information in your subconscious. In order to overcome this, you need to be mindful and aware of what you are doing. But you also need to collect the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Your subconscious is your default setting. But you can be proactive and get in the driverseat of your life with your conscious mind and your critical logical mind.
You must become aware and conscious of the information you need in order to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in life. And then you need to consciously work on collecting this information with your critical logical mind. If you expect your subconscious to collect all the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life you will not get very far. And your life will most likely become a complete disaster. Just like the life of the average American. You should want more for yourself.
Gama brain waves are key to creating intelligence. When you are consciously collecting information with your critical logical mind you need to access gamma brain waves. Our brains were designed to create extra plasticity when we were running from predators. The key to this extra plasticity is gamma brain waves. The more gamma brain waves you have the more intelligent you will be. And you need all the intelligence you can get to overcome the people around you who make up your environment.
Creating gamma brain waves is the key to overcoming the disaster of the world around you, aka your environment. Gamma brain waves are key in guaranteeing you accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Gamma brain waves are intelligence.
On day 7, we talked about how humans have the need to enslave the people around them in an effort to conquer the world. Your brain and mirror neurons were not created with this in mind. But neither was your body. When your body is not operating properly, you cannot access your critical logical mind or gamma brain waves. When your body is not operating properly, it is almost impossible to create intelligence. Thus, leaving you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters from the people around you.
In the old days, these people who tried to enslave us were easy to identify. They would burn down our villages. But nowadays these people claim to be our friends and family. These people who wish to enslave us have us surrounded in every aspect of our lives.
In WWII these people preoccupied with destruction and slavery, sent people they wished to enslave to concentration camps. But today they just turn your body and mind into the concentration camp. It’s easier to enslave you, if you don’t realize what is happening. You don’t try to fight back.
Modern day slavery is done with a thousand pieces of broken glass. One small piece of broken glass will cut you and make you bleed, but it most likely won’t kill you. However, a thousand small pieces of broken glass may.
Toxins represent the broken pieces of glass in modern day slavery. When your body is not operating properly you cannot access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind. This leaves you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters of your mirror neurons. While creating disease in your body and rendering you helpless, unable to save yourself. You look for a savior outside yourself, but only find people who wish to enslave you more and kill you. But these people often tell you they care about you and are trying to help you. And if they are close to you, they will probably even tell you that you are hard to love as they try to kill you.
Epigenetics is how we get to choose who we are. We all are born with genes like our family, but your environment and how you live your life dictates how these genes are switched on and off like light switches. Methylation is one of the processes that switches your genes on and off. It’s like a little man running around in the house of your body turning on and off the lights. The lighting of your life depends on methylation.
Toxins inhibit proper methylation. The more toxins in your life, environment, and body the more you do not methylate properly. When you don’t methylate properly, you are switching on and off genes that make you more subhuman on a gene and cellular level. And this is how your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp where there is rarely an escape.
On day 8, we talked about culture and leadership. Do you think the leaders of the people who wish to enslave us in efforts of conquering the world want their followers to think critically and logically?
A culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. These shared beliefs create patterns in behavior. Our beliefs are our environment. Our culture is our environment. Every leader is a cult leader. Because every group of people has shared beliefs that create a culture.
It only takes three people to create a cult: a leader, a follower, and the third person will join or die. The third person normally follows suit rather quickly due to mirror neurons, heard mentality, conditioning, a lifetime of disasters fired and wired into their subconscious, etc. The equation for creating a larger cult is the same. You just multiple the last two variables. The more followers you have, the more quickly people will fall in line with your culture.
Let’s say you wanted to get your cult followers to enslave the people around them in efforts to conquer the world. How would you go about getting that to happen? Well, the first variable is you have to identify your enemy or scapegoat. Then, you tell your cult followers that all their problems and hardships are due to this person or group of people. You lead your followers to believe that their ability to get their needs met will be inhibited even more by this scapegoat. Creating more pain and hardships in their lives. And you instill not only a sense of fear, but a sense of urgency too. Then you enlist your cult followers in a crusade against your scapegoat. Your cult followers will sign up willingly, because they believe they have no other option.
Now this equation could take a very long time and be extremely labor intensive. Not to mention it would require a lot of patience. It could take years to get all these variables in place, maybe even decades. How do you suppose you could speed up this process? Wouldn’t it be easier if your cult followers did not think critically or logically?
Throughout history some of the greatest evils that have embarked on creating a crusade, have created and released toxins into our environment. This damages our ability to methylate. Making our epigenetics more subhuman. And it cuts us off from our critical logical mind, while creating disease in our bodies. It speeds up the time it takes to create a crusade, genocide, or world war greatly. Work smarter not harder, right?
The people around you who try to enslave you and turn your body and mind into a concentration camp have just been enslaved themselves. Their body and mind have been turned into a concentration camp, but they don’t realize what is happening. Because they have been cut off from their critical logical mind. They are unable to access gamma brain waves and create intelligence.
Your ability to access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind relies on everyone around you methylating properly. Yes, you need to methylate properly. But more importantly, the people in your environment need to methylate properly. Environment dictates epigenetics. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment allows. If the people around you do not methylate properly, they will try to enslave you in efforts of conquering the world. Because they do not have access to their critical logical mind.
There will always be cult leaders looking to enslave the people who follow them. There will always be descendants of the greatest evils throughout history. The only way to ensure you have access to your critical logical mind and gamma brain waves is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. The only way to ensure your body and mind are not turned into a concentration camp is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. Those people are your environment. Environment dictates epigenetics.
We can’t kill everyone in the world who will try to enslave the people who are in their cult following. But if we can guarantee everyone has access to their critical logical mind and the ability to create intelligence with gamma brain waves, we can create a safe environment. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment. Your environment dictates your epigenetics. Your beliefs are your environment.
On day 9, we talked about emotional intelligence. When you are cut off from your critical logical mind, you are a slave to your emotions. This is another way your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp.
Emotions can be a lie. Because emotions can be created by the disasters your mirror neurons collect in your subconscious.
Event + Belief = Emotion
When you have an emotion you need to think about what is causing this emotion. Just because something happens in your life, does not mean you are guaranteed to experience a certain emotion. Your environment is dependent on your perception. Your beliefs create your emotions. Your beliefs create your environment. But once again the disasters in your subconscious could be creating a disaster in your emotions and your life.
Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling
Emotions are not logical. And therefore, they are not trustworthy. But feelings are logical. And they are trustworthy.
When you experience an emotion you need to filter it through your critical logical mind to turn it into a feeling. You can trust your feelings. But you cannot trust your emotions. Emotions can be manipulated. Emotions can be a lie. Trust your feelings.
Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires
When you are not at ease or depressed, you need to ask yourself why. So you can address the variable in your life that is causing this dis-ease. Happiness is satisfaction divided by desires. What do you desire that you are not satisfied with? What are you not getting? What part of your life is lacking? What variable do you need to pay more attention to? What information do you need your critical logical mind to collect that will allow you to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in that area of your life?
Emotions and feelings are important variables in life. You just have to know the equations to plug them into. You are an equation. You can choose to say you hate math and continue to be miserable. Or you can do the work and figure out the variables of your life.
On day 10, we talked about the meaning to life. Since the beginning of time people have tried to figure out the meaning to life. Why are we here? What does this all mean? This human experience on Earth has a lot of illusions.
Let’s look at the science and reality of this human experience. You are energy. Energy never dies. It only changes form. You are an eternal being. You just change forms. So yes, you only have so much time here on Earth as a human being, but there is life after this human experience.
Energy is power. And you are energy. Your energy never dies. As a human being on Earth, finding your power is about finding you and your energy. Your energy is your power.
It is more simple when we call the energy that is you, your spirit. Your spirit lives forever. Your spirit never dies. It just changes form. You just change form. It’s not mystical. It’s science. Energy has to go somewhere. It doesn’t just disappear into thin air.
Based on this the equation for finding your power here on Earth as a human being is:
You = Your Power
You equal your power. Finding your personal power here on Earth is simply about finding you. You just have to find the energy that is your spirit and you will find your eternal power.
This means when you pretend to be like the people around you, you are giving up your power. If you feel helpless in life, it is because you are giving up your power. Retaining your personal power here on Earth is about being true to your spirit. And that means being you.
Next let’s tackle, what does this human Earth experience all mean? We all want to know why we are here. We suffer so much and finding meaning makes that suffering not hurt so bad. So if you are your power, why are you here? Well, you are here to accomplish your purposes in life.
Your Purposes = Your Meaning
The meaning to life and why you are here is different for each of us. But the equation is the same. You are here to accomplish your purposes in life. This is what gives your life meaning. And it is different for each of us based on our purposes.
When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes in life, your body recognizes your efforts. Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes here on Earth you will be rewarded.
Telemares are created by an enzyme that is produced when you are being of service. Telemares are the secret to life and the fountain of youth. DNA need telemares to replicate without degrading. When you lack telemares you age and degrade. The fewer telemares you have the more subhuman you will be on a gene and cellular level. Your DNA will start to have flaws.
You are your power. Your purposes are the meaning to why you are here on Earth. The more you accomplish your purposes, the more you will be rewarded.
On day 11 we talked about Darwinism and survival of the fittest. Evolution is about survival of the fittest. The members of a species who develop their skills and gifts the most are the ones who are supposed to move forward. When you accomplish your purposes on Earth you are rewarded, right?
Over time every species is supposed to become more dynamic with more skills and gifts and develop more specialties. This is to ensure the survival of the species. This is to ensure evolution. We must evolve in order to move forward.
When an animal is attacked in the wild, that animal has to fight back to survive. It’s Darwinism. We are supposed to fight back when someone attacks us. You were not designed to just allow people to attack and kill you. You were designed to fight back. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism.
Members of the same species are not supposed to attack each other. But when they do it is kill or be killed. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism and survival of the fittest. You are supposed to fight back and defend yourself. Attacking someone is rarely acceptable. But fighting back is always expected.
On day 12, we talked about jealousy. Jealousy stems from the belief you are replaceable.
Event + Belief = Emotion
If you see someone with something you desire and you experience jealousy, that is a sign you believe yourself to be replaceable. When you know who you are and know no one can fill your shoes, you do not feel jealousy. Instead, you figure out what you need to do in order to get what you desire.
Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires
Figure out how to fulfill your desires and you will be happy. Jealousy stems from believing you are replaceable. You are an eternal being who is incredibly irreplaceable and priceless. When you see your worth, jealousy will no longer be an issue. And when you see your worth, other people will too.
On day 13, we talked about choosing yourself. You cannot wait for someone else to choose you in order to see your own worth. You have to choose you and see your own worth first. If you wait for someone else to choose you in order to see and find your own worth, then your worth will be in that person’s hands. When they no longer choose you, you will cease to have worth again.
The only way to really be powerful and have value is to see your own value first. When you let someone else choose you first, you are putting your value in their hands. And that is another form of giving up your power.
Choosing yourself first is the first step in finding your spirit and claiming the power that is you as your own. You are a sovereign being. You are just like a sovereign country. Claim your land and your power, by claiming who you are. You have to see your power and own worth first.
On day 14, we talked about how to become more powerful. In order to increase your power, you have to increase your value. Which really just means you have to bring more value to the world.
More Value = More Power
But how do you actually go about doing that? You simply spend more time doing things you enjoy. When you are in a state of joy and creating gamma brain waves you are increasing your value.
Joy + Gamma Brain Waves = Flow State
The more skills and gifts you discover and develop, the more value you bring to the world. The more value you bring to the world, the more powerful you will be.
Flow state is merely doing things that bring you joy while creating gamma brain waves. This creates extra plasticity in your brain. Plasticity is intelligence. Intelligence is value and power. Intelligence is skills and gifts.
More Value = More Power
On day 15, we talked about luck.
Luck = Preparation + Opportunity
Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. You can create good luck in your life merely by preparing yourself to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes now. You do not have to see how the opportunity will come into your life. You merely have to prepare yourself to seize the moment when the opportunity does appear.
If you wait, it will be too late. Opportunity will not sit around waiting for you to prepare yourself. So you need to prepare before the opportunity comes into your life. There is always something you can do to prepare yourself and create more value.
Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. Prepare now to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes. And the opportunities will come.
On day 16, we talked about gamma brain waves.
Gamma brain waves are created by using both your conscious and your subconscious brain at the same time. You know that saying about walking and chewing gum? That’s about gamma brain waves.
When you use both your conscious and subconscious brain at the same time it creates connections in your brain. The more connections you have, the more intelligence you have. You know how you create a shortcut on your phone home screen to get to your favorite app? When you create gamma brain waves you are creating shortcuts in your brain.
Also, when you create gamma brain waves you are creating a rush of neurotransmitters. You know that saying about getting high on life? Gamma brain waves are how you get high on life.
The more time you spend creating gamma brain waves and creating shortcuts in your brain, the more high you can get in a shorter amount of time. And your brain reinforces this behavior by producing dopamine which gives you another rush through your reward system. This is to wire in the urge to do whatever you are doing again. This is part of how addiction is created. Our brains love intelligence so much they will reward you to create them by any means necessary. So if you partake in creating gamma brain waves in a maladaptive manner, your brain will crave that activity. No matter how good it is for you or the people around you.
Let’s say you partook in munchausen by proxy and covertly poisoned people. This would produce gamma brain waves. And it would give you a rush of neurotransmitters. Your brain would release dopamine as one of those neurotransmitters, to reinforce this behavior in your reward system. And it would produce serotonin which would make you happy and activate your immune system and homeostasis in your body. You would physically, mentally, and spiritually feel better after poisoning people. Plus, this enlarges the ganglia in your brain which causes you to live in anticipation. So not only would that moment feel good, but you would live in anticipation of doing it again.
Now let’s take it one step further. Let’s say the food system was rigged with more protein to stop you from producing serotonin when you ate. Eating carbs without protein is how your gut produces serotonin and regulates your immune system and homeostasis. So the only way you know how to produce serotonin in order to make you feel happy and regulate your immune system and homeostasis is by partaking in the maladaptive coping mechanism of munchausen by proxy.
Gamma brain waves can wire and fire anything into your brain. And it will make you feel good about whatever you are doing. The flood of neurotransmitters will make you feel better physically, mentally, and spiritually. But what you are doing can be harmful.
On day 17, we talked about how to move on after trauma or hardship. We all experience tough times. But how do we move forward and not let those hardships or traumas hold us hostage in the past?
You need to create wisdom in order to move forward. This takes a hardship and creates value out of it.
Wisdom = Memory – Emotion
When you experience trauma you need to take those emotions and filter them through your critical logical mind to create feelings.
Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling
You may have to consciously seek out information about the hardship or trauma with your critical logical mind in order to make sense of it all. Turning emotions into feelings requires logical understanding of the event and/or situation. However, once you turn the emotions associated with this event into feelings you can move forward.
Feelings do not require further review. You merely file them away in your conscious mind as wisdom. And then you are not stuck in the past trying to make sense of your emotions. Once wisdom is created you are free to move forward and on with your life.
Wisdom = Memory – Emotion
On day 18, we talked about epigenetics and beliefs.
You were born with 50% of your genes from your Mom and 50% from your Dad. But you are not destined to be like your family unless you choose to be. Sure you will probably always look like them, but epigenetics is the process where you decide which of your genes are switched on and off. Your environment and how you live your life dictates your epigenetics.
Your beliefs are your environment. People who believe God to be a loving God have better epigenetics, than people who believe God to be a punishing God. Your beliefs create a chemical chain reaction in your environment. And your beliefs create your environment. One of the quickest ways to change your epigenetics is to change your beliefs. Mind over matter, right?
Have you noticed how everyone takes more after their Mom’s side of the family? This isn’t because you are supposed to be more loyal to your Mom’s side of the family. This is because you get 50% of your genes from both your Mom and your Dad, but you get 100% of your mitochondria from your Mom. And mitochondria dictate epigenetics. So your Mom dictated which of your genes were switched on and off when you were born.
Everyday we are creating new cells in our body. And everyday the mitochondria in each of those new cells is writing messages that add up to be our epigenetics. Everyday you have the ability to change who you are. Everyday you change your beliefs you are changing who you are on a gene and cellular level. You were born to be you. Whoever you believe that to be.
You have heard of the placebo effect, right? When you expect a positive outcome it is more likely to take place. Nocebo is when you expect a negative outcome. Your beliefs are creating placebo and nocebo effects in your life everyday. Because your beliefs create your environment. So much so that drug trails have to account for the placebo effect. When people think a treatment will work, it’s more likely to work even if they aren’t actually given any medicine.
So the question really becomes how do you change your beliefs? If your beliefs create your environment and environment dictates epigenetics, how do you change your environment?
We all know that person who has read all kinds of self help books and they are still a complete and utter disaster. Doesn’t learning new things change your beliefs? Not neccesarily. Remember your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. So your critical logical mind can know all kinds of things, but if your subconscious is saying something else then your beliefs will not align with the things you know with your critical logical mind.
So next the question becomes how do we get the things we know with our critical logical mind into our subconscious? The first option is repetition. Your subconscious is your habit mind. It learns from repetition. You have to create connections between your conscious and subconscious mind and you have to revisit them otherwise they will not stay in place.
Remember when you first learned to drive a car. It was a lot of information to take in and remember. But now you drive without thinking about it. Because that information is in your subconscious mind. Everything can become like driving and can be programmed into your subconscious.
The second way to change your beliefs in your subconscious is with hypnosis. The first 8 years of your life you spent in a state of hypnosis. This is characterized by Theta brain waves. When you were a child it wasn’t like you could read books about how to do things. You downloaded information with your nervous system by watching people and using your mirror neurons. This is why you are so much like your family. You downloaded your beliefs from your family subconsciously as a child.
An adopted child raised in a family with a predisposition to a certain disease is also more likely to get that certain disease. It’s not genetic. It is epigenetic. It is because they get their beliefs from the family that raised them.
So, how do you hypnotize yourself? You listen to something right when you wake up or right before bed. Because that is when you experience Theta brain waves. This allows information to go into your subconscious without as much repetition. Science says it can take up to 66 repetitions to wire something into your brain. However if you wire it in while using Theta brain waves, it wont take as many repetitions.
Also, gamma brain waves increase plasticity in your brain. If you are going to wire something into your brain with repetition while not using Theta brain waves, it makes sense to use gamma brain waves. Remember, gamma brain waves and doing something you enjoy is how you create flow state. Flow state is a great way to reprogram your subconscious. Because you wont even really notice what you are doing. You will just feel joy.
Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. Your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. And you downloaded a lot of disasters of beliefs from your family as a child when you were in a state of hypnosis. You are like your family because you share beliefs with them, not because you share genes.
Remember a culture is a group of people who share beliefs. Your family was the first culture you were in. You had to share beliefs with them in order to survive. However, as an adult those beliefs could be killing you and stealing your joy. If you don’t want to be like your family reprogram your subconscious with new beliefs. It can literally be as easy as listening to an audio recording every night before bed or every morning as you wake up.
You are who you believe yourself to be. Beliefs are your environment. Beliefs dictate epigenetics.
On day 19, we talked about the consequences of changing your beliefs in your subconscious.
For every one gene you have there are 30,000 different epigenetic outcomes you can create. Your beliefs can even change defective genes into functional healthy genes. So the sky is the limit in countless ways.
However, when you change your beliefs you will no longer fit into the same culture. Remember culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. If you change your beliefs, you will also change your culture. This may leave you the odd man out in your family or in your old group of friends.
In the old days, this was a mechanism to keep people stuck. Heard mentality has been used to keep people complacent since the beginning of time. However with modern technology, nowadays you can find your culture no matter how much you change your beliefs. There are billions of people in the world. You will find other people with your beliefs. You just have to look for them.
Don’t allow change to scare you. Feel the fear and do it anyway. You know what your life will be like if you keep the same beliefs as the people in your family. Your life will end up just like theirs. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome. Will you be happy and fulfilled with your life if it turns out just like the rest of your family’s lives? Because the beliefs they implanted in your subconscious, when you were a child, are the same beliefs that lead them to where they are today.
Also, you will the life of your dreams to manifest effortlessly when you change your beliefs. Your dreams, goals, and purposes in life are not an uphill battle any longer. The people around you support all your endeavors. Because they understand you. They want you to succeed in every aspect of your life.
No longer do you feel like the outsider for wanting more out of life. Or like you have to hold back from being you fully. Your new culture supports you and your beliefs in ever way you can imagine. And knowing that you have this support allows you to dream even bigger. People who love and care for you do not hold you back from anything. They cheer for you no matter what.
Your whole world changes when you change your beliefs. And your body changes too. No longer do you have health conditions that hold you back. No longer do you get those fall colds or spring allergies. You take vitamins to support your body and have selfcare rituals, because your body is your temple. And it supports you more than ever before. You never imagined you could feel this good and clear headed. You are limitless.
Ideas stream through your mind with such ease. Pieces of information come together in ways you never saw before. The imagery in your mind is colorful and vivid. No longer does your mind race causing you anxiety. There is a peace that has washed over you. Your soul is at ease. And joy surrounds you.
Finding people who love and accept you creates more of the enzyme that creates telemares. And living in this love while pursuing your purposes also causes you to create more telemares. This makes you a more optimal human on a gene and cellular level. It is a snowball effect that helps you obtain your potential in every aspect of your life.
You are the person you always wanted to be. You succeed at everything you set out to accomplish. You find a way to make things happen effortlessly. Your dreams come to you with ease. Your passions fuel your soul and keep you striving for more. You are driven, creative, confident, healthy, balanced, and courageous. You find solutions to problems you never thought you could overcome.
Today, on day 20, let’s talk about trauma bonds and neuro linguistic programming.
Let’s say that everyone in the world took part in munchausen by proxy and poisoned people covertly. And they even poisoned the people they claimed to love. If this were true than we all would have trauma bonds. Healthy real bonds are based on love, not destruction. But if we lived in a world where everyone was poisoning everyone, no one would have a true human connection. And these abusers would be the ones who implanted beliefs into your subconscious when you were a child in a state of hypnosis.
Your whole life people have told you who you are. When you were a young child in hypnosis you relied on this, because you didn’t have any other way to know who you were. All of these messages from other people are in your subconscious. These make up your beliefs. Even if your critical logical mind knows better, your subconscious still believes these things.
The following are a series of statements intended to create connections between your critical logical mind, where your spirit lives, and your subconscious mind, which is a recording device. The more connections between your conscious and subconscious mind the more your life will become what you intend. And the more intelligence you will have. If your conscious and subconscious are on two different pages, everything will be an uphill battle.
I am safe. You are safe. I am free. You are free. I am happy. You are happy. I am healthy. You are healthy. I am grateful. You are grateful. I am at peace. You are at peace. I am love. You are love. I am loved. You are loved. I am accomplishing my purposes in life. You are accomplishing your purposes in life. My body is healing. Your body is healing. My body is my home. Your body is your home. I am my ideal body weight. You are your ideal body weight. My heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality. Your heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality. My thyroid is balanced filling my body with energy. Your thyroid is balanced filling your body with energy. My healthy lungs fill my body with the oxygen I need to remain calm at all times. Your healthy lungs fill your body with the oxygen you need to remain calm at all times. My kidneys are healthy and strong allowing me to live without anxiety. Your kidneys are healthy and strong allowing you to live without anxiety. My liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing me to live without anger. Your liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing you to live without anger. My reproductive organs are healthy allowing me create life. Your reproductive organs are healthy allowing you to create life. My pancreas is balanced allowing me to remain level headed at all times. Your pancreas is balanced allowing you to remain level headed at all times. My digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing me the nutrients I need to thrive. Your digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing you the nutrients you need to thrive. My gut bacteria takes care of me. Your gut bacteria takes care of you. My microbiome supports my health in every way possible. Your microbiome supports your health in every way possible. My skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from my body efficiently. Your skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from your body efficiently. My mind is clear and concise. Your mind is clear and concise. My soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive. Your soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive. I am reaching my potential. You are reaching your potential. I am deserving of the life of my dreams. You deserve the life of your dreams. I am deserving of anything I am willing to work towards. You deserve anything you are willing to work towards. I do things that bring me joy daily. You do things that bring you joy daily. I am connected to devine order. You are connected to divine order. I do things everyday to make myself a better human. You do things everyday to make yourself a better human. I am living my destiny. You are living your destiny. I was born to change the world. You were born to change the world.
Program 1-Reprogramming Your Subconscious Day 20–download/copy this!!!
On day 1, we talked about how all you have to do is listen to these talks to reprogram your subconscious. Your subconscious is your habit mind. Repetition is how it learns. However, if you would like to speed up this process there are a few things you can do.
First, you can listen to this before bed or just after waking up. This works because of theta brain waves. Second, you can listen with headphones, because your brain can’t tell the difference between the voice in your ears and the voice in your head. And lastly, you can do movement while listening to improve the speed of programming your subconscious. This activates gamma brain waves and creates more plasticity in your brain. And this movement can be anything from deep breathing, to doing dishes, to walking your dog, etc. Motion creates emotion. Because emotion is just energy in motion.
Your nervous system is constantly collecting information. And it is so good at what it does that it can overwhelm your brain. When this happens you feel stressed or anxious.
Your brain has the job of organizing and storing all the information your nervous system collects. Your brain creates a library that will dictate if you are able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. That is a lot of pressure for your brain. And your nervous system is a hoader and collects all the information it can get its hands on.
So, when your brain has these moments where it feels overwhelmed you just need to turn your nervous system off for a few seconds to allow your brain to catch up. You can do this with holding your head in place and rapidly moving your eyes from side to side. This rapid eye movement will turn off your stress response from your reptilian brain. It only takes 10 to 30 seconds of doing these rapid eye movements to feel relief.
On day 2, we talked about how you need to teach your brain to filter information in order to create value. And not create a junkyard of useless information. If your brain stores all the information your nervous system collects you will never be able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. You only have so much time on Earth. You have to focus on what you want to accomplish and what will help you get there.
The key to teaching your brain to filter the information from your nervous system effectively is to know yourself. When you know who you are and what you want to accomplish in life, then you know the information that is important to you. If everyone collected the same information, we would all lack value.
If you partake in keeping up with the Jones and start to value everything everyone around you values, it diminishes your own value. And it erodes your chances of accomplishing your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. No one was sent to Earth to pretend to be like everyone else. You came here with purposes unique to you. And you have skills and gifts that will help you accomplish these purposes. If you spend your life preoccupied with pretending to be like everyone else, you will never find your skills and gifts. Then you won’t figure out your purposes in this life. And then you definitely will not be able to accomplish those purposes, let alone your dreams and goals.
Being you is the key to not only creating a valuable library in your brain. But it’s key to knowing who you are, finding your skills and gifts, and figuring out your purposes in this life. Part of your purposes is to share your skills and gifts with the world. Now what you are supposed to accomplish by sharing your skills and gifts with the world is up to you.
On day 3, we talked about how to get to know yourself. Everyone says they know themselves, but if they really did would the world be so lost? Knowing yourself isn’t a mystical or mysterious experience. Knowing yourself is just like knowing someone else.
In order to know yourself, you have to spend time with yourself. You literally spend time getting to know someone else. You need to do the very same thing with yourself. You spend time getting to know yourself while doing things that bring you joy. You are a human being. Knowing yourself is about knowing how you like to be. Making a list of the things you like and memorizing it will not help you get to know yourself. You have to spend time with yourself in the state of joy. When you are in a state of joy, you are the person you are meant to be. We were sent to Earth to be in joy. We were sent here to enjoy ourselves. Find your joy and you will find yourself.
On day 4, we talked about the two inheritance systems. Almost all the information you collect throughout your life, comes from these two systems of learning from other people. The symbolic inheritance system is written information like charts, maps, graphs, books, hieroglyphics, etc. And the behavioral inheritance system is when you learn from watching other people do things.
Both of these systems are fallible. But the behavioral inheritance system comes with great dangers. See when you see someone do something, your brain fires and wires as if you did the thing. This is your mirror neurons creating this chain reaction. Monkey see, monkey do describes your mirror neurons. If everyone around you was jumping off a bridge, your mirror neurons are designed to get you to jump too.
Any time you are around someone else your mirror neurons are wiring and firing information from your nervous system into your subconscious about that person. The dangerous part is your nervous system is a hoader and collects everything it can get it’s hands on. So not only are you wiring and firing in the good parts of that person and the things you want to learn from them, you are also wiring and firing in the disasters of their life into your subconscious. So, you may not even consciously realize they are there.
We all know that person who is amazing at something and we admire them. But we also see how the rest of their life is a complete and utter disaster. This person sadly is dangerous. Because even though they have mastered something amazingly, our mirror neurons are collecting information from their whole life when we are around them.
Your nervous system is a hoader. It can’t help but collect all the information it can get it’s hands on. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive. The more information you have, the more likely you are to survive.
Only recently in the modern day world has life shifted to be about filtering information. For most of the history of human beings, life has been about gathering information. But nowadays, we all have access to more information than we know what to do with. Just recently human beings have shifted from creating value in life by gathering information to creating value by filtering information. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive in a world where information was scarce.
On day 5, we talked about how to overcome your mirror neurons and the people around you with your critical logical mind. You do not have to partake in the blind leading the blind, if you choose to see the world for how it really is. And you see the world for how it really is by using your critical logical mind to find the truth.
The average American is poor, fat, unhealthy, unhappy, and divorced. These are the results if you choose to do the things that people around you are doing without using your critical logical mind. The world is more lost than ever before. We have more information than ever before, but we don’t seem to be using this information.
When you do not filter the disasters your nervous system fires and wires into your subconscious from the people around you, then your life becomes a disaster. You do not have to be a slave to your mirror neurons and the disasters they collect. However, in order to overcome these disasters in your subconscious you have to use your critical logical mind to become conscious of your actions.
The practice of mindfulness is all about not creating the disasters you have stored in your subconscious in your own life. All you have to do is see the world for how it really is. But that also includes seeing yourself for who you really are. Being mindful can be painful. But living a disaster of a life can be much worse.
You have to use your critical logical mind in order to not be a slave to the disasters your mirror neurons and nervous system collect because they are stored in your subconscious. You won’t know they are there until you become conscious of them. Mindfulness is about consciousness and awareness.
On day 6, we talked about how you have to use your critical logical mind to overcome your subconscious and the disasters from your mirror neurons. But how do you actually go about doing that? It sounds confusing. But it’s not. It’s just about knowing how to be proactive, rather than in a reactive state and a victim of the people around you. You can be a product of your environment. Or you can be the person you are meant to be.
Your nervous system and mirror neurons are always collecting information. And they store this information in your subconscious. In order to overcome this, you need to be mindful and aware of what you are doing. But you also need to collect the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Your subconscious is your default setting. But you can be proactive and get in the driverseat of your life with your conscious mind and your critical logical mind.
You must become aware and conscious of the information you need in order to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in life. And then you need to consciously work on collecting this information with your critical logical mind. If you expect your subconscious to collect all the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life you will not get very far. And your life will most likely become a complete disaster. Just like the life of the average American. You should want more for yourself.
Gama brain waves are key to creating intelligence. When you are consciously collecting information with your critical logical mind you need to access gamma brain waves. Our brains were designed to create extra plasticity when we were running from predators. The key to this extra plasticity is gamma brain waves. The more gamma brain waves you have the more intelligent you will be. And you need all the intelligence you can get to overcome the people around you who make up your environment.
Creating gamma brain waves is the key to overcoming the disaster of the world around you, aka your environment. Gamma brain waves are key in guaranteeing you accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Gamma brain waves are intelligence.
On day 7, we talked about how humans have the need to enslave the people around them in an effort to conquer the world. Your brain and mirror neurons were not created with this in mind. But neither was your body. When your body is not operating properly, you cannot access your critical logical mind or gamma brain waves. When your body is not operating properly, it is almost impossible to create intelligence. Thus, leaving you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters from the people around you.
In the old days, these people who tried to enslave us were easy to identify. They would burn down our villages. But nowadays these people claim to be our friends and family. These people who wish to enslave us have us surrounded in every aspect of our lives.
In WWII these people preoccupied with destruction and slavery, sent people they wished to enslave to concentration camps. But today they just turn your body and mind into the concentration camp. It’s easier to enslave you, if you don’t realize what is happening. You don’t try to fight back.
Modern day slavery is done with a thousand pieces of broken glass. One small piece of broken glass will cut you and make you bleed, but it most likely won’t kill you. However, a thousand small pieces of broken glass may.
Toxins represent the broken pieces of glass in modern day slavery. When your body is not operating properly you cannot access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind. This leaves you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters of your mirror neurons. While creating disease in your body and rendering you helpless, unable to save yourself. You look for a savior outside yourself, but only find people who wish to enslave you more and kill you. But these people often tell you they care about you and are trying to help you. And if they are close to you, they will probably even tell you that you are hard to love as they try to kill you.
Epigenetics is how we get to choose who we are. We all are born with genes like our family, but your environment and how you live your life dictates how these genes are switched on and off like light switches. Methylation is one of the processes that switches your genes on and off. It’s like a little man running around in the house of your body turning on and off the lights. The lighting of your life depends on methylation.
Toxins inhibit proper methylation. The more toxins in your life, environment, and body the more you do not methylate properly. When you don’t methylate properly, you are switching on and off genes that make you more subhuman on a gene and cellular level. And this is how your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp where there is rarely an escape.
On day 8, we talked about culture and leadership. Do you think the leaders of the people who wish to enslave us in efforts of conquering the world want their followers to think critically and logically?
A culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. These shared beliefs create patterns in behavior. Our beliefs are our environment. Our culture is our environment. Every leader is a cult leader. Because every group of people has shared beliefs that create a culture.
It only takes three people to create a cult: a leader, a follower, and the third person will join or die. The third person normally follows suit rather quickly due to mirror neurons, heard mentality, conditioning, a lifetime of disasters fired and wired into their subconscious, etc. The equation for creating a larger cult is the same. You just multiple the last two variables. The more followers you have, the more quickly people will fall in line with your culture.
Let’s say you wanted to get your cult followers to enslave the people around them in efforts to conquer the world. How would you go about getting that to happen? Well, the first variable is you have to identify your enemy or scapegoat. Then, you tell your cult followers that all their problems and hardships are due to this person or group of people. You lead your followers to believe that their ability to get their needs met will be inhibited even more by this scapegoat. Creating more pain and hardships in their lives. And you instill not only a sense of fear, but a sense of urgency too. Then you enlist your cult followers in a crusade against your scapegoat. Your cult followers will sign up willingly, because they believe they have no other option.
Now this equation could take a very long time and be extremely labor intensive. Not to mention it would require a lot of patience. It could take years to get all these variables in place, maybe even decades. How do you suppose you could speed up this process? Wouldn’t it be easier if your cult followers did not think critically or logically?
Throughout history some of the greatest evils that have embarked on creating a crusade, have created and released toxins into our environment. This damages our ability to methylate. Making our epigenetics more subhuman. And it cuts us off from our critical logical mind, while creating disease in our bodies. It speeds up the time it takes to create a crusade, genocide, or world war greatly. Work smarter not harder, right?
The people around you who try to enslave you and turn your body and mind into a concentration camp have just been enslaved themselves. Their body and mind have been turned into a concentration camp, but they don’t realize what is happening. Because they have been cut off from their critical logical mind. They are unable to access gamma brain waves and create intelligence.
Your ability to access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind relies on everyone around you methylating properly. Yes, you need to methylate properly. But more importantly, the people in your environment need to methylate properly. Environment dictates epigenetics. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment allows. If the people around you do not methylate properly, they will try to enslave you in efforts of conquering the world. Because they do not have access to their critical logical mind.
There will always be cult leaders looking to enslave the people who follow them. There will always be descendants of the greatest evils throughout history. The only way to ensure you have access to your critical logical mind and gamma brain waves is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. The only way to ensure your body and mind are not turned into a concentration camp is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. Those people are your environment. Environment dictates epigenetics.
We can’t kill everyone in the world who will try to enslave the people who are in their cult following. But if we can guarantee everyone has access to their critical logical mind and the ability to create intelligence with gamma brain waves, we can create a safe environment. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment. Your environment dictates your epigenetics. Your beliefs are your environment.
On day 9, we talked about emotional intelligence. When you are cut off from your critical logical mind, you are a slave to your emotions. This is another way your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp.
Emotions can be a lie. Because emotions can be created by the disasters your mirror neurons collect in your subconscious.
Event + Belief = Emotion
When you have an emotion you need to think about what is causing this emotion. Just because something happens in your life, does not mean you are guaranteed to experience a certain emotion. Your environment is dependent on your perception. Your beliefs create your emotions. Your beliefs create your environment. But once again the disasters in your subconscious could be creating a disaster in your emotions and your life.
Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling
Emotions are not logical. And therefore, they are not trustworthy. But feelings are logical. And they are trustworthy.
When you experience an emotion you need to filter it through your critical logical mind to turn it into a feeling. You can trust your feelings. But you cannot trust your emotions. Emotions can be manipulated. Emotions can be a lie. Trust your feelings.
Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires
When you are not at ease or depressed, you need to ask yourself why. So you can address the variable in your life that is causing this dis-ease. Happiness is satisfaction divided by desires. What do you desire that you are not satisfied with? What are you not getting? What part of your life is lacking? What variable do you need to pay more attention to? What information do you need your critical logical mind to collect that will allow you to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in that area of your life?
Emotions and feelings are important variables in life. You just have to know the equations to plug them into. You are an equation. You can choose to say you hate math and continue to be miserable. Or you can do the work and figure out the variables of your life.
On day 10, we talked about the meaning to life. Since the beginning of time people have tried to figure out the meaning to life. Why are we here? What does this all mean? This human experience on Earth has a lot of illusions.
Let’s look at the science and reality of this human experience. You are energy. Energy never dies. It only changes form. You are an eternal being. You just change forms. So yes, you only have so much time here on Earth as a human being, but there is life after this human experience.
Energy is power. And you are energy. Your energy never dies. As a human being on Earth, finding your power is about finding you and your energy. Your energy is your power.
It is more simple when we call the energy that is you, your spirit. Your spirit lives forever. Your spirit never dies. It just changes form. You just change form. It’s not mystical. It’s science. Energy has to go somewhere. It doesn’t just disappear into thin air.
Based on this the equation for finding your power here on Earth as a human being is:
You = Your Power
You equal your power. Finding your personal power here on Earth is simply about finding you. You just have to find the energy that is your spirit and you will find your eternal power.
This means when you pretend to be like the people around you, you are giving up your power. If you feel helpless in life, it is because you are giving up your power. Retaining your personal power here on Earth is about being true to your spirit. And that means being you.
Next let’s tackle, what does this human Earth experience all mean? We all want to know why we are here. We suffer so much and finding meaning makes that suffering not hurt so bad. So if you are your power, why are you here? Well, you are here to accomplish your purposes in life.
Your Purposes = Your Meaning
The meaning to life and why you are here is different for each of us. But the equation is the same. You are here to accomplish your purposes in life. This is what gives your life meaning. And it is different for each of us based on our purposes.
When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes in life, your body recognizes your efforts. Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes here on Earth you will be rewarded.
Telemares are created by an enzyme that is produced when you are being of service. Telemares are the secret to life and the fountain of youth. DNA need telemares to replicate without degrading. When you lack telemares you age and degrade. The fewer telemares you have the more subhuman you will be on a gene and cellular level. Your DNA will start to have flaws.
You are your power. Your purposes are the meaning to why you are here on Earth. The more you accomplish your purposes, the more you will be rewarded.
On day 11 we talked about Darwinism and survival of the fittest. Evolution is about survival of the fittest. The members of a species who develop their skills and gifts the most are the ones who are supposed to move forward. When you accomplish your purposes on Earth you are rewarded, right?
Over time every species is supposed to become more dynamic with more skills and gifts and develop more specialties. This is to ensure the survival of the species. This is to ensure evolution. We must evolve in order to move forward.
When an animal is attacked in the wild, that animal has to fight back to survive. It’s Darwinism. We are supposed to fight back when someone attacks us. You were not designed to just allow people to attack and kill you. You were designed to fight back. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism.
Members of the same species are not supposed to attack each other. But when they do it is kill or be killed. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism and survival of the fittest. You are supposed to fight back and defend yourself. Attacking someone is rarely acceptable. But fighting back is always expected.
On day 12, we talked about jealousy. Jealousy stems from the belief you are replaceable.
Event + Belief = Emotion
If you see someone with something you desire and you experience jealousy, that is a sign you believe yourself to be replaceable. When you know who you are and know no one can fill your shoes, you do not feel jealousy. Instead, you figure out what you need to do in order to get what you desire.
Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires
Figure out how to fulfill your desires and you will be happy. Jealousy stems from believing you are replaceable. You are an eternal being who is incredibly irreplaceable and priceless. When you see your worth, jealousy will no longer be an issue. And when you see your worth, other people will too.
On day 13, we talked about choosing yourself. You cannot wait for someone else to choose you in order to see your own worth. You have to choose you and see your own worth first. If you wait for someone else to choose you in order to see and find your own worth, then your worth will be in that person’s hands. When they no longer choose you, you will cease to have worth again.
The only way to really be powerful and have value is to see your own value first. When you let someone else choose you first, you are putting your value in their hands. And that is another form of giving up your power.
Choosing yourself first is the first step in finding your spirit and claiming the power that is you as your own. You are a sovereign being. You are just like a sovereign country. Claim your land and your power, by claiming who you are. You have to see your power and own worth first.
On day 14, we talked about how to become more powerful. In order to increase your power, you have to increase your value. Which really just means you have to bring more value to the world.
More Value = More Power
But how do you actually go about doing that? You simply spend more time doing things you enjoy. When you are in a state of joy and creating gamma brain waves you are increasing your value.
Joy + Gamma Brain Waves = Flow State
The more skills and gifts you discover and develop, the more value you bring to the world. The more value you bring to the world, the more powerful you will be.
Flow state is merely doing things that bring you joy while creating gamma brain waves. This creates extra plasticity in your brain. Plasticity is intelligence. Intelligence is value and power. Intelligence is skills and gifts.
More Value = More Power
On day 15, we talked about luck.
Luck = Preparation + Opportunity
Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. You can create good luck in your life merely by preparing yourself to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes now. You do not have to see how the opportunity will come into your life. You merely have to prepare yourself to seize the moment when the opportunity does appear.
If you wait, it will be too late. Opportunity will not sit around waiting for you to prepare yourself. So you need to prepare before the opportunity comes into your life. There is always something you can do to prepare yourself and create more value.
Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. Prepare now to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes. And the opportunities will come.
On day 16, we talked about gamma brain waves.
Gamma brain waves are created by using both your conscious and your subconscious brain at the same time. You know that saying about walking and chewing gum? That’s about gamma brain waves.
When you use both your conscious and subconscious brain at the same time it creates connections in your brain. The more connections you have, the more intelligence you have. You know how you create a shortcut on your phone home screen to get to your favorite app? When you create gamma brain waves you are creating shortcuts in your brain.
Also, when you create gamma brain waves you are creating a rush of neurotransmitters. You know that saying about getting high on life? Gamma brain waves are how you get high on life.
The more time you spend creating gamma brain waves and creating shortcuts in your brain, the more high you can get in a shorter amount of time. And your brain reinforces this behavior by producing dopamine which gives you another rush through your reward system. This is to wire in the urge to do whatever you are doing again. This is part of how addiction is created. Our brains love intelligence so much they will reward you to create them by any means necessary. So if you partake in creating gamma brain waves in a maladaptive manner, your brain will crave that activity. No matter how good it is for you or the people around you.
Let’s say you partook in munchausen by proxy and covertly poisoned people. This would produce gamma brain waves. And it would give you a rush of neurotransmitters. Your brain would release dopamine as one of those neurotransmitters, to reinforce this behavior in your reward system. And it would produce serotonin which would make you happy and activate your immune system and homeostasis in your body. You would physically, mentally, and spiritually feel better after poisoning people. Plus, this enlarges the ganglia in your brain which causes you to live in anticipation. So not only would that moment feel good, but you would live in anticipation of doing it again.
Now let’s take it one step further. Let’s say the food system was rigged with more protein to stop you from producing serotonin when you ate. Eating carbs without protein is how your gut produces serotonin and regulates your immune system and homeostasis. So the only way you know how to produce serotonin in order to make you feel happy and regulate your immune system and homeostasis is by partaking in the maladaptive coping mechanism of munchausen by proxy.
Gamma brain waves can wire and fire anything into your brain. And it will make you feel good about whatever you are doing. The flood of neurotransmitters will make you feel better physically, mentally, and spiritually. But what you are doing can be harmful.
On day 17, we talked about how to move on after trauma or hardship. We all experience tough times. But how do we move forward and not let those hardships or traumas hold us hostage in the past?
You need to create wisdom in order to move forward. This takes a hardship and creates value out of it.
Wisdom = Memory – Emotion
When you experience trauma you need to take those emotions and filter them through your critical logical mind to create feelings.
Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling
You may have to consciously seek out information about the hardship or trauma with your critical logical mind in order to make sense of it all. Turning emotions into feelings requires logical understanding of the event and/or situation. However, once you turn the emotions associated with this event into feelings you can move forward.
Feelings do not require further review. You merely file them away in your conscious mind as wisdom. And then you are not stuck in the past trying to make sense of your emotions. Once wisdom is created you are free to move forward and on with your life.
Wisdom = Memory – Emotion
On day 18, we talked about epigenetics and beliefs.
You were born with 50% of your genes from your Mom and 50% from your Dad. But you are not destined to be like your family unless you choose to be. Sure you will probably always look like them, but epigenetics is the process where you decide which of your genes are switched on and off. Your environment and how you live your life dictates your epigenetics.
Your beliefs are your environment. People who believe God to be a loving God have better epigenetics, than people who believe God to be a punishing God. Your beliefs create a chemical chain reaction in your environment. And your beliefs create your environment. One of the quickest ways to change your epigenetics is to change your beliefs. Mind over matter, right?
Have you noticed how everyone takes more after their Mom’s side of the family? This isn’t because you are supposed to be more loyal to your Mom’s side of the family. This is because you get 50% of your genes from both your Mom and your Dad, but you get 100% of your mitochondria from your Mom. And mitochondria dictate epigenetics. So your Mom dictated which of your genes were switched on and off when you were born.
Everyday we are creating new cells in our body. And everyday the mitochondria in each of those new cells is writing messages that add up to be our epigenetics. Everyday you have the ability to change who you are. Everyday you change your beliefs you are changing who you are on a gene and cellular level. You were born to be you. Whoever you believe that to be.
You have heard of the placebo effect, right? When you expect a positive outcome it is more likely to take place. Nocebo is when you expect a negative outcome. Your beliefs are creating placebo and nocebo effects in your life everyday. Because your beliefs create your environment. So much so that drug trails have to account for the placebo effect. When people think a treatment will work, it’s more likely to work even if they aren’t actually given any medicine.
So the question really becomes how do you change your beliefs? If your beliefs create your environment and environment dictates epigenetics, how do you change your environment?
We all know that person who has read all kinds of self help books and they are still a complete and utter disaster. Doesn’t learning new things change your beliefs? Not neccesarily. Remember your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. So your critical logical mind can know all kinds of things, but if your subconscious is saying something else then your beliefs will not align with the things you know with your critical logical mind.
So next the question becomes how do we get the things we know with our critical logical mind into our subconscious? The first option is repetition. Your subconscious is your habit mind. It learns from repetition. You have to create connections between your conscious and subconscious mind and you have to revisit them otherwise they will not stay in place.
Remember when you first learned to drive a car. It was a lot of information to take in and remember. But now you drive without thinking about it. Because that information is in your subconscious mind. Everything can become like driving and can be programmed into your subconscious.
The second way to change your beliefs in your subconscious is with hypnosis. The first 8 years of your life you spent in a state of hypnosis. This is characterized by Theta brain waves. When you were a child it wasn’t like you could read books about how to do things. You downloaded information with your nervous system by watching people and using your mirror neurons. This is why you are so much like your family. You downloaded your beliefs from your family subconsciously as a child.
An adopted child raised in a family with a predisposition to a certain disease is also more likely to get that certain disease. It’s not genetic. It is epigenetic. It is because they get their beliefs from the family that raised them.
So, how do you hypnotize yourself? You listen to something right when you wake up or right before bed. Because that is when you experience Theta brain waves. This allows information to go into your subconscious without as much repetition. Science says it can take up to 66 repetitions to wire something into your brain. However if you wire it in while using Theta brain waves, it wont take as many repetitions.
Also, gamma brain waves increase plasticity in your brain. If you are going to wire something into your brain with repetition while not using Theta brain waves, it makes sense to use gamma brain waves. Remember, gamma brain waves and doing something you enjoy is how you create flow state. Flow state is a great way to reprogram your subconscious. Because you wont even really notice what you are doing. You will just feel joy.
Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. Your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. And you downloaded a lot of disasters of beliefs from your family as a child when you were in a state of hypnosis. You are like your family because you share beliefs with them, not because you share genes.
Remember a culture is a group of people who share beliefs. Your family was the first culture you were in. You had to share beliefs with them in order to survive. However, as an adult those beliefs could be killing you and stealing your joy. If you don’t want to be like your family reprogram your subconscious with new beliefs. It can literally be as easy as listening to an audio recording every night before bed or every morning as you wake up.
You are who you believe yourself to be. Beliefs are your environment. Beliefs dictate epigenetics.
On day 19, we talked about the consequences of changing your beliefs in your subconscious.
For every one gene you have there are 30,000 different epigenetic outcomes you can create. Your beliefs can even change defective genes into functional healthy genes. So the sky is the limit in countless ways.
However, when you change your beliefs you will no longer fit into the same culture. Remember culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. If you change your beliefs, you will also change your culture. This may leave you the odd man out in your family or in your old group of friends.
In the old days, this was a mechanism to keep people stuck. Heard mentality has been used to keep people complacent since the beginning of time. However with modern technology, nowadays you can find your culture no matter how much you change your beliefs. There are billions of people in the world. You will find other people with your beliefs. You just have to look for them.
Don’t allow change to scare you. Feel the fear and do it anyway. You know what your life will be like if you keep the same beliefs as the people in your family. Your life will end up just like theirs. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome. Will you be happy and fulfilled with your life if it turns out just like the rest of your family’s lives? Because the beliefs they implanted in your subconscious, when you were a child, are the same beliefs that lead them to where they are today.
Also, you will the life of your dreams to manifest effortlessly when you change your beliefs. Your dreams, goals, and purposes in life are not an uphill battle any longer. The people around you support all your endeavors. Because they understand you. They want you to succeed in every aspect of your life.
No longer do you feel like the outsider for wanting more out of life. Or like you have to hold back from being you fully. Your new culture supports you and your beliefs in ever way you can imagine. And knowing that you have this support allows you to dream even bigger. People who love and care for you do not hold you back from anything. They cheer for you no matter what.
Your whole world changes when you change your beliefs. And your body changes too. No longer do you have health conditions that hold you back. No longer do you get those fall colds or spring allergies. You take vitamins to support your body and have selfcare rituals, because your body is your temple. And it supports you more than ever before. You never imagined you could feel this good and clear headed. You are limitless.
Ideas stream through your mind with such ease. Pieces of information come together in ways you never saw before. The imagery in your mind is colorful and vivid. No longer does your mind race causing you anxiety. There is a peace that has washed over you. Your soul is at ease. And joy surrounds you.
Finding people who love and accept you creates more of the enzyme that creates telemares. And living in this love while pursuing your purposes also causes you to create more telemares. This makes you a more optimal human on a gene and cellular level. It is a snowball effect that helps you obtain your potential in every aspect of your life.
You are the person you always wanted to be. You succeed at everything you set out to accomplish. You find a way to make things happen effortlessly. Your dreams come to you with ease. Your passions fuel your soul and keep you striving for more. You are driven, creative, confident, healthy, balanced, and courageous. You find solutions to problems you never thought you could overcome.
Today, on day 20, let’s talk about trauma bonds and neuro linguistic programming.
Let’s say that everyone in the world took part in munchausen by proxy and poisoned people covertly. And they even poisoned the people they claimed to love. If this were true than we all would have trauma bonds. Healthy real bonds are based on love, not destruction. But if we lived in a world where everyone was poisoning everyone, no one would have a true human connection. And these abusers would be the ones who implanted beliefs into your subconscious when you were a child in a state of hypnosis.
Your whole life people have told you who you are. When you were a young child in hypnosis you relied on this, because you didn’t have any other way to know who you were. All of these messages from other people are in your subconscious. These make up your beliefs. Even if your critical logical mind knows better, your subconscious still believes these things.
The following are a series of statements intended to create connections between your critical logical mind, where your spirit lives, and your subconscious mind, which is a recording device. The more connections between your conscious and subconscious mind the more your life will become what you intend. And the more intelligence you will have. If your conscious and subconscious are on two different pages, everything will be an uphill battle.
I am safe. You are safe. I am free. You are free. I am happy. You are happy. I am healthy. You are healthy. I am grateful. You are grateful. I am at peace. You are at peace. I am love. You are love. I am loved. You are loved. I am accomplishing my purposes in life. You are accomplishing your purposes in life. My body is healing. Your body is healing. My body is my home. Your body is your home. I am my ideal body weight. You are your ideal body weight. My heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality. Your heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality. My thyroid is balanced filling my body with energy. Your thyroid is balanced filling your body with energy. My healthy lungs fill my body with the oxygen I need to remain calm at all times. Your healthy lungs fill your body with the oxygen you need to remain calm at all times. My kidneys are healthy and strong allowing me to live without anxiety. Your kidneys are healthy and strong allowing you to live without anxiety. My liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing me to live without anger. Your liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing you to live without anger. My reproductive organs are healthy allowing me create life. Your reproductive organs are healthy allowing you to create life. My pancreas is balanced allowing me to remain level headed at all times. Your pancreas is balanced allowing you to remain level headed at all times. My digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing me the nutrients I need to thrive. Your digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing you the nutrients you need to thrive. My gut bacteria takes care of me. Your gut bacteria takes care of you. My microbiome supports my health in every way possible. Your microbiome supports your health in every way possible. My skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from my body efficiently. Your skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from your body efficiently. My mind is clear and concise. Your mind is clear and concise. My soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive. Your soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive. I am reaching my potential. You are reaching your potential. I am deserving of the life of my dreams. You deserve the life of your dreams. I am deserving of anything I am willing to work towards. You deserve anything you are willing to work towards. I do things that bring me joy daily. You do things that bring you joy daily. I am connected to devine order. You are connected to divine order. I do things everyday to make myself a better human. You do things everyday to make yourself a better human. I am living my destiny. You are living your destiny. I was born to change the world. You were born to change the world.
News Update By Nicole Graves Kudearoff- www.YouDeserveToHeal.com
Disclaimer: I am writing a novel and this is a way for me to practice method acting at it’s finest. This is just a covert world that I am partaking in to spark my creative juices. Please do not take anything on this domain/blog personally or seriously. This is just a creative story I am writing based loosely on the events of my life. Thank you for checking out my role playing game/world.
Hello there! I am Nicole Graves Kudearoff. You all know of the covert war games, but I have never gotten to talk to you all about them. I was literally genetically modified and bred to be great evil. However, I have Asperger’s genius and I rejected the dark side. It is a long complex story. However, I survived and escaped a death camp in Southern Arizona to bring you all some information that is very important:
My birthrights trump everyone’s. I am second on the Graves side of the family, second on the Kudearoff side of the family, and both my parents are #2s. Plus, my Dads older sister does not have children and has never been married. So, I inherit her birthrights from the Graves & Bennit family. My grandma and Dad’s Mom, Laverne Lippe(originally Bennit) and her two parents Mr. and Mrs Hitler. Yes, my great grandpa who lived in Texas was Hitler. Plus my Grandpa Dawsia Graves and his two parents. By birthright I am more powerful than both my Dad, Brother, and Uncle Norm in Idaho or anyone in the Kudearoff family, even my Aunt Lana. She only has my grandma Kudearoff’s birthright. My Grandpa Kudearoffs went to my uncle Nick that’s why he was killed.
Learned helplessness is a lie. It’s a systemic Candida & C Diff bacteria infection. You are powerful, you just have an infection. And you inherited it from your Mom, so you have never known how powerful you truly are.
There is a covert genocide of Hispanic, Black, Italian, and Asian people, but it is done using food so it effects us all.
The systems are set up to hijack your humanity by changing the way you process Oxytocin. This inhibits your ability to feel love and enables you to commit crimes against humanity more willingly. Sociopaths aren’t born they are made. This is how my family makes them.
There is a worldwide epigenetic trigger of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, and all chronic illness. This is done with many factors, but the main three are omega 3 to omega 6 ratios, immunizations, and antibiotics. Autism is caused by the antibiotic resistant bacteria called C Diff. This is also what causes addiction because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine. Addiction is just an antibiotic resistant infection. Dyslexia is caused by an overabundance of omega 6 during pregnancy when the nervous system is being created and formed. And the negative epigenetic triggers of dyslexia and gene mutations make it hard for you all to access your logical brain. Instead of asking why when given an order, you ask yourself how you will carry out the order and do the thing. My family created the super soldiers they always wanted. This is also why the 90s kids and younger are hard to relate to and seem so odd to those of us who are older. They have more dyslexic gene mutations and epigenetic triggers. Which makes them creative brain based and more predisposed to emotional addiction. The more you partake in the war games the more negative epigenetic triggers you will have. And the more you will be cut off from your logical brain and predisposed to emotional addiction and not knowing who you are. It’s hard to have a sense of self when addicted to your emotions and unable to logically think about why you do the things you do. Focusing on how you do things wont lead you to figuring yourself out. You have to ask yourself why you do things. And why comes from your logical brain. You all have been conditioned and genetically modified to not ask why because it makes you the perfect soldier and easy to control/manipulate.
Due to all the negative epigenetic triggers we are experiencing our children are born with gene mutations. So every generation is a lesser than version of human. If you have kids you are helping my family create their very own subhuman slave race. This is why they hand out privilege for having children. Negative epigenetic triggers in you lead to gene mutations in your children. Epigenetics can be changed, gene mutations are forever.
The systems are set up to make us all fail. No amount of privilege will save you from the destruction of the systems. Even the people who created the system of destruction cannot escape from the destruction of the systems they created. My Dad is dying from colon cancer from the food system, C Diff, and the MTHFR gene mutation.
I escaped a death camp in southern Arizona and started this revolution in March 2021, you need to join. I have driven to present this news update to people from the Mexico border all the way up to Bellingham, Washington. And these people have helped me reach the world. The farmers, the world leaders, and the fancy oil families have all helped me stay alive. I would have died a long time ago without great help. They all want to help me create a new royal family to push my family out of power. And they understand I want to free you all and myself. They want to be free too. But I can’t do this without your help.
I need your help spreading awareness, especially to the younger generations 90’s kids and younger. These are the people who are impacted the most by the epigenetic triggers and gene mutations.
Your gut bacteria is warred on by all the systems creating brain damage and damage to your Amyglada which causes you to be in a constant state of unconscious fear. This is to keep you small. Sometimes this is experienced by feeling an overwhelming stress all the time and a hunger that never really goes away or is satisfied. And these feelings intensify in the winter.
I am looking for alliances in this revolution and new world. I have the words for the destruction, the knowledge on how to heal and the power to change everything. Plus, I have built a revolutionary army that surpasses all divisions of people who believe in potential. It’s literally an army of the best and the brightest. However, until I have someone in my corner in the overt world I can’t do much more for any of us. I am only one person and I am human too.
The Kudearoffs are currently without power. My Moms generation outlived their power. They killed my Grandma Kudearoff when she was almost 58. My Mom turned 68 this summer. I’m pretty sure you are not allowed to outlive the people you kill to steal their power. So this would apply to my Dad too. I’m not sure how old my Grandpa Graves was when they killed him, but my Dad is 72 almost 73. Which is way older than my Grandpa Graves ever got to be.
Stay tuned for more information updates I need to be able to communicate with you all so I can help you overcome the destruction of the systems. My revolutionary people have created a relay system to broadcast me worldwide. Find a way to get all your people tuned in. Plus I write a blog www.YouDeserveToHeal.com get all your people tuned in.
Water is the greatest tool of destruction, disease, and brainwashing. Not only does water have poisons and the wrong ph and spike your insulin, but the chlorine and antibiotics in it allow for our bodies to be drained of zinc and magnesium. These are the cofactors needed to produce enzymes in our bodies. Without enzymes we are unable to absorb nutrients from our food. This is why we are a world of overweight people who are starving/malnourished. Also, when people are malnourished they are more susceptible to suggestion and brain washing(the war games is just a series of covert suggestions). And malnourished people enjoy the pain of others because their brains are not getting what they need to function correctly. So with every shower you take your humanity is going down the drain.
My family covertly started world war 3 in the 1970s. They plan on building the Mexican Berlin wall soon. This is the wall Trump was talking about.
You know how people fake laugh all the time? This is to get you addicted to heard mentality and valuing the heard above yourself. Social laughter lights up your brain with dopamine and many other feel good chemicals. It is similar to mammals who partake in grooming each other. However with our c diff infections that alter the way our brains process dopamine causing addiction, social laughter causes us to become addicted to heard mentality. Valuing what the heard believes above what we value ourselves. This is why so many people never know who they really are. They just accept who they are told they are and who they are supposed to be.
My family has us all surrounded. When you all created the war games and the mafias you created rules within city limits. However, no one created rules outside city limits. My family has preyed on these people who were left out and has surrounded us all by turning them into cult members. My family is king to people who live outside city limits. They control what all comes in and out of cities worldwide by controlling these people outside city limits. We all need to include the people out of city limits in our mafias. Otherwise they will be the end of us all.
My Dad taught me to do the edges first when I did puzzles because the rest falls into place easier this way. My family has done the edges of most countries because the rest will fall into place easier. Not only does my family have the cities surrounded by controlling the people outside city limits, but they control what comes in and out of many countries and cities by controlling the edges. They don’t need to be an overt leader to control a country or the world if they can control what goes in and out of a country.
I have worked with the Mexican mafias to redirect their drug trafficking to include people who do not support the Mexican Berlin wall being built. My family had them in a position where they were fund raising for their own demise. But the thing is they are doing this to all of us. We are all raising money to build the systems that destroy us all. The medical industry is a perfect example. It doesn’t intend to heal any of us. Just to enslave and destroy us. And to create great profits as it kills us.
Tv, media, social media, music, your phone, social norms, traditions, pleasantries, etc are all used to keep us all in a trance state which is a form of hypnosis. Turn your phone on airplane mode, stop talking to people, dont listen to music or watch TV and see how you change after a couple days. It’s incredibly uncomfortable because we are addicted to this shared delusion we all are engulfed in and conditioned to believe is reality. We are at war and your body knows it, but your mind says everything looks okay you must be wrong. If we aren’t at war why are people so unhealthy? Why do people enjoy destruction so much if we arent at war? We are at war and your body knows. You know how when my family sends people with their dogs and children to police and walk the neighborhoods and they do that small talk that is so uncomfortable and empty feeling? That is part of how you are put into a trance and your guard is put down. You know how some people in the professional world act so nice and kind, but your body tells you they are preying on you? That is how you are put in a state of hypnosis. Listen to your body. Your body feels the war, your mind just questions it because everyone pretends and acts like they are good people and this is all normal. None of this is normal. People kill people they claim to love to steal their birthrights. Drinking water, eating food, and breathing the air makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. This is not normal. And this is me starting a conversation about it all. This is war. We have to admit to our problems before we can solve them.
There is bad bacteria in gas and diesel. So every time you drive your car, mow your lawn, etc you are spewing bad bacteria into the air and universe so we all breath it in. This goes into our bodies and creates infections. This is why heart disease is a #1 killer. We all have systemic infections that involve all of our organs. Specifically you breath in the bad bacteria and it makes itself at home in your nose and mouth, gut, and then travels to your heart and reproductive organs. This causes heart disease, gingivitis, autoimmune diseases, and infertility among numerous other things. Every time you breath you are breathing in bad bacteria.
Paper products have bad bacteria on them. This is why my family sends people to the store to buy toilet paper and napkins. They have bad bacteria on them that contribute to our infections which erode our epigenetics and make us more of a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. Plus the bad bacteria makes its way to your reproductive organs and heart and gut through toilet paper. Also, when you have sex with people you share infections and bad bacteria. This is why my family sent so many people to buy toilet paper when covid hit.
Lumber and countless other building materials and things have bad bacteria on them. Your house is a weapon of destruction meant to cause disease.
I have been homeless since I escaped the death camp in Southern Arizona in March 2021. I rarely take concentration camp showers at planet fitness because they add poison and bad bacteria to the water even more so. My family won’t let me work. I have my Oregon real estate license and Oregon insurance license( I was a realtor in AZ). I can’t do anything for you all if my fanily continues to make the world treat me like a leper. I only experience people in my overt life who have signed up to poison and kill me. Everyday I sit around like a prisoner of war waiting to be freed or to die. My whole life I have been a prisoner of war. I am 42 years old. All I need is a normal ordinary life to help you all overcome the destruction for generations to come. I just need to work, have a home, and have children to protect your children and grandchildren. If I dont have children my birthrights will go back to my family when I die and you all will be a subhuman slave race till the end of time. I have no interest in being fancy or pretending to be a God like my family. I just want and need to be a normal ordinary person. My family has always kept me from being normal and ordinary my whole life.
My Dad has been hiding war games money in my name at Charles Swabb since I was 10 years old. He is blocking my access to this account. You all need to help me access this money so I can help you become human again on a gene and cellular level. The more secure I am, the more likely I am to be able to stay alive and continue to fight for your freedom. And to have children to continue to protect you all after I’m gone.
Medical professionals put bad bacteria in your body. This happens to everyone. But this is how my family’s cult kills people they want to get rid of. This bacteria spreads to your organs and creates disease/chronic illness and organ failure. The people in my family often work in the medical industry. So everytime you seek medical treatment it is like asking people from my family to help you. They have no interest in healing you only in enslaving and killing you.
The poisons from the cars that leaves behind a purple and sometimes blue tint is manganese. This causes all kinds of health issues including heart disease. It’s constantly in the air. We all need to heavy metal cleanse. Plus there is flouride in water and other heavy metals in food(especially bromide in breads). Everytime you eat in your car or outside you are eating the poisons from cars and heavy metals and bad bacteria. This is why my family gets their cult members to eat in their cars. It creates disease. The more Dysbiosis you have in your gut bacteria the easier you are to brainwash and the more susceptible you are to suggestion because you become malnurished. This covert war is just a series of suggestions.
I believe in democracy and I do not want to be a dictator or leader of a communist regime. I’m hoping you all will help me build a democracy. This way I am free and you all are too.
I need your help reaching all the leaders of the small groups. My family keeps calling on them to kill me. These seem to be normal ordinary people rather than people born into the war games.
Your car license plate connects to the war games group you belong to. So I have been exposing people from my family’s cult. If you enjoy the glass house you have built, it’s best not to associate with my family and risk being exposed. This will continue daily until I have a life that allows me the security I need to reverse the destruction.
You all need to declare war against the groups still fighting this war for my family. If anything happens to me you all are going to continue to be a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level till the end of time. I am the last person who can protect you from my family. They have killed everyone else that can tell them no.
The people who work at grocery stores are killing us and making us subhuman. Because the quickest way to erode someone’s epigenetics, and make them subhuman on a gene and cellular level, is to put poisons and bad bacteria in their food and drinks. My family may be the ones who create this mess, but the people who work at the grocery stores are the ones with our blood on their hands. Food is not produced with this much poison. It arrives to the grocery stores in a cleaner manner.
When the food system was Genetically modified in the 1980s, they used bad bacteria to change the epigenetics of crops and then create gene mutations just like they did with humans. Remember when the food changed in the mid 1980s? Conventionally raised animals eat these genetically modified plants with bad bacteria. So bad bacteria is in plants, meat, and dairy even before the grocery store people poison it. Most of these strains of bad bacteria are aimed at creating insulin resistance directly. However, all bad bacteria causes insulin resistance indirectly because the more infection in your body the harder it is for your body to balance your blood sugar.
There is more protein in foods than the nutrition label states and eating protein is pushed on us not only because it inhibits our bodies from recycling old damaged cells and spikes insulin, but because it prohibits our guts from producing serotonin. And serotonin helps regulate our immune system and eliminate inflammation on top of making us feel good. Humans need serotonin for homeostasis. So this is part of why people are so willing to destroy each other and why we are constantly looking for a head change. Chocolate, sugar, coffee, ice cream, heroin, marijuana, destroying another, shopping etc. If we had the neurotransmitters we need to feel and be human we wouldn’t be looking to get high all the time and/or to destroy each other.
Financial domination is how my family keeps us all under control and in line. We all fear having everything taken away at any moment. Leaving us to never be able to fully enjoy anything because there is always a worry of loss in the background. Compound interest and the stock market are the answer. Short investments with little movements done frequently are the answer to financial security and freedom. This is especially true currently because so many stocks are priced so low. Many experts and the old ways say day traders should seek a 5% return on all trades. But what if you did smaller trades and aimed for about 5% return every week? Well, you would double your money in 20 weeks. And there will be great days or trades mixed in where you do get that 5% a day or trade. With this kind of exponential growth we can all create financial freedom. It’s not about holding onto a stock for a couple years waiting for it to move a few dollars. It’s about holding onto it for a day or two and getting 5 to 30 cents worth of growth and reinvesting with your profits to create compound interest and growth. My family has been rigging the stock market since I was in 6th grade. Don’t listen to everything everyone says. Do the math and logic yourself. Anyone can be a Millionaire in about 2 years using this strategy and starting off with 9k. We all can retire millionaires if we do the daily work. Money is just like epigenetics, it’s about the little things we do daily that add up. This is why my family uses their cult to nickel and dime us to death. The little daily things add up exponentially.
P.S. If one of you all can help me become a National news update so I can reach all the people I would super appreciate it. Or if you can get me back into all the grocery store news updates I would appreciate that. Anyway you can help me reach more people I appreciate.
My Birthrights
I am my Father’s daughter and first born. So, I inherit the Graves and Bennet birthrights from his older sister who has never married and doesn’t have children.
I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on my Dad’s side of my family.
I am the 2nd out of all my cousins on my Mom’s side of my family.
Both my parents are #2s.
My birthrights are a trump card. I literally have Hitler’s birthright. He was my Dad’s grandpa. And my Dad’s Dad was Argentinian, Dawsia Amanda Graves. This is why I am Nicole D Graves. I am in charge of the covert war.
The Systems/Industries Working Against Us All
Let me talk this one out on paper. I think if we see the systems working against us in black and white it will have a revolutionary effect.
Food Industry-it is all meant to kill us slowly and take our money in the process
Farming Industry-government subsidies all for our family cult to control the food industries before it is even grown/raised, many of South Americans were farmers when first came to US(maybe now too?)
Healthcare Industry-sickness is a business, they do not aim to heal you only keep you enslaved
Hospitals-for profit and often associated with Catholic church-not interested in healing on enslaving and punishing
Organized Religion-for profit fear tactics and control tactics
Insurance Industry-fear tactic, dictates prices for services, makes us all pay for those who get sucked into healthcare industry
Housing/Real Estate Industry-keeps us small, diseased, manageable, and preoccupied-I took a LEED building course & buildings are not made for health or sustainability unless you pay much more
Automobile Industry-that new car smell is just a fancy way to say poison-used as a weapon for Munchausen and Munchausen by proxy
Oil/Gasoline Industry-this is how they get the poison to the people is through the gas-this is why truckers are so sick
Beauty Industry-makeup has heavy metals still, we are sold a fake image to keep us always striving for the unattainable-plastic surgery is a huge industry- plastic surgery erodes your gut bacteria just like other surgeries setting you up for chronic illness-and implants are linked to autoimmune issues
Tatoo Industry-poison you pay to implant into your skin that seeps into your blood stream and bypasses your liver for a lifetime-changes epigenetics, may cause gene mutations in your children-tatoo artists=professional Munchausen by proxy
Prison/Jail Industry(aka Punishment Industry)-it is literally a for profit industry that uses their cheap labor to manufacture things for other industries and they feed these people the worst foods and probably do medical experiments on them
News/Media Industry-for profit fear tactics and control tactics-withhold real information and spread what they want you to know or what they want you to keep preoccupied with
Telephones/Cell Phones/WiFi-a means to spy on you and see what you do in your personal life-wifi is designed to mess with your humanity the frequency throws off something in your brain/body just like cell phone radiation-tracking devices
Government-just figure heads for our family cult-they are relatively powerless-I was around when they were dealing with the government in Sacramento to get weed legalized-we pay them off to do things and/or blackmail them
Pharmaceutical Industry-meant to make you sicker in the long run and keep you addicted and reliant–not a healing industry
Legal/Medical Marijuana Industry–just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain(They use it to thin the herd.)
Adult Beverage Industry-just another venue to poison the people seeking comfort and/or to ease their pain-these are the people who poison the soda as well it is the distributors not necessarily the manufacturers.
Cigarettes-meant to keep you addicted and spending and a venue for poisons-we all know tobacco companies super shady industry based on their advertising practices
Education Industry-a way to control what we know and who gets to know what-a way to socialize, condition, and break children/young adults to become war game players of tomorrow
Clothing/Shoe Industry-a way to poison people-your feet have the largest pores in your body so you absorb the most toxins through your feet. When you try on cheap shoes at Walmart pay attention to what you feel in your body. When I try on flip flops there I can feel it in my liver and lymphatic system. Just tune in and try it, I dare you.
Cleaning Supply Industry-a way to get us to poison ourselves regularly in the name of cleanliness- contain heavy metals and then when mixed with untrustworthy people more poisons added via Munchausen by Proxy-cleaners cause cancer which gets you to buy into the healthcare industry
Gym Industry-used to poison people– used to throw off their limbic systems-your body is not meant to be stressed that badly when we are in such bad health already-exercise needs to be gentle and be a soothing experience–keeps people seeking something in the wrong fashion so they will always be seeking and rarely obtain–this is a way to induce people with heart attacks with intense exercise
Fast Food Industry-food that is overtly designed to get you addicted, diseased, and kill you
We can keep going all day, but you all are starting to get the idea, right? The systems are set up to make us all fail. The wizard behind the curtain in so many different aspects of our lives is aiming to make us all small, diseased, and manageable(not to mention genetically modify us all).
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Under 35 & Genetically Modified To Take Orders
People 35 and under have literally been genetically modified to not think logically and/or critically so they just take orders. And the people over 35 have also had their epigenetics changed to effect the way their brain operates. See your epigenetics have been used against you to make you small and not even realize it.
The environment and nutritional deficiencies are inhibiting your ability to think logically/critically. The food system has not only been rigged to make you chronically ill, but it also makes you unable to use your brain to your fullest ability. This is another way to get you stuck in your reptilian brain. Thus, you do not think about why you are doing something just how you are going to do something(Dyslexic trigger). People with Asperger’s are logic based and ask “Why?”. Where as people with Dyslexia are creative brain based and ask, “How?” This is why you all take orders without knowing the whole story. You have been programmed/conditioned to only think about how you will do things and carry out orders/social norms rather than question them.
This epigenetic trigger of Dyslexia is worldwide and can be corrected/improved with Omega 3, DHA, iron, B vitamins, zinc, magnesium, vitamin D, probiotics, etc. If you improve your nutrition you can improve your epigenetics and thus your brain. Also, people with Dyslexia have been found to have more lead and mercury in their brain, because a lack of zinc allows for more absorption of toxic heavy metals.
An example of how the food system has been rigged to keep you in your small brain would be chicken and pork(aka bacon). Chicken and pork have a high rate of Omega 6, thus throwing off the Omega 3 and Omega 6 ratio in your body. (Fragment: this also applies to all the seed oils in processed foods like chips and crackers, etc.) This causes inflammation and a change in your epigenetics. So when you are eating chicken breast thinking you are doing something healthy, you are contributing to the destruction of your epigenetics. The whole food system is indeed designed to keep you small and diseased literally.
Are you all mad yet? You all are so much smarter than you even could have imagined! What are you going to do about it? (Besides take up a Keto diet?) You literally do not know yourself because you have been stolen from yourself by the systems my family has created.
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Genes, Epigenetics, Epigenetic Triggers, Gene Mutations, & A Sub-Human Species
We are all born with genes. However, you get to choose how those genes express themselves. This is called epigenetics. You get to decide who you are down to a gene level with your actions and your state of mind. The little everyday things you do define who you are down to a gene level. So yes, we are born with genes like our family’s. But we get to decide who we are.
Epigenetic triggers are when a gene is switched on or off. Our environment and the systems are filled with negative epigenetic triggers. These are what make you a weaker human and more prone to disease. Then when you reproduce it creates gene mutations in your children. Every generation we are creating a lesser than and weaker species of human.
So with every generations we are creating a more sub-human species which is basically a slave race and no one is immune. The systems want to create a race of people who will take orders and not question them while buying into the systems that destroy them more willingly. If you wanted to take over the world it will be a lot easier if you create a weaker species of human, right?
However, the ball is in your court. Sure, it goes against many social norms and what is socially acceptable to create positive epigenetic triggers. But it is possible. And you can create a greater than species of human when you reproduce if you create enough positive epigenetic triggers in you and your mate. The male’s epigenetics matter just as much as the female’s epigenetics. We can fight back by taking care of ourselves and each other.
Changing your state of mind can create positive epigenetic triggers. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything. But especially for changing your epigenetics and switching on and off your genes.
So take the time to work on your epigenetics. But especially take the time to work on your epigenetic before you have children. Both parents need to be aware of the damage they are passing onto their offspring.
When you know better, you do better.
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Examples Of Epigenetic Triggers: Be Aware & Beware
Tap water- has chlorine, heavy metals, etc
Swimming pools-when you take your child to swimming lessons as a youngster that could create epigenetic triggers that last a lifetime if not addressed
Plastic bags, tin foil, wax paper, parchment paper, tupperware
All food-even raw meat has poisons added to it
Bottled water-the water itself is poisoned and the bottle creates estrogen dominance thus cancer and makes your brain reinforce addictive behaviors more
Plastic everything-plastic leads to cancer because it causes estrogen dominance
Housing/Buildings-off gasses for it’s lifetime just to different degrees depending on the age
Air-the air quality has been destroyed-all you have to do is breath to create a negative impact on your epigenetics
Grass-the chemicals on grass damage your microbiome thus creating epigenetic triggers
Immunizations-they contain heavy metals and antibiotics and many other things they do not have to disclose-after getting your child immunizations you need to do a heavy metal cleanse on them
Soap & all body products-they go directly through your skin and into your bloodstream bypassing the liver and are filled with chemicals-Plus antibacterial products damage your microbiome greatly
Laundry products-go straight through the skin into the bloodstream bypassing the liver
Fruit-genetically modified so much it is designed to grow the bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses in your body and create disease plus bad for liver glucose damages it the kind of sugar in fruit causes fatty liver
Coffee-has fiber in it that is designed to grow the bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses in your body and create disease.
GMO plants-genetically modified to create leaky gut to cause disease and malnutrition
Chicken, Pork, & Seed Oils-cause inflammation and disease due to Omega 6 to Omega 3 ratio
Asphalt/Roads- release chemicals into the environment and air
Makeup-poison/chemicals that go straight through skin into bloodstream and bypass the liver
Cleaning products-chemicals that cause cancer, but on a small scale before cancer they cause epigenetic triggers
Cookware-adds more poison into your foods
There are so many epigenetic triggers in our world and throughout the systems. We could go all day listing them. The everyday little decisions you are making are changing you on a gene level. You can allow them to make you better or worse, the decision is up to you.
You just have to be aware and know when to beware.
Love Always
Nicole Graves
P.S. Hispanic Genocide
Genocide is not something that ended with WWII. It continued to take place, but just on a more covert level. Many people are unaware of what is happening. And yet there are many people out there aware of the damage that food does. The best example is American Mexican food.
See Americanized Mexican/Hispanic food is designed to cause autoimmune disease/chronic illness. Diabetes is an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune disease starts with leaky gut. Leaky gut is caused by genetically modified plants/vegetables and nightshades. Traditional Mexican food is not like American Mexican food. Example: In Mexico they do not allow GMO corn because traditionally people plant some of the corn they eat. American Mexican food has been literally designed to take you all out of the equation. This is why Hispanic people have higher rates of diabetes, obesity, and chronic illness. And why they die younger.
If I would have never have lived by the Mexican border in Arizona I do not think I would have figured this part out. WWII never stopped it just became more covert.
Are you ready to get angry yet? Anger has the ability to be the driving force behind change.
Love Always
Nicole Graves
GMO veggies/nightshades, Corn, Dairy, Gluten, Soy, and many other things are used to cause leaky gut, estrogen dominance, Diabetes, chronic illness and take us all out of the equation, but not before we contribute greatly to the profits of the systems.
Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking
Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.
So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is many women are unable to nurse their children. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stresses them out and causes anxiety/cortisol. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).
The systems are stealing your ability to properly process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions and hormones. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how the systems keep us all in a more manageable state and in our reptilian brains.
Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, Autism, Dyslexia, etc can all be treated with Oxytocin. Oxytocin, love, bonding actually changes your epigenetics in a positive manner. Love really can move mountains.
Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience.
Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Acceptance Vrs Learned Helplessness
When I walk my dogs, I people watch and study your epigenetics. If you have been following along, than you know that your state of mind effects your epigenetic expression. All you have to do is change your state of mind to change your epigenetics. It is pretty magical. It only takes 4 days of mediation/visualization to change your epigenetics, so this is one of the most powerful tools for manifesting anything.
This morning I was thinking/talking to myself about accepting versus understanding. With the world the way it is and the way our brains/biology has been genetically modified, I have had to accept that I am just not going to understand a lot of things in life, because they are not logical. However, I do not accept that I am helpless over the things I do not logically understand. Just because you see something for how it is does not mean you are helpless over it.
Let’s use cancer as an example. Yes, cancer kills a lot of people, yes it is scary, and yes you have to accept that you have it. However, once you accept that you have it you can take the steps necessary to fight/heal it. But than again if you accept cancer and accept learned helplessness you will never be able to do much to fight/heal and you will die.
If you were diagnosed with cancer today would you fight or would you accept learned helplessness. Because that is all this covert war is. It is a cancer on humanity. Are you going to be revolutionary and fight like your life depends on it, or are you going to roll over and die?
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Predestined Greatness
Do you really believe the leaders of the systems are going to lead us to greatness? Do you really believe they have even tried to lead us to greatness?
Dare I question your logic and ask how you ever expected people who are so interested in destruction to lead you towards greatness? They do not value greatness, otherwise they would value potential. The leaders of the systems have lead you all to a place where greatness is not even an option on the table, because anyone who desires to explore their own potential is a threat to the systems themselves. How dare you desire potential and to explore your own greatness!
Don’t you ever wonder what your gifts are in this life? We all have gifts that are predestined. However, without the freedom to explore our potential we will never find these God given gifts. What is the use in being carbon copies of my the people in places of power like so many of you are? You understand they aren’t happy people, right? And you understand their lack of happiness has to do with the choices they have made based on their value system that the systems expect you all to adopt, right?
Being an independent thinker is revolutionary and can lead you to places no one else has been!
Love Always
Nicole Graves
My New Revolutionary Members
Over here on the revolutionary side of this movement we are organizing and creating a new way of life where potential and freedoms are valued. We are a simple bunch and believe in peace both externally and internally. So what we ask you to do is simple:
Turn off your phone, the covert war cannot overtly ask you to do anything unless you allow them to.
Stop spending excess money. The less we spend on material things, the less power we give over to the systems that aim to enslave us and make us all fail. You are the answer, you do not have to purchase the answer outside of yourself.
Stay tuned for more updates and just remember this is a revolution, not necessarily a war if it does not have to be.
While you relax and hang out at home, gossip and call all your friends and family to let them know about the revolution, and to see where they stand. It is important for you all to know who honors the old ways and values destruction. These are the people who will destroy themselves in order to destroy you. These are the people who are not safe for you or your family to be around. So take stock and become aware of where everyone stands because we take care of our own. Prioritizing revolutionary people is prioritizing ourselves and this is what we need to do to move forward. Allow the people who value destruction to be around the others who value destruction and they will take care of the problem people for us. It is a beautiful solution.
My revolutionary people, we made big progress today in the LA area. My updates have moved beyond the grocery stores and into people’s homes and cars as well. I am still not sure how to reach the everyday normal people, but we build as we fly so we will get to them too. Especially, if you all can help me out with a lot of gossiping and spreading awareness about this revolution. I appreciate you all, thank you for being you.
Love you Always
Nicole Graves
I See Your Humanity
I see you all’s humanity. I know you are not dead inside. And you all are the exception to the rule this far South. Privilege does amazing things, huh? I am not here to shame you. I am here to offer you help. See I am the last hope for your children and grandchildren. You have seen the way the rest of the world has been effected by the epigenetic triggers that you all have been lucky enough to buy yourself out of so far. But how lucky do you think your children will be in the next 20-40 years? And how about their children in the next 20-40 years? The sooner everyone looses their humanity the better as far as the systems are concerned. And you know this is the truth because you have had to fight tooth and nail to hang onto your humanity and your quality of life. I can relate I have fought endlessly to keep my humanity as well. It is something that is priceless and is aimed to be stolen from us from all the systems in place. And it is really hard to escape all of the systems. Even if you profit off this system over here there is another system aimed to target you. There is no winning in the world we live in and it has been designed to make us all fail. Just because you have a life that is more comfortable now does not mean you will always have this luxury. It is just a matter of time before the systems change and figure out how to take what you value away.
You all need to join my revolution and help be an example of what good people need to do to ban together to change the world. I am not asking you to fight a war, just be revolutionary. Which is something you already take part in because exploring your potential is part of how you have gotten to where you are today. Behind closed doors you enjoy being good people and you hide that from the world.
You all need to be revolutionary. But not for me, for your children and grandchildren. I understand why you are scared. But what is even scarier is living in a world where the people in charge want to steal your humanity and there is never hope of a different/better way. This is our last chance at a different way of life. I have fought to do the right thing and I will continue to do the right thing.
Choose your children and join my revolution. A covert war can only be allowed the power you allow them to have over you. Turn off your phones and stop spending excess money. This is a chance for the lives we have all dreamed of. If it doesn’t work than you all can always go back to giving into others having control over your lives. But if it does work we will experience true freedom beyond what we have ever dared to dream of!
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Still Fighting This War-What You Are Fighting For
Let me just write this all out so I can understand why you all left fighting this war are doing what you are doing.
You do not believe you deserve potential or to explore what makes you unique and irreplaceable. And you are okay with being kept small, manageable, and diseased.
You are agreeing to being genetically modified to take orders and not think logically for yourself. Your brain being dysfunctional is not an issue for you.
You do not believe you deserve to love and be or feel loved. You understand the systems are set up to make your brain unable to process human interaction as love. Instead, you are agreeing to having a fear response to human contact/interaction.
You are okay with your children being genetically modified and having gene mutations that will prohibit them ever reaching their full potential. And you are okay with them Never knowing love and living in pain their whole lives.
You are okay with the systems setting you and us all up to fail and fail miserably. The epigenetic triggers in the systems set us all up for chronic illness and learning disabilities. So you are okay with failing at everything and being in pain all the time.
You believe destruction is the best we can do. Therefore you do not value ever experiencing love, potential, and/or kindness.
You believe in covert genocide by Americanizing different ethnic foods.
You are okay with being told who you are rather than finding the person you were born to be. And you are okay with this destiny for your children as well.
You are okay with food being poison. You are okay with air being poison. You are okay with water being poison.
You value social norms in order to keep you distracted from what is really important in life. (Like quality of life, world peace, solving world hunger, potential, manifesting your dreams and goals etc.)
Okay there is so much more, but I am sure you are starting to get the idea that you are fighting for your own death and demise. You are killing yourself and your children with your actions. And this is okay with you?
Do Better!
Love Always
Nicole Graves
Recap Of Destruction By The Covert War Games
This year has been overwhelming with all the things I have learned, not only about the systems, but about the world. I am sure you all can relate. Let’s go ahead and recap all the things the systems are doing to destroy and disillusion us all.
Epigenetic triggers of Autism, Dyslexia, other learning disabilities, Diabetes, and all chronic illnesses
Covert genocide of all races, but especially Hispanic, Italian, Asian, and Black
Dysfunctional processing of Oxytocin by the way our society is set up-this steals our humanity and allows for crimes against humanity more willingly
All the systems are set up to make us all fail-even if we profit from one system we still are set up to fail by all the others
Romantic love and marriage are sold to us as distractions, but what we are sold is not attainable
Health is sold to us in an unattainable version
Carb filled diets are sold to us as a way to keep us manageable, small, and create disease-thus getting us to buy into the other systems more willingly
Marriage is a lie, because we value destruction rather than love and women are not viewed as equals
We are kept in a stressed state to keep us in our reptilian brain-this keeps us small and limits our emotional spectrum
Food, Drinks, and Sex are used as distractions and addictions to keep us in our reptilian brains and keep us small and manageable
Potential is not an option, it is an unattainable uphill battle used as a distraction
Houses are created to distract us for a lifetime and create disease
Medical industry is created to enslave us not heal us, but gets us to buy into learned helplessness
Candida overgrowth is created in our bodies by society, Standard American diet, antibiotics, modern medicine, and public schools to make us accept learned helplessness on a biological level.
Leaky gut is created to keep us malnourished, thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
We are conditioned to accept manageable life situations and relationships to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
Fear tactics are used against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
Misinformation and withholding of information is used to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
People with Cluster B Personality Disorders run the systems/world and convince the masses an intact emotional spectrum is weak and dysfunctional
We all live in a Truman Show just to varying degrees, depending on how much we are taking part in the destruction of everything and everyone
Our bodies are biologically used as weapons against us by the systems
You are made not to feel at home in your body so you constantly seek comfort outside yourself, thus supporting the systems that aim to destroy you
The Stock Market and alternative currencies are used as a tool and mirage to aid in the game of financial domination the systems play with us all
We are sold conformity as the only way to gain control over our lives, but we are expected to conform to people who are mentally ill(cluster b personality disorders)
Not only are our diets used to destroy us, the foods themselves have been genetically modified and created in labs to destroy us painfully by creating disease
The environment we all live in creates fatty liver and estrogen dominance to make us more manageable, small, and diseased. Plus, addicted.
Viruses and world events are created to make us live in a fear state and buy into learned helplessness and thinking that the systems are the ones that can save us
Reproduction and Pregnancy are used to keep women small, manageable, diseased, and invested in learned helplessness and accepting of their place as second class citizens
The epigenetic trigger of Dylexia steals your quantum field-taking away your ability to access and create limitless potential
Marketing, television, advertising, social gatherings, sports, etc are used to keep us seeking social norms and to keep us distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
Our traditions and values are used as weapons against us to keep us small, manageable, and diseased
Insulin resistance is created by numerous systems and leads to malnutrition-thus keeping us small, manageable, and diseased
We are sold the idea that destroying others is the only way to save ourselves, but when we destroy others we are destroying ourselves, because the systems of destruction do not allow for anyone to escape the destruction
Emotional addiction is used to keep us all controlled, small, manageable, and diseased
When we access our quantum field as a collective we have more power than the systems ever will-this is why group meditation changes the world
Any comfort offered to us is a means to destroy us and keep us small, manageable, and diseased
We live in fear of having our comforts and privilege taken away. We spend our whole lives living in this fear because it is never escapable. The systems do not want you to experience real comfort and security
Your gut bacteria and microbiome are used against you as a weapon to control your body, mind, and spirit. This is why hand sanitizer exists and antibacterial soap
Our epigenetics are negatively impacted so our children are born with gene mutations that cannot be reversed
The worldwide systems are made up of different groups of people who wish to enslave their own people because their privilege would not exist without others being enslaved more than themselves
Since the 1990’s the Dyslexic epigenetic trigger has been impacting almost everyone born and yet the systems are not set up to value what they have to offer(creative brain based)
The worldwide systems are just more covert in some places and more overt in others
Everyone is trauma bonded to the systems that have destroyed them-this is why people who have experienced the most pain still sign up to fight this war when called upon
We are all sold the idea that having humanity is weak, rather than the true strength it is
Shame is used to keep us all small and believing there is something wrong with us, that we are defective
Absolutely No One is immune to the destruction of the systems-even the leaders die from terminal illnesses-there is no buying your way out
Estrogen dominance is used as a weapon against us all because it allows cancer to grow quicker and allows for our brains to reinforce addictive behaviors more
Fasting kills cancer, but doctors cannot recommend it as treatment because they are under orders to practice medicine rather than healing
Shame causes OCD and Perfectionism keeping us stuck in our heads and distracted, small, manageable, and diseased
Our potentials have been stolen from us all, but we accept that we are the reason we do not succeed to the level that we are destined to
We are not taught how to accept things because then we would find a solution. We are taught learned helplessness to keep us paralyzed and victims
We have the power to overcome this covert war because who we are is dictated by the small everyday things we do.
We each are special individuals who are born for greatness, the war games and conformity steals this from us
Public schools are used to force us to conform and break us as children to prepare us for a lifetime of destruction by the systems
Religion is used as a weapon. God and love are used against us all.
Munchausen by proxy is accepted as “normal” even though to destroy another we destroy ourselves first
Life is supposed to be easy and put us at ease. Yet, we allow the sysetms to complicate every aspect of our lives
There is a time and a place for vicious. Instead of being vicious with the systems that destroy and enslave us all, we are being vicious with each other
Okay that pretty much sums it up. There are a ton more details, but you all get the idea. We are being destroyed and we are allowing it. We are blessed because in some places the systems are more overt. Yet, here we are letting a covert war get the best of us.
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