How Can My Gut Bacteria Change Your Life?

The destruction of the world is rooted in genes, epigenetics, and viruses. However, in order for the destruction to work your gut bacteria has to be subpar and destroyed. Follow along with me carefully because this involves many chain reactions with cause and effect. The damage you all have  to your brains, in your frontal lobe, prohibits you all from seeing and understanding cause and effect.

Disbiosis is when you have an overgrowth of bad bacteria in your gut and microbiome. This is how all disease is created. Life is about balance and you are a bug. You are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than you are human cells. You are a collective of organisms and you are not even mostly human. You are a bug. So when your bugs are out of balance you get sick. Your immune system is the collective of good bugs you have to keep you healthy. They fight to keep you healthy because they want to be healthy and have a good home. You are their home. These bugs are you. And they fight to keep you alive because they want to stay alive.

Gene mutations are a problem in themselves. But one of the chain reactions they cause is that they make you more prone to disbiosis. Which is an of overgrowth of bad bugs that cause disease. So the more gene mutations you have, the more bad bugs you will have. Because it will be easier for them to make themselves at home in your body. The more gene mutations you have, the more disbiosis you have. Which means the more gene mutations you have, the more disease you will have.

Epigenetics are directly effected by your gut bacteria and microbiome. The more disbiosis you have the more dysfunctional your mitochondria will be in every cell of your body. Dysfunctional mitochondria is the root source of modern day diseases like cancer and autoimmune diseases. Disease is epigenetic. Only 6 diseases in the whole world are purely genetic. The disease we experience in the modern day world is epigenetic and caused by mitochondria dysfunction.

The mitochondria in each cell of your body writes messages into those cells. These messages in every cell of your body add up to be your epigenetics. So everyday as you create new cells in your body your gut bacteria and microbiome directly effect the health of the mitochondria in each of those new cells. And the messages those mitochondria write add up to be your epigenetics. Everyday you are becoming more optimally human or more of a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level based on the messages written by mitochondria in the cells of your body. Every few years every cell in your body is replaced. Your epigenetics are constantly in motion, never staying the same. Because your environment is constantly changing. Nothing ever stays completely the same. And this is a blessing. Because it means you can become more optimal of a human on a gene and cellular level everyday. And if you do this everyday for long enough you will see great changes. Everyday is hope for better.

There are viruses called phages. These phages eat strains of bacteria. What my family has done is create phages that eat the strains of your good gut bacteria. This makes you vulnerable to the destruction of the world. These are some of the viruses in the poisons you people use everyday on yourselves and others. And because you have been doing this for generations, these viruses surround us in our environment, aka the world.

These phages that eat your good gut bacteria have caused some strains of good gut bacteria to go extinct. Which you can guess is not good. Gut bacteria is about balance. But it is also about ratios and diversity. Just like genetic diversity trumps all, gut bug diversity also trumps all. Being healthy isn’t about eliminating the bad bugs. Its about having as many different strains as possible and having more good gut bugs than bad. The bad bugs won’t hurt you unless they outnumber the good bugs. Having a little exposure to bad bugs actually makes you stronger. Because your immune system will know how to fight those bad bugs. This is how immunizations work. They give you a little bad bugs and your body learns how to fight those bugs, keeping you safe. So, the goal is not to eliminate all the bad bugs, that would make our immune system weak. The goal is to have great diversity and as many strains as possible while consistently having more good bugs than bad bugs.

The biochemical warfare of this stupid imaginary game is in all the different poisons you all use. Yes, they have chemical poisons, heavy metals, bad bacteria, and viruses. But the part that is really destroying us all and our gut bacteria is the phages. The viruses that attack and eliminate our good gut bacteria.

My whole life people from all different groups have signed up to destroy me for privilege. On this revolution, every group in the world signed up to destroy and kill me group by group. This means I have been exposed to all the biochemical warfare of this stupid imaginary game. Which means my gut bacteria is like an immunization to the biochemical warfare of this stupid imaginary game.

Plus, people like me with Autism have more of a diverse microbiome. Which means I have more strains of bugs. Plus, I have Asperger’s. Which means I have more strains of bacteria that make me smart and able to use my brain optimally. So, the phages my family created to attack our good gut bacteria do not effect me the same way they do you all. Because I have more strains of rare bacteria. So my gut bacteria is able to flourish still.

Also, I have never poisoned anyone and I am not mentally ill. Mental illness is from your gut bacteria. You all pretend to be like my family and poison yourselves and others. This erodes your gut bacteria making you mentally, which changes the way you use the muscle that is your brain. In order to fix mental illness, you have to use your brain muscle differently. Which can be done by changing your gut bacteria. Your gut bacteria determines how you use the muscle that is your brain. You know how old people get atrophy in their muscles? Well, the healthy parts of your brain muscle are atrophied and some were never developed to begin with. To develop a muscle you have to exercise it. Your brain is a muscle.

So add all of these things together and what do you get? If I farm bacteria and share my gut bacteria with you all, it will help you correct your mental illness and use your brain more optimally. It will give you an immunization to the biochemical warfare of this stupid imaginary game. It will allow you to have more gut bacteria diversity. Allowing you a stronger immune system and helping you overcome the gene mutations you have. Plus most importantly, it will improve your epigenetics making you more human on a gene and cellular level.

By sharing my gut bacteria with you all, I would be giving you a shortcut to overcoming the destruction you have  waged on yourselves and the world for generations. And I bet you are thinking how could she share her gut bacteria with me? There are so many people in the world, how would I be able to get some of this bacteria?

Well, I have spoken with the farmers and they have agreed to help me fix the destruction of the world. Which means fixing your gut bacteria. All we would have to do is give dairy cows a fecal transplant with my pooh and they would have my bacteria. Then you would drink the milk and get my bugs. This is very accessible to everyone. It took me awhile to figure this one out.

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be a genius? Do you have dyslexia? My gut bacteria is what makes me smart. And it would also help heal dyslexia because my brain works in the opposite of dyslexic people’s in many ways. My gut bacteria will not instantly make you a genius, but it will change the way you use your brain. My brain is not different than most people’s. It is just that I use my brain differently. It is a muscle and I exercise it differently.

This morning a Eugene police officer gave me a ticket for trespassing. I am homeless and I was sleeping near a commercial building to get out of the rain. Homelessness is currently illegal in the United States. And is something that people actually go to jail for.

I would prefer not to go to jail. And after researching some of the shelter options here in Eugene, I am not really interested in them as well. Did you know in Eugene one of the shelters makes you stay on-site for 14 days before choosing what program you want to enter there? They will however allow you a trip to a convenience store as long as it is chaperoned. And they don’t even encourage job seeking until after 90 days. It is basically like joining a cult. Attendance to mass is not required just suggested. Sounds pretty weird, right?

If I end up in a shelter my family will get everyone around me to destroy and poison me in everyway possible. This is why I like being homeless on the street. Because I can move about freely and not be stuck around anyone. When I am put in any position where there are the same people around me, they destroy me. Even at the grocery store, the same grocery store workers poison me and my food every time I go. This is called gang stalking. And this is how my family hunts people. They have hunted me for a lifetime. But now when they hunt me, they are hunting you too. And they are threatening your right to be human on a gene and cellular level.

I would love you all to urge your congress members to sign this bill, Housing Not Handcuffs. It costs more to put homeless people in jail than it does to actually house them. It makes no sense to criminalize being homeless. It is like being forced to join a cult. And you all are the ones who will be footing the bill for me and the rest of the homeless population being forced to join this cult.

The Housing Not Handcuffs Act aims to prohibit the criminalization of homeless persons on public lands when there is nowhere else to go. I received a ticket earlier this morning and I have spent today researching shelter options. There is nowhere for me to go. There are no options.

I have been homeless as I created this revolution since March 2021. If I cannot take care of myself, I will not be able to help you all.

The 48 Laws of Power Summary

Law 1. Never Outshine the Master

Always make those above you feel comfortably superior. Hide the extent of your own talents, as your masters may otherwise feel insecure. The better you make your master appear, the greater the level of power you will attain. Those above you want to feel secure and superior in their positions. This may involve making a few harmless mistakes so that you can ask your master for help.

If, however, you are more naturally charming than your master, it would be best to avoid working for them entirely.

Law 2. Never Put Too Much Trust in Friends, Learn How to Use Enemies

Friends are more likely to betray you in haste as they are more prone to envy. However, if you hire a former enemy, they will prove themselves more trustworthy, as they have more to prove. Consequently, you have more to fear from friends than your enemies.

Often, you think you know your friends better than you do. This is because honesty rarely strengthens bonds, so friends frequently hide their true feelings about each other. As people want to feel they deserved their good fortune in hiring a friend, they can feel undeserving and, ultimately, resentful. Instead, it’s better to hire an enemy, as your motives are up front and are not clouded with personal feeling.

Law 3. Conceal Your Intentions

Always keep your intentions obscured. This way, your opponents cannot defend themselves. Lead them astray, and by the time they realize your plans, it will be too late. Use humankind’s tendency to trust appearances to your advantage. By dangling a decoy set of intentions in front of your opponents, they will fail to see what you’re really plotting. 

By cloaking your intentions, people will believe you to be friendly and honest. This will lead them further down the wrong path. Additionally, by being bland and inconspicuous, people are even less likely to doubt your intentions, as they trust the familiar.

Law 4. Always Say Less Than Necessary

Powerful people know how to impress others by saying less. The more you say, the more likely it is that you will end up saying something foolish. As people are constantly trying to work out what others appear to be thinking, silence makes them feel uncomfortable. By controlling what you reveal, you can wield great power. After all, they are likely to fill in the silences you leave, revealing more information about their own intentions and weaknesses.

Law 5. So Much Depends on Reputation – Guard It With Your Life

Your reputation is the cornerstone of your power. You can use it to intimidate and win, but if it becomes tarnished, you open yourself up to being vulnerable to attack. Make your reputation impenetrable, and predict attacks before they occur. Aid yourself in this endeavor by destroying your enemies by exploiting holes in their reputations and letting the public destroy them. 

A solid reputation can double your strength and distract potential opponents from discovering what you’re really like. It increases your presence and your strengths without having to expend much energy.

Law 6. Court Attention at All Costs

As everything is judged by appearance, you must stand out. Make yourself appear larger, more interesting, and more mysterious than the masses. One way to do this is to surround your name with sensation and scandal. Bear in mind that notoriety of any sort brings power. It’s preferable to be slandered than to be ignored.

A solid counterbalance to this approach is to create an air of mystery around yourself. Keep your cards close to your chest. People are drawn to those who seem enigmatic. An air of mystery increases your presence and creates anticipation – everyone will be glued to your next move.

Law 7. Get Others to Do the Work for You, but Always Take the Credit

Never do for yourself what the efforts of others can do for you. Use their wisdom and knowledge to further your own cause. In doing so, you will appear intimidatingly efficient and knowledgeable. Ultimately, those who worked for you will be forgotten, and you will be remembered. 

If you think it’s important that you do all the work yourself, you won’t get far. Consequently, find those with the skills you lack, and find a way to either take their work as your own, or hire them and put your name on their efforts. However, to do this effectively, your position must be secure, as otherwise people will call you out for deception.

Law 8. Make Other People Come to You – Use Bait if Necessary

It’s always preferable to make your opponent come to you, as they will have to abandon their plans and strategies in the process. Lure them in, and then attack. This prevents you from ever reacting to your opponents; instead, they have to react to you. This means playing the long-game, sitting back, and staying calm as others get stuck in the traps you’ve carefully planned out for them. 

However, your traps are only as good as the perceived attractiveness of your bait. If your bait is sweet enough, your opponent will become blinded to reality by their emotions, allowing you to gain the upper hand.

Law 9. Win Through Your Actions, Never Through Argument

Any triumph you gain through argument will be short lived. Resentment will fester in your opponents instead of a genuine change of opinion. Instead, let your actions speak for you. If people agree with you through your actions instead of your words, you are more likely to sway lasting opinions. Words are a dime a dozen, and people will say anything to prove a point. Action is where you demonstrate your beliefs.

Law 10. Infection: Avoid the Unhappy and the Unlucky

Emotional states can be as infectious as diseases. Occasionally, some unfortunate individuals bring their own misfortune upon themselves and can bring you down too if you get too close. Therefore, make sure to associate with the happy and the fortunate.

The incurably unhappy tend to portray themselves as victims, and before you realize they are the cause of their own misfortune, they have infected you with their misery. Who you decide to associate with is critical. Through associating with the miserable, you waste your valuable time and drain your potential power.

Law 11. Learn to Keep People Dependent on You

To maintain independence, you must make others need and want you. The more people rely on you, the more freedom you have. Yet, be wary to never teach those surrounding you with enough information that they can start doing things for themselves. This method is the best way to get people to do what you want without forcing them or inflicting pain on them. Once you have dependents, they are reliant on you, and you can subtly do with them as you wish.

Law 12. Use Selective Honesty and Generosity to Disarm Your Victim

A single honest gesture can help cover the traces of dozens of dishonest acts. By being generous, you can disarm even the most suspicious people. Once they are disarmed, you can manipulate them at will. The key to successful deception is distraction. An act of generosity distracts those you wish to deceive while turning them into docile children, delighted by the affectionate gesture. 

Learning to give before you take is a skilled way of getting what you want. Selective honesty also functions as a means to disarm your opponents. However, regaling a single truth will not be enough. You’ll have to construct a facade of honesty built upon a series of acts to gain trust, but these acts can be quite inconsequential.

Law 13. When Asking for Help, Appeal to the Self-interests of Others, Never to Their Mercy or Gratitude

If you must ask for help, make sure your request includes a benefit for your ally that you can exaggerate beyond proportion. When your ally sees that there is something in it for them, they are more likely to respond with enthusiasm. Self-interest is the greatest motivator for people. Once you master the art of working out what others want and using it to further your own plans, there will be no limits on what you can accomplish.

Law 14. Pose as a Friend, Work as a Spy

Knowledge about your rival is essential. By posing as a friend, you can ask indirect questions and gradually get your opponents to reveal their weaknesses and their intentions. Once you know this information, you can better predict how they are going to move next. 

If you don’t want to pose as a friend, get others to spy for you. However, while you gather information, you open yourself up to vulnerabilities by letting other people do your work for you. It’s always better to spy and pose as a friend yourself.

Law 15. Crush Your Enemy Totally

To crush your enemy partially means that they will eventually recover and seek revenge. Ultimately, you can only gain peace and serenity if your enemies cease to exist. If you manage to remove all of your opponent’s options, then they will have no choice but to bend to your will. By giving them nothing to negotiate with and no room to maneuver, you will have crushed them. 

Law 16. Use Absence to Increase Respect and Honor

The more present you are, the more common you appear. Create an air of scarcity around yourself to increase your perceived value. If you currently exist within an established group, intermittently withdraw so that others talk about you and admire you more. 

To do this effectively, you must learn when is the right time to withdraw. In doing so, you force their respect by inadvertently threatening your absence for good. Once you return from your absence, it will appear as if you have been resurrected, and people will be relieved to see you again.

Law 17. Keep Others in Suspended Terror: Cultivate an Air of Unpredictability

Humans are creatures of habit who look for familiar patterns in the behaviors of others. By acting unpredictably, your opponents will tire themselves out by trying to predict and analyze your moves. This means occasionally striking without warning. When you act predictably, you give others power over you. If you act surprisingly, they will feel that they don’t understand you and will be intimidated.

Similarly, if you find yourself the underdog, using a strategy of unpredictable moves can confuse your enemies into making a tactical blunder.

Law 18. Do Not Build Fortresses to Protect Yourself – Isolation is Dangerous

If you decide to isolate yourself from your enemies and the world at large, you cut yourself off from valuable information. This makes you vulnerable to attack. It’s always better to mingle amongst people, as you are better protected in a crowd. Because humans are social creatures, power comes with social interaction. 

Therefore, to become powerful, you must place yourself at the center of things. Activity should revolve around you. Resist the urge to retreat when things feel uncertain. Instead of turning inward, focus on seeking out old allies and forcing yourself into new social circles.

Law 19. Know Who You’re Dealing With – Don’t Offend the Wrong Person

Choose your opponents wisely. There are some people that once defeated, will spend the rest of their lives seeking revenge. Consequently, it pays to not offend the wrong person. The skill of correctly measuring people is the most important with regard to getting and maintaining power. Be sure to know everything about a person before you work with them. 

However, don’t rely on your instincts to get an understanding of a person, and never trust appearances. Watch your target over a long period of time to get a truer picture of their nature.

Law 20. Don’t Commit to Anyone

Make sure the only cause you commit to is yourself. Maintain your independence at all costs. This allows you to play people off against each other. When you hold back from joining a cause, you create a sense of respect because you appear untouchable. You gain a reputation for independence. 

Further, do not commit to anyone. Stay out of petty fights and squabbles. Feign interest, but let others do the fighting while you watch and wait. Often, it can be a good tactic to stir up quarrels between two parties and then gain power by acting as the go-between.

Law 21. Play a Sucker to Catch a Sucker – Appear Dumber Than Your Mark

No one enjoys feeling stupid. Consequently, a great trick is to make your opponents feel smarter than you. Once they believe themselves to be more intelligent, they will never suspect that you have any ulterior motives. 

Law 22. Use the Surrender Tactic: Transform Weakness Into Power

Surrender before you are about to be defeated. This buys you more time to plot your revenge, and to torment your conqueror. By surrendering, you deny them the satisfaction of destroying you. In doing so, you make the act of surrender a tool of power. 

By yielding, you gain the upper hand because you lull your opponent into believing they have defeated you, even as you plot their downfall. This confuses your opponents and means they are unlikely to act aggressively against you.

Law 23. Concentrate Your Forces

Conserve your energies by focusing them all into a single source of power. When looking for such a source, identify a single spring that will sustain you for a long time to come. You gain more power by finding a singular rich source than by flitting between many more shallow sources of power. 

Power exists in concentrated form. In any organization, power will emanate from a small group of people who are holding all the strings. Consequently, power is like oil, you only need to strike it once to assure yourself a lifetime of wealth and power.

24. Play the Perfect Courtier

The courtier wields power through discrete avenues. By flattering and yielding to their superiors and only enforcing their power through charm and grace, they gradually accumulate an ever-increasing amount of power. There are several steps one can take to become the perfect courtier, and they involve the following:

– Practicing nonchalance

– Being frugal with flattery

– Adapting your style and language according to your audience

– Avoiding being the bearer of bad news

– Never criticizing your superiors

– Being self-observant

– Mastering your emotions

– Being a source of pleasure

25. Recreate Yourself

Do not accept the role that society has given you. Forge your own identity, one that commands attention. Master your image rather than letting others dictate it for you. Remake yourself into a figure of power as if molding yourself from clay. 

To do this, you must first be self-aware, and you must learn to master your emotions. Then, you must create a memorable character. From here, you can learn to play many roles to adapt to what any given situation requires of you. However, remember that overacting can be counterproductive.

26. Keep Your Hands Clean

You must maintain a spotless appearance. You should never be associated with nasty deeds. To do this, employ the use of scapegoats to disguise your involvement. Your reputation depends more on what you conceal than what you reveal. You should always have a convenient scapegoat on hand for when needing to conceal your more dubious activities. 

In addition to a scapegoat, you will also need a cat’s-paw. This is someone who does your dirty work for you while obscuring your involvement. This means letting someone else be the bearer of bad news while you choose to associate yourself exclusively with the good.

27. Create a Cult-like Following by Playing on People’s Need to Believe

People want to believe in something. By inventing yourself as this cult-like entity, they will follow you and give you untold amounts of power. To become such a figure, you need to follow these steps:

– Keep your words vague and simple but full of promise

– Emphasize enthusiasm rather than the intellectual and the rational

– Structure your group in accordance to the forms of organized religion

– Disguise your sources of income

– Create an us-versus-them dynamic

28. Enter Action With Boldness

Everyone admires the bold. The timid are frowned upon. Consequently, you shouldn’t choose a course of action half-heartedly. Your doubts will become apparent and will tarnish your reputation. It’s always better to act boldly. Any mistakes made are easily compensated by acting even more audaciously. 

Few are born bold. It’s a habit that needs to be cultivated. It must be practiced. Likewise, timidity is also a learned trait. If you find yourself acting timidly, you must root this out and replace it with acts of boldness instead.

29. Plan All the Way to the End

Always plan until the end. This means thinking through every possibility that could prevent you from reaching your end goal. Thus, you will be able to accommodate for any surprises along the way and secure your future. 

Most people are too trapped by their emotions in the moment to see ahead, so this will give you the upper hand. Plan in detail before you act, and don’t succumb to making any vague plans. Your end goal must always be crystal clear.

30. Make Your Accomplishments Seem Effortless

Make your success seem easy. Conceal all the toil and tricks you used to attain it, as it otherwise arouses too much curiosity in others. Never reveal how you reached your position of power to anyone, or they may use it against you. There are great advantages to remaining silent. The more mysterious your actions appear, the greater your power appears to be. It will make it seem as if you have an exclusive gift that no one can replicate and that knows no limits.

31. Control the Options: Get Others to Play With the Cards You Deal

By giving your opponents a choice, they will feel that they’re controlling their destiny. What they won’t realize is that you’re using them as a puppet to choose between two scenarios, both of which serve you. 

When given a choice between two possibilities, people rarely consider all the other potential options that could be on the table. Instead, they blindly choose to believe they have autonomy in their decision-making; too much freedom creates anxiety. By setting up a narrow range of choices, you can guide your opponent to play right into your hands.

32. Play Into People’s Fantasies

As the truth is often ugly, if you appeal to it, you risk being bombarded with the anger of disenchantment. Instead, by tapping into the fantasies of the masses, people will flock to you as you offer an alternative to the disillusionment of reality. By observing which aspects of everyday life are most abhorred, you can conjure up fantasies that promise the opposite of peoples’ current realities and thus wield a phenomenal power.

33. Discover Each Man’s Thumbscrew

Find your opponent’s weakness. This is often an insecurity, an untamed emotion or desire, or sometimes a secret pleasure. To do so, look for the following:

–  Instances when they behave like a child, which indicates some unresolved trauma in childhood

– Contrasts, as an overt trait often conceals it opposite (i.e., arrogance is often hiding insecurity)

– The weak link, which is often someone behind the scenes controlling their behavior

– Ways to fill the void of their insecurity or unhappiness to wield significant power

– How to encourage their uncontrollable emotion, as they won’t be able to control themselves, and you can do the controlling for them

34. Be Royal in Your Own Fashion: Act Like a King to Be Treated Like One

How you present yourself to the world will reflect how others see and treat you. Carry yourself with self respect, confidence, and dignity to make it seem like you were destined for power. We must make ourselves demand and expect as much as a young child. Believe you are destined for greatness, and this belief will radiate outwards and others will believe it, too. Ask for less, and that is exactly what you’ll get.

35. Master the Art of Timing

Never seem to be in a rush – patience is a virtue. Learn to bide your time, and only strike when the timing is right. As time is a perception, by mastering your emotions, you can make time seem to move more slowly and lengthen your perception of the future. This allows you to become more patient and to see the bigger picture.

36. Disdain Things You Cannot Have: Ignoring Them is the Best Revenge

The less interest you take in things that irritate you, the more superior you seem. By acknowledging your enemy, you give their existence credibility and, therefore, power. Paradoxically, the more you want something, the more it eludes you as your interest is too strong, which makes others feel uncomfortable and fearful. Occasionally, it’s best just to leave things alone. By turning your back on what you want, you will drive your opponents crazy.

37. Create Compelling Spectacles

By generating grand, spectacular gestures, you will heighten your presence and your power. People will be too dazzled by appearances to uncover what you’re really up to. As opposed to using words, visual gestures contain an emotive power and immediacy that leave no room for doubt. Where words divide, images unite. Use this to your advantage.

38. Think as You Like, but Behave Like Others

By consistently going against the grain in public, people will begin to resent you for making them feel inferior. Practice blending in and hiding your true feelings to nurture the common touch. By doing so, you will be left alone to express your true beliefs in a targeted manner. Once a base of power is established, you can then begin to disseminate your beliefs gradually, and they are more likely to be adopted.

39. Stir Up Waters to Catch Fish

If you can stay calm while infuriating your opponents, you can gain an advantage. By finding their weaknesses, you can disturb them and play with them at will. The more angry they become, the more ridiculous they will appear. This will reduce their power.

40. Despise the Free Lunch

Never trust anything that comes for free. Anything of worth is worth paying for. Most things that come for free come with a burdensome psychological price task. By paying, you avoid falling into the trap of having to be grateful, guilty, or deceitful. Further, being lavish with your money is a sign of power. Generosity softens up your opponents into being deceived.

41. Avoid Stepping Into a Great Man’s Shoes

What came first always seems more original than what follows. Don’t get lost in the shadows of those that came before you. You must establish your own name and identity by not following the same course of your predecessors. 

42. Strike the Shepherd, and the Sheep Will Scatter

All trouble can usually be traced back to one individual. By rooting out this individual and preventing them from operating, you will stop their influence. Don’t waste time, or their influence will multiply. In every group, power is concentrated around one or two people. Consequently, understanding who controls the group is critical. This is made more challenging, as troublemakers prefer to disguise their actions. Isolate their power, however, and they become redundant.

43. Work on the Hearts and Minds of Others

If people feel coerced into acting in a specific way, they will resent you. Instead, you must seduce others so that they act how you want without you having to ask them. By understanding their psychology and their weaknesses, you can play with their emotions and conquer their hearts and minds so that they are loyal to you. By softening them up, you can slowly bend people towards your will without them realizing.

44. Disarm and Infuriate With the Mirror Effect

By mirroring your opponents and doing exactly as they do, you humiliate them and cause them to overreact. By making them believe you share their values, they find it challenging to work out your strategy, as they are blinded by your mirror. You are also able to teach your opponents a lesson by giving them a taste of their own medicine. 

45. Preach the Need for Change, but Never Reform Too Much at Once

If you have recently entered a position of power or are an outsider trying to make a claim for it, respect the way people have been living up until this point. Too much change will engender a revolt. To introduce change, make it seem like a gradual and gentle improvement on the past.

46. Never Appear Too Perfect

While appearing superior to others is dangerous, to appear faultless and without weakness is even more perilous. By displaying harmless vices, you prevent envy from developing, and you make yourself appear more approachable. By letting envy fester, it can manifest in a host of problematic ways that will ultimately try to rob you of your power. Stop it in its tracks by making yourself seem powerful but not faultless.

47. Don’t Go Past the Mark You Aimed For: In Victory, Learn When to Stop

Don’t let success go to your head. The moment you achieve victory is often when you’re at your most vulnerable. Don’t get ahead of yourself with your overconfidence and push beyond your initial target. This could create more enemies than you are capable of defeating. There can be no substitute for meticulous strategic planning. Once you reach your goal, stop.

48. Assume Formlessness

By being tangible, you open yourself up to attack. To be malleable, adaptable, and on the move makes you ungraspable. Accept that everything, everywhere changes, and embody this truth. By being as fluid as water, you protect yourself from the ever-shifting nature of reality. By refusing to adapt and to change, you fail to evolve and your power will be usurped. The powerful are constantly adapting, and their power comes from the speed at which they can change.

How Is Common Sense Different From Common Knowledge?

Common sense comes from using your senses. If you ignore your senses and feelings you will not have common sense. Common sense is no longer common in the modern world, because people ignore their feelings. They think being grown up is about ignoring the feelings and signals from their nervous system. When in actuality, true intelligence comes from learning how to decipher and interpret these feelings and signals.

Your nervous system carries signals from your senses to your gut. And your gut deciphers those signals and sends the information to your brain. Your digestive tract is where you have the most nerve cells in your body. You know that gut feeling? That is your nervous system deciphering signals from your senses.

Common knowledge on the other hand, is knowledge that most people know and are aware of. Just because something is common knowledge does not make it true. Actually, it is highly likely that it is untrue or destructive if it is common knowledge. You have to consider the source.

The average American is poor, fat, sick, and divorced. Common knowledge is what has lead to this state of being for the common American. If you want to live like a common American by all means listen to common knowledge. Because that is how they got to where they are.

Social norms are common knowledge. They are not common sense. Social norms have been designed to destroy and enslave us. Social norms lead to people being a common American. And the common American is poor, fat, sick, and divorced.

An example would be breeding. It doesn’t make sense to have children when you cannot afford to care for them adequately. Yet, common knowledge leads people to have children. Even when they cannot afford them and it becomes a stressful hardship for all involved.

Another example, is most marriages end in divorce. So common sense says that if you get married it will most likely end in divorce. Yet, people still do it without preparing for the consequences.

Another example of a social norm is we are taught to be kind and forgiving. But common sense says you shouldn’t be nice or near people who hurt you. Forgiving someone who hurt you, just gives them the opportunity to hurt you again. Plus, when you are nice to someone who hurt you it creates a trauma bond and Stockholm syndrome. Which creates a death spiral in your mental health setting you up to have abusive relationships throughout your life. The absolute last thing you should do to someone who hurt you is be nice and forgive them.

Common sense is logical. Common knowledge is not always logical. Just as feelings are logical. And emotions are often illogical. When you take your emotions and filter them through your critical logical mind you get feelings. Your feelings are trustworthy. Your emotions are not.

Common knowledge is just like emotions. You need to filter common knowledge through your critical logical mind to turn it into common sense. Common sense is trustworthy. It’s logical. And common sense is no longer common. So you may be unlike everyone around you if you use common sense. But common sense is your only protection from ending up like the commoner who is poor, fat, sick, and divorced

I had never heard of Lisa Crystal Carver before reading this book. But the quote from Boston Magazine on the cover got me. “The country’s supreme cultural anthropologist… Hunter S. Thompson in a miniskirt.”

I have never read a memoir or biography where I could not relate to the character before. But I could not relate to this lady. The book is really well written and I enjoyed the way it is put together. But I could not relate to her. (I am betting she is Mixed Polish from the NE. And I would double down on that that she is one of the NE/NE ones, where both her parents are from the NE.)

The title is great! Drugs are great! And she did not develop a drug problem. Which does set her apart from most. I have to commend her for that. It was nice to read a memoir of someone involved in the counter culture who does not fall off the rocker with drugs. So, I have to commend her there.

In the end, she has a child with a chromosomal deletion. Can you guess that she poisoned herself too much during pregnancy? I am guessing especially as the egg was fertilized. It is hard for me to read stuff like this nowadays because I see the cause and effects. And the domino effects.

Her son had sinus problems. Like really bad sinus problems where he had to have his ears drained of infection as a child. And then he ended up on mental health medication as a young child as well. His poor mental health is a result and effect of the infection in his ears and sinuses as a young child. When you have an on-going infection like that in your head, it effects your brain. And anything that effects your brain effects your vagus nerve. Thus, effecting your gut microbiome and immune system. Plus, she had him playing with a cat. Cats carry toxoplasmosis, which is linked to many mental health disorders. It is not said that this infection causes mental health diseases. But it is well known that if you treat the infection the mental health disorder/disease normally gets better.

I am glad this lady found a life she was content with. And I am glad she found an outlet for her creativity and writing. She writes really well. And I do feel bad about calling her out on being so dysfunctional. But that was kind of the theme of the book. She was trying to deal with her dysfunction. And I am not sure that it was a success. Because I think she is just passing the buck onto her child. Which is what most Moms do, right?

I like the idea of this book. I like the writing. I like the counter culture influence. Even though this is not apart of the counter culture I can relate to. I like that she got out of abusive relationships and did not loose herself to drugs. I like a lot of things about this lady’s story. But I do not like the way she is passing her dysfunction onto her child. And I hate how she says she is taking care of the medical needs of her child/son, when in actuality she is perpetuating his pain in order to get attention from medical professionals. Just like my mother did to me. So I suppose this book touched on a sensitive subject. I do not agree with Munchausen by Proxy. I cannot condone it. And I will not feel sorry for a mother with a child with medical conditions, when they are most likely the ones who created these conditions by design and on purpose.

Ecology is something we all need to be concerned about. I had never read a book on it before, but no time like the present right! This book is a collection of essays from Native American writers on how to live more sustainably and healthy. Going back to basics is the key in many ways.

“Monsanto Corporation recently acquired a paten on plant genes that render plants sterile. Consequently, farmers could not retain a portion of their harvests to use as seed.”

Seeds nowadays are genetically modified so that when you plant a crop, you can no longer retain some of the crop for seeds for the next year. This allows big corporate companies, like Monsanto, to control their profits. But more importantly it allows them to control our food supply. How do you feel about corporations controlling our food supply? It is a bit scary, huh?

“As we strain the limits of the natural world, we can no longer escape the knowledge that ecological collapse has been the often unrecognized force behind the downfall of many civilizations. Biology is indeed destiny.”

Food is the quickest way to change someone’s epigenetics. Whoever controls the food system the most, is the person/entity that gets to decide how human we are on a gene and cellular level. Now do you understand why seeds and the food system need to be a priority to us all? Absolute power corrupts absolutely. The more people who have their hands in the cookie jar of the food system, the better off we are. Now do you see why the farmers are such an important check and balance in the power systems?

Interdependence is something that is brought up in many of these essays. Also, it is something that is brought up in my family’s cult playbook, The 48 laws of Power. We cannot deny that we are all connected. And it makes us all vulnerable, no matter how much we hate it or want to deny it. We all have an influence in each other’s lives. And it is not an abstract influence. It is a direct influence. We directly effect each other everyday with all of our actions and the way we live our lives.

Diversifying the food supply by planting different crops and having smaller organic farms is part of the solution. Right now we are only growing a small number of crops/strains of food and if these crops/strains fail we are in for a world of hurt. There are only like 3 or 4 different kinds of wheat being grown in the United States. Which can lead to a collapse if one of them fails. This is how it is with many crops in our country/world. The longer we go on like this the fewer strains we will have.

You know how you go to the marijuana dispensary and there are all kinds of different strains to choose from? Or you go to a microbrewery and there are all kinds to choose from? Well, this is what we need the food industry to be like. Some strains grow better in different areas/regions. We need to honor this and diversify our portfolio of food so to speak. When you put all your eggs in one basket, it can lead to disaster.

Housing is also something that needs to be addressed not only for our health, but for the health of the environment. We need to live sustainably in all ways in order to survive and to be human on a gene and cellular level. Since the 1970s we have focused on making our houses/dwellings air tight. But we have also started processing the building materials with more and more chemical toxins. Thus, we are creating an air tight environment in our homes to keep those toxins stuck. Natural building materials for our homes can help remedy this issue. Along with using less toxins to process building materials.

Plus, the move from traditional heating and cooling towards HVAC systems means that we just recycle the air with toxins in it over and over. We need to change the breathability of the walls of our homes. And we need to change the way we heat and cool our homes. Heating and cooling the air in our homes is extremely ineffective and unsustainable. Radiant floor heating is an example of how we can become more sustainable. (But with this option we would also have to address the bad bacteria in the public water system/supply. Spore bacteria survive the way we treat water. And often sewer water is recycled into drinking water.)

There is an example in the book about how even trees are interdependent. In Oregon, there was a clear cut that was replanted with trees. And all the trees died. But when they replanted again and added a cup full of dirt from the base of a living tree with every seedling, these seedlings survived. Because this added bacteria, fungi, and all the organisms that are stripped from the soil when we clear cut a forest. We all are just a collective of organisms. Even trees cannot survive on their own.

Rant: The Redwood forest in Northern California is the largest organism in the world. It is not a forest of individual trees. The roots are all connected. It is one large organism. The largest organism on Earth. Humans are like the Redwoods in Northern California. We are all connected with our roots. Our microbiomes are all connected. This is why one person got Covid in one part of the world and we all were endangered. Our microbiomes are connected just like the roots of the Redwood trees in Northern California. We share bugs. Just like the seedlings needed bugs to grow and survive.

We too need bugs to grow and survive. As a human being you are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than you are human cells. You are a bug and you are not even mostly human. You are mostly bugs. If you kill your bugs you kill yourself and your immune system. Your immune system is a a collective of organisms that live mostly in your gut that have created a symbiotic relationship with you. They take care of you because you are their home. You know how you take care of your house and you water the lawn, replace the roof, and paint when needed? Well, that is what your immune system is doing when it takes care of you. It is maintaining it’s home. Because you are it’s home. If you die, they will most likely die too. So they take care of you because you take care of them. Which is the definition of a symbiotic relationship, win-win. (I went off there on all kinds of stuff, but it was good right?)

Diabetes being common in native people when they give up their traditional diets of mostly beans, corn, and squash is a topic a few of the contributors touched on. Chronic illnesses of all kinds are common in all people who eat the standard American diet. Diabetes, which is an autoimmune disease, and heart disease are caused by infections(bacterial, fungal, and viral.) So, it is not technically the food that causes chronic illnesses. It is the infections they feed and grown in our bodies that actually cause illness. Kill the infections and you kill the disease/illness.

This book was great and it touched on a lot of topics that I really enjoy. If we want to reverse the destruction of the modern world, we have to look to see how we destroyed things and where we went wrong. Living a more natural life is the only way we are going to get to be more human on a gene and cellular level. I am not saying we all need to live in the woods and only eat what we kill and grow. But I am saying we need to be smarter about what we are doing. Because the way we are currently living is not sustainable and we are sick. We are a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. And we will continue to be so until we address the environment that is negatively switching our genes on and off in really bad ways. This negative environment is created through the choices we make everyday on how we live our daily lives. You have no clue of what you are capable of because your epigenetics are negatively influenced by the environment which steals your potential. No matter what you have accomplished, you are capable of more. But the environment makes it so you are constantly swimming upstream. You have no clue who you were born to be. Because that person is being stolen from you with every breath you take, bite of food, and drink of water/liquid.

☆☆☆ How To Deal With Stress☆☆☆

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is something that can be tested for before it happens. Gut bacteria of soldiers before war can be tested to see who will develop Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after going to war. You would think we would make sure all soldiers had the gut bacteria they need to survive war in a healthy manner, right?

In the gulf war, biochemical warfare started. One or both sides released biochemical warfare that killed good gut bacteria in soldiers, which made them unable to deal with stress optimally. And many of them returned with PTSD after the war.

PTSD is not just limited to soldiers or to wartime. Dealing with people who have cluster b personality disorders also causes PTSD. But it is not the same as PTSD from war or big traumatic events like a car crash or accident. It is called CPTSD, Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. This is caused by many traumatic events over time that add up and cause the same effects as PTSD from one large event.

Lets say Mothers poisoned their children when little eroding their gut bacteria. This would be the equivalent of biochemical warfare that erodes gut bacteria causing PTSD in war. This would cause children to develop CPTSD from multiple traumatic events in childhood. Because their physical body would not be able to deal with the stress. Plus, their minds would not be able to process the trauma or make sense of it all. And their lives would not add up or be manageable.

If you were trying to control people, wouldn’t it be easier if they felt out of control themselves? Pavlov said the first step in communism is making people believe they cannot care for themselves. That is the only way they will give up control to the government or another.

When people do not believe they can take care of themselves, they look externally for someone else to take care of them. So if a Mother never wanted her children to grow up and be self sufficient, it makes complete sense that she would use biochemical warfare on them. This way they would always look to her as a savior. And she would look to the government as a savior.

If you want to protect yourself from people with cluster b personality disorders, the key is in your gut bacteria. You cannot create an environment where you can guarantee the mental health of everyone around you. However, you can set yourself up for success by ensuring your body can physically and mentally deal with stress.

Butyrate producing bacteria is the key to dealing with stress and not developing CPTSD or PTSD. Not only do you need this bacteria. But you need to feed it daily. Granted fasting days will help kill the gut bugs that try to crowd it out. But everyday you eat, you need to feed these bugs. This way they can produce the fatty acid butyrate that not only helps you deal with stress, but it increases plasticity in your brain to help you make sense of everything.

The benefits of butyrate are like a grocery list that go on forever with chain reactions in your mind, body, and soul. No study has found an upper limit to butyrate intake/consumption. Yes, you can take butyrate supplements. But having the gut bacteria that produce butyrate is preferable. Because those bacteria probably do more than just produce butyrate. We have just started to understand our gut bacteria. But our gut bacteria have kept us alive and healthy since the beginning of humans. Your immune system lives in your gut bacteria.

The more you cultivate your gut bacteria the healthier your immune system and the better your ability to deal with stress.

A culture is just a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. And these shared beliefs create patterns in behavior. So, a culture reflects the shared beliefs of it’s people.

What happens if those shared beliefs are lies? What happens when a culture is based on lies? The people start living lies. And they get hurt and mad, because nothing in their lives ends up how they were told it is supposed to be. You buy the dream you were sold and you become mad about it. Because it was a lie.

Romantic love is a lie. It’s a chemical reaction in your brain that only lasts 6 months. Your wants are a lie. It’s really your needs that matter. The economy is a lie. My family has rigged the stock markets since the 1980s. No matter how hard you work or how smart you are, the economy is based on a privilege and class system. Democracy is a lie. We live in a communist dictatorship. And we never got to vote on the dictator. Your life is a lie. You are just apart of the Farmville game my family has been playing with the world.

What do you do when you find out you bought the dream you were sold and it’s a lie? What do you do when you realize how you have been set up to fail and be miserable your whole life, because you are easier to control this way? The more bitter and miserable you are while being preoccupied with living the dream that is a lie, the easier you are to manipulate and control.

Now do you see why people are so angry? It hurts to live a lie. And we are taught to blame ourselves for everything that never works out as we were told it should. We have been taken on a wild goose chase our whole lives. Where do we go from here?

This revolution is about you finding the truth. I can tell you all about the lies my families have told you for generations. But I can’t tell you what your truth is. Sure, I can teach you about science, logic, and philosophy. But I can’t teach you who you are and what your truth is. All I can do is share the truths that set me free. It’s your job to figure out what you want to value and what is important to you. I believe democracy is the freedom to dream your own dream. And to know your dream you have to know your truth.

How To Fix Sociopathy & Reverse The War Games—Limbic System & Toxins

If you have been tuned in for awhile you know that I believe that toxins(aka poisons) are responsible for cluster b personality disorders(aka sociopathy, narcissism, and borderline personality disorder). And yesterday when I was reading “Darwin’s Lost Theory-Book 3” by David Loye I found more of the science to support this belief.

Let me try to walk you through this complex domino reaction of science and the brain and body.

Poisons/toxins effect the limbic system.

The limbic system is where hormones are housed and emotions are created.

Paul MacLean discovered the third part of the limbic system “thalamocingulate division” responsible for capacity for caring for others and for love

1937 James Wenceslas Papez damages this third part of the limbic system in the brain of monkeys. Monkeys so injured “showed no grooming or acts of affection”. “These brain-bashed monkeys would walk over their cage mates “as though they were inanimate”.

We inherit bacteria, viruses, fungi, parasites, and toxins from our mom, mom’s mom, mom’s mom’s mom, and so on up the maternal line.

Let me just speak English and talk this information out with you…

Toxins in the limbic system and in our bodies are what cause people to develop cluster b personality disorders, like my family. I have never poisoned myself, but I am constantly poisoned by others and I have no desire to hurt people. Yes, I have a desire to fight back when people try to harm, hurt, and/or kill me. But I have no desire to lash out at people around me.

My whole life I have been searching for the cause of why my family is the way they are and this research about the third part of the limbic system is the smoking gun. I knew it was the limbic system and toxins. But I had no clue that the damage the toxins do to this specific third part of the limbic system is what causes a loss of empathy or ability to partake in altruism.

Because we inherit toxins from our Mom and up our maternal line, we can be born with antisocial personality disorder. There is research on how cleansing children with antisocial personality disorder of toxins and heavy metals resolves their behavior issues. However, no one has ever applied this to cluster b personality disorders as far as I know. There is no known cure for cluster b personality disorders except for cognitive behavior therapy. And that rarely works because the patient must be a willing participant. Most people with cluster b personality disorder do not want to get better. Plus, they continue to poison themselves.

Munchasen by proxy did not become mainstream in the United States until the mid 1970s. If you look at the health of mainstream Americans since this time you will see after this is when autoimmune diseases became prevalent and our health as a nation declined dramatically. You will also see this is when obesity and divorce also became nationwide issues. A moral decline was experienced on all levels and is something we are still experiencing.

As the generations progress and as the toxins children are born with increase, there is a greater and greater need for mental health services. However, they never seem to resolve the issue. Perhaps, because we are going about it all wrong? Many other mental health disorders have been linked to bad bacteria and parasites. Talk therapy is the exact opposite of what we actually need to do. Because talk therapy actually reinforces trauma and keeps a person stuck in the trauma rather than helping them to move forward and on.

How do we fix mental illness and prevent the war games from destroying us all?

Well, we need to cleanse our bodies of toxins, bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses. And we need to do this with probiotic bacteria. Probiotic bacteria can be added to the environment, food, and water systems to help us remove toxins from our bodies and upregulate our detox pathways via epigenetics. We can down regulate genes like the MTHFR gene mutation that prevent us from detoxing proficiently.

Mental health is about physical health. No one can be human when they are poisoning themselves and others. You cannot poison someone else without poisoning yourself in the current systems. The more and longer we partake in these maladaptive coping mechanisms, the longer we all will have to fear for our lives. Sociopaths are made. And toxins are what make them.

If you have heard me talk about how I would like to genetically modify crops and dairy cows to make us all more human on a gene and cellular level, this is part of what I am excited to do. All we have to do is change the microbiome of dairy cows and crops to make us more human in countless ways and we can ensure that an official world war 3 is avoided.

Toxins erode our microbiome. The more toxins in your system, the more eroded your immune system, aka microbiome. We can help people remove toxins from their bodies and we can help them rebuild their immune systems just by changing the food system. You know how the food system changed in the 1980s? Well, we need to change it again to support our minds and bodies. Which in essence will support our spirits.

There is a mind, body, and spirit connection in the destruction of the war games. Because the war games erode people’s ability to have altruism and empathy. If you cannot feel the pain of your neighbor, you are more likely to cause harm to them. And this is how it becomes easy for people to commit crimes against humanity on a daily basis and mindlessly not even realize what they are doing.

Do you poison your neighbor? Do you believe that makes you apart of the problem or the solution? Just because everyone is doing it, does not make it right. Be the change or perpetuate the problem.

If we do not remove the toxins from our bodies soon we will no longer be able to be human on a gene and cellular level because they will cause so many gene mutations that we will have reached a point of no return. We are a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level currently. The window for us to reverse this and the gene mutations involved is very small, 10-20 years.

The time is now or never.

Nicole Graves

18 Signs Of A Psychopath/Sociopath

Psychopath Free by Jackson MacKenzie is a book that changed my life. Growing up in a Russian Orthodox Narcissistic family cult made this book feel like a family reunion. Psychopaths have a higher skill set than the average narcissist when it comes to manipulation. Without feelings they have to emulate being human and having an emotional spectrum beyond merely anger and jealousy.

“Psychopaths do not actually feel the love and happiness that they so frequently proclaim. They oscillate between contempt, envy, and boredom. Nothing more.” -Jackson MacKenzie, Psychopath Free

Psychopaths prey on others to feel alive and get a taste of emotion. Their emotions are flat, dull, and painful. They seek to kill in you what they cannot have themselves. Psychopaths are people who know they do not have the ability to possess feelings and take it out on others.

As BPD and narcissism overlap, so do narcissism and anti-social personality disorder. All cluster b personality disorders start to look similar with time and age. Dark triad is how most of cluster b personality disorders leave this world. So if you grew up with a BPD or narcissistic parent, chances are highly likely that you will see the signs of psychopathy in them with age.

Signs of psychopathy:

• Lack of empathy
• Overly critical
• Disregard for right and wrong
• Wit and charm
• Impulsiveness
• Arrogance
• Aggression
• Unreliable and unpredictable
• Lack of remorse or shame
• Insincerity
• Poor judgement and failure to learn by experience
• Lack of insight
• Impulsive
• Only concerned with the now
• Everything is a game
• Ignores social norms
• Deceitful
• Callousness

Not all narcissists are psychopaths, but all psychopaths are narcissists.

Xoxo

Nicole

Southern California, Oxytocin, Humanity Hijacking

Okay Southern California bare with me as I speak geek because I figured out how my family cult is hijacking your humanity.

So your brains do produce Oxytocin you all just process it differently. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “love hormone” but really it is just an intensifier. Your brain produces Oxytocin when you take part in human interactions, but especially when you raise your children, nurse them, and child birth. However, when you have experienced trauma, bullying, and repeated distress related to social interaction your brain processes Oxytocin differently. Instead of it making you feel loved and connected it amplifies your anxiety. This is why my Mom was unable to nurse both my Brother and I. Feeling that close to someone and the Oxyotcin involved stressed her out and made her anxious. This kind of processing of Oxytocin leads to avoidant attachment style, which is involved in cluster b personality types(narcissism, borderline personality disorder, and sociopathy).

Our family cult and the war games are stealing your ability to process the experience of being human and stealing your humanity through your limbic system, which houses your emotions. A lot of the chemicals and environmental stressors are aimed at deregulating your limbic system, which involves throwing off your emotions and hormones that control them. This is why we all have overactive cortisol, the stress hormone. This is how our family cult keeps us more manageable.

Children to parents like this are often lacking normal human interactions, thus we do not get enough Oxytocin. This is why I crave my Mother still when things go weird/wrong in my life and I just need a hug. Oxytocin is what my family has used against me and why I crave the love of my Mother. PTSD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism can all be treated with Oxytocin and be improved.

Oxytocin is how the adult industry saved my life. It is more than just getting me away from my family, it was by making me feel loved. It provided a safe environment where I could produce Oxytocin and experience it being mirrored to me in others without fear of hurt/pain. When you feel loved and safe it lowers anxiety and improves people’s humanity and ability to emotionally regulate. This is why life has been so hard and confusing since leaving the adult industry behind. There has not been anywhere safe to produce Oxytocin without fear of harm besides with my dogs and/or within my work relationships in sales jobs.

I do not judge you all for being the way you are, but I hope you understand this is why the world looks so dark to you all. Being human is hard and it does hurt at times, but your fear of being human is just another symptom of the systems that have set you up to fail. You have been genetically modified to reject human interaction as something that is beautiful and warm. Instead your brain tells you it is going to hurt and be painful.

This genetic modification is present in the fancy families and the SS soldiers, but I noticed it being systemic throughout all the people in Santa Barbara and as I have gone South it has gotten extremely worse. This is why I loved Vallejo so much. Their brains still were able to feel love and they were open to the experience. This is what the white people are missing in their epigenetics. I always said they did not know love. Well, I was right! They do not know love because their brains have been conditioned to fear human interactions. This is the screw loose that they are missing. And our family cult has done this to the majority of people down here in Southern California. This is why being down here makes me lonely and miss my Mom. You all do not mirror me and instead you feel pain from my loving acts of sharing information. You all fear human interaction because it has never worked out for you in the past. And this is why I do not love any one human, but I love humanity. I have always loved people from an arm’s distance, but letting them close is something that our family cult has never allowed for me to enjoy. Because my family literally cannot experience love and they refuse to let me enjoy something they cannot experience.

Love is a gift. Love is not supposed to hurt. Love is part of being human. Love is what makes the world go round. Love is the greatest motivator in the human experience. You all are missing out on the best part of being human.

Humanity is a chore and a weakness without the ability to feel love. Please reconsider how you view and experience humanity, it could literally save us all.

Love Always

Nicole Graves

David Loye is an amazing writer! His sense of humor and way of writing as if he is having a conversation with you is refreshing. Never have I read a scientist who writes so well and is so well read.

When I picked this book, I was looking for something on Darwin’s first book, “Evolution of Species”. I have read part of it, but wanted to finish it. However, I found this book instead. Reading a classic is one thing, but having someone explain what they thought about it is another. It is like taking a college class. Because discussing what you read is where the learning really takes place in my opinion.

I cannot even begin to explain how valuable this book is. And it was a really easy read for a book based purely on science. Loye not only explains Darwin’s theories, but he links them to research done since then that creates a domino effect.

The third part of the limbic system called the thalamocingulate division and research by Paul MacLean and James Wenceslas Papez link this structure to the “receptive area for experiencing emotion”. This is the part of the brain that is responsible for altruism and empathy. When this part of the brain was damaged in monkeys they “showed no grooming or acts of affection”. You know how people today aren’t able to show empathy or kindness to their fellow man? Well this is the part of the brain/limbic system that is damaged in them. And this also is responsible for cluster b personality disorders, or at least co-morbid.

David Loye explains that Darwin’s theory of “survival of the fittest” has been slanted to make an excuse for being selfish and greedy in modern times. When in actuality Darwin was trying to explain that we need to cooperate and work together. Just like in symbiotic relationships, where two organisms work together to make each other better and more successful. They create a win-win situation. Rather than competing to be parasitic towards each other.

Humanity will not survive if we all continue to try to be parasite. When a parasite kills it’s host, it often dies too. This is what we are doing to the Earth. Earth is just a collective of organisms. And humans are just a collective of organisms. As a human being you are more bacteria, virus, and parasite cells than you are human cells. If you choose to partake in mainly parasitic relationships, it will kill you. It is not up for discussion. It is science and fact.

The longer it takes for us to get it together and realize that we are a collective of organisms meant to cooperate and work together, the longer we go on suffering. Just because most people have such damage to their limbic system that they are unable to understand this fact does not mean that it goes away or disappears. It just means we all pay dearly for these people’s ignorance and poor decisions.

How long will you allow a parasite to feed on you before you say enough is enough? How long till that parasite kills you? How long till that parasite causes you brain and/or limbic system damage and you cease to see that parasite as a parasite?

“…we can be-and generally are–more powerfully driven by concern for the regard of others and by love.”

Science is a plethora of patterns. Life is a plethora of patterns. How long till we choose to see the patterns that rule our life and the universe? How long can we choose to act blindly before it kills us all, metaphorically or literally?

I absolutely loved this book! Science is something I hold near and dear to my heart. And it seems like David Loye does too. This was not a quick read. It took a few days to get through the almost 400 pages. But it was worth every second. I would definitely read more of his books. And if you are looking for a book to ease into reading about science I would highly suggest this book. And I would even suggest reading this book above digging right into Darwin himself. Because David Loye does a great job of quoting Darwin’s original text and then explaining it in easy to understand detail.

So much of modern science is based on, or built on, what Darwin discovered. When we allow the thoughts of selfish genes and survival of the fittest to justify our modern day actions, we are misusing the discoveries of the past to justify our sins of the present. Science is not about justification. It is about growth and evolution. We need to do better. And we cannot look towards the past to justify our crimes against humanity.

I love Hunter S. Thompson. Though I do not have many people I look up to, I view Hunter as a role model. And it is rare that I find anyone who lived during my time to be role model worthy in the slightest.

Have you ever known anyone who died of natural causes? I haven’t. Have you ever known anyone who was said to have died from suicide, who actually killed themselves? I haven’t. I think Hunter was like Sylvia Plath in this instance…

“Lesson 5: Truth is Easier”

Hunter S. Thompson was known for his drug use and being outlandishly extreme. How could you be so out there and keep track of your lies? You just couldn’t. Most people lack the ability to tell the truth because they are trying to be something they are not. Or they are trying to get away with something that is not in people’s best interest or even on their radar. Telling the truth is just easier. But it is a luxury most people cannot fathom affording.

“…politics is the art of controlling your environment.”

If your epigenetics are controlled by the environment, it is weird to think that politics are controlling that environment. But it makes complete sense. Because decisions are made and laws are passed that effect who we are on a gene and cellular level everyday. Who we are on a gene and cellular level has become more political than personal in a lot of ways in the modern world. Perhaps, Hunter S. Thompson knew this. But he just didn’t have the words to describe this feeling using science. Epigenetics were not discovered until the mid-1980s.

“Never take yourself too seriously. If you do, you start thinking you have too much to lose, so you start to fear that lose; you lose your freedom.”

Freedom is a theme Hunter spent his life writing about. How we chose to spend our lives is how we chose to spend our freedom. But people don’t think about it like that. They think their comfortable lives in suburbia with delusions of freedom perpetuated by the small mundane choices they make everyday, “Pepsi or Coke? Bootleg or Slim Fit? Sparkling or Flat? Breakfast or Brunch?”. Are what freedom is actually made of. When you believe your ability to make these decisions is apart of what makes you you, then you have taken yourself too seriously and literally.

This book is Hunter’s wife going through seven lessons he taught her during their time together. She published this book a couple years after his suicide. It was a quick, about 100 page, read. If you have not read anything by Hunter S. Thompson I would suggest Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, or just watch the movie. I would not suggest reading this book unless you are really into Hunter S. Thompson and all of his material. His book on Hell’s Angels is something I look forward to reading one day soon fingers crossed.

I picked this book because of the title. My maternal Grandma was Russian and Chinese and food was her only love language. So the idea of growing up in a Chinese family that owned a restaurant is something I could relate to. Knowing everything I know now I wonder if this family was as into Munchausen by Proxy as much as mine. I know the people in my family who love cooking are the ones who like to poison others the most. I may be the only person in the world who likes cooking just for the food and not for poisoning of people.

I have read a lot of books throughout my life and they normally boil down to a few lines that really resonate and bring value/meaning.

“Being different made me normal.”

Every coming of age story, whether it is written or not, is about finding out what makes you you. And finding what makes you you is really about finding what makes you different than the people around you. When you find what makes you different, you find what makes you you. We all search for this in different ways but rarely does it seem this simple. This line is like an equation on how to come of age. I just wish someone had shared this with me thirty years ago.

“…not everything damaged needed to be fixed.”

So much of our lives we try to fix our damage. But what if that damage is what makes us who we are? What if our damage is what shapes us into the person we need to be in order to complete our purpose here? Maybe it is the imperfections that make us who we are. Maybe it is not damage at all, but divine order?

I read this book in less than 24 hours. It was great and a quick read for about 300 pages. Again, I had no clue who the author was before I chose the book. But I would recommend it to anyone. Growing up in a part Chinese family that does not value education, it was hard for me to imagine the pains of having to be pushed to educate myself. But every life has it’s struggles. Our families do shape us, no matter how much we try to rebel and say they don’t. We just have to take the good and throw out the bad. This book was the author trying to figure out what was the good and what was the bad. We all have this struggle. And some never overcome it.

I did not know who David Suzuki was when I chose to read this book. His name sounded familiar, but I could not place it. A geneticist turned environmentalist sounded right up my alley. And it did not disappoint.

David was a Canadian tv star with his own show on science. And he also had his own radio show. But the real passion he shows is for his non profit organization(The David Suzuki Foundation) and raising awareness for worldwide environmental issues, such as the preservation of the rain forests and global warming.

Not once did he mention epigenetics. Or how a scientist of genetics ended up becoming an environmentalist. The connection was never made, other than his love of the outdoors.

David’s childhood experience as a Japanese Canadian during WWII in Canada was eye opening and a bit horrifying. I was unaware of the camps created for Japanese Canadians during WWII, especially along the coastlines. It is amazing to read how a child sent to a detention camp during WWII, because of where his ancestors came from, can lead a full life and even become an influential figure within that same country. He shows resilience in ways many could not.

The Amazon and Canadian rain forests and working with natives all over the world was a focus throughout his career. Always trying to help the natives empower and educate themselves to make the best decisions for themselves. Sustainability and independence were main themes when he was working with natives from all over the world. He did not want to give them a fish, he wanted to teach them how to fish.

Global warming was the last issue covered in the book and how science is something most people in the world are illiterate on. I agree on global warming being the biggest issue facing the world. However, I never considered the fact that most people are illiterate when it comes to science. And even more concerning is the government officials who make laws based on science are often some of these people. How can government officials, who are versed in law and business, make decisions based on science when they are not even literate in science?

And why is the modern global world not literate in science? Science and technology are the leading influences in our modern lives. Yet, the average person knows more about how to operate a computer and television than they know about science. Why do you suppose this is? And how can we change this?

Great book! I would recommend it.

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is something that can be tested for before it happens. Gut bacteria of soldiers before war can be tested to see who will develop Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after going to war. You would think we would make sure all soldiers had the gut bacteria they need to survive war in a healthy manner, right?

In the gulf war, biochemical warfare started. One or both sides released biochemical warfare that killed good gut bacteria in soldiers, which made them unable to deal with stress optimally. And many of them returned with PTSD after the war.

PTSD is not just limited to soldiers or to wartime. Dealing with people who have cluster b personality disorders also causes PTSD. But it is not the same as PTSD from war or big traumatic events like a car crash or accident. It is called CPTSD, Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. This is caused by many traumatic events over time that add up and cause the same effects as PTSD from one large event.

Lets say Mothers poisoned their children when little eroding their gut bacteria. This would be the equivalent of biochemical warfare that erodes gut bacteria causing PTSD in war. This would cause children to develop CPTSD from multiple traumatic events in childhood. Because their physical body would not be able to deal with the stress. Plus, their minds would not be able to process the trauma or make sense of it all. And their lives would not add up or be manageable.

If you were trying to control people, wouldn’t it be easier if they felt out of control themselves? Pavlov said the first step in communism is making people believe they cannot care for themselves. That is the only way they will give up control to the government or another.

When people do not believe they can take care of themselves, they look externally for someone else to take care of them. So if a Mother never wanted her children to grow up and be self sufficient, it makes complete sense that she would use biochemical warfare on them. This way they would always look to her as a savior. And she would look to the government as a savior.

If you want to protect yourself from people with cluster b personality disorders, the key is in your gut bacteria. You cannot create an environment where you can guarantee the mental health of everyone around you. However, you can set yourself up for success by ensuring your body can physically and mentally deal with stress.

Butyrate producing bacteria is the key to dealing with stress and not developing CPTSD or PTSD. Not only do you need this bacteria. But you need to feed it daily. Granted fasting days will help kill the gut bugs that try to crowd it out. But everyday you eat, you need to feed these bugs. This way they can produce the fatty acid butyrate that not only helps you deal with stress, but it increases plasticity in your brain to help you make sense of everything.

The benefits of butyrate are like a grocery list that go on forever with chain reactions in your mind, body, and soul. No study has found an upper limit to butyrate intake/consumption. Yes, you can take butyrate supplements. But having the gut bacteria that produce butyrate is preferable. Because those bacteria probably do more than just produce butyrate. We have just started to understand our gut bacteria. But our gut bacteria have kept us alive and healthy since the beginning of humans. Your immune system lives in your gut bacteria.

The more you cultivate your gut bacteria the healthier your immune system and the better your ability to deal with stress.

People who are knowledgeable obtain a lot of facts, aka knowledge. They memorize and retain information. And they repeat this information. There is no original thought in being knowledgeable. It is mimicry.

People who are intelligent also obtain facts and information. But they put together this information in ways to explore the unknown. We learn about the unknown through intelligence. Intelligence is problem solving and connecting the dots. Pattern recognition and putting together logic puzzles is intelligence. Something cannot become knowledge until it is known.

Einstein was intelligent. Issac Newton was Intelligent. They took facts and knowledge and put them together in ways never done before to create knowledge on the unknown.

Memorizing facts is not intelligence. Anyone can memorize facts with enough repetition. Science says it takes about 66 repetitions to cement something into your subconscious mind. Being knowledgable is something everyone can accomplish without ever having an original thought.

Original thought is intelligence. Intelligence is putting things together in a way never done before to explain the unknown to make it known.

Violence is a result of immaturity. And it symbolizes a lack of self awareness. Therefore in order to end violence we all have to grow up and become aware of ourselves as a world and a collective. We can’t overcome worldwide violence without worldwide growth.

First, we need to become aware of violence in ourselves. It’s not good or bad. It just is. Awareness isn’t about judgement. It is about being aware. When you start judging, it is no longer awareness. It is judgement.

Why do we experience violence? Violence normally stems from some form of anger. We are angry our lives are in danger, so we lash out. We are angry our rights are stepped on. We are angry our freedoms are disregarded or belittled. We are angry our worldviews or opinions are not acknowledged. From anger stems violence.

So what is the root cause of anger? Anger is a secondary emotion. It is the result of being hurt. So when we act with anger in violence, it is because we are hurt. We fear for our lives and that hurts us. So we act out in anger and violence. Hurt is the primary emotion behind violence. Violence can be boiled down to hurt. Hurt people, hurt people. Because they are acting out that hurt as anger and violence.

Being grown up means seeing your actions as they really are. When you act out in anger and violence, you are doing so because you are hurt. And anger and violence is rarely if ever going to make that hurt go away. Most of the time it just perpetuates that hurt and continues it indefinitely.

An example would be myself. I so very badly want to lash out at the world and hurt you all. Because you have destroyed and hurt me in any way possible not just on this revolution, but throughout my 43 years of life. I am hurt by you all. And it logically makes sense that I want to lash out and hurt you all. It is completely logical and easy to understand. When someone hurts us we want to hurt them back. It is apart of Darwinism and survival of the fittest. An animal in the wild doesn’t just let another wild animal attack and kill it. The animal fights back and defends itself. It’s natural to fight back. It’s programmed in us to fight back. It’s darwinism. We are supposed to fight back.

But we also are designed to pay attention to our hierarchy of needs. We need to prioritize the things we need most. And we need to do what it takes to get those things.

If I lash out and hurt the world as the world has hurt me and I fight back as I am designed to do, I am never going to get my hierarchy of needs fulfilled. I would be forfeiting my dreams, goals, and potential. So yes, it is within my rights as a human being to fight back and hurt you all as you all have hurt me. But if I choose to do so I am forfeiting the things that matter most to me.

My dreams, goals, and potential are way higher on my hierarchy of needs than fighting back. It doesn’t make me weak to not fight back. It makes me stronger than any person in my family has ever been. I understand if I fight back I am acting on my hurt. And in doing that I would jeopardize and forfeit the things I really want in life.

Anger and violence come down to a decision. Do you want to act out on your hurt? Or do you want to be a grown up and do what is in your best interest so you can fulfill your hierarchy of needs?

Do you want to be stuck in the pattern of allowing your hurt to control and dictate your actions? Or do you want to act on self interest and what is best for you?

Granted this doesn’t mean allowing other people to attack and kill you. But it means fighting back in a way that allows you to meet your own needs without perpetuating violence.

Do you want what you really need? Or do you want to be petty and act out in violence because you are hurt and dont know how to be grown up and do what is in your best interest?

Violence is rarely ever in anyone’s best interest. And often people dont even understand that they are getting in the way of their dreams, goals, and potential by acting in violence.

We have been taught to crucify ourselves over making mistakes because it keeps us stuck. Part of being human is making mistakes. The key is to learn from them and move forward. Live and learn as the saying goes.

Shame is used to keep us stuck. Shame implies there is something wrong with you and that is why you made a mistake. Shame prohibits you from moving forward. Because if there is something wrong with you that caused you to make the mistake then you believe you are helpless to change it. You can change your behavior. There is nothing wrong with you. Guilt is the feeling you get from making a mistake that is intended to get you to do better. Guilt is designed to help you live and learn. There is nothing wrong with you. Humans make mistakes and you are human. That means you need to learn how to forgive yourself and move forward. If you dont learn this you will be stuck making the same mistakes over and over.

Yes, mistakes suck. Yes, guilt sucks. Yes, forgiving yourself is hard. But you get better at it. And the sooner you learn to course correct the easier it gets to forgive yourself. Forgiving yourself for one mistake is easier than 10 years of the same mistake. So the sooner you learn to identify your mistakes, the easier it gets to course correct and move forward

There is nothing wrong with you. Shame is a tool to keep you stuck. You are human. Humans make mistakes. Guilt is to remind you not to make the same mistake again. Being human is hard, but forgiving yourself makes being human a lit easier. Plus, it allows for growth.

On day 1, we talked about why your health is your own personal responsibility and something you have to manage yourself.

Let’s say you wanted to conquer the world. First, you would have to enslave the people. Do you think healthy and happy people would be easier to enslave? Or do you think diseased and depressed people would be easier to enslave? If you are trying to conquer the world, it only makes sense to make people diseased and depressed first.

Remember how releasing toxins in the environment inhibits people’s ability to methylate, blocking them from their critical logical mind? Well if you create dysbiosis in their gut, which is the common denominator of all disease and depression, you stop them from standing up for themselves. By creating dysbiosis in humans, you create pushovers who won’t stand up for themselves. You create people who are unsure of themselves, because they don’t trust themselves.

Remember how your mirror neurons are always collecting information with your nervous system and storing this information in your subconscious? Well, people with diverse healthy gut bacteria have more influence and are more popular. Your mirror neurons and nervous system collect information about people’s microbiome because it helps you know who to trust. It let’s you know who you should listen to more.

However, if everyone around you has dysbiosis it will be easier to sell you a ketchup popsicle when you have white gloves on. Your subconscious and your mirror neurons will not know who to trust. And your own dysbiosis will tell you that you cannot trust yourself.

Your health is your personal responsibility because the medical industry aims to disempower you and enslave you. Modern medicine rarely does anything to help you cultivate a diverse healthy microbiome. Most of modern medicine erodes your gut bacteria and creates more disbiosis. Almost all pharmaceutical and over the counter drugs create dysbiosis. And almost all people take drugs in an effort to feel better.

You are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than you are human cells. In order to experience health, you have to cultivate your microbiome. You are a bug. Your health relies on you cultivating your bugs. Modern medicine mostly ignores this foundational truth. You have to take responsibility for your own personal health.

On day 2, we talked about how you were born to be you.

There are only about 6 diseases in the world that are caused by just genes. All the rest are epigenetic. So yes, you were born with genes like your family. But that does not mean you have to be like them.

You determine which of your genes are turned on and off by how you live your life, your beliefs, and every decision you make. You choose who you are everyday of your life. You can change any day you choose to. All you have to do is start making different decisions and living differently.

Everyday your body is creating new cells. The mitochondria in each of those cells writes messages into the cell. These messages in every cell of your body add up to be your epigenetics. Yes, you are human. But really you are just a collective of cells. And you are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than human cells. But your bugs have epigenetics too.

Everyday you are either becoming a more optimal human or you are becoming more of a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level. You get to choose who you are today and who you become tomorrow. So anytime you feel helpless remember you are the master of your own destiny. You decide who you are down to a gene and cellular level. The ultimate control is yours.

On day 3, we talked about generational trauma.

You take more after your Mom’s side of the family, right? Everyone does, because we inherit all of our mitochondria from our Mom. Yes, we get 50% of our genes from our Mom and 50% from our Dad. But remember how mitochondria write messages into each cell of your body and those messages add up to be your epigenetics? This means your Mom decided 100% your gene expression.

Remember how we are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than human cells? Well, you get all of your mitochondria from your Mom because you inherit bacteria, parasite, and virus cells from your Mom, your Mom’s Mom, your maternal great grandmother, and so on and on. Your microbiome and gut bacteria dictate the health of the mitochondria in each cell of your body. And you get your bugs from your Mom’s side of the family.

Now imagine your maternal great grandmother took antibiotics once because she was deathly ill and almost died. This would allow for the antibiotic resistant bacteria in her body to flourish. And this bacteria would be passed on to your Grandma and Mom and it would flourish in them when they took antibiotics. It’s a snowball effect in bacteria form.

Generational trauma is really just an overgrowth of bad bugs. People have not taken responsibility for their health for generations. So if you wish to not experience dis ease in the same ways as the people in your family, you need to cleanse your body.

On day 4, we talked about the holy trinity of health.

The holy trinity of health is gut bacteria, mitochondria, and epigenetics. Any kind of disease, depression, or anxiety can be helped and some even cured by using this formula for health.

Your gut bacteria dictate the health of the mitochondria in each cell of your body. Mitochondria write messages into each cell of your body. And these messages add up to be your epigenetics. This snowball effect can either keep you healthy or it can keep you sick.

If you are in pain, diseased, depressed, or anxious it is your job to fix your gut bacteria and stop the negative snowball effect in your body and epigenetics. This feels overwhelming at first. But after you take responsibility for your health and get used to caring for yourself, it gets easier. When you first learned to drive a car it was a lot to take in. But after a few years you can do it without thinking about it. Taking care of your own health and body is no different. Once you accept the responsibility and learn how to do it, it just becomes natural and easy.

On day 5, we talked about gene mutations.

We have been taught to worship gene mutations. Blue eyes and blonde hair are gene mutations. Humans are designed to have brown hair and brown eyes. Anything other than this is suboptimal on a gene and cellular level.

We are taught to idealize gene mutations because they make people easier to control and brainwash. The more gene mutations you have the more prone you are to disbiosis. The more disbiosis you have the more cut off from your critical logical mind you are and the more you are susceptible to suggestion and brainwashing.

If you were trying to conquer the world and enslave the people, would you want people to be easier to brainwash? Or would you want them to think for themselves and be strong on a gene and cellular level? Gene mutations are a great way to enslave the world without them knowing or understanding what is happening.

On day 6, we talked about brain damage.

If you were trying to take over the world, it would be easier if people where in a hyper fear state and couldn’t think clearly, right?

Your gut bacteria create many vitamins your body and brain need to work properly. When you erode your gut bacteria, you erode your ability to create these vitamins.

Vitamin K2 is one of the vitamins your gut bacteria produce. It is a fat soluble vitamin that helps calcium be absorbed into your bones and teeth. When you do not have enough vitamin K2, calcium free floats in your bloodstream unable to be absorbed. This free floating calcium then damages your brain in your amygdala. Causing you to be in a hyper fear state. Which often just feels like stress. You are constantly stressed and nothing you do seems to lessen the stress you feel. This brain damage to your amygdala also causes you to not be able to handle extreme temperatures. When it gets hot or cold you feel even more stressed and your body cannot regulate your temperature.

Lastly, this free floating calcium grows the C. Diff bacteria in your body, because calcium germinates C. Diff spores. This leads to extreme hunger, especially in the winter months. And it also leads to more addictive behaviors. Because C. Diff changes the way your brain processes dopamine.

If you were enslaving people in an attempt to conquer the world, it would be a lot easier if they had brain damage, lived in a constant fear and stress state, ate too much damaging their epigenetics and causing disease, and had more addictive behaviors.

On day 7, we talked about heavy metals.

You remember how we inherit our bugs from our Mom’s side of the family? Well, we also inherit heavy metals from our Mom’s side of the family. Any heavy metals your great great Grandma was exposed to you will have. Unless she or someone downstream cleansed their body of heavy metals before you were born.

Also anything that touches our skin bypasses our liver and goes directly into our bloodstream. Remember how environmental toxins are released into the environment to block people off from their critical logical mind and create a crusade? All those toxins are in our food. But they also are in our body. This means all the environmental toxins that were used to create world war 2 and every war since are in your body unless someone on your Mom’s side of the family took the time and responsibility to remove them.

Let’s say we lived in a world where women poison themselves when they are pregnant. This means the more older siblings you have the more toxic metals would be built up in your Mom’s body.

Toxic heavy metals cause disease, cognitive impairment, and disbiosis. It is another great way to leave people unable to think for themselves. And they pass it on to their children.

Flouride is a heavy metal. Many of us took this as children for our teeth. And many people use dental products with fluoride. This inhibits your brain from talking to you in images.

Bromide is another heavy metal that has been put in bread. We used to use iodine in bread, but it helps our body remove heavy metals. So in the 1970s &1980s they added bromide and took out the iodine.

Immunizations have heavy metals.

Paint before 1978 had lead. And if you live in a house older than 1978 there is probably lead paint in it. Lead has dangerous effects on the brain. Especially, children’s brains.

There are countless instances of heavy metals in our environment being put in our bodies. You need to cleanse your body and brain of heavy metals.

On day 8, we talked about oxytocin.

Oxytocin is often referred to as the love hormone. It is associated with trust, sex, parenthood, and our bodies crave this hormone. Because oxytocin is healing. Remember how you create healthy telemares when you are completing your purpose in life and this allows your DNA to replicate without flaws? Well, oxytocin protects the health of your telemares.

So when you are in trusting relationships, especially when you have children, while being of service and completing your purpose you are a more optimal human on a gene and cellular level. You were born to complete your purpose and establish trusting relationships that create oxytocin. This is what allows your body to stay in optimal health. You were born to love and be loved. It’s science. Bob Marley was right.

Let’s say that the world signed up to be in a cult of sociopaths, who destroyed everyone and everything. This would change the way their brains wired and fired in countless ways. Sociopaths are not born. They are made by changing the way your brain wires and fires. When you act like a sociopath, you become addicted to destruction and poisoning people. And you loose your humanity on countless levels.

Sociopaths and all cluster b personality disorders dysfunctionally process oxytocin. You can’t love and trust people when you are addicted to destruction. And this dysfunctional processing of oxytocin makes you into a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level.

Instead of oxytocin being healing, it will create a stress response. This stress response is why post partum depression is so common nowadays. It is also why so many women have a hard time breast feeding. When oxytocin is stressful rather than healing because your body and brain process it dysfunctionally, it causes disease and for you to become less human on a gene and cellular level.

You were born to accomplish your purpose, but you were also born to create loving and trusting relationships.

On day 9, we talked about addiction.

Addiction is just an antibiotic resistant infection. C. Diff bacteria changes the way your brain processes dopamine, which changes your behavior and who you are. All you have to do is cleanse your body and treat the infection.

When you take antibiotics this infection grows. When you surround yourself with others who also have this infection like in NA and AA, this infection grows. When you have disbiosis, this infection grows.

C. Diff is a spore bacteria. Which means it is like mold. The spores are floating around in the environment constantly waiting to find what they need to germinate and become active and alive. Just like mold needs water to be active. C. Diff needs calcium.

The more you heal your gut bacteria, the more your body will be able to fight this infection naturally and on it’s own. The more gut bugs you have that produce vitamin K2, the less able C. Diff spores will be to germinate. Vitamin K2 allows for calcium in your body to be absorbed into your bones and teeth. Which makes it unavailable to germinate the C. Diff spores in your body.

Addiction is just an antibiotic resistant bacterial infection. You are not an addict. You just have an infection. You are not helpless. You just have an infection. The more you cleanse your body the more you will feel like yourself.

Addiction is not a personality flaw. It is just an infection which is designed to get you to accept learned helplessness. If you were enslaving the people in an effort to take over the world wouldn’t it be easier if they thought they were helpless and couldn’t take care of themselves?

On day 10, we talked about vitamin deficiencies.

Most of us have vitamin deficiencies and we don’t even know it. Because we are born with them. Remember how we inherit bacteria, parasites, viruses, and heavy metals from our Mom’s side of the family? Well, we also inherit vitamin deficiencies. Meaning if your great Grandma had a vitamin deficiency and no one down stream from her corrected it, then you also have this vitamin deficiency.

Recommended Daily Allowances(RDA) are made up imaginary numbers. No two people need the same amount of vitamins. We all are different. Our bodies are different. We have different bugs. We have different genes. We have different epigenetics. No two people are the same.

Exposure to toxins increases your need for vitamins and minerals. Some gene mutations and negative epigenetic triggers make it so you cannot absorb certain vitamins and minerals effectively. The soil and our food has been designed to be void of nutrients. Food today has significantly less nutrition than even 50 years ago. You cannot get all the vitamins and minerals you need just with food. It’s literally impossible with food the way it is today.

Your needs for vitamins and minerals really don’t have much to do with you at all. What you require for vitamins and minerals relys most on the emotional regulation of the people around you. And we live in a world where people are incapable of emotional regulation, because they are addicted to their emotions. So your need for vitamins and minerals is directly correlated with how addicted the people around you are to their emotions. And really has not much to do with you.

Let’s say the gas attendant that pumped your gas today got in a fight with his boss, so he put a little extra poison in your gas today to make himself feel better. Let’s say the grocery store worker had a good day, so she put a little less poison in your food today. Let’s say the janitor where you work got in a fight with his wife, so he put a little more poison in the cleaners he used. Let’s say your spouse had a good day at work, so he or she put extra poison in your food to celebrate.

Toxins increase your need for vitamins and minerals. No two days are the same, because everyday the people around you poison you to different degrees due to their lack of emotional regulation. This is the consequence of living in a world where people destroy everyone and everything.

The more vitamin and mineral deficiencies you have the worse your epigenetics. The more vitamin and mineral deficiencies you have the more prone you are to disbiosis, depression, anxiety, and disease. The more vitamin and mineral deficiencies you have the more cut off you are from your critical logical mind and the more vulnerable you are to brainwashing and suggestion.

If you were taking over the world and needed to enslave the people to do so, wouldn’t it make sense to starve them so they couldn’t think clearly?

On day 12, we talked about your immune system.

Remember how good bugs create symbiotic relationships with you, making you a better human and home for themselves? And remember how bad bugs create parasitic relationships with you and eat you alive till you die? And remember how disbiosis is just an overgrowth of bad bugs? And remember how an overgrowth of bad bugs causes disease?

There are countless bacteria, parasite, and virus strains in the world. Each of them do different things and require different foods and environments to grow and thrive. But the good news is if you grow your good bugs, they will help you battle the bad bugs. Because they want a good life too. This phenomenon is called your immune system. Your good bugs fight to keep you alive and healthy. Because they want to stay alive and healthy.

Creating good gut bacteria isn’t about killing all the bad bugs. It is about getting them down in numbers to where your immune system can handle them and keep them in check. And your immune system is your good bugs.

Remember how covid killed people? It didn’t kill people because it was deadly on it’s own. It killed people because they had an overgrowth of other bad bugs and their immune system was overwhelmed. You know how really old people die from the flu? It is the same concept.

Your immune system is made up of your good bugs. The more different strains you have the better. And the more your good bugs outnumber your bad bugs, the stronger your immune system will be. Whenever you kill parasitic bugs in your body, you improve the strength of your immune system. Your good bugs are your immune system.

On day 13, we talked about serotonin.

Serotonin is a neurotransmitter made in your gut. Remember your gut bosses your brain around. And it produces neurotransmitters like serotonin.

Being human is a chemical reaction. Everything you experience triggers chemicals from within your body. These chemicals are what make you human. These chemicals are what make life worth living.

Addiction issues are just you doing things to cause a chemical reaction in your body. The more you understand how to create these chemicals in your body in a healthy manner, the fewer maladaptive addictions you will have.

Serotonin has to do with mood regulation. And it does help make you feel content and happy. But the big thing it does is it regulates your immune system. And remember how most of your immune system lives in your gut? Serotonin regulates your gut motility. Which is a key factor in your health and wellness.

Your gut bacteria create serotonin and many other neurotransmitters. But they require that you have the building blocks necessary for their production. So this means if you have too many vitamin and mineral deficiencies, you will not be able to produce the serotonin you need. Which means your body will not be able to regulate your immune system.

If you have a healthy balance of gut bacteria, you will have a good mood, healthy immune system, and good digestion without constipation or diarrhea. However, if your seratonin production is out of whack you will have many health and mood complications. And you will experience constipation and/or diarrhea.

If you have gut bacteria that do not produce enough serotonin, you will be constipated. If you have gut bacteria that produce too much serotonin, you will have diarrhea. And if your gut bugs produce too much serotonin, it puts you at risk for having seizures. If you have seizures, it means your gut bacteria produce too much serotonin. And you can fix all these issues merely by balancing your gut bacteria.

Different bacteria eat different foods. So you need to eat the foods that feed the gut bacteria you would like to grow more of. Your health and happiness depend on you knowing how and what to feed your gut bacteria so they will produce what you need to be healthy and happy.

Being human is a chemical experience. Instead of doing drugs figure out how to hack your gut bacteria in order to be healthy and get high on life. Your good bugs want you to be healthy and happy. You need to learn how to help them be healthy and happy. So they can take care of you.

On day 14, we talked about the spectrum of epigenetics.

Epigenetics are not black and white. They exist on a spectrum. We often cannot directly see this spectrum, but hazel eye color is a perfect example. You have seen people with hazel eyes and how their eyes change colors, right? Well, this is due to epigenetics. There are 16 genes that determine eye color. The more positive epigenetics you have, the more brown your eyes will be.

The genes that determine eye color dictate how much melanin your eyes produce. The more melanin you produce, the more brown your eyes. People with blue eyes do not produce melanin. Green eyes produce a little more than blue eyes. And amber or orange colored eyes produce a little more. But brown eyes produce the optimal amount of melanin. This means people with hazel colored eyes are in a unique position to be able to see the health of their epigenetics pretty clearly.

Epigenetics are a spectrum. 16 genes determine your eye color. But over 500 genes determine your intelligence. Can you even imagine how many different shades of intelligence there are? Your genes may give you limitations to your potential, but there are countless things you can do to reach your potential.

Remember everyday you are producing new cells and those cells have mitochondria that write messages into the cell. These messages add up to be your epigenetics. So everyday you have a chance to become more human on a gene and cellular level.

On day 15, we talked about GMO’s.

GMOs are created by inserting mutated viruses into organisms. You know how KFC can’t be called Kentucky Fried Chicken anymore? Well, that’s because they don’t serve chicken. The meat they serve is just a vehicle to get you to eat viruses.

All GMOs foods are like this. Plus, often they have been designed to have more of the amino acid arginine. Because this grows the viruses in your body.

These mutated viruses cause disease. And once you have a virus it stays in your body forever. Remember how we inherit bacteria, parasite, and virus cells from our Mom’s side of the family? We inherit these GMO viruses too.

So yes, the grocery store workers are killing us with bad bacteria and heavy metals they put on the food. But the food has literally been designed to kill us slowly, covertly, and painfully over time.

On day 16, we talked about ethanol.

GMO corn has mutated viruses in it. And GMO corn is in gas. This means not only do cars and other gas operated machines spew bad bacteria into the environment, they also spew mutated viruses into the air and environment.

Covid was far from the first virus we were exposed to. When food was genetically modified in the 1980s, we were genetically modified. Because we eat the food and it becomes a part of who we are. And we inherit viruses from our Mom’s side of the family.

We breath bad bacteria and viruses with every breath we take. And these bad bacteria and viruses are living in the materials that make up your houses, homes, and cars. Remember how to tell the difference between good bugs and bad bugs? Good bugs make you a better human because they form symbiotic relationships with you. And bad bugs eat you alive till you die because they are parasitic.

You will be eaten alive till you die, unless you learn how to cultivate your good bugs and kill parasitic bugs.

Today, on day 17, let’s talk about how the pandemic never really ended.

The Covid virus wasn’t what killed people. The overload of bad bugs on their immune system is what killed people. We may have addressed the existence of one virus. But we never addressed the root problem. When you don’t get to the root of a problem, it keeps growing back.

Remember how we inherit bacteria, parasites, viruses, and heavy metals from our Mom’s side of the family? Well, bad bacteria, parasites, and heavy metals can be removed from your body with time and efforts. But viruses are forever. You can bring the number of virus cells down in your body to where your immune system can keep them in check. But you can never fully remove virus cells from your body.

We live in a world with mutated viruses from GMO’s and countless other viruses. We catch these viruses from each other, from just breathing the air, eating food and drinking. Viruses cause obesity, cancer, autoimmune diseases, and countless other complications. But we have never addressed the elephant in the room.

The pandemic never ended and we never addressed the root to our pain and suffering.

On day 1 of introduction to cult leadership, we talked about the foundation. If you build something on a solid foundation it will last forever. Leadership is no different.

First, you need to put your emotions aside and look at people like math equations. Because there is no emotion in math. It’s simply straight forward. The only emotional part is when you can’t seem to get it right. People are like math. They are an equation that is black and white. It’s just frustrating figuring out how to work the equation. Leadership is all in your critical logical mind. And emotions do not exist in your critical logical mind.

Second, you need to be an equal with the people you lead. A wolf doesn’t lead a dog pack. A dog leads a dog pack. If you are looking towards the people you lead to make you feel better about yourself and more important or valuable, you are doing it wrong. You are a leader to help people feel valued. You are a leader to help people find their way in life. And a large part of finding your way in life is finding yourself.

Leadership is about helping people find themselves. If you are looking towards them to help you find yourself, it will be a shit show. And the blind leading the blind. Know Thy Self! And help your people find themselves. They will be more valuable once they know themselves. So it is a win win situation. Plus, they will be grateful for your help getting there.

Third, as an equal you need to get your hands dirty and accomplish things with your people. Leadership isn’t about getting your people to do things for you. It’s about accomplishing things as a team and a group. Know your people and figure out their skills and gifts. This way you can utilize those skills and gifts to everyone’s best interest.

Think about the bosses you have had at work. The bosses who tell you what to do without helping are harder to respect. But the ones who get their hands dirty with you and help accomplish the task at hand are way more enjoyable and relatable. They are easier to bond with.

Being a leader who is an equal and works with his/her people will allow you to create a bond with them. Having people who worship you who you don’t know or enjoy, is just like having a group of stalkers. It’s not fun and it can be dangerous.

You need to create a group of people who will be there for you when times are good or times are bad. And you do that by being there for them when times are good and times are bad. You build your life with these people as they build their lives right along side of you. The more you build together, the stronger your bond and more loyal they will be towards you. You do things with your people. You don’t just shout commands. You build lives together. Yes, they are separate lives. But you build them along side each other. You grow up or grow old together. And lean on each other along the way.

My Grandma Kudearoff was an amazing example of this. She made everyone feel special. She always had time to say hi even when countless people stopped her in the grocery store. Never did she look towards people to make her feel important. She knew she was the boss. And she built lives with the people around her. She may not have been a nice or good lady, but people loved her and she treated her people really well. Her family was a different story. But she treated her people well. Because she understood they were how she became so powerful. They built lives together for decades.

When my Grandma Kudearoff was dying, she worked at the hospital. And she was about 4 months away from retirement when she got so sick she had to stop working. The people who worked with her at the hospital gave her their sick days. She came really close to being able to get her retirement because so many people gave her their sick days. They only did this because she treated them as an equal. They knew she had worked hard just like them. They knew she had struggled just like them. Her struggles were their struggles. It was their bond.

You need people to share your struggles with. You need people who will help you when you really need it. You create these kinds of bonds by putting your ego aside and being an equal with the people in your group. Yes, you are a leader. But first and foremost you are a human. Never forget you are just like everyone else. And they won’t forget either. They will be there for you when you need them. No matter if it is good times or bad times.

Being a leader is about being human and building lives with people.

On day 2, we talked about culture.

People who come together with shared beliefs create a culture. And these shared beliefs create patterns in behavior. Your job as a cult leader is to help instill shared beliefs into your culture.

But how do you actually do that? Well, you create patterns in behavior. And these patterns lead to shared beliefs.

For example, you can teach your people that you celebrate wins of all kinds. And at the end of the school year have a big picnic or party for the kids. You can have anniversary parties, graduation parties, wedding parties, birthday parties, retirement parties, etc. Basically you find any reason to celebrate your people. This will teach them that they are valued, worthy, deserving, and their hard work is recognized.

How you treat people and the activities you all partake in together create shared beliefs. This is the culture that brings you all together. So celebrate anything and everything. Because why not? It feels good to be happy and celebrate. And because you need to program your people to celebrate themselves often.

You can program your cult following to succeed. Or you can program them to self destruct. But it feels a lot better to be the leader of a culture that is flourishing and happy.

On day 3, we talked about logotherapy.

Victor Frankl was a psychiatrist who was put into numerous concentration camps during World War 2. He used this time to study people and figure out what made them able to survive. It wasn’t the healthiest, the strongest, or the most positive people who were able to survive the unthinkable conditions in concentration camps during World War 2. It was the people who had meaning in their lives. Meaning allowed people to weather the storm because they knew their life had a purpose. This is logotherapy.

Since then science has discovered that telemares are produced when people are being of service and accomplishing their purposes in life. Knowing your purposes and accomplishing them literally makes you a healthier, happier, more optimal human on a gene and cellular level. Telemares allow your DNA to replicate without flaws. When you lack telemares your DNA starts to have flaws and this causes disease, depression, and aging. Lack of telemares is ultimately why we die.

As a leader, it is your job to help your people find meaning. The more meaning they assign to their life the more human they will be on a gene and cellular level. The more meaning your group has the longer, healthier, and happier lives they will lead. The more meaning your people have, the more they will be able to weather any storm. This is logotherapy. It helps people find meaning.

An example of this would be when everyone in my family tells their people that they are superior and deserve to enslave the people around them and conquer the world. They tell you this is the purpose to your life and your birthright. Because this gives your life meaning. And when people accept this mission as their truth and meaning, they wholeheartedly work towards it.

You can enlist people to enslave the world and tell them this is their purpose in life. And they will accept it. Or you can actually try to help them find their purpose rather than enlisting them in your misguided evil agenda.

On day 4, we talked about Pavlov, narcissism, and conditioning.

Did you know Pavlov was Russian? The communist side of my family is big on using your humanity and biology against you. Communists don’t like people and they especially don’t like themselves. They view people like dogs. And I am sure you have seen how they mistreat animals. As a human, they view you as a dog. The sooner you realize this the safer you will be.

Pavlov conditioned and trained dogs to come and eat when he rang a bell. After awhile he could ring the bell and not offer food and the dogs would still salivate. Training you is no different than how Pavolv trained his dogs.

What are humans addicted to more than food? We all have a c diff infection that changes the way our brain processes dopamine. So we all are addicts. What motivates people more than food? Attention. You all are addicted to attention and heard mentality. The mere thought of being left out or ostracized gets you all to commit crimes against humanity everyday. You fear being left out because you are a junkie for human attention. Puts a whole new meaning to attention whore, huh? You have been genetically modified and conditioned to be an attention whore. Because it makes you incredibly easy to control.

Look at your phone and social media as an example. Your phone rings and your brain creates feel good neurotransmitters. It’s a chemical reaction. It’s the same chain reaction as Pavlov with his dogs. You salivate metaphorically when you think you are about to get attention.

Covert narcissists are big on using this mechanism against you. Communists are more likely to be covert narcissists. While Nazi’s are more prone to being overt narcissists.

So here is the pattern people from my family use. At first someone will give you a ton of attention. And they will lovebomb you. Giving you all kinds of compliments and talking you up. They make your brain produce all kinds of feel good neurotransmitters. Because they know you get high on them and become addicted. You become addicted to that person because you associate that high from being around them. They literally become your drug of choice.

Then to control you, they ignore you and dont give you the same attention. They train you to do what they want by giving you attention when you do something they are training and conditioning you to do. For example, they start a fight with you and ignore you until you apologize for starting the fight. They are training you to blame yourself and take accountability for their actions and bad behavior. And they reward this behavior by playing nice and giving you all the attention after you apologize. They are ringing the bell and you learn that you have to be accountable and apologize for their actions. And you do it over and over to keep the peace.

This was amazing to watch my parents try to do. They each were trying to condition the other to be subservient. And neither of them really ever won. But they sure tried for many many years.

Be aware when someone tries to make you subservient. Be aware when someone is using your biology against you. And as a leader, treat people well by not abusing them. When you withhold attention or give too much of it, you are abusing people. We have been taught to partake in this dysfunctional power dynamic because it surrounds us in this communist world that tells us we are free everywhere we turn.

As a leader pay attention to people, treat them fairly, and don’t abuse your place of power.

On day 5, we talked about self preservation.

My family showers people with attention when they want something from them. People think they are fancy by association and turn into junkies for their attention. And at some point my family or another cult is going to approach the people in your group in this fashion to try to get something out of them. It is in your best interest to teach your people to not only recognize when people are trying to use them. But also you need to teach them how to say no. Because this other group, family, or cult could be asking them to kill you or feed them information on your group.

It is ridiculous to think this won’t happen to you or your group when we live in a world filled with parasitic people who take, take, take until they kill. It also is probably best to talk to children about killing their parents. People like my family use the people closest to you to kill you.

The best way to prepare for people trying to conquer and kill you is to face the issue head on. We are in a world of ignorant people because people have been allowed to ignore everything. Not only are they allowed to ignore everything, they are encouraged and conditioned to do so. Ignorance ceases to exist when you talk about something. The first step in solving a problem is admitting there is a problem.

Yes, we aime to eliminate people like my family in anyway necessary. However, these people will exist until we change their environment and thus their epigenetics. While we change the world and environment, you all need to have these tough talks with the people in your group. Because it’s the only way to guarantee they wont kill or betray you. When you talk about the hard things you can see people’s true colors. It’s better to see them now rather than when it’s too late.

When I was in LA, at the beginning of this revolution, and the southern LA farmer called everyone out of this war against me, I saw my family’s cult clearly for the very first time. I didn’t know who or what they were. But I saw a group of people not being loyal to where they come from. Even my Dad isn’t loyal to where he comes from. He enslaves people like himself to retain the power the Kudearoffs give him. In a world of helpless people who do not have access to their critical logical mind, this won’t stop.

You need to talk to your people about being loyal to where they come from. You need to talk to them about the consequences of betraying your group. And you need to use positive reinforcement to keep them loyal and safe. If you dont get to know the people who follow you, you just have a group of stalkers. And stalkers kill people everyday.

On day 6, we talked about being foundational to your people.

In a world without much safety, security, or predictability, you need to be apart of the foundation to your people’s lives. You need to create the safety and security we all crave. Safety, security, and predictability are basic human needs. We need to know with certainty that people will be there for us.

When we have this we can attain our potential and purposes with ease. Because we are free to try new things and fail. Knowing that we have our foundation to fall back on. It’s easier to try and do scary things that challenge us when we know we will be safe if it goes really poorly.

By providing a foundation of security for your people you are allowing them to fail their way forward and become more valuable in all ways. People fear failure because they don’t want their whole life to fall apart. So create a foundational environment where your people know it is safe to aim for the moon and hit the stars. Nothing feels better than being supported in the endeavors you choose. Especially, when those endeavors are scary big.

On day 7, we talked about finding your group purpose.

Every human is born with a purpose. Your purpose is a series of events and interactions that you were sent to Earth to have. So your purpose is a series of purposes. It’s not just one thing. Although there often is a common theme tying them all together.

Just as you have a purpose, your group has a purpose. And again that group purpose is not just one thing or event. It is a series of different things over time. Stars are meant to shine on their own. But groups of stars come together to shine and form constellations. Your group is your constellation. You were sent to shine with the people in your group.

Everyone is given skills and gifts to help them accomplish their purpose. And part of the process of figuring out what your purpose is entails sharing your skills and gifts with the world. The first step in finding your purpose is finding your skills and gifts. And then sharing them with the world. This will lead you on a chain reaction to discovering your purpose in life.

As a leader, your job is to help facilitate your group not only finding their group purpose. But also accomplishing it. To do this you take the skills and gifts of your people, put them all together, and figure out how to share them with the world to make a positive impact. No one was put here on Earth with a purpose of destroying the world. Remember symbiotic relationships are the goal in everything.

Part of creating a foundation and security for the people you lead is figuring out the group purpose that brought you all together. The stars were put exactly where they belong. And so were the people in your group.

Today on day 8, let’s talk about family planning.

Many of your groups are based on birthrights. So as a leader, it only makes sense to talk to your people about family planning. And you need to do this from a young age. Ignorance cannot exist when you stop ignoring things and discuss them.

Young girls need to know men will try to get them pregnant to steal their birthrights and enslave them. And young boys need to know women will try to get pregnant with their baby to steal their birthrights and enslave them. After this occurs they will be stuck in a lifelong battle to see who can make the other subservient. No one ever wins this battle and the child and group are the ones who pay the biggest price.

If you are from a group of mixed people, who have used marriage and breeding to conquer others for generations, it is necessary to talk to them about letting their birthrights die with them. This will allow for more checks and balances in the power structure of this stupid imaginary game.

My birthrights have cost me everything. This amount of power is inhumane. The world has been trying to kill me for over 4 decades. And I know no one in my family has what it takes to utilize this power better than me. The only way I can guarantee I do not perpetuate my pain and pass it onto another is by getting my whole family to stop breeding. Otherwise the world is at risk of dealing with more unthinkable disasters.

No way could I have children knowing what they would be expected to do. Absolute power corrupts absolutely. I can’t guarantee my kids will be like me. And I know my family is not good with responsibility. So the only answer is to stop the madness. This needs to be presented to mixed people as a way out. Because many of us have suffered our whole lives because of our family’s overwhelming lust and greed for power.

Also, you need to talk to your people about the gender of their children. Important birthrights need to go to women. Because sperm can be extracted from a dead body up to 36 hours after death. All someone needs to do is kill your son and take his sperm to enslave your family and group forever. And thus the world.

But it rarely takes that because men are more prone to emotional addiction and are easier to manipulate than women. Because men are more prone to dyslexia. Meaning they more creative brain based. Creativity is an emotion. When you are emotionally based with a c diff infection that makes you an addict because it changes the way your brain processes dopamine, you are addicted to your emotions. This is why it’s so easy for women to get pregnant by men they want to steal birthrights from.

The Kudearoffs love their boys because they are easier to control. They can manipulate them into doing and being whatever they want. However, this leaves them very vulnerable. See how being emotional can become your biggest downfall?

Logic is always the answer. Especially, when it comes to breeding and family planning. The decisions your people make about breeding will effect the world. Don’t let them get caught up in emotions. Reproducing is about logic, it’s not emotional. It’s about making the best decisions for the future and world. People making emotional decisions is how we all got into this mess. Destruction is not logical. It is an emotional response that is maladaptive.

On day 1 of part 2, we took a tour of your brain. Let’s say someone put a chip in your head to try to brainwash you from the inside. It could save your life if you understood the regions of your brain and what your different kinds of thoughts feel like.

First, pay attention to what part of your brain lights up when you hear the following set of words. This may feel like a fuzzy feeling or heat. Try to pinpoint where the energy is in your brain.

Cake, sex, smoking, wine, chocolate, pizza, ice cream, happy, sad

Where did you feel the energy in your brain go when you heard those words? Did you feel the energy in the middle of your head behind your eyebrows? This is your reptilian brain. This is your survival brain. This is the part of your brain that makes you easy to control when you get stuck here. This is the reptilian experience. It is about survival.

Next, 2+2, 5×5, 10-8, 20+60, 10×4

What part of your brain did you feel light up for this sequence? Did you feel the top of your head above your reptilian brain come alive? This is your critical logical mind. This is where your spirit lives. When you are cut off from your critical logical mind you are cut off from your spirit and the human experience. Being human is about critical logical thought. Otherwise, you are just having a reptilian experience.

Next, hear that voice that says, “You deserve better than this.”

This voice has appeared throughout your life. Did you feel the very top of your head light up? Its above your critical logical mind. This is your crown chakra and the voice of God. God talks to you, you just have to listen. Your spirit and soul align with the voice of God in your head. So when you need to fact check yourself, cross reference the voice of God in your crown chakra. Your spirit and God will never clash. They always align.

Next, I am a good person. I am healthy. I do things everyday to bring me joy. I am achieving my purposes. I am living my destiny. I was born to change the world.

Where did you feel these statements in your head? Did you feel the top of your head below your crown chakra, but above your reptilian brain? This is again your critical logical mind and your conscious brain. This is where you live. This is your consciousness and your spirit.

Next, you are a good person. You are healthy. You do things everyday to bring yourself joy. You are achieving your purposes. You are living your destiny. You were born to change the world.

Where did you feel these statements in your head? Did you feel it in the back of your head by your reptilian brain and your critical logical mind? This is your subconscious. This is the part of your brain that runs the show about 95% of the time. It is your habit mind. Most of the beliefs in here were inserted from other people.

Your subconscious is a recording device. Did your Mom ever yell at you because she didn’t want to be a broken record? Your subconscious learns from broken records. The more you hear something, the more it will be etched into your subconscious beliefs. Even if it is not true.

You know those people who listen to country music about loosing their job, their boyfriend or girlfriend cheating on them, getting drunk, their dog getting run over by a car, etc. Those beliefs are in their subconscious, because they listen to those songs over and over. And often while driving and creating gamma brain waves. So, they are super etched in their subconscious.

Music is a great way to brainwash people because they will listen to it on their own over and over. Especially because people rarely just sit around listening to music. They are almost always doing other things at the same time, like driving or exercising. Which causes gamma brain waves. And we talked about how this causes extra plasticity in your brain, wiring and firing things in quicker. Plus, this releases dopamine reinforcing the behavior and making them want to listen to the music again. Music is a great way to program people to self destruct without them even realizing it. If you can control the messages in the music people listen to, you can control them and dictate their lives.

Your subconscious is always recording your experience. Whatever programs are downloaded in your subconscious are the programs it will run when it’s in charge 95% of the time. The beliefs you put in your subconscious, become the programs you run. The beliefs in your subconscious become your reality and life experiences. This is the most powerful part of your brain, because it is in charge 95% of the time.

Next, I am a good person. You are a good person. I am healthy. You are healthy. I do things everyday that bring me joy. You do things everyday that bring you joy. I am achieving my purposes. You are achieving your purposes. I am living my destiny. You are living your destiny. I was born to change the world. You were born to change the world.

Where did you feel those statements in your brain? Did you feel the “I” statements in your critical logical mind where your spirit lives? Did you feel the “you” statements in your subconscious that acts as a recording device? Did you feel how there was a tension in your brain between the two parts? It almost feels like two magnets when they repel each other.

This series of statements was wiring and firing the same beliefs into two different parts of your brain. The “I” statements where wiring it into your conscious. And the “you” statements were wiring it into your subconscious. And doing these together creates connections between your conscious and subconscious that are almost unheard of in regular human life.

These connections between your conscious and subconscious will enable you to achieve the life of your dreams effortlessly. Because your subconscious will automatically take you where your beliefs lead. Your subconscious is the boss. So if you want something in life you have to use your conscious mind aka your spirit to program your subconscious with the beliefs that will get you there. Your conscious and your spirit are only in charge 5% of the time. The chances of your critical logical mind overcoming your subconscious are almost nonexistent.

What are you listening to that your subconscious is recording and turning into your beliefs? Your beliefs are your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment.

Who in your life tells you who “you” are the most using “You” statements? This is the person who is programming you. But are they programming you to suceed or self destruct? More often than not this person is programming you to self destruct and live a life of pain and disappointment. Your life is a printout of the programs the people around you have inserted into your subconscious using “You” statements.

Let’s create some intelligence in your brain and set you up for success!

I am safe.
You are safe.
I am free.
You are free.
I am happy.
You are happy.
I am healthy.
You are healthy.
I am grateful.
You are grateful.
I am at peace.
You are at peace.
I am love.
You are love.
I am loved.
You are loved.
I am accomplishing my purposes in life.
You are accomplishing your purposes in life.
My body is healing.
Your body is healing.
My body is my home.
Your body is your home.
I am my ideal body weight.
You are your ideal body weight.
My heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality.
Your heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality.
My thyroid is balanced filling my body with energy.
Your thyroid is balanced filling your body with energy.
My healthy lungs fill my body with the oxygen I need to remain calm at all times.
Your healthy lungs fill your body with the oxygen you need to remain calm at all times.
My kidneys are healthy and strong allowing me to live without anxiety.
Your kidneys are healthy and strong allowing you to live without anxiety.
My liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing me to live without anger.
Your liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing you to live without anger.
My reproductive organs are healthy allowing me to create life.
Your reproductive organs are healthy allowing you to create life.
My pancreas is balanced allowing me to remain level headed at all times.
Your pancreas is balanced allowing you to remain level headed at all times.
My digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing me the nutrients I need to thrive.
Your digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing you the nutrients you need to thrive.
My gut bacteria takes care of me.
Your gut bacteria takes care of you.
My microbiome supports my health in every way possible.
Your microbiome supports your health in every way possible.
My skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from my body efficiently.
Your skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from your body efficiently.
My mind is clear and concise.
Your mind is clear and concise.
My soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive.
Your soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive.
I am reaching my potential.
You are reaching your potential.
I am deserving of the life of my dreams.
You deserve the life of your dreams.
I am deserving of anything I am willing to work towards.
You deserve anything you are willing to work towards.
I do things that bring me joy daily.
You do things that bring you joy daily.
I am connected to devine order.
You are connected to divine order.
I do things everyday to make myself a better human.
You do things everyday to make yourself a better human.
I am living my destiny.
You are living your destiny.
I was born to change the world.
You were born to change the world.

On day 2 of part 2, we installed another program in your brain designed to create success.

I know who I am and honor my spirit.
You know who you are and honor your spirit.
I am beautiful inside and out.
You are beautiful inside and out.
My life is filled with joy and peace
Your life is filled with joy and peace.
I pursue my purposes everyday.
You pursue your purposes everyday.
Love surrounds me in every aspect of my life.
Love surrounds you in every aspect of your life.
I am grateful before things happen.
You are grateful before things happen.
I deserve excellence in every part of my life.
You deserve excellence in every part of your life.
My soul purpose is to be me and enjoy life.
Your soul purpose is to be you and enjoy life.
The people in my life value me and add value to my life.
The people in your life value you and add value to your life.
My posture supports optimal health.
Your posture supports optimal health.
My health excels in ways I never imagined possible.
Your health excels in ways you never imagined possible.
The inflammation in my body decreases everyday.
The inflammation in your body decreases everyday.
My body has devine intelligence, knowing what I need and healing.
Your body has devine intelligence, knowing what you need and healing.
Peace is my set point where I begin and end each day.
Peace is your set point where you begin and end each day.
My brain is creating more connections between my conscious and subconscious everyday creating intelligence.
Your brain is creating more connections between your conscious and subconscious everyday creating intelligence.
I am a limitless genius.
You are a limitless genius.
My epigenetics are becoming more optimal everyday.
Your epigenetics are becoming more optimal everyday.
My dreams, goals, and purposes come to me with ease.
Your dreams, goals, and purposes come to you with ease.
I am living my destiny.
You are living your destiny.
My life supports me in all ways.
Your life supports you in all ways.
I dream larger than life because my reality has exceeded my imagination.
You dream larger than life because your reality has exceeded your imagination.
My body feels better than ever before.
Your body feels better than ever before.
Good health engulfs me.
Good health engulfs you.
Everyday I change the world by sharing my skills and gifts.
Everyday you change the world by sharing your skills and gifts.
My body regulates my microbiome, killing parasites of all kinds with ease.
Your body regulates your microbiome, killing parasites of all kinds with ease.
I am weathly beyond belief.
You are wealthy beyond belief.
I am rich in every aspect of my life.
You are rich in every aspect of your life.
The relationships in my life make me a better person.
The relationships in your life make you a better person.
All my needs are met and I have security.
All your needs are met and you have security.
My home is my safe place. And my body is my home.
Your home is your safe place. And your body is your home.
My body takes care of me and my immune system is strong.
Your body takes care of you and your immune system is strong.
Life just makes sense to me.
Life just makes sense to you.
Being human is a gift I never fully experienced until 2024.
Being human is a gift you never fully experienced until 2024.

On day 3 of part 2, we talked about personalized programming.

You know how when you get a new computer it has the basics on it, but nothing else. It has notepad, solitaire, and a calculator. But if you want to add specialized programs you have to do it yourself. Like if you want Excel, Turbo Tax, and Quickbooks you have to install those yourself. Well, we can work on programming ourselves together and this will give you an operational base for success. But you have to do personalized programs in order to achieve your specific dreams, goals, and purposes.

It’s just like making a grocery list when you want to make dinner. You write a list of the ingredients and go get them at the grocery store. Except, you make a list of the beliefs necessary to achieve your desired outcome. And you make a recording using a voice recorder on your phone. Then you put your phone on airplane mode while you sleep and have it play the recording on repeat all night. This will allow you to install the program into your subconscious when you are in a state of hypnosis, characterized by theta brainwaves. This state happens twice a day, right before you fall asleep and right as you wake up. This will enable you to succeed at whatever you desire. Mind over matter, right?

Let’s say you were sick and could barely move or think and were stuck in bed most of the day. Sure, you need to take vitamins, meditate, be positive, and focus on healing modalities. But really your first priority needs to be installing the programs to allow health into your life and body. If you have beliefs that say you are sick and dying, you won’t get well. No matter how much effort you put into doing yoga, positive thinking, heavy metal cleansing, etc.

If your programming is black and white, your life will be black and white. If your programming says you are sick, you will be sick. However, if your programming is technicolor, your life will be technicolor. And if your programming says you are healthy, you will be healthy. Your subconscious is in control 95% of the time and gets you to do things to reinforce your beliefs without you consciously knowing or understanding what you are doing. So if you believe yourself to be healthy, your subconscious will make you do all the healthy things to get you healthy. And maybe it wont take all the things if you have beliefs that support health in your life and body.

We have been taught to focus on matter and everything outside of us in efforts to achieve our dreams and goals. But you are the answer and the solution to everything. You change yourself and you get what you desire. Remember how much resistance you felt in your brain when we first started the “I” and “You” statement programming? It was intense. But how much resistance do you feel in your brain now when you listen to “I” and “You” statements. It’s noticeably less, right? And it has only been a couple days. This is your brain changing. This is you changing.

If we had been taught how to achieve our dreams in a manner that was effective, we all would have achieved more of our dreams. But what we were taught was to look outside of ourselves for the answers. Because this allows us to be easily controlled and lead astray and manipulated. If someone believes the answers to their problems are outside of themselves, they will always be seeking to consume and buy things in efforts of buying the answers they seek. Materialism and consumerism are rooted in our belief and program that the answers are outside of ourselves. That we are incomplete and need to obtain completeness outside of ourselves. Capitalism has been turned into materialism. Because capitalists who seek their potential are hard to control. But materialists who seek to buy the answers they desire and their happiness are extremely easy to control.

So, yes this way of doing things feels weird. And it feels a bit cheesy and wrong. But what if this is all it takes to make the life of your dreams a reality? What if all you have to do is listen to a recording a few nights a week as you sleep to achieve your goals? What if you could be your ideal weight without exercising excessively or dieting? Wouldn’t you try a fad diet if it promised to offer the results you have been looking for? Maybe this is the fad diet that you have been searching for your whole life. It’s merely about programming the beliefs into your subconscious about the body of your dreams.

What do you really have to loose? Because it only takes about an hour to make a specialized voice recording. And you have everything to gain. If you need proof that it will work, listen to the voice recording we did together for a week while you sleep. And after a week access how you feel. Because your brain will have been wired and fired to be different. Which means you will be different. If someone who doesn’t know you can compile a list of beliefs that make you feel better, imagine how much a list made by you would change your life.

On day 4 of part 2, we talked about changing the world together with our beliefs. Remember how I told you all that you are the power that people have fought wars over since the beginning of time? Well, allow me to explain myself.

Did you know that group meditation has been proven to change the world? There have been studies of groups of meditators who focused on reducing crime rates. These people didn’t have to get together in the same room. They just all focused on the same thing. Which was reducing the crime rate. And they created about a 20% reduction in crime. Not too bad, right? Mind over matter!

We talked about how we are all just energy. Your spirit is energy and your spirit lives forever. And your beliefs effect your epigenetics. But your beliefs also effect your energy. Energy is contagious. Have you ever been around someone who was happy and excited? It’s pretty hard not to smile around them, right? Have you ever been around someone who constantly rains on everyone’s parade? You start to dread being around this person, right?

Energy is contagious. You are contagious. Whatever feelings and beliefs you have, you spread throughout the world. People are always absorbing information from you with their nervous system and mirror neurons. So you are contagious and have the opportunity to be a revolution all on your own. Everyday you decide if you will make people smile or if you will rain on their parades. Just with the beliefs you have and your presence. Because beliefs are energy. And energy is contagious.

Now the meditators who reduced crime just consciously meditated on peace. Meaning they were only using 5% of their brain. But what if they programmed both their conscious and subconscious with the belief of peace. Do you think that would improve the results?

When there is a large group of people thinking the same thought at the same time, the world changes. It sounds hippie. But really it’s science because you are contagious. Energy is contagious. Beliefs are energy. Beliefs are contagious. Because beliefs are waves of energy. They are vibrations of energy. And vibrations flow from everything in the universe affecting our collective consciousness.

So you know how we have a subconscious mind, right? Your subconscious ties into everyone else’s subconscious. We are all connected. We are basically like one big organism. Remember your mirror neurons are in place to get you to jump off a bridge if everyone around you was jumping. You have control over others. But you don’t get to force people to do things. You have to be different, so their mirror neurons urge them to be different like you. And if a big group of people are being different more people will have the urge to be different like them.

Remember the equation for starting a cult? The third person will join or die. This is how heard mentality works. Currently, we are in a unique position. Because we are the majority. And if we change our beliefs and change the collective consciousness people will change to be like us. It’s science and rules of energy. It’s pretty neat, huh?

So today, let’s create some “You” and “I” statements to change the world. Installing this program and these beliefs will change the world because it will change the collective consciousness. The more of us who sleep with this recording on a loop, the more change we see in the collective world.

My world has changed for the better.
Your world has changed for the better.
My life keeps getting better and better each day.
Your life keeps getting better and better each day.
My world is filled with clean air, food, and water.
Your world is filled with clean air, food, and water.
In my world all people are equal and everyone deserves a good life.
In your world all people are equal and everyone deserves a good life.
In my world no one was born to be a slave or a slave master.
In your world no one was born to be a slave or a slave master.
The Earth supports my health.
The Earth supports your health.
I support the Earth.
You support the Earth.
My leaders support my growth, goals, and destiny.
Your leaders support your growth, goals, and destiny.
The people in my world respect and care for nature.
The people in your world respect and care for nature.
The oceans are clean in my world.
The oceans are clean in your world.
The ozone layer is repairing itself in my world.
The ozone layer is repairing itself in your world.
My family loves and cares for me.
Your family loves and cares for you.
My family isn’t necessarily the family I was born into. My family is the people who love and care for me.
Your family isn’t necessarily the family you were born into. Your family is the people who love and care for you.
My family cannot hold me hostage. Because I choose whether or not to be a willing participant. I deserve to be loved by my family and the people who surround me.
Your family cannot hold you hostage. Because you choose whether or not to be a willing participant. You deserve to be loved by your family and the people who surround you.
My family supports my dreams, goals, and purposes.
Your family supports your dreams, goals, and purposes.
The world supports my dreams, goals, and purposes.
The world supports your dreams, goals, and purposes.
My world is healthy and safe.
Your world is healthy and safe.
I earn my way in this world by sharing my skills and gifts.
You earn your way in this world by sharing your skills and gifts.
Destruction is not love in my world.
Destruction is not love in your world.
Love is the verb to describe the actions of the people in my world who care for me. Love is a verb, not a prison sentence. I am not required to love people who hurt me.
Love is a verb to describe the actions of people in your world who care for you. Love is a verb, not a prison sentence. You are not required to love people who hurt you.
In my world when people love me they make me feel good.
In your world when people love you they make you feel good.
In my world crime rates are almost nonexistent.
In your world crime rates are almost nonexistent.
My community is a safe place.
Your community is a safe place.
Children in my world are free of adult tasks because they are busy being children.
Children in your world are free of adult tasks because they are busy being children.
In my world children are safe and supported in all ways.
In your world children are safe and supported in all ways.
In my world when children are sick we hold the parents accountable.
In your world when children are sick we hold the parents accountable.
In my world having obese children is considered child abuse.
In your world having obese children is considered child abuse..
In my world people are healthy and their ideal body weight.
In your world people are healthy and their ideal body weight.
In my world food is not used to kill people.
In your world food is not used to kill people.
In my world people do not poison each other, because that is wrong and attempted murder.
In your world people do not poison each other, because that is wrong and attempted murder.
My world is a beautiful welcoming place.
Your world is a beautiful welcoming place.
In my world, Nicole Graves is free to live a normal ordinary life with more than enough safety and security to have children.
In your world, Nicole Graves is free to live a normal ordinary life with more than enough safety and security to have children.

On day 5 of part 2, we talked about how to love yourself.

Changing the world doesn’t really matter, if your inner world is a hateful place. Environment dictates epigenetics. And so the world around us has a lot of control over who we are. But your inner world and your beliefs have more control. Mind over matter, right?

If you don’t love yourself, your inner world is going to be your own personal hell. You have to love yourself before you can enjoy the world fully. And you have to love yourself before anyone else can really love you.

With the world the way it is and with the people who raised us not really loving us, loving yourself is a foreign concept. Loving yourself isn’t about being perfect. It’s about creating a bond with yourself based on love and care rather than trauma and neglect.

Remember how we talked about how no one has a real human connection or bond when we live in a world of people who poison each other? Destruction isn’t love. When people destroy each other their bonds are trauma bonds. We live in a world with no real human connections. The world operates out of trauma.

So if you have never experienced a real human bond, how do you create one with yourself? Well, you stop destroying yourself. You can only have a real bond with yourself based in love when you don’t destroy and hurt yourself on purpose.

In order to love yourself, you have to start caring for yourself. This means no longer destroying yourself. Love means only having good intentions for yourself. Sure, you will probably make mistakes sometimes and that’s okay. We all unintentionally hurt ourselves occassionally and that is apart of the human experience. But people are not intended to destroy themselves on purpose. This is a learned behavior and conditioning from living in a world with people who poison each other. You cannot have a true human natural bond with anyone while destroying them. You only create trauma bonds like this. So the first step in loving yourself is to stop destroying yourself in all ways.

Next, you have to love your family that you were born into. You do not have to allow them to continue to abuse and hurt you. You do not have to allow them in your life at all. But you do have to love them. Because they are apart of who you are. They may not deserve your love, but you deserve to love yourself. And if you hate your family, you will always hate parts of yourself. You can 100% hate everything they have done to you. You can even hate your childhood. But you have to love your family, because you deserve to love yourself.

No person is born evil. We all have good parts and bad parts. And some people evolve to have mostly bad parts. However, there are good parts to find in everyone. Take the good parts from your family and make those parts apart of who you are. Fix the bad parts you inherited from them, but keep the good.

Even Hitler had good parts. He taught me my love for small dogs. If it wasn’t for him I would have never wanted to get a small dog and I never would have known love. And this revolution would never have taken place without me knowing love. Because love is worth fighting for.

The small parts that you take from your family evolve and create the human you were destined to become. You dont have the option of leaving everything behind because you do get your genes from your family. And you probably will always look like them. You can overcome your genes with epigenetics. But why try to change the good things you inherited from your family? You should cherish those good things because they are your payoff from living through a lot of pain, trauma, and inhumanity. Maybe the good parts you inherit from your family will be the parts that lead you towards your purposes? Maybe those good parts will lead you to finding the reasons you were sent here to Earth. Maybe those good parts are why you were born into your family? Devine order means there is a reason you were put where you were. Just like the stars you are exactly where you are supposed to be.

It’s not possible to give up all the things you have in common with your family. You can change a lot and be completely different than them. You never have to be like them fully if you choose not to be. But there are some good parts you should hold tight to. And you need to love your family for these good parts. Because you deserve to love yourself. If you hate your family, you will always hate parts of yourself. You deserve better than that.

On day 6 of part 2, we talked about mental rehearsal and mind movies.

How do you actually make your dreams a reality? How do you actually manifest the life of your dreams? Well, there are of course the daily steps you take in the material world to create the life you desire. And those are important. But you can draw your dreams, goals, and purposes closer to you in the quantum field simply by rehearsing them in your mind.

You can call this mental rehearsal, mind movies, visualization, or daydreaming. But the only real important thing is that you go over what you desire to occur over and over in your mind. This wires and fires the experience into your brain. And your brain will think it has already happened. Which causes your subconscious to make it happen.

Remember your subconscious is in charge 95% of the time. What it believes to be true, it creates in your material world. So by picturing your desired outcome over and over, you are wiring and firing that outcome into your subconscious. What you make a habit of seeing in your mind’s eye becomes apart of your subconscious. Your subconscious is your habit mind. Your beliefs and habits become your reality.

On day 7 of part 2, we created a mind movie.

Everything is easier to do on your own after you experience someone else doing it. So, let’s create a mind movie together. Remember there really is no right or wrong way to do this. As long as you are mentally picturing something you want to experience, it will be wired and fired into your subconscious.

And yes, it’s important to do these mental rehearsals with the big moments in your life that change everything, but don’t forget about the moments that make up the majority of your life. Mentally rehearsing how you relax in the evening after work may be just as important as those big moments in life. Because you spend a lot more of your time relaxing on a weekday evening than you do in that moment that only takes one day of your life, but changes everything. How you relax and spend your free time can change everything too. So don’t overlook the small things that add up to become the majority of your life.

Picture this, it is a late Sunday morning. You spent the morning relaxing and doing whatever it is you enjoy doing on a weekend morning. It is a sunny spring day, warm but not too warm with a slight breeze. You ate dinner early last night and fasted because today you are having a late lunch or brunch with friends and/or family(dealer’s choice). You need to go to the grocery store to pick up a few more things before people arrive. You showered and put on one of your favorite outfits. You can feel the material against your clean skin.

Picture yourself healthier than ever before. This revolution has been great for you because you have become more human on a gene and cellular level. You produce more telemares because you are being of service and working on your purposes in life. Your DNA has fewer flaws and your epigenetics are more favorable. See yourself standing in your house grabbing your car keys. And notice how healthy you are and how you glow and radiate good energy. You have never seen yourself so healthy or at ease. What does it feel like to be a better version of yourself? What do you notice first?

You grab your car keys and your dog or your child may ask to come along to the store with you. Dealer’s choice if you bring them. You get outside and make your way to your car smelling the air and the breeze gently hitting your face and body. The air feels different nowadays. It feels cleaner and healthier. Like it’s doing something good for your body. Because now it has more minerals in it from remineralizing the soil. Plus, this eliminates some of the bad bacteria in the air. We have changed the gas and diesel so it no longer has bad bacteria. And this has changed the air quality dramatically as well. You find yourself breathing deep more than ever before. Breathing never felt so good. You notice the small things in life more now because you are calm and at ease.

And that folks is how you create a mind movie. It doesn’t have to be anything impressive. It can just be the ordinary things in life like getting ready to go to the grocery store real quick. Because these things make up the majority of your life. If you can create peace and happiness in the everyday ordinary moments your life will be a better quality.

On day 8 of part 2, we talked about your gut.

You have heard that saying about your gut being your second brain, right? Well, that’s not true. Your gut is in charge of your brain. Your brain is limitless. The limits you experience come from your gut.

Remember how your nervous system is a hoader? Well, you have more nerve cells in your digestion than anywhere else in your body. So, this is where the hoader lives. You collect information with your nervous system all day, everyday. Remember how your nervous system sends information to your brain for it to organize and store? Your gut bosses your brain around all day, everyday.

The quickest way to disable you not only physically, but also mentally is to mess with your digestion and gut.

So, let’s say we lived in a world where everyone poisoned everyone. People poisoning each other’s food would cut them off from their critical logical mind enough that they would never think about the ramifications of poisoning each other. Even if they had a device they held in their hand everyday that would tell them what they were doing to themselves and each other. Pretty nuts, huh?

On day 9 of part 2, we talked about your gut bacteria.

You are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than you are human cells. You are a collective of bugs. If you kill your bugs, you kill your potential in all ways and then you die. Without your bugs you won’t be able to protect yourself, let alone live a good life.

If your gut controls your brain, you need to understand your gut bacteria. A doctor from Italy who now lives and practices in Spain described this the best. She said that your gut bacteria is a civilization inside of you. There are tourists and there are residents. Your residents establish themselves in the first 2 years of your life. And throughout your life some tourists decide to stay and take up residency. But mostly your residents stay the same after the first 2 years of your life.

Your residents eat protein and fat. And your tourists eat carbs. And tourists can sometimes stay for a few months.

Let’s say we lived in a world where women destroyed their children, your gut bacteria would be where your self destruct button is found. Because your mother gave you a civilization of gut bugs intended to kill you and make you sick. Plus, immunizations have bad bacteria, heavy metals, and antibiotics in them in varying amounts. There is no standardized immunization dose because they are taken out of a vial and the person administering them adds their own poison.

When protein and/or fat goes through your colon, aka your large intestine, it feeds the gut bacteria implanted in you when you were a child. This bacteria was put here to make you self destruct. If you were born after 1990 or 1991 that is when the immunization schedule was changed and increased. So you will have even more destructive bacteria in your colon.

All bad bacteria causes insulin resistance. So if you notice your insulin gets harder to control the more protein and fat you eat, this is one of the contributing factors. The less protein and fat you eat, the less you feed the self destruct button implanted in you. And the more you will be able to think clearly.

On day 10 of part 2, we talked about the Holy Trinity of health.

There are only about 6 diseases that are genetic. The rest are epigenetic. The more you improve your epigenetics, the more you eliminate disease from your life.

The Holy Trinity of health are gut bacteria, mitochondria, and epigenetics. They exist in a triangle that goes around and around creating a snowball effect in your life and body. This snowball can be positive or negative based on your choices and how you live your life.

Your gut bacteria dictates the health of the mitochondria in each cell of your body. Everyday your body is creating new cells with new mitochondria. And mitochondria write messages into your cells. These messages in all the cells of your body add up to be your epigenetics. So everyday you are either becoming more human or subhuman on a gene and cellular level.

To eliminate disease and improve your health you need to interrupt this loop by improving your gut bacteria. Which will improve your mitochondria and then epigenetics. Even if you have one of the very rare diseases caused by genes, improving your epigenetics will improve your overall health and ability to have a good life.

Today, on day 11 of part 2, let’s talk about how to find yourself and God.

We talked about where to find yourself and God already, remember? Your spirit is in your critical logical brain in the middle of your head. And God is at the top of your head in your crown chakra. Which is right above your critical logical brain.

Where and how are two completely different questions. Just because you know where something is doesn’t necessarily mean you know how to get there. Remember how your critical logical brain is cut off from your access when you have disbiosis, which is just a fancy word for an overgrowth of bad bugs? Well, you access your spirit and God through your critical logical brain. So if you have dysbiosis, you will not be able to access your spirit or God freely.

Next you may be wondering, what is the difference between good bugs and bad bugs? Good bugs create a symbiotic relationship with you, so you can both reach your potential and have good lives. Good bugs understand that it is in their best interest to not only keep you alive, but to keep you in the best health possible. Where as bad bugs will eat you alive. They do not care that if they kill you they will be killing their home and themselves. They have no regard for self interest. They just take, take, take, until they can’t take anymore and you are dead. Pretty stupid, huh? But I bet you can think of a lot of people who are like this, right?

You are more bacteria, parasite, and virus cells than you are human cells. If you have an overgrowth of parasitic bugs, you will act like a parasite. However, if you have mostly symbiotic and good bugs you will seek to create win win relationships in your life and world. God is only interested in win win relationships and so is your spirit. God will not plot with you on how to take, take, take, until you destroy everyone and everything around you. And neither will your spirit. Remember God and your spirit always align.

On day 1, we talked about how all you have to do is listen to these talks to reprogram your subconscious. Your subconscious is your habit mind. Repetition is how it learns. However, if you would like to speed up this process there are a few things you can do.

First, you can listen to this before bed or just after waking up. This works because of theta brain waves. Second, you can listen with headphones, because your brain can’t tell the difference between the voice in your ears and the voice in your head. And lastly, you can do movement while listening to improve the speed of programming your subconscious. This activates gamma brain waves and creates more plasticity in your brain. And this movement can be anything from deep breathing, to doing dishes, to walking your dog, etc. Motion creates emotion. Because emotion is just energy in motion.

Your nervous system is constantly collecting information. And it is so good at what it does that it can overwhelm your brain. When this happens you feel stressed or anxious.

Your brain has the job of organizing and storing all the information your nervous system collects. Your brain creates a library that will dictate if you are able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. That is a lot of pressure for your brain. And your nervous system is a hoader and collects all the information it can get its hands on.

So, when your brain has these moments where it feels overwhelmed you just need to turn your nervous system off for a few seconds to allow your brain to catch up. You can do this with holding your head in place and rapidly moving your eyes from side to side. This rapid eye movement will turn off your stress response from your reptilian brain. It only takes 10 to 30 seconds of doing these rapid eye movements to feel relief.

On day 2, we talked about how you need to teach your brain to filter information in order to create value. And not create a junkyard of useless information. If your brain stores all the information your nervous system collects you will never be able to achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. You only have so much time on Earth. You have to focus on what you want to accomplish and what will help you get there.

The key to teaching your brain to filter the information from your nervous system effectively is to know yourself. When you know who you are and what you want to accomplish in life, then you know the information that is important to you. If everyone collected the same information, we would all lack value.

If you partake in keeping up with the Jones and start to value everything everyone around you values, it diminishes your own value. And it erodes your chances of accomplishing your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. No one was sent to Earth to pretend to be like everyone else. You came here with purposes unique to you. And you have skills and gifts that will help you accomplish these purposes. If you spend your life preoccupied with pretending to be like everyone else, you will never find your skills and gifts. Then you won’t figure out your purposes in this life. And then you definitely will not be able to accomplish those purposes, let alone your dreams and goals.

Being you is the key to not only creating a valuable library in your brain. But it’s key to knowing who you are, finding your skills and gifts, and figuring out your purposes in this life. Part of your purposes is to share your skills and gifts with the world. Now what you are supposed to accomplish by sharing your skills and gifts with the world is up to you.

On day 3, we talked about how to get to know yourself. Everyone says they know themselves, but if they really did would the world be so lost? Knowing yourself isn’t a mystical or mysterious experience. Knowing yourself is just like knowing someone else.

In order to know yourself, you have to spend time with yourself. You literally spend time getting to know someone else. You need to do the very same thing with yourself. You spend time getting to know yourself while doing things that bring you joy. You are a human being. Knowing yourself is about knowing how you like to be. Making a list of the things you like and memorizing it will not help you get to know yourself. You have to spend time with yourself in the state of joy. When you are in a state of joy, you are the person you are meant to be. We were sent to Earth to be in joy. We were sent here to enjoy ourselves. Find your joy and you will find yourself.

On day 4, we talked about the two inheritance systems. Almost all the information you collect throughout your life, comes from these two systems of learning from other people. The symbolic inheritance system is written information like charts, maps, graphs, books, hieroglyphics, etc. And the behavioral inheritance system is when you learn from watching other people do things.

Both of these systems are fallible. But the behavioral inheritance system comes with great dangers. See when you see someone do something, your brain fires and wires as if you did the thing. This is your mirror neurons creating this chain reaction. Monkey see, monkey do describes your mirror neurons. If everyone around you was jumping off a bridge, your mirror neurons are designed to get you to jump too.

Any time you are around someone else your mirror neurons are wiring and firing information from your nervous system into your subconscious about that person. The dangerous part is your nervous system is a hoader and collects everything it can get it’s hands on. So not only are you wiring and firing in the good parts of that person and the things you want to learn from them, you are also wiring and firing in the disasters of their life into your subconscious. So, you may not even consciously realize they are there.

We all know that person who is amazing at something and we admire them. But we also see how the rest of their life is a complete and utter disaster. This person sadly is dangerous. Because even though they have mastered something amazingly, our mirror neurons are collecting information from their whole life when we are around them.

Your nervous system is a hoader. It can’t help but collect all the information it can get it’s hands on. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive. The more information you have, the more likely you are to survive.

Only recently in the modern day world has life shifted to be about filtering information. For most of the history of human beings, life has been about gathering information. But nowadays, we all have access to more information than we know what to do with. Just recently human beings have shifted from creating value in life by gathering information to creating value by filtering information. Your nervous system was designed to keep you alive in a world where information was scarce.

On day 5, we talked about how to overcome your mirror neurons and the people around you with your critical logical mind. You do not have to partake in the blind leading the blind, if you choose to see the world for how it really is. And you see the world for how it really is by using your critical logical mind to find the truth.

The average American is poor, fat, unhealthy, unhappy, and divorced. These are the results if you choose to do the things that people around you are doing without using your critical logical mind. The world is more lost than ever before. We have more information than ever before, but we don’t seem to be using this information.

When you do not filter the disasters your nervous system fires and wires into your subconscious from the people around you, then your life becomes a disaster. You do not have to be a slave to your mirror neurons and the disasters they collect. However, in order to overcome these disasters in your subconscious you have to use your critical logical mind to become conscious of your actions.

The practice of mindfulness is all about not creating the disasters you have stored in your subconscious in your own life. All you have to do is see the world for how it really is. But that also includes seeing yourself for who you really are. Being mindful can be painful. But living a disaster of a life can be much worse.

You have to use your critical logical mind in order to not be a slave to the disasters your mirror neurons and nervous system collect because they are stored in your subconscious. You won’t know they are there until you become conscious of them. Mindfulness is about consciousness and awareness.

On day 6, we talked about how you have to use your critical logical mind to overcome your subconscious and the disasters from your mirror neurons. But how do you actually go about doing that? It sounds confusing. But it’s not. It’s just about knowing how to be proactive, rather than in a reactive state and a victim of the people around you. You can be a product of your environment. Or you can be the person you are meant to be.

Your nervous system and mirror neurons are always collecting information. And they store this information in your subconscious. In order to overcome this, you need to be mindful and aware of what you are doing. But you also need to collect the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Your subconscious is your default setting. But you can be proactive and get in the driverseat of your life with your conscious mind and your critical logical mind.

You must become aware and conscious of the information you need in order to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in life. And then you need to consciously work on collecting this information with your critical logical mind. If you expect your subconscious to collect all the information you need to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life you will not get very far. And your life will most likely become a complete disaster. Just like the life of the average American. You should want more for yourself.

Gama brain waves are key to creating intelligence. When you are consciously collecting information with your critical logical mind you need to access gamma brain waves. Our brains were designed to create extra plasticity when we were running from predators. The key to this extra plasticity is gamma brain waves. The more gamma brain waves you have the more intelligent you will be. And you need all the intelligence you can get to overcome the people around you who make up your environment.

Creating gamma brain waves is the key to overcoming the disaster of the world around you, aka your environment. Gamma brain waves are key in guaranteeing you accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in this life. Gamma brain waves are intelligence.

On day 7, we talked about how humans have the need to enslave the people around them in an effort to conquer the world. Your brain and mirror neurons were not created with this in mind. But neither was your body. When your body is not operating properly, you cannot access your critical logical mind or gamma brain waves. When your body is not operating properly, it is almost impossible to create intelligence. Thus, leaving you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters from the people around you.

In the old days, these people who tried to enslave us were easy to identify. They would burn down our villages. But nowadays these people claim to be our friends and family. These people who wish to enslave us have us surrounded in every aspect of our lives.

In WWII these people preoccupied with destruction and slavery, sent people they wished to enslave to concentration camps. But today they just turn your body and mind into the concentration camp. It’s easier to enslave you, if you don’t realize what is happening. You don’t try to fight back.

Modern day slavery is done with a thousand pieces of broken glass. One small piece of broken glass will cut you and make you bleed, but it most likely won’t kill you. However, a thousand small pieces of broken glass may.

Toxins represent the broken pieces of glass in modern day slavery. When your body is not operating properly you cannot access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind. This leaves you a slave to your subconscious and the disasters of your mirror neurons. While creating disease in your body and rendering you helpless, unable to save yourself. You look for a savior outside yourself, but only find people who wish to enslave you more and kill you. But these people often tell you they care about you and are trying to help you. And if they are close to you, they will probably even tell you that you are hard to love as they try to kill you.

Epigenetics is how we get to choose who we are. We all are born with genes like our family, but your environment and how you live your life dictates how these genes are switched on and off like light switches. Methylation is one of the processes that switches your genes on and off. It’s like a little man running around in the house of your body turning on and off the lights. The lighting of your life depends on methylation.

Toxins inhibit proper methylation. The more toxins in your life, environment, and body the more you do not methylate properly. When you don’t methylate properly, you are switching on and off genes that make you more subhuman on a gene and cellular level. And this is how your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp where there is rarely an escape.

On day 8, we talked about culture and leadership. Do you think the leaders of the people who wish to enslave us in efforts of conquering the world want their followers to think critically and logically?

A culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. These shared beliefs create patterns in behavior. Our beliefs are our environment. Our culture is our environment. Every leader is a cult leader. Because every group of people has shared beliefs that create a culture.

It only takes three people to create a cult: a leader, a follower, and the third person will join or die. The third person normally follows suit rather quickly due to mirror neurons, heard mentality, conditioning, a lifetime of disasters fired and wired into their subconscious, etc. The equation for creating a larger cult is the same. You just multiple the last two variables. The more followers you have, the more quickly people will fall in line with your culture.

Let’s say you wanted to get your cult followers to enslave the people around them in efforts to conquer the world. How would you go about getting that to happen? Well, the first variable is you have to identify your enemy or scapegoat. Then, you tell your cult followers that all their problems and hardships are due to this person or group of people. You lead your followers to believe that their ability to get their needs met will be inhibited even more by this scapegoat. Creating more pain and hardships in their lives. And you instill not only a sense of fear, but a sense of urgency too. Then you enlist your cult followers in a crusade against your scapegoat. Your cult followers will sign up willingly, because they believe they have no other option.

Now this equation could take a very long time and be extremely labor intensive. Not to mention it would require a lot of patience. It could take years to get all these variables in place, maybe even decades. How do you suppose you could speed up this process? Wouldn’t it be easier if your cult followers did not think critically or logically?

Throughout history some of the greatest evils that have embarked on creating a crusade, have created and released toxins into our environment. This damages our ability to methylate. Making our epigenetics more subhuman. And it cuts us off from our critical logical mind, while creating disease in our bodies. It speeds up the time it takes to create a crusade, genocide, or world war greatly. Work smarter not harder, right?

The people around you who try to enslave you and turn your body and mind into a concentration camp have just been enslaved themselves. Their body and mind have been turned into a concentration camp, but they don’t realize what is happening. Because they have been cut off from their critical logical mind. They are unable to access gamma brain waves and create intelligence.

Your ability to access gamma brain waves and your critical logical mind relies on everyone around you methylating properly. Yes, you need to methylate properly. But more importantly, the people in your environment need to methylate properly. Environment dictates epigenetics. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment allows. If the people around you do not methylate properly, they will try to enslave you in efforts of conquering the world. Because they do not have access to their critical logical mind.

There will always be cult leaders looking to enslave the people who follow them. There will always be descendants of the greatest evils throughout history. The only way to ensure you have access to your critical logical mind and gamma brain waves is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. The only way to ensure your body and mind are not turned into a concentration camp is to ensure the people around you methylate properly. Those people are your environment. Environment dictates epigenetics.

We can’t kill everyone in the world who will try to enslave the people who are in their cult following. But if we can guarantee everyone has access to their critical logical mind and the ability to create intelligence with gamma brain waves, we can create a safe environment. A cell can only be as healthy as it’s environment. Your environment dictates your epigenetics. Your beliefs are your environment.

On day 9, we talked about emotional intelligence. When you are cut off from your critical logical mind, you are a slave to your emotions. This is another way your body and mind are turned into a concentration camp.

Emotions can be a lie. Because emotions can be created by the disasters your mirror neurons collect in your subconscious.

Event + Belief = Emotion

When you have an emotion you need to think about what is causing this emotion. Just because something happens in your life, does not mean you are guaranteed to experience a certain emotion. Your environment is dependent on your perception. Your beliefs create your emotions. Your beliefs create your environment. But once again the disasters in your subconscious could be creating a disaster in your emotions and your life.

Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling

Emotions are not logical. And therefore, they are not trustworthy. But feelings are logical. And they are trustworthy.

When you experience an emotion you need to filter it through your critical logical mind to turn it into a feeling. You can trust your feelings. But you cannot trust your emotions. Emotions can be manipulated. Emotions can be a lie. Trust your feelings.

Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires

When you are not at ease or depressed, you need to ask yourself why. So you can address the variable in your life that is causing this dis-ease. Happiness is satisfaction divided by desires. What do you desire that you are not satisfied with? What are you not getting? What part of your life is lacking? What variable do you need to pay more attention to? What information do you need your critical logical mind to collect that will allow you to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes in that area of your life?

Emotions and feelings are important variables in life. You just have to know the equations to plug them into. You are an equation. You can choose to say you hate math and continue to be miserable. Or you can do the work and figure out the variables of your life.

On day 10, we talked about the meaning to life. Since the beginning of time people have tried to figure out the meaning to life. Why are we here? What does this all mean? This human experience on Earth has a lot of illusions.

Let’s look at the science and reality of this human experience. You are energy. Energy never dies. It only changes form. You are an eternal being. You just change forms. So yes, you only have so much time here on Earth as a human being, but there is life after this human experience.

Energy is power. And you are energy. Your energy never dies. As a human being on Earth, finding your power is about finding you and your energy. Your energy is your power.

It is more simple when we call the energy that is you, your spirit. Your spirit lives forever. Your spirit never dies. It just changes form. You just change form. It’s not mystical. It’s science. Energy has to go somewhere. It doesn’t just disappear into thin air.

Based on this the equation for finding your power here on Earth as a human being is:

You = Your Power

You equal your power. Finding your personal power here on Earth is simply about finding you. You just have to find the energy that is your spirit and you will find your eternal power.

This means when you pretend to be like the people around you, you are giving up your power. If you feel helpless in life, it is because you are giving up your power. Retaining your personal power here on Earth is about being true to your spirit. And that means being you.

Next let’s tackle, what does this human Earth experience all mean? We all want to know why we are here. We suffer so much and finding meaning makes that suffering not hurt so bad. So if you are your power, why are you here? Well, you are here to accomplish your purposes in life.

Your Purposes = Your Meaning

The meaning to life and why you are here is different for each of us. But the equation is the same. You are here to accomplish your purposes in life. This is what gives your life meaning. And it is different for each of us based on our purposes.

When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes in life, your body recognizes your efforts. Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. When you are being of service and accomplishing your purposes here on Earth you will be rewarded.

Telemares are created by an enzyme that is produced when you are being of service. Telemares are the secret to life and the fountain of youth. DNA need telemares to replicate without degrading. When you lack telemares you age and degrade. The fewer telemares you have the more subhuman you will be on a gene and cellular level. Your DNA will start to have flaws.

You are your power. Your purposes are the meaning to why you are here on Earth. The more you accomplish your purposes, the more you will be rewarded.

On day 11 we talked about Darwinism and survival of the fittest. Evolution is about survival of the fittest. The members of a species who develop their skills and gifts the most are the ones who are supposed to move forward. When you accomplish your purposes on Earth you are rewarded, right?

Over time every species is supposed to become more dynamic with more skills and gifts and develop more specialties. This is to ensure the survival of the species. This is to ensure evolution. We must evolve in order to move forward.

When an animal is attacked in the wild, that animal has to fight back to survive. It’s Darwinism. We are supposed to fight back when someone attacks us. You were not designed to just allow people to attack and kill you. You were designed to fight back. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism.

Members of the same species are not supposed to attack each other. But when they do it is kill or be killed. God doesn’t punish people for fighting back. It’s Darwinism and survival of the fittest. You are supposed to fight back and defend yourself. Attacking someone is rarely acceptable. But fighting back is always expected.

On day 12, we talked about jealousy. Jealousy stems from the belief you are replaceable.

Event + Belief = Emotion

If you see someone with something you desire and you experience jealousy, that is a sign you believe yourself to be replaceable. When you know who you are and know no one can fill your shoes, you do not feel jealousy. Instead, you figure out what you need to do in order to get what you desire.

Happiness = Satisfaction ÷ Desires

Figure out how to fulfill your desires and you will be happy. Jealousy stems from believing you are replaceable. You are an eternal being who is incredibly irreplaceable and priceless. When you see your worth, jealousy will no longer be an issue. And when you see your worth, other people will too.

On day 13, we talked about choosing yourself. You cannot wait for someone else to choose you in order to see your own worth. You have to choose you and see your own worth first. If you wait for someone else to choose you in order to see and find your own worth, then your worth will be in that person’s hands. When they no longer choose you, you will cease to have worth again.

The only way to really be powerful and have value is to see your own value first. When you let someone else choose you first, you are putting your value in their hands. And that is another form of giving up your power.

Choosing yourself first is the first step in finding your spirit and claiming the power that is you as your own. You are a sovereign being. You are just like a sovereign country. Claim your land and your power, by claiming who you are. You have to see your power and own worth first.

On day 14, we talked about how to become more powerful. In order to increase your power, you have to increase your value. Which really just means you have to bring more value to the world.

More Value = More Power

But how do you actually go about doing that? You simply spend more time doing things you enjoy. When you are in a state of joy and creating gamma brain waves you are increasing your value.

Joy + Gamma Brain Waves = Flow State

The more skills and gifts you discover and develop, the more value you bring to the world. The more value you bring to the world, the more powerful you will be.

Flow state is merely doing things that bring you joy while creating gamma brain waves. This creates extra plasticity in your brain. Plasticity is intelligence. Intelligence is value and power. Intelligence is skills and gifts.

More Value = More Power

On day 15, we talked about luck.

Luck = Preparation + Opportunity

Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. You can create good luck in your life merely by preparing yourself to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes now. You do not have to see how the opportunity will come into your life. You merely have to prepare yourself to seize the moment when the opportunity does appear.

If you wait, it will be too late. Opportunity will not sit around waiting for you to prepare yourself. So you need to prepare before the opportunity comes into your life. There is always something you can do to prepare yourself and create more value.

Luck is preparation meeting opportunity. Prepare now to accomplish your dreams, goals, and purposes. And the opportunities will come.

On day 16, we talked about gamma brain waves.

Gamma brain waves are created by using both your conscious and your subconscious brain at the same time. You know that saying about walking and chewing gum? That’s about gamma brain waves.

When you use both your conscious and subconscious brain at the same time it creates connections in your brain. The more connections you have, the more intelligence you have. You know how you create a shortcut on your phone home screen to get to your favorite app? When you create gamma brain waves you are creating shortcuts in your brain.

Also, when you create gamma brain waves you are creating a rush of neurotransmitters. You know that saying about getting high on life? Gamma brain waves are how you get high on life.

The more time you spend creating gamma brain waves and creating shortcuts in your brain, the more high you can get in a shorter amount of time. And your brain reinforces this behavior by producing dopamine which gives you another rush through your reward system. This is to wire in the urge to do whatever you are doing again. This is part of how addiction is created. Our brains love intelligence so much they will reward you to create them by any means necessary. So if you partake in creating gamma brain waves in a maladaptive manner, your brain will crave that activity. No matter how good it is for you or the people around you.

Let’s say you partook in munchausen by proxy and covertly poisoned people. This would produce gamma brain waves. And it would give you a rush of neurotransmitters. Your brain would release dopamine as one of those neurotransmitters, to reinforce this behavior in your reward system. And it would produce serotonin which would make you happy and activate your immune system and homeostasis in your body. You would physically, mentally, and spiritually feel better after poisoning people. Plus, this enlarges the ganglia in your brain which causes you to live in anticipation. So not only would that moment feel good, but you would live in anticipation of doing it again.

Now let’s take it one step further. Let’s say the food system was rigged with more protein to stop you from producing serotonin when you ate. Eating carbs without protein is how your gut produces serotonin and regulates your immune system and homeostasis. So the only way you know how to produce serotonin in order to make you feel happy and regulate your immune system and homeostasis is by partaking in the maladaptive coping mechanism of munchausen by proxy.

Gamma brain waves can wire and fire anything into your brain. And it will make you feel good about whatever you are doing. The flood of neurotransmitters will make you feel better physically, mentally, and spiritually. But what you are doing can be harmful.

On day 17, we talked about how to move on after trauma or hardship. We all experience tough times. But how do we move forward and not let those hardships or traumas hold us hostage in the past?

You need to create wisdom in order to move forward. This takes a hardship and creates value out of it.

Wisdom = Memory – Emotion

When you experience trauma you need to take those emotions and filter them through your critical logical mind to create feelings.

Emotion + Critical Logical Mind = Feeling

You may have to consciously seek out information about the hardship or trauma with your critical logical mind in order to make sense of it all. Turning emotions into feelings requires logical understanding of the event and/or situation. However, once you turn the emotions associated with this event into feelings you can move forward.

Feelings do not require further review. You merely file them away in your conscious mind as wisdom. And then you are not stuck in the past trying to make sense of your emotions. Once wisdom is created you are free to move forward and on with your life.

Wisdom = Memory – Emotion

On day 18, we talked about epigenetics and beliefs.

You were born with 50% of your genes from your Mom and 50% from your Dad. But you are not destined to be like your family unless you choose to be. Sure you will probably always look like them, but epigenetics is the process where you decide which of your genes are switched on and off. Your environment and how you live your life dictates your epigenetics.

Your beliefs are your environment. People who believe God to be a loving God have better epigenetics, than people who believe God to be a punishing God. Your beliefs create a chemical chain reaction in your environment. And your beliefs create your environment. One of the quickest ways to change your epigenetics is to change your beliefs. Mind over matter, right?

Have you noticed how everyone takes more after their Mom’s side of the family? This isn’t because you are supposed to be more loyal to your Mom’s side of the family. This is because you get 50% of your genes from both your Mom and your Dad, but you get 100% of your mitochondria from your Mom. And mitochondria dictate epigenetics. So your Mom dictated which of your genes were switched on and off when you were born.

Everyday we are creating new cells in our body. And everyday the mitochondria in each of those new cells is writing messages that add up to be our epigenetics. Everyday you have the ability to change who you are. Everyday you change your beliefs you are changing who you are on a gene and cellular level. You were born to be you. Whoever you believe that to be.

You have heard of the placebo effect, right? When you expect a positive outcome it is more likely to take place. Nocebo is when you expect a negative outcome. Your beliefs are creating placebo and nocebo effects in your life everyday. Because your beliefs create your environment. So much so that drug trails have to account for the placebo effect. When people think a treatment will work, it’s more likely to work even if they aren’t actually given any medicine.

So the question really becomes how do you change your beliefs? If your beliefs create your environment and environment dictates epigenetics, how do you change your environment?

We all know that person who has read all kinds of self help books and they are still a complete and utter disaster. Doesn’t learning new things change your beliefs? Not neccesarily. Remember your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. So your critical logical mind can know all kinds of things, but if your subconscious is saying something else then your beliefs will not align with the things you know with your critical logical mind.

So next the question becomes how do we get the things we know with our critical logical mind into our subconscious? The first option is repetition. Your subconscious is your habit mind. It learns from repetition. You have to create connections between your conscious and subconscious mind and you have to revisit them otherwise they will not stay in place.

Remember when you first learned to drive a car. It was a lot of information to take in and remember. But now you drive without thinking about it. Because that information is in your subconscious mind. Everything can become like driving and can be programmed into your subconscious.

The second way to change your beliefs in your subconscious is with hypnosis. The first 8 years of your life you spent in a state of hypnosis. This is characterized by Theta brain waves. When you were a child it wasn’t like you could read books about how to do things. You downloaded information with your nervous system by watching people and using your mirror neurons. This is why you are so much like your family. You downloaded your beliefs from your family subconsciously as a child.

An adopted child raised in a family with a predisposition to a certain disease is also more likely to get that certain disease. It’s not genetic. It is epigenetic. It is because they get their beliefs from the family that raised them.

So, how do you hypnotize yourself? You listen to something right when you wake up or right before bed. Because that is when you experience Theta brain waves. This allows information to go into your subconscious without as much repetition. Science says it can take up to 66 repetitions to wire something into your brain. However if you wire it in while using Theta brain waves, it wont take as many repetitions.

Also, gamma brain waves increase plasticity in your brain. If you are going to wire something into your brain with repetition while not using Theta brain waves, it makes sense to use gamma brain waves. Remember, gamma brain waves and doing something you enjoy is how you create flow state. Flow state is a great way to reprogram your subconscious. Because you wont even really notice what you are doing. You will just feel joy.

Your beliefs create your environment. Epigenetics are dictated by environment. Your subconscious is where your beliefs are stored. And you downloaded a lot of disasters of beliefs from your family as a child when you were in a state of hypnosis. You are like your family because you share beliefs with them, not because you share genes.

Remember a culture is a group of people who share beliefs. Your family was the first culture you were in. You had to share beliefs with them in order to survive. However, as an adult those beliefs could be killing you and stealing your joy. If you don’t want to be like your family reprogram your subconscious with new beliefs. It can literally be as easy as listening to an audio recording every night before bed or every morning as you wake up.

You are who you believe yourself to be. Beliefs are your environment. Beliefs dictate epigenetics.

On day 19, we talked about the consequences of changing your beliefs in your subconscious.

For every one gene you have there are 30,000 different epigenetic outcomes you can create. Your beliefs can even change defective genes into functional healthy genes. So the sky is the limit in countless ways.

However, when you change your beliefs you will no longer fit into the same culture. Remember culture is a group of people who come together with shared beliefs. If you change your beliefs, you will also change your culture. This may leave you the odd man out in your family or in your old group of friends.

In the old days, this was a mechanism to keep people stuck. Heard mentality has been used to keep people complacent since the beginning of time. However with modern technology, nowadays you can find your culture no matter how much you change your beliefs. There are billions of people in the world. You will find other people with your beliefs. You just have to look for them.

Don’t allow change to scare you. Feel the fear and do it anyway. You know what your life will be like if you keep the same beliefs as the people in your family. Your life will end up just like theirs. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome. Will you be happy and fulfilled with your life if it turns out just like the rest of your family’s lives? Because the beliefs they implanted in your subconscious, when you were a child, are the same beliefs that lead them to where they are today.

Also, you will the life of your dreams to manifest effortlessly when you change your beliefs. Your dreams, goals, and purposes in life are not an uphill battle any longer. The people around you support all your endeavors. Because they understand you. They want you to succeed in every aspect of your life.

No longer do you feel like the outsider for wanting more out of life. Or like you have to hold back from being you fully. Your new culture supports you and your beliefs in ever way you can imagine. And knowing that you have this support allows you to dream even bigger. People who love and care for you do not hold you back from anything. They cheer for you no matter what.

Your whole world changes when you change your beliefs. And your body changes too. No longer do you have health conditions that hold you back. No longer do you get those fall colds or spring allergies. You take vitamins to support your body and have selfcare rituals, because your body is your temple. And it supports you more than ever before. You never imagined you could feel this good and clear headed. You are limitless.

Ideas stream through your mind with such ease. Pieces of information come together in ways you never saw before. The imagery in your mind is colorful and vivid. No longer does your mind race causing you anxiety. There is a peace that has washed over you. Your soul is at ease. And joy surrounds you.

Finding people who love and accept you creates more of the enzyme that creates telemares. And living in this love while pursuing your purposes also causes you to create more telemares. This makes you a more optimal human on a gene and cellular level. It is a snowball effect that helps you obtain your potential in every aspect of your life.

You are the person you always wanted to be. You succeed at everything you set out to accomplish. You find a way to make things happen effortlessly. Your dreams come to you with ease. Your passions fuel your soul and keep you striving for more. You are driven, creative, confident, healthy, balanced, and courageous. You find solutions to problems you never thought you could overcome.

Today, on day 20, let’s talk about trauma bonds and neuro linguistic programming.

Let’s say that everyone in the world took part in munchausen by proxy and poisoned people covertly. And they even poisoned the people they claimed to love. If this were true than we all would have trauma bonds. Healthy real bonds are based on love, not destruction. But if we lived in a world where everyone was poisoning everyone, no one would have a true human connection. And these abusers would be the ones who implanted beliefs into your subconscious when you were a child in a state of hypnosis.

Your whole life people have told you who you are. When you were a young child in hypnosis you relied on this, because you didn’t have any other way to know who you were. All of these messages from other people are in your subconscious. These make up your beliefs. Even if your critical logical mind knows better, your subconscious still believes these things.

The following are a series of statements intended to create connections between your critical logical mind, where your spirit lives, and your subconscious mind, which is a recording device. The more connections between your conscious and subconscious mind the more your life will become what you intend. And the more intelligence you will have. If your conscious and subconscious are on two different pages, everything will be an uphill battle.

I am safe.
You are safe.
I am free.
You are free.
I am happy.
You are happy.
I am healthy.
You are healthy.
I am grateful.
You are grateful.
I am at peace.
You are at peace.
I am love.
You are love.
I am loved.
You are loved.
I am accomplishing my purposes in life.
You are accomplishing your purposes in life.
My body is healing.
Your body is healing.
My body is my home.
Your body is your home.
I am my ideal body weight.
You are your ideal body weight.
My heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality.
Your heart is healthy and strong filled with vitality.
My thyroid is balanced filling my body with energy.
Your thyroid is balanced filling your body with energy.
My healthy lungs fill my body with the oxygen I need to remain calm at all times.
Your healthy lungs fill your body with the oxygen you need to remain calm at all times.
My kidneys are healthy and strong allowing me to live without anxiety.
Your kidneys are healthy and strong allowing you to live without anxiety.
My liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing me to live without anger.
Your liver is healthy and strong filtering toxins effortlessly, allowing you to live without anger.
My reproductive organs are healthy allowing me create life.
Your reproductive organs are healthy allowing you to create life.
My pancreas is balanced allowing me to remain level headed at all times.
Your pancreas is balanced allowing you to remain level headed at all times.
My digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing me the nutrients I need to thrive.
Your digestion is highly effective and without pain, allowing you the nutrients you need to thrive.
My gut bacteria takes care of me.
Your gut bacteria takes care of you.
My microbiome supports my health in every way possible.
Your microbiome supports your health in every way possible.
My skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from my body efficiently.
Your skin is healthy, tight, and glowing allowing it to remove toxins from your body efficiently.
My mind is clear and concise.
Your mind is clear and concise.
My soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive.
Your soul sings everyday, because it’s happy to be alive.
I am reaching my potential.
You are reaching your potential.
I am deserving of the life of my dreams.
You deserve the life of your dreams.
I am deserving of anything I am willing to work towards.
You deserve anything you are willing to work towards.
I do things that bring me joy daily.
You do things that bring you joy daily.
I am connected to devine order.
You are connected to divine order.
I do things everyday to make myself a better human.
You do things everyday to make yourself a better human.
I am living my destiny.
You are living your destiny.
I was born to change the world.
You were born to change the world.

This stupid imaginary game is just a series of beliefs and covert suggestions set up to make you self destruct. The sicker you are the more susceptible you will be to this brainwashing. However, as children we all are like computers waiting to be programmed.

Your brain is like a computer and it comes alive during the 3rd trimester of pregnancy. You start downloading programs from your Mom even before you are born through her blood. The foods she eats while pregnant with you will be the foods you prefer. How she views the world will be beliefs you carry with you for a lifetime. You download countless information from your Mom and her experience.

Then when you are born till the time you are about 7 or 8 years old you are in a state of hypnosis. This is characterized by theta brainwaves. And in the first 8 years of your life you download the programs you will run for your entire life. The catch is these programs are in your subconscious. So you have no clue they are there. And you have no clue you are operating off of a blueprint. You can never be fully aware of everything in your subconscious. Because it’s like a library. It’s not physically possible to read all the books in a library. It’s just not possible, no matter who you are.

Your subconscious mind is in charge 95% of the time. It is the biggest part of your brain. Your critical logical mind is a separate entity. And often the two do not align. People read self help books and change the information in their critical logical mind. But their subconscious goes mostly unchanged. So their behavior goes mostly unchanged.

In order to experience health, wealth, or success we all have to change our programming. Because we all have been set up to fail and fail miserably. I explain how we download programs from the people around us in the programs I have written for us all to be set up for success.

I wrote these programs because it took me almost 40 years to figure out what was happening in my brain. And it took me another 2 years to figure out how to fully reverse it. The wording in these programs is designed to activate both your critical logical mind and your subconscious. Programming your subconscious takes you statements. Where as programming your critical logical mind takes I statements. What we need to do is program our brains to match on both sides. This creates connections between our subconscious and critical logical mind. Connections are intelligence.

Once you program your subconscious for success. It will make you achieve your dreams, goals, and purposes with ease. Your subconscious is a recording device. What it believes to be true it makes reality. So your reality is a reflection of the beliefs in your subconscious. Change your beliefs and you change your reality and life automatically and without thinking about.

All those people who have used you statements at you your whole life where programming your subconscious. They were telling you who to be and your subconscious didn’t just listen. It recorded it. My family used to tell me “You are just like your Mom”. Who did they tell you that you were like? Because your subconscious was recording.

Did they tell you that you were sick, weak, or cried too much? Because your subconscious was recording. Did they tell you that you were never going to be happy? They told me that too. Did they tell you that you didn’t deserve an education? Yeah, they told me that too. They told us we weren’t deserving and worthy because they are broken and they wanted to break us too. That way they would never have to face their own brokenness and fix it. If we weren’t broken then we make them feel inferior. And lord knows all our parents are too egotistical to be inferior. They broke us so they never had to really face themselves.

I write programs filled with information to set us up for success because no one ever helped us overcome our parents. And we deserve better than them and this world they created. And we deserve better than this stupid imaginary game. Tradition doesn’t have to continue. We can stop doing the same things. We don’t have to perpetuate our pain. We don’t have to continue believing we are unworthy and undeserving.

Everyone is born with a purpose. You are born worthy and deserving. And you have skills and gifts that will help you accomplish your purpose. Sharing those skills and gifts with the world is how you figure out your purpose and accomplish it. You were sent to Earth with a task to complete. You find your power when you work on the task at hand.

You were born worthy and deserving. But it’s hard to feel those things when you have been programmed to think you are unworthy and undeserving. And you were told your task and purpose was to destroy everyone and everything. You were told this is how you find your power.

But it’s not working. Because you feel helpless all the time. And your not happy or fulfilled. And you have broken your own children in an attempt to not face your own inferiority.

We can stop this cycle. Tradition only needs to continue if it is working for us. But this is not working for anyone.

Please take part in the programs I wrote to set us all up for success. The communication hubs in Salem and Berlin have the audio recordings that go along with them. There are recordings of you and I statements to play for your children. I will write more of these once you all free me. I would like to write these programs for the rest of my life. We all deserve success at whatever we are willing to work towards. Our belief system can guarantee this success.

If you have been tuned in for awhile you know that I believe that toxins(aka poisons) are responsible for cluster b personality disorders(aka sociopathy, narcissism, and borderline personality disorder). And yesterday when I was reading “Darwin’s Lost Theory-Book 3” by David Loye I found more of the science to support this belief.

Let me try to walk you through this complex domino reaction of science and the brain and body.

Poisons/toxins effect the limbic system.

The limbic system is where hormones are housed and emotions are created.

Paul MacLean discovered the third part of the limbic system “thalamocingulate division” responsible for capacity for caring for others and for love

1937 James Wenceslas Papez damages this third part of the limbic system in the brain of monkeys. Monkeys so injured “showed no grooming or acts of affection”. “These brain-bashed monkeys would walk over their cage mates “as though they were inanimate”.

We inherit bacteria, viruses, fungi, parasites, and toxins from our mom, mom’s mom, mom’s mom’s mom, and so on up the maternal line.

Let me just speak English and talk this information out with you…

Toxins in the limbic system and in our bodies are what cause people to develop cluster b personality disorders, like my family. I have never poisoned myself, but I am constantly poisoned by others and I have no desire to hurt people. Yes, I have a desire to fight back when people try to harm, hurt, and/or kill me. But I have no desire to lash out at people around me.

My whole life I have been searching for the cause of why my family is the way they are and this research about the third part of the limbic system is the smoking gun. I knew it was the limbic system and toxins. But I had no clue that the damage the toxins do to this specific third part of the limbic system is what causes a loss of empathy or ability to partake in altruism.

Because we inherit toxins from our Mom and up our maternal line, we can be born with antisocial personality disorder. There is research on how cleansing children with antisocial personality disorder of toxins and heavy metals resolves their behavior issues. However, no one has ever applied this to cluster b personality disorders as far as I know. There is no known cure for cluster b personality disorders except for cognitive behavior therapy. And that rarely works because the patient must be a willing participant. Most people with cluster b personality disorder do not want to get better. Plus, they continue to poison themselves.

Munchasen by proxy did not become mainstream in the United States until the mid 1970s. If you look at the health of mainstream Americans since this time you will see after this is when autoimmune diseases became prevalent and our health as a nation declined dramatically. You will also see this is when obesity and divorce also became nationwide issues. A moral decline was experienced on all levels and is something we are still experiencing.

As the generations progress and as the toxins children are born with increase, there is a greater and greater need for mental health services. However, they never seem to resolve the issue. Perhaps, because we are going about it all wrong? Many other mental health disorders have been linked to bad bacteria and parasites. Talk therapy is the exact opposite of what we actually need to do. Because talk therapy actually reinforces trauma and keeps a person stuck in the trauma rather than helping them to move forward and on.

How do we fix mental illness and prevent the war games from destroying us all?

Well, we need to cleanse our bodies of toxins, bad bacteria, parasites, and viruses. And we need to do this with probiotic bacteria. Probiotic bacteria can be added to the environment, food, and water systems to help us remove toxins from our bodies and upregulate our detox pathways via epigenetics. We can down regulate genes like the MTHFR gene mutation that prevent us from detoxing proficiently.

Mental health is about physical health. No one can be human when they are poisoning themselves and others. You cannot poison someone else without poisoning yourself in the current systems. The more and longer we partake in these maladaptive coping mechanisms, the longer we all will have to fear for our lives. Sociopaths are made. And toxins are what make them.

If you have heard me talk about how I would like to genetically modify crops and dairy cows to make us all more human on a gene and cellular level, this is part of what I am excited to do. All we have to do is change the microbiome of dairy cows and crops to make us more human in countless ways and we can ensure that an official world war 3 is avoided.

Toxins erode our microbiome. The more toxins in your system, the more eroded your immune system, aka microbiome. We can help people remove toxins from their bodies and we can help them rebuild their immune systems just by changing the food system. You know how the food system changed in the 1980s? Well, we need to change it again to support our minds and bodies. Which in essence will support our spirits.

There is a mind, body, and spirit connection in the destruction of the war games. Because the war games erode people’s ability to have altruism and empathy. If you cannot feel the pain of your neighbor, you are more likely to cause harm to them. And this is how it becomes easy for people to commit crimes against humanity on a daily basis and mindlessly not even realize what they are doing.

Do you poison your neighbor? Do you believe that makes you apart of the problem or the solution? Just because everyone is doing it, does not make it right. Be the change or perpetuate the problem.

If we do not remove the toxins from our bodies soon we will no longer be able to be human on a gene and cellular level because they will cause so many gene mutations that we will have reached a point of no return. We are a subhuman slave race on a gene and cellular level currently. The window for us to reverse this and the gene mutations involved is very small, 10-20 years.

The time is now or never.

Nicole Graves

It has been a long time since I really checked in. Currently, I am homeless on the street in Eugene, Oregon and this has been the first time I had the chance to use a computer in a couple months. This domain hosting expires the end of the month. I do not think I will renew it, but I will hold onto the actual domain itself.

I am not sure what will happen to me. I am currently in Eugene Oregon and so the weather is survivable and nice. When fall and winter come it will be more of a challenge and I may have to enter into a homeless shelter. Which as those of you who have been tuned in for years can guess will be a death sentence. People are the largest weapon my family uses against all of us, besides epigenetics.

I have no clue how to win this war and revolution. I do know however that my survival means a lot to a lot of people and the world. Which is weird to me personally because I am constantly surrounded by a Truman show my family creates to kill me and keep me small. This has been going on my whole life, but especially on this revolution. Which started March 30, 2021.

There really is no way to explain the revolution to the people newly tuned in. You all who are newly tuned in have Mothers and Fathers from the northeast groups that my family controls. So you all have lived in your own Truman show of limited information that does not allow you to be up to speed on what is actually happening in the world or within the war games. In a way you all have lived more like me than any other group. Which is funny because you are often told you are special or priviledged. At least I think this is what keeps you in line and not seeking more answers and truth. I could be entirely wrong.

To all the farmers and world leaders who have been helping me, I want to say thank you. I am trying my hardest. But I am not sure if reaching all the people will be as revolutionary as I/we had hoped. The people remaining are not people who have had much contact with my family at all. And they are definately big on the kitchen cleaners. The guy across the alley from the house I have been sleeping by may have lost his wife because he did so much kitchen cleaner and caused a fight. It is weird to watch people metaphorically die. I have been watching this happen my whole life. And it never gets less sad. I do admit it feels like what he deserves at this point. But who deserves to have their life destroyed over one big mistake? I guess a lot of people have experienced this.

On a personal level, I cannot explain what this feels like. I never imagined I would be homeless. Let alone homeless on the street. For over 4 years, I was homeless in my Jeep. And in a lot of ways that was actually worse. It is weird I feel more free than ever before in a lot of ways. I look awful. When my family first got me to leave my Jeep behind, they made me do a 30 day fast. I got to eat about 5 times in that stretch but no complete amino acids and tons of kitchen cleaners. My organs are still healing and I look bad to say the least. By the end of that 30 days I looked like a herion addict. I hate drugs so that was weird.

It has been about 30 days since the end of the 30 fast/starvation. And I feel better. It is hard to explain what it is like to be me to new people. But it is even hard to explain to the people who have spent years getting to know me. I am grateful to all the people who have taken the time to listen and get to know me. And especially grateful to those of you who listen to me geek out about science and the destruction. I try to make things simple so everyone can understand. But I realize that it is a complex spider web of destruction my family has waged on the world for generations. So just take in what you can. I am sure at times I expect too much from you all in regard to understanding. And I apologize for this. But having lived the destruction my whole life it is really hard to imagine that anyone would not be able to understand it. I know a lot of you all have not lived the destruction up close and personal and so it is different for you all.

I have no problem earning my own way. I never have been priviledged and have worked really hard for everything I have/had. It sounds outlandish, but all I need is for the world to stop destroying me and I would be able to earn my way. However, if you all want my help reversing the destruction I am going to need more help from you all than just fair treatment. So in many ways the ending of this revolution has way more to do with you all than with me. The first thing we all need is to reach the rest of the Northeast/Northeast groups. These are the groups where they have mothers and fathers from northeast groups that my family controls. Or at least controls their access to information. If we can get these people to stop fighting this war for my family we all have a better chance at survival.

I didn’t realize how dirty my hands were till I saw them typing on this computer. Being homeless is hard. But this is the first time in my life that I don’t have any bills. So it is nice in some weird ways too. I just wanted to check in. I do not know if I will renew the hosting on this domain in a few weeks, but I will continue to check in till it expires. I may renew if I feel it is helpful to my mental health and progress of the revolution. But I am not sure. I needed to check in with myself I suppose just as much as I needed to check in with you all.

Xoxo

Nicole Graves

There is no such thing as non GMO. Everything and everyone is genetically modified by the environment in which they live and survive in. This change is epigenetic. Epigenetics is how your genes are turned on and off like light switches. We all have genes like our families. However, you know how twins who are raised in two different environments/families turn out differently? Well, these differences are epigenetic.

The environment that surrounds you changes your epigenetics. And this turns your genes on and off like light switches. You know how people with hazel eyes have different colors in their eyes on different days? Well, these changes are epigenetic. Meaning the color changes in their eyes are caused by the turning on and off of their genes. The more blue and green in their eyes the more negative epigenetic triggers they have. But the light switches of our genes are constantly changing.

For every one gene you have there are 30,000 different epigenetic options. This means that the light switches of your genes are not like on and off switches. They are like dimmer switches with 30,000 different settings. No two people have the same epigenetic patterns. We are like snowflakes and no two are the same. Our genes are similar to our families. But epigenetics trump genes. Epi means above.

You know how people in the same groups look similar? But they are not always related. This is because looks are epigenetic more than genetic. There was a study in Western Europe about looks and epigenetics. Looks are 88% epigenetic and only 12% genetic. And they compared all different races.

You know how when you start eating a different diet you change? Your looks change. Your health changes. Well this is epigenetic changes. They can be good or bad, negative epigenetic triggers or positive epigenetic triggers. Food and water are the quickest way to change a living beings epigenetics. Plants have epigenetics and even your gut bacteria have epigenetics. The destruction of the modern world is epigenetic.

There is no such things as non GMO. However, when an organism is genetically modified in a lab it is often modified with a mutated virus being inserted into the organism. Which is unnecessary. Darwin talks about genetically modifying organisms. We do not need to modify an organism in a lab. It can be done with environmental changes in the real world. And this is how it has been done since the beginning of time.

Dear Fred and Salem,

I know so many weird things are happening. Thank you for doing something to Medford to try to make it safer. I’m not sure what you did, but something changed.

They are keeping me so high and confusing me. I love my family so they use that as a weapon against me and offer me love back to confuse me and get me to destroy myself. It’s all lies, but my whole life has been lies.

I know you all are probably trying to figure out how to get me. But I know if you do I will always be a prisoner. I can feel they turned my chip back on, you all can hear me. I hope you know how much I appreciate you all and how special you all are to me. Knowing you all was the highlight of my life in many ways.

I will stay in Medford but you know it will be so hot and I wont have anywhere to pee. I will do my best. The economy is going to crash soon. So fix the economy. I’m not saying how, but get a team together and read books about local economies. Especially localized economy. Global economy is what allows my family to hold the whole world hostage. Also, incorporate barter into the local economy because that is something that inflation can never really effect. If you dont switch the United states to a localized economy my family will always be able to dominate the world. That’s the only hints I have for you. Start barter organizations or websites or cooperatives. Maybe give privilege to people who partake in it to encourage it. Find some sade way to encourage barter and promote local economy.

Also, you all have to reach the rest of these people. They have no clue who I am or what has been happening for years now. I wont be safe from these people till you reach them. Use the privilege system to do the same thing we did to reach the normal ordinary people. Their announcements ripple throughout the world more than most. Which I am not sure what that really changes. But figure out a way to make it work for you.

I am not going to last long. So create contingency plans for as many different scenarios as possible. You got this you all have mastered changing the world you know! We have done this for more than 5,000 hours which is mastery.

Love Always & Hugs

Nicole Graves

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