The guy at the computer next to me has a runny nose from poisoning me so much with bad bacteria. Gross!
Last night, someone poisoned me while I was walking down the street and I fell, scraping my leg all up and bleeding all over. This actually happens somewhat often. This revolution taught me that I am not clumsy, I just get poisoned a lot. So, today I got some hydrogen peroxide and I am on my way to creating a scab so my leg can heal. To whoever did that between 13th and 14th on Charnelton last night, thank you. I need to be reminded of what monsters people are. I need to remember what you all act like when there is no accountability for your actions. The only reason you all stop trying to kill me and hurt me is because I am the only one who can save you from the mess you have helped to create.
I do not feel this way about all people. But I definitely feel this way about the Mixed Polish people from the Northeast. And not just the NE/NE ones.
It is a beautiful outside, but it is going to be hot until late tonight. I don’t know if I will read from The Rum Dairy today because I just want to keep to myself. When it is really hot out I just want to read my own books and relax.
Virgo moon with Virgo sun, what a peaceful day in the cosmos. I do love the Earth signs. I used to hate earth signs when I was younger because they are so slow. But now I like them because I have learned to be slow on the inside. Peace is not fast paced. It is slow and methodical.
I am reading a book about a lady who gets breast cancer. I will write it up later when I finish. But she is a preachers kid and she gets mad at God. I have talked about being angry and even getting mad at God. But it is funny the more peace I have found I do not feel angry at God. I do feel anger towards people, but not God. Funny, huh? God does not create suffering on Earth. Humans do. I can’t get mad at God or Creation for the things you people do. Do you get mad at God for things people do with their freewill? It is called freewill for a reason. God cannot control our freewill. You think he/she would allow all this madness to occur if he/she could control our freewill? No way in hell!
There is a divine order to the universe. There is right and wrong. But there is also freewill. You can’t get mad at God for granting us freewill. Because if our enemies did not have freewill, we would not have freewill. I suppose we would be Communist without freewill, because Communists are not allowed to have a God. When you are not allowed to believe in Creation or the Universe, I suppose the state is all you have left.
Is that how some of you all live? Is that how some of you all justify your actions? Or do you even take the time to justify your acts against humanity? I wonder how the people who have been tuned into the revolution for years are living? Do you think the Mixed English people are doing differently? What about the plain English people? Or the plain Polish people? I wonder how they are living differently. Or if they have remained unchanged, waiting for me or someone else to change their worlds for them? I have no clue. I am just stuck here in my Truman show by a guy sitting next to me with a runny nose poisoning me.
That’s all I got for today. Are you mad at God? Who are you mad at? Because you all cannot deny you are definitely mad at someone!